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ive been going through alot boy wise.. me and the love of my life shawn had broke up our going on 2 years.. i found out he was cheating on me for 5 months.. i was so hurt i didnt knoe wat to do.. so in january i moved on to someone that was much better james.. i was feeling him at first but then he started to slow slip away from me... me and him broke up.. after all this i started to like this guy name brian.. come to find out he doesnt like me no way.. its hard for me to like someone that doesnt like me back but we go to the same skool.. i think i might stay single for a while boys are very stressful and i need to be with me myself and i...when i found out that he didnt like me i cried.. not over him but over the fst of me losing everybody and just tryin to recover with another.. i think im just moving to fast and not giving myself to recover over a long term relationship.. the gurl that he cheated on me with he is still with !! so i let her knoe i didnt want to talk to her anymore and he can call me if he wanted anything... well see wat happens if me and brian dont go out then im finish on all realtionship until someone comes to me!!