dragonfly909: Tuesday, August 31, 2010 - 22:49
Driven to Madness 2: Changed?
Have I really changed? Did Niece give up her freedom for someone who can’t change? Should I tell him the real reason I killed Harlem? He’d hate me. He’d leave me. I’d be alone. Again, with no one. Am I still “crazy” as everyone said? Was my “change” temporary? Has my mind really left me? Am I still driven to madness? Was I taken down a side road of madness and then set back down the main road? I can feel myself reverting back to madness. Is it because I won’t tell him the reason?
Have I really changed? Did the madness never leave? Or did it leave but find some way back into my life? Am I being driven to madness again?









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hahahaha - since im at the gym.. im not allowed all that lmao.. my trainer would have a heart attack.. i have protien bars.. theres this one you'd like tho.. it have huge chunks of chocolate in it lolz
when i had one yesterday i laughed and thought you'd probably snatch it from me if you was here LOL
yeah....i was actin crzy......i had 3 mountain dews.....a doughnut nad some candy....then 2 twix...mmmmm.....
lolz thats cool =)
thank u! and iu cnt lie to u....i had a lot of sugar yesterday.....
ohhh i get it now lmao - good end
driven to madness 1&2 were a dream....the last paragraph in ►◄ was her waking up.....gt it NOW?!
but was that like chris about to stab her and harlem came to stop him and then thur was someone else.. and now shes turning madd...
was it real or a dream??
yeah well i didnt get alot of ur ending to TTD either so i guez were even.....read it a few more times and see if aything clicks
i so didnt get that part lmao
watev!!!
lol cool i'm getting off of here now - i'll be back for more posts and hopefully when i return none of your stories will have been canceled smh..
yeah u shuld of....is ok tho i mean ive heard it before
haha yeah i definitely should have found that out before that comment lmao
im about 6 years junior to a 21 yr old......some things are better left unspoken
lol actually i don't but im assuming your under 21, i could be completely wrong lmao i apologize for my "outburst" haha it was the first thing that to came to mind
do u know how old i am?
i mean i get this stuff at skewl evry1s always tlkn bout it...but u ruined the convo with that outburst*shakes head*
lmao!!!! we're just preparing you for the "real world" lol
*shudders* yall gon corrupt me i swear!!!
haha sorry! :)
yea thats nasty......ewwww....*shudders* U NASTYYY!!!! *runs away*
haha! well i've had neither at this point but I could use some good d***.... too much?
huh...usuali im happy like that for 2 reasons
1. sugar
2. dru
lol cuz it's good to be happy? haha idk just because?
but y???
of course!!! :)
yes! yes! yes!
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sum1s hapi i see...
part 3! part 3! part 3!! :)
I smiled mysteriously, “I love you too.”
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He towered over the petite figure in the bed. Something glinted in the moonlight. It was a dagger. The same dagger, in fact, used to kill his wife and child with. He threw his arm up and was about to plunge it in to her heart when her piercing sapphire emerald eyes opened. He stopped in midair and watched as his prey’s eyes stared at him.
Her mouth moved to form the words, “Do it.”
He was frozen. He knew it would be so much easier to go on and get it over with but her eyes showed what she used to be like. They showed her innocence, love, and wisdom.
A blurry figure appeared beside the bed.
“Don’t do it.” The figure whispered.
“Do it.” The girl whispered.
He was caught between them.
“Don’t do it. If you kill her you will feel the pain she does. You and she are connected. You can’t kill your heart and expect to live.” Whispered the apparition.
The girl looks up at what’s going on around her. Everything is getting blurry around the edges. She blinks and everything begins to blink in and out of existence. She shuts her eyes then slowly opens them. She begins to hear the words, “succumb to the madness” repeated over and over.
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I awoke to the Hunter whispering in my ear, “Succumb to the madness.” I jolted upright and noticed I was bound at the wrists to a board in a field.
I scream, “NO!” Light envelops the night and when it dies nothing is left of the Hunter and his minions.
I looked up to the star filled night and whisper, “Thank you for showing me the road of Madness.”
Someone come up behind me, “You’re okay?”
“I’m perfect.” I turn around and embrace Chris and get lost in his scent.
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Done with part 2!!! Working on part 3!!!
I leaned up and whispered in his ear like he had mine, “Home.”
We arrived home and just made it into the door when Chris started to kiss me. That’s when I brought my hand up to his back and in my hand there was a knife. Just as I was about to bring it down into his back he began yelling my name.
“Illiana?! Are you ok!?” Chris was snapping in my face.
I blinked a few times and noticed we were still in the park and I was still in his arms hoisted in the air.
“It was all a dream.” I whispered to myself.
“You good?”
“Yeah…I’m fine.” I wriggled in his grasp but he didn’t let go. “Chris you can let go now.” I sighed exasperated.
“What if I don’t want to?” He sounded like a little kid.
“Pwease?”
“No.”
“Chris.”
“Illi.”
“Christopher.” I warned.
“Illiana.” He mimicked.
“Christopher Maurice Brown.”
“Illiana Aurelius Triton.”
“Put me down please.”
“I don’t wanna.” He pouted.
“Take me home then.”
“Aye, aye Cap’n Triton!” He took off towards our house.
When we got home it was dark out. I walked in and changed and lay down to sleep. Chris didn’t think that was a good idea.
“Illiana come on.” He tried to pull me up.
“I’m sleepy.”
“Get up!”
“NO MOM!” I giggled.
“Come on!” I leaned up a little bit and pulled him down with me. I held him around the neck until he stopped fighting.
“Lie down and calm down.” I whispered in his ear.
“But…”
“No buts.”
“Yes Mom.” He mocked and lay down beside me and snuggled closer. “I love you.”
I smiled mysteriously, “I love you too.”