ı grabbed the earphones off the mic, and signal wayne to turn the volumne all the way, I had so much anger and shyt that I wanted to get off my chest about my baby momma, I was feed up with the bullshyt I just needed to vent fast, soon as I stepped foot in the studio I headed straight to booth.
<strong>"please! no pity for a g,
though i gotta son that i barely get to see,
i see him for an hour, after that he got to leave. <strong>
<strong>on top of that i only get to see him once a week .
yeah,... right,..... lucky me.
well fuk corporate pope and whoever disagree.
i learned a valuable lesson indeed,
but i'm just tryna be the best father i can be.<strong>
<strong>apparently i’m an unfit father,
because all i know is dope and all i got is dirty dollars.
but i’m selling dope to help my family get farther
cause no 9 to 5 is gone prevent us from starving.<strong>
<strong>i’m sorry jalen i don't get to see u like i want to;
i just want to let u know i want to<strong>
if the court grant me visitation then i’m going to,
but you too young to understand what we going thru<strong>
<strong>and your momma lowdown,
she just doing everything to hurt me right now.
because i don’t love her like i use to,
so to get back at me
she know she got to use you.
and i don't know what else ….to do,
she don’t understand that this shyt will bruise u too.
and now i gotta take the bytch to court,
so either way.......
it’s a lose, lose.<strong>
<strong>i tried talking to the bytch,
but she keep using you as a bargain & ship,
and i am not the one to be barging with,
that just make me want to go and put my paws on that bytch.
i swear this shyt aint even right bruh,
i aint even gotta chance to change your fuking diaper.
this is what i get for going raw when i piped her,
thinking that i loved her when i shouldn’t even liked her. <strong>
<strong>but i do not regret my child,
stupid bytch i just want to see my child,
do what u may, but u will never make me bow,
fuk child support bytch take me to trial,
why u with the shyt cause i aint read you no vows,<strong>
<strong>bytch move on me and u aint working out,
so what it matter if i moved or work out.
long as i provide and put food in his mouth,
<strong>matter fact i’m in school right now,
case the music don’t work and i can put the work down,
my momma say this shyt sure to work out,
all the bullshyt i’m going thru to see my first child,<strong>
<strong>see his first steps,
see his first smile,
hear his first words,
teach him how to count,
but i guess i been counted out,
seeing as the bytch don’t won’t me around,
when i speak to him, he don’t recognize the sound,
the sound of my voice, so he just looks around i know she enjoys,
so i suck it up and smile
but fuk the stupid bytch i just want to see my child …
said i just want to see my child<strong>
<strong>i just want to see my child,stupid bytch i hope u fukin proud."<strong>