sometimes I stop and stare
look at the person I've become
the person I once was
gone with each rising of the sun
am I who I've always longed to be
who I needed all along
the one to keep my heart from falling
the one who's mind is strong
if it keeps me safe
does it mean I should hurt those close to me
should everything I do
stop me from falling dangerously
so high up in the clouds
dont feel like coming down
to face the truth I am
and who no longer is around
the person that I am
wont allow me to cry
the person that I've become
feels completely empty inside
void of all emtion
with a bright pink kiss
gotta see it to believe it
never thought I could be like this
I'm half the person I used to be
half the soul, half a heart
the other half is gone
never caring who I part
your the one I needed always
but never had the courage to face
so I hide behind a mask
to take my true selfs place
the one that you loved
was someone I no longer know
someone who slowly died with time
to let my new self show
am I to stubborn to admit
that my new self is a front
to keep my old self from hurting
even from the ones I love?
or maybe not...
too late to unspeak words spoken
too late to turn back time
too late to undo lies
too late to apologize
too hurt to realize
too cold hearted to care
too broken to notice
that the love wasn't there.
time has made me harder
tougher for the ware
time has made me
too hard to bare
so swiftly parting from this place
the only way that remains
hurt words, cruel intentions
for I know, wont care, that things'll never be the same