"Dad ? youuu homee ? "
I asked as i lay my bag down on the floor .
hmm i quess not. I walked upstairs
to my room and laid on my bed. Thoughts of
the day filled my mindd. Boy , was school borinqq.
`NEW TEXT MESSAGE`
i looked at my phonee as it kept vibratinqq.
Starinq at it before i picked it up.
Dreadinq on who it was , because i already knew.
I scratched the back of my neck beforee retrievinq it of the bed
"I thouqht i told you to be here after school Camren?.! Dont Fckinq Play With Mee trick ! ."
My heart fell into my stomachh.
i knew who it wass. Dare i even respond ?
No , NO. ! Just set it down and he will go away.
He will . He`ll think somethinq wronq with my phone
or i didnt get the message , somethinq.
`NEW TEXT MESSAGE`
My heart Dropped .
"Camren i will fcckinnn come over there ! . btch you have 5 minutes to qet the fck over here before i tell your daddy that his "little anqel" isnt the virqin he thinks she is. "
"Fckn a**hole ! "
i yelled beforee hoppinq off my bed to put on my shoes.
why mee ? what did i do to deserve thiss ? !
I walked down the steps and across the street.
I knew i wasnt qoin to like what was about to happen.
How did everythinq even end up this way. I remember.
My 16th birthday.
"Camren come overrr ! ive qot a birthday present for you :) "
"Really , what is it christopher ?"
"You qotta come seee ! "
" lol stop playin , what it is !?"
"ok , im cominq noww. "
I ran down the steps super excited.
my best friend chris had a birthday gift for me . :)
"Cam , where you qoiinq?"
"ill be back dad , im qoin across the street "
i ran overrr into chris`s house.
i said as i raced up the stepss .
i looked at the door knobb before turning it.
D A R K . i felt my way over to the bed and sat down.
only to sit upon a body.
"Christopherr? What The - "
Is all i could say before his toungue was down my throat.
he embraced my body and slowly laid me to the bed.
I liked it because i loved chris. I wanted to lose my virqinity by him.
I wanted him to have all of me . He pulled up my dress and down my panties.
I was W E T . Never had having this feelinq before i didnt know what to do.
I was unexperienced , but he wasnt. He pulled out a condom and opened my thighs .
I took a deep breath waitinq for the impact.
"I love you christopher brown "
i said with closed eyes.
" Ahaha , I know you do shortyy "
"HUH? C-Christian ? OMG . STOP ! "
"Na its too late for that shorty im practically in ! "
He said with a laugh before he pushed himself into me .
"CHRISTIAN PLEASE STOP ! WHERES CHRISTOPHER ? CHRISS ! CHRISS !"
i said throuqh cries and wimpers .
"P-Pleasee. stoppp. christain pleasee "
'Na shortyy. Its mines Noww. "
That was the Official day i hated Christain Brown .
Thhe love of my lifes twin brother. How was i ever qoinq to qet out of this.
i thouqht before rinqinq the doorbell.
"About time you qot here ! Ive been wantinq my dicckk sucked all day "