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~*~ LOVE PAINS~*~

Characters:

Mya-20 (main character)
Chris-22 (Mya's bf)..later in story
Dre-24(Mya's ex)
Alicia-21(Mya's best friend) /Shad-22(Chris’s best friend)
Ginelle-18(Alicia’s sister)
Tyra-21 (Mya's friend)/Cornell-22
MiMi-21(Mya's friend) /Trey-22
YaYa-24(Alicia's friend)/Cliff-25(Shad’s brother)
Janet-(Mya's Mom)
Jerome(Mya's stepdad)
More characters will come into the story as I go.

CHAPTER ONE:: HOW THEY MET

~Mya's P.O.V~
I woke up to the buzzing sounds of my alarm clock. Annoyed at the sound, I reached over and managed to hit the snooze button. I had a 9:30 class to be at and had to get up a little bit earlier to make it to the train station on time. My school was downtown at a community college. I was going for my associates and planned on transferring out of state to get my bachelor’s in Nursing. Not being able to go back to sleep I sighed to myself and decided to go ahead and get up. I made my way to the restroom to shower and get dressed. I put my hair up in a pontytail threw on a pair of flip flops grabbed my things and headed to the car. I made it to the train station a few minutes early while I was sitting down my phone vibrated it was a txt from Dre, my boyfriend.

TXT from Dre: "good morning baby"

I rolled my eyes and put the phone back in my bag. It had been three days and I had heard nothing from him and now he wants to txt me like it’s all good and doesn't have the gumption to even call. I had been with Dre for about 2yrs and quite honestly I was getting pretty tired of him and all the drama I had been putting up with. I don't know why it's so hard for me to let go but when you love you love hard. But this was seriously getting to be too much for me to handle. My thoughts were interrupted by the sounds of the train approaching. I sighed to myself as I proceeded to board the train.

Once I made it downtown I looked at my phone and saw that I had some time left before class started so I decided to walk to this diner down the street for breakfast. I sat down and was approached by the waitress.
“Good morning. I’m Charlotte, what can I get for you to drink?”
“I’ll have some water for now and I would like orange juice when my meal comes out”
“ Ok ma’am. I’ll be right back with your water. “ she replied smiling.
I sat there and started to think of Dre once again wondering why it took him three days to reach out to me. Lately we had been arguing over the smallest things. Well actually for a while now and we always break up and end right back together. It seemed to be a pattern that we have started each time I say I’m done I always go back. This madness had to stop. Charlotte came back with my water and placed it on the table along with a napkin and some silverware.
“Have you decided on breakfast yet?”
“Um yes. I’m going to do the breakfast special with hash browns instead of grits, for the meat I will take ham. My eggs scrambled with cheese please”
“Anything else for you?” she continued as she wrote on her server pad.
“That’s all”
“Would you like some jelly for your toast?”
“ Yes. Strawberry please”
“Ok. Your order will be up in a few!” smiling
I smiled back and told her thank you. I had a test coming up on Friday so I decided to get some studying done. I took out my books and read while I waited for my food to come out.

~Chris’s P.O.V~
I looked at my watch and it read 9:05 am. My class started at 10:10 so I had an hour to burn. I was hungry and came to the conclusion that I would go and eat at the diner I had been hearing about that was supposedly so good for low prices. I walked in and took a seat at the bar. I watched the cook put the bacon and toast onto a plate, it was looking good along with that and the aroma of the food being cooked my stomach began to growl a little more. The waitress grabbed the plate and took it to her table I watched and noticed the girl she was taking it to. I stared for a minute but caught myself once she glanced at me. She was beautiful. I played it cool though, I’m sure I would see her around school seeing that she had her books out. Another waitress approached and took my drink order.

~Mya’s P.O.V~
As I got my food I couldn’t help but notice the cutie glancing over at me. I smiled to myself. It was nice to know that I could still get some male attention since it was something that I had been lacking for a while. I put my study materials back in my bag so I wouldn’t get food on them and started to eat. This place was so good and cheap. I still couldn’t get over the fact I was paying 3.40 for a meal.

~Dre’s P.O.V~
I woke up this morning tired as ever. I had been through so much in the last couple of days, ripping and running and was tired as a dog. I texted Mya but she didn’t respond. I really wasn’t expecting it I know she’s pissed. I lit my blunt and listened to UGK on the ps3. As I bobbed my head to the music and relaxed I received a text from a chick I met about 3 weeks ago. She was cool and I was feeling her although I loved Mya and could honestly see myself marrying her a part of me just wasn’t ready to commit yet and I still wasn’t fully put together myself. I still had some things I need to do for myself before I thought about marriage and lately me and Mya haven’t been on good terms and as soon as we are we end up arguing again. I was starting to get tired of her and the bull s***. I pushed her out of my mind and focused on txting back ole girl.

~Mya’s P.O.V~
As I stood at the register paying for my food I noticed “cutie” staring at me from the corner of my eye. I tried not to look over at him so I quickly got my change and headed out the door. I was kind of hoping that he would say something to me but oh well maybe I will see him around. I looked at my phone and realized I had less than 10 minutes to get to class. I hurriedly made my way into the building and to the elevator as I stood there waiting I heard my name being called. I already knew who it was just from the loudness… MiMi.
“Hey girl” I said laughing at her
“Are you on your way to class already?”
“I will be if this damn elevator hurries up”
“Why don’t you walk up the steps?”
“Up Six floors”
“Oh” she laughed
I laughed with her as the elevator came down making its sound indicating it was now available for passengers.
“Well I will text you when I get out of class.”
“Alright Tyra and I will be waiting for you in the lounge”
“Ok” I got on the elevator and headed to class.
MiMi was a cool chick. I met her last semester. MiMi was hood but she still had class and didn’t give off the typical ghetto appearance. She was studying to become a teacher. I feel sorry for her future students who have to endure her tone of voice especially if they get in trouble. (Laughs).

~Chris’s P.O.V~
After I was done eating I decided to find out some information about the girl from earlier. I had to have her it was something about her that intrigued me. The way she carried herself and she seemed like a good girl, wifey material. As the girl gave me my change I decided to ask if she knew anything about her.
“Hey do you know anything about the girl that was in here a while ago?”
“Um which girl?” she teased
I laughed because I should have been more specific “The one with the pontytail white shirt pink sweats”
“Oh yeah! That’s Mya she comes in almost every morning before class. You must like her?” she smiled
“Well I don’t know her to like her but yes I am attracted to her” I chuckled a little bit.
“She comes in every Monday, Wednesday and Friday.”
“Hmm. Thanks for the info”
“No problem. I love when guys are romantic like that, I only thought men like you existed in movies.. do you have any friends?” she laughed. But being serious at the same time.
I laughed at her placing $5 in the tip jar on the counter and walked out.
~Mya’s P.O.V~
Class was unbelievably boring today I was glad to be out. I don’t see how I stayed awake. I got on the elevator and walked downstairs to the lounge to meet Tyra and MiMi and noticed them talking to some guys. I shook my head and approached them as the two young men walked off.
“You two always being fast” I teased
“Girl you cannot tell me that those two were not fine” Tyra said high fiving MiMi.
“They alright”
“You need to find you somebody hell. You are too stuck on Dre” MiMi said in disgust.
I rolled my eyes “So what time do you guys have class again?”
“Well my next class in another 10 minutes. I don’t know about MiMi”
“Oh I’m free until 1:00. I plan on chilling with Trey until class starts”
“Who is O?”
“That’s the guys name I just met.”
“Oh”
“And his friend’s name is Cornell”
“Eh that nigga got that old man name” I joked
Tyra just looked while me and MiMi laughed
“Very funny Mya…Hopefully they will have a friend for you!”
“I’m not worried about a guy right now. I’m focused on school and technically I’m still in a relationship”
“Yeah by yourself! Which means your single” Tyra laughed and walked off to class
“That girl is a mess” I shook my head
“Trey just texted! I’m going to go upstairs to meet him. You want to come?”
“Nah I’m going to study girl. You go ahead with your hot ass!” I laughed
“Alright girl see you later”

~Alicia’s P.O.V~
I woke up and felt that Shad wasn’t in bed. Once again his ass was gone we were newlyweds and a month into marriage that was already broken. We married because I am 5months pregnant and my parents are not going for that. I know Shad isn’t ready for this and neither am I but we are in it together and once you have a child it is time to grow up but he can’t seem to understand that. I sat up and decided to call Mya. I was hoping that she wasn’t in class because I really needed to talk to someone. I was relieved to hear voice after a few rings
“Hey ma”
“Hey girl” I sighed
“Oh no. What’s wrong”
“Shad”
“What happened now?”
“I woke up and he wasn’t in bed”
“Maybe he had something to do”
“Girl please. Shad doesn’t have anything to do. He keeps talking about this studio he’s trying to get started but I don’t know”
“Well Alicia. I think you should give him a chance. He could be trying to change for the better. I know he’s hurt you in the past but I think he’s realizing things a little bit more now that you guys are expecting. And speaking of that you shouldn’t be stressing. Not good for my little nephew in there.”
“Yeah maybe your right. Are you going to come by later?”
“Sure”
“Ok see you then”
I loved Mya she was my girl since middle school. Although she wasn’t too fond of Shad she still always tried to give me a positive insight. I loved her for that and I admire her strength as a person and I hope that she finds someone better than Dre’s funky ass. That boy treats her so bad now days, she deserves better.

~Chris’s POV~
Class was now over and I headed to the hallway by the gym to meet up with Trey and Cornell. And Trey was talking to a girl as usual. She was cute though. Seemed like someone he needed, hopefully he can keep her around.
“What’s up man” giving Trey dap.
“Chillin’ on it. Chris this is MiMi. MiMi this my boy Chris”
“Hey ms lady”
“Hi, nice to meet you”
“Where is Cornell”
“Still in class I guess”
“Well I have a while before my next class starts. I’m going to go chill in the lounge for a bit then grab me some food”
“Aight man”
I walked off and headed to the lounge. The lounge was setup up like a class almost but the room had movie theatre feel because the lights were kind of dim and there was a flat screen TV in the room showing CNN. The chairs were like theatre chairs the top part of the chair reclined back slightly and there was a small desk attached to each with the ability to pull them up if needed. I took a seat and laid back tilting my hat over my head. I was drifting asleep until I heard a voice.
“Mya!”
I sat up and lift to see if it was the same Mya from this morning and to my surprise it was. I watched her gather her things and noticed that the girl talking to her was MiMi, the same girl Trey was talking to. I smiled because now I know for sure that this was meant to be. I laid back in my seat and drifted back to sleep.

~Alicia’s P.O.V~
I was finishing up my online classes for the day when Shad came in. He didn’t say a word he just went into the bedroom. I didn’t even bother him, I figured something was wrong. I got up and decided to cook something up because me and my son were hungry. I also knew Mya would be looking for something to eat once she came too. I decided to cook some baked chicken breast, mashed potatoes and green beans. I sighed and began cutting up the onions and bell peppers.

~Mya’s P.O.V~
School was finally over. I didn’t even bother to find Tyra or MiMi. I was headed straight my girl Licia, I could tell that she was upset about Shad. I wanted to cheer her up because she does not need to stress while being pregnant. Once I got off the train and was in my car I headed to the store to pick up some flowers and a card for my friend. I arrived to her house and knocked on the door.

“Hey mommy” I rubbed her belly and laughed
“Oh hush” she laughed
“Smells good in here girl what are you cooking?”
“I’m done now. I knew you would be hungry (laughs). I baked some chicken breast, mashed potatoes and green beans”
“Sounds good”
“Are you going to hand me my flowers or you going to hold on to them?”
“Oh my bad” I laughed handing her the flowers and card.
“Thank You”
“No problem. So is Shad here?”
“Yeah. He’s upstairs asleep. I’m surprised the cooking didn’t wake him”
“Mmm”
“Awe. This card is nice. Thank you girl I needed that”
“I know that’s why I brought it”
I sat down with my plate and began eating when Shad came into the kitchen
“What’s up Mya”
“Hey Shad”
“Baby Chris is coming over. Do we have enough food for him?”
“Yeah it should be”
“Cool. “ He started making his plate and once he was done he headed out the kitchen into the TV room.
I laughed at how Alicia rolled her eyes.
“Girl he gets on my nerves”
“Yeah but you love him though”
“I do. So what’s going on with Dre?”
I sighed “Nothing really. I’m pretty much done with him. It’s like all we do is argue. I don’t know but I think he’s cheating on me anyway. Well I know he is but I guess I’m starting to snap out of being in denial”
“Well whatever you do I support you and I’m here”
The doorbell rung. I heard Shad and his friend talking as I got up to put my plate in the sink I looked up and saw that Shad’s friend was the same guy from the diner this morning. We both looked at each other and shared eye contact. I smiled.
“Hey Chris. You and Shad can go in the TV room I’ll fix your plate”
“Thanks Alicia”
“Oh yeah. Chris this is Alicia’s best friend, Mya.”
He extended his hand out for me to shake “Hi Mya. Nice to meet you”
“Likewise”
He smiled while he and Shad made their way to the TV room.
“Chris is cool people. He doesn’t come around the house as much since we got married though. He says he respects the married people’s home.” Alicia laughed.
“That’s good. He seems like a nice guy”
“He really is”
“Hmm”
“You know what I don’t know why you two have never met. Maybe you should consider talking to him.”
“I don’t know. I’m not ready for anyone just yet.”
“Girl please if Dre can move on while you two are supposed to be together then you should use that among other things as motivation to let his ass go. Plus you don’t have any kids holding you back”
I sat there in silence and thought about what she was saying.
“I’m sorry. I must sound like a hypocrite”
“No girl your fine. Your right though.”

I sat there and thought about what Alicia had just said. As much as I dont want to but I know letting Dre go will be whats best.

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run it!!....

~Chris’s P.O.V~
I pulled up at the studio put my car in park got out and hit the alarm as I approached the door. I walked in and saw my boy Tyga sitting down chilling with some bad ass female.
“Aye man Shad in the back going over some beats” He gave me dap and I headed to the back.
“Say nigga” I yelled at Shad
“What’s good b?” He turned off the equipment and turned the chair around
I sighed and sat on the couch “Man you will not believe who Tootie brought to the house today”
“Who?” he raised his eyebrow
“Lisa”
“Are you serious?”
“Yeah. They kept trying to say I needed to talk to her and that it was important”
“Hmm. I don’t know about that one. What are you going to do?”
“I really don’t know but I’m upset her and my mom still communicate with her and then had her in the house”
“Damn man. I don’t even know what to tell you. Maybe you should talk to her though, if it’s that important”
I just looked at him and laid back while he turned around and started back on making his beats. The same feeling that came over me the night she text me slowly crept back … I was starting to re-think my decision on not speaking to her after all her son was the only family that she had left, maybe she really did need me.

Run it I am only able to comment on stories only on the weekends until I get my laptop fix I'm sorry.

Run it!!!!!!!!!!!!

More coming soon!

run it!

lol its ok... calm down hahaha

um please get it together!!!
wth were they thinking??
and no he doesn't have to prove himself
he proved himself billions of times that he was not worthy
damn!!...lol sorry a little mad lol
run it!!!

~Mya’s P.O.V~
It was finally Friday and I was happy as ever to be done for the week. I decided to go and do a little shopping for making it through the week and to keep my mind off of Dre. I had been doing really with ignoring him and not picking up. And for the first time within in the two years we’ve been together I feel good and able to focus on myself and not be stressed, this feeling only confirmed that I didn’t need to be with him but yet at the same time I still was missing him. I browsed through forever21 and picked out a few tops, some accessories I also grabbed two pairs of jeans and a pair of shorts. I didn’t want to over-do it but as I went to go check out I noticed a dress that I had to have and then I made myself stop and went ahead to the cash register. I spent a good 130 I loved forever21 and I think that all girls can agree that going in that store is overwhelming and you end up spending more than you need to but I deserved it. Once I was done I decided to go and see Alicia, I called her up to make sure she was home.
“Hello”
“Hey chick, are you home?”
“Yes ma’am I am. Where are you?”
“On my way over, well if it’s cool with you?”
“Of course. I’ll leave the door unlocked because I’m not coming back down to let you in”
“Lazy duck. Bye”
“Bye” laughs
I pulled up to her house got out and locked the doors to my car. When I walked up to the door I noticed it was somewhat cracked, I guess she didn’t close it all the way I went inside and closed the door and locked it then I went upstairs. Alicia was laying on the bed with her feet up eating a bowl of grapes and ice cream. I shook my head, being pregnant makes you eat some weird ass things that normally don’t mix.
“Hey pregnant lady”
“Hey girl”
I sat on the bed next to her.
“ What have you been doing all day”
“Being bored. I’m so ready to have this baby”
“Me too. Can’t wait to see my little nephew” I rubbed her belly and laughed
“So what’s up with you. Have you talked to Dre yet?”
“Yeah I did. I told him I was done”
“And this would be how many times now?”
“I’m serious though Alicia. I’ve finally came to my senses and of course he’s been blowing up my phone but I haven’t answered or replied to any text and you know how I am. I never could resist him, but now it’s like I’m over all the games, the lies, the bulls***. I’m just fed up, I mean I’ve been tired of it but yet I was still holding on to some kind of hope for us now it’s becoming so clear to me that he’s just not right for me.”
“Wow. I’ve never heard you talk like this I am so proud of you right now. I know it’s hard for you because even though you’re saying all these things, I know that you do love Dre and you love him with everything in you, but this is going to be a hard hill to climb because feelings don’t just go away like that. I’m here for you”
“Thank you, I know you are. I think that over time my feelings have slowly died little by little. I do love Dre, but I’m not in love with him anymore.”
“Well sweetie it’s his loss if you ask me, I think that you did the best thing you could have done. I mean you know firsthand how the drug game goes and you don’t need to be around that anyways, you have to much going for yourself and your too pretty to be wearing orange.” She laughed jokingly.
I laughed back a little my thoughts where wrapped up in a mix of emotions that I was feeling, but none the less I knew I had to move on. Something in my heart gave me a feeling that I was going to be ok and find the love I deserve.
“You ok ma?”
“Yeah girl I’m good” I smiled at her
“Don’t stay in that mood for too long.”
“Yeah yeah mom (laughs) so how are you and Shad coming along?”
“We’re good we had a talk and he has been showing me some act right and I must admit that I was the one tripping the other day. He really is changing” She sighed smiling from ear to ear.
“Awe. Well that’s is great news as much as I dog him I know Shad’s heart is in the right place. You two will be alright”
“I feel the same way. But anyways I hear that you and Chris go to school together?”
“Sooo?”
“Sooo… Why didn’t you tell me that?”
“I didn’t know he went to my school actually. I saw him the other day in the diner, but that’s about it. I mean it was nothing for me to go running in the streets screaming about”
“Mhmmm.”
“And how do you know he goes to school with me?”
“Shad! Duh!”
“Oh.”
“He’s single. He’s been single for about a year”
“And I’ve been single for a couple days. I’m not ready to move on love doctor”
“Well there is nothing wrong with being friends!”
“No it’s not but I just want to be focused on myself for a while”
“I guess looser.”
Alicia and I chilled for a few more hours watching the Martin marathon on TV One. That was one of my favorite shows, it always made me laugh and put me in a good place. I was starting to feel better but watching this also made me think of Dre because he and I used to watch it together as well.

~Chris’s P.O.V~
I pulled up into the driveway and saw Tootie was home as well as another car that was parked there. I walked in the house locking the door behind me. I heard voices coming from the kitchen so I assumed she had company. I went straight to my room and collapsed on my bed I was tired from work and school then going to the studio here and there also contributed. There was a knock at the door.
“What do you want Tootie?”
“I need to talk to you”
“About what?”
“Well, if you come out then we can talk”
“I’m tired so if it’s not important then please get away from my door”
“It is”
Seeing that she was going to keep harassing me I slowly got up and opened the door.
“What?”
“Come here”
I followed behind my sister into the living room and I just stood there unable to move I was in so much shock.

~Mya’s P.O.V~
I made it home and headed straight to my bedroom to put my bags down. I turned the light on and saw that I had a dozen of roses on my dresser they had a card attached to them just as I was about to open them my mom came into my room.

“Hey Miss Mya”
“Hey ma”
“You got your roses I see”
“Yeah. Do you know who they came from?”
“Girl I wasn’t trying to get all up in your business… “
I just laughed at her trying to sound cool “Whatever ma. When are you guys going on your trip?”
“Jerome says we’ll be flying out Tuesday”
“That sounds fun. Man I wish I didn’t have school”
“I know I would have loved for you to come with us”
“Yeah. Well I’m going to get some rest I have to work tomorrow”
“Alright baby goodnight” She kissed my cheek
My mom and step dad were gone half the time I barely see them now a days. Jerome works for APPLE I’m not sure exactly what he does but I know that he is always gone. I focused my attention back to my card and continued to open it.
“ Mya, I know I keep messing up and I’m so sorry for everything, but I love you and I really want to be with you. Please talk to me”
I sighed it was a nice gesture and I was flattered by it, but Dre is a sly one so I can’t let myself slip up. I cried a little bit because I was feeling so many different emotions and had so many thoughts I didn’t know what to do with myself. I loved Dre and was missing him, sometimes I think he knows what he’s doing to me by popping up just when I think I’m over him. But I refuse to keep saying it’s over and a week later we get back together he had to prove himself to me.

~Chris’s P.OV.~
As I stood there in shock I didn’t even hear that Tootie had been calling my name. She knew I was pissed.
“Chris can you say something please?”
“Man hell no, there is nothing to say. I don’t know why you even brought this bi-… girl in the house”
Lisa jumped up with tears rolling down her cheek. “Chris just hear me out, that’s all I’m asking. I need you”
“I think you should listen to her, even mama-“
“Hold up mama knows about this too? What the hell do you guys have going on.”
I stormed out of the room and heard my sister still trying to call me to come back but I continued to walk out and grabbed my keys. I called Shad up.
“Yo”
“Say man where you at?”
“I’m at the studio finishing up some beats. What’s good?”
“I’m about to roll through and let you know”
I hung up and was on my way to the studio. I didn’t know what was going on or why Lisa was even at my house. What had me more upset is that my mom and sister have been talking to her and they both know how I feel about her and what she did.

Damn Lisa...that's how u do em? smh PETTY!
good for you mya...that is great!!! needed!
so you can get to Chris ;) yesss lol
run it!!!!

WOW RUN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow. Lisa did Chris waaaay dirty. And bump Dru...Chris u need 2 make a move ASAP!!! Run it.

Aww Run It Mya needs to let Dre go and Lisa is so wrong for how she did Chris. Mya and Chris need to get together.

~Mya’s P.O.V~
I woke up to the sound of my phone vibrating again. I rubbed my eyes and yawned a bit and looked at my phone. Dre had called again about 10 more times I shook my head and laughed. I also saw that I had a text from him.
TXT from Dre: “Why aren’t you picking up? I know your mad but please pick up I miss you”
I laughed to myself “This guy” I said to myself as I got up and brushed my teeth. Once I finished I decided to fix myself something to eat first before I called him back.
“Hey stranger” Dre sounded like he was so happy to hear from me . And for some reason I can’t say that I was even the least bit excited.
“Hey what’s up?”
“Nothing. You ignoring me now boo?”
“Nah. Been busy”
“School?”
“Yep”
“How is it going?”
“Good”
“What’s wrong babe you don’t sound like you want to hear from me?”
I sighed “It’s not that but Dre really, when is this charade going to end? I mean one day we’re good spending time together then the next we argue or breaking up. Then I won’t hear from you for three days then you just pop up acting like everything is all good. I don’t know but I’m not going to sit here and keep playing this game, you have taken advantage of me you know that I love you and you just feel you can do whatever and I’m always going to be here, but it doesn’t work like that anymore Dre. You need to get it together or just move around”
I took a silent deep breath and let out a few tears. I felt somewhat better for getting some things off my chest but I was far from saying everything I wanted to say. It stayed quiet for a minute I don’t know what he was thinking but I was getting irritated because I practically poured my heart out and couldn’t get a response but that was Dre for you.
“Damn baby. I told you that I’ve been busy running around. I got business to handle and I told you that it would be times you wouldn’t hear from me. You said you could handle it so why you tripping?”
I sat there and thought about what he was saying. I already knew what he meant by “running around” and “handling business”. I have told him numerous of times that he should let that mess go and I was starting to come to my senses. He had to go.
“Well obviously what you have going on is more important than me...” He cut me off
“I love you and you know that. I’m just trying to get my s*** straight. I know you miss me and I miss you too baby but I told you and you knew so you can’t say anything about me not calling”
“Whatever Dre. You need to grow up and get you a real job. You’re going to eventually get caught up in all that mess and when you do nobody is going to be around to help you and who are you going to call like you always do? ME! That’s who, but I won’t be there Dre. I’m done”
I quickly hung up the phone not even waiting for a response. Truth is as much as I loved Dre I couldn’t be with someone who sold drugs and wasn’t trying to do anything life. It was time for me to grow up and start thinking about my future and I made the first step by putting my feelings to the side and doing the right thing. I cried to myself and watched as my phone continued to ring as I layed there and wiped my eyes I thought on if Dre would ever change. If he could just stop doing what he does then maybe we would have a chance. A part of me says to hold on and the other is saying let go but I don’t know which one to follow.. If I wait am I only waiting to be let down? Or should I move on? Man these LOVE PAINS…are no joke! I had so much on my mind I started to get a headache. I popped two Tylenols and cried myself to sleep.

~Chris’s P.O.V~
I came home and decided to clean up a bit. My sister works so much she forgets that she still needs to clean up behind herself. Hell I feel like the woman of the house half the time but I did it just only because I know how much she’s been working lately and I want to help her out. I walked into the kitchen and saw my mom sitting at the island reading and sipping on some water.
“Hey ma” I kissed her cheek
“Hey, how’s it going?” She put the book down and looked at me.
“Ah it’s good ma. How are you?”

“Tired as ever. Just trying to relax a bit”
“I see” I walked over to the stove and looked in the pots to see if she had cooked.
“Sorry baby. I didn’t cook anything today. But I just ordered a pizza a while ago. I knew you would be hungry” She laughed
“Thanks ma. I’ll pay for it” I kissed her cheek again before heading to my room.
While I waited for the pizza to arrive I decided to get some studying done. While I read and highlighted a few things out of my book my phone vibrated. It was a text and from a number that I didn’t know, curious to know who it was I unlocked my phone and read the text.
TXT from 404-835-9876: Hey Chris. I know it’s been a while, but I was just thinking about you and wondering how you’ve been. It’s Lisa just in case you don’t have my number anymore. Hit me back up.
I laughed I can’t believe this chick actually had the nerve to hit me up after everything she did to me. Lisa was my ex I used to date a year ago. She and I were high school sweethearts and had been through everything together but we broke up because I caught messing around on me and the thing about it was that she was driving my car around to go see this dude and had this nigga all up in my s***. That is the upmost disrespect, I gave Lisa everything and although I wasn’t perfect I never cheated on her and that car I let her drive was because she didn’t have anything. The kicker about it all is she got pregnant and had me thinking it was mine for a whole year and I was spending money on him and everything. I guess me and ole dude both played the fool because he was doing the same, and results showed neither one of us were the father for him. Thinking about it all makes me pissed to this day I don’t even know why she is texting she has crossed the line to the point of no return. She doesn’t even get a hello or acknowledgement if I see her in a public. I deleted the text and went back to studying, but for some reason I don’t know why I was so bothered by her texting me and for some reason something had me wanting to txt her back but I shook it off.

~Chris’s P.O.V~
As I sat with Shad eating and watching ESPN. I couldn’t help but think that it had to be fate that Mya and I have ran into each other on more than one occasion today. I planned on making a move soon, when the time is right of course. I heard the front door close and heard Alicia’s footsteps coming towards the TV room.
“You guys ok in here?”
Shad didn’t even respond. He was so into the game I just shook my head
“We’re fine Alicia thank you”
“No problem. And thank you for actually listening!”
She made a point to say that loudly but Shad still wasn’t paying attention. I laughed a little and she just rolled her eyes.
“Are you done with your plate?” She extended her hand.
“Oh yeah, that was good girl. Got me in here about to doze off” I smiled and handed her the plate.
“Mhmmm your welcome” She laughed and made her way back into the kitchen. I turned over to Shad who had his focus onto the game.
“Shad…Shad…Shad!!!!”
After about the fourth time of me calling him he finally looked up.
“Dang… I see why Alicia gets mad at you”
“What you talking about?”
I shook my head in amazement and disbelief of how he could just block everything and everyone out like that. “Alicia was talking to you a while ago when she came in you didn’t even pay her any attention. And I’ve called your name about a million times and your just now responding.”
“Really? You know how I get when I start watching the game man, but what’s up?”
“I guess. You need to check that before you end up having even more problems with your wife. She’s going to be in labor yelling for you and your ass is going to be in her watching the game until it’s over. By then she would have had the baby!”
“Whatever.”
“Anyways, what’s up with Mya. I saw her at school today and I’m feeling her vibe.”
“Ah man Mya is good people. I think you should go ahead and make a move. She has a dude she messes with but from what I know he’s no good, and I’m sure that is going to be a dead end”
“You know I don’t disrespect another man and his girl”
“Man I know Mya is tired of him, and by the way you two were looking at each other I think there may be something there for you to at least see where it goes. “
“Yeah. Well we will see”
“I bet money on it, you two will end up together”
“I see your sure about it, must be true then” I teased
“Watch!” He focused his attention back on the game. Although I did feel like he was right, but the fact that she has a man makes me a little more hesitant.

~Mya’s P.O.V~
I walked into my room sat on the bed and slipped my shoes off. I laid back and sighed, Dre had been calling non- stop since I left Alicia’s house. I was debating on whether or not to even call his ass I still had some thinking to do and even though I know letting him go is what I should do, I wasn’t so sure if I was ready. These things are much easier said than done Dre and I had history and that’s not something I wanted to just throw away. I drifted into a sleep.
~Alicia’s P.O.V~
I finally finished cleaning up the kitchen. I was irritated at Shad, he couldn’t even help wash one damn dish. I don’t know what happened to our relationship I remember when he was always concerned about me, asking me did I want help and just being emotionally supportive now it’s like I don’t exist. It makes me even more upset because I’m pregnant, but I was getting used to doing everything alone and was prepared to do for my son alone if had to too. I went upstairs picked out a set of pajamas and headed to the bathroom and started running my bath water. I sat on the side of the tub in a daze and snapped out once I heard Shad come in.
“Hey”
I remained silent and just looked at him.
“You alright?”
“I’m fine”
“Well I was waiting until everyone left but I wanted to tell you that I got the studio space today”
“Really? That’s great”
“Yeah baby. I wanted you to be the first to know, things are starting to come together. I told you we would be alright” He kissed my forehead and started to rub my belly the baby moved around a little I smiled.
“What’s that smile for”
“He started moving around”
“That’s cause he knows his daddy”
“Nah. That’s because you get on my nerves and he knows you make his momma upset!”
He laughed and so did I but I was still serious “Shad it’s like I don’t exist to you anymore. You don’t help me do anything anymore especially with me being pregnant it’s like you don’t even bother to see about me and my emotions”
“Are you serious?” He smiled
“Yes Shad I am” I gave him a an angry glare because I didn’t see anything amusing about what I was saying to him.
“Baby come on. I go to every doctor’s appointment with you. Whenever you’re not feeling well I’m here at your side meeting your needs. When you have a craving or want me to go to the store I’m always going. And I’m sorry for ignoring you earlier if that’s what this is about but you know how I am when the game comes on”
He was right. I couldn’t even say anything.
“ And yes I know I should help out more around the house and I apologize for that too but you know my mind was so set on getting the studio and doing all this running around for US, I kind of forgot. I get tired just like you babe. But now that it’s less thing that I have on my mind I promise to try and help more. If I don’t please don’t get mad ok” He lifted me up and hugged me “You are way too hormonal right now. I think that’s why you tripping”
“I’m sorry baby. I have been tripping but I still think about the past and how you hurt me I guess that when you are busy I get scared. But you are right you have been there for me, I appreciate it DADDY!” I kissed him
“You welcome”
I quickly remembered I was running bath water and turned the faucet off just in time before it overfilled. I reached my hand inside the warm water and pulled the drain up to let some of the water out. Shad started to laugh.
“Oh hush you distracted me”
“Yeah Yeah. Well hurry up and meet me in the bed so we can watch TV and have a movie night. I’ll fix you up some food you cooked, how about that?”
“How about some popcorn and a bowl of ice cream!”
He laughed “Ok”

I smiled as I stopped closed the drain and started to get undressed to bathe. I was happy and I guess I wasn’t completely over the past but Shad has been doing right by me and I guess I should move on and enjoy this good treatment and give the same in return. But that doesn’t mean I will forget.

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