okay, you need to post more.....because i aint about to let you end a story like that..talk about GAY ENDING
LMAO JUST KIDDING YAZZERS

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LEARN FROM YESTERDAY
LIVE FOR TODAY
HOPE FOR TOMORROW

JAYLA AKA JAY

lmao @ me flooding the post. anywho,
I think I'm gonna start another part in another topic, and post the link to part one if anyone wants to read it since I cant edit this post cause I have a new account. So look out for it like...right now lmao
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p.s- the point was to make you think it WAS Chris though *evil laugh* bwahaha
p.p.s- I also was tryna make ya'll cry. thats the point of a funeral, and I'm glad I could make you feel the emotions in the scene.

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damn u ! u made me cry!RUNIT

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lets pray
ten fingers
together
forever

Awww s*** I felt tears after that lol anywho RUN IT!!!!!!!!!
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-Yanna-Love ya Chris--GranddaddyJ-Rip-Weloveyou-
Dance forever ever-ever...
-breezy`baby-

BWAHAHAHAHA lmao I'm so lame
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ya know, if I didn't have a great for this story already, a pretty good Chris themed title would be 'forever' lol. I might change it someday.

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grrr lol

I still remember what I was doing on that fateful July morning. I was cleaning the kitchen and rehearsing the lines over and over in my head to let my her know, that I was now, a whole 9 weeks pregnant. Little did I know, I now had the best excuse in the world to deliver the great news I had…

The doctors never really figured out the cause of Chris’s death They said that his organs shut down, and he passed peacefully, they will just never understand why. His mother said that it was God calling him, and I truly believe that. When his work here was done, he left us. We may grieve and cry, but at the end of the day, we’ll know he’s in a better place. I miss him terribly yes, and I wish that I could be able to hug him, and tell him I loved him one more time, but he knew. I know he’s happy and wants me to be the same. I’ll never forget the last words he said to me. He made me promise.

“Promise me you’ll love me forever, no matter what may happen. Promise that you’ll never forget me, no mater how long we may be apart. Promise you’ll always be mine, and I yours for I will love you throughout eternity.” He said. And I promised knowing I would never love another the way I loved him…I couldn’t love anyone else the way I had loved him…

The whole funeral was so surreal; it was as if I was watching the whole funeral with the eyes of a stranger. I saw the tears, I saw the pain and heartache, but I didn’t connect. I wouldn’t allow myself to. I didn’t feel the sadness that should have come along with losing him, I couldn’t cry. I remained completely whole among a sea of broken hearts that is until the viewing.

I remember standing over the casket with Mrs. Reid crying and holding on to me for dear life, as if she would some how float away. I couldn’t be mad though, I was now the closets living thing she would ever have to her son again. She wanted, just as much as I, to be there with him.

I finally broke down as I took one last look at my dear Chris. The last time I would ever see his beautiful face. It pained me that he wasn’t smiling his wonderful smile that could light up every room. It pained me that the last memory I would have of him would be here, amongst the dead. I lost a piece of me that day when he was lowered into the ground. I tried my hardest not to cry as I finished the eulogy, but I couldn’t suppress my freely flowing tears.

The love of my life was no longer here to call me names and tell me that they loved me…To assure me that everything would be ok, and make me buy their over priced cologne…I couldn’t help myself from going back one last time before I left, to speak to him alone. I had a few words left I wanted to say. On the sullen walk back to his final resting place, I couldn’t help but regret all the moments I hadn’t spent with him, and all the times we fought, all the times I didn’t say ‘I love you’. Now that it was over, I had the world to give...

[adding! I just need a few more runs. like I have the add posted to my clip board and everything lmao just run it!]
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lmao @ Chris so dumb. yeah, he's retarded. I got my inspiration for 'Chris' from one of my best friends. He's hilarious, and I love him [but not like that]

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what a nice way to plan a pregancy lol they a so cute...run it

awww nice add...*sniff* run it!

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-Yanna-Love ya Chris--GranddaddyJ-Rip-Weloveyou-
Dance forever ever-ever...
-breezy`baby-

Awwwhhh!!! You made me tear up loser ! lol

great add...so touchin...got me all emotional

damn you ! lol

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“Babe…I’ve been thinking, even though I know you hate it when I bring up stuff like this, I w just think…well maybe, we could…have a baby…I mean, lets be real, if I don’t make it at least I’ll have something to leave behind” he ventured “I don’t want to make you depressed or anything but there is the possibility that I may not make it…and I want to have…a legacy” he said with a sad smile.

I sat and pondered what he said. At any other time, in both our lives, the first thing that would escape my lips would be a “hell to the naw”, but being honest with myself, and looking at the circumstances, I gave it a second, third, and forth thought. Even though I knew he wasn’t leaving anytime soon, I just understood the point.

I’m not gonna front, I’m scared of what might happen. The thought of me trying to live without him, is like, dreaming of snow in the summer ; impossible. I had grown up with him, he was my family, my world. There was no Chris without an I.

“Chris, I…I…Cant help but think your right on this one. As much as I don’t want to think about it, that wont make our problems disappear. . If anything ever did happen to you, God bless your soul, I could not survive without a little piece of you to carry with me, and if like the doctor said would happen, when you come home, we could both settle down and raise our child together. Even though I would to put my schooling on hold, I’d do it for you. You’re everything I have, and I don’ t mind that small sacrifice if it makes you happy”

“YOOO that was about as deep as your pussy!” I hit him hard over the head with a pillow. “Hey what I do?!” “You moment killing bastard!” I screamed making him burst into laughter, practically falling off the hospital bed. “BUT bae” I sad as I wiped the tears that had formed from our sudden fit of giggles “can..we…you know…since your…with me?...so should I?” I stuttered.

“well I don’t really know if I’m allowed to and…maybe we should ask” he smiled “What you smiling all cheesy for? I’m calling the nurse in on my way to get my bottle of powerade and that question better have a medically supported answer when I get back” I smirked, hopping off the bed.

“THAT AIN’T EVEN RIGHT!!” I heard him shout on my way down the hall. “Excuse me, Mrs. Hodge?” I stopped at the nurses station. “yes dear?” “Chris has a question he’d like to ask you" “Ok” she said getting up “thanks” I called back as I skipped to the cafeteria and grabbed a muffin and a hot chocolate.

On the way up, I saw a woman with a newborn baby being pushed by what looked like her husband. “What a cute family” I couldn’t help but think. Making me wonder if I would ever get to go home with him, or if he would ever see our child grow up. I sighed thinking of what the future held…and thinking of the inevitable that I would one day have to deal with.

“So what she said?” I questioned eagerly. “She said it should be fine…she even said she’d bump me up to the luxury room with the queen sized bed” he cheesed. “the only rules are we have to leave the door unlocked, and don’t exceed the max of 2 and a half hours, it should be fine” I frowned.

“unlocked?” he chuckled “they need to be able to bust in here like the 5-0 if something goes wrong and I cant handle that good lovin you put on me darling” he laughed. I could only shake my head and smile to myself. How could I have ever gotten stuck with such a cheeseball?

That night, Chris and I made love, and yes, we made LOVE. It was slow, passionate, and intense. Filled with eye contact, and sweet strokes, it was probably the most meaningful thing we would both ever experience. It was so pure, and gentle. Who knew the world still held such innocent pleasures. I loved him, as he loved me, and this…was the ultimate expression of love…it was beautiful.

The Bond that we share is so genuine, and unwavering, it’s hard to put in words. Nothing said or done could ever hinder the feeling we have for each other. Something like what we feel for each other, can never be duplicated, and it is as hard to let go, as it is to find. Something like us must have been aligned by God himself, and for a special reason. If we are only together for just a short time longer, I still believe that our love is a gift sent from the heavens. The lord giveth, and he taketh away. Who am I to complain about the time I’ve been granted with angel?