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Damn..I hate this. I really do!

This really hurt me. I try and try to be a nice family member, but what do I get in return?..PAIN! This is my little cousin,yall. I treat her nice. I mean, So nice. I let her use my computer, but wanna take advanage of me. I brought her something to eat when she didn't have no damn money to feed her face. I gave her money. I did every damn thang a big cousin suppose to do! She lie on me and her damn momma believe it. She just so...ugh. IDK wassup with her but she betta get her life together cuz in the real world ain't no body showin mercy. I cry my eyes out because I wonder why the hell do they treat me this way? Why do they treat my mama like this and she did all she can when they needed something? I cry,yall. I know blood thicker than water, but sometimes u can't help family members. I hate this feelin,mane. She made my life a livin hell. AND NOW I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO MY BOYFRIEND! She lied on me sayin I had sex with him in the bathroom. NO! How the hell two virgins goin to do it in the bathroom in 5 fucin seconds? NAh,boo, takes more time than that! OMG! Yall just dnt know how hurt I am. I really love this boy, but my family is in the way. I can't sleep right now because i'm so stress about this and that. Anybody can help me? I truly love this boy. I really do. I wanna cry right now, but I'm goin to hold it in...I hate that i'm here. Sometimes I wish I just killed myself when I was little.

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i meant tell your mom. i also agree with mod-oet. kill her with kindness.
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DARKNESS TO LIGHT
~There's an ongoing battle between darkness and light and my heart is in the middle of it~
He hit the lottery and now he wants to take me down

you should just tell ya mon the truth and be sincere with it and tell her that you know better than having sex and that ur in love with him. ur mom is just trying to protect you and do what she thinks is right. good luck.
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DARKNESS TO LIGHT
~There's an ongoing battle between darkness and light and my heart is in the middle of it~
He hit the lottery and now he wants to take me down

Girl you no in love...but how old are you? it depends if your older than 16 than forget about everyone kill your cousin with kindness. dont ever worry about what others say or think

she probaly want him

wow, idk wat 2 say, at least u got ur boo there 4 u, nd us, but ur cuzzo probly just jealous of u, dont pay her no mind, try nd get ur family 2 understand da truth, but no matter how bad things get, dont kill ur self

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IDK why I feel this way but I wanna tell them off and say "I hate you! ,U b****!,Go to fuciN HELL!"
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<a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/66477">Super Model Chick!!</a> Also read "His Appetite"..

ur welcome gurl! i hate when ppl act like they not they age. especially those who think they grown and wanna talk to u any kind of way! me, i put em in they place lol but yea its okay to cry becuz u gotta let all that emotion out sum kinda way!!

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June 7, 2008 !s My D2y +0 Sh!n3!!!
Cl@ss 0f 2008 Ch!ck!!!!

I do that already. It just my cousin so damn nosy. When I go in the room tryna talk to my boyfriend or friends she follow me or stay up half the night when she kno her ass got to go to bed for school. She just made my life a livin hell. Dat's on earth! She so super nosy. She can be in the bathroom and still hear u. AHHHHHHH! PPL can't stand her. It's sad when grown ppl say it out their out mouth that they can't stand her. And they about in they 50s,60s,and 70s! Now that's bad...& she is only a child. she act too damn grown.
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♦*♦..::▫♪♥Tha*Exclusive*Sistahood™♥♪▫::..♦*♦
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<a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/66477">Super Model Chick!!</a> Also read "His Appetite"....

hey gal dnt kill yaself
i been in a simlar position and what i did was i had 2 sneak around wid my boy wid out ma mama knowing naa mean i know it is bad and disrespectful but at the end of the day its your choice and if you love him you have no other choice but to sneak around and see him, but dnt use the lame excuse i been to libary that is 2 obvious ask one of ur gals to cover for you so that if yuor mama dnt believe you she can call your gal and ask her. but get one of you best friend that you trust with this buisness you dont want one that is honest. i know it is disrespectful but a gal gotta do wat a gal gotta do and sometimes it means hurting the ones you love
good luck x

you spelt it right, and your welcome, its okay to cry as long as it makes you feel better and your letting out all the pain, and thats kay its better than keeping it inside.
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Jourdan &hearts;'s CB

http://www.myspace.com/ibezubu

you spelt it right, and your welcome, its okay to cry as long as it makes you feel better and your letting out all the pain, and thats kay its better than keeping it inside.
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Jourdan &hearts;'s CB

http://www.myspace.com/ibezubu

Thank You, Jourdan (hope I spell that right) and c-breezyzchyck08. I been crying all morning.

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♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ - Shyness
♦*♦..::▫♪♥Tha*Exclusive*Sistahood™♥♪▫::..♦*♦
♥Luvv my Sistas Forever~*~Mega Ladiez Stand Together♥™
~!~MY STORY~!~
<a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/66477">Super Model Chick!!</a> Also read "His Appetite"..

dang im sry for how ur family treats but i understand where u comin frm becuz i have family member that act like that too! but dont stress urself out over ppl who dont care about u! jus move on and 4get them. i know that family but sumtimes, u just gotta do what u gotta do! i hope evrything get better for u and if u need sumbody to talk to, jus send me a message and i'll what i can to help u out!!

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June 7, 2008 !s My D2y +0 Sh!n3!!!
Cl@ss 0f 2008 Ch!ck!!!!

Dang, Im so sorry for how your family treats you, I have a few family members like that too, but I dont let them bring me down you know? I know your life is not going good right now, and everybody goes through their own struggles in life and this just happens to be yours and more to come, I hate to say that but its true, but you have to be strong and all these problems that are hurting are just making you stronger wether you know it or not, I've been through alot too, but Im a better person because of the things I've been through in life and at the end of every dark tunnel there is light, and you'll get to the light, you just gotta be strong.kay. If you need someone to talk to you can come to me if you like.

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Jourdan &hearts;'s CB

http://www.myspace.com/ibezubu