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<a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lcden8CboE1qbcegmo1_500.jpg">I</a> sat in the livingroom of my new <a href="http://www.blogcdn.com/realestate.aol.com/blog/media/2013/01/tyler-perrys-home.jpg">home</a> playing NBA2K13. I was eating my snack while concentrating on the game more than helping my siblings unload the truck. ”Mulan! Mulan!” My mom yelled in her thick Vietnamese accent, calling me by my middle name. ”Yeah ma!” I yelled, pausing the game. ”Come down heyah and help you brotha and sista. They don't need to be carrying you boxes!” I facepalmed myself and stood to my feet. I dragged my tired body downstairs and looked over at my <a href="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lfnj99QQI31qcyz0i.jpg">mom</a> holding that stupid ass dog. ”Ma. I told you. It's your. Y-O-U-R.” I slowly spelled. She smacked her lips. ”Mulan get damn boxes! No correct matha!” I turned and rolled my eyes. This lady needs to work on her english. ”She was ugly as hell!” I heard my sister yell. ”So? Her pussy don't got a face! So I'm f***ing that!” I heard her huff and then open the door. ”But pussy carries dieseases and I'm going to laugh when ya ass catch one.” I smirked at the <a href="http://cdn.rap-up.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2012/03/tyga-honey-cocaine.jpg">two.</a> They were a real comedy show once you get used to them. ”Mayleen! Tell your brother that he is being a dumbass. Foo' keep thinking with his d*** and not his mind.” I shook my head and grabbed the box from her. ”My mind and d*** think alike so either way, imma be thinking about getting pussy.” I rolled my eyes and took my stuff back upstairs. ”You ready for that ass whooping?” Michael asked coming into my room. ”You must be talking about yourself, because I'm going to wax that ass from beginning to end boy!” He waved me off, sat down, and picked up a controller. I was so busy picking my team, that I didn't notice him munching on my hot fries. ”Nigga! The f*** you doing dude?!” He smirked and took another hand full. ”I'll buy you some more May, chill.” I glared at him and finally settled on my team. The Miami Heat. Been a fan way before Bron got there. ”You picking them just because they won the championship. f*** heat, I'm going with the bulls!” I chuckled and shook my head. ”Dude! I've been picking the Heat since Vietnam got the Playstation. I miss that s*** hole of a place already.” I admitted. ”Why? We stayed getting left out of s***. We were outcast. Nobody wanted to hang with us, all because we had more money and a whole lotta swag. Man f*** Vietnam! I'm glad America won the damn war!” I busted out laughing. He stayed saying f*** something. ”Her highness has entered please no photos.” Sochitta said walking in and posing. ”Chitta! Walk yah ass in my room right!” I yelled, throwing a pillow at her. She huffed and walked out my room. She knocked on the door and I smirked at Michael. ”Who is it?” I sung. ”Sochitta......b****!” She exclaimed. ”Come in......hoe!” I yelled back. She ran in and jumped on my bed. ”I call controller from whoever loses.” I started the game and looked at Michael. ”You might as well say your goodbyes now.” He shook his head and bit his lip as he concentrated on the game.

”You were cheating!” Michael yelled. I shook my head as I collected my 50 bucks and smiled. ”Thank you for investing in my new shoes.” He flicked me off and Chitta got the remote. ”I want yall to start calling me Honey.” She randomly said. ”I wanna be called Tyga then.” They both looked at me and I looked back at them. ”What?!” I said, getting annoyed. ”What's your name gonna be?” She asked. ”Hmmm.....May to the muhf***in Leen b****!” I exclaimed. ”No cussing in ma house! God no like ugly!” My mom lectured us. ”Get ready fo' skoo gon be late tomorrow.” I huffed and rubbed at my eyes. ”Yeah okay.” Michael mumbled, brushing her off. ”Ma! I'm hungry!” I whined. ”Go eat Taco Bell!” She yelled, walking away from me. ”Yall wanna go to Taco Bell?” I asked, looking at them. ”I'm with it if you with.” Michael said nudging Chitta. ”Yeah. I could eat. Gotta get used to this American food someday, right?” Me and Michael nodded and got up. We walked out the house and went to get in the car, but I remembered my car wouldn't be here until next week. ”f***!” I yelled in frustration. ”Guess we'll walk.” Michael said. We began to walk to Taco Bell and on the way we passed a party. ”Yall wanna check it out?” He asked. ”No way! Mom would kill us if she knew we went there. No paty! You lady, not child! Why you lie to me?!” Chitta said, acting like our mom. We all laughed and I looked at the <a href="http://cdn.cnwimg.com/gallerySmThumb/d908a0fa73338d545ea46293f9e896cd.jpg?a=9a4d46">house.</a> ”I wonder what the inside looks like.” I thought aloud. ”Come on. It can't hurt to at least check it out.” Michael urged. ”Fine. I'm in. But if ma finds out. I'm blaming you. What about you May?” I stood there for a second and then inhaled the magnificent scent of  American food. ”Hell yeah.” Michael smiled and wrapped his arms around ours. ”Shall we?” I smirked and laughed. ”We shall.” We began to walk into the party and it was packed! I mean wall to wall, hoes, niggas, ugly b****es, bad b****es, everybody and they damn mom was in this party. ”Damn. Shawty looking good.” Ty whispered in my ear looking at some <a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-SmSDKEcl_GU/T7AEwLwEx8I/AAAAAAAAABo/0hUmEw0FaWA/s1600/PAW3388-X3.jpg">chick.</a> ”Ass fat, check. Boobs big, check. Face good, check. She's a winner.” I said. He looked over at Chitta and she nodded. He smiled and unwrapped his hands and made his way over to her. ”Ooo! They got barbecue wings!” Chitta dragged me over to the kitchen. We grabbed plates and started to pile up food. When we were finished me sat down and grabbed a cup of punch. I drunk it and instantly my throat burned. ”Somebody spiked that.” Chitta lifted her cup to her nose and shrugged. ”Now I can go to sleep faster.” I smirked and we started to chug and eat. It was like cycle. ”Whew! I'm feeling it noooowwwww!” She slurred. ”Yo. You see them two over there staring at us?” I turned to see who she was talking about and for sure two <a href="http://youheardthatnew.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/2011-download-chris-brown-x-trey-songz-x-game-wait-mp3-mediafire.jpg">dudes</a> were staring. ”I wonder if they know we don't belong.” She whispered in my ear. ”I don't know, but we're about to find out.” I whispered back as they made their way over.

I pretended like somebody had called me so I wouldn't have to talk. ”Hey mama!” I said as they approached us. ”Oh Honey, she's right here.” I glanced over at Chitta to see her staring at the two dudes. The darker one took my phone from my ear and showed it to the light one. ”Wow. Oldest trick in the book. Nobody talks to their mom like that when they at a party. Especially when they know they not supposed to be here.” I shrugged and reached for my phone, but he snatched it back. ”Give me my damn phone.” He smiled and looked at the other guy. ”Look Chris. She wants me to give her phone back. Not before me giving you my number though.” I rolled my eyes and finally snatched my phone out his hand. ”Thank you.” I huffed. I sat down and continued to eat until the light one, I think his name was Chris, snatched my plate. ”Nigga the f***?!” Chitta exclaimed. ”Who you calling nigga b****?” The darker one spat. ”She ain't even mean it like that. But who the f*** you calling b****?” I snapped. ”You.” Chris stepped up to me and I laughed. ”You cute. But I suggest you step the f*** back before I blow ya brains out.” I knew at the time I wasn't packing but Chitta was and I could pull a gun, kill a nigga, and blame it on somebody else in ten seconds. ”Chris and Trey stop! I'm sorry. They always pick with people. I'm Heather.” <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/df6f1cdf028eef5fb17a6d6ea721e134/tumblr_mk227pD2F91ru2p5co1_500.jpg">She</a> smiled at us. ”I'm May. That's Honey.” Chitta smiled back and then mugged the hell out of this Trey character. ”You want these dirty ass chinese b****es at yo party?” I slammed my hand down on the table and they all jumped. ”First of f***ing all. I'm Vietnamese. Not Chinese, get that s*** straight. Second, you will not disrespect me or my sister. Third, I'm about two damn seconds from killing a b**** nigga right now.” Chris smirked. ”Try it.” I reached back in Chitta's pocket, c**ked the gun, and pointed right between his eyes. ”I expect an apology. You don't even have to mean it. I just want to hear you say it.” He quickly wiped that stupid ass smirk off his face and looked over to Trey. He pulled a gun out on me and I laughed. ”So we gonna play this game? Chitta.” She pulled her gun and aimed it at him. ”I just want an apology.” I said, still smiling. It was amusing they thought I wouldn't just blow their heads off...to be honest, it was pretty cute. ”Whoa! What is going on?” Michael said walking towards us with that chick. ”These pussies disrepected us! And I'm not putting s*** down until I get an apology.” Michael sighed and stepped between the gun and Chris. ”Just put the gun down. I'm sure they were just joking.” Trey chuckled. ”I meant every word.” Michael looked back at him. ”You acting real ignorant right now. These girls were trained to be killers. I'm trying to save you, so will you please just stop talking.” Trey clenched his jaws and Michael looked at me. ”Put it down.” He gritted through his teeth. I looked at him then glared at everybody who was looking at us. I smirked at Chris. ”Until next time cutie.” I bent down and grabbed his face. I pecked his lips and at first he tensed up, but he started to kiss me back. I pulled back biting his lip. ”Until next time.” I patted his cheek and put the gun away. ”Okay nothing to see here! Move along! The party ain't over!” Heather yelled. ”I like you two. Here's my number. I hate being the only female in this circle.” I smiled and took her number. Chitta finally put her gun down and smirked. ”Your cute too. Here's my number.” She wrote her number in pen on Trey's arm and pecked his cheek. ”Hit me up.” She said before all three of us walked out the house getting stares. ”Yall always gotta start s*** man.” Ty mumbled. ”They started. They called us b****es, hoes. They called us Chinese Michael! I don't look f***ing Chinese!” Us Vietnamese people took that s*** serious. We became highly offended if you called us Chinese. ”Whatever. Let's just hurry home before ma come looking for us.” I sighed and we trudged home.

Chris' POV

”I like 'em.” My little sister Heather squealed. ”I don't want to see you around them. Right Chris?” I was still stuck in a trance. Those lips and smile had my heart beating fast. ”Chris?!” I snapped out of it and looked over at Trey. ”Huh? Oh yeah. Yeah. Don't hang with them.” I mumbled. ”Yall can't tell me what to do. I run my own damn self. Get it. Got it. Good.” She said rolling her neck. I shook my head and turned to see my <a href="http://itsallstyletome.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/02/tumblr_mho0n5ZaDZ1qa42jro1_1280.jpg">girl</a> staring at me. ”s***.” I cursed. ”s*** is right Chris! What the hell is wrong with you?! We letting b****es kiss on us now?” I rolled my eyes and looked her. ”SHE kissed ME baby-” ”You couldn't stop her?!” I heavily sighed and rubbed my neck. ”Chill. It caught me off gaurd.” That wasn't the right answer because she threw an empty cup at me and started to yell. ”No Chris! It didn't catch you offgaurd! I bet you liked that s*** huh?! You just a damn dog! Just like your father!” She spat. ”You know what? I did like it! It felt good as hell too. At least her breath don't taste like cigarettes and bitter b****.” I spat back. Her eyes widened and she looked at me. ”f*** you Chris.” She ran out the front door and Trey got down on his knees. ”Finally! The leach is gone! Please lawd don't let her ass come back!” I chuckled and shook my head. Chaos was my girlfriend. We've been on and off for the past five years. I was starting my senior year and she was the last person that I would let ruin it. ”Soooo, you ready to rule the school this year. Or you think somebody is going to take your spot?” Trey asked. I glared at him. ”Now nigga. You know ain't no damn body about to take our places at the top of the throne.” Heather smacked her lips. ”I hope May and Honey do. Yall niggas starting to bug me with this royalty s***. It's stupid just like you two.” She spat. ”Shut up.” Trey said, mushing her face. ”I'm about to go twerk my ass for one of these niggas see you after the party.” Heather said, walking off. ”Your sister is a hoe.” Trey said. ”Nigga what?!” I exclaimed. ”I'm just saying. She need to slow her ass down before her ass get pregnant by one of these deadbeat niggas.” I just looked forward and continued to bob my head to the music. I touched my lips and smiled a bit. She was a good kisser. Too bad shawty got on my bad side. Can't believe she pulled a gun on me.....on me! I run these damn streets! Ask every f***ing nigga in the city who run L.A and bet me or Trey's name is the first thing they'll say. No hesitation. ”Can't believe she did that.” I thought aloud. ”Me neither. Her sister was bad as hell though. I might need to hit and quit it one good time.” I shook my head. ”Nah. They f***ed with the wrong niggas. Don't associate with them. They might think we weak.” He nodded and turned on his heels to get another beer. ”Well. I might as well f*** a few before school start tomorrow.” I stretched and walked up to some hoes that were easy. They better be worth my damn time too.

Mayleen's POV

I finally stopped texting my friends back home and looked at the clock. ”Two f***ing a.m.” I sighed and put my head under tthe covers. ”I miss you daddy.” I cooed as I looked down at my newest tattoo. It was my dad's name Charles Michael Stevenson. I was what most called blasian. Back home, it was very uncommon to see a Vietnamese woman with a black man. Hell, if you loved an American they hated you. I only had three REAL friends. <a href="http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=352ewer&s=5">They</a> all went throigh the same thing. They were Black, Vietnamese, rich, and hated just like me. ”I wish you were here with us. I'm sorry we left you.” Tears started to build up in my eyes as I saw flashbacks of that night. The night that changed my life, killed my soul, and ruined my trust. I hugged the pillow tight as I cried myself to sleep once again. That night was the main reason we had to move. It wasn't safe anymore. My friends had to leave too, but they are somewhere else in this country. I believe Lin and Ying are somewhere here in California, but I have yet to find out where Lien was. ”I hate my life.” I mumbled. I closed my eyes and replayed that night over and over.

*Flashback*

I was sleeping peacefully until I heard my door open. ”May....Mulan.” I turned to see my <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcxhqltkoQ1qdmpg5o1_400.jpg">dad</a> walking to my bed with Michael and Sochitta behind him. ”What's going on?” I asked, worried that the moment we've been preparing for had arrived. ”It's time.” Was all he said before we heard our front door bust open. I got up and ran to my drawer. I was only in a shirt with underwear so felt kind of exposed, but now wasn't the time to worry about that. ”Mayleen! Run!” I heard Ying's voice. ”Shut up! Charles! Come out right now!” My dad hugged all three of us and pecked our cheeks. ”I love you guys so much.” He turned to my mom who had tears in her eyes. ”Be strong for them baby. I love you.” He pecked her lips and put her forehead against hers. ”I love you too.” I began to cry as Chitta held onto him. ”Daddy no.” I cried. He hugged me and then took Michael by the shoulders. ”Your the man now. Please take care of your mother and sisters. I need you to come thrpugh for me on this one.” Michael nodded as a tear slid down his cheek. My dad blew us kisses and turned off the light. ”I'm coming!” He yelled from up the stairs. I placed my shoes on my feet and got the luggage for all of us out. I looked out the window to see the truck, that was going to get us out of here, pulling up. I took a deep breath and stood at the top of the stairs where I would be unseen. My dad slowly made his way down the stairs. ”Well well well. Charles has finally given up. I know yu kids up tere. We kill them after yu.” Just like that. One gun shot went off. ”You b****!” Yelled my dad's nemesis. Next thing you know hundreds of gun shots filled the house. I looked down to see my dad lying on the ground. He had bullets everywhere. ”No!” I screamed as I ran to his already dead body. ”Cha no!” I looked up to see <a href="http://manlycurls.com/blog_new/wp-content/uploads/2013/08/Kim-Jong-Un-north-korea-president.jpg">him</a> laughing. ”Bastard!” I pulled my gun out and shot him in between the eyes. All his men started to fire at me and I took off running. I ran to my room locked it and saw my mom putting the timer on the bomb. I saw Ying had gotten away when they started to firw at me, so I'm sure he was in the truck by now. I started to help Chitta and Michael drench everything in gasoline. ”We got ten seconds!” My mom yelled. We all started to climb out the window. By the time I got to the window. There was two seconds left. ”I love you.” I said. The men had bust the door down and started to shoot at me again. I jumped down and landed on the matress that was placed below the window the night before. ”Go!” Michael yelled. The driver stepped on the gas pedal and we raced down the street. ”M-Ma-Ma-MayLeen? Are you hurt?” Chitta questioned. I shook my head and hid my arm. I couldn't be the reason my family didn't make it out alive. ”She's lying! May look at your arm!” Michael yelled. ”Oh my God! Pull over!” My mom ordered. ”You better not stop Ying! I'll be fine! Just keep on going!” I yelled. I looked back at the house and saw something on fire. I squinted my eyes and gasped. It was........my dad's head.

*Flashback Over*

I woke up drenched in sweat. ”Let me go!” I screamed. ”It's me Mulan! Just me!” I opened my eyes to see Michael holding onto me. ”I miss him so much.” I cried in his chest. ”I-i-i wi-w-wish that w-wa-was me!” I stammered. He rubbed my back as my body shook and twitched. ”Don't say that Mulan. Dad did what a real man would. Gave up his life his family. I promise you that nobody else in this family will have to do the same. Not as long as I live.” I started to calm down. ”I'm so sorry that I didn't listen to you. He probably would've been here now if I did.” He shh'd me and kissed my sweaty forehead. ”I don't want you to think about that right now. Okay. He loves you so much. Just know that.” I nodded softly and then my door opened. I jumped up to see Chitta with her head in her hands as she cried hardly. ”I can't get it out of my head!” I opened up my arms and she ran into them. Michael held us both like mommy and daddy would when we were younger. ”It's gonna be okay. Just make daddy proud and I promise you'll be happy.” I felt something wet on my hair and I looked up to see him crying. I didn't comment on it, knowing he probably would've stopped holding us. Michael was far from the emotional type nigga. I've only witnessed him cry three times in my LIFE. I hugged them tighter and he kissed my cheeks and laid back. ”Sleep it off.” He said the words that made my whole body shivered. Those were my dad's words for everything. When we were in trouble, mad, sad, confused, or just plain bored. He told us to sleep it off. I listened to his heartbeat and began to fall asleep. I tried to force myself to stay awake. But I couldn't. My body and mind were tired. I needed to rest.

Comments

Run it!

cant believe i waited this long to check this story out
too good!
i was getting confused after an add u put up
like is kayden gay? bc i thought it was him that was "doing a favor" for caleb you kept say him idk could of been a typo
ill find out sooner or later
wonder what lein wants now
she done got her beating
run it!

run it

oppps!!! that went on the wrong name lol Lien... she dont need Chris no way. May is a trip.
Run It!!!

Who is it??? I'm glad she forgave Lola.
Run It!!!

rissa dont be leaving me hanging like that!!!!! lol run it i wanna know whats gon happen!!!!!

Aww s*** its about to get real run it

Oh damn lol RUN IT #TeamChris&May they need to quit fronting !!!!

Chris' POV

I slowly took my hand off of Lien's and shut my eyes trying to remember what in the hell had happened.

*Short Flashback*

"He's back! Come on! We have to hurry!" The man yelled. I fluttered my eyes open and saw Lien crying her eyes out. That warm feeling came back suddenly, causing my heart to skip a beat. Everything went into a blur for a second and I screamed after a sharp pain went through my body. "Chris!" She yelled. She looked a bit different....a bit like May, but they did favor each other heavily anyways. "I thought I lost you...oh my gosh! I don't know what I would've done!" She exclaimed, hugging me until I couldn't breathe. "Can't.....breathe...." She let go and smiled at me. I smiled back and looked in her eyes. My breathing quickened and the pain went away. Our faces inched closer and closer together. "Chris....I can't-" I cut her off by kissing her and my whole body heated up. My adrenaline rushed and I got a little excited. I barely knew this girl, yet she gave me a feeling I never felt before...except for with May. I pulled back and her eyes were closed. My body went cold after I let go of her and I, once again, felt weak. I reached for her hand, but she stood there frozen. "Why did you take out your tongue ring?" I asked. "What tongue ring?" I smirked and thwn winced as the pain worsened. "Chris! We're here! I'm going to be in the waiting room, I promise you'll see me again!" She yelled, holding my hand. I got a bit of strength and I kissed her again and she kissed back. "Alright! Ma'am you're going to have to stay back here!" She tightened her grip on my hand. "I promise...." I opened my eyes and looked at her. I took a picture in my mind.....just in case I didn't make it. Her big hair, big smile, big ass. I chuckled at the thought and then screamed in pain. That was when they injected me with shot and after one minute my whole body went numb and I was knocked out.

*Flashback Over*

"Uh oh......" I whispered. I looked around to see everybody gone except for May. She had blood all over her clothes. "May? Where'd everybody go?" I asked. She sniffled and looked at me, she had a fresh scar going across her cheek. "What the hell happened to you?!" She looked up at me and pointed at me. "You happened Chris! You kissed me and I felt some type of way! I still do! Now Lien thinks I tried to steal you away from her! She f***ing hit me! You know how I am! I f***ed her ass up! Bestfriend or not...you don't put your hands on me..." She huffed and sat down. "You tryna say this my f***ing fault? Yeah, I kissed you, but you kissed me back! I was confused and I thought you were Lien, you were in the-" " No it's not your fault! I know I kissed you back! That's because I li.....hold up. You thought I was Lien?" She asked, hurt and disappointment evident in her voice. "Not like that-" "Were the connections you had with me like the ones you had with her?" I sighed and rubbed my hands down my face. "Don't cut me off again....I guess they weren't with her. I never really had a connection with her. I should've known it was you when I got that warm feeling, I don't know. Wanna see again?" She froze before looking at me. "Only if you promise not to kiss me.....ever again-" "Yeah yeah, whatever! Just come over here nigga." I rushed. "Boy I don't have a d*** so I'm not one of your niggas." I chuckled and held my hand out. She slowly reached her hand out and touched mine. "Whoa!" She exclaimed jumping back. "I know right..." I whispered. "What does this mean?" She asked, sitting in a chair. "I don't know....maybe we just have a connection....maybe we were meant for each other." She looked up at me and I looked at her. "Maybe it's the sec-" "Kiana! We brought you some waffles from Waffle House!" Trey yelled. "Shh nigga! We in a hospital!" Honey yelled at him. "Oh yeah, my bad!" He yelled down the hall. Honey slapped the s*** out of him, making all of us laugh. He gave her a death glare and she scrunched up her face at him. "Nigga unless you want yo d*** in a pitbull's mouth, I suggest you fix your damn face." He instantly smiled and everybody else winced. "Why must you always threaten to hurt a nigga down there? Why you just ain't say tongue or something?" I questioned. "Shut up Chris...I'll cut your tongue out if you keep talking when your not told to." She threatened. I shut my mouth and bit the side of my cheek. "She ain't gonna do s***." Quan laughed. He walked over to me, sitting down by May, who was dozing off. "Aww! She's so purtty when she's sleeping!" Heather screeched. "She really is." China agreed. Everybody gathered around her and admired her beauty. "Geeeeeessssshhhhh! Can b**** sleep without being watched by creeps?" May mumbled, opening one eye. "No! Now shut up and close those eyes so we can watch you sleep." Trey spat. She rolled her eyes and got up. "What yah doing?" I asked as she climbed into the bed with me. "Hey! I'm the only one that's staying the night with you...i want to sleep in the bed while I'm here." I shrugged and scooted over for her. That was when <a href="http://www.vibevixen.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/01/vibe-vixen-tae-heckard2.jpeg">Lien</a> came in and everybody/everything got real quiet.....

oh snap!! run it!!!!!!!

Awww s*** run it

kayson lame af for tryna lie on mike like may was just gonna believe him and not her brother. f***ing idiot.!
aww I know lien mad about that connections chris and may had that saved him but oh well cuz her lying ass too up caleb's ass anyway.!!! she still makes me sick.!
run it.!

Well you can't blame him he was fading and didn't know no better. Kayson a b**** n**** frfr. Mike handled him
Run It!!!

What happened in the ambulance ????? #TeamChris&May !!!!!!! RUN IT !!!!!

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May's POV

I was sitting in the waiting room waiting for the rest of the crew to get here. Quan held me as I shook and cried. In this little month, I have gotten closer than I have with Chris than anybody in my life. Not even Lien and I were this close, so you know this took a toll on me. "Shh. It's okay. He's going to be okay....I promise." I looked at him and he dried my tear-soaked face. "What if he doesn't make it? I don't think I'd make it..." Quan cupped my head with his large hands and looked at me. "What did I say May?" I sighed and cried harder. "You said he was going to make it." He nodded and kissed my cheek. "And what did I do?" He asked. "You...y-yo-you pr-p-promised..." I stuttered. He nodded push some hair out of my face. "And you know very well, that I never break my promises. Especially when it comes to you." I sniffled a bit and looked deep into his eyes. "Okay...I believe you." He smiled and I hugged onto him. "Where's my f***ing brother?! I promise you I'm gonna kill them niggas! They'll curse the day their mom had them." I jumped up to see all of <a href="http://oi44.tinypic.com/xgctvb.jpg">them</a> running into the room. Security guards were eyeing Heather as she yelled and cried. She saw me and ran over to me. "Please tell me he's okay...please...I can't lose him...not like this." She cried.

I didn't have any answers for her, to be honest. I didn't want to tell her that he would make it...and he didn't. And I didn't want to tell her that he wouldn't make it...and he did. "I don't know...I'm so sorry." She pulled away from the hug and looked at me. "Why are you apologizing?" I looked down and wiped some tears away. "She thinks it's her fault. She has the same look on her face as the one when our dad was killed." Michael said. I glared at him and then everybody just started to stare at me. "What?! I f***ing know yall think the same thing! This never happened and then I show up and all hell breaks loose! It's f***ing obvious! Everytime I get close to somebosy they end up hurt!!! Just leave me alone!" I screamed before running to the bathroom. I locked the door behind me and slid to the floor. I started to cry harder and harder. I pulled my knees up to my chest and looked down at the floor. "Why does God have to take away the little bit of happiness I have?"

Michael's POV

I stood there in shock after May had ran off. I think everybody had the same expression on their face. "What'd you do?!" Kayson yelled. I scrunched up my face. "Nigga who the f*** you yelling at?" He pointed his finger in my face and I looked at it. "You nigga! Why you have to say that s***?!" He pushed me and I pushed him back. "Motherf***er don't put your f***ing hands on me!" I yelled. "I ain't do s***! And that's my f***ing sister! You just a nigga to her. So you can step!" He clenched his jaws and charged at me. He pushed me against the wall and I felt my anger rising. "I'm not about to fight you." I gritted through my teeth. He was trying me. I had an anger problem since I was 12 and thia nigga was about to trigger a full on blackout. And when I blackout....somebody usually end up in the hospital or dead and that person won't be me. "Get off of him nigga!" Quan yelled at him. Kayson gave me a death glare and I gave one back to him. "Do something if you bad." He reached back and punched me. "Yo! What the f***!" Heather yelled racing over to me. "Baby you okay?" She asked. "Yeah..." My blood began to boil and I touched my lop to feel blood trickling. I chuckled and shook my head. "B-ba-baby...you're scaring me." She whispered. I ignored her comment and stood up. "Mike....Mike...Michael!" Honey screamed after I hit Kayson so hard his tooth came out and he fell to the floor. I climbed on top of him and punched him repeatedly. A continuous sounds of sickening pops could be heard before the security guards pulled me off of him. Honey ran over to them and demanded for them to put me down. They put me down and I tried to run back over to Kayson's bruised and bloody body, but Honey hugged me. I felt a warmth go all over my body. I looked down and she had tears in her eyes. "I-i-I blacked out...I'm sorry." She nodded and I hugged her tighter. "Oh my gosh!" We all jumped after May screamed. She ran over to Kayson and held him. "What happened?" She asked as everybody got silent. "Your brother attacked me for no reason..." He lied, coughing up blood. "What the hell?! Which one?" She asked him. "M-Mich-Michael..." He stuttered. "That nigga lying!" Heather yelled. "Yeah! He punched Michael first and you know Michael got problems!" Quan said, taking my side. "Is that true? And don't you lie to me..." Kayson took her hand in his and his breathing slowed down. "I'd never lie to you...you know that..." She bit her bottom lip and stood to her feet. "Why lie....I know he wouldn't just attack you like that..." She walked over to me and hugged me. The nurse came over to him and they had to take him to the back.

About three hours of crying and silence, there was still nothing about Chris. I started to worry even more. "What if he doesn't make it?" Heather asked, clinging onto Michael. "He's going to...I know it." He said. "How do-" "Family of Christopher Maurice Brown?" We all stood and rushed to the doctor. <a href="http://www.louiseellis.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/david-beckham.jpg">He</a> looked at all of us and cleared his throat. "He lost a lot of blood-" "Oh Jesus! Why did you take him from me?!" Heather screamed and fell back on me. "Heather!" Everybody yelled. She stopped being dramatic and straightened herself up. "I apologize....is he d-de-dead?" She stuttered. "He was close....but he didn't. On the way he gained strength out of nowhere. It was the most surprising thing I've ever seen and I've seen a lot of things!" We all cheered and then calmed down when he cleared his throat again. "May we see him Dr..." Trey trailed off. "Beckham. And yes you may. Just give us ten minutes and we'll bring you back." We all sighed in relief and I felt an unbearably heavy weight being lifted off my shoulders.

"Do you think he's awake?" Lien asked, tugging on my shirt. "I don't know.... I think so though...I can feel it. We have a special connection." She lifted up an eyebrow and I chuckled. "Don't worry, he's all yours." She smiled and kissed my cheek. "Here we go..." I opened the door slowly, and we all walked in even slower. "Oh my gosh!" I gasped as soon as I saw him....he looked terrible. "Chris!" Heather rushed over to him and his breathing quickened. "H-he-heat-heather.....i-i-is that y-you?" He stuttered. "Yes Chris....it's me....everybody else is here too...see." He struggled to open his eyes, but when they fluttered open a small smile appeared on his face. "H-he-hey guys...come on in..." Everybody took one step closer and then stood there. "I get no love?" He asked. I couldn't control myself any longer. I broke away from Quan's grip and ran to Chris. I hugged him tightly and his breathing shortened. "May...you're on my wound..." I gasped and jumped back. His breathing went back to normal and he winced in pain. "Hey little Tupac!" Trey joked, causing us to laugh. "Aye. Imma live though." Chris chuckled and then grabbed his rib. "Man..you aiight?" Michael asked. Chris smirked and closed his eyes. "Far from it....getting shot hurt..." I shook my head and looked at him and he looked back. "I thought you weren't going to make it....." I felt a tear slide down my cheek, and after that one fell, the waterworks started. He pulled me close and hugged me, somehow ignoring his pain. "I made it. I'm here now. No need to get all upset....trust me. Now, where's pretty boy?" He asked, referring to Kayson. I rolled my eyes before Michael smacked his lips. "Let's not talk about that bastard." He scrunched up his face then let me go. "Come here girls!" He said as he held his arms out for the rest of the girls to hug him. "Side hugs only..." He whispered. We all hugged him and kissed his cheeks at the same time. He started to blush and smile hard. "Tupac Jr. think he Hugh Hefner." Quan joked. "Yo....call the nurse...this s*** hurting like hell. Don't make me laugh until she get here." We all nodded and sat there in silence foe fifteen seconds before Chris busted out laughing. He grabbed at his chest and stomach and a few tears rolled down his cheeks. "Chris stop laughing!" Heather yelled. His face turned red and that was when the nurse entered the room. "Mr. Brown. You called?" He nodded and pointed at his chest and stomach area. She got the clue and walked over to the cabinet and took out some pills and other things. "These should help right away with a pain...it's a miracle that you're still alive Mr. Brown." Chris smiled and grabbed Lien's hand. "It was all because of this girl right here. That connection we had in the ambulance was like no other. You saved me..." Lien let go of his hand and frowned. "I wasn't in the ambulance....that was May!" I bit my lip becoming more nervous by the seconds. "Ummmm.....this is awkward..." Michael said as everybody stared between us three.

To Be Continued............

Run it!!

dang, run it

Omg im so emotional from that add!!! I hope chris is ok!!!! He has to be ok!!!!!

Hope chris ok man run it

Noooooooooooo !!!! RUN IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!

noooooo not chris please don't let him die like this.!!!
run it.!

awww no not chris. him and may aint had a chance to be together yet!!!
Run It!!!

Chris' POV

I had just left the store and was on my way to my spot. I really didn't feel like coming out tonight, but I heard there was a party and you know what happens at parties now and days. I parked a block away from where I was going to stand, because niggas be acting nosey as hell when they see you park and just stand on the corner. I grabbed my soda, phone, bags, and money. Never know when somebody needs change for a twenty. I yawned and looked at the time. "You gotta be s***ting me." I mumbled as a crowd of teens, all boys, had walked my way. "Aye bruh! I hear you got that good!" One yelled. I shook my head. Imma get caught f***ing with these little niggas. "Nah man. Wrong guy." I lied. There had to be about nine, but only three stood out. "I don't think I have the wrong guy....you Smiles?" I smirked at em. "What you think?" He sniffed hard, signaling he wanted some coke. "How old are you?" I asked, sitting on the hood of my car. "16...but don't worry about that, just give me what I want." I scrunched up my face and looked at him. "Come here." I said. He hesitated, but shuffled towards me. I touched his chest and damn sure he was wired. He started to cry and shake, begging me not to kill him. "Please. I don't kill kids. I have people for that. But trust this. That police car around the corner can't and won't get to you quick enough if I would've decided to kill you. You see this?" I pulled out a stack of money. "How much is that?" One of the little boys asked. All of their eyes were wide and stuck on my money. "9 g's. I don't get it from selling though...I don't sell anymore. Stick in school and you might be as lucky as me.... Now f*** off my corner!" I jumped at them. They all jumped and the wired one fell. They started to run and I began to laugh. I shook my head and then got back in the car. It was too cold to be selling right now. I started up the car and made my way back home. I was blasting my <a href="http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=2KK_Mxbc91I&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3D2KK_Mxbc91I">song.</a>

~~They tell me I should fix my grill cause I got money now
I ain't gon' sit around and front like I ain't thought about it
A perfect smile is more appealing but it's funny how
My s*** is crooked look at how far I done got without it
I keep my twisted grill, just to show the kids it's real
We ain't picture perfect but we worth the picture stillI got smart, I got rich, and I got b****es still
And they all look like my eyebrows: thick as hell
Love yourself, girl, or nobody will
Oh, you a woman? I don't know how you deal
With all the pressure to look impressive and go out in heels
I feel for you
Killing yourself to find a man that'll kill for you
You wake up, put makeup on
Stare in the mirror but its clear that you can’t face what’s wrong
No need to fix what God already put his paint brush on
Your roommate yelling, "Why you gotta take so long?"
What it's like to have a crooked smile
This crooked smile~~

I rapped along to the rest as I made my way to the house. I had came to a stop and I bobbed my head to the music. "Get out the f***ing car!" I jumped and looked out the window to see a nigga pointing his gun at me. I smiled and shook my head. "Nah. I'm cool. I like it in here. It's cold out there ain't it?" He c**ked his gun and walled over to my side. "I said get out the f***ing car!" I rolled my eyes. "I heard that. I said, no. He opened my door and pulled me out, throwing me on the ground. No this muhf***a didn't! I stood up and turned to see him getting in my car. "Big Ray told me to tell you this!" He pointed his gun at me and pulled the trigger. Pow! Pow! Pow! I tried to dodge it, but was kind of slow and it hit me. All I heard were people screaming, and tires screeching from trying to get away. I looked at the blurry scene in front of me. I saw my car racing down the road and then it was hit by a semi truck. Everything happened so quick. The car caught on fire and dude's foot was stuck and they both blew up. "Tell Big Ray....karma is muhf***ing b****." I spat.

I started to get chills and then I heard someone screaming my name. "Chris! Oh my goodness! Please be okay! Please! Somebody help!" The person screamed. They turned me over and I saw May and Quan. He was pacing around on his phone talking to somebody. May was crying as she held me. "May...I'm....c-c-cold." I coughed up blood and she shook her head. "No you're not Chris. Please don't say that. Just stay with me I....I just need you to stay with me. "Hello? Yes! I need an ambulance! My little brother just got shot in a neighborhood we're not from! Uhh...I don't know what f***ing street I'm on! I think it's Rose Dr. Please just hurry!" Quan hung up and wiped away his tears. "Hang in there Chris." He said as my eyes started to flutter. "No no no! Chris!" She screamed. "Apply pressure to the wound!" Quan yelled. "I don't know where he got shot! Chris...can you show me?" I could hear sirens in the background. I reached my hand down my stomach and chest area. "Quan! He was shot more than one time!" She took off her jacket and shirt exposing herself. The cold air hit her body and she got goose bumps. She started to tremble violently as she applied pressure to my wound. "Ahhhhhhhh shiiiiiittt!" I screamed. This pain had a nigga crying. "M-ma-May, if..if..if I do-don't make it.....tell m-my moms...t-th-that I l-lo-love her." I stuttered. She shook her head and hugged me. The ambulance came and May held onto my hand. "I won't do it Chris! Because you're going to make it out of this!" They hooked me up to the machine and May climbed in the back with me. The people gave her a blanket and she stopped shaking. She kissed my hand and kept me warm. "Please God...Please just let him make it...I'm so sorry for all my sins...it should've been me. I need you right now. If you let him leave I'll protect him.....even if it means losing my own life in the end." I felt my eyelids getting heavy. I closed them and then the great monitor stopped beeping. I could hear May's loud screams and the ambulance trying to get me back.

Awww snap she should've shot that foo! I dont like and dang sure dont trust Lien. Poor babymama. I wonder how Chris gon take this news.
Run It!!!

Damn run it

aww baby nikko is adorable. why didn't quan tell may he had a baby.? whats up with the way babymom was looking at may tho that fam...come on may you could have ended it right then and shot that piece of shyt.!!!
run this.!

Quan's POV

As <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9n2k65yiq1qhy093o1_1280.jpg">I</a> was pacing back and forth, my phone started to ring. I looked at it to see it was my babymomma calling. I ignored it and went back to thinking about Caleb, he's the reason my father was dead. He's the reason my sister trusts no one, and he's the reason my family had to move here. "What the hell does she want?" <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/946d487c4ecb7c3b3c25ddbe6f73c02e/tumblr_mmk5klYTyC1qiteulo1_500.jpg">Heather</a> asked, bringing me out my thoughts. I looked down at my phone and saw <a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/cbeec30b807bfde1e5bd862091a81aa8/tumblr_mphzgvcxXk1sucvrbo2_500.jpg">Tamika's</a> picture pop up again. "I don't know?" I mumbled walking over to my phone and answering it. "What Tamika?" I yelled into the phone. "Sorry...Nikko was trying to talk to you. I didn't know you were busy...” I instantly felt bad for yelling at her. Tamika was nothing like the usual babymommas I hear about. She was a sweetheart, she didn't want anything from me, and she wasn't jealous of Heather....but that was after Heather beat her ass for talking s***. "My bad. Put him on the phone." She said okay and after a minute I heard his cheery voice ring through the speaker. "Daddy!" He exclaimed, as I had a big ass smile plastered on my face. "Wassup little man! You've been good for mommy?" I could hear water being splashed around and then Tamika's voice in the background. "No! Come pick his bad butt up!" That was when he started to cry. "No! I've been good daddy! I promise!" He yelled over her voice. "Okay. You still want me to come pick you up? We can stop by Toys R Us and get you something." He squealed and I took the phone away from my ear. "Yeah! I'll go get dressed! Here mommy!" I shook my head and waited to hear Tamika's voice. "That child is something else...I'll see you when you get here. Bye." I told her bye and I hung up. “What are you smiling for?” May asked, coming into the living room followed by Chris. “You’ll see. Come on.” She widened her eyes and looked at the door. I walked up to her and kissed her forehead. “He won’t hurt you. I won’t let him.” She nodded and went to the back to change. <a href="http://teammayleen.tumblr.com/post/28990261175">She</a> slowly walked back in and we walked out the door with her holding onto me.

“Oh! This is nice as hell Quan! Who live here?” She asked. “A girl I know.” She scrunched up her face and then rolled her eyes. “Quan I swear for lord, if you are cheating on Heather I will beat your ass.” I laughed and shook my head. “Never that. But I want you to meet my son.” She was about to say something but she paused. “You have a son? Since when? By who? Why the hell you ain’t tell me? Does Heather know? How old is he? Is-“ “Shut up! Damn. Asking all these questions. Get out and let’s go!” I demanded. “Nigga you not f***ing talking to me! I’ll bust ya damn head wide open.” I rolled my eyes and shut the door before locking it. We walked up to the <a href="http://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_loz8gbFz0v1qkudpeo1_500.jpg">house</a> and I knocked on the door. "Is she cute?" May asked. "Beautiful." The door swung open and soon revealed <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maenk552Kn1qi5bgco1_500.jpg">Tamika.</a> She smiled and then frowned when she saw May. "Who's this?" She asked with a full blown attitude. I looked at May and saw that she wanted to punch Tamika in the face but, for some reason, she didn't. "Chill Tamika. This is MayLeen." She gasped and covered her mouth. "I'm so sorry! I just didn't know who you were and I wasn't expecting him to bring anybody with him. Sorry.." May laughed and shook her head. "It's okay." Just then I heard my little man's voice. "Daddy! I got new shoes!" He ran up to me with a box and I looked up at Tamika. "How much these cost?" I asked, looking at the fresh shoes. These looked like they cost a damn grand. "About a stack, but don't worry about that. Come in." She moved out of the way and we walked in. "Is that a pool? Tami, where the hell you getting all this money from?" She rolled her eyes and looked at me. "My man." She answered walking into the kitchen. I sighed and shook my head, that girl can do so much better. "Daddy can we play in pool?" I looked down to see Nikko hugging onto my

May's POV

I watched as <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbsy7zP6Vj1qeenmto1_400.jpg">they</a> played in the pool together. I envied Quan to be honest. He had a nice family. I looked over to see this Tamika b**** staring at me. She's been doing that s*** since I walked in. "Do you have a problem?" I asked, trying to control myself. "Nah. Do you?" She asked, rolling her neck. "Actually, I do. I'mma need for you to check your ass before I do. Don't think just because you my brother's babymama I won't handle that ass. Because if that's what you're thinking, you can stop." I said. She rolled her eyes and I got up and left before I snatched this b**** up in front of her son.

"Aye May! Can you watch Nikko for a minute? I need to go to the bathroom." Quan said, jumping out the pool. I nodded and took my nephew. He was adorable. "Hey! How old are you?" I asked, sitting him down and walking over to the garden. "I'm 5, how old are you?" He asked, playing in the flowers. "I'm 17." I answered, taking in the fresh smell. "Wanna be my girlfriend?" I laughed and he made a sad face. "How can I say no to that face? Of course I will sweetie." He squealed and grabbed my hand before kissing it. "Such a gentleman." I said, blushing. I sat down indian-style and picked up the football that was lying on the ground next to me. "Want to play girlfriend?" I smirked and nodded. "I'm May by the way." He shook my hand and grabbed the ball. "Go long!" He yelled. I began to jog backwards and he threw the ball. For a damn five year old, this nigga had an arm. I caught it and cheered. As I turned in circles I saw <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-thing?.out=jpg&size=l&tid=81840898">him</a> watching me from across the street. My heart stopped and the world froze as we stared at each other. He blew me a kiss and i snapped out of my thoughts. I picked up Nikko and ran to the back patio. "Get in the house! Hurry up!" I yelled, scaring Tamika. "What! Why?" I just pushed her inside and sat Nikko down before locking all the doors. I ran back downstairs breathing hard and holding my chest. "What the hell is going on?" She asked, covering Nikko's ears. "I can't tell you that...oh my gosh! What the hell is taking Quan so long!" I yelled getting frustrated.

Just then he came jogging down the stairs with a smile on his face. It slowly disappeared when he saw the look on my face. "What's wrong with you?" He asked, picking Nikko up. "He was outside...me and Nikko were playing football and I got excited and started to twirl in circles and then I saw him watching me!" I was speaking so damn fast my brain barely caught on to what i had said. Quan gave me a blank stare before going to the nearby closet. "Who did you bring to my house? Who is he? I swear if anything happens to my son I'll-" "You'll what?! Kill me! I'd like to see you f***ing try." I gritted, getting in her face. "Oh! Daddy got gun!" Nikko exclaimed. I looked back to see Quan walking up to me with a pistol in his hand. "You see him. You shoot him." I felt fear go throughout my body. "I can't.....i don't want to." He snatched me up by my shoulders and pierced my soul with his angry eyes. "What the hell did I say May? Did I ask you if you wanted to or if you could?" I shook my head and gulped. "No. So why the hell you still standing here?!" I jumped after he yelled at me and I grabbed the gun. He walked out first and looked around. "I don't see him." He said. "Is that him?" Tamika asked, pointing in the backyard. I looked back to see Caleb playing with Nikko's ball. He had a kife and he began to stab it. Nikko screamed and started to cry. "My ball!" I instantly felt bad. "Get out! I don't want you near my son ever again! You're going to put us in danger!" Tamika yelled at me. I wanted to say something to her, but she was just thinking about her son.

I gripped the gun and ran to the backyard. He stopped playing with the ball and smirked at me. "We meet again. Still oh so beautiful. It's as if I never even beat the s*** out of you." I raised the gun and he laughed. "Catch. I don't want blood on his ball." He threw the ball to me and I watched as it went high into the air and landed at my feet. When I looked down at it, I saw him standing right in front of me. I stopped breathing as he slid a finger down my face. "What's wrong baby? Don't be afraid." He said softly, scaring me even more. "Stop shaking. Can I get a kiss?" I continued to shake and I backed away. "I can't stop....and no." I mumbled, in tears at this point. He grabbed me by my neck and started to choke me. I grabbed onto his hand, trying to pry his hands from around my neck. I started to cough and then gun shots went off. I felt Caleb jerk back and he released me. He took off running and the shots went after him. "Stop! Stop all this madness!" Tamika screamed. I dropped to the ground feeling dizzy and gasping for air. Tamika ran by my side and helped me stand as Quan reloaded his gun. "No! Please just stop. I can't have you in jail. The cops are looking for you anyways. You'll go to jail for sure! You two have to get out of here!" She rushed. We could hear sirens and I knew that they were close. Quan stood up and hugged her before kissing Nikko. "Daddy's gonna be gone for a little while. But I promise to come back. I love you." Nikko dried his tears and hugged Quan. "Love you too." I shed a few tears and I hugged Nikko. "Bye boyfriend. I'll see you soon." He smiled and pecked my cheek. "Please don't break your promise." Tamika said before closing the door. We ran to the car and sped off, just as the police turned the corner. I shivered and cried silently in my seat. Those eyes, that voice, Caleb...would forever be stuck in my head.

Damn she pose to be her bff smh she aint s*** run it

i knew it!!!!! I knew lien was up to no good she needs her a** beat and i cant wait til May and the crew finds out about it.

run it!!