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Inside My Love.

<a href=>I</a> pulled up in front of the large building, adorned with dark LED lights. The parking lot was being swept by a young boy in Jordan's. He couldn't have been much older than me. I tightened the strap on my purse and walked towards the door apprehensively. It had come down to this. I didn't have another option. I knocked softly on the door at first... only for it not to be answered. The boy that was sweeping approached and hit the door loudly with his hand flat. I jumped, startled and looked at him. He tossed me a smirk and went back to sweeping. The door opened and <a href=>he</a> stood there, looking me up and down.

"...Who referred you?" He asked.

I put my hair behind my ear and parted my lips to say something but nothing came out. I shrugged. He studied me once more and looked me dead in the eye.

"Name?" He asked.

"Veronica... I go by Ronnie." I said softly.

He opened the door wider for me to come in, so I did. I hadn't ever been to one of these places, I'd only heard about them... saw them in movies. I looked around wondrously, and heard the giggles of females arriving and leaving, all of them carrying gym bags. I studied their curves and looked down at myself.

"What you here for..." He asked, dismissively. His eyes didn't dance in my direction, as he strolled casually beside me, checking out everything on the floor - making sure nothing was out of place.

He stopped suddenly and I did too.

"...I need a job," I said, searching his face.

He snickered. "So go to the mall and fill out applications, sweetheart. This isn't something for your resume,"

"I understand that," I said, shaking my head. "I wouldn't be here if I didn't need to be. I need a job," I said, pleading with my eyes.

He scratched his face, as he ruminated. He pointed to the bar. "You start there," He said, before he began to walk.

"I was hoping to dance!" I called after him.

He shook his head, "We'll see,"

I exhaled, and dropped my bag on the floor before the DJ put on some music. I looked around and sat down on one of the bar stools. Well... at least I had a job.


It's been over a month! My goodness. I'm on spring break starting this weekend. I'll be back.

That's interesting. RUN IT!

It's time Carter move on

smh carter..RUN IT

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Carter boy bye. Even if Aubrey wasnt in the picture Ronnie wouldn't get back with you. Therea no competition just be there for your daughter. Run It.
And Carmen Im reading the fix on bbs. I really like it too. Good luck getting over your writers block.

Until I find my way back, feel free to read the story that I'm working on on the BBS board.

<a href=>The Fix</a>.

-___________- I may or may not have writer's block for this story. Dammit. I need to figure out where i'm going.

Carter handed me Cayden's last bag, his eyes somber.

"Something you wanna say to me?" I asked.

He looked at me for a long time before his eyes hit the ground and he shrugged, "How can I compete, Veronica?" He asked, looking at me finally.

"What are you talking about?" I asked, aggravated.

"With your dude! C'mon! Drake? Of all people to end up with you end up with a celebrity? I can't give Cayden what he can! She's talking about us taking trips out of the country and I'm struggling to keep the lights on, Ronnie. I can't compete with this dude and I'm afraid that when she realizes that...she won't love me the same." He said.

"You're being ridiculous. You're her FATHER, Carter. Aubrey will never be that." I said, shaking my head. "She loves you because of that. When she comes home, she brags about how you let her stay up at night and how you play basketball before the sun goes down... the way that you listen to her tell you everything she's thinking about... she notices all of these things. You're making memories with her and she loves you, it's not about the materialism, Carter... she just wants love." I said.

"...and you?" He asked.

"And me?" I asked.

"...I can't compete with him for you." He mumbled.

"Carter I thought this was understood-" I said.

"But for the last few months, it's been us 3. You invite me over for dinner, and we're like a family finally. Does that not feel right to you?" He asked.

"Sure it feels right, Carter. We're her parents! But romantically there's nothing here... I don't want to have to say this anymore. I love you, as a man and as a partner, but as a boyfriend... those days are gone. I'm not the same Veronica that I was then," I said.

"Sometimes I wish you were," He said.

"Well I'm not, alright? Time changes people and I've grown up. I'll see you next week." I said, before I shut the door and turned to see Cayden standing there.

"What's up?" I asked. "Will you put your things away for me?" I asked, handing her the bag.

She nodded and looked down at it before she looked up at me, "Were you and daddy arguing?"

"No just talking," I said, smiling a little and kneeling down. I stroked her cheek. "Things are fine."

She nodded, "Can I sleep in your room tonight?" She asked, smiling.

"I'd love that," I responded, kissing her forehead.

waiting patiently ..

My schedule is a mess... Don't have time for anything other than work, school, sleep and food! I'll definitely add this weekend, however.

Apologies. Have a great week.

run itttt . (:

Don't forget about clouds over brooklyn and move love plsssss:)))
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I'll add this weekend!

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New reader just read this story from the beginning I'm in love wit it already

Yay!!!! Their back together!! Im so glad he broke it off with Christina, somebody needed to talk to her. Go Aubrey!!! Gotta love that Cayden!
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Lol Cayden is a trip talking about "we're home!" Lol she's so adorable though and I'm happy they went back "home" I just hope Carter don't do anything stupid

yayyyyy . they're back together . i'm so happy that aubrey saw the truth behind christina . & carter seemed jealous . i mean , who can compete with Drake ? i love their relationship . one talk & its back to normal . christina was sooo shady . fake hoe . cayden is funny . ' We're home ! ' she's silly . & D is pregnant (: yaaaaay . such an amazing thing , being a mother . i just had my daughter and i couldn't be more in love .

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Aubreyyyyy. That was so sweet. Im so glad they were able to run into one another and talk. Glad he got rid of Christina too. Hmm Carter seemed all kinds of jealous when he seen them with Aubrey. She still has her key and used it. He made her space in his drawers Aww. Home sweet home ehh. I want them to work. Run It!!!

Yessssss!!!! *Jumps in the air and freeze frames* omg I'm soooo freaking happy!!! likeee...realllyyyy happy!!!

aww..they are back at it!! yippee!

Happy to see them back together :)


So happy they are back on track!
Run it!