im sittin here all alone crying my eyes out. i dont know what to do anymore. i cant take this anymore. im tired. my anger is building up higher and higher, but noone understands my pain. noone undestand how much i want this pain in my heart to go away.im dying without you here i cant take thisas i lay in this dark roon i wonder if im doin right in my like. am i in the right path and will drama, hate and abruse leave my life and only have love, peace and happiness. thats all i want.why cant i get that GOD. God please help me get through this.please give the strength to be strong and move on. become a better person inside and out cause right i dont think i can do this anymore.im weak and thats not good.everyone sees my weakness and take advantage of it. i speak to you GOD to help me. I NEED YOU