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"I Cry" (Please read to let me know if u like what i have so far)

I Cry to hide the pain that i feel. no one knows that i cry myself to sleep some nights. i wonder where my life is heading. i feel sometimes i should not be here and should be in another place. i feel like my life is not where it should be so I Cry. my life has been hard growing up. i have always been a big girl so I Cry. i try not to think about what people say about me but I Cry still cry becuz it hurts. people see me happy and always smiling not knowing i cry to hide the pain. I Cry wondering if i will ever find that special someone to luv me for me I Cry sometimes to relieve pressure off me. I Cry becuz i don't like to talk about it so i like to write instead. even though I Cry i still find a way to keep going each day. i know i have people who luv me and want to help but I Cry. maybe one day will have the strength to talk to someone and realize that i do belong here and i will find love. right now i sit here and still cry. may be i will find that special someone and my life will feel complete. i am going to keep my head up and continue to do what i have been doing with my life. one day i will feel lucky and everything will be fine so i won't have to cry anymore.

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Aww I hope they can resolve there differences, and I admire Chris for wanting to hash things iut with her dad. Run IT!!!

U KNOW I TOLD U ABOUT THAT? CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I WAS LAUGHING SO HARD I COULD NOT BREATH. I SAT ON THE BED STILL LAUGHING. CAN U GET ME SOME WATER PLEASE? SURE I WILL BE RIGHT BACK. I LOOKED TO SEE ME MY MOM CALLING MY PHONE. HEY MA. HI TAMARAH. R U OK? I AM FINE MOMMA. WHERE R U NOW? I AM AT CHRIS HOUSE. I JUST MOVED IN A FEW THINGS HERE. SO U FINALLY MAKING THE MOVE. YES MOM. I WAS CALLING TO SEE IF U TWO COULD COME OVER HERE. RIGHT NOW. YES RIGHT NOW. WHAT IS WRONG? NOTHING WRONG. I JUST THINK IT IS TIME FOR US TO SIT DOWN AND TALK WITH YOUR FATHER. MOM PLEASE DON'T START THIS. I KNOW HOW U FEEL AND HOW HE FEELS. U TWO NEED TO TALK THIS THING OUT. I KNOW MOM BUT I JUST KNOW WHEN WE GET THERE HE IS GOING TO BE NEGATIVE. I PROMISE U HE WILL NOT BE THAT WAY. I JUST DON'T THINK WE SHOULD DO THIS NOW. DO WHAT NOW? CHRIS ASKED ME. MY MOM WANTS US TO COME OVER AND TALK THINGS OUT RIGHT NOW. GIVE ME THE PHONE HE SAYS. WE WILL BE RIGHT HE TELLS MY MOM. CHRIS..........NO TAMARAH. WE WILL SEE U GUYS IN A FEW. ALRIGHT CHRIS AND THANK U SO MUCH SHE SAYS TO HIM. CHRIS Y DID U DO THAT? SHE IS RIGHT TAMARAH. WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS AND HOLDING OUT ON DOING IT IS NOT GONNA HELP WITH ANYTHING. I CAN TAKE WHATEVER HE SAYS ABOUT ME. YEAH I KNOW BUT I JUST KNOW WE R GONNA JUST ARGUE AND YELL AT EACH OTHER. MAYBE THAT IS WHAT U GUYS NEED TO DO. BESIDE, I KNOW YOUR MOM WILL NOT LET THINGS GET OUT OF HAND. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DO THIS CHRIS. I AM NOT GOING NO WHERE AND I WILL BE THERE THE WHOLE TIME U GUYS TALK UNLESS HE ASK ME TO LEAVE TO SPEAK WITH U ALONE. SO COME ON AND LET GO. I WAS REALLY NOT FEELING THIS RIGHT NOW. I KNEW MY DAD WAS GONNA BE JUDGING US THE MOMENT WE GET THERE. I WAS REALLY NOT TRYING TO STRESS OUT ABOUT THIS EITHER.

LOOK, EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE I PROMISE HE TELLS ME. AND U NEED TO JUST RELAX AND LETS SEE HOW THIS PLAYS OUT. ALRIGHT CHRIS LETS GO. AS WE R LEAVING I SEE THE SAME GUYS ACROSS THE STREET STARING AT ME. I LOOKED TO SEE SHAWN STANDING THERE WITH MARIA AS WELL. THEY WERE TALKING TO EACH OTHER. FIGURES THEY WOULD KNOW EACH OTHER. HEY TAMARAH. HEY MARIA. SHE IS BEING FRIENDLY TO U CHRIS SAYS. YEAH AND IT IS WEIRD TOO. U GUYS HATED EACH OTHER RIGHT. YEAH WE DID AND WHEN I SAW HER COME IN THE STORE, SHE JUST DIDN'T SEEM LIKE THE SAME PERSON I KNEW BACK THEN. I MEAN WE REALLY DID NOT LEAVE LIKE EACH OTHER AND SHE ALWAYS WANTED SHAWN. I GUESS MAYBE SHE HAS CHANGED OR MAYBE SHE JUST WANT ME TO SEE HER AND SHAWN R TOGETHER NOW. I DON'T KNOW CHRIS. I JUST THINK THAT IT IS REALLY WEIRD. I WAS FEELING REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT GOING TO SEE MY FATHER. I MEAN THE WAY WE HE JUST DID NOT WANT TO TALK TO ME REALLY HURTS. IT SEEMS LIKE I WAS ALWAYS WILLING TO TRY WITH HIM BUT HE WASN'T. WE R HERE CHRIS SAYS. I KNOW U R NERVOUS ABOUT THIS AND SCARED. U HAVE KNOW IDEA CHRIS. LIKE I SAID BEFORE, I AM HERE AND I AM NOT GOING ANY WHERE. WE WILL BE FINE SO LET JUST GO AND SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN. AS WE R WALKING TO THE HOUSE, I SEE MY MOM WAITING FOR US. I HAVE NOT BEEN HOME IN A LONG TIME. AFTER THE INCIDENT WITH USHER, I JUST STAYED AT MY HOUSE. MY MOM HAD WANTED ME TO COME HOME BUT I TOLD HER I NEEDED TO BE ALONE. EVERYTHING STILL LOOKED THE SAME. I AM SO HAPPY U GUYS CAME. AS WE WALKED IN, I SEE MY DAD STANDING AT THE DOOR. I JUST KNEW THINGS WERE ABOUT TO EXPLODE BETWEEN US.

freaks lol. Nice gift Chris.

THE SONG BEGAN TO PLAY AND I WAS THINKING HE HAD ANOTHER HIT ON HIS HAND. IT WAS ANOTHER SONG FOR THE CLUBS AND I KNOW PEOPLE R GONNA LIKE THIS SONG. IT HAS ME DANCING WHILE HE PLAYED IT FOR ME. CHRIS WAS LAUGHING AT ME BECAUSE OF THE WAY I WAS DANCING. I TAKE IT U LIKE THIS SONG. I LOVE THIS SONG CHRIS. I KNOW THIS SONG WILL BE PLAYING IN CLUBS EVERYWHERE. U KNOW IT DOESN'T SURPRISE ME HOW MUCH YOUR CAREER HAS GOTTEN BACK ON TRACK. U R SHOWING PEOPLE THAT U CAN DO JUST ABOUT ANYTHING WHEN IT COMES TO YOUR MUSIC. I KNOW AND I HOPE PEOPLE LIKE THIS ALBUM AS MUCH AS THEY LIKE F.A.M.E. I KNOW THEY WILL AND U HAVE TO MANY PEOPLE THAT SUPPORT AND A FAN BASE THAT IS CRAZY RIGHT NOW I TELL HIM. HE PUT ON THE NEXT SONG BY FAT JOE THAT FEATURED HIM. WHEN IT CAME ON, I WAS NOT SURPRISE BY THIS SONG. I LIKE FAT JOE AND BY HIM ADDING CHRIS TO SONG I KNOW PEOPLE R GONNA REALLY LIKE THIS SONG. HE WAS RIGHT ABOUT ME LIKING THIS SONG. I THINK HE WAS MORE INTO THIS SONG MORE THAN I WAS AT FIRST. CHRIS WHAT R DOING? HE STARTS SINGING TO ME AND AND DOING A LITTLE STRIP TEASE FOR ME. CHRIS U R CRAZY. I HAVE TO SAY I WAS ENJOYING MYSELF THOUGH. I PULLS ME UP TO DANCE WITH HIM. I TURNED TO FACE HIM AS HE IS STILL SINGING AND HE LENDS DOWN AND KISSES ME. SO WE STARTED KISSING AND WE ENDED UP ON HIS COUCH HE HAD DOWN THERE. WE WERE MAKING OUT WHILE THE SONG WAS STILL GOING. AS HE IS KISSING MY NECK, I HEAR MY PHONE RINGING. DON'T ANSWER THAT HE SAYS. I NEED TO ANSWER IT OR THEY WILL KEEP CALLING ME CHRIS. HE KEPT ON KISSING ME AND MY PHONE RUNG AGAIN AND SO DID HIS. ALRIGHT DAMN HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME. I STARTED LAUGHING AND HE WAS MAD. THIS IS NOT FUNNY HE SAYS. AW STOP ACTING LIKE A BIG BABY. HELLO. YEAH WHERE YA'LL AT. WE R STILL HERE AT CHRIS HOUSE TAMEKAH. R U GUYS COMING BACK? SHE ASKED ME. YEAH WE WILL BE THERE IN A FEW. I FEEL CHRIS HANDS ON MY THIGH AND HE STARTED SUCKING ON MY NECK. I KIND OF DOSED OFF FOR A MINUTE AND DIDN'T HERE MY SISTER STILL TALKING TO ME. TAMARAH..........HELLO......... R U STILL THERE? YEAH I..........AM........STILL.........HERE...... I TELL HER.

R U OK? I AM FINE. I WAS CALLING TO SEE IF U GUYS WANTED TO GO TO THE MOVIES STILL? CHRIS U WANNA..........I COULD BARELY TALK. U WANNA GO TO THE MOVIES STILL? I ASKED HIM. NOT REALLY HE SAYS TO ME IN MY EAR. I THINK WE R GONNA PASS ON THE MOVIES SIS. ALRIGHT THEN. R U GUYS STILL GOING? YEAH WE R ABOUT TO LEAVE NOW SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT YA'LL HAVE I TELL HER. YEAH YA'LL HAVE FUN TO SHE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW SHE WAS SMILING ON THE OTHER END. BYE TAMARAH. BYE. I DROP MY PHONE TO THE FLOOR AS WE STARTED KISSING AGAIN. CHRIS GOT UP AND TURNED OFF THE MUSIC. COME ON AND LETS GO UPSTAIRS HE SAYS TO ME. AS WE R HEADING UP THE STAIRS, HIS DOOR BELL RINGS. HE OPENED THE DOOR AND IT WAS A PACKAGE FOR HIM. HE TURNS TO GIVE ME THE PACKAGE. CHRIS WHAT IS THIS? IT IS JUST SOMETHING I SAW THAT I THOUGHT U MIGHT LIKE HE SAYS. U DIDN'T HAVE TO GET ME WHATEVER THIS IS CHRIS. JUST OPEN IT AND SEE WHAT IT IS PLEASE. ALRIGHT CHRIS. I OPENED UP THE PACKAGE AND SAW THAT IT WAS A LONG JEWELRY BOX. I OPENED IT UP AND IT WAS A DIAMOND BRACELET AND ANOTHER BOX THAT HAD A DIAMOND NECKLACE IN IT. I ALMOST FELL DOWN LOOKING AT THEM. ALRIGHT COME SIT DOWN HE SAYS. I TAKE IT U LIKE IT HE SAYS. YEAH I DO BUT CHRIS THIS IS JUST TOO MUCH. NOTHING IS TO GREAT FOR U HE SAYS. I WANTED U TO BUT THIS FOR U AND I DON'T MIND BUYING IT FOR U. YEAH BUT........BUT NOTHING CHRIS SAYS. I LOVE U AND I SAW THIS AND I JUST HAD TO GET THEM FOR U HE SAYS. IF U DON'T WANT THEM, I CAN TAKE IT BACK HE SAYS PUTTING THEM BACK. NO U DON'T CHRIS AS I TAKE THEM BACK FROM HIM. HE STARTED LAUGHING. Y DON'T WE GO UPSTAIRS AND FINISH WHAT WE STARTING DOWNSTAIRS HE SAYS. NO CHRIS I TELL HIM RUNNING UP THE STAIRS. SEE THIS IS Y U R ALWAYS GETTING PUNISH HE SAYS RUNNING BEHIND ME.

Damn u Usher. I'm still getting use to turn up the music lol. I love another round tho.

IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT? MY SISTER ASKED ME. YEAH IT IS. HE HEARD WHAT I HAD SAID ABOUT US MOVING IN TOGETHER. SO U R CHANGING YOUR MIND ABOUT IT? NO. I AM GOING TO MOVE IN WITH HIM. I THINK IT IS A GOOD IDEA RIGHT NOW. OH CHRIS. YES TAMARAH. I AM DONE PACKING SOME OF MY THINGS AND I NEED U TO TAKE THESE BAGS DOWNSTAIRS FOR ME PLEASE. DO U WANNA GO AHEAD AND TAKE THESE TO MY HOUSE NOW? YEAH I DO SO I CAN GET SOME OF THIS SITUATED THERE. WE WILL BE RIGHT BACK I TELL MY SISTER. U GUYS TAKE YOUR TIME OVER THERE SHE SAYS TO ME SMILING. U CAN STOP SMILING TAMEKAH. U READY TO GO? YES CHRIS. U GUYS R LEAVING? DRAKE ASKED ME. WE WILL BE RIGHT BACK. I AM GOING TO TAKE THESE THINGS TO HIS HOUSE. ALRIGHT THEN. AS WE R GOING TO THE CAR, A GROUP OF GIRLS CAME TOWARD US. HI CHRIS THEY SAYS TO HIM. WASSUP YA'LL HE SAYS TO THEM. THEY LOOKED AT ME GIVING ME DIRTY LOOKS. BEFORE I COULD SAY ANYTHING, CHRIS WAS LIKE GET IN THE CAR PLEASE. JUST LET IT GO AND COME ON HE SAYS. U DO NOT NEED TO BE GETTING INTO FIGHT WITH ANYBODY. I KNOW AND I WAS NOT GONNA FIGHT THEM. I WAS JUST GONNA TELL THEM SOMETHING. YEAH U WERE TAMARAH. WHEN WE GET HERE, I WANT U TO HERE THE SONGS I HAVE. ALRIGHT CHRIS. R U TIRED? YEAH A LITTLE BIT. I YAWNED AGAIN. OH EXCUSE ME. Y R U SO TIRED? CHRIS ASKED ME. I DON'T KNOW. SOMEBODY IN THIS CAR CAN'T CONTROL THERE ACTION AND LIKES KEEPING ME UP ALL NIGHT. I AM SORRY HE SAYS WITH A SAD FACE. VERY FUNNY CHRIS. I AM JUST MESSING WITH U. WE R HERE HE SAYS. I WILL TAKES THESE BAGS IN AND COME BACK FOR THE REST. I STOOD BY THE CAR UNTIL HE CAME BACK. AS I WAS STANDING THERE, I SEE THESE GUYS LOOKING AT ME VERY STRANGELY. ONE OF THE GUYS WALK UP TO ME AND JUST STARED AT ME. CAN I HELP U WITH SOMETHING? NO I AM JUST LOOKING HE SAYS. Y R U STANDING HERE BY YOUR SELF? I AM WAITING FOR MY FIANCE TO COME BACK OUT. SO U R GETTING MARRIED? YES I AM........TONY. MY NAME IS TONY. MY GUYS OVER THERE SAY THEY SAW U IN A MOVIE. WAS USHER IN IT? I ASKED HIM. YEAH HE WAS. WELL YOUR FRIENDS R RIGHT TONY.

THAT WAS U? HE ASKED ME. YES IT WAS AND I DON'T LIKE TO TALK ABOUT IT VERY MUCH. THEY THINK U R A PORN STAR. WELL U CAN TELL THEM I AM NOT AND THAT THAT VIDEO WAS MADE WITHOUT ME KNOWING AND SOMEONE LEAKED IT. U READY TO COME IN THE HOUSE? I WILL BE RIGHT IN CHRIS. IT WAS NICE TO MEET U TONY. YES U TOO HE SAYS. SO WHO IS YOUR FRIEND? HE IS NOT MY FRIEND. HE IS JUST SOME GUYS THAT WANTED TO KNOW IF I WAS IN A MOVIE. IN A MOVIE? CHRIS SAYS. OH THAT MOVIE HE SAYS. HIS FRIENDS WANTED TO KNOW. I CAN SEE THAT HE SAYS. AN I ALSO SAW HOW HE WAS LOOKING AT U. I CAN'T BLAME HIM CHRIS SAYS TO ME. SO U R NOT MAD? NO AND I KNOW GUYS R GONNA DO THAT HE SAYS. BUT THEY CAN'T HAVE WHAT IS MINE ALREADY. I AM JUST THINKING THAT THIS TAPE IS GONNA GIVE OFF THE WRONG IMPRESSION OF ME. THEY THOUGHT I WAS A PORN STAR. U COULD BE CHRIS SAYS SMILING AT ME. CHRIS STOP PLAYING AS I HIT HIM IN HIS BACK. COME ON DOWN TO MY STUDIO SO I CAN PLAY THESE SONGS FOR U. I REALLY THINK U R GONNA LIKE THESE SONGS HE SAYS. I REALLY THINK U R GONNA LOVE THE SONG I HAVE WITH FAT JOE HE SAYS. SO THIS IS YOUR STUDIO? YEAH THIS IS IT AND I REALLY WANTED U TO SEE WHERE I DO SOME OF MY WORK AND HOW IT IS DONE. I ALSO COME DOWN HERE WHEN I JUST WANTED TO BE ALONE AND JUST PLAY AROUND WITH MAKING SONGS. SIT RIGHT HERE AND I WILL PLAY A SONG THAT WILL BE ON MY NEXT ALBUM FORTUNE. IT IS CALLED TURN UP THE MUSIC.

I love them there too cute. I wish her dad gets over his issues with Chris. hes a good guy run it!!!!

WATCH THIS YA'LL. OH CHRIS. YEAH TAMARAH. CAN U PLEASE GET ME SOME WATER? SURE I CAN DO THAT FOR U HE SAYS. AND CAN U FIX ME A SANDWICH TOO? THANK U CHRIS. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. U R WRONG FOR THAT MIKA SAYS. HEY HE LOST THE BET SO NOW HE HAS TO DO THIS FOR ME JUST NOT NAKED FOR U GUYS TO SEE. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE HE IS GONNA BE NAKED FOR U ANGIE SAYS. HE WAS GONNA WANT ME THE SAME WAY AND I WOULD NOT HAVE MIND DOING THAT FOR HIM I TELL THEM. HERE IS YOUR WATER AND YOUR SANDWICH. THANK U CHRIS AND I LOVE U. I LOVE U TOO. CHRIS U FORGOT THE MUSTARD. I WILL GO BACK AND GET IT FOR U. I AM JUST PLAYING CHRIS I CAN EAT IT LIKE THIS AS I STARTED LAUGHING. U R ENJOYING THIS I SEE HE SAYS. U CAN GO BACK AND FINISH PLAYING THE GAME I TELL HIM. IF I WAS U, I WOULD BE HAVING HIM ON HIS TOES RIGHT NOW MIKA SAYS. YEAH WELL U R NOT HER CHRIS SAYS. WE R ABOUT TO GO TO THE STORE. U GUYS WANT ANYTHING HE SAYS. YEAH WE DO THEY SAYS. HERE I WILL MAKE A LIST FOR U GUYS NICKI SAYS. EVERYONE WROTE DOWN WHAT THEY WANTED FROM THE STORE. WE WILL BE RIGHT BACK CHRIS SAYS. U GUYS WATCH HER FOR ME CHRIS SAYS. WE WILL CHRIS SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. U KNOW U HAVE A LOT OF STUFF TO PACK SHALAMEKE SAYS. I KNOW BUT I AM NOT TAKING EVERYTHING WITH ME. SOME OF THIS STUFF IS GONNA STAY HERE FOR STORAGE AND IF I NEED TO COME AND SOMETHING AND I KNOW IT WILL BE HERE. I TALKED TO DAD TODAY MY SISTER SAYS. HOW IS HE DOING? HE DOING FINE AND HE ASKED HOW U WERE DOING SHE SAYS. HE WON'T TALK TO ME OR EVEN TRY TO COME AND SEE ME. I TRIED TALKING TO HIM ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING BUT HE WAS NOT TRYING TO LISTEN TO ME SHE SAYS. I WASN'T EXPECTING HIM TO COME AROUND ANYWAY. HE IS SO AGAINST AND NOT EVEN TRYING TO GET TO KNOW CHRIS. ALL HE IS SEEING IS WHAT HE DID TO RIHANNA AND NOT WHAT HE HAS DONE NOW TO BECOME A BETTER PERSON. LIKE I SAID BEFORE, I AM DONE AND HE KNOWS WHERE TO FIND ME. Y IS HE SO AGAINST U AND CHRIS? NICKI SAYS. HE SAYS IT IS BECAUSE OF WHAT IS DID, BUT I THINK SOMETHING ELSE IS WRONG WITH Y HE IS ACTING THIS WAY. I MEAN HE WAS AGAINST ME SUPPORTING HIM AFTER THE FACT AND I GUESS THIS JUST SENT HIM OVER THE EDGE. I AM NOT THE TYPE OF PERSON TO WHOLE A GRUDGE TOWARD SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGE AND ALSO HAS SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR HE DID. HE KNEW WHAT HE DID WAS WRONG AND HE HAS BECOME A BETTER PERSON. EVER SINCE THIS HAS HAPPEN, PEOPLE ONLY SEE THIS ONE THING HE HAS DONE. NO ONE IS TRYING TO SEE HE HAS CHANGE. HIS MUSIC CAREER IS BACK ON TRACK AND HE IS BETTER THAN EVER IN MY EYE. I DON'T THINK PEOPLE R SEEING WHAT HE IS DING NOW BECAUSE OF WHAT HE DID. ALL I KNOW IS THAT I LOVE HIM AND I AM GONNA BE WITH HIM NO MATTER WHAT HE HAS DONE. U KNOW WE SUPPORT AND WE ALL KNOW THAT CHRIS IS A BETTER PERSON AND HAS CHANGED HIS WAYS BUN SAYS.

THIS IS Y I LOVE U GUYS AND I KNOW I HAVE U GUYS SUPPORT AND I APPRECIATE THAT. WE LOVE U TOO AS THEY ALL GIVE ME HUG. WE R BACK I HERE TREY COME IN THE ROOM. HERE IS YOUR STUFF TAMARAH. THANK U CHRIS. U GOT A LOT OF STUFF MIKA SAYS. I HAVE REALLY BEEN CRAVING THESE SNACKS LATELY I TELL THEM. I AM TRYING MY BEST NOT TO EAT SO MANY SWEETS BUT I JUST CAN'T HELP MYSELF. CAN I TALK TO U ALONE? CHRIS SAYS. WE WILL GIVE U GUYS SOME PRIVACY SO U GUYS CAN "TALK" ANGIE SAYS. WE WILL BE IN THE GAME ROOM WITH THE GUYS. ALRIGHT YA'LL. SO WHAT DO U WANT TO TALK ABOUT CHRIS? I HEARD WHAT U SAID ABOUT US MOVING IN TOGETHER. I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE TOLD U CHRIS I JUST DID NOT NOT KNOW HOW. LIVING WITH USHER AND WHAT HE HAD PUT ME THROUGH, I WAS JUST FEELING SCARED ABOUT IT. I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND AND I SEE Y U WERE TAKING YOUR TIME ABOUT THIS. ACTUALLY I WAS JUST MESSING WITH U ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING BUT IT WAS ON MY MIND THOUGH. I WANTED TO TELL U THAT IF U DON'T WANT TO....... CHRIS I WANT TO DO THIS. I KNOW WE HAVE SOMETHING THAT WE R GONNA FIND OUT ABOUT EACH OTHER AND WE MIGHT EVEN FIGHT BUT I KNOW THAT WE WILL BE ALRIGHT. I THOUGHT I WAS READY TO MOVE IN WITH USHER AT THAT TIME. IT TOOK ME LONGER TO TELL HIM YES THAN WITH U. I JUST FEEL LIKE U R SO MUCH BETTER FOR ME AND IN MY HEART I KNOW I AM READY TO MOVE IN WITH U CHRIS. I AM HAPPY TO HERE U SAY THAT CHRIS SAYS. I KNEW U WERE HAVING DOUBT ABOUT IT AND I HAD TO KNOW Y HE SAYS. I ALSO SEE U AND YOUR DAD R STILL NOT TALKING TO EACH OTHER. YEAH WELL HE IS STILL MAD AND LOOKS LIKE WE WILL NOT BE TALKING FOR A WHILE. I KNOW U DON'T WANT TO TALK TO HIM BUT I REALLY THINK WE SHOULD TRY AGAIN HE SAYS. I KNOW IT IS GONNA BE HARD BUT U GUYS REALLY NEED TO TALK HE SAYS. I AM WILLING TO TRY AND I JUST WANT U TO TRY TOO. I AM NOT SAYING IT HAS TO BE NOW BUT SOMETIME DOWN THE LINE. ALL I AM ASKING IS THAT U THINK ABOUT WHAT I SAYING. ALRIGHT I WILL THINK ABOUT CHRIS. NOW CAN I HAVE A KISS? NO I AM EATING CHRIS. STOP PLAYING CHRIS. U CAN GIVE ME KISS HE SAYS. COME ON CHRIS. ALRIGHT HERE AS I GIVE HIM A KISS. ALRIGHT NOW CHRIS. ALRIGHT I AM GONNA LEAVE U TO FINISH PACKING AND WE WILL BE HAVING U KNOW WHAT TONIGHT HE SAYS. YEAH U JUST KEEPING THINKING THAT AS I YELL OUT TO HIM.

Cant wait to see how they act livng together. RUn It!!

SO WE HEAD BACK TO MY PLACE SO I COULD PACK SOME OF MY THINGS TODAY. I THINK WE R READY TO DO THIS RIGHT NOW. IT WILL SEE IF WE CAN HANDLE LIVING TOGETHER AND TO SEE WHAT THINGS WE DON'T KNOW ABOUT EACH OTHER. I ALREADY KNOW THOSE TYPE OF THINGS R GONNA COME OUT ONCE WE MOVE IN WITH EACH OTHER. I THINK THIS WILL HELP US TO LEARN MORE ABOUT EACH OTHER. I GOT OUT THE CAR FEELING A LIITLE LIGHT HEADED. TAMARAH R U OK? CHRIS ASKED ME AS HE CAUGHT ME. I AM FINE CHRIS REALLY. COME ON AND LET ME HELP U INTO THE HOUSE. IS EVERYTHING OK? MIKA ASKED ME. I AM FINE U GUYS. U NEED TO TAKE IT EASY TYGA SAYS TO ME. I KNOW THAT AND I AM FINE. I AM GONNA GO UPSTAIRS SO I CAN START PACKING ALRIGHT. WE WILL HELP U SO U R NOT DOING TO MUCH ANGIE SAYS. R U SURE U R ALRIGHT? CHRIS ASKED ME. I AM SURE CHRIS AND STOP WORRYING. ALRIGHT THEN HE SAYS. WE WILL BE RIGHT UPSTAIRS IN THE GAME ROOM IF U NEED US. ALRIGHT CHRIS AND THANK U. FOR WHAT? HE SAYS. JUST BEING HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOW AND FOR BEING SUCH A GREAT FIANCEE. HE JUST SMILED AT AND WENT INTO THE ROOM. U KNOW U HAVE TO BE CARFUL NICKI SAYS TO ME. I KNOW AND I WILL BE CAEFUL. SO U AND CHRIS R MOVING IN TOGETHER? BUN SAYS. YES WE R AND I AM GLAD. I KNOW WE DON'T KNOW EVRYTHING ABOUT EACH OTHER AND WE COULD GET INTO ARGUMENTS BUT I KNOW THAT IS WHAT COME WHEN PEOPLE DO THIS WITH EACH OTHER. I THINK WE R READY FOR THIS. I WAS SURPRISED HE EVEN ASKED ME TO I TELL THEM. Y DID U THINK THAT? MY SISTER ASKED ME. I JUST THOUGHT HE MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN READY TO DO IT SO SOON. HE LOVE U AND HE WANTS U THERE WITH HIM SO HE CAN KEEP AND EYE ON U AND THE BABY SHALAMEKE SAYS TO ME. U DON'T KNOW WHAT COULD HAPPEN IF WE WERE NOT HERE AND U NEEDED HELP. R U SCARED TO MOVE IN WITH HIM? TASHA ASKED ME. KNOW U HAVE NOT LIVED WITH ANY BODY SINE U AND USHER WERE TOGETER SHE SAYS TO ME. I AM NOT SCARED ABOUT IT. I AM JUST NERVOUS ABOUT IT BECAUSE OF WHAT I HAVE ALREADY WENT THROUGH BEFORE. U KNOW CHRIS WOULD NOT HURT U THAT WAY MONIQUE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW HE WOULD NOT DO THAT TO ME. SO U HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT TAMARAH MY SISTER SAYS.

I WILL UPDATE SOON

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I AM REALLY HOPING FOR TWINS. YEAH ME TOO CHRIS SAYS. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS DAY IS ALMOST OVER WITH NICKI SAYS. U HAD A BUSY DAY TODAY MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH AN I AM HAPPY. BUSINESS IS BETTER THAN EVER RIGHT NOW. I JUST HOPE IT CONTINUES TO STAY THIS WAY. IT WILL CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I AM GONNA GO LOCK UP THE OFFICE BACK HERE SO WE CAN HEAD HOME AND I CAN START PACKING A FEW OF MY THINGS TODAY. U GUYS CAN FINISH UP OUT FOR ME. HOW R U FEELING? I AM FEELING FINE CHRIS AND HAPPY THAT MY BUSINESS IS TAKING OFF LIKE IT IS SO FAR. I KNEW U WOULD HAVE SUCCESS AT THIS CHRIS SAYS. IT IS JUST GONNA GET BETTER AND BETTER FOR U HE SAYS. I HOPE IT DOES CHRIS. R U GUYS READY TO GO? I ASKED THEM. YEAH LET GO TYGA SAYS.

I WILL WRITE SOME MORE LATER.

HOW WOULD U GUYS LIKE TO HELP ME MOVES SOME OF MY THINGS INTO CHRIS'S PLACE TODAY? YEAH WE HELP TREY SAYS. SO HE CAN STOP HOUNDING ME ABOUT IT. I AM NOT HOUNDING ABOUT IT. CHRIS I AM JUST PLAYING WITH U. I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE IN WITH U. U GUYS KNOW THIS IS A BIG STEP MY SISTER SAYS. HERE SHE GOES I SAY TO CHRIS. SHE IS ABOUT TO GIVE US A LECTURE. ALL I AM GONNA SAYS IS THAT MOVING IN WITH EACH OTHER IS BIG AND THERE R GONNA BE SOME TIMES WHERE U GUYS R NOT GONNA AGREE ON CERTAIN THINGS. WHEN ME AND TREY MOVE IN, WE HAD MANY ARGUMENTS AND SOME DISAGREEMENTS THAT WE EVENTUALLY WORKED THROUGH. I JUST WISH U GUYS THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK SHE SAYS LAUGHING. WELL THANK U SIS. SO WHAT DO U GUYS WANT TO DO TODAY? I MEAN AFTER WE FINISH HELPING TAMARAH MOVES SOME OF HER THINGS TYGA SAYS. NO ONE SAID ANYTHING. HOW ABOUT WE GO OUT TO THE MOVIES? BOW WOW SAYS. I WOULD LIKE TO DO THAT MIKA SAYS. YEAH WE HAVE NOT DONE THAT IN A WHILE I TELL THEM. SO WE R IN AN AGREEMENT THEN TREY SAYS. WE ALL AGREED WE WOULD GO TO THE MOVIES TONIGHT. I SEE U R STARTING TO SHOW CHRIS SAYS. YEAH I AM AND I AM GONNA BE BIG AS A HOUSE BEFORE U KNOW IT. U STILL R GONNA BE BEAUTIFUL CHRIS SAYS. AWWWWWWWWWWWWW EVERYONE SAYS. SHUT UP. HAVE U GUYS THOUGHT OF BABIES NAMES YET? SHALAMEKE ASKED ME. NO WE HAVE NOT.

I WILL FINISH LATER

Run It!!!

R THEY GONE? YEAH THEY JUST LEFT MY SISTER SAYS TO ME. I AM GONNA GO GET US SOMETHING EAT CHRIS SAYS. ALRIGHT. U WANT ANYTHING SPECIFIC FROM UP HERE. NO. WE THOUGHT U GUYS WERE GONNA..........NO WE WERE NOT GONNA. BESIDE I NEED A BREAK. ALL THIS SEX IF WEARING ME OUT RIGHT NOW. I KNOW I HAVE A LOT OF ENERGY, BUT WE NEED A BREAK. I WOULD BE LOVING THAT RIGHT NOW TASHA SAYS. I AM BUT THERE COME A TIME WHEN U JUST NEED TO HAVE A BREAK. I KNOW WHAT U R SAYING MY SISTER SAYS. ME AND TREY HAVE BEEN AT IT LIKE U GUYS HAVE. I DON'T EITHER SHE SAYS. I JUST HAVE A LOT OF ENERGY FOR SOME REASON. TAMARAH..........I HEAR CHRIS. YES CHRIS. CAN U COME HERE PLEASE. I WILL BE RIGHT THERE. WHEN I AM DONE, I WILL LET U BREAK FOR LUNCH TAMEKAH. ALRIGHT BUT U DON'T HAVE TO RUSH. I AM NOT THAT HUNGRY JUST YET. ALRIGHT THEN. I GO UPSTAIRS WITH CHRIS SO I COULD EAT. COME AND SIT HERE AND HERE IS YOUR FOOD. THANK U CHRIS. I WANT U TO COME TO THE STUDIO WITH ME LATER HE SAYS. ALRIGHT CHRIS. ANY REASON WHY U WANT ME THERE? YEAH. I HAVE SOMETHING I WANT U TO LISTEN TO AND TELL ME IF U LIKE IT OR NOT. OK I WOULD TO DO THAT. IT IS TWO SONGS I WANT U TO HEAR. ONE IS WITH FAT JOE AND THE OTHER IS FOR MY NEXT ALBUM FORTUNE HE SAYS. OK. TAMARAH. YEAH. DO WE HAVE ANYMORE OF THESE JEANS? NICKI ASKED ME. YEAH THEY R IN THE BACK ROOM. I WANT U TO STAY AT MY HOUSE WITH ME TONIGHT. OK CHRIS. I ALSO WANTED U TO START MOVING YOUR THINGS IN TO MY HOUSE HE SAYS. CHRIS I DON'T..........SO U CHANGING YOUR MIND HE SAYS. CHRIS I AM ONLY PLAYING WITH U. I WAS GONNA SUGGEST THAT TO U. I STARTED LAUGHING AT HIM. U KNOW I WANNA MOVE IN WITH U. I JUST LIKE MESSING WITH U. JUST TO LET U KNOW I AM NOT MOVING IN MY HATS OR MY JERSEY. I GOT UP REALLY FAST AND WENT BACK DOWNSTAIRS. WAIT U R GONNA BRINGS THOSE HE SAYS LAUGHING. TAMEKAH I CAN TAKE OVER FROM HERE. U R GONNA BRINGS THOSE AND I AM NOT PLAYING WITH U HE SAYS.

CHRIS STOP PLAYING NOW. I WAS ONLY PLAYING. I AM BRINGING THOSE. THEY R MY BABIES AND I WOULD NOT LEAVE THOSE BEHIND. CHRIS GONE I AM TRYING TO WORK RIGHT NOW. I CAN RING U UP IF U R READY. R GUYS R CO CUTE THE LADY SAYS. CHRIS STOP PLAYING BEFORE U MAKE ME MESS UP. HERE U GO AND COME BACK AGAIN. OH I WILL BE BACK SHE SAYS. DID FIND A DRESS U LIKE? YES I DID AND I THANK U SO MUCH TAMARAH. CARMEN WAS RIGHT ABOUT U AND I GLAD U HAVE A STORE LIKE THIS SHE SAYS. WELL COME BACK ANY TIME AND TELL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY ABOUT THIS PLACE. I WILL AND THANK U AGAIN. YOU R WELCOME GIRL. BYE. BYE. NOW I CAN SIT DOWN. CHRIS CAN U PLEASE STOP THAT RIGHT NOW. I CAN'T HELP IT HE SAYS. YES...........U......CAN. DO U GUYS WANNA TAKE THAT IN THE BACK? DRAKE SAYS. YEAH LETS GO CHRIS SAYS TO ME IN MY EAR. NO WE R NOT CHRIS. ALRIGHT I WILL SIT HERE WITH U THEN. CHRIS MOVE YOUR HAND RIGHT NOW. I WAS JUST.........YEAH CHRIS.

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U KNOW YO ASS WAS NOT JOKING AS WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. U HAVE BEEN TRYING TO GET A PEAK WAY BEFORE WE EVEN MET HIM. SO WHY WAS HE NAKED IN AN APRON? TASHA ASKED ME. HE LOST THE BET SO HE DECIDED THAT THAT WOULD BE THE OUTFIT HE WOULD WHERE FOR ME. I KNOW U R HAPPY RIGHT NOW MIKA SAYS. I AM HAPPY RIGHT NOW I TELL THEM. NOW CAN WE GET TO WORK AND DROP THIS SUBJECT ABOUT ME AND CHRIS. WE HAVE A BIG DAY TODAY AND I WANNA MAKE SURE I GET EVERYTHING DONE TODAY THAT I NEED TO GET DONE. SO U GIRLS GET TO WORK NOW. YES BOSS THEY ALL SAY. CAN I HELP U WITH SOMETHING? YES I AM LOOKING FOR THE OWNER SHE SAYS. I AM THE OWNER TAMARAH. HI MY NAME IS MARIA AND MY FRIEND CARMEN TOLD ME ABOUT YOUR STORE. SHE SAID U COULD HELP FIND SOMETHING TO WEAR FOR A BIG PARTY I HAVE THIS WEEKEND. I CAN DEFINITELY HELP U WITH THAT. U LOOK LIKE U WERE NERVOUS TO ASK FOR ME. I WAS KIND OF BECAUSE I AM BIG GIRL AND IT HARD FINDING CLOTHES TO FIT ME AND LOOK GREAT WHEN I WEAR. NO PROBLEM. I HAVE A BIG SECTION OF CLOTHES FOR MY BIG GIRLS. I USE TO BE THE SAME WAY AND THAT IS WHAT MOTIVATED ME TO OPEN THIS STORE. NOT JUST FOR ONE SIZE BUT FOR ALL SIZES. I ALSO MAKE OUTFITS AS WELL IF U WANT SOMETHING SPECIALLY MADE FOR THAT PERSON. TASHA CAN U HELP HER FIND SOMETHING SHE MIGHT LIKE TO WEAR FOR ME? THANK U TASHA. I WOULD LIKE TO THANK U GUYS FOR COMING OUT TODAY AND THERE IS ALSO AN UPSTAIRS WHERE U CAN GET SOMETHING TO EAT AS WELL. I HOPE U GUYS ENJOY YOUR VISIT AND WILL COME BACK. SO AGAIN THANK U AND CONTINUE SHOPPING.

YA'LL R BUSY TODAY NICKI SAYS. YES AND I AM GLAD TOO. THIS IS REALLY GOOD BUSINESS AND I AM LOVING IT RIGHT NOW. SO DRAKE TOLD ME CHRIS WAS NAKED THIS MORNING. U KNOW HE LOST THE BET WE HAD. SO HE DECIDED THAT WAS WHAT HE WOULD WEAR FOR ME WHILE SERVING ME AND MY TREY AND TAMEKAH CAME OVER AND CAUGHT HIM WHILE HE WAS SERVING ME. NO THEY DIDN'T NICKI SAYS. YES THEY DID AND IT WAS FUNNY. SO HOW HAVE U BEEN DOING? I AM DOING FINE. I SEE U R STARTING SHOW TOO NICKI SAYS. I KNOW AND I AM GONNA BIG AS A HOUSE BEFORE U KNOW IT. U STILL GONNA LOOK GOOD THOUGH. WOW THIS IS A NICE PLACE U HAVE HERE. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. WHAT IS HE DOING HERE? I HAVE NO IDEA. CAN A NIGGA GET SOME HELP PLEASE? I WILL HELP U SHAWN MY SISTER SAYS. THAT OK. I WANT THE OWNER TO HELP ME HE SAYS. NO SHE CAN HELP U JUST FINE. I WANT YOUR CREATIVE TASTE TO PICK OUT SOMETHING FOR MY GIRLFRIEND HE SAYS. U DON'T WANT ME TO GET LOUD DO U. ALRIGHT I WILL HELP U. U KNOW HE IS ONLY........ I KNOW AN I WILL BE FINE NICKI. SO HOW R U DOING? WHAT CAN I HELP U FIND TODAY SHAWN? SO IT IS LIKE THAT NOW. LIKE WHAT SHAWN. I ASKED U A QUESTION AND........ I AM DOING FINE. NOW WHAT DO U WANT TO BUY. I AM LOOKING FOR A NICE DRESS IN RED THAT WILL FIT HER. I LOOK OVER TO SEE THIS GIRL I ALSO HATED. THIS IS YOUR STORE SHE SAYS. YES IT IS MARIA. SO HOW HAVE U BEEN? SHE ASKED ME. I AM DOING FINE AN U. I AM GREAT NOW THAT I HAVE BEEN WITH SHAWN SHE SAYS. DO U SEE ANYTHING U LIKE BABY? SHAWN ASKED HER. ACTUALLY I DO SEE SOMETHING OVER HERE I LIKE. I WOULD LIKE THIS DRESS SHE SAYS. DID U MAKE THIS? YES I DID. THIS IS NICE SHE SAYS.

I AM GONNA LET U TWO FINISH LOOKING AROUND AND WHEN U R DONE, U CAN PAY RIGHT THERE WITH MY SISTER. THANK U TAMARAH SHAWN SAYS. YOUR WELCOME. TAMARAH JUST BREATHE AND REMEMBER WHAT CHRIS SAID ABOUT TAKING IT EASY TODAY. I AM CALM NICKI. I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE HE HAD THE NERVE TO COME HERE WITH HER OF ALL PEOPLE. I AM NOT JEALOUS OR ANYTHING IF THAT IS WHAT HE IS TRYING TO DO. SHE HAD BEEN TRYING TO GET WITH HIM SINCE I DATED HIM THOSE YEARS AGO. THEY CAN HAVE EACH OTHER FOR ALL I CARE. TAMARAH........CHRIS IS CALLING YOUR PHONE. HELLO. HEY BABY. HEY CHRIS. SO HOW IS EVERYTHING GOING? FINE AND WE HAVE A LOT OF CUSTOMERS TODAY. I AM DONE HERE AT THE STUDIO SO I AM JUST GONNA COME AND BE WITH U FOR THE REST OF THE DAY IF U DON'T MIND. THAT IS FINE CHRIS. I WILL SEE U WHEN U GET HERE. BYE BABY. BYE CHRIS. CHRIS IS ON HIS WAY HERE? YES TASHA. U KNOW SHAWN IS STILL HERE. I KNOW AND CHRIS WILL BE COOL ABOUT IT WHEN HE GETS HERE. R GUYS SERVE FOOD HERE AS WELL? MARIA ASKED ME. YES WE DO AND U GUYS R WELCOME TO GO UP THERE. COME ON SHAWN I AM HUNGRY SHE SAYS. I CAN'T STAND HIS ASS. THERE IS MY BABY AS I FEEL CHRIS BEHIND ME. YA'LL GOT HERE KIND OF FAST. WE WERE ALREADY HERE OUTSIDE THE STORE. GIVE ME A KISS? HE LEND DOWN AND GAVE ME LONG KISS.

DON'T U GUYS EVER TAKE A BREAK? MIKA SAYS. OBVIOUSLY NOT TYGA SAYS. WHATEVER I SAY TO THEM. I WOULD LIKE TO PAY FOR THIS PLEASE. ALRIGHT I CAN HELP U MY SISTERS SAYS. OH MY GOD CHRIS BROWN SHE SAYS. HELLO HE SAYS TO HER. SO U HERE TO DO SOME SHOPPING? NO I CAME TO SEE MY FIANCE AND SEE HER WORK HER MAGIC TODAY. SHAWN. CHRIS. CHRIS STOP THAT AS HE HAS HIS ON MY ASS. THIS IS YOUR FIANCE SHE ASKED ME. YES IT IS MARIA. WELL CONGRATULATION SHE SAYS TO ME WITH A WEIRD LOOK ON HER FACE THANK U. I WILL BE IN MY OFFICE IF U GUYS NEED ME I TELL MY SISTER. THANK U FOR SHOPPING HERE MARIA AND BYE SHAWN. SO WHO WAS THAT? THAT WAS MARIA. ANOTHER ENEMY I MY LONG LIST OF PEOPLE. SO HE IS DATING HER NOW? I DON'T KNOW. IT LOOK LIKE THEY R I TELL CHRIS. HE DIDN'T STRESS U OUT ABOUT ANYTHING. NO HE DIDN'T CHRIS. SO U GET ANYTHING DONE AT THE STUDIO TODAY? A LITTLE BIT. SO HAVE U EATEN ANYTHING YET? I ASKED CHRIS. NO I HAVE NOT. I AM TALKING ABOUT FOOD. NO CHRIS NOT NOW. I AM CUTTING U OFF FOR TODAY. I AM STARTING TO THINK SEX IS THE ONLY THING WE KNOW. AND WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT? AND WE DO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN WHEN WE WANT TOO. NOTHING I WRONG WITH THAT BUT I AM HUNGRY FOR SOME FOOD RIGHT NOW. ALRIGHT HE SAY. WE CAN GO EAT THEN. WHY WAS TASHA LOOKING AT ME ALL WEIRD? BECAUSE THEY KNOW ABOUT THIS MORNING. EVERYBODY KNOWS HE SAYS. YES AND STOP ACTING EMBARRASS ABOUT IT. U WASN'T THAT EMBARRASS WHEN U SHOWED EVERYTHING THIS MORNING I SAYS LAUGHING. BESIDE TASHA IS BEING TASHA. I KNOW HE SAYS.

I died laughing when Tasha and Trey showed up and seen Chris naked lol.

HE BEGINS TAKING OFF HIS CLOTHES UNTIL HE WAS COMPLETELY NAKED. I LOOKED AT HIM STANDING THERE SMILING. R U READY FOR YOUR PUNISHMENT? AS HE STANDS IN FRONT OF ME. I JUST SMILED AT HIM. HE POSITION HIMSELF BETWEEN MY LEGS. I STARTED TO MOVE AWAY FROM HIM WHEN HE PULLED ME BACK TOWARD HIM. WHERE R U GOING? THIS IS YOUR PUNISHMENT AND NOW U HAVE TO TAKE AND HE STARTS KISSING ME. ALL I KNOW IS THAT I WAS ENJOYING MY PUNISHMENT. I WAS BAD SO I HAD TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES. I WOKE UP THE NEXT MORNING AND HE WAS STILL ON TOP OF ME. CHRIS WAKE UP. HUH HE SAYS. WAKE UP I NEED TO GET READY FOR WORK. IT IS MORNING ALREADY? YES IT IS. ALRIGHT HE SAYS. IF U R BAD AGAIN, THEN I WILL HAVE TO PUNISH U AGAIN HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. YES DADDY. I UNDERSTAND AS I WALKED INTO THE BATHROOM AND SMILING. I HOPPED IN THE SHOWER SO I COULD GET READY FOR WORK. I KNOW I HAD A LONG DAY AHEAD OF ME. I GOT OUT THE SHOWER AND DIDN'T SEE CHRIS IN THE ROOM. I GOT DRESSED AND WENT DOWNSTAIRS TO FIND HIM MAKING ME BREAKFAST. I AM ALMOST DONE WITH YOUR BREAKFAST HE SAYS. HE HAD ON ONE OF MY APRONS AND WAS STILL NAKED. CHRIS Y R U.......... THIS WILL BE MY OUTFIT TO WEAR SERVING U FOR A WHOLE WEEK. SO U JUST GONNA WHERE AN APRON? YES I AM. EXCEPT WHEN WE HAVE GUEST OVER HE SAYS. BUT WHEN WE R ALONE I WILL BE THIS WAY HE SAYS. I TAKE IT U DON'T MIND THIS OUTFIT I PICKED HE SAYS. I DON'T MIND AT ALL CHRIS. I JUST HAVE ONE QUESTION FOR U. WERE U EXPECTING ME TO WEAR THIS SAME OUTFIT IF I HAD LOST? HE JUST SMILED AT ME AND GAVE ME MY BREAKFAST. HEY YA'LL I HERE MY SISTER COME INTO THE KITCHEN. CHRIS Y R U NAKED IN AN APRON?

I STARTED LAUGHING. CAN U PLEASE PUT SOME CLOTHES ON NIGGA? TREY SAYS. ALRIGHT CHRIS U CAN GO GET DRESS NOW. HE TOOK THE APRON OFF AND WALKED OUT THE KITCHEN. CHRIS U COULD HAVE THE APRON ON AT LEAST MY SISTER SAYS. OK WHAT WAS THAT MY SISTER SAYS. HE DECIDED TO PICK HIS OUTFIT FOR ME TO WEAR FOR LOSING THE BET LAST NIGHT. SO HE WENT WITH NOTHING BUT AN APRON. YEAH AND I AM LOVING IT. I CAN SEE U R. WHAT R YA'LL DOING HERE ANYWAY? I ASKED HIM. WE JUST COMING TO SEE IF U TO WERE READY TO LEAVE YET TREY SAYS. CHRIS MADE U BREAKFAST? MY SISTER ASKED ME. YES HE DID AND IT TASTE GOOD. I AM READY TO LEAVE CHRIS COMES DOWN TO THE KITCHEN. ALRIGHT I AM GONNA TAKE THE REST OF THIS WITH ME. I HOPE U R NOT GONNA BE LIKE THAT WHEN WE COME BY HERE TREY SAYS. NO I WILL HAVE CLOTHES ON WHEN I AM SERVING HER WHEN U GUYS COME OVER. COME ON LET TAKE U TO WORK CHRIS SAYS. SO WE GET INTO THE CAR AND WE MY OTHER GIRLS COMING TOWARD US IN THERE CARS. U GUYS READY TO WORK TODAY? NICKI SAYS. YEAH WE R I TELL HER. SINCE I HAVE THIS WHOLE DAY FREE, I THOUGHT I WOULD HELP OUT AROUND THE STORE WITH U GUYS TODAY. ALRIGHT THEN. I WILL MEET U GUYS THERE AFTER WE DROP DJ OFF AT SCHOOL. OK NICKI I TELL HER. I GET A CALL FROM LISA MY FRIEND AND PARTNER. HELLO LISA. HEY GIRL. R U HEADED TO THE STORE? YEAH I AM. OK THEN I WILL SEE U THERE SHE SAYS. I HAVE SOME MUSIC STUFF TO DO TODAY CHRIS SAYS TO ME.

SO IF U NEED ME I WILL BE AT THE STUDIO TODAY. I WILL BE BACK TO PICK U UP LATER HE SAYS AS WE PULL UP TO MY STORE. ALRIGHT CHRIS I SAY AS I GET OUT THE CAR. U TAKE IT EASY TODAY OK. YES DADDY I TELL HIM LAUGHING. I LOVE U. I LOVE U TOO AS HE GIVES ME A KISS. ALRIGHT BREAK THIS S**T UP TASHA SAYS. STOP HATIN TASHA CHRIS SAYS. I WILL SEE U LATER. COME ON IN HERE SO WE CAN WORK MY SISTER SAYS. I AM COMING YA'LL DAMN. U WILL SEE HIM LATER SHALAMEKE SAYS. WHATEVER YA'LL. SO HOW WAS LAST NIGHT? MIKA SAYS. Y DO U ASKED? YA'LL SHOULD BE ASKING HER ABOUT THIS MORNING MY SISTER SAYS. WHAT HAPPEN THIS MORNING? TASHA ASKED. NOTHING SO START WORKING. ME AND TREY WALKED INTO THE KITCHEN AND CHRIS WAS IN AN APRON. OK AND WHAT WAS WRONG WITH THAT MIKA SAYS. HE WAS NAKED WITH THE APRON ON. WAIT HE WAS NAKED TASHA SAYS. YES HE WAS MY SISTER SAYS. Y WAS HE NAKED? SHALAMEKE SAYS. THAT IS WHAT HE DECIDED TO WEAR AS PART OF OUR BET. SO HE PICK OUT THIS OUTFIT TO WEAR TASHA SAY. DAMN I WISH I WAS THERE SHE SAY. HEY NOW TASHA I TELL HER. I AM JUST JOKING WITH U.

Aww Chris and Tam are too cute. Knew his ass let her win. All outta love ats wassup.

I DID NOT MISS THE SHOT ON PURPOSE HE SAYS. U WON THE GAME AND NOW I HAVE TO SERVE U FOR A WEEK HE SAYS. SOME HOW I GOT THE FEELING HE WAS LYING STILL AND........ TAMARAH.... HUH.... R U COMING TO BED? YEAH I AM. OK FINE. MAYBE I DID MISS THE SHOT ON PURPOSE. I ONLY MISS BECAUSE U HAVE DONE SO FOR ME AND FOR EVERYBODY, I THOUGHT IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO DO SOMETHING FOR U AS HE HOLDS ME. SO U WERE GONNA THROW THE GAME ANYWAY? AT FIRST NO BUT I CHANGE MY MIND AT THE END. U KNOW U DID NOT HAVE TO JUST LET ME WIN. I COULD HAVE BEATEN U WITHOUT YOUR HELP EASILY CHRIS AS I TURNED TO FACE HIM. OH REALLY AS HE STARTS TICKLING ME. CHRIS STOP PLAYING AS I FALL ON THE BED. I AM LAUGHING SO HARD AND HE ON TOP OF ME STILL. OK CHRIS I QUIT I QUIT. CAN U LET ME UP PLEASE? ALRIGHT AS HE GETS OFF ME. DAMN MY STOMACH HURTS FROM LAUGHING TO HARD. R U OK? I AM FINE CHRIS. R U MAD BECAUSE I THREW THE GAME? NO I AM NOT. I THINK IT WAS SWEET OF U TO DO THAT. BUT U DO KNOW I CAN BEAT U AS I RAN AWAY FROM HIM LAUGHING. U STILL TALKING STUFF. U KNOW I AM GONNA CATCH U RIGHT. WE WILL SEE CHRIS AS I CRAWL ACROSS THE BED TO THE OTHER SIDE. HE GRAB MY LEG AS I WAS ALMOST OUT THE BED. LET ME GO CHRIS. I TOLD U I WAS GONNA CATCH U. HE STARTS PULLING ME BACK TOWARD HIM. I TURNED OVER AND HE PINNED ME DOWN ON THE BED. U THINK THIS IS FUNNY? NO CHRIS AS I AM LAUGHING. U R IN TROUBLE NOW HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. SO U R GONNA PUNISH ME NOW DADDY? U HAVE KNOW IDEA AS HE SMILES AT ME.

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U WANNA BREAK FIRST TAMARAH? I CAN BREAK FIRST IF U LIKE. GO RIGHT AHEAD CHRIS SAYS. OK SO I BROKE FIRST AND NEXT THING I KNOW I HERE EVERYONE SAYING DAMN. I HAD NOT MISSED A SHOT YET AND CHRIS WAS SURPRISED BY HOW I WAS PLAYING. HE TRIED TO MAKE ME MISS BY TAKING OFF HIS SHIRT. REALLY CHRIS AS I LOOKED AT HIM. I AM HOT HE SAYS. YEAH RIGHT AS I HIT MY LAST BALL IN BEFORE THE EIGHT BALL. U KNOW WE R PLAYING BEST 2 OUT OF 3 CHRIS SAYS. THAT IS FINE WITH ME AND EIGHT BALL CORNER POCKET. WOULD U LIKE TO BREAK THIS TIME CHRIS? RACK THE BALLS UP HE SAYS TO ME. WHAT R U DOING TAMARAH? I AM TAKING OFF MY JACKET CHRIS. I WON'T DISTRACT WILL I CHRIS. HE JUST HIT HIS NEXT BALL AND HE MISSED THE SHOT. IS IT MY TURN NOW? YES IT IS YOUR TURN HE SAYS. THIS GAME IS BECOMING INTENSE TREY SAYS. I WAS ABOUT TO HIT MY LAST BALL, WHEN I FELT CHRIS PINCH ME ON MY ASS AS HE WALKED PASSED. SO U WANNA PLAY LIKE THAT NOW. HE JUST STARTED LAUGHING AND TOOK HIS NEXT SHOT. CLEVER MOVE CHRIS TYGA SAYS. U SHUT UP AND HE IS CHEATING. HOW IS THAT CHEATING CHRIS SAYS. U SHOULD BE ABLE PLAY WITHOUT ANY DISTRACTION AS HE HITS THE EIGHT BALL IN THE SIDE POCKET. I GUESS NOW WE R TIED UP 1 TO 1. JUST RACK THE BALLS UP CHRIS. LAST GAME CHRIS SAYS. LAST GAME AS I BREAK THE BALLS. THIS LAST GAME TOOK A LITTLE LONGER THAN THE FIRST TWO. WE HAD ALL OUR BALLS IN AND WE WERE DOWN TO THE EIGHT BALL AND IT WAS CHRIS TURN TO SHOT. EIGHT BALL SIDE POCKET HE SAYS. HE TOOK HIS SHOT AND HE MISS. IT BOUNCED RIGHT OFF THE CORNER. OOOHHHH EVERYBODY SAID. I WAS CONFUSED BECAUSE HE COULD HAVE MADE THE SHOT. EIGHT BALL CORNER POCKET AS THE BALL WENT IN. GOOD GAME. GOOD GAME CHRIS.

THIS NIGHT WAS INTERESTING AND FUN BUT IT IS GETTING LATE BOW WOW SAYS. YEAH U GUYS BETTER GONE ON HOME AND I HAVE U GUYS FOOD IN THE KITCHEN. WE WILL SEE U GUYS LATER MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT BYE GUYS. WE R GONNA BE AT THERE HOUSE TONIGHT ANGIE SAYS TO ME. OK THEN I WILL SEE U GUYS LATER. I LOCKED THE DOOR, TURNED OFF ALL THE LIGHTS AND WENT BACK UPSTAIRS. WHAT IS WRONG TAMARAH? WHY DID U MISS THAT SHOT? U COULD HAVE EASILY HIT THAT BALL IN THE POCKET. I MISS THE SHOT AND IT WASN'T ON PURPOSE HE SAYS. CHRIS I COULD HAVE MADE THAT SHOT MYSELF AND I KNOW U COULD HAVE TOO.

LOL Hope T wins. Chris is funny.

WHAT R U GUYS TALKING ABOUT NOW? TREY SAYS. NOTHING I TELL HIM. WE WERE TALKING ABOUT..........CHRIS SHUT UP AS I TRYING TO COVER HIS MOUTH. MOVE YOUR HAND TAMARAH AND STOP PLAYING GIRL. NO U NEED TO SHUT UP. ALRIGHT I WILL NOT SAY ANYTHING HE SAYS. IF U DO THEN, SOMETHING WILL NOT HAPPEN TONIGHT FOR U. OK I WILL SHUT UP SAYS AS EVERYONE STARTED LAUGHING. I SEE WHO CONTROLS THE SEX IN THIS RELATIONSHIP MY MOM SAYS. I LOOK OVER AT HER AND SMILED. SO ANGIE AND BUN, R U GUYS OFFICIALLY DATING KEVIN AND ACE NOW. WE R JUST HANGIN OUT KEVIN SAYS. WE ALREADY KNOW IT IS MORE THAN THAT TASHA SAYS. SO U GUYS CAN STOP DENYING IT AND JUST LET OUT SHE SAYS. THEY ALL JUST SMILED AND KEPT ON EATING. WE R GET READY AND HEAD OUT MY MOM SAYS. ALRIGHT U GUYS WANNA TAKE SOME OF THIS FOOD WITH U. YEAH AND YOUR BROTHER ASKED ME TO BRING A PLATE BACK FOR HIM AND LISA. HOW IS SHE DOING? SHE IS DOING FINE AND U KNOW SHE STILL HAS NOT DROP THAT BABY YET. HER DUE DATE HAD BEEN PASSED. LET ME KNOW WHEN SHE DOES HAVE THE BABY. COME ON IN THE KITCHEN SO I CAN FIX U GUYS PLATES TO TAKE HOME. I WILL HELP U CHRIS SAYS. U GUYS WANT EVERYTHING? YEAH THEY BOTH SAY. U KNOW WE LOVE THE BOTH OF AND WE WERE ONLY TRYING TO HELP MS. JOYCE SAYS. WE KNOW U GUYS WERE BUT IT WAS JUST WEIRD I SAY TO HER. WE WILL ONLY GIVE ADVICE IF U GUYS ASK ALRIGHT MY MOM SAYS. U GUYS WANT SOME DESSERT AS WELL? CHRIS ASKED THEM. NO THEY BOTH SAY. HERE U GUYS GO THEN I TELL THEM. WE WILL TALK TO U GUYS LATER AND WE ENJOYED THE FOOD AND U FATHER WILL ENJOY THIS PLATE TOO. I KNOW HE WILL. TELL HIM I LOVE HIM. I WILL SWEETIE AND JUST BE PATIENT WITH HIM ALRIGHT. I WILL MOM. I WILL. TALK TO U GUYS LATER AS THEY LEAVE OUT. I AM TO MAKE MORE PLATES FOR EVERYONE TO TAKE HOME. HERE IS THE ICE CREAM AND THE OTHER STUFF BACK. U GUYS WANNA TAKE SOME OF THIS HOME? I ASKED. YEAH THEY ALL SAY. I DON'T WANNA HAVE TO MUCH LEFT OVER.

WE R GONNA HEAD UPSTAIRS BACK TO THE GAME ROOM CHRIS SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN. I AM DONE WITH THESE SO JUST WRAP IT IN ALUMINUM FOIL FOR ME AND PUT IT IN TH FRIDGE. YOUR MOM AND HIS MOM R CRAZY NICKI SAYS. I KNOW AND THEY REALLY SURPRISE US BY OFFERING US THAT ADVICE. SO WHAT DO U GUYS WANNA DO KNOW? MIKA ASKED. HOW ABOUT WE GO AND PLAY SOME POOL UPSTAIRS I ASKED THEM. U GUY HAVE BEEN COMING OVER HERE AND WE HAVE NOT HAD ONE DAY WHERE WE HAVE BEEN IN THE GAME ROOM. YEAH I KNOW SHALAMEKE SAYS. BUT WHAT ABOUT THE GUYS? ANGIE SAYS. THEY CAN PLAY ON THE VIDEO GAME WHILE W PLAY POOL IN THE OTHER ROOM. SO WE HEAD UPSTAIRS AND FIND THE GUYS ON THE GAME. WAIT, WHERE R YA'LL GOING? CHRIS ASKED. WE R GONNA GO PLAY SOME POOL. WE R NOT GONNA INTERRUPT U GUYS I TELL THEM. TAMARAH THEY R PLAYING YOUR FAVORITE GAME NICKI SAYS. U LIKE THIS GAME? WAYNE ASKED ME. YEAH I DO LIKE THIS GAME. THEY WERE PLAYING MORTAL COMBAT. I HAVE LOVE THIS GAME SINCE THEY FIRST BROUGHT IT OUT. WANNA PLAY? DRAKE ASKED ME. NO U GUYS CAN FINISH PLAYING I TELL HIM. R U SCARED I AM GONNA BEAT U? CHRIS SAYS. I KNOW WHAT U R TRYING TO DO AND IT IS NOT GONNA WORK. I HAVE BEEN TOLD U WERE GOOD AT THIS GAME AND I WANNA SEE WHAT U CAN DO AS HE GETS IN MY FACE SMILING. HAND ME A CONTROLLER PLEASE. THIS WILL NOT TAKE LONG GIRLS. U WANNA SIT DOWN? NO I WILL STAND CHRIS. THE GIRLS WERE SCREAMING FOR ME AND THE GUYS WERE SCREAMING FOR CHRIS. WOW SHE IS GOOD A THIS GAME I HERE OMARION SAY.

CHRIS, SHE IS ABOUT TO BEAT U TREY SAYS. NEXT THING I KNOW I HEARD DAMN FROM THE GUYS AS I DID MY FATALITY MOVE ON HIM. MY FAVORITE PERSON TO PLAY WITH WAS KITANA. DAMN GIRL CHRIS SAYS. HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE U PLAYED THIS GAME? CHRIS ASKED ME. ABOUT 6 MONTHS AS I HAND HIM THE CONTROLLER BACK. BYE GUYS AS WE WALK INTO THE OTHER ROOM AND SMILE AT CHRIS. I WANT A REMATCH HE SAY. OK CHRIS. SO WE STARTED PLAYING POOL AND THE GUYS WALK IN. SO U GUYS DONE PLAYING THE GAME I ASKED THEM. YEAH WE R KEVIN SAYS. U WERE LYING WHEN U SAID IT HAS BEEN SIX MONTHS SINCE U PLAYED CHRIS SAYS. NO IT HAS BEEN THAT LONG. U PLAY POOL TOO HE ASKED ME. YES I DO AND I KNOW U PLAY AS WELL. U WANNA PLAY ME HE SAYS. HERE WE GO TYGA SAYS. ALRIGHT WE CAN PLAY. JUST A FRIENDLY GAME CHRIS SAYS. WHY, U HAD SOMETHING IN MIND. YEAH I DID HE SAYS. OK WHAT DO U WANT TO BET CHRIS. IF I WIN, U HAVE TO WAIT ON ME HAND AND FOOT FOR A WEEK AND WEAR A SPECIAL OUTFIT THAT I GET TO PICK OUT FOR U HE SAYS. THAT IS FINE WITH ME. IF U LOSE, THEN I WILL DO THE SAME FOR U HE SAYS. RACK EM UP THEN CHRIS. EVERYBODY SITTING DOWN AND WAITING FOR US TO START PLAYING.

I hope to neverrrrrr discuss sex tips with my parents lol. That was funny. And Chris and that whip cream lol freak.

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WE R ALL ADULTS HERE MS JOYCE SAYS. U GUYS R ACTING LIKE THIS IS A BAD CONVERSATION TO TALK ABOUT SHE SAYS. I DON'T THINK IT IS BAD. I JUST THINK IT IS A LITTLE WEIRD TALKING TO OUR PARENTS ABOUT THIS WITH EVERYONE HERE. I THINK IT WILL BE GOOD TO HERE WHAT THEY KNOW MIKA SAYS. ALRIGHT I AM NOT GONNA ARGUE ABOUT THIS. U GUYS CAN GO RIGHT AHEAD AND TALK. THEY STARTED TO TALK ABOUT THE DIFFERENT POSITION AND TO MAKE IT POSITION FEEL LIKE U HAVE NEVER FELT IT BEFORE. THEY ALSO TALK ABOUT HOW FOREPLAY CAN REALLY GET THINGS STARTED. THEN THEY ASK US HAS ANY OF US HAD ORAL SEX BEFORE? EVERYONE JUST LOOKED AROUND. NO ONE HERE HAS DONE IT BEFORE. TAMARAH AND CHRIS HAS NICKI SAYS. I AM GONNA KILL U. I AM GONNA BE SICK RIGHT NOW. MY MOM JUST LOOKED AT ME IN SHOCK. I AM SURPRISE TO HERE THIS MY MOM SAYS. U WERE SO AGAINST IT SHE SAYS. YEAH WELL........IT FEELS GOOD DOESN'T MS JOYCE ASKED US. OH MY GOD I SAY. IT CAN BE WEIRD THE FIRST TIME BUT IT IS NATURAL AND THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT MS. JOYCE SAYS. I THINK WE HAVE TALK ENOUGH ABOUT THIS AND U TWO R READY TO END THIS. YES AND THANK U TOO FRO THIS CONVERSATION. I JUST HAVE ONE MORE QUESTION TO ASKED U TOO CHRIS MOM ASKED. HAVE U GUYS EVER U SEX TOYS? NO WE HAVE NOT CHRIS SAYS LOOKING AT ME. BUT U HAVE SOME? TASHA SAYS. I DON'T HAVE ANY SEX TOYS I TELL HER. WAIT U TOLD US THAT U HAD SOME IN A SPECIAL PLACE THAT...........I DO NOT HAVE ANY AND I NEVER SAID THAT TO U GUYS. EVERYONE JUST LOOKED AT ME. I AM TELLING U GUYS I DON'T HAVE ANY SEX TOYS.

IS EVERYONE DONE EATING SO I CAN GET THE DESSERT? YEAH EVERYONE SAID. U GUYS AN TAKE SOME HOME WITH. I WILL HELP U TAKE THIS BACK INTO THE KITCHEN CHRIS SAYS. I WILL HELP TOO MY SISTER AND NICKI SAYS. JUST PUT EVERYTHING ON THAT TABLE FOR ME. U GUYS CAN TAKE THE DESSERT OUT TO EVERYONE. U HAVE ICE CREAM? NICKI ASKED. YEAH I DO. U CAN COME BACK AND GET FROM ME. HERE U GO NICKI AS I HAND HER THE ICE CREAM. U HAVE ANY WHIPPED CREAM TOO? YEAH HERE U GO. WAIT. THIS IS THE ONLY CAN LEFT CHRIS SAYS. NO IT IS NOT I TELL. HERE U GO THEN NICKI. U R NASTY CHRIS SHE SAYS. SO U HAVE SEX TOYS HIDDEN SOME WHERE IN HERE? CHRIS I DO NOT HAVE ANY SEX TOYS. U DON'T HAVE TO LIE TO ME AS HE SMILES. U CAN STOP SMILING BECAUSE U WILL NOT FIND ANY IN HERE. ALRIGHT U DON'T HAVE TO TELL ME HE SAYS. THERE IS NOTHING TO TELL. THE ONLY THING I WILL ADMIT TO HAVING IN HERE IS PORN. WAIT WAIT WAIT COME BACK HERE TAMARAH. U HAVE PORN UPSTAIRS? YES. IN THE ROOM? YES CHRIS I SAY LAUGHING A LITTLE. I KNOW U SAID U HAD SEEN SOME BUT I DIDN'T KNOW U HAD YOUR OWN HE SAYS. WELL NOW U KNOW AS I GIVE HIM A KISS AND WALK AWAY. WHERE DO U THINK I LEARN TO DO MOST OF THE THINGS U SEE ME DO IN THE ROOM? NOW COME ON AND SNAP OUT OF IT CHRIS. I JUST THOUGHT U........AS HE PAUSED. I AM VERY SHOCKED BY THIS HE SAYS. NO U R NOT AND U HAVE BEEN LOVING IT. SO STOP ACTING SURPRISED BY THIS AS WE SIT DOWN TO EAT SOME DESSERT.