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1.Chapter 1. ---no reqrets`xz
I walked away from trey and shant'e with my head held high, and my pumps clicking firm on the hard wood floor, determined not to shed a tear infront of them..it hurted me so badd to walk away from two people I wud have takin a bullet for.. but tonight was enuff proof...they really didn't need me...(shaking my head, walking down the steps, with my arms folded)..when u walk in on your bestfriend since childhood, and the first nigga u fell inlove with- having sexx..{like it was the end of the world, and they just wanted a gud f***}..not only does the wayy u view the world turns upside down..but "everyone becomes an enemy"!
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With no one to turn too and MONEY* being the only person u kno is gonna take care of u...your character changes and everything u use to stand for change its direction...and with --making money--- always being your first priority ..where do u end up?
User Comments
a this storys sexy and it hasnt even gotten sexual yet
chris's bad boy image got me all interested..
run it
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So he sayin he gonna kill her if she keep callin him the name his mama gave him. Lol o ok den.
Run it
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"A good girl is a bad girl that don't get caught"
That describes me perfectly.
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Oooh boi I think of u.
On 2 occassions.
That's when I want.
That's when I need it.
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I was clicking the buttons going through song after song, when something told me to check my phone, I grabbed my phone out my pocket, and cut it on, i had 6 missed calls, and 8 txt messages...i looked through the missed calls, and shant'e had called me 4 times, my momma called me, and my homegirl Cassie, the texts was pretty much casiie, forwarding me messages, and shant'e constanly apologizing and tellin me to call her, i was so pissed when i really trey hasnt even called me, i pushed up my phone and called cassie----
cassie- watz up bish
me- hoe , guess wat i walked in on the hoe f***in trey
cassie- GIRL WHO? (almost screaming through the phone)
me- Shant'e
cassie- NUN UH, U LYING HOE!
me- I wish I was (sadden by the thought)
cassie- where u at, wat u doin?
me- up here at that new lil store, with Money and Ant, bout to eat!
cassie- Oh tell Chris I said hey! (me and cassie laughing)
me- why the hell u be callin him by his damn government name!
Just then I felt hands wrap around my waist, "NUN UH", Money resting his head on my shoulders, "MOVE NIGGA"..grabbing his hands--me and Money always have sexual tension, everytime we see each otha, you'll think we was a couple, he like grabbing on me and touching me, and I only do him like dat when a nigga tryna holla at me I'll act like im with Chris
"cassie said hey CHRIS" turning around to look at Chris, He picked me up and sat me on the jukebox and squeeze between my legs. "Tell her dont speak to me ,I dont like her lil garbage ass, stay callin be my government name, she keep doing dat shyt dey gon find her body." Money said, reaching in his pockets."You hear him Cassie" I asked, looking at Money dig through his pockets, like he was looking for something.
o wow ant is a trip
Runs it
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New Ones Comin:
When the World is against You...
Same Girl
Easier to Run
Love vs. Lust
Rewind
--Entering the Soul Food Joint
As me and money walked past I cud smell the females hating, and I cud hear the niggaz, wishing they cud get in between my thighs, me and Money busted out laughin when we heard sumbody barking like a dog.."YO MONEY",a voice called out from the crowd,"I HATE HOW U WALKING AROUND WITH MY GURL, ACTIN LIKE SHE YO b**** AND ALL" me and money looked back to see a light skinned dude, wearing a purple and black new york hat,a purple coogi shirt, black jeans, and sum purple and black jordans, I instantly recognized who he was "ANTHONY", chris lil play baby brother, he seventeen years old, and he basically one of the three ppl Money trust,he's really cute-more like adoreable, he's the yungest, he go to skool any everythang he just bad ass hell..he on his third skool and skool just started, he keep getting kicked out for fighting and shyt, me and him play like im his lil girlfriend, when ever he's around, he wanna hold my hand..and trick on me.. as Money says it he act like a "inlove lil bish,whipped on sum ass", but ant is real cool, he's the type to shoot first and ask questions last, he's a hot head..but the fam love him just the way he is!
Ant ran up to us, right as we was entering the place,"Look!" showing Money the lil dope he had left in a zip lock bag.."yo put that shyt away,wait to we get to the trap house, nigga u kno bettah." Money said looking at Ant with 'u kno bettah' eyes. Ant putting the bag away, and the excitement of his first bag, had been stripped from across his face.I looked around at the first thing I noticed a jukebox in the corner..
"Give me a quarter."- I held my hand out, looking at Ant, cuz i knew all I had to do was flash a smile!"Im not a trick go ask yo motherf***in nigga trey", Ant said why'll following Money to the counter.I rolled my eyes, not letting wat he just said get to me, cuz 1) ant didnt know about wat just happened and 2)that was 1 hour ago old news, I shrugged my shoulder, glanced over the almost crowed cafe and walked to the machine, to look through the songs.
Omg Nae is really pretty
Runs it
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New Ones Comin:
When the World is against You...
Same Girl
Easier to Run
Love vs. Lust
Rewind
Aw im lovin dis
Run it
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"A good girl is a bad girl that don't get caught"
That describes me perfectly.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Oooh boi I think of u.
On 2 occassions.
That's when I want.
That's when I need it.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
PICS--
ME- ADD HER
http://viewmorepics.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=viewImage&friendID=12694735&albumID=3125864&imageID=38772821
MONEY-
http://www.flickr.com/photos/25577341@N04/2550560335/
SHANT'E-
http://media.photobucket.com/image/hoopz/sexytez_2008/hoopz.jpg?o=32
TREY-http://www.flickr.com/photos/9985204@N04/1304986647/in/photostream/
Awww
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New Ones Comin:
When the World is against You...
Same Girl
Easier to Run
Love vs. Lust
Rewind
"So what u gon do Nae?" Money asked me as I climbed into his black on black Range Rover, I wiped the tears away as quick as I could so my big brother cudn't see me crying,"I don't know, I mean im so f***in hurt rii now , i can;t even think straight." shaken my head, I put my head down in disbelief, Money put two fingers unda my chin, and brought my head back up."Look Je'nae u dont need them, f*** both of em, u can crash at my place tonight and I'll handle this shyt in the morning." Money said with death in his eyes as he started the car. "U hungry cuz i am, I want sum from that new corner store up there u kno that soul food joint." As he drove out the West Field Apartments parking lot.
--At the Soul Food Place
"They still serving at this time of night." I said noticeing all the people who was standing outside the small business, a couple of b****es, but mostly niggaz, who look like dey was probably clock working. As we pulled up two dudes approached the window, "watz up nigga", reaching in the car to shake hands with Money. "Nun, bout to get us sum to eat." Money and the nigga lookin ova at me.. "Nigga datz u, askin Money was i his girl." I looked at the caramel skin dude up and down, he was rocking an all black new york fitted cap, with a white shirt, and black d***y pants,..he had a thick accent from the dirty south, that i was really feeling- he looked at me and licked his sexy purple lips, i cudnt blame him for checking me out, i am the real defintion of EYE-CANDY! I gotta shape outta this world, brown cocoa butter skinned, beautiful eyes..i had a reason to be conceited, but that wasn't my personality at all, i had plenty of friends, but deep down real ass backstabbers! They only hung with me so I could introduce them too different niggaz! Back 2 me---my body wud be describle as petite, im curvy, and my face wud be describled as beautiful.Why do u think i role with Money (my play brother) a well-known drug lord, in Queens,New York.. He wudn't be dead caught with an ugly b****..He say im his front booty..HEHE (A chick he carries on his arm, when he tryin 2 impress or make sumbody jealous) but we aint f***ing each otha..i wud neva step out on trey..well at the time i wudn't have neva stepped out on trey!..Even tho, Money took care of me, He wasn't askin for nuthin in return, but to be there for him..he didnt say it like dat, but he pretty much coded it.. but even when i didn't need him too take care of me, He was paying for me to go to skool (Im in my sophoremore year of college), and he got me my part time job-- I model, for something like a porno magazine but (i neva get nude)..We met when i was in the 9th grade..he was suppose to be in the 11th but he neva came to skool, to busy working on corners..but now we are closer then ever...He my big bro!
mhmmm Runs it
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New Ones Comin:
When the World is against You...
Same Girl
Easier to Run
Love vs. Lust
Rewind
When I got down the steps and out of trey's apartment building..I turned and stood there,letting salty tears flow freely down my face..recounting so many memormies, and things they made me the Je'nae Williams I was... because i've been living with him since i was 17..I looked down on the ground, with ashamed writing across my face..and in my head I said a little prayer..
>"GOD PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH, AND THE POWER TO OVERCOME THE DEVIL'S WORK, GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO MOVE ON, WITH NO BARRIES HOLDING ME BACK..GUIDE ME AND CARRY ME ON MY WAY.. FOR I AM A CHILD OF GOD AND ONLY A BABY...& LORD PLEASE GIVE ME THE TO STRENGTH TO FORGIVE THEM!"<
From that day on I promised myself no one or nuthing will be put before me, I promised myself neva to fall in love again although I was only 19 years, my life has just begun, but the way I feel right now,i wanna take this promise to the grave, i neva wanna fall in love again, all i care about is money, i dont need a nigga cuz imma go get my own..if a dude aint tryin bring nuthin to the table then i don't need his nuthing having ass! i dont need nobody to waste my time, and f*** friends i'll kick it with sum hoes but they wud neva kno watz goes on in
Mizz Je'nae's Williamz World
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dats fcked up
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wen u c somebody dat look betta den u and u kno it dont hate jus say day cute ™
~* Nay- Nay*~
MAN ILL BEAT ME EX FRIEND SASS IF SHE DID THAT CRAP TO ME AND i PUT THAT ON EVERYTHING THEN ILL BLOW HIS CAR UP
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THAT CHICA CHELLZ
WHEN YOUR LIFE CAN BE CUT SHORT BY SOMETHING YOU CAN'T CONTROL ALL YOU CAN DO IS PRAY AND FIGHTTO THE END!!!! YOUR NOT DONE WHEN YOU LOSE,YOUR DONE WHEN YOU QUIT
MICHELLE RAMSEY HARD FIGHTER OF CHRONIC KIDNEY DIEASE
Damn thats messed up
Runs it
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New Ones Comin:
When the World is against You...
Same Girl
Easier to Run
Love vs. Lust
Rewind