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♫♥ When I Needed You the Most ♥♫

where were you?
When I laid down at night and cried myself to sleep
where were you?
When I prayed the lord my soul to keep
where were you?
When I looked the devil in the eyes
where were you
When those demons took over my life?
Where was the love I cherished
The man I thought I knew
When that man was you
When I lifted my eyes from the ground
You were no where to be found
When I neeeded you the most
To come and hold me close
To say that everything would be okay
To say it was a brighter day
The days passed and nights kept coming
I was left wondering
When I didn't see face and no longer felt your touch
when I was left without the man I loved so much
Where where you?
when I needed you the most?

(this is the beginning of the story)
Run or dumb?

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snap thts real dope
run it!!!!!!!

run it i like can't wait for chapter3
run it

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CHRIS'S AFRICAN QUEEN4LIFE

run it!

Run it
Awwww dat was so cute

lol ok. Well I'm going off the top of my head and kinda know where the story is going but I have to write and add
So I'll get back soon
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♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ -Mz Cherry

Aww Yaz I'm reading, no one's reading mine, but be like me and say but phuck em still keep writing it, I think some people are picky in the fant fiction section lmao!!! But I like this story keep going damitt lol!!!!

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It's only worth it if you love it, but when you lose desire for it, it's worthless.
Yours truely Niya.
Read my story it's something different :)
http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/262774

Thanks- I love yours also- Ur lucky I had half of Chapter 12 saved on my phone- I posted it. People must not read love stories nomore- The Hard core on CB fukkin crazy girls n being gangsta- BLAH! He's from Tapphannock lmao! They got a bomb ass walmart- I might drive out there today- I aint got s*** else 2 do! lol
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- Hunni Bee so Sweet on Chris Breezy!!!

lol it' true =*( I love your story though B &hearts;

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if you think no one loves you remember, Yazmin loves you.
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check it out -->> <a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/263044">♫♥ When I Needed You the Most ♥♫</a>
♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ -Mz Cherry

No I'm reading it! Nobody is reading my story im still writing?
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- Hunni Bee so Sweet on Chris Breezy!!!

it's like no one likes my story =( I think Ima stop writing all together cause this is just upsetting me B *sniff* lol

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if you think no one loves you remember, Yazmin loves you.
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check it out -->> <a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/263044">♫♥ When I Needed You the Most ♥♫</a>
♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ -Mz Cherry

I refuse to accept that! lol Run it!! I can't add- I'm not at work it's the weekend- the stori is saved on my computer at work lol
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- Hunni Bee so Sweet on Chris Breezy!!!

updating in a min

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if you think no one loves you remember, Yazmin loves you.
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check it out -->> <a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/263044">♫♥ When I Needed You the Most ♥♫</a>
♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ -Mz Cherry

RUN IT!!!!

AWWW RUN IT

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♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ - CHRISSY BKA MZ.PIGGY OR POOH BEAR ♦*♦..::▫♪♥Tha*Exclusive*Sistahood™♥♪▫::..♦*♦
♥Luvv my Sistas Forever~*~Mega Ladiez Stand Together
♥ Feel The Steam
♥ The Nerdy Diaries
♥ Welcome To The Good Life

Umm...its good. keep it up. update. Chris is good for how he treats her.

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*Lets just drink to get drunk
And tell each other everything
Since a drunken mind
Speaks a sober HEART!*

I need at least 3 Runs..pwease? lol
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if you think no one loves you remember, Yazmin loves you.
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check it out -->> <a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/263044">♫♥ When I Needed You the Most ♥♫</a>
♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ -Mz Cherry

RUN IT!!!!

lmao I'm sorry I put the two post's together so go and re-read the beginning of chap 2
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if you think no one loves you remember, Yazmin loves you.
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check it out -->> <a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/263044">♫♥ When I Needed You the Most ♥♫</a>
♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ -Mz Cherry

Where the fizzy fuz is the rest of the damn post!!Oh u skimpin- I aint addin to mine till I see some more!! lol

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- Hunni Bee so Sweet on Chris Breezy!!!

"Mommy I had a dream about daddy. He hit me alot Mommy. He hurt me" I breathed deeply remembering all the times we both lived that nightmare. "it's okay sweetie" I picked her up and hugged her, and she squeezed my neck. "Mommy won't let him hurt you ever again." She sniffed. "can I sleep with you and Chris?" "sure" I said as I wiped her tears and kissed her little forehead. I walked in with her on my shoulder and saw Chris dressed in his boxers and wife beater. I put Niya on the bed and crawled in next to her. I saw Chris look at her still puffy eyes. "what happened?" he mouthed. "dream about her dad" I said simply. He shook his head and grabbed her. "Baby girl, you don't need to worry about him anymore. I'm here to protect you forever and I won't let him hurt you ever again. Okay?" he asked as he looked down at her. "I know Chrissy. Your not my daddy. You love me" "Of course Ni. I'll always love you" he smiled warmly and squeezed her tighter. "I love you" he whispered again as he layed her back down on the bed. "Now it's sleepy time" she pouted and we both laughed. "night mommy, night daddy." we both looked shocked. "daddy?" "yeah I'm making Chrissy my new daddy" I looked over at Chris and raised my eyebrow "okay" was all he said. I turned over and flicked off the light.

Yea Yaz- Lay it on thick!!lol

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- Hunni Bee so Sweet on Chris Breezy!!!

no one want's the rest of the chapter?

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if you think no one loves you remember, Yazmin loves you.
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check it out -->> <a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/263044">♫♥ When I Needed You the Most ♥♫</a>
♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ -Mz Cherry

CHAPTER 2- Everytime we touch

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"I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me, my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you in my life"

I softly sang in Chris ear. I looked at him waiting for some kind of approval. Hey just looked at me. "ok I guess it was bad?" he continued to stare. Out of nowhere he hugged me. "Did you write that for me?" well obviously. "yeah I h. why?" "that was amazing" "why, you write me songs all the time." "it's different when someone actually writes me a song." I laughed. "so you like it?" "of course, I love it! I had no idea you could sing. Why didn't know that?" "umm I don't know?" "I love you" he said out of nowhere. "I love you to" I smiled as he came and kissed me. He silently led me to our bedroom as soon as the door was closed I felt my tank being removed. I looked up at his smiling face "you don't think it's gonna be that easy do you?" I said as I backed away and went to the bathroom. "but wha, why?" "we gotta get all fresh and clean first" I grinned. "and SOMEONE has to run my bath water." he looked at me and then the tub and sighed. "fine" I walked over to him as he began the water and tapped his shoulder. As soon as he turned his lips met with mine. Our tounge's intertwined as his hands begane roaming my body. I stepped back, looked at him, and bit my lip while taking off my own tank top. He continued staring as I removed my boy shorts and stepped past him. I slowly bent over to turn off the water. I could feel his eyes wandering. A seductive smile crept on my face as I turned and watched him peel away his clothing and walk up to me. I kissed his lips gently and felt his body harden at my touch. As our kisses became more hungry and desperate, he quickly lifted me and placed me around his waist with my legs grabbing him tightly. He squeezed my ass making me moan in his mouth. I glided my hands on his rock hard abs and let them down a little more south. I could feel his d*** pulsating in my hands. He lowered me into the tub and climbed on top of me kissing and sucking my neck. He began massaging my breast with one hand while lowering the other to my pussy. I let out a loud moan as he moved his fingers in a circular motion around clit. He moved his kisses to my breasts and let his finger fall into me one then two and three at a time. His knees slowly parted my legs for easier access. He pumped his fingers faster as my moans got stronger. I felt my body shake and cried out in pure ecstasy as I felt my juices spill out my body just as Chris was about to enter me I heard a little knock and sniffles outside our door. I sighed as I got up leaving Chris is the bath alone. I wrapped my robe around me as I stepped outside my door to find a crying 4 year old. "Baby what's wrong?" She looked at my pitifully.

CHAPTER 1- I REMEMBER

"mmmm mmm mmm" I hummed along. I tilted my head to the side and started bobbing "he might be with her but he's thinking bout me, me, meeeee. We don't go to the mall, we don't go out to eat, eat, eaaaattt." I looked out the window at the kids playing out side and smiled. I remembered when the only care I had was being home before the street lights came on. I sighed as I inhaled the incense I had just lit a minute ago. I looked around the place I now called home. I couldn't believe that I had made it this far. Maybe everything does happen for a reason. I walked over to my dresser and looked into my jewelry box to assure that this was real.
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I spotted my purple MAC lip gloss hiding on the corner and applied it to my lips. I kissed my glass and rocked my hips to the beat just letting the music take over my whole body. "purple kisses, purple kisses. She kiss me from my head to my feat. Purple Purple kisses. She got that MAC on her lips" I danced in a slow seductive circle remembering the day I first heard it. I always had some around to remind me of everything I had with this man. Although it took so much to finally get here, I finally am. I'm free. "Bring it bring it back to the time when people rocked mic's and the B-Boy shine" I laughed as I began mocking the song in the voice of a little kid. "oh so it's like that now huh?" I heard as I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist. I giggled and turned around to peck his soft lips. "mm yeah and?" he looked shocked "fine" he crossed his arms and walked away pouting. "aw I'm sorry baby" he looked at me "sorry isn't good enough" I raised my eyebrow and walked over to him untangling his arms from each other. "so what is?" he looked around the room as if in thought. "well I got a couple things I can name" I playfully slapped his arm "mmhhhm" I put my iPod in my pocket and looked down at tugging on my pant leg. "Mommy I want some lunch" said my daughter Aniya looking up at me. "ok baby. do you want me to cook something, or do you want mac n cheese with chicken nuggets?" " umm I want rice and beans" she said giving me her best smile. I laughed to myself "alright baby go play and I'll call you when it's done" "kay" and she skipped down the hall to her room. "damn poor ol' Chris is just invisible when she's hungry huh?" he said with a frown. I just shook my head and started towards the kitchen. "hey" he said pulling me back "Im not done with you. You better get back in here when your done cooking" he said with a mischievous grin. "yeah ok" I said as I pecked his lips once more before walking out the door.

(A/N- I know this is slow but it get's better)
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if you think no one loves you remember, Yazmin loves you.
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check it out -->> <a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/263044">♫♥ When I Needed You the Most ♥♫</a>
♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ -Mz Cherry

run it!

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Mrs. I'm My Own Person
- ♥Sometimes I'm not everything I wish I could be,but I'm everything I need to be. I'm jus ME and I like it like dat♥.
c/o 010... ~~$$iTs a dYNasTy$$~~

OOOO RUN IT SIS!!!

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♫▫♥ExċLũŞїvέ Şĩştαz™♥▫♫ - CHRISSY BKA MZ.PIGGY OR POOH BEAR ♦*♦..::▫♪♥Tha*Exclusive*Sistahood™♥♪▫::..♦*♦
♥Luvv my Sistas Forever~*~Mega Ladiez Stand Together
♥ Feel The Steam
♥ The Nerdy Diaries
♥ Welcome To The Good Life

How many stories u got girl? lol
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- Hunni Bee so Sweet on Chris Breezy!!!

OH MY EFFIN GOD.
YEESSSSSS! I am so BAAAD. ::cheesin::
o hey Yaz 8-D!

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♦*♦..::▫♪♥Tha*Exclusive*Sistahood™♥♪▫::..♦*♦
♥Luvv my Sistas Forever~*~Mega Ladiez Stand Together♥™
Y'all can call me crazy...but i say i am simply out there to the point of no return(:

RUN IT!!!!!
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