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How does itfeel to lose it all.It's horrible,from losing friends,to family,to wealth,to dignity.I've lost it all in the matter of two years.I'll start you from the beginning,when i was rich and had everything.Oh,my bad,my name is Essence Smith.
THE BEGINNING
I lived in a beautiful {house} and had a nice family.My dad was a movie producer and my mom was a lawyer.We lived great.I lived in LA at the time.I was popular in school,well respected and had lots of friends.This became a disaster when my mom broke the news to me.
mom:essence,we're moving to canada
me:CANADA,why
mom:my lawfirm moved up there
me:so,that doesn't mean i we have to move,there are other law firms
mom:baby,they gave me a great me a great promotion which means more money
me:yeahCANADIAN MONEY
mom:we're only staying there for 8 months
me:if that's the case,can i stay with daddy
mom:first of all,your dad is always out of town,and second your 17,you're not staying here by yourself
me:so daddy's not comin
mom:nope
me:great,my life is ruined,i have to leave my friends and school
mom:we're comin back,sweetie don't worry
me:when are we leaving
mom:saturday
me:SATURDAY,THAT'S TWO DAYS AWAY
mom:i know,so get packing
I got up and called my friends about the big move.They were devistated.I also found out we're moving to montreal.I mean,why not toronto or niagra,i can't speak f***ing french.My mom told me that i wa goin to get someone to help me learn french.Knowing e it's goin to take a good 90 years just to learn one sentence in french.I packed all of my belonging except the clothes for the next two days.I didn't end up goin to school,well only to get my stuff and say good by.We flew to canada and our stuff was FED-XED a day earlier.
OH CANADA,OH CANADA,SOMETHIN,SOMETIN,SOMTHIN,SOMTHIN
We got to canada,home of maple syrup and canadian bacon.We also got our car shipped there,thank you.Our home was an hour away.
HOUR LATER...
We finally got to our {house} .It was really nice and f***in cold,all da way up in the damn mountains.When we got in,our stuff was already in the house.I went upstairs to find my room.I liked it,it looked like {this} .I liked it.Do we have a maid or somethin.
Now that was the beginning.They had to go back home 3 months later because of devistating news involving Essence's father.
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IT LOOKS LIKE NOBODY LIKES MY STORY,SHOULD I DELETE IT
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My aunt called my phone telling us to go to the parking lot so we could leave.We dropped chris off to his house and i we went home.I went upstairs smilling hella hard.Before i got to my room trey noticed me.
trey:whatchu smilin bout
me:nothin,now if you excuse me
I went in my room and took a shower to get some off the sand off.I went in my closet and got {this}
I layed on my stomach on my bed and looked for something on tv.I found a movie called THE STRANGERS and watched that for a bit.I ended up falling asleep.
NEXT DAY
I got up and went downstairs to see aunty V cooking breakfeast.
me:mornin aunty
aunt:mornin,go get dressed so you can eat and we can go look for jobs.
me(groaning)okay
I headed upstairs and did the hygeine thing.I changed to {this} {this} and {these} .I put my hair in a high ponytail and went downstairs.I saw trey already eating.
me:GM trey
trey(mouth full)WHAT THE HELL YOU JUST CALL ME
me:it means goodmorning,retart
trey:whatever bastard
aunt:oh,also,chris is goin to help you get a job,he told me that he has the perfect position for you
me:okay,when's he comin
aunt:at 10
me:okay
I got my food and started eating.I sat on the couch and watched some cartoons.The doorbell rang and i went to get it.
me:oh,hi chris
chris:hi buddy,you ready for that job im getting you
me:sigh i guess,at least im gettin payed
me:by aunty
aunt:by sweetie
I got in the car and he ddroved me to virgina tech
me:naw,im not working here,im not getting shot up
chris:girl be quite,come on
I followed him into a classroom.
chris:this is mrs.applebottom lol
me:high
applebottom:you must be my assistent
me:yup,when shall i start
applebottom:tommorow
me:do i get payed minimum wage or higher
applebottom:for you,minumum
me:oh,and is it safe here
chris(punched her in the arm)will you shut up about that
applebottom:we practiced escapes and stuff ever since the shootings
me:okay,well nice meeting you
We walked out and chris showed me around
chris:well,i guess i'll get to see you almost everyday
me:i guess so
I stopped at the water fountain and bended over.Chris got behind me and said
chris:you know,i've always had fantasies about staying late after school with the teacher's helper and helping her with things
me:bended up:you are too much
RUN IT
they so cuteee!!!
and they no mountains in montreal =s
but anyways, atleast they went 2 canada =D
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joker: well you se my father......(tells story)what do u think
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Me:that's just wrong
chris:hey,im a 19 year man,what would you do if you had ragin hormones
me:oh,well,it looks like we're landing,i guess i won't see you no more
chris:you might,after all,i do live here
me:really
chris:yep,tappahannock
me:really,that's where im suppose to be headed
chris:oh,well,i guess i'll see you around
me:okay
I got up and got my stuff.I headed into the airport and looked for a man holding a sign.I found it.Another dude in a black suite.He took me to his escalde and headed to my new home.We finally got to the {house} .It was nice and cozy.A knocked the door and this {woman} answered
woman:ESSENCE,I'VE MISSED YOU neicy
ME(CONFUSED)me too aunty
aunt:come in come in
I came in and saw two dudes sitting down.
aunt:this is {trey} ,your cousin and his friend {JJ} his friend
me:hi guys
trey:hey cuz
JJ:hi beauty
me:(blushin)hi
aunt:one thing,if you're old enough to work,you'll be working,so tommorow,we'll go hunt for a job
me:sigh,okay,were is my room
aunt:oh,come on,we designed it for you
She took me to my {room}
me:wow!thanx aunty
aunt:your welcome,now do you want to relax or explore the city
me:lets go look around
aunt:alright come
SKIP TO STORE WHILE GOIN AROUND TOWN
I went in the store to get some gatorade for me and aunty.I was at the drinks when i felt someone tap my shoulder.I turned around to see chris
me:HI CHRIS(excited)
chris:hi essence,what are you doin here
me:getting some gatorade for me and my aunty vivica
chris:vivica?that's my moms bestie,let me go say hi
I paid for the stuff and me and chris went to my aunts car
chris:hey aunty viv
aunty:CHRIS,YOU'VE GROWN SO MUCH,WHERE ARE YOU HEADED
chris:i don't know,home probly
aunty:how about you come with us
chris:um,okay
He got in the back seat.We decided to head towards the beach.We played in the sand and walked around.
me:i guess i'll be seeing more of you
chris:i guess,hm,how old are you
me:17
chris(thinking)damit,jail bait
chris:man,if you were just a year older,i could take you to the clubs
me:i can pull that off,i have a body of a woman
chris(thinkin)she damn right
chris:well,you try that
We sat and watched everything and everyone.Out of nowhere,chris kissed me on the cheeck.
me:aww,you so sweet,i should at least return the favor
I gave chris a big kiss on the cheeck and hugged him
me:damn,your soft all over
chris:thanx
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I mostly cried myself to sleep.I have nobody to turn to.I mean,i have the relative im moving to,but i don't even know them.The next day i woke up and got my stuff gathered up.I went outside and waited for the person who was suppose to pick me up.They finally came.I got inside.
m/v:call me rob
me:okay rob
rob:okay,when you get to the airport,go to the first terminal,there will be a guy holding a sign saying your name.He knows where to drop you off and everything
me:okay
We finally got to the airport.I went through security and the other necessary stuff.I went to my gate and 6 minutes later they announced my flight and told us to get on board.
ON THE PLANE
I walked on the plane to find my seat.
me(talking to myself)hm...seat 2-A first class.I found it.I guess i was the only one there.I got to the window seat.I took out my ipod and psp.I suddenly felt someone sitting and it was {him}
me:oh,hi
m/v:hi
I kept playing my psp.My battery was starting to runn low so i got another one out of my bag.I started playing again and i saw the dudes reflection on my screen and saw that he was looking at me.I looked at him and he quickly turned.I kept playing and i saw the reflection of him looking at me again.
me:you know i can see you
m/v:i wasn't looking at you,i was looking out your window
me:the screen is down
m/v:oh,i uh
me:save it
m/v:my names chris by the way
me:Essence
chris:what are you playing
me:HALO 3
chris:can i see
I scooted my back towards him so he could see.The plane was finally taking of.
chris(thinking)wow her hair smells good
me:you wanna play?
chris:sure
I gave it to him and he started playing.While he was doin that,i listened to my ipod.A couple minutes later,i felt a tap on my shoulder
me:yes mr.chris
chris:(laughing)mr.chris
me:yeah
chris:anyway,i can't beat this level
me:want me to do it for you
chris:no,just show me how
me:i can't just explain it
chris:okay,then show me
me:i'll be beating it for you then
chris:okay then,just stop being smart with me
me:if i stop being smart then i can't beat it
chris(angry)ya know what,i don't wanna play anymore
me:damn,i was just playing,i see someone doesn't have a sense of humor
I saved my game and put it away.I made myself comterable and went to sleep.A couple minutes later,still not sleep,i felt eyes burning a hole through my head.I opened my eyes to see chris staring at me.
me:why are you staring,i know im sexy but damn
chris:i was looking out your window
I noticed the window screen was up
me:oh
chris:okay then
I closed my eyes.
3HOURS LATER....
I opened my eyes and looked.I noticed my head wasn't on my side and i looked down to see NIKES.I also felt my hair stuck to somethin.A zipper.My head shot up and i realized that i was on chris's lap.I saw him playing my psp.
me:why was i on your lap
chris:when you were sleeping,you were leaning forward.I didn't want you to strain anything
me:oh,thanx
chris:no problem
I layed back down on his lap
chris:why are you doin that
me:you're so soft
chris:it ain't gone be soft to soon
me:eww,you nasty
chris:you might wanna put something over yo chest if you want me to stay soft.
I quickly grabbed my hoodie.
me:so you were peeping at my chest whiel i was sleeping
chris:more like staring
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I found out why we had to leave so early.My dad died in a tragic car accident.A car ahead of him lost control and later collided with him.When they got him to perimedics,he was already dead.I was crying for weeks.I lost my dad.I couldn't belive this.On the day of his funreal,i wore {this} and {this} .I didn't go up to see his lifeless body because it was already too much for me.We ended up leaving early cause I was having a breakdown.My mom then got an unsuspected phone call
mom:hello
m/v:we are moving you to atlanta because the law firm needs you there
mom:okay,bye
mom:essence,we have more news
me:oh,god what is now
mom:we're moving again
me:where to
mom:atlanta
me:when are we leaving
mom:they want me there soon,so we're planning on the end of next week.
All week,my mom has been searching for houses and other things.On moving day,we got on the planned and jetted to the ATL.I didn't mind moving here cause most of my family lives here.We got to our car and drove to our house.
30 MINUTES LATER...
We got to our {house} .When we got in of course our stuff was already inside.I got to my room and went to sleep cause i was sleepy.I woke up and my it was the morning of th next day.I went downstairs to find my mom.She left a not saying
ESSENCE,I WENT TO WORK AND SHOULD BE BACK SOON.DON'T LEAVE THE HOUSE AND BEHAVE.LOVE YOU
I went back upstairs to change.I changed into some shorts and a tank top.I went to get some breakfeast and watched TV.
8:45pm
I got a phone call from a number a didn't know
me:hello
m/v:hi is this essence smith
me:yes who's this
m/v:this is melody smith's(mom)boss,she died
me:WHAT,HOW?!
m/v:there was a hostage today.She tried to get away but she got shot.She lived for a few hours and told us to call some family members to take care of you.The closest one is in Virginia.We arranged someone to come pick you up and take you to the airport
me:but what about our stuff
m/v:don't worry,just take your stuff
me:when am i getting picked up
m/v:tommorow morning at 10:00am
me:okay,thanx
First my dad,then my mom,what's next.This is turning out like Final Destionation right now.
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