“Yashi, are you sure you want to do this” My friend Torri asked me. I was in full rage waiting to see what was behind this close door.
“I’m sure dammit now go to the lobby.” I whispered as I put my hand over the peep hole and knocked on the door.
“No Thank You” A White Women said from the other side of the door.
“Sorry ma’am I can’t hear you threw the door”
“I Said No thank you” Next thing I knew I burst threw the door where I seen a half naked women and a defenseless Michael Ray Nguyen-Stevenson.
“I wasn’t f***ing her” I heard him say but didn’t pay no mind to it.
The female hit me in my thigh, I went into rage and grabbed her and gave her three blows to the head.
“Yaya, Stop I wasn’t f***ing her”
“Well you should have been” I said on the verge of tears and walked out leaving my engagement ring on the floor.
8 years before
Looking at my life everything seemed perfect right ? Nice house , nice cars , nice clothes loving parents , faithful boyfriend ? So I thought.
“So Disaya, honey not that you’ve graduated college. When do you start at the hospital” My hair dresser LaTonya asked me.
“I start next Monday, is Michael happy about you starting”
“He’s been ‘excited’ about everything”
“Girl you got it good. I swear if I had a man like Michael I wouldn’t know what to do” The girl La’Shaundra who sat in the styling chair beside me.
“Exactly now that he’s actually trying to get his rapping career started, all I can say is CAKE”
“Yall are crazy, I love him with or with out the money”
“Your saying that now Miss Nurse lady.”
The door bell to the salon had rung and I looked through the mirror and once I saw who it was my face lit up like Christmas.
“Hey baby” I said as I looked at the bags he was carrying in from the mall.
“Hey cutie, you hair is looking almost nice” He said as he handed a small back box to “What’s this”
“Something that I would love for you to add to your charm bracelet.” I opened it and it was a buttefly. I examed it in my hand.
“Its beautiful and its my favorite color.”
Michael had gave me this bracelet after I miscarried our baby back in high school. This braclet had meaning behind every charm that was on here. I just didn’t know that the last charm was unmeaningful to me. Was it my reaction that pushed everybody away or was it my feelings getting in the way ?
BEEP BEEPPPPP .
“Hold on b**** him coming” I said as I ran out the house. To one of my good friends Torri car.
“Lunch date after work today missy” She said as she fixed her seatbelt then sped off. In her car towards our new work place.
“You know it. How’s life now that you moved from Tennessee”
“Wonderful Moms been calling saying when im coming back home, I told her when jesus come back” She said running a yellow light.
“you need to quit flying in this car its 4 in the morning.”
“Girl it’s a Dodge Dart, its suppose to, how are things with you and Mike”
“He coming in late as usual”
“and you don’t say nothing”
“I be wanting to but then I just let it go”
“If he come in smelling like cheap ass perfume and sex, one word killem.”
“Whatever missy find a close parking space so we can get out of here quickly”
We both got out the car and headed to our destination. I watched Torri as she walked threw the Trauma emergency door and I stood there looking at The sign that say Neonatal nurses with and arrow pointing to the door.
“5AM-5PM, jesus please be with me today”
He was until I was Traumatized, I’l explain that later.
They gave me the run through of everything that I needed to know. My shift was ending early the boss had told me because today was a slow day. I walked to the time clock and clocked out.
I walked over to the Trauma part of the hospital and seen Victoria fly past me with a patient screaming out things that need to be done. After three hours she finally met me in the Lobby.
We got in the car and went to Logans, catching up and a little girl talk was a must. She told me about all the crazy s*** she seen on her first day and the fool liked it. It was going on 6pm I decided to go home.
Once torri dropped me off I ran to the door and unlocked it. I went to the kitchen to put my to go plate in the fridge to find a note saying that Michael was going to be in the studio late..AGAIN! This s*** is getting out of hand. I took my shower and off to sleep I went.
I was in the studio, about to leave when I seen this cute Dominican walk through the door. I had to do a double take.
“Im Glad You Can Make It” My producer said to her.
I sized her up through my shades that I had on, She was a pretty girl, I had to keep my composure.
“And you are?”
“I’m Reyna, from Manhattan.” She said as she flashed a smile. A True Dominican she was.
“Do you know a girl named Victoria Anderson?”
“Yes that’s my co-worker, she very nice.”
“Okay enough of that , get back in the studio”
I looked as The Beautiful Reyna sat in my chair and smiled as I recorded my new single “Dancing for Dollas” I watched as she danced a little to the song. She has a body of a goddess. I had to keep my self together.
Meaning I had to be on my best behavior because I was with Disaya.
Ya Ya never knew that ive been cheating on her like almost everyday, I calmed down a lot since the miscarriage.
I’m Not gone lie I do love Disaya, but I feel like since the miscarriage she’s not interested to talk.
All she do is nag, nag, nag, and her bestfriend Torri don’t make it no better with her Spanish talking ass!
Like just because you and shad are going through a riff raft don’t mean you can barge in on my relationship.
After, our studio session was over, I invited Reyna out for dinner and she smiled and said yes. I was hungry then a mug so we wrapped things up and headed to my favorite place. Kobe Steak House, My Treat of course.
Once we got there, fans were taking pictures the waiter got us to our table and I damn near ordered the whole menu.
Me and Reyna were attracted to each other mentally and sexually.
I had to cut our date because I didn’t want to regret anything I paid for the bill and we headed in the car, it was a silent drive until she broke the silence.
“Soo, do you have a girl”
“I have someone that I’m talking to” I could see her smile a little bit.
“So your telling me no one has swept you up yet, no kids no..nothing”
I gazed at the red light that I had stopped at and turned my head to look at her
“Nope, none of that, I guess you can say I’m a free man, some what”
“We’ll see, turn right here on this street I’m the last house on the right”
I followed her directions as I put my car in park.
“I had a nice time tonight. I guess since you’re a ‘free man’ I could do this” She smiled then pulled me in for a kiss. We pulled back and got out the car before she closed the door she said.
“ I guess ill be seeing you tomorrow, Tyga” She winked her eyes and closed the door. I watched her go into her house and I headed to my apartment.
I was thinking about tonight, until my phone broke the silence it was Disaya Calling….