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Maintaining matruity about how i feel tward a boy i love. My emotions are so strong i feel as though i will burst at any moment.It being that i onced loved him and still do till this day makes it way harder to get over him.
It's hard for me to understand why i love him so. He was suppose to be a boy i flirt with and talk to at night. It seemed to turn into something more passionate then that. I want to let him go for the simple fact of the distance between us. Something inside me wonte let him go. Is this suppose to be a sign of some sort, letting me know know he is the one for me.
I never thought i would get my heart broken. Being that now im so hurt my tears are building up inside. Thinking of him every day i might just drown. I rather it build up inside then to let you know how i feel. I guess i never closed my heart when i was with you. Now im facing the symptoms of a a girl wit a broken heart. HOw do i get over this. My life might not go back to normal. I love you and hate you at the same time.how could you do this to me. even though im hurt,you will never see me cry.