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Secrets Are Made In The Dark...

YAY!!! I've been wanted to post this FOREVER but the website had some problem...anyways
This is a really good story. It starts off slow but it gets GOOD!
Enjoy girls!

Chapter 1: Home Sweet Home

I look behind me to see if he was still chasing me. Tears are streaming down my face and my breathing is heavy. This must be the end for me. I never thought this is how it would end. Me, running through a forest with some crazy guy behind me. Branches and leaves are snapping and cracking under my feet. The fog that I create from my breathing hits my face with every breath I take. For some reason, the forest seems to be ending. My feet stop abruptly when I realize I’m at the end of the forest. A cliff. Its either I jump or I stay and have him kill me.
“Jennifer! Come back here!” He yelled. His footsteps are getting closer and closer…
“Jump Jen, jump.” I said to myself. I said a quick prayer before letting myself fall off the cliff.

1 years before…

“The last box. Dad, can you get it?” I stood before the open car door where the box sat comfortably in the passenger’s seat.
“Sure hun” My father grabs the box while huffing as if it was heavy.
“Dad, that box is filled with pillows” I laugh a little.
“Really?” He stopped struggling with the box and continued to carry it into the house. I followed right behind him.
“Jen, have you seen the pool?” My mother asked me. She guided me in the direction of the pool.
“Wow. This house is amazing mom” I smiled. We went from living in a roach-infested apartment to living in a 5-bedroom, 3 bathrooms, 1 living room, 1 den, 1 kitchen, a basement, and pool, house.
“Alicia!” Both my mother and I directed our attention to the fence that separated our property from the neighbor’s.
“Except for the loud neighbors!” I said out loud, just so they can hear me.
“Lets go inside Jen” My mother guided me back in.
*
“Dinner was great, but my decked out room is calling!” I happily got up from the table, wishing both my parents a blessed night.
Every time I walk into my room, I take a second to admire its beauty. My mom did a great job in here: black, white, and red- just how I like it.
“Home sweet freakin’ home”

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Chapter 18: “Don’t Fall in Love” – Ne-Yo

I sat next to him not feeling comfortable. Even though he holds me with care, I feel like he doesn’t care. It’s all bull. It’s all a lie. He made me believe this was real. Please. Just like Ne-yo said, “don’t fall in love”; this is all for fun, no strings attached.
“Please don’t tell me you believe anything Tasha said” He said. He must sense my anger. I don’t have to say anything for him to know I’m not happy.
“I saw her Chris. I saw your daughter! You guys look alike” Chris jumped up from our comfortable position on the couch.
“F*** Jen! I don’t have a daughter!”
“You liar!”
“I’m not lying Jen! I lost my virginity to someone else, not Tasha! I broke up with her before we can even do anything!” His eyes were glossy, which made me think, was he going to cry? Does he care that much that he would tear up?
I crossed my arms and directed my attention back to the tv.
“You don’t even believe what I say. That’s f***ed up Jennifer”
“How can I believe you when the little girl looks like you?” I started to cry. It hurts because I really like Chris. Heck, I love the boy!
“So many people have my features. Who knows, that could be my dad’s child” I smile. He’s right; lots of people are light skinned with freckles and pink lips. Lots of people have a nose similar to Chris’.
“Ok. I’m sorry” I say. Chris sat back down and pulled me close.
“It’s fine.”
*
“Hey Jen” Alicia walked up to me, with tears in her eyes.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing. My life just sucks”
“I hear you girl”
“No you don’t. You have a boyfriend and I don’t” She wiped her tears away.
“You can get one. How about that guy you danced with at that house party?”
“Who Mijo? Nah” The bell rang. I hate to leave Alicia knowing that she isn’t feeling so good.
I rush down the hall to get to my next class. When I saw Nicole looking at me from her locker, I slowed down.
“Here” She shoved a bag into my hand.
“What’s this?” I looked at the bag as if it was contaminated.
“An at-home paternity test” She smiled. I’m convinced. She’s leaving me those messages.
*
“Tristen!” I was so happy to hear from my best friend. It’s been awhile since I spoke to someone who doesn’t have a bunch of problems.
“Hey. You sound happy?”
“Yes! I missed you so much. These people are freakin’ crazy” I laid down in my bed.
“I missed you too! How are they crazy?”
“Ugh, baby mama drama and so much more!”
“Well my mom said I can visit you on Christmas break”
“Really?” I’m so excited! I need my partner in crime to help me deal with the drama.
“Yeah. You can fill me in then” I look at my calendar. Its late October. Tristen won’t be here for 2 months.
“Ok. Talk to you soon. Love you” I said.
“Love you too. Bye”

Chapter 19: “Come Clean” – Hillary Duff

“Whoa. You look-”
“Tired? Stress? Angry? Sad?”
“No, I was going to say pretty” Trish snickered. She was not going to say pretty.
“Thanks. You know Nicole gave me a paternity test? Its for Chris and Christina”
“Who?”
“His supposed daughter”
“Oh” Trish looked away.
“Did he say it was his?”
“He told me like a hundred times its not his”
“Hmmm” Trish shifts her bag from one shoulder to the other.
“What?”
“I’m just thinking. Maybe they broke up because of that. But Chris is a good guy so I don’t think he’s lying”
I run my hands through my hair, then I yank some of it. I’m so stressed out!
“Hey, can you come with me to the guidance office real quick? I need a job”
“Sure”
Trish and I walked to the guidance office. I ask the secretary for a job in a hospital or health center.
“There is an opening for a student intern at Hopkins Hospital” she said.
“Great” I take the application and fill it out.
“I’ll let you know if you get the job”
“Thank you” Trish and I leave the office and head out of the school.
“Look at that poor guy” Trish says. It was a nerd who was being bullied. Some guys were pushing him around. He had a sign on his back. Who still does that anymore?
“Hey! Can you back off?” I said to the guys.
“Who are you? His mother?” One of the bullies said.
“No. But I can be your worst nightmare if you don’t back off”
“Please. You can be my hoe and I can be your pimp” What now?! Trish slapped the boy. Good. If she didn’t, I would.
“Lets go man” The other bully grabbed his friend. Like he was gonna do something. I went over to the guy they were bullying.
“Are you ok?” I asked him. He nodded his head and smiled at me.
“Here, let me get that” I reached for the piece of paper they taped onto his back.
“Kick me” I read the writing on the paper out loud. I handed it to Trish.
“Thank you” The guy said then left.
“You know what kicks? A baby.” Trish said. I turned and looked at her.
“What?”
“That’s what the paper says” She handed it back to me. I read what it said.
You know what kicks? A baby.
“I don’t get it” I said, but that’s a lie. I get it. The person, or should I say Nicole, is talking about Christina.
*
Tonight, Chris wants to take me to the forest. Rob, Carter, Ayrica, Alicia, and Trish are having a hide and seek game there. I’m a little scared. Its dark and were in the forest. I don’t know if Nicole and Tasha will show up and kill me.
“Who’s the finder?” Ayrica asked. She looked at me like I should do it.
“No Ayrica. How about you be the finder?” I said. She nodded in agreement.
“Fine. I’m not scared like Jennifer” Ayrica turned around so we could all run and hide.
“1, 2, 3-” She started to count. I saw everyone run and I stood there. I don’t know where to go. I’m scared!
“Come on” Chris took my hand and led me to a hiding space. We stood behind a huge tree that covered us both. Chris leaned against the tree, and I stood a few inches away from him.
“Come here” Chris motioned with his hands for me to get closer to him.
“Your tryna be a freak in the forest?” I asked before walking over to him.
“Yes” He lifted me up and wrapped my legs around his waist. Chris turned around so that my back was against the tree and he began to kiss me. Being with him makes the forest less scary.
“You guys are such freaks” I opened my eyes. Trish and Alicia were laughing at us. Chris didn’t care that they were there, and he wanted to keep going, but I had him put me down.
“Where are you?” Ayrica said. She was getting close.
“Lets go” Trish whispered. We all started running. I’m sure the sound of twigs breaking will catch Ayrica’s attention, but who cares. This is fun!
“We’re leaving you guys” Chris said, stopping us all.
“Leaving? Why?” Alicia asked him.
“Jen and I are leaving” He said. I raise my eyebrows.
“No I’m not” Chris whispered his reasons of wanting to leave to me. Trish and Alicia look at us waiting for our next move.
Lets see, stay here or have fun with Chris? Hmm…
“Bye girls!” I laughed. Trish and Alicia shook their head.
“Nasties” They said in unison.

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mannn i think chris is lyin bout christina
or tasha is...man someone is lyin got dammit
but i want 2 noe the whollleeeee truth behind their relationship nd wat happened n it

@Sara, check ur inbox

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Chris reaaly needs to teel thee truuth . Jenn doessnt need all of thaat dramaa . Buut Tashaa is a mess , Aliciaa is still wieerd too me. Buut ruun it pleaese.

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Chapter 17: “That Boy Is Mine” – Monica and Brandy

“Good Morning honey” My dad says from the kitchen table. He has a big plate of waffles and sausage.
“Morning” I sit across from him.
“You got mail” He hands me a thin white envelope. I take it and examine it before opening.
Promises are meant to be broken…
That was all that was written on an 8 ½ by 11in piece of paper. I checked the envelope for any address, but there was only mine.
“What are you doing today?” My father asks. I slowly rose from the table and grabbed a hoodie from the coat closet.
“I’m going out” I walked out the house. It’s October and it’s a little cold. Ever step I take ends with the sound of leaves breaking under my feet.
“It’s not true” I said to myself. This person has got me going crazy!
“Watch where your going” I heard a girl say. I look up and realize my feet have taken me to a park. Tasha stood in front of me with a little light skin girl by her side. Tasha is not light skinned so I don’t know how this baby is light skin. Unless its not Christina. It could be someone else.
“Whose this?” I asked her. She smiled at me like she knew what was on my mind.
“My daughter Christina.” I swear she knows about the notes I’ve been getting.
“Cute. She looks like-”
“Chris?” She says. Her voice is filled with excitement.
“No, I was going to say SpongeBob. She’s so yellow” I smiled at Tasha. Christina does resemble Chris.
“Whatever.” Tasha was about to walk away, but I pulled her back. I really need to ask her something.
“Why would you tell me to ask Chris about Christina when he doesn’t even know her?” Tasha looked me up and down like she couldn’t believe what I was saying.
“He doesn’t know her?”
“No”
“Bull. He made her, he can’t not know his daughter” I shook my head. I don’t know who to believe!
“Your ridiculous! Stop trying to end what Chris and I have! I’m sorry that you were a jealous b**** and you drove him away. That was the past, leave it there. Stop trying to get him back because he doesn’t want you.”
Tasha shook her head and laughed.
“I will beat you’re a** in a heart beat, remember that before you start popping off at the mouth”
Wait…would she really fight me in front of her child?
“B**** please. Remember what I said”
“Listen Jennifer Graham, this is Chris’ baby. He says he’s not the father, but he’s lying. Just stay out of my way and let me handle it ok?” Tasha picked up Christina and brushed pass me.
At first, I believed Chris, but when I saw Christina…I changed my mind.
Christina looks like him. She doesn’t even look like Tasha. But he said he didn’t impregnate her. I want to believe him so badly but the proof is right there. His daughter clearly has his DNA in her.
“AHHH!” I shouted. A single tear feel from my eye and onto the dry leaf on the ground. I walked to a nearby bench to sit and think. When I got to the bench, I saw a bunch of things written on it. I sat and started to read. “TJ + AL = LOVE!”, “Bad Chix all daii”, “I waz here!” Those were just a few of the things that were written on the bench.
Then, in big red letters:
Looks like you need Maury’s help.
“In the case of 2 year old Christina, You ARE the father Chris!”

I laughed. Even though this crap is creepy as hell and the situation I’m in is horrible, Maury jokes always get to me. Oh man, I shouldn’t laugh. I need a paternity test.

I think that he's crazy too :-S!

RUN IT!

I am surprised LOL Christina's a lil girl. Okay imma stop guessing coz it hurts to much to try and think what's up next I'll just RUN IT LOL.

*can't believe I thought he was a cross dresser, hmmm okay so he's not but I have a feeling he's some type of crazy*
LMAO post already I wanna know wus up

oooooh right!!!!!
well i cant say my answer now, i'll wait for a few posts!!!!!

but i'll message ya about something else!!!!

@ sara Lol, yeah u can message me. I bet u found out secret #2! Nd tristen is Jen's bff from back home. I think i mentioned her in like chapter 7 or 8 or something.

whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttt??!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?! wtf?!?!?! that spoiler got me lol run it!!!! i cant wait for it all to come out!

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMG! I liked the promise ring thing!!! so cute! :)

And The sneak peak is jusssst craaaazy! Who's trsiten???? and what is her relation to chirs??

I have answers, but I'll wait to find out ...... Or can I message U??? *Evil Eyes* LOL!

Chapter 15: “Teenage Pregnancy” – Vybz Kartel

“Drew is freakin’ sexy!” Alicia jumped when she saw him. Drew, the new student in that show Degrassi, is her favorite character.
“Ali needs to hop on that cuz I will go down to Canada and take him” Alicia and I have been really cool the past few weeks. She doesn’t give me attitude anymore. She has been one of my closest friends. But don’t think I tell her my business. If I told her about Chris and I and Tasha and all of that, she would probably act crazy. She and Tasha are best friends now, and I really don’t trust her all that much.
“Who do you think is fine?” She asks me. I cross my legs and think.
“Umm…none of them really”
“Seriously? Drew is so cute!”
“Naw, Chris is” I smiled thinking about my man. He is sleeping like a baby on the couch.
“No, Drew is” She rolled her eyes. Yeah, from time to time, she would roll her eyes, but never directly at me.
“You and Tasha got really close” I say. I honestly just want to know what they got going on. I think its so weird for Alicia to be besties with the girl she hated.
“Yeah. She’s cool. Don’t think I talk about you with her, cuz I don’t…well not anymore” She smiled.
It was silent for awhile. The only sound that was being made was from the tv and Chris’ quiet snoring. I kneel next to him and kiss his lips.
“The only thing that bothers me about Tasha is her daughter” Alicia said out of nowhere. My head did a 360 in less than five seconds. A child?! Tasha has a daughter?! What?!
“She has a…a kid?” My eyes widen. Alicia kept her focus on the tv, but nodded.
“Yeah, a girl named Christina” My jaw dropped. Christina and Chris are closer than you will ever be to him. That’s the only thing that went through my head. I thought Christina was an ex. Not a little girl. What if…what if that’s his kid?
“Oh. Is that his daughter?” I watch Alicia closely, afraid of what her answer might be. She turned and looked at me.
“No girl! Don’t be stupid!” Alicia laughed. I faked a laugh. I don’t believe that crap. Why would Tasha or Nicole or whoever leave me notes about Christina if she has nothing to do with Chris?
“Do you know why Chris and Tasha broke up?” I asked. I didn’t mean to, but it slipped out.
“Beats me”
I tried to focus on the tv after my conversation with Alicia, but I can’t. Tasha probably wants Chris to pay child support. I can’t even watch the show cuz my head is overflowing with curiosity.
“I’ll talk to you later. Its dinner time” I get up from the floor. Alicia waves to me as I leave her house.

Chapter 16: “Billie Jean” Michael Jackson

“Hey Trish” I sigh. My mood has been down ever since Alicia told me about Christina.
“I heard Tasha got a child” I said. Trish gasped.
“Wait, why did I gasp? I’m not surprised. Tasha is a hoe”
“Well, would you be surprised if I told you it was Chris’?”
“Yes! How do you know?”
“I don’t. I’m guessing”
“Just talk to him. Find out and keep me posted”
“Ok” Trish leaves me alone at my locker. I can see Chris coming down the hall towards me, smiling with Rob and Carter.
“Jennifer” He said.
“Christina” I spat out.
“Who’s that?” His face speaks for him. He doesn’t seem to know who Christina is.
“Your daughter” I shut my locker and started to walk away from him. Chris could very well be acting like he doesn’t know her.
“Wait Jennifer, what happen?” He stopped me in the school parking lot.
“I heard you have a daughter by Tasha”
“Where the hell did you hear that sh*t from?”
“So its true?!”
“No Jen! I would never impregnate Tasha” I shake my head. This is all too much.
“She has a daughter” I walk towards Chris’ car.
“I didn’t know that” He stands in front of me.
“Why did you guys break up anyways?” I want to trust Chris, but that note said he was close to Christina. Maybe Tasha did that on purpose just so I could freak out.
“Tasha was jealous of everything”
“You don’t say” It was quiet for awhile.
“I got something for you” Chris ran around to the passenger side. He came back around with a small box.
“You got me jewelry?” Chris shook his head.
“Damn, you ruined the surprise”
“Sorry. Go ahead, surprise me” I watched as he opened up the box to reveal a ruby ring. The ruby was cut into a heart.
“It’s beautiful” I give him a quick peck on the lips.
“It’s a promise ring” He says, looking me in my eyes.
“What’s the promise?”
“I promise to stay true to you. I promise to keep that smile on your face. I promise to continue loving you” My smile widens. He loves me?
“I love you too”
Chris isn’t the problem here; it’s that crazy b**** Tasha.
*
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Alright u guys, this is a "sneak peak" from chapter 31. U DONT have to read it if u think it will be a spoiler, I just want ppl to think of what might happen.

“Your name is Chris?” Tristen said. She turned and looked at me with wide eyes.
“Get away from her!” I said, pushing Tristen behind me.
“Jennifer. Wow, It’s been awhile” He said. I was surprised to see hurt in his eyes.
“Yeah, thank God” He hesitated before speaking again.
“I know we had our problems-”
“Don’t” I put my hand up to silence him. Everything that comes out his mouth is pure sh*t. I discovered that the day the truth came out.
“Wait. Just listen-”
"No." He reached out to touch me.
“Stop!” I yelled. If I draw attention to myself, he’ll leave. And just like I thought, he did, Chris slowly walked away from me. I turned around to see a frightened Tristen.
“What?” I asked her. Chris isn’t that scary.
She pulled her bloody sleeve up. Why is her sleeve bloody? I asked myself. Her arm was bleeding and something was carved into her skin..
Stay the f*** away b*tch

runnn it!

ruun itt .

WAIT a minute.........@courtney b, are u the same courtney b from chrisitis? Cuz i think ur reading my story "Pretty Big Problem" on that site.

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OOOOh RUN IT!!!

Btw I sent the new msg be4 I read the reply I didnt even notice that I have a new msg ...

But as i said imma be quite and I'm happy to feel that im a smartieeeeeee LOLZ! and yeah u right ur story really hit me! :(

run it...i think tasha is up to sumthing

I think Alicia is crazy as the f***!!!!!!!!!!! Bi-polar ass lmao.... I want to know the secret and I hope they quit torturing Jen

OOOO RUN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Chapter 13: “Got Your Back” – T.I ft. Keri Hilson

“Hey Jen! We haven’t talked in a looooooooong time!” Alicia scared the crap out of me. I shut my locker and began to walk away from her.
“Hello? I’m talking to you”
“I know that. Why?”
Alicia sighed. It was a long exaggerated sigh.
“Listen, I was just a little mad. I thought I was losing my brother again. No hard feelings?” Alicia held out her hand. I reluctantly shook it.
“Yeah. Sure”
“Cool” She walked away from me. I saw Carter walking down the hall so I sped up to catch him.
“Hey Rob”
“Hey Jenny. Chris told me about Tasha feeding you false info”
“Its all good. I’m over it”
“No you aint” He killed my joy. What does that mean?
“Huh?”
“Tasha has a best friend named Nicole. Nicole loves to handle Tasha’s business for her. She likes to torture people who mess with Tasha. Watch out.” Rob laughs like this is funny. Back home, if you got drama YOU handle it. It’s not everyone’s battle, it’s just yours. The only time my friends would get involved in my drama is if I’m about to get jumped. Then they go right ahead and fight with me. Besides that, they don’t go fighting battles that aren’t theirs; Nicole has this gang mentality. “Mess with one, you mess with us all”. I bet that’s what she lives by. She needs to cut that out a.s.a.p.
“Yo, wait up!” Trish calls me from behind. I spun around and saw her running as fast as possible.
“What happen with Nicole?” She said, out of breath.
“Nothing. I didn’t do anything”
“She’s outside talking a lot of mess about you. Oh Lord, this is too much for the first month of school!”
My head begins to hurt. I’m so stressed. I got to deal with Tasha, Nicole, Alicia’s weird self, and my relationship with Chris.
“Come with me” I feel myself being pulled towards the front door. It’s Chris. He looks upset.
“Tasha! Nicole!” He calls for them when we get outside.
“Yeah?” Tasha smiles at him. Nicole grilled the hell out of me.
“I don’t love you and I don’t want you Tasha. Stop trying to ruin my relationship because you didn’t know how to keep ours.”
“You broke up with me for no reason!”
“I broke up with you because I had to Tasha. And Nicole, this is the suburbs, not the hood. Act like you know where you are” Chris just put them both in their places.
“Thank you baby” I place a kiss on his cheek. Tasha walked away from us.
“Let me know when they mess with you alright?” Chris kissed me.
“Ok”
*
I was nervous walking into English class. Tasha might do something crazy like unscrew my desk, so when I sat it would fall. I wonder if Tasha is leaving the notes or if its Nicole? Nicole does have her back after all. She might be doing this.

Chapter 14: “U A Mi Baby” – Vybz Kartel

Chris took me to a party. The whole school was there. This must be the unofficial back to school party.
“I’ll be back” Chris went into the kitchen. He left me alone in a packed living room. Guys are dancing around me but I don’t want to dance with any one of them.
“Shake them hips girl!” Alicia came out of nowhere. She was fist pumping to “Shots”
“I can’t dance to this!”
“Yes you can!” She started to put more emphases on the fist pump. I laughed a little.
“There goes Chris. Dance with him!” She disappeared into the crowd. Right on que Chris came up behind me asking me to dance with him.
“Not right now” I said.
I look around and see Tasha with Nicole. They watched Chris and I. Maybe I do want to dance.
I push myself against Chris and started to whine on him. As the song went on, we got more into the dancing. I can feel Tasha’s eyes burning a hole in my face. I’ll give her something to watch.
Daggering by RDX came on. Tasha will love this.
It was a daggering affair on the dance floor. Chris slammed me into his pelvic so hard, it hurt. Even though he was way too into this and I was starting to feel pain in my backside, I kept a smile on my face. When I looked up, Tasha and Nicole were gone. Good.
“You didn’t dance like this at my house party” Chris said.
“You didn’t give me the chance. You went to attack Alicia and that guy”
The rest of the party was cool. I spent all my time dancing with Chris. The DJ played a lot of different genres: reggae, dancehall, soca, r&b, hip hop, rock, and pop. The party was so good. I didn’t see Tasha or Nicole for the rest of the night. Alicia wouldn ‘t stop by sometimes and talk to me. She must like me again. About time.
*
(at school)
“Girl that party was crazy!” Ayrica booty bumped Trish. Trish sucked her teeth.
“Ayrica! Get your tipsy a** away from me!”
“Tipsy?” I said. I don’t think Ayrica would be tipsy in school. That’s just crazy.
“I’m not tipsy chick. I saw you dancing miss thang.” Ayrica said to me. We arrived at Carter’s locker. I recently found out that Carter and Ayrica are together.
“Hey girls” Carter said.
“We had fun yesterday, right Carter?” Ayrica grinned. She has been so happy this morning.
“Lord, if this girl talks about that party again…” Trish looked up. I laughed at them.
“Tasha was hating on you” Carter said. Why am I not surprised? At least she didn’t say anything to me.
“Its fine. As long as she keeps quiet”

@ Sara, awwwww im glad my story hit home! oh and I'm glad u sent a message. lol, the other readers would have been highly upset with u if u posted ur thoughts here.

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Cuz I used to be with guy who has a twin sister, but she nothing like Alicia, they don't hang out together ... But still close! We broke up long time ago, I thought I was over him but I saw them with another gurl a month ago .. It hurt me, but its ok! I'm gonna find some1 whoz better then him =D!

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