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I lay in my half empty bed, watching the sun begin to rise.
That's when I hear an engine shut off. Soon the door opens and closes softly.
I hear footsteps walking up the stairs, coming to my cracked bedroom door.
I closed my eyes, pretending to be sleep, as the door squeaked.
He looks at me and sighs of relief.
I can hear him as he undresses and goes to the bathroom.
I open my eyes when I hear the shower being drawn.
Why can't I ever seem to face him?
I could have questioned him on where he was, or why he hadn't come home last night.
I could have made a big deal about it.
I could have yelled until my face turned blue.
I could have done anything.
But I didn't.
What's the point?
Why accuse him, when he'll just lie even though we both know I know everything.
The water shut off and the door opened again.
He stepped out, took a simple glance at my back, and got dressed.
I reclosed my eyes as he walked over to me.
He bent down and kissed my forehead.
"I love you..."
He studied my face as a reluctant tear slipped.
He sighed and walked out the room to begin his day.
When I heard the front door close, I got out of bed and walked over to the window.
Before getting in the car, he looked up and made eye contact with me.
I shook my head and closed the curtains.
I heard the engine start up, and he drove off.
To be with her.
And why shouldn't he be with her?
She obviously means the world to him.
Besides, I'm not that important, anyways.
I'm just his wife.

Characters

Yn Lauren Brown - Model; 23; Married to Chris Brown;

Chris Brown - Music Producer; 24; Married to Yn, Creepin with Robyn;

Robyn Rihanna Fenty - Singer; 23; Chris's Sideline

Trey Songz - Singer; 24; friends with both Yn and Chris

Lloyd Jones - Singer;22; "in love" with Yn as soon as he meets her; comes in later

Wayne Carter - Rapper; 24; Married to Vee

Vee Carter - Dance Teacher; 23; Yn Friend; Married to Wayne
Rika Nicholson - Singer; 22; New Friend;

Alexzandrya Beaz Jones - Fashion Director; 24; Yn Cousin;

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I wrote this story on another board and it did good
I figure ill put it here since it is mainly about chris brown and stuff.

User Comments

aww. he's kinda getting better at the whole husband thing. lol

run it.

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he told me i was weird for laughing to myself.
i said well excuse me for remembering good times. >.<

Yn Point of View
December 25 8.15 am

I woke up the next morning to an empty bed. I sighed heavily and looked up at the ceiling. I knew it was too good to be true. I stayed there a while longer, until my stomache started touching my back.

I got up stretching before i opened the bedroom door. Thats when I smelled a world of heaven. Food was cooking, but who was in the house with me? I self conciously pulled at the bottom of my tank top, that stopped right before my midriff, as I quietly walked downstairs. I peaked in the kitchen to see the table set with breakfast. But no one was here.

I walked over and saw a note laying on a plate. I picked it up and read it.

~Dear Yn
Merry Christmas. I knew you would be hungry when you woke up, so I brought in a chef to make breakfast. Sorry I have such awful culinary skills or I would have made it for you. But enjoy anyway. I had to make a few errands, but ill be back aaround noon. Sorry I cant spend the morning with you but ill make it up to you. I love you and merry christmas.
love Chris~

I stared at the note oddly. He actually left a note. Wow.

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sorry
gotta go

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Ive lost my temperature
where have all my sunny days gone
is there anyplace to stay warm
Its not easy when your gone
tell me how im supposed to go on
right now I dont wanna be strong
with the rain comes more pain
|Chrissy Boy|

Damn...I would have burned him s***. Cook thee s*** outta him on the stove!!! LOL
RUN IT

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I'm willing to run run run run run Ooh ooh ooh and I wanna run (run) and Smash Into You
Smash Into You - Beyonce'
`Abby Kadabby

that was cute
but she's right
this was just one day
its gonna b different tomorrow
and
that really makes me sad that it cant be this way for her everyday, and that she's always gonna come second
:(

UPZ
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I'm still in love with you, boy. :(

aw. run it!!!! >.< that was soo cute!

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he told me i was weird for laughing to myself.
i said well excuse me for remembering good times. >.<

GOOD STORY RUN IT
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*Arie*

awww
run it

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~AMANI~
"Life is a d*** when it get hard f*** it"

I wumbo, you wumbo, he she we wumbo, wumboing, wumbology, they study of wumbo...come on Spongebob, this is first grade!"

run it!!

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Please read my story Infatuated
New Story No Letting Go Check it out!

Character|Yn
Chapter|004
Setting|December 23 9.23 pm

I walked in the house smelling italian. I took my coat off then put my bag down and went to the kitchen. Chris was in there with some italian man telling how to cook whatever it was he was cooking. It was pretty amusing.

"Um...hey?"

They both looked up at me. Chris smiled a little.

"Oh, hey baby. I um...wanted to surprise you for Chrismas. And make your favorite for dinner. I didnt think it would take this long."

"Oh it wouldnt have taken long at all if you hadnt dropped the first dish. then burned the second attempt. Then spill vineger in the third--"

"Ok, DAMN! Just tell her how much of a screw up I am." The italian man looked at me and shook his head then finished what he was doing.

"Well, its ok. Im not really hungry anyway."

They both looked at me again. Chris was a little disappointed.

"Oh? But you need to eat something."

"I did. Thats why Im not hungry. Me and Trey went to get Alex then we went out."

"Oh. Well, I guess we can eat it tomorrow. Lupe, you can leave."

The man packed up and left. Chris started putting stuff up. Now because Im not a mean b**** like I should be to him, I felt a raisonete of guilt. He worked hard on this dinner for me. For us, knowing damn well he cant cook without burning the house down. I guess, since he wants to put effort in tonight, I will too.

"Chris, what are you doing?"

"Putting the food up. I can finish cooking tomorrow."

"Well, I thought that since Lupe is gone, I can help you cook it."

He looked up at me. "It was supposed to be a surprise, though."

"Well, I kinda found out. Not much of a surprise anymore."

He smiled. "Aight. Bring yo fine ass over here."

So I put aside my doubts, and he turned his phone off, and we actually had a nice fun time together. Just playin around and being together. It almost made me forget about the real world, and I saw the old Chris that I fell in love with. And for once in a year, I fell asleep with easilier with him next to me.

But in the back of my mind, I knew that tomorrow would bring a new day. With new people and new problems. But I had no idea of the things that happened next.

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Ive lost my temperature
where have all my sunny days gone
is there anyplace to stay warm
Its not easy when your gone
tell me how im supposed to go on
right now I dont wanna be strong
with the rain comes more pain
|Chrissy Boy|

yay
ok ima update in a minute
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Ive lost my temperature
where have all my sunny days gone
is there anyplace to stay warm
Its not easy when your gone
tell me how im supposed to go on
right now I dont wanna be strong
with the rain comes more pain
|Chrissy Boy|

thiss quy is ridiculousss ! run ittt !

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im tha best ask khalled sorry lil daddy that cards not valid ineed unlimited black cards like im racist real biq faces ; louis vuitton cases . - nicki minaj .

B ♥ C .

Great story so far...
RUN IT
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If that boy don't love you by now, he will never ever never love you.
`Abby Kadabby

*scraches head and looks to the side* ummmmm okay lovelove that wuz juss a little on the fein side. itz gonna be okay tho cuz we gonna git u some help for that. *backs away slowly* juss kiddin honee

buh yeah this storii is juss that gewd.

run it.

run it!

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he told me i was weird for laughing to myself.
i said well excuse me for remembering good times. >.<

run it!

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he told me i was weird for laughing to myself.
i said well excuse me for remembering good times. >.<

run it!

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he told me i was weird for laughing to myself.
i said well excuse me for remembering good times. >.<

please run this. please. im in love with this story and need you to run this!! im begging!! and i dont usually beg. this is in my top two and i read a lot of stories on here. so please please oh please!!! run it.

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he told me i was weird for laughing to myself.
i said well excuse me for remembering good times. >.<

run it

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Misunderstood & Underestimated.Back In Action & Stronger Than Ever.

wow
seriously i woulda been gone by now

UPZ

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I'm still in love with you, boy. :(

this is really
good. that`s real
sad that Chris is doin`
her so wrong. she just
needs to leave him .

---run it !

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Who’s there to save the hero
When she’s left all alone
And she’s crying out for help.
Who’s there to save the hero
Who’s there to save the girl…
After she saves the world

-Beyonce

wat do u mean we love it!!!

i hope she left his ass. i never seen a side line chick treated so well. she git wifey treatment. privite jets baq home to spend tym wit HER family. closed beaches. wth??? and wat lauren got??? she got ignored, neglected, and this sappy ass "suprise he bout to set up for her"

wifey cumz first HA!!!!!!
u real funni negro.

lauren a good one for stickin it out this long.

i mean the girl cried in his face and he still left. thatz not love. thatz not even in the same area code as love.

chris u a hot mess. imma need for u to try harder

damn he do lauren soo wrong
n robyn dat trick..is so ugh
RUN IT
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~AMANI~
"Life is a d*** when it get hard f*** it"

I wumbo, you wumbo, he she we wumbo, wumboing, wumbology, they study of wumbo...come on Spongebob, this is first grade!"

o my bad lol
ive been readin ur story and i thnk its hott!!

run it!

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Please read my story Infatuated
New Story No Letting Go Check it out!

Chapter|003
Character|Chris
Setting|December 24 (Chrismas Eve) 1.26 pm

I got off the private after Robyn and headed too the limo waiting. We had went to Barbados cause she wanted to see her family for the holiday. We practically stayed at the beach. I had it closed just for us. She was mad cause I wanted to come back to spend the holidays with my wife. But thats too bad for her. Yn comes first in my life.

I tried calling her before Robyn got in, but she hadnt answered. She's probably working or something. The driver went to Robyn's house first.

"You sure you dont want to come in, bay? Forget about Lauren, and spend Christmas with me."

I unlocked her door, so she wouldnt have any trouble getting out. "Nah. You've taken enough of my time as is. Ill see you later."

She rolled her eyes but kissed my cheek and got out. I looked up at the driver. He was trying not to pay attention to us. "Aight, head home."

When I got home, 2 hours later, Yn wasnt home. I decided to set up for tonight. I made a few calls and got my car keys and headed to the mall. A nice little home set up for Christmas, being with the one that I loved. Who could ask for anything more?

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I dont think you guys like it like my other people.
Might be cause I changed everything lol
oh well

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Ive lost my temperature
where have all my sunny days gone
is there anyplace to stay warm
Its not easy when your gone
tell me how im supposed to go on
right now I dont wanna be strong
with the rain comes more pain
|Chrissy Boy|

awww c'mon we could leave him. HEY now a dayz u dont even need a reason.

run it

oh s*** dat was so sad
omg
RUN IT

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~AMANI~
"Life is a d*** when it get hard f*** it"

I wumbo, you wumbo, he she we wumbo, wumboing, wumbology, they study of wumbo...come on Spongebob, this is first grade!"

OH MY GOODNESS..
YUU SHOULD JUSS LEMME ME BEAT HIS ASS...
LOL...
RUN IT
RUN IT
RUN IT

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Life is Like a train...
It's bearing down on you...
and quess what...
it's gonna hit you...
so you can either run...
while it's far of in the distnace...
or you can crack open a soda...
take a seat && waTch it come...

woww ; he really is cheatinq . smh . & he doesn't even care about how much he's hurtinq her . & trey is coverin for his ass too . damn that qee code lol . run ittttt !

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im tha best ask khalled sorry lil daddy that cards not valid ineed unlimited black cards like im racist real biq faces ; louis vuitton cases . - nicki minaj .

B ♥ C .

Chapter|002
Character|Yn
Setting|December 23, 2007; 7.15 pm

The limo stopped right in front of the red carpet of the building. Paparazzi were everywhere. If I wasnt used to this life style, I'd be blinded by the flashing lights. The guards exited the limo first, then Chris, then he helped me out. He smiled at the cameras as he guided me to the door. I plastered my fake smile on as well.

Soon as we entered I saw my cousin, Alexzandrya, and my best friend, Vercella, with her husband, Wayne or Lil Wayne. Whatever. I looked up at Chris. He was looking around the room, for someone. I sighed to myself, but I guess he heard me.

"You ok?"

I stared into his decieving brown eyes that claimed love for me, and tried not to cry. I tried hard, but I could feel water brimming. He saw this, and softened his features.

"Baby, whats wrong? Why you crying?"

I knew I couldnt trust my voice, so I just shook my head and looked away from him. When I did, I felt my heart drop and anger rise. I sniffed and released from his grip. "She's waiting for you at the bar."

He sighed. "Lauren--"

I shook my head and walked over to my fam. I gave them hugs.

"Wassup, girl?" Vee asked, sensing my downed spirit.

"Nothing. Just a lot of stress I dont need. But Ill be ok."

Alex hugged me. "Girl, dont sweat over him, ok?"

I simply nodded as I smelled food around me. "Ok, someone lead me to the food, cause a girl is hungry as hell."

"Yo fat ass. You the fattest model I've ever seen."

"HEY! I am not fat. Im thick."

"Yea, ok." We went over to the food, and I got a big slice of pizza. All the other stuff was s*** I couldnt pronounce. Ill stick with what I know.

"You know you shouldnt be eating that." I turned and saw Diddy behind me.

"And why not?"

"Cause your my model. I cant have you gaining weight then you wouldnt fit in the outfits."

"Well, thats what tailors are for. To make sure the outfits continue to fit the model. Now if you will excuse me, I want to finish my pizza." I took a bite right in front of him then walked away.

I mingled with everyone I knew. I honestly had fun, even though I didnt think I would. And soon enough it was after 1, and I was ready to go. I looked around for Chris, but couldnt find him. I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned and saw Trey.

"Hey!" I gave him a hug.

"I saw you all over the place, but you didnt come see me. So I came to you."

"Im happy you did, cause Im about to leave...once I find Chris." I fought the urge to roll my eyes at his name.

"Oh...well, how about I take you home?"

I looked him in the eyes hard. "I can keep looking for him." I knew he was trying to not tell me something. And I had a feeling what it was.

"Naw, its cool. We can talk and stuff on the way there." He grabbed my hand and led me to the exit. I allowed him to take me to his car. We got in and he headed off to my house.

The ride was quiet, my mind racing with thoughts of Chris and that b****. And why the hell I havent left him yet. All the proof I need is my woman intuicion telling me his ass aint no good and I need to leave. But for some reason, I want cold hard evidence of everything. I may be 99.5 percent sure of his deceit, but part of me wants the .5 percent to be true.

Trey looked over at me often. He knew I knew why he was taking me home. I wanted him to tell me. To me, it felt like everyone knew, really knew, about Chris. And I was too stuck in denial to want to believe the truth. The car stopped and we were in front of the house. Trey cleared his throat.

"So...um..."

"Trey?"

"Yea."

"Tell me." I stared out of the window, staring at the house. "Tell me the truth. Tell me the real reason you brought me home."

"Yn--"

"Tell me why I couldnt find Chris anywhere at the party. Tell me why I hadnt seen him all during the party."

"I...dont know."

"Yes you do! Tell me why I should go upstairs and pack all my s***. Tell me why I should leave him and never look back!" I looked at him with tears streaming down my cheeks. He was the only man I would ever cry in front of.

I could tell he wanted to tell me. He wanted to tell me everything I wanted him to. He hated seeing me in the pain I was in, and would do anything to save me from it. But something in him was holding it in.

"I...dont know anything, Yn. But I do know that he loves you. He may do stupid s*** sometimes, but he really loves you."

"Trey..."

"Everything will be fine. Ok?"

He wiped my tears with his finger and gave me a hug. We got out and he walked me to the door, since it was so late. He made sure I was in safe, then went back to his car and left. I went upstairs to take a shower. I finished and put my pjs on. I charged my phone and went to bed with dried tear stains on my cheeks. Before going completely unconscious, my thoughts were surrounded by one.

Why cant I leave?
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So emotional towards the end.

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Ive lost my temperature
where have all my sunny days gone
is there anyplace to stay warm
Its not easy when your gone
tell me how im supposed to go on
right now I dont wanna be strong
with the rain comes more pain
|Chrissy Boy|

AWWW CHRIS DO HA SO WRONG
RUN IT

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~AMANI~
"Life is a d*** when it get hard f*** it"

I wumbo, you wumbo, he she we wumbo, wumboing, wumbology, they study of wumbo...come on Spongebob, this is first grade!"