Is it real, what I feel inside

Trying to get over the truth
Never will it be the same

Thinking about what could have been
Knowing that it might be too late

Still longing for your love
Not realizing that I may be the only one that feels that way

Just going through changes
Flipping from love to hate

Could it be self esteem
Maybe it's just my jealousy

Confused about our status
Forgetting that it's just my love

Not knowing if it will ever come true
Just thinking about us together and what I would do

Is it real, what I feel inside