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You know how you know some one is doing wrong in the relationship, but you dont want to admit the truth to others or to yourself, but when u finally find out, you cut that person lose,but they wont let you go no matter WHAT well thats what this story is about my name is y/n an im the captain of the cheerleading squad at Lakeview High school in LA. Your boyfriend is the captain of the football team Life cant get any better for you, but it can get worse, you are about to face heartache,abuse,and love all at once, but is it worth it???? Lets find out
Trey- y/n boyfriend http://www.iballer.com/malecelebs/songz_trey/images/s19_jpg.jpg
Y/n- http://www.americangirl.co.uk/images/Christina_Milian2_150.jpg
Chris- http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/113479
Kiya- y/n best friend http://www.starblogs.net/archives/jessica-alba-6.jpg
Ok this is my first story that I'm posting so please show your gurl sum love lol!!
(At school..Bell rings)
Kiya- im so glad its Friday, what we gonna do tonight
y/n- (exhales) i dont know
Kiya- wats wrong wit you, problems with Trey?
y/n- yeah, you already know he's up to something and if i find out what it is,its gonna be his ass
Kiya- correction we gon beat his ass, speaking of which here he comes (he walks up)
Trey- wats up baby
y/n- nothing y?
Trey- damn wats your problem
y/n- i dont have one (rolling your eyes)look Trey we nee to talk later, you think you can stop by my house after school (as you watch him text on his fone)
Trey- i dont know I may have to meet someone
y/n POV- yeah an ass whooping
y/n- like who!!!
Trey- uh...
y/n- you know what Trey you will be at my house after school, DONT show up if you want to(you give him the eye and walk away)
(After school, you and Kiya went shopping)
Kiya- im so sick of shopping (yall look at each other
Both- NEVER!! (laughs)
y/n- u so crazy
(so yall continue on with yall shopping. On yall way out yall saw a guy passing out flyers)
y/n- i wonder wats that for
Kiya- lets go see
M/v- would yall like a flyer?
y/n- yeah wat is it for?
M/v- there is this community and me and my guys are hosting a party 2marra nite
Kiya- foreal
M/v- yeah im passing out these flyers cuz i dont know alot of people, I just moved down here, so if you could please pass the word
y/n- (smiling) sure no problem, um we didnt get your name
M/v- oh i'm Chris (he shakes hands)
y/n- im y/n
Chris- ooh, thats hot
y/n- thanks (his cell rings)
Chris- aite yall hope to see yall there
Both- bye
y/n- oh, he is fine
Kiya- i guess (laughs) look at you
y/n- wateva
thats just a taste of the story, i hope yall run it, because its about to get crazy early!! lol
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Y/n- *excited* Chris!!?
Chris- *smiles* hey baby…*walks up and tightly hugs you, he smiles even more because you are holding him tight as well*
Y/n- baby, I was just about to come to you…
Chris- sighs, I just had to see you baby. I had too.
Chris Pov- I was so happy that Y/n was happy to see me, it felt so damn good to be back in her arms….we stood there just holding each other, until I noticed that Nick was standing down the hall…looking directly at us…he had the slickest smirk on his face…that made my blood boil…then he made a gunn with his hands…and mouthed the words “BANG” and turned around…I wanted to charge down the f***in hallway and blast his ass…but I couldn’t. I didn’t want to scare Y/n, nor did I want to be angry around her again…
Chris- Come on babe, we gotta go…*takes her hand*
Y/n Pov Chris and I walked to his car and drove off. We both were quiet the entire ride. After driving around the city, We pulled up to the Marriott hotel…I was confused at why we were here. Chris parked the car and and signaled me to come on. We got in and apparently he had reservations…I was beginning to get excited…maybe he had a candle lit rose pedals and champagne thing going on upstairs…the front desk clerk handed him the key to the room and We got onto the elevator and stopped on the 9th floor. He still hasn’t said anything, and I havent either. I followed him to the room and he opened it and…..it was just that! A room. No roses, no candles, no champagne or wine…just a room. I took a seat on the bed…with this confused look on my face…
Chris- *sits next to you caresses your shoulders* baby you ok?
Y/n- *shakes head in confusion* Ch…Chris? Why are we here?
Chris- *deep breath* baby…if…if I tell you why we’re here, please don’t freak out
Y/n- baby I wont freak out…as a matter of fact…there’s something I need to tell you. *turns to him* I’m sorry.
Chris- *confused* for…for what?
Y/n- baby, I havent been your partner. Im sorry for not listening to you the other night when…*sighs* when you were telling me about all that BS about Lauren and James and Nick…it all just seemed crazy and still does, but I wasn’t there for you. I was being so stubborn and unsupportive. I left you hanging dry in this situation by yourself…and im so so sorry baby *caresses his face* I love you
Chris- I love you too baby…come here baby
I pulled her closer to me and gave her a sweet loving kiss…as I laid her down on the bed…and made love to her. <3
An Hour later…
Chris- we really needed that…
Y/n- yes, we did…that was the greatest stress reliever…EVER!
Chris- speaking of stress…*he sits up with his back against the headboard* babe, today was the most stressful day ever…
Y/n- *lays across his lap* tell me about your day babe…
Chris- *takes a deep breath* well, after Kiya left. I took a shower and cleaned up the mess I made…then I went and brought a new phone after I broke mines…and…um after that I went to buy a….Y/n? promise me u wont be upset wit me when I tell you this?
Y/n- Chris…I cant promise you that,. *sits up* what did you buy?
Chris- *clears throat* I went to the pawn shop…to…to purchase a gun
Y/n- *eyes gets big* Chris, a guNn?? What for?
Chris- babe, I got it for us, for protection…*starts talking really fast* Look I know you didn’t believe what Lauren was telling me the other night but it was all true because today James called me right after I brought the gun he started talkin all this s*** about how he’s gonna kill me or kill you, or us both all because the guy that killed Mario and the one I killed was his damn cousin he was talkin mad s*** about how he gon make you his b**** once he gets me out of the way and kinds of s*** then this m’fugga had the f***in audacity to let himself into our home and cut the wires in your car…babe do you believe me now?
Y/n looked at me in a state of shock as tears flowed down her eyes…
Y/n- *trying to speak* ba…I…sor….
I took her in my arms and just held her…
Chris- you don’t have to be sorry baby, its ok Love, its ok…
I looked at my watch and it was a little after 3. Y/n wont be off for another two hours…if Nick is at work at work with her…I need to go up there…that’s what I’ma do. I walked to my car got in and headed to her job.
With Y/n
After finishing the putting away the clothes for the models I was on my back to my office, and thats when Nick appeared in front of me…
Nick- *smiles* there’s my beauty queen, how are you Y/n?
Y/n- *smiles* hey Nick, I’m making it…are you just now getting here? *I asked as we walked into my office*
Nick- yeah, I um, I had a lot of things to get situated, a friend of mines is in town, and I had to show him around…
Y/n- that’s real nice…*takes a deep breath as I sit down*
Nick- why you look so stressed beautiful? You look too good to be looking down…*as he pulls up a chair next to you*
Y/n- sighs, im just emotionally tired, me and Chris have been arguing and it hasn’t been good.
Nick- *takes his hand and rubs her shoulder to ease her mind * You’ll be ok. All relationships have their hard times and if its too much then…just leave
Y/n- I don’t think I could ever leave him…I mean…I understand he’s had a traumatized life and with everythings that’s been going on…he…he really just…just needs somebody…to listen to him…and be…be there for him…someone to understand him…
Y/n Pov- wow! I realize now, that I wasn’t there for him. Chris...he…he needed ME…to listen to him, to understand and comfort him…and to just believe him…I’ve been so…so…so blind and…and stubborn only when he needed me to listen…something so simple…
Nick- Y/n? Y/n?...*waves hand in your face* Y/n?
Y/n- *comes back* What?!
Nick- Did…did you hear what I just said?
Y/n- um…I didn’t…I’m sorry I gotta go. Tell Diddy there was an emergency and I had to leave…I’ll see you later
Y/n Pov- I quickly gathered my things to head home…I had to see Chris and apologize to him. I walked out the office and headed down the long hallway towards the entrance…and before I could get to the door there was Chris walking in…
With Chris
I held my head in my hands, wishing and thinking of a way to make all of this go away, until my phone went off…I looked at the screen not recognizing the number, but answered it anyways…
Chris- *depressed voice* He…*clears throat* hello?
Y/n- ………..Ch…Chris, its me
Chris- *gets up from the floor, shocked to hear your voice* baby, omgosh. *deep breaths* it feels so good to hear your voice baby…wh…where are you? Are you ok? I’ve been calling you all day…is everything alright?
Y/n- I’m fine, I’m still here at work…I was in such a rush this morning I guess I left my phone…
Chris- sighs, baby I’m so relieved to hear your voice, I’ve been going crazy
Y/n- yeah, I heard, Kiya told me, you destroyed our home, and you yelled at her! What is your problem?
Chris- Listen babe, I was so upset, for making you upset, and I am sorry! Y/n, Im sorry…
Y/n- sighs, its ok. We can talk about this when I get home…
Chris- great..um What time are you getting off?
Y/n- *looks at the clock* Diddy got me workin overtime since I came in late, so maybe around 5, but I’ll prolly be home around 7 cause I have to take the subway. My damn car would not start, I was so mad.
Chris- the subway? I don’t think so. I’ll come get you, just be ready.
Y/n- I would appreciate that.
Chris- anything for you baby. I love you so much, and again I’m so sorry.
Y/n- I love you too. I’ll see you later. Bye.
Chris- Bye *hangs up*
I got up off the floor, and stuffed the weapon in the back of my jeans. I grabbed my keys and headed towards the parking lot looking for Y/n’s car to see what was wrong with it. I pulled out my keys and opened the door with the spare key. I sat down and tried to crank up the car, but it wouldn’t start. I tried again. Nothing. I popped the hood up and got out the car to take a look…I noticed some wires had been cut that were connected to the engine…
Chris- *mumbles* muthaf***a *slams the hood down* I cant believe this s*** mann…
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I just feel like running my own story :) this story is my baby ! my very 1st one on the board...damn four years ago, wow! i was 16 then lol. time flies by!
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With Y/n
I was in one of the dressing rooms taking some new clothes for the models out of their boxes and hanging them up. Thats when Diddy’s assistant Cassie, walked in.
Cassie- hey, Y/n I didn’t mean to interrupt but there is a woman named Kiya, on the phone?
Y/n- really? *stops what you were doing* thanks Cassie *smiles*
Cassie- your welcome.
I walked out and followed her down the hallway. *picks up phone*
Y/n- hey girl *smiles* whats going on?
Kiya- I was gonna ask you the same damn thing I been blowing your damn phone up, and you cant return any of my calls.
Y/n- I’m so sorry, I left my phone, I was in such a hurry this morning, arguing with Chris, then my car wouldn’t start, and Diddy got on my ass for being 40 mins late, and now you getting on my ass *laughs* but I’ll let you slide
Kiya- speaking of Chris, what the hell happened between you two!?? I stopped by to catch you this morning and the apartment was completely destroyed and he was lookin a hot ass mess!! I thought you guys got the fighting or something
Y/n- sighs, no, it wasnt physical, we got into another argument. What did he say to you?
Kiya- he tried to get loud and s***, when I asked him where you were but I put his ass in place girl, I told him since you’ve met him, your life has been a damn mess, I told him he better make it right before its too late, and you leave his ass, I think that got to him…
Y/n- I see you always got my back *smiles* I love you girl
Kiya- I love you too! When you get off come to my condo! We need to have us some girl time!
Y/n- ok boo. I will. I’ll ttyl. Bye
With Chris…
I was completely out of breath by the time I made it outside of my door. I put my ear towards the door to see if could hear any movement inside. I didn’t hear anything. I checked both ways down the hall to see if everything was clear before I pulled out my gun, and let myself in. I aimed the gun directly for whatever was in front of me as I moved throughout the house. Everything was exactly how I left it. I checked every room, but this b**** ass nigga was already gone. I leaned against the wall in the hallway, and slid down to the floor. I was so tired, and drained from everything. The only thing that will relax me is hearing Y/n’s voice. I just wanna hear her voice.
With Y/n
After I got off the phone with Kiya, I wanted to call and check on Chris, after what Kiya had just informed me. But I didn’t want to. But then again I did…sighs, I don’t know…ok, I have to, it’s the right thing to do, I picked up the phone and dialed his number…
Run it like DMC!
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lol damn he hot ain't it...Run it
--I kno chris is mad af.!
I wonder if hes at th condo., th suspense is killin me lolss
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Yesssssss, chris goin OFF .. RUN IT!!
Chris Pov Now that I had what I needed…I needed to figure something out…I needed a plan, but what…I decided to walk into Chipotle to grab me a bite to eat…while I figure things out…I ordered me a steak bowl and sat in a corner with my hand on my head by the window as ppl walked by…Y/n still hasn’t texted me back…I should be used to it cuz its been happenin a lot lately..but I’m not, I just wanna know if she’s ok…especially knowing she didn’t drive herself to work…she probably took the train…and if she did…what If them niggas kidnapped her…f***!! All of these thoughts all came crashing back in my head all at once …hopefully this gun is gonna take care of all of this s***…I continued eating then all of the sudden I felt my phone vibrating…it was a private call…It had to be Lauren…
Chris- Lauren? *silence* Lauren? Is this you?
James- Lauren? This aint no damn Lauren!!...So you still f***ing with my girl huh? I guess I’ll have to come at you ass 10 times hard now…and take your girl while im at it...i got something I wanna put in her mouth *laughs*
*Chris grabs bag and storms out of the restaurant fired up to the max!!*
Chris- *walkin* YOU LISTEN TO ME U b**** ASS NIGGA…MY GIRL AINT GOT s*** TO DO WITH THIS!! IF YOU WANT ME SO f***IN BAD COME FIND ME…I’LL BE WAITING ON YOUR ASS…YOU AINT NUN BUT A PUSSY ASS NIGGA, HIDING AND s*** TRYNA GET AT ME AND MY GIRL OVER A BULLs*** ASS FIGHT FROM MONTHS AGO….(gets cut off)
James- Listen you fake ass lucky charm looking m’fugga..*gets louder* THIS AINT GOT A DAMN THING TO DO WITH THAT NIGHT…*gets lower as if he were around other ppl* Its deeper than that…This is about that night your boy got shot up…and you killed my m’fuggin cousin!! I cant believe the cops had the f***in audacity to drop them charges on your ass…so its my duty to get vengence…I’m gon take either your life…or your b****’s life *laughs* maybe both
Chris- *clenches jaws* I DON’T GIVE A DAMN WHO I KILLED…HE WAS A b**** ASS NIGGA AND HE GOT DEALT WITH THE SAME s*** I’M GONNA GIVE UR ASS…AND I SWEAR YOU GOT ONE MORE f***ING TIME TO DISRESPECT MY GIRL…OR YOU GON BE ON YOUR WAY TO HELL FIRST CLASS ALONG WITH YOUR DEAD ASS COUSIN
James- *laughs* You really are gonna regret the way u talkin to me like that m’fugga...btw nice place yall got here…I just may be waitin for yall to come home *hangs up*
Chris POV- With that being said I turned into the direction of our condo and ran…hoping I would find his as in my f***ing apartment so I could blast his ass…his punk ass want to kill me cause I killed his cousin…he can have the exact same thing I served his ass with when he ran up on me and killed Mario…some f***in BULLETS!!
- Chris needed tht qun
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Y/n Pov- I finally made it two work 40 minutes late…as soon as I walked into my office Diddy came charging in…
Diddy- damn girl where the hell u been? You’re late and u know I HATE when ppl are late ESPECIALLY when they are on my time spending my DIMES!!
Y/n Pov he continued for a full 7 minutes…all I saw was his mouth moving…my mind was focused on so much…especially on that woman…I still could hear her voice in my head form the first time I saw her…just thinking about it gives me goosebumps...
Y/n- Diddy, look I’m sorry my damn car wouldn’t start and I had to take the train…and i left my phone in my car so i couldnt call u...sighs it wont happen again
Diddy- it better not…you of all ppl know I don’t play about time or money…*walks off*
Y/n- *sighs* Today…must really NOT…be my day
With Chris
Chris Pov- I decided to take a long hot shower, hoping that it will help me calm down…and it did…after I got out I dried off and got dressed and cleaned up everything that I messed up…the entire time while cleaning I was missing Y/n and just hoping she was ok…I couldn’t even text or call her cause I broke my phone when I threw it…every second that passed ate me up on the inside cuz i couldnt talk to her….
Another hour had finally past…by this time I had finished cleaning and was on my way out to get a new phone and to purchase a gun for protection…After I left Verizon with my new phone I immediately texted Y/n “I love u baby. Everything we go through is to make us stronger. And I’m in this all the way” as I waited for a reply…I walked into this pawn shop not to far from the condo that I had past while looking for Y/n yesterday…I figured they sold guns there…so I walked rite in…
Owner- How can I help you today young fella
Chris- *in a raspy low voice* um…do yall have guns here
Owner- yeah, we’ve got quite a few…but this newest one is this
Chris Pov- I watched him go into this black case and pull out the gun and bullets it was just what I needed…PERFECT
Chris- how much is all of this together?
Owner- I’ll let u have it all for 250 dollars
Chris- *nods* aite…I’ll take it *pulls out cash to pay him*
Owner- *bags it up* thanks man
Chris- naw…thank u *walks out*
- Y/n is soooo stubborn
Chris is really losin his mind but i cnt blame him
Tht ol' lady still qives me th creeps lolss
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well damn... I wonder why she keep seeing this lady umm... Run It!
Y/n Pov- I hurried downstairs, thru the lobby, and outside to my car…I didn’t wanna THINK about anything that Chris and I have talked about I was so OVER IT!!…I stuck my key in the ignition and turned it but my car wouldn’t start…
Y/n- ugh Great…just great, I know he didn’t f*** with my car to keep me here?! *engine stalls* f***!!! *deep breaths* I’m already late for work…I mite as well just take the subway…*gets out slams car door*
Y/n Pov- the subway station was only two blocks down the street. It would take me straight by my office, but I just hated how crowded the subway were. As always there werent any seats open…so I had to stand. After the train made its first stop and some ppl got off while others got on I noticed someone watching me from outside the train…it was the homeless lady…she was staring directly at me mouthing the words “WATCH OUT”…I tried to get past a few ppl so I could get off the train but before I could it started moving again and she was gone! WTH…was I losing my mind am I imaging her? I walked back to my original spot as I waited for the next stop to get off…
With Chris
Chris Pov- After Y/n walked out again…I lost my mind…I threw and knocked over just about everything in the condo…the entire place looked destroyed, I ended up on the couch…with my hands on my head pissed!! Just then I heard a knock on the door…I ran and opened it to see Kiya
Kiya- hey Chris, is Y/n here?
Chris- *clears throat* Naw…sh…shes not here
Kiya- dang I was tryna catch her… *notices his red eyes* are u ok? Whats wrong?
Chris- aint nothing wrong…
Kiya- well can I come in?
Chris- the place is a mess rite now Kiya…and bes…(gco as she forces her way thru)
Kiya- WTH?? Did u and Y/n get into fight or something?! Where is she!?
Chris- *irritated* mane hell naw we didn’t get into a fight!! Why u asked that?!
Kiya- *gives him a crazy look* I asked because that is my best friend…and BTW…she sent me a picture of her wrist…Don’t be putting your damn hands on her like that again…do u understand me?! Now where is she?
Chris- *clenches jaw* It was a accident…and I don’t know where she is…we just exchanged a few words then she bounced…I was pissed that she left I just started throwing s*** around…what else u wanna know? Damn!
Kiya- *gives him a WTF look* Um do you know who the hell you’re talkin to like that?!! I am not the one to lash out at…I don’t give a damn whats going on…YOU WILL RESPECT ME!! You got that?? If u lashed out at Y/n the same way u did me I see why she left ur crazy ass!!
Chris- Look…I didn’t mean to…its…its just a lot going on and you need to leave
Kiya- When is there NOT something going on?...You know what, I like u Chris and Y/n she loves u…but ever since you’ve been in her life…things have been at its WORST!...She’s gone thru problems before but NOTHING like whats she’s gone thru since meeting with u…And it is up to YOU to make it right…cause if you don’t…you will lose her…Now I’ll be glad to leave *rushed out slamming the door behind her*
okay I'LL BE WAITING!!
Sherie_Renae YES!!! she is very hard headed...smh Posting in just a few!! :)
Hey Mz. Jordin I'm glad u like it!! and idk what "tht" means lol it must have been a typo..and girl when i was writing about the homeless lady i could actually see her too!! lol and its more to the James and Chris story...you'll find that out SOON!!
she so damn hard headed but damn...chris go after her!!! run it
*New Reader* Soo i started readin ths story lke 2 weeks aqo &nd i luv it., so much has happened wit chris nd Y/n(btw wat does tht stand for?)but they were doin so qud. I quess trouble seems to follow thm. James is crazy if hes still trippin off tht fiqht tht happened 2 months aqo &nd he wants to kill Chris. Tht ish is just petty as hell &nd is not tht damn serious to tke Chris life. If nythinq Chris shud qet n tht asz for James takin his ex.....o he already did lolss but tht niqqa was suppose to be his "best friend". Tht lady creeped me out th one who came up to Y/N car for some reason i can invision wat she looks lke or wat i think she looks like &nd it kinda scared me. Man i need to lay off th horror movies. LOLSS., but i hope Y/N takes heed to wat Chris &nd tht lady said cus its th truth.! She needs to stp beinq so naive. ANYWHO RUN IT ! :-}
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Chris Pov- I’ve been out riding everywhere just to find her, but I couldn’t she still hasn’t texted or called me back…damnit why did I do that s***!!?? That was not the way to go about the situation…if she doesn’t wanna believe me I cant make her…I spent another 30 mins riding around looking for her…when I had no luck, I headed back to the condo…when I pulled up I saw her car parked…and was relieved…I parked and rushed inside the building…I made it to the top floor, pulling my keys out opening the door, she wasn’t in the living room nor the kitchen, I checked in the bedroom, and there she was…layin under the covers..I rushed to her side of the bed and kneeled down beside her gently stroking her face…even with her eyes closed I can tell she’d been crying cause they were puffy…I lifted the cover up just enough to see her arms where I had grabbed her and they were bruised…I placed my face in my hands and started crying…I felt so bad...I got out of my clothes and headed in the living room…I sat laid down staring up at the ceiling…time went by fast and before I knew it, it was 2 am…I could not sleep…too much was on my mind…times like this I’ll go to my boy Mario for advice damn, sometimes I still think that he’s alive, but he’s not…before Y/n was in my life he was always there…now he’s gone…and I refuse to let Y/n be taken away from me…I’ll never let her go
*That Morning*
Chris Pov- I was in the bathroom washing my face while Y/n was getting dressed for work…I wanted her to stay here with me, but I knew I was the last person she’d want to listen to…she hasn’t said one thing to me…and I didn’t even know what to say to her, except stay here…I’ll just wait for her to speak to me…until then I wont speak…she walked into the living room without lookn my way and headed straight for the kitchen to make her something to eat…I didn’t want her to catch me lookin at her, but I noticed she was wearing several braclets covering her bruises…I still felt bad about that…I got up walked into the kitchen and stood rite next to her until she looked at me…
y/n pov- I wanted to scream out at chris for just standing next to me…I don’t wanna talk to him, look at him, or hear what he has to say…I immediatley turned away and tried to walk out…as he called out my name
Chris- Y/n?!
Y/n Pov without looking back I kept walkin towards the bedroom, I grabbed my keys and my purse and just as I was walking to the door…he blocked me saying
Chris- babe…I know you’re mad…I know, but I cant let u walk out this door knowing somebody wants to hurt you…
Y/n- *snaps* DAMN RIGHT IM MAD CHRIS!!! IM MAD, CONFUSED, IM TIRED…AND I REALLY DON’T CARE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO ME…I CANT JUST SIT HERE AND HIDE…AND YOU CANT PROTECT ME ANY MORE THAN I CAN PROTECT MYSELF!! CANT YOU SEE THAT…THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON AND THERE ARE THINGS WE CANT PREVENT…JUST LIKE WHEN I GOT RAPED *breaks down into tears*…YOU WERENT THERE!!! YOU WASN’T THERE WHEN TREY AND REGGIE BEAT AND RAPED ME!!! THEY TRIED TO KILL ME CHRIS!!! AND YOU WASN’T THERE!!!
Chris- *gets in your face and yells* YOU THINK I DON’T BLAME MYSELF FOR WHAT HAPPENED TO YOU?? IT KILLS ME THAT I WASN’T THERE TO PROTECT YOU AND KILL THEM BASTARDS MY DAMN SELF FOR WHAT THEY DID Y/N!! AND YOUR ASS TALKIN BOUT YOU DON’T CARE IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO YOU?? WHERE THE f*** IS THAT COMING FROM.?? DO YOU NOT CARE ABOUT ME? IF SOMETHING HAPPENS TO YOU THEN WHAT ABOUT ME *throws his cell* WHAT THE f*** ABOUT ME Y/N??!! *tears falls and voice breaks* YOU WANT ME TO HURT MORE THAN IM ALREADY AM HUH? I ALREADY LOST MY FAMILY AND MY BEST FRIEND…AND ON MY LIFE I’M NOT LOSING YOU…IM NOT!!!
Chris Pov- I turned away from her as tears rushed down my face…hearing her speakin as if she didn’t care whether she lived or died hurt me…she was giving up on our future together, our life, and ME...a few moments later…I heard the door closed I turned around…and she was GONE!!