Mama always told me that i was goin be a "BAD b****", never asked her wat it was cause she always said she was one... and id jus lol as she did my hair and wonder if i really was going to be one and fantasize about how it would be to have all the men give me money like they did her, that was before she died and i had ta move with my grandma which was 8 years ago, i been waitin...9 more months and ill be 18 and out of that b****es house, i se why mama ditched her ass when she was 15, i would have left to, but i gotta stay for Precious my lil sister. Shes only 15 gotta watch her jus liek mam said shes goin be hot in the pants, and that she is she sneaks out all times of the night, and grandma don caught her mo then once in the bed with these lil boys, me i do my work tryna go ta Spellman, i got the grades, but money is the problem , precious dont care bout her grades and making it out, i do i gotta get away from this place, im not made for it,mama told me she wanted me to be somethin in life and i told her i would be, plus my grandma treats me like s***, always calls me stupid and i had ta prove her wrong, she never lets me go nowhere, she beat the hell out of me for the littlest things like the other day... I was sitting there doin my homework at the kitchen table i erased the answer and blew the stuff on the floor and she slapped me "girl wat the hell is yo damn problem blowing s*** on my freshly cleaned floor...stupid lil girl thats sum dumb s*** ya mama would have done" she hit me again "child u moving to damn slow get the s*** up...GET IT UP NOW!!!"
i got down on the floor and got up the mess crying
gran:and hurry up i got company comin over
gran:hooker! jus like yo damn mama, and u lil girl betta get yo feet off my damn table fa i-
precious:fa u wat? Hit me if u want to my name aint patricia, and it aint beautiful so hit me if u want ima hit ya ass back..
gran:(mumbling under her breath) lil b****...dont got no respect (she stormed off)
precious:u betta stand up to her old ass Tonni(my nick name) fa real she aint nobody she cant kick us out she gets paid fa us being here, u betta stop taking that s*** from her
Precious was brave, me i jus wanted to finish skool so i could get up outta here didnt want to cause no trouble before i left but the day i did i was goin show my grandmother i wasnt no damn punk, i was goin dog her like sum chick on the street and leave it at that and never come back...
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