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I Cry to hide the pain that i feel. no one knows that i cry myself to sleep some nights. i wonder where my life is heading. i feel sometimes i should not be here and should be in another place. i feel like my life is not where it should be so I Cry. my life has been hard growing up. i have always been a big girl so I Cry. i try not to think about what people say about me but I Cry still cry becuz it hurts. people see me happy and always smiling not knowing i cry to hide the pain. I Cry wondering if i will ever find that special someone to luv me for me I Cry sometimes to relieve pressure off me. I Cry becuz i don't like to talk about it so i like to write instead. even though I Cry i still find a way to keep going each day. i know i have people who luv me and want to help but I Cry. maybe one day will have the strength to talk to someone and realize that i do belong here and i will find love. right now i sit here and still cry. may be i will find that special someone and my life will feel complete. i am going to keep my head up and continue to do what i have been doing with my life. one day i will feel lucky and everything will be fine so i won't have to cry anymore.

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Oh lord the parents are hilarious and. Chris is a freak LOL.

ANY THING ELSE NEED TO GO OUT TO THE TABLE? MY SISTER ASKED ME. YES THESE TWO PANS AND THIS MEAT RIGHT HERE. I GOT THE DOOR MIKA SAYS. WHAT R WE HAVING FOR DESSERT? CHRIS ASKED ME. I HAVE CAKE AND A FEW PIES I DID. WELL I WILL WAIT FOR MY DESSERT LATER TONIGHT HE SAYS. HOW ABOUT I GIVE U A TASTE OF YOUR DESSERT TONIGHT. HE CAME OVER AND HE STARTED KISSING ME. IN THE KITCHEN U GUYS I HERE MY MOM SAY. HI MOM. EVERYONE IS IN THE DINING ROOM. U KNOW MY OFFER STILL STAND MS. JOYCE SAYS WALKING BY US. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING. COME ON LETS GO EAT CHRIS. ABOUT TIME U GUYS CAME ON IN HERE MIKA SAYS. ALWAYS IN THE KITCHEN KISSING AND......... ALRIGHT WE R HERE AND WE CAN EAT NOW I TELL EVERYONE. EVERYTHING LOOKS GREAT KEVIN SAYS. THANK U. SO HAVE U GUYS THOUGHT ABOUT BABY NAMES YET? MY MOM ASKED US. NO NOT YET. HOW IS THE STORE DOING MY MOM ASKED ME. IT IS DOING WELL. I TRIED TO GET YOUR FATHER TO COME TONIGHT MY MOM SAYS. HE IS STILL.... I ALREADY KNOW MOM. JUST GIVE HIM SOMETIME TO THINK ABOUT THINGS. I KNOW HE WILL COME AROUND SHE SAYS. I KNOW EVERYONE IS HOPING HE WILL COME AROUND BUT I AM THROUGH TRYING TO REACH OUT TO HIM. I UNDERSTAND AND U HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE TO LIVE AND A BABY TO THINK ABOUT. I AM NOT GONNA PUSH U OR HIM TO TRY AND WORK THINGS OUT. THINGS WILL WORK THEMSELVES OUT MS. JOYCE SAYS. I AM JUST SURPRISE THAT YOUR DAD WON'T EVEN TRY WHEN HE HAS A GRANDCHILD ON THE WAY MY MOM SAYS. WELL I AM LEAVING EVERYTHING UP TO HIM. I HAVE MY CHILD OR MY CHILDREN TO THINK RIGHT NOW. HE KNOWS WHERE TO FIND ME IF HE WANTS TO TALK. SO U THINK U R GONNA HAVE TWINS? WAYNE ASKED ME. I DON'T KNOW BUT CHRIS AND EVERYONE ELSE THINK I AM.

I FELT CHRIS HAND RUNNING UP MY THIGH. CHRIS CAN U MOVE YOUR HAND I WHISPERED TO HIM. I WANT U RIGHT NOW HE SAYS TO ME IN MY EAR. OK STOP TALKING DIRTY OVER THERE SHALAMEKE SAYS. WE R NOT TALKING DIRTY OVER HERE. WE ALREADY TOLD U GUYS WE COULD HELP OUT MS. JOYCE SAYS. I COVERED MY FACE AND PUT MY HEAD DOWN LAUGHING. MOM NOT RIGHT NOW CHRIS SAYS. I WANT TO HEAR WHAT KIND INFORMATION SHE CAN GIVE MY SISTER SAYS. R U SERIOUS RIGHT NOW. SHE PROBABLY COULD BE HELP IN THE SEX AREA. OK WHAT IS GOING ON? KEVIN ASKED. I CAN'T BELIEVE WE R ABOUT TO HAVE THIS CONVERSATION RIGHT NOW WHILE WE R EATING. I DON'T SEE WHY U GUYS ACTING SO WEIRD ABOUT TALKING ABOUT SEX WITH US MY MOM SAYS. WE R JUST SAYING THAT WE KNOW A FEW THINGS AND........... I AM NOT HEARING THIS RIGHT NOW I SAY. I AM NOT LISTENING TO THIS AS I TRY TO GET UP. TAMARAH SIT DOWN AND JUST LISTEN MS. JOYCE SAYS.

AS I WAS WALKING DOWNSTAIRS, THE DOORBELL RINGS. I GOT IT I YELLED OUT. I OPENED IT AND IT WAS KEVIN AND ACE AND WAYNE AND EVERYBODY WE KNEW. HEY GUYS. DID U JUST FINISH WORKING OUT? WAYNE ASKED ME. U CAN SAY THAT I TELL HIM. U KNOW WE HAD TO COME TASTE YOUR COOKING ACE SAYS. WELL I FIXED PLENTY. WHERE IS EVERYBODY? KEVIN ASKED. THE GIRLS R IN THE KITCHEN AND THE GUYS R UPSTAIRS IN THE GAME ROOM. U GUYS CAN GO UP THERE. WILL YA'LL BRING YA'LL ASS UPSTAIRS CHRIS YELLS DOWN. IIGHT NIGGA KEVIN SAYS. I WILL CALL U GUYS WHEN THE FOO IS READY. WHAT DO U NEED CHRIS? WE NEED SOME MORE DRINKS UPSTAIRS. ALRIGHT I WILL HAVE ONE OF THE GIRLS BRING THEM UP TO U GUYS. CAN I HAVE A KISS? HE ASKED. SEE THIS IS HOW THINGS GET STARTED WITH US I SAY TO HIM. GIVE ME A KISS PLEASE HE SAYS IN A KIDS VOICE. U REALLY NEED TO STOP THAT I SAY LAUGHING AT HIM. I WALKED BACK AND GAVE HIM A LONG DEEP KISS. DAMN I HERE THE GUYS UPSTAIRS SAY. U KNOW WE GOING FOR ROUND 2 TONIGHT HE SAYS. U THINK U CAN GO ANOTHER ROUND. I KNOW I CAN AS WE SMILE AT EACH OTHER. I TURNED TO WALK IN THE KITCHEN, WHEN HE SMACKED ME ON MY ASS. DAMN NIGGA I BET U BE WEARING HER ASS OUT WAYNE SAYS. I HEARD THAT AS I WALKED INTO THE KITCHEN. WHAT DID U GUYS NEED ME FOR? WE DON'T NEED ANYTHING NOW MY SISTER SAYS. THE FOOD IS ALMOST DONE. U CHANGED YOUR CLOTHES NICKI SAYS. YEAH I WAS TIRED OF THAT SKIRT I HAD ON. AND U R GLOWING TASHA SAYS. U HAD SEX WITH CHRIS UP THERE. I KNEW THAT IS WHAT U GUYS WERE DOING MIKA SAYS. THAT IS Y U SOUNDED OUT OF BREATH WHEN I CAME TO THE DOOR UP THERE SHALAMEKE SAYS. I DID NOT SAY ANYTHING. I JUST GOT THE DRINKS OUT THE FRIDGE.

WHO WAS AT THE DOOR? ANGIE ASKED ME. R U EXPECTING? SOMEONE I ASKED HER. NO I WAS JUST WONDERING WHO WAS AT THE DOOR. I AM JUST TEASING AND IT WAS KEVIN AND EM. I NEED SOME ONE TO TAKE THESE DRINKS UPSTAIRS FOR ME. WE CAN DO THAT BUN SAYS. UN HUH WE SAYS. WE R JUST HELPING THAT IS ALL ANGIE SAYS. YEAH "HELPING" TASHA SAYS. SO BACK TO U AND CHRIS MIKA SAYS. NOPE I AM NOT SAYING A WORD TO U GUYS ABOUT US. U GUYS WERE UP THERE FOR A GOOD 30 MINUTES NICKI SAYS. HOW CAN U GUYS JUST GO LIKE THAT MY SISTER ASKED ME. I DON'T KNOW I TELL HER. WE JUST DO AND I AM THROUGH TALKING. THAT IS FINE BUT U KNOW WE R GONNA EVENTUALLY FIND OUT FROM U SHALAMEKE SAYS. YA'LL CAN HELP BY SETTING THE TABLES FOR ME. THERE IS ABOUT 15 OF US SO U GUYS WILL NEED TO ADD THE PART TO THE TABLE TO MAKE IT LONGER AND BRING IN THE OTHER CHAIRS. ALRIGHT WE WILL DO THAT MIKA AND TASHA SAYS. I SEE Y U COOKED A LOT NICKI SAYS. I KNEW WAYNE AND EM WOULD WANNA CAME OVER. CAN U GO TELL THEM THAT THE FOOD IS DONE FOR ME SHALAMEKE. U GUYS CAN START TAKING THESE THINGS INTO THE DINING ROOM FOR ME. ALRIGHT MY SISTER SAYS. I SEE THE FOOD IS DONE CHRIS SAYS. YEAH IT IS. IT SMELLS SO GOOD IN HERE WAYNE SAYS. U DID SOME RIBS HE SAYS. YES I DID. AND I DID A POT ROAST AS WELL. I MISS COMING OVER HERE WAYNE SAYS. WELL U GUYS CAN HEAD INTO THE DINING ROOM WHILE I FINISH UP HERE. SO WHAT DID U GIRLS TALK ABOUT SOWN HERE? CHRIS ASKED ME. THE SAME THING U GUYS WERE TALKING ABOUT UPSTAIRS. YA'LL WERE TALKING ABOUT BASKETBALL AND S**T. VERY FUNNY CHRIS. U KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT SO STOP PLAYING AROUND WITH ME. WE DID JUST TALK ABOUT SPORTS UPSTAIRS HE SAYS. JUST TAKE THIS INTO THE DINING ROOM I SAY TO HIM SMILING. I KNOW U WERE UP THERE TALKING ABOUT US. HE JUST SMILED AND WENT INTO THE DINING ROOM

Get it Chris. So beast..

YA'LL KNOW CHRIS WANTS ME TO MOVE IN WITH HIM. IT IS ABOUT TIME NICKI SAYS. WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN. NOTHING BUT U SHOULD HAVE BEEN MOVED IN WITH HIM SHE SAYS. YA'LL JUST TRYING TO TAKE OVER MY HOUSE. SO R U GONNA GET RID OF THIS HOUSE? ANGIE ASKED ME. NO I AM NOT BECAUSE I WANT TO HAVE SOME PLACE TO KEEP SOME OF MY THINGS STILL. SO U AND BUN CAN STAY HERE NOW SINCE I WILL BE MOVING IN WITH CHRIS. U GUYS WON'T HAVE TO PAY FOR ANYTHING HERE. UNLESS U GUYS WANT THINGS IN HERE TO CALL YOUR OWN. MAN U HAVE COME ALONG SO GREAT EVER SINCE MEETING CHRIS MY SISTER SAYS. I KNOW AND I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER WITH HIM. I FEEL LIKE I CAN BE MYSELF WITH HIM AND HE CAN BE HIS SELF WITH ME. I CAN'T DESCRIBE THE FEELING HE GIVES ME BUT I KNOW IT IS A GREAT FEELING AND I AM LOVING IT RIGHT NOW. WE CAN TELL THEY ALL SAYS. SHUT UP U GUYS. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND HE LOVE ME. I AM JUST HAPPY THAT YOUR LIFE NOW IS FREE FROM ALL THE NEGATIVITY AND STRESS SHALAMEKE SAYS. I DON'T ABOUT THE STRESS PART. SHAWN IS REALLY BECOMING A PAIN IN ASS RIGHT NOW. I KNOW HE IS NOT GONNA STOP WHAT HE HAS BEEN DOING. I HEARD CHRIS SAYS HE CALLED U B**CH MIKA SAYS. HE CALLED U THAT NICKI SAYS. I AIN'T EVEN TRIPPIN OVER THAT S**T. I HAVE BEEN CALLED ALL KINDS OF NAME AND IT AIN'T NOTHING NEW TO ME. I TOLD CHRIS DON'T EVEN FUSS OVER THAT BECAUSE I AM USE TO IT. I GET CALLED THAT NAME ALMOST EVERYDAY BY THESE GIRLS AROUND HERE. SO I AM USE TO IT. IF I AM A B**CH, THEN I AM B**TH. BUT I AM A SUCCESSFUL B**TH WHO MAKES HER MONEY. I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT MIKA SAYS. WHEN PEOPLE SAYS THINGS LIKE THAT TO ME, IT JUST PUSHES ME EVEN HARDER TO MAKE THEM HATE ON ME EVEN MORE. OK TAMARAH NICKI SAYS.

I AM JUST SAYING THAT I DON'T CARE ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE SAYS ABOUT ME ANYMORE. IT STILL HURTS TO HEAR THOSE THINGS AND SOMETIMES I CRY BUT I KNOW THEY R JUST JEALOUS AND I JUST KEEP MY HEAD UP AND KEEP DOING WHAT I AM DOING AND THAT IS MAKING MONEY AND HELPING OTHERS. I AM GONNA RUN UPSTAIRS REALLY QUICK. I NEED TO CHECK ON THE LAUNDRY. UM HUH THEY ALL SAYS. WHATEVER. JUST KEEP AN EYE ON THE FOOD FOR ME. I SEE U R IN MY FAVORITE POSITION AS I HERE THE DOOR CLOSE. FACE DOWN AND ASS UP CHRIS SAYS. I FELT HIM BEHIND ME. I DID MOT COME UP HERE FOR THAT CHRIS. U WANNA DO SOMETHING AS I WALK TOWARD HIM. HELP ME FOLD THESE SO U TWO CAN CALM DOWN. ALRIGHT THEN HE SAYS. I WAS TRYING NOT TO STARE AT HIM. TAMARAH.........WHAT CHRIS. UN HUH U WANT ME HE SAYS SMILING. JUST FOLD THE SHEETS I TELL HIM. I CAN TELL BY THE WAY U R LOOKING RIGHT NOW AS HE COMES TOWARD ME. I TURNED MY BACK TOWARD HIM AND PUT THE SHEETS AND THINGS IN THE BASKET. I KNOW U WANT US INSIDE OF U RIGHT NOW. NO I DON'T AS I TURNED TO OPEN THE DOOR. HE CLOSED THE DOOR BACK AS I TURNED TO FACE HIM WITH MY BACK AGAINST THE DOOR. HE STARTS KISSING ME SOFTLY.

HE STARTS KISSING AND SUCKING ON MY NECK. HE THEN TAKES MY HAND AND RUN IT DOWN HIS CHEST AND THEN TO HIS STOMACH AND RIGHT DOWN TO HIS D**K. U DON'T WANT HIM INSIDE U RIGHT NOW HE WHISPERS IN MY EAR. HE WAS BECOMING EXCITED AND HE WAS ALREADY HARD FROM ME STOKING HIS D**K BACK AND FORTH. I WANT U TO TASTE HIM FOR HE SAYS. HE PUTS HIS BACK TOWARD THE DOOR. I PULLED DOWN HIS BOXER AND STARTED PLAYING WITH HIS D**K. I SUCKED ON THE TIP AND LICKED HIM SOFTLY. I THEN TOOK HIS D**K AND WENT BACK AND FORTH SUCKING AND LICKING HIM. DAMN BABY HE SAYS. I COULD FEEL HIM ABOUT TO CUM WHEN HE WANTED ME TO STOP. HE PULLED MY SKIRT UP AND PULLED MY PANTIES DOWN AND PUT HIS D**K INSIDE ME. HE STARTED KISSING ME TO BLOCK OUT THE SOUNDS OF ME MOANING AND SCREAMING. WE HEARD A KNOCK AT THE DOOR AS HE IS PUMPING IN AND OUT. DON'T ANSWER TO THAT BABY. BUT I NEED..............OH S**T CHRIS. HE MOVES US TO THE WALL OPPOSITE TO THE DOOR. THEY JUST KEPT KNOCKING. TAMARAH. HUH. WE NEED YOUR HELP AGAIN DOWNSTAIRS. I....AM....COM...ING....RIGHT....NOW.......AS I SEE CHRIS SMILING AT ME. AS I AM TALKING, HE PUSHING DEEPER AND HARDER. R U ALRIGHT SHE ASKED ME. I AM FINE AND I WILL BE RIGHT THERE. HE STARTS TO TAKE SLOWER AND DEEPER STOKES. U....R....DOING...THIS...ON...PURPOSE...CHRIS. AW F**K CHRIS. HE STARTS KISSING ME AGAIN. I FELT MY SELF ABOUT TO COME AND I FELT HIM TOO. WE WHEN DID, WE WERE BOTH OUT OF BREATH. HE PUTS ME DOWN AND PULLS HIS PANTS UP. CAN U HAND ME THAT TOWEL PLEASE CHRIS? WE R HAPPY NOW HE SAYS TO ME IN MY EAR. HE KISSES ME AND LEAVES THE ROOM SMILING. I PULLED MY SKIRT DOWN AND GRABBED THE BASKET TO GO TO MY ROOM. I DID EVEN BOTHER TO PUT MY PANTIES BACK ON. I CHANGED INTO SOME PANTS AND BRUSHED MY TEETH AND WENT BACK DOWNSTAIRS.

OK NOW YA'LL R BEING NOSY NOW I TELL TREY. FIRST IT WAS OMARION, THEN CHRIS, NOW U. WHAT DO U WANT TREY? I ASKED HIM. I JUST CAME TO GET SOME NAPKINS THAT IS ALL. WELL GET THE NAPKINS AND GO THEN MY SISTER TELLS HIM. OK FINE THEN HE SAYS. BYE TREY WE ALL SAY BACK TO HIM. BYE. WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. SO U R REALLY GONNA TRY IT WITH TREY? MIKA ASKED. I THINK I WILL BUT I AM NOT SURE THOUGH. SO NICKI, HOW R THINGS WITH U AND DRAKE. EVERYTHING IS FINE AND I AM HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE. I REALLY AM FALLING IN LOVE WITH HIM AND I REALLY LOVE HIS SON. HOW IS DJ DOING? I ASKED HER. HE IS DOING FINE AND HE IS REALLY DOING GOOD SCHOOL SHE SAYS. HAS U KNOW WHO BEEN COMING AROUND TO SEE HIM? SHALAMEKE ASKED HER. SHE HAS ONLY SEEN HIM ONCE SINCE THE ARGUMENT THAT DAY. BUT U KNOW DJ HAS NOT EVEN ASKED ABOUT HER AND IF SHE IS EVER COMING BACK TO SEE HIM. I KNOW HE IS YOUNG, BUT HE HAS BEEN LIKE A MATURE PERSON ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPEN. SO DRAKE SAT DOWN WITH HIM AND TOLD HIM EVERYTHING? I ASKED HER. YEAH HE DID EXCEPT FOR THE PART ABOUT U AND CHRIS. DRAKE JUST TOLD HIM HOW THINGS R AND HE UNDERSTOOD. I AM SO AMAZED BY HIM NICKI SAYS. WELL I AM JUST HAPPY THAT SHE IS NOT IN HIS LIFE RIGHT NOW. I KNOW SHE IS HIS MOM, BUT SHE NEEDS TO JUST STAY AWAY FROM BOTH OF THEM. SO HAVE U AND DRAKE TALKED ABOUT HAVING A CHILD TOGETHER? ANGIE ASKED HER. ACTUALLY WE HAVE TALKED ABOUT IT. I REALLY WANT TO HAVE BABIES WITH HIM. YES I SAID BABIES. RIGHT NOW WE R PLANNING TO BUT IT JUST HAS NOT HAPPEN YET.

SHALAMEKE, I KNOW U CAN'T WAIT TO HAVE THAT BABY COME OUT. U R RIGHT. BUT I GET TO EAT THINGS I WASN'T EATING BEFORE SHE SAYS. YEAH I CAN SEE THAT NOW I TELL HER. SO ANGIE AND BUN....... YES THE Y BOTH SAY. U GUYS HAVE COME INTO OUR LIVES AND NOW U GUYS WENT OUT WITH KEVIN AND ACE LAST NIGHT MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH WE HAD FUN LAST NIGHT BUN SAYS AND NOTHING HAPPEN LAST NIGHT ANGIE SAYS. SO U GUYS DID NOTHING LAST NIGHT NICKI SAYS. NO WE JUST HUNG OUT WITH EACH OTHER BUN SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN I SAY TO THEM. WHO R U CALLING? ANGIE ASKED ME. HEY KEVIN THIS TAMARAH. HEY WASSUP. NOTHING MUCH. I WAS JUST CALLING TO ASK HOW LAST NIGHT WAS. IT WAS GREAT HE SAYS. I HAD A GREAT TIME WITH YOUR GIRL ANGIE AND BUN AND ACE HAD A REALLY GOOD TIME LAST NIGHT HE SAYS. UN HUH I SEE. SO DID U KISS HER I ASKED HIM. U DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER THAT ANGIE SAYS. I THINK SHE SHOULD TELL U THAT HE SAYS. OK THAT IS YES. SO U GUYS DID MORE THEN JUST HANG OUT LAST NIGHT. HELLO IS ANYBODY THERE AS THE CONVERSATION BECAME SILENT. I THINK U SHOULD JUST ASK HER ABOUT LAST NIGHT. OK KEVIN I WILL LET U GO AND I AM PERSONALLY INVITING U AND U CAN TELL ACE TO COME TO MY HOUSE FOR DINNER LATER. I WILL BE THERE AN I WILL LET ACE KNOW AS WELL HE SAYS. BYE. BYE KEVIN. OK SO MAYBE WE KISS ANGIE SAYS.

I THINK U GUYS HAD SEX TOO I TELL HER. SAME TO U TOO BUN. JUST SO U KNOW, THE TRUTH ALWAYS COMES OUT SOME WAY AND WE R JUST MESSING WITH U GUYS ANYWAY I TELL THEM. WE ALL WENT THROUGH THIS AND WE ALL DENIED THINGS TO EACH OTHER. SO WELCOME TO THE FAMILY ANGIE AND BUN MIKA SAYS. OK NOW WHAT DO THE THREE OF U WANT? TASHA SAYS. DAMN TYGA SAYS. WE JUST CAME DOWN TO GET MORE SNACKS THAT IS ALL BOW WOW SAYS. WE R NOT GONNA BE LONG DRAKE SAYS. THE ONLY PERSON THAT HASN'T CAME DON HERE IS DERRICK. THAT IS BECAUSE HE IS ON THE GAME RIGHT NOW DRAKE SAYS. SO U GUYS R NOT PLAYING RIGHT NOW. I JUST THINK U GUYS R TRYING TO BE NOSY I TELL THEM. NO WE R NOT DRAKE SAYS. THEN GRAB WHAT U WANT AND LEAVE THEN NICKI SAYS. ALRIGHT WE R LEAVING BOB WOW SAYS. THIS IS A LOT OF FOOD TAMARAH? MONIQUE SAYS. YEAH WELL THERE R A LOT US WHO HAVE TO EAT. I THINK THIS IS THE MOST I COOKED IN A LONG TIME THOUGH. Y DON'T U REST AND LET US HELP FOR A WHILE MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT I NEED TO SIT ANYWAY. HAVE U TRIED TALKING TO YOUR DAD? NICKI ASKED ME. NO I HAVE NOT TRIED. I MEAN I REALLY WANT TO I JUST REALLY DON'T NEED THAT STRESS RIGHT NOW. I HAVE BEEN TRYING AND TRYING BUT NO LUCK.

LIKE I SAID BEFORE, I AM DONE TRYING. IF HE WANTS TO TALK, THEN HE KNOWS WHERE TO FIND ME. I AM STRESSING MY SELF OUT OVER THIS AGAIN. I HAVE MYSELF AND MY CHILD TO THINK ABOUT RIGHT NOW. MY MAIN FOCUS IS TO KEEP MYSELF HEALTHY AND STRONG FOR THE BABY. HE WILL COME AROUND MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH I DON'T THINK THAT WILL HAPPEN. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO STAY POSITIVE ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING AND NOTHING HAS BEEN POSITIVE ABOUT IT. LIKE I SAID BEFORE, I LOVE HIM SO MUCH EVEN AFTER ALL THAT HAS HAPPENED. I AM JUST TIRED OF BEING THE ONLY ONE TRYING TO MAKE AND EFFORT AT THIS. HE IS NOT EVEN WILLING TO TRY AND GET TO KNOW CHRIS BEFORE JUDGING HIM OVER ONE MISTAKE HE HAS MADE IN HIS LIFE. U KNOW CHRIS HAS REALLY BEEN A DIFFERENT PERSON WITH U TASHA SAYS. I HAVE SEEN HIM WITH THE MEDIA AND HOW ANGRY HE GET WHEN ASKED ABOUT THE INCIDENT. BUT KNOW HE SEEM HAPPY AGAIN AND REALLY JUST HAVING FUN AGAIN NICKI SAYS. I KNOW AND HE REALLY WANT TO JUST STAY TO HIMSELF AND NOT BE IN THE MEDIA AS MUCH BECAUSE OF HOW IT IS. HE REALLY WANTS A FRESH START AND MAYBE SOME PEOPLE WILL BEGIN TO FORGIVE HIM FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE.

HE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK TO THE MEDIA? MY SISTER ASKED ME. NO HE DOESN'T BECAUSE HE FEEL LIKE IT WOULD BE BETTER FOR HIM. HE WANT TO JUST FOCUS ON US AND HIS MUSIC RIGHT NOW. THE MEDIA IS STILL STUCK ON WHAT HE HAS DONE AND IT HAS BEEN MANY YEARS SINCE IT HAPPENED. BUT PEOPLE STILL WANT TO KNOW ABOUT AND HE JUST WANTS TO PEOPLE TO SEE HIM AS BEING A GREAT SINGER AND PERFORMER AGAIN. I COMPLETELY UNDERSTAND WHERE HE IS COMING FROM AND I THINK IT IS GOOD FOR RIGHT NOW. HE SAT DOWN WITH HIS MANAGER AND THEY DECIDED THAT THIS WOULD BE BEST FOR HIM. WHEN HE TOLD ME THIS, I THOUGHT OK AND THAT THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA FOR HIM.

LOL SEx SEX SEX, thats all they know. And why errbody like talking bout Tamerah and Chris sexcapades lol. NOSEY AzZ. And aint nothing worong with satisfying your man either lol. Chris ol freak bott. RUN IT!!

YEAH U SAY THAT NOW CHRIS BUT I KNOW U TOO WELL. I AM REALLY COOL WITH IT HE SAYS. OK THEN Y DID U CLOSE THE DOOR THEN. HE LOOKS AT ME AND STARTS LAUGHING. SEE I KNEW U WERE GONNA DO THIS. CHRIS I TOLD U NO AS I AM TRYING TO STOP LAUGHING BECAUSE HE IS TICKLING ME. I TURNED AROUND TO FACE HIM AS HE LIFTS ME UP ONTO THE WASHING MACHINE. HE STARTS KISSING ME AND HE WRAPS MY LEGS AROUND HIM. CHRIS IT IS GETTING LATE NOW AND I REALLY NEED TO START DINNER. BUT WHAT I WANT FOR DINNER IS RIGHT HERE SHE SAYS. TAMARAH I HEAR SOMEONE YELL OUT. YEAH. WE NEED YOUR HELP DOWNSTAIRS IN THE KITCHEN. ALRIGHT I WILL BE RIGHT THERE. CHRIS LET ME........I FELT MYSELF BECOMING WEAK. THEN THERE WAS A KNOCK AT THE DOOR. I AM COMING RIGHT NOW. CHRIS STOPS AND LOOKS AT ME SMILING. I AM GONNA KILL WHOEVER JUST INTERRUPTED US HE SAYS LAUGHING. COME ON AND HELP ME DOWN FROM HERE. I OPENED THE DOOR AND SAW ANGIE WALK PAST US. UN HUH SHE SAYS. U NEED TO FIX YOUR CLOTHES SHE TELLS ME. I AM GOING DOWNSTAIRS TO HELP THEM. JUST HOLLER IF U NEED ANYTHING HE SAYS. ANYTHING HE SAYS AGAIN. I STARTED LAUGHING AS I WENT INTO THE KITCHEN. OK YA'LL READY TO HELP ME I ASKED THEM. YEAH WE R. SO DID U FINISH THE LAUNDRY? NICKI ASKED ME. YEAH I DID I TELL HER. CAN U GUYS PLEASE STOP STARING AT ME LIKE THAT? I ASKED THEM. DID U GIVE HIM HIS DESSERT EARLY? MIKA ASKED. NO I DID NOT NOSY. U GUYS R JUST ALL OVER THIS HOUSE BUN SAYS. I AM NOT HAVING THIS CONVERSATION WITH U GUYS RIGHT NOW. WHAT DID U AND CHRIS TALK ABOUT UP THERE OUR MOM AND HIS MOM? MY SISTER ASKED ME. YA'LL KNOW THEY WERE TRYING TO GIVE US POINTERS ON SEX I TELL THEM. NO THEY DIDN'T SHALAMEKE SAYS LAUGHING. YES THEY DID. CHRIS AND I WERE BECOMING NERVOUS ABOUT THEM TALKING ABOUT THAT WITH US. CHRIS HAD HIS HEAD DOWN AND I AM TRYING TO KEEP STRAIGHT FACE ABOUT THE WHOLE THING. IT WAS BECOMING VERY WEIRD.

U KNOW MS. JOYCE WAS THE ONE TO OFFER ME THE ADVICE ON THINGS. I JUST COULD NOT BELIEVE THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT IT. IT FELT SO WEIRD TO ME TALKING ABOUT SEX WITH HIS MOM AND MINE. I THINK I REALLY FREAK CHRIS OUT WHEN I TOLD HIM MAYBE HIS MOM COULD TEACH ME A THING OR TWO. THAT IS Y HE LEFT OUT THE ROOM SO QUICKLY. I WAS ONLY PLAYING THOUGH. THE WAY U GUYS HAVE BEEN GOING AT IT, I DON'T THINK U GUYS NEED ANY HELP MONIQUE SAYS. THAT SI EXACTLY WHAT CHRIS SAID. WHAT IS SO FUNNY? OMARION CAME INTO THE KITCHEN. NOTHING SWEETIE TASHA SAY TO HIM. SO U GUYS WERE NOT TALKING ABOUT THE ADVICE CHRIS MOM AND YOUR MOM TRIED TO THE TWO OF U HE SAYS. WHAT DO U WANT BOY? I ASKED HIM. I JUST CAME DOWN HERE TO GET SOMETHING TO DRINK FOR US THAT IS ALL. WELL GET THE DRINKS AND GO THEN I TELL HIM. ALRIGHT I AM GONNA LEAVE HE SAYS. SO TAMARAH, HOW WAS THE BIG BREAKFAST THIS MORNING? TASHA ASKED ME. YEAH WE KNOW ABOUT CHRIS'S BREAKFAST THIS MORNING. I AM GONNA KILL U..........I HAD TO TELL THEM MY SISTER SAYS. U DIDN'T HAVE TO SAYS ANYTHING TO THEM I SAYS LAUGHING. TAMEKAH SAYS HE SAID IT WA DELICIOUS NICKI SAYS.

I AM JUST STANDING THERE CUTTING UP THE VEGETABLES AND CUTTING UP THE MEAT. OK THEN NICKI SAYS. U DON'T HAVE TO TELL US ANYTHING. OK I WON'T TELL U GUYS THEN. BUT UM DID U TAKE HIS SAUSAGE AND WRAP IT BETWEEN YOUR WARM PANCAKE? NICKI SAYS. SEE KNOW U R JUST BEING NASTY AS WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. AS A MATTER A FACT SHE DID DO THAT CHRIS SAYS WALKING INTO THE KITCHEN. OOHH THE ALL SAYS. CHRIS WHAT DO U WANT? I ASKED HIM. I AM JUST COMING TO GET SOMETHING TO SNACK. SHOULD WE LEAVE SO CAN HAVE HIS SNACK? ANGIE SAYS. SEE THIS IS Y I DON'T TELL U GUYS ANYTHING. I AM GONNA LET U GIRLS FINISH YOUR CONVERSATION ABOUT ME AND U. BUT DID U TELL THEM HOW U TOOK THE SYRUP AND...........BYE CHRIS I TELL HIM. GET OUT AND GO BACK UPSTAIRS. I AM JUST HELPING U OUT WITH THE STORY HE SAYS. BYE CHRIS AS I AM LAUGHING. I AM JUST SAYING HE YELLS BACK. WHAT? U GUYS R........HE WAS JUST PLAYING WITH YA'LL WHEN HE SAID THAT. SO STOP LOOKING AT MW LIKE THAT. U GUYS R NASTY AND..........OK MONIQUE. THE WAY U GUYS R, MAYBE WE SHOULD BE ASKING U FOR POINTERS NICKI SAYS. TAKE THIS POT AND PUT THIS MEAT AND VEGETABLES IN IT FOR ME. U GUYS DON'T NEED ANY POINTERS FROM ME. I THINK WE DO BECAUSE EVERY TIME WE TALK TO U ABOUT THIS U HAVE SOMETHING NEW TELL US. I AM NOT GIVING U GUYS ANY POINTER. U GIRLS R JUST FINE WITH WHATEVER U R DOING. I JUST HAVE ONE QUESTION FOR ALL OF U? ANGIE ASKED US. HAS ANY OF U EVER GAVE OUR MAN ORAL SEX BEFORE? SHE ASKED. THEY ALL SAID NO EXCEPT ME. I TURNED MY BACK TO PUT THE FOOD IN THE OVEN.

TAMARAH...HUH. HAVE U EVER DONE THAT BEFORE? ANGIE ASKED ME. OH MY GOD MY SISTER SAYS. U HAVE DONE THAT BEFORE SHE ASKED ME. U TOLD ME U NEVER DID THAT AND U WOULD NEVER DO IT MY SISTER SAYS. I KNOW I DID SAY THAT AND AT THAT TIME I HAD NOT DONE IT. I TRIED IT WHEN I GOT WITH CHRIS AND IT WAS STRANGE AT FIRST BUT IT...........OK I DON'T WANT TO HERE THIS BUN SAYS. I MEAN HE DOES IT TO ME SO I FIGURE I GIVE IT A TRY AND IT WASN'T BAD AFTER I DID A FEW TIME THOUGH. A FEW TIME THEY ALL SAYS. LOOK I AM NOT SAYING U GUYS HAVE TO DO IT. I JUST FELT LIKE PERSONALLY IT WAS SOMETHING FOR ME TO TRY AND I LIKE DOING THAT FOR HIM. OK I DON'T WHO U R RIGHT NOW TASHA SAYS. I DON'T KNOW IF I COULD THAT MONIQUE SAYS. THAT IS FINE MONIQUE. IF U FELL LIKE THAT IS NOT RIGHT FOR U, THEN DON'T DO IT. I USE TO FEEL LIKE THAT WHEN I WOULD HEAR OTHER GIRLS TALKING ABOUT IT. BUT I DECIDED TO CHANGE AND JUST GO FOR IT. I THINK I MIGHT TRY IT MY SISTER SAYS. TRY WHAT TREY SAYS WALKING INTO THE KITCHEN. WE JUST KEPT SILENT ABOUT WHAT WE JUST SAID.

OMG! LOL @the parents tryna give them sex advice. Wow.Chris and Tamarah. Are to cute LOL.

R U OK? CHRIS ASKED ME. YEAH I AM FINE. I AM GOING TO FRAME THIS FOR U HE SAYS. U KNOW THAT NOW U R GONNA BE EVERYWHERE CHRIS SAYS. THIS IS WHAT U HAVE WANTED AND NOW U HAVE IT HE SAYS. I KNOW AND I AM GLAD TOO. WHO KNEW THAT WEARING THIS AT THIS TIME WOULD HELP MY CAREER AND IS GOING TO GET ME MORE BUSINESS THAN EVER I HOPE. THIS IS DEFINITELY GOING TO HELP U NOW CHRIS SAYS. HEY YA'LL I HERE MY MOM AND CHRIS MOM AS THEY CAME UPSTAIRS. WE JUST SAW THE PAPER THIS MORNING MY MOM SAYS. I AM SO HAPPY FOR U RIGHT NOW AS BOTH OF THEM GIVE ME A HUG. I AM HAPPY TOO. WHEN DID U MAKE THESE DRESSES? MS. JOYCE ASKED ME. THESE DRESSES I MADE BACK WHEN I FIRST STARTED DATING USHER. SO U HAVE HELD ON TO THEM FOR OVER 3 YEARS MY MOM ASKED ME. YES I DID. I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO SHOW THEM OFF YET AND MY STORE WASN'T READY YET EITHER. BUT NOW THAT I HAVE MY STORE OPEN AND IT IS DOING GREAT RIGHT NOW, I FIGURE WHAT BETTER WAY TO SHOW OFF THAT I CAN MAKE CLOTHES AS WELL AS SELL THEM. I FELT LIKE LAST NIGHT WAS THE PERFECT NIGHT TO SHOW THEM OFF. WELL U MADE A GREAT DECISION BECAUSE NOW EVERYONE IS GOING TO TRY AND GET U TO MAKE THEM A DRESS FRO THEM MS. JOYCE SAYS. WE JUST CAME BY TO CONGRATULATE U AND SEE HOW U TOO WERE DOING AND TO CHECK OUR GRAND BABY MY MOM SAYS. WE R DOING JUST FINE. I HAVE NOT BEEN HAVING MORNING SICKNESS THOUGH I TELL THEM. I AM GLAD THAT I AM NOT BECAUSE I DON'T THINK I COULD TAKE THROWING UP LIKE THAT. WE R GONNA LEAVE AND LET U FINISH CLEANING UP CHRIS MOM SAYS. BEFORE U GUYS GO, I AM COOKING A BIG DINNER TODAY AND I WANTED TO LET U GUYS KNOW. ALRIGHT THEN MY MOM SAYS. WE WILL BE HERE MS. JOYCE SAYS. THIS IS A LOT OF LAUNDRY U HAVE TO DO MY MOM SAYS. I LOOKED AT CHRIS AND TIRED NOT TO LAUGH. YEAH IT IS BUT I...... UN HUH CHRIS MOM SAYS. I HOPE U GUYS FINISH "CLEANING" UP HERE SO U CAN COOK. I WILL BE DONE IN TIME TO START COOKING I TELL THEM TRYING TO KEEP A STRAIGHT FACE. WE ALREADY KNOW WHY THERE IS SO MUCH LAUNDRY TO DO MY MOM SAYS. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS RIGHT NOW I SAYS TO CHRIS.

U GUYS DON'T HAVE TO BE EMBARRASSED ABOUT THIS MS. JOYCE SAYS LOOKING AT THE BOTH OF US. I LOOKED OVER AT CHRIS AND HE JUST HAS HIS HEAD DOWN TRYING TO FIX THE BED. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO HAVE THIS CONVERSATION RIGHT NOW WITH U TOO. I DON'T WHY NOT MY MOM SAYS. WE ALREADY KNOW THAT SOMETIMES THINGS CAN GET REALLY HEATED AND I KNOW YOUR SEX DRIVE IS PROBABLY CRAZY RIGHT NOW AND.......... OK U GUYS CAN GO NOW CHRIS SAYS. WE R JUST SAYING MY MOM SAYS TO US. WE KNOW I TELL HER. BUT TALKING ABOUT THIS WITH U AND HER RIGHT NOW FEELS WEIRD TO ME I TELL THEM. THERE NOTHING WEIRD ABOUT IT AND I PROBABLY COULD GIVE U GIVE U GUYS A FEW POINTERS CHRIS MOM SAYS TO US. I AM NOT HEARING THIS RIGHT NOW CHRIS SAYS AS HE TRIES TO LEAVE THE ROOM. U DON'T HAVE TO LEAVE CHRIS HIS MOM SAYS. U CAN GO BACK OVER THERE AND HELP HER BECAUSE WE R LEAVING NOW. WE LOVE U TOO THEY BOTH SAYS. LOVE U TOO ME AND CHRIS SAY BACK TO THEM AS THEY LEAVE. WE BOTH LOOK AT EACH OTHER LIKE WHAT JUST HAPPENED RIGHT NOW. I CAN'T BELIEVE MY MOM SAID THAT TO US NOW CHRIS SAYS TO ME. SHE CAN U US POINTER HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME WITH A WEIRD LOOK ON HIS FACE. I AM TRYING MY HARDEST NOT TO LAUGH ABOUT THIS BUT IT WAS FUNNY THOUGH. THEY R JUST BEING PARENTS THAT IS ALL. BESIDES U DON'T NEED ANY POINTERS CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I DON'T KNOW. MAY BE THEY CAN SHOW ME......... OK I AM LEAVING CHRIS SAYS LAUGHING. U KNOW I AM JUST PLAYING I YELL TO HIM.

U NEED ANY HELP UP HERE? I SEE DERRICK COME IN THE ROOM. NO I AM FINE I TELL HIM. OK WHAT IS WRONG DERRICK? I ASKED HIM. U KNOW U CAN TALK TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING. I KNOW I JUST.......... AS HE PAUSED. OK COME SIT DOWN AND TELL ME WHAT IS WRONG. I KNOW MONIQUE WANTS A COMMITMENT OUT OF ME AND I AM NOT READ FOR THAT YET HE SAYS. HAVE U TOLD HER THIS DERRICK? I HAVE BEEN TRYING BUT I AM AFRAID SHE MIGHT LEAVE AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE HER. I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND........ AND U R SCARED I SAYS TO HIM. A LITTLE BIT HE SAYS. ALL I CAN TELL U IS TALK TO HER AND SEE HOW SHE FEEL. LET HER KNOW HOW U FEEL AND SHE PROBABLY WILL UNDERSTAND. I HAVE KNOWN HER FOR A LONG TIME AND I THINK SHE WILL UNDERSTAND. I DO UNDERSTAND WE HEAR HER SAYS AS SHE WALKS IN THE ROOM. I DON'T WANT U TO FEEL LIKE THIS SHE SAYS. I AM NOT READY EITHER SHE SAYS. I LIKE HOW THINGS R BETWEEN US NOW SHE SAYS TO HIM. I LOVE U TOO AND I WOULD NEVER LEAVE U SHE SAYS TO HIM. WHEN WE R READY, WE CAN JUST TALK ABOUT IT SHE TELLS HIM AS SHE GIVES HIM A KISS. ALRIGHT U TOO I TELL THEM. THANK U TAMARAH DERRICK SAYS. U GUYS R WELCOME AND I WAS GLAD I COULD HELP. NOW GET OUT I TELL THEM LAUGHING. WE WILL LET U FINISH MONIQUE SAYS. CAN U GUYS TELL CHRIS TO BRING HIS ASS BACK IN HERE? I TELL THEM. CHRIS..... TAMARAH SAID TO BRING YOUR ASS BACK IN HERE? DERRICK YELLS OUT LAUGHING. SHE DIDN'T SAYS THAT NIGGA? YES SHE DID SAY THAT CHRIS DERRICK SAYS. COME ON AND FINISH HELPING WITH THIS BED U HELPED MESS UP. I NEED TO HURRY UP SO I CAN START COOKING TOO.

SO WHEN DO U WANT TO MOVE IN WITH ME? CHRIS ASKED ME. Y DO U ASKED CHRIS? I LOOK AT HIM SMILING. U REALLY LIKE MESSING WITH ME DON'T U. YEAH I DO CHRIS. HOW ABOUT I MOVE IN SOME THINGS LITTLE BY LITTLE BECAUSE I A LOT OF THINGS. SOME STUFF I CAN LEAVE HERE BECAUSE I DON;T TO TAKE EVERYTHING WITH ME I TELL HIM. ALRIGHT BUT U R BRINGING YOUR JERSEY AND ALL OF YOUR HATS HE SAYS. I KNEW U WERE GONNA SAYS THAT CHRIS. U JUST WANT ACCESS TO THEM. THAT IS RIGHT. SO U BETTER BRING THOSE HE SAYS LAUGHING. I AM DEAD SERIOUS HE SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT CHRIS DAMN. HE PULLS ME DOWN ON TOP OF HIM ON THE BED. LOOK NOW I JUST FIX THIS BED AND U R TRYING TO MESS IT UP. WE R GONNA MESS IT ANY WAY HE SAYS. LET ME GO CHRIS. NO I WANT U TO GIVE ME A KISS. I LEND DOWN AND WE STARTED KISSING. YA'LL COULD AT LEAST CLOSE THE DOOR WITH YA'LL FREAKY BUTTS I HEAR SHALAMEKE YELL OUT. GO CLOSE THE DOOR CHRIS SAYS. OK AS I CLIMB OFF OF HIM. I WENT OUT AND CLOSE THE DOOR. THAT S**T IS NOT FUNNY AS HE OPENS THE DOOR BACK. U SAID CLOSE THE DOOR AND I DID CHRIS. BESIDE I NEED TO PUT THE THINGS I WASHED IN THE AND GO GET DINNER STARTED. SO U R JUST GONNA HAVE TO WAIT AGAIN I TELL HIM. I AM COOL WITH THAT HE SAYS TO ME.

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COME ON GUYS LETS GO I CALLED TO THEM. YA'LL READY I ASKED THEM. YEAH WE R CHRIS SAYS. DID U GUYS WALK HERE? I ASKED MY SISTER. NO WE DROVE SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN LETS GO. AS WE R GETTING IN THE CAR, I GET A CALL I DON'T RECOGNIZE ON MY PHONE. HELLO. IS THIS TAMARAH? YES. WHO IS THIS? THIS IS SHAWN HE SAYS. SHAWN. YEAH HE SAYS. HOW DID U GET MY NUMBER? THAT DOES NOT MATTER HE SAYS. WHAT HELL DO U WANT? I ASKED HIM. I NEED TO TALK TO U ABOUT SOMETHING HE SAYS. TALK TO ME ABOUT WHAT SHAWN. I CAN'T DO IT OVER THE PHONE HE SAYS. WELL SHAWN, NO I TELL HIM. COME ON NOW BABY HE SAYS. DON'T CALL ME THAT SHAWN. I AM NOT YOUR BABY ANYMORE. I AM OUTSIDE YOUR HOUSE RIGHT NOW AND I JUST...... ALRIGHT SHAWN DAMN. WE CAN TALK BECAUSE U R REALLY STARTING TO PISS ME OFF RIGHT NOW. WE R HERE CHRIS SAYS. ALRIGHT BYE SHAWN. I AM GETTING OUT THE CAR NOW. WHAT DID HE WANT NOW? CHRIS ASKED ME. HE WANTS TO TALK TO ME ABOUT SOMETHING. NOW CHRIS I DON'T WANT U TO GET UPSET OK. I WON'T AND I TRUST U HE SAYS. I GOT OUT AND SAW HIM STANDING BY HIS CAR. I AM GONNA GO IN THE HOUSE CHRIS SAYS. IF I WALK OVER THERE WITH U, I MIGHT DO SOMETHING TO HIM. ALRIGHT I WILL BE RIGHT IN OK. HE GRABS AND GIVES ME A LONG KISS. ALRIGHT NOW CHRIS. HE ONLY DID THAT SO HE COULD PISS SHAWN OFF. CHRIS I AM GONNA GET U FOR THAT AS HE SLAPPED MR ON MY ASS. YEAH I KNOW U R AND THAT IS WHY I DID HE SAYS WALKING INTO THE HOUSE SMILING. ALRIGHT SHAWN I AM HERE. WHAT WAS SO IMPORTANT THAT U COULD NOT TALK OVER THE PHONE. CAN WE PLEASE TALK IN MY CAR? HE SAYS. RIGHT HERE IS JUST FINE SHAWN. I AM NOT GETTING IN YOUR CAR. SO I SEE U R VERY HAPPY RIGHT NOW. YEAH I AM SHAWN. U KNOW HE ONLY KISS U LIKE THAT TO PISS ME OFF HE SAYS. I KNOW HE DID I TELL HIM.

SO HE THINKS I AM A THREAT TO HIM HE SAYS. I HEARD ABOUT HIM LEAVING WHEN HE FOUND OUT I WANTED U BACK. OK AND YOUR POINT. HE KNOW I CAN TAKE U AWAY FROM HIM HE SAYS. WHAT IS SO FUNNY? SHAWN SAYS. U R I TELL HIM. U REALLY THINK U CAN JUST TAKE ME AWAY FROM HIM. YEAH I CAN HE SAYS. U CAN JUST KEEP ON DREAMING. CHRIS MIGHT THINK U R A THREAT, BUT I DON'T THINK THAT. I AM NEVER LEAVING HIM AND COMING BACK TO U SHAWN. U CAN KEEP TRYING BUT IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN. YEAH BUT WE WERE GOOD TOGETHER AND I KNOW HE CAN'T GIVE IT TO U LIKE I CAN AS HE WALKS UP CLOSE TO ME. LET ME STOP U RIGHT THERE SHAWN. THE KEY WORD IS WHAT WE HAD AND THAT IS GONE. RIGHT NOW I AM HAVING THE TIME OF MY LIFE AND HE GIVING IT TO ME BETTER THAN ANYONE RIGHT NOW. HE GOT MAD WHEN I SAID THAT. HE WILL NEVER BE BETTER THEN ME HE SAYS. WELL RIGHT NOW HE IS AND I AM DONE TALKING ABOUT THIS. SO GOOD BYE AS I TURNED AND WALKED OFF. ALRIGHT THEN B**CH HE SAYS. YEAH BUT THIS IS ONE B**CH U CAN'T HAVE. I WALKED IN MY HOUSE AND CLOSE THE DOOR. DID H JUST CALL U A B**CH? CHRIS ASKED ME. CHRIS I AIN'T WORRIED ABOUT THAT BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN CALLED THAT MAY TIMES AND I DON'T CARE. IF I AM B**CH THEN I AM A B**CH THEN.

HE IS JUST MAD BECAUSE HE CAN'T HAVE ME AND HE GOT MAD THAT I SAID U GIVE IT TO ME BETTER THEN HE EVER DID. CHRIS LOOKS AT ME AND SMILES. SO I AM HE SAYS. HERE U GO AS WE STARTED LAUGHING. YES U R CHRIS. I DON'T KNOW HOW DESCRIBE IT. HAVING SEX WITH U MAKE ME FEEL........ LIKE I SAID I CAN'T DESCRIBE IT. I JUST KNOW I FEEL SO FREE AND ALIVE WITH U. CHRIS U R CRAZY AS HE IS MAKING FACES AT ME. I AM GONNA STOP TALKING BECAUSE I CAN TELL THAT YOUR EGO IS GETTING BIG RIGHT NOW. YES GO RIGHT AHEAD KEEP TALKING. I AM ABOUT TO GO UPSTAIRS AND CLEAN. CHRIS WENT TO GET THE DOOR AS I WALKED UPSTAIRS. I HEAR SCREAMING AND YELLING. WHERE IS TAMARAH? MIKA ASKED ME. SHE IS UPSTAIRS AND SHE IS ABOUT TO GO CRAZY WHEN SHE THIS CHRIS SAYS. TAMARAH......... I AM IN MY ROOM. HEY YA'LL I SAYS TO THEM. HAVE U SEEN THE PAPER THIS MORNING? NICKI ASKED ME. NO I HAVE NOT. WHY. LOOK AT WHO MADE THE FRONT COVER? TASHA SAYS. SHE HOLDS IT UP AND IT WAS US IN THE DRESSES I HAD MADE. OH MY GOD AS I TOOK THE PAPER. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS RIGHT NOW. IT SAID "DIVAS OF THE NIGHT" AND BEST DRESSES OF THE YEAR TO END THE YEAR. I WAS SO SHOCKED THAT IT SAID BEST DRESSES OF THE YEAR. U KNOW THIS WAS THE BIG BREAK U NEEDED MONIQUE SAYS. I KNOW AS I WAS ABOUT TO CRY. Y R U CRYING? ANGIE ASKED ME. I AM JUST HAPPY RIGHT NOW. U SHOULD BE HAPPY RIGHT NOW CHRIS COMES IN THE ROOM WITH THE OTHER GUYS. I NEVER THOUGHT THAT MY DESIGNS WOULD BE CALLED THIS. WELL U R GOOD AT THIS MY SISTER SAYS.

I KNOW AND...... I PAUSED STILL CRYING. OK U GUYS I REALLY NEED TO START CLEANING RIGHT NOW.

LOL Chris and his "Breakfast". Freak SMH RUN IT!!

I WILL UPDATE WHEN I CAN

TIME TO WAKE UP SEXY CHRIS SAYS TO ME IN MY EAR. COME ON CHRIS. U JUST CAN'T RESIST CAN U I TELL HIM. I WANNA SLEEP IN A LITTLE LONGER CHRIS. WELL I AM HUNGRY RIGHT NOW HE SAYS TO ME. WELL GO DOWN STAIRS AND FIX U SOMETHING TO EAT THEN. WHAT I WANT IS NOT DOWN STAIRS AS HE KISSES ME. IT IS 7:00 IN THE MORNING. I AM TRYING TO GET AN EARLY START HE SAYS. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING. HE MOVES HIS HAND UP MY LEG AND HE PUTS TWO FINGERS INSIDE OF ME. OH S**T. I COULD NOT HELP BUT LET OUT A LOUD SCREAM AS I CAME. HE CLIMBED ON TOP OF ME AND ENTER INSIDE OF ME. I AM NOT GONNA LIE BUT I COULD NOT WAIT ANY LONGER FOR HIM TO BE INSIDE OF ME. AW F**K CHRIS. HE STARTS TO GO FASTER AND FASTER. I AM DIGGING MY NAILS ALL IN HIS BACK BECAUSE IT WAS THAT GOOD. WHO'S P***Y IS THIS? IT IS YOURS DADDY. HE STARTED TO SLOW DOWN AND TAKE HIS TIME WITH ME. CHRIS I AM ABOUT TO CUM. NO U NOT HE SAYS. I CAN'T HOLD IT IN MUCH LONGER CHRIS. YES U CAN BABY. MY BODY WAS BEGINNING TO SHAKE AND WE WERE GETTING SO SWEATY. HE HAD MADE ME CUM LIKE I HAD NEVER CAME BEFORE. WE R BREATHING HEAVILY AND MY LEGS R NUMB RIGHT NOW. I KNEW U THIS AS BADLY AS I DID HE SAYS. WHATEVER CHRIS AS I AM STILL BREATHING HEAVILY. I FELT HIS TONGUE AS HE BEGAN TO LICK MY BREASTS. CHRIS..... NO I AM STILL HUNGRY HE SAYS OT ME. HE GOES DOWN TO MY STOMACH AND THE HE LICKS MY CLIT SLOWLY AND GENTLY. I JUST FELT HIS WHOLE TONGUE LICKING ME. F**K I SCREAMED OUT. DON'T STOP CHRIS. I BEGAN MOVING MY HIPS AS HE KEPT ON LICKING. GOD DAMN IT I YELL OUT. I STARTED TO GRIP THE SHEETS ON THE BED AND MY LEGS BEGAN TO SHAKE. HE LICKED FASTER AND FASTER UNTIL I CAME FOR THE SECOND TIME. I DON'T KNOW BUT MY SEX DRIVE IS REALLY HIGH EVER SENSE WE HAVE HOOKED UP WITH EACH OTHER.

HE WAS REALLY TRYING TO MAKE SURE I NEVER DID THIS TO HIM AGAIN. I AM NOW REALLY OUT OF BREATH AND DRIPPING WITH SWEAT. I LOOKED OVER AT THE CLOCK TO SEE IT WAS 9:30 IN THE MORNING. ALRIGHT CHRIS U HAVE MADE YOUR POINT. AND WHAT POINT IS THAT HE SAYS. U WANNA MAKE SURE I DON'T DO THIS TO U AGAIN I TELL HIM. HE LOOKS AT ME AND SMILES. I AM QUITE SATISFIED RIGHT NOW CHRIS SAYS. I AM GONNA GO HOP IN THE SHOWER NOW I TELL CHRIS. MY LEGS WERE STILL KIND OF NUMB. R U OK? CHRIS ASKED ME. CAN U HELP ME PLEASE? UN HUH CHRIS SAYS. U CAN'T WALK AGAIN HE LOOKS AT ME AND SMILES. JUST HELP I SAYS TO HIM. HE PUTS ME DOWN AND MY LEGS WERE FEELING A LITTLE BETTER. I JUST LET THE WATER RUN DOWN MY BODY. CHRIS CAME IN AND WE STARTED KISSING. I LOVE U MRS. BROWN. I LOVE U TOO MR. BROWN. WE BOTH GOT OUT THE SHOWER AND PUT OUR CLOTHES ON. U SOMETHING TO EAT CHRIS. NO NOT REALLY BABY. I ALREADY HAD MY BREAKFAST HE SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN. NOW WHEN I FIX ME SOMETHING DON'T TRY AND EAT OFF MINE. HE JUST SMILES AT ME. WE HEAR THE DOOR BELL RING. I WILL GET CHRIS SAYS. SOMETHING SMELLS GOOD IN HERE MY SISTER SAYS. WHAT R U GUYS DOING HERE? I ASKED HER. WE THOUGHT WE WOULD STOP BY AND SEE IF U GUYS WERE UP YET. WE DO HAVE PHONE I TELL HER. U GUYS JUST CAME OVER HERE AND WANTED TO SEE WHO GAVE IN. NO WE...... OK MAYBE WE DID TREY SAYS.

NO ONE GAVE IN I TELL THEM. U GUYS ALREADY HAD SEX THIS MORNING DIDN'T U MY SISTER SAYS. U GUYS JUST COULD NOT WAIT TREY SAYS. CHRIS WAS THE ONE WHO COULD NOT WAIT. DON'T TRY AND SAY THAT I WAS THE WHO DIDN'T WANT IT TAMARAH. OK MAYBE I DID BUT U WERE THE WAKING ME UP SO U COULD GET AN EARLY START ON THINGS CHRIS. UM THAT IS A LOT OF FOOD TAMARAH TREY SAYS. I AM REALLY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. UN HUH HE MADE U WORK UP A BIG APPETITE MY SISTER SAYS. U GUYS CAN HAVE SOME TO. I MADE PLENTY BECAUSE I KNOW CHRIS IS HUNGRY TOO. I TOLD U I ALREADY HAD MY BREAKFAST HE SAYS. YA'LL R SO NASTY MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT MAYBE I WILL EAT SOMETHING CHRIS SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING. SO CHRIS WAS YOUR FIRST BREAKFAST GOOD THIS MORNING TREY ASKED HIM. IT WAS DELICIOUS HE SAYS STANDING BEHIND ME. U KNOW I REALLY WANT TO SIT DOWN AND ENJOY MY BREAKFAST WITHOUT U GUYS TALKING ABOUT HOW HIS "BREAKFAST" WAS THIS MORNING. SO CHRIS WAS THE THIGH GOOD OR MAYBE U PREFER A BREAST TREY SAYS. I ALMOST CHOKE ON MY FOOD WHEN HE SAID THAT. R U OK TAMARAH? CHRIS ASKED ME. YEAH I AM FINE. TREY I AM GONNA KILL U RIGHT NOW I SAY TO HIM. OK I WILL LEAVE U GUY ALONE HE SAYS. U KNOW WE JUST LIKE MESSING WITH U GUYS MY SISTER SAYS. AFTER WE R DONE HERE, I WANT TO HEAD TO MY HOUSE SO I CAN START CLEANING UP WHAT I DID NOT FINISH AFTER WHAT WE DID IN THAT ROOM. ALRIGHT THEN CHRIS SAYS. SO WE FINISH EATING AND HEADING ON OUT TO MY HOUSE.

I AM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW I TELL CHRIS. SO WHERE DO U WANT TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT FROM? HE ASKED ME. LETS JUST GO TO....... I DON'T EVEN KNOW CHRIS RIGHT NOW. LET JUST GO GRABS SOME BURGERS FROM BURGER KING I TELL HIM. ALRIGHT WE CAN DO THAT HE SAYS. WHERE R U GUYS GOING TO? TREY ASKED. WE R GONNA HEAD BY BURGER KING CHRIS SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN TREY SAYS. WE WILL GO WITH U GUYS TYGA SAYS. R U FEELING OK CHRIS ASKED ME. YEAH I AM FINE. I AM GETTING TO U HE SAYS. U WISH CHRIS. I CAN TELL BECAUSE OF HOW U R ACTING RIGHT NOW. WHATEVER CHRIS. U KNOW U CAN GIVE ON AT ANYTIME TAMARAH. U WOULD LOVE THAT WOULDN'T U CHRIS. I WOULD LOVE THAT HE SAYS. U JUST THINK THE U HAVE FULL ADVANTAGE OVER THIS SITUATION I TELL CHRIS. I KNOW HAVE THE ADVANTAGE HE SAYS. OH REALLY CHRIS. REALLY TAMARAH. OK WE WILL SEE WHEN WE GET BACK TO YOUR PLACE THEN CHRIS. WHAT R U PLANNING TO DO? CHRIS ASKED ME. OH U WILL SEE CHRIS. WHAT DO U WANT TO EAT? HE ASKED AS WE PULLED UP TO BURGER KING. JUST GET ME A NUMBER 3 I TELL HIM. SO WHAT DO U WANT TO DO TOMORROW? CHRIS ASKED ME. I HAVE CLEANING TO DO AT MY HOUSE AND I NEED TO GO OVER SOME PAPER WORK ABOUT THE STORE AS WELL. I JUST WANT TO STAY IN TOMORROW AND JUST RELAX AND PROBABLY COOK. I AM GONNA NEED TO STOP BY MY HOUSE TO PICK UP A FEW THINGS TO TAKE WITH ME. U DON'T NEED ANYTHING CHRIS SAYS. YEAH I DO. I HAVE SOMETHING THAT I NEED TO GET THAT I DO NEED CHRIS. Y R U SMILING HE ASKED ME. NOTHING CHRIS I TELL HIM. I AM STARTING TO THINK U R PLANNING SOMETHING THAT U THINK WILL BREAK ME HE SAYS. I AM NOT SAYING ANYTHING AS I AM EATING MY FRIES. OK THEN HE SAYS. OK THEN CHRIS. U THINK THIS IS FUNNY CHRIS SAYS. NO I DON'T THINK THIS IS FUNNY CHRIS AS I AM TRYING NOT TO LAUGH.

CHRIS R U MAD I ASKED HIM. HE DID NOT SAY ANYTHING. HE JUST KEPT DRIVING AND DID NOT SAY ANYTHING OT ME. WE R HERE HE SAYS. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK I TELL HIM. I HEAD INTO MY HOUSE TO GO GET MY THINGS. SO WHAT R U PLANNING TO DO TO CHRIS TONIGHT? MY SISTER ASKED ME. I AM GONNA WEAR THIS AS I SHOWED THEM WHAT I HAD MADE. U R SO WRONG NICKI SAYS. I LOVE IT THOUGH SHE SAYS. I KNOW IF I WEAR THIS, HE WILL BE REALLY MAD I TELL THEM. WELL I WILL SEE U GUYS TOMORROW I TELL THEM. R U DOING ANYTHING TOMORROW? MIKA ASKED ME. I AM JUST COMING BACK HERE TO DO A LITTLE CLEANING, RELAX AND COOK A BIG DINNER TOMORROW. I JUST WANT TO STAY IN WITHOUT RUNNING INTO ANYONE AND ANY DRAMA. WE WILL SEE U TOMORROW THEN TASHA SAYS. HAVE FUN TONIGHT? I HERE DRAKE SAY TO ME. WHATEVER U GUYS. YA'LL JUST THINK THAT CHRIS IS GONNA BREAK ME I TELL THEM. HE WILL BREAK U OMARION SAYS. WE WILL SEE WON'T WE BOYS. WE CAN GO NOW CHRIS. WHAT IS IN THE BAG TAMARAH? JUST SOMETHING TO SLEEP IN AND SOMETHING TO WEAR WHEN I GO BACK HOME. DID U EAT SOME OF MY FOOD CHRIS? U GOT YOUR OWN I SAYS LAUGHING. I HAVE SOMETHING I WANT TO ASK U WHEN WE GET TO MY HOUSE CHRIS SAYS TO ME.

WE PULL UP TO HIS HOUSE AND WE SEE HIS MOM LEAVING OUT. HEY MOMMA CHRIS SAYS. HEY U GUYS SHE SAYS. I WAS DROPPING OFF A FEW THINGS FOR U CHRIS SHE SAYS. I WILL NOT BE INTERRUPTING U GUYS TONIGHT. U WOULD NOT HAVE INTERRUPTED ANYTHING I TELL HER. WELL I TALK TO U GUYS TOMORROW THEN SHE SAYS. U GUYS BE GOOD SHE SAYS. CHRIS GET OFF OF ME. THAT IS NOT GONNA WORK I TELL HIM. CAN U PLEASE LET ME EAT MY FOOD? I ASKED HIM. ALRIGHT THEN. I WILL LET U EAT YOUR FOOD. THANK U CHRIS. SO WHAT DO U WANT TO ASKED ME CHRIS? WELL I WAS THINKING ABOUT U MOVING IN HERE WITH ME HE SAYS. I KNOW U HAVE YOUR OWN PLACE TOO, BUT I JUST WANT U HERE WITH ME HE SAYS. I AM NOT SAYING U HAVE TO GET RID OF YOUR HOUSE OR ANYTHING. I JUST WANT TO BE WITH ALL THE TIME AND NOT GOING BACK AND FORTH AS HE HANDS ME A KEY. I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS TOO CHRIS. I THINK I WILL DO THAT I TELL HIM. HE STARTED SMILING AT ME AND LEANS OVER AND GIVES ME A KISS. I AM READY TO GO TO BED I TELL CHRIS. COME ON LET GO UPSTAIRS HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. CHRIS CAN I HAVE MY BAG PLEASE?

I TOOK MY BAG AND WENT TO CHANGE. I WAS NOT FEELING BAD ABOUT WHAT I WAS ABOUT TO PUT ON. I KNOW HE DOING THE SAME THING OUT THERE RIGHT NOW. I PUT MY ROB ON SO I COULD SURPRISE HIM. I CAME OUT AND SAW HIM JUST LYING THERE IN BED WITH HIS BOXER ANS HIS SHIRT OFF. I WAS CONTROLLING MYSELF. I OPENED UP MY ROBE AND HE EYES JUST LIT UP. OK THAT IS NOT FAIR HE SAYS. WHAT IS NOT FAIR CHRIS? U SAID U COULD HANDLE YOURSELF. U R PLAYING DIRTY HE SAYS. SO R U CHRIS I SAY LAUGHING. I AM GOING TO BED NOW CHRIS. U R SO MEAN TAMARAH. I KNOW CHRIS AND I TOLD U U CAN'T PLAY THIS GAME BETTER THAN ME. ON THAT NOTE, GOOD NIGHT CHRIS AS I GIVE HIM A KISS GOOD NIGHT. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS HE SAYS. U WILL BE FINE CHRIS. JUST LAY DOWN AND GO TO SLEEP. WHERE R U GOING CHRIS? JUST COME BACK TO BED. I AM GONNA WATCH SOME TV HE SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN CHRIS. I JUST LAID THERE AND WENT TO SLEEP.

I WILL UPDATE TOMORROW

LMAO!! Chris is going down.

AS I WAS ABOUT TO SIGNAL FOR THE DJ TO PUT THE SONG ON, I SEE CHRIS TRYING TO GET UP FROM THE CHAIR. NO NO NO CHRIS I TELL HIM. ALRIGHT U WIN HE SAYS. I WAS ONLY PLAYING WITH U HE SAYS. I TOLD THE DJ TO WAIT A MINUTE BEFORE HE CUT THE SONG ON. U WERE RIGHT. I CAN NOT COMPETE WITH U HE SAYS. U WIN HE SAYS. U KNOW WHAT CHRIS, U WERE NOT PLAYING WHEN U DID WHAT U DID SWEETIE. U STARTED THIS AND NOW I AM ABOUT TO FINISH IT I SAY SMILING AT HIM. ALRIGHT THEN HE SAYS. I WAS ABOUT TO ENJOY THIS MOMENT RIGHT NOW. THE SONG CAME ON AND EVERYONE JUST WENT CRAZY. I LOOKED AT AND SAW MY GIRLS DANCING AS WELL ON THIS SONG. AS I CLIMBED ON TOP OF CHRIS, HE WAS BEGINNING TO COME VERY ANXIOUS FOR ME. U KNOW THIS IS NOT FAIR HE SAYS. I KNOW I TELL HIM. U R PLAYING DIRTY RIGHT NOW HE SAYS. U WILL BE FINE AS I FEEL HIM TOUCHING ON MY ASS AND KISSING MY NECK. ALRIGHT CHRIS U HAVE SUFFERED ENOUGH I TELL HIM. THE SONG WAS STILL PLAYING WHEN HE GOT UP AND I STARTED TO WALK AWAY. WAIT HE SAYS. U R DONE HE SAYS. YEAH CHRIS. I JUST LOVE TEASING HIM BECAUSE IT MAKES HIM MAD. WERE U EXPECTING ME TO A LITTLE BIT MORE FOR U? I ASKED HIM. HE LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED. ALRIGHT THEN CHRIS. I JUST FINISH DANCING WITH HIM AND HAVING FUN WITH HIM. U KNOW I AM SORRY AGAIN ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS HE SAYS. I KNOW U R CHRIS. HE LEANS DOWN AND GIVES ME A LONG DEEP KISS. I HAD TO BREAK IT BECAUSE I WAS WELL U GET THE PICTURE. I NEED TO SIT DOWN. CHRIS STARTING LAUGHING AT ME. U R LAUGHING, BUT U R STILL NOT GETTING ANY TONIGHT AS I TURNED AND WALKED AWAY. ALRIGHT WHO GAVE IN MIKA ASKED. I DID CHRIS SAYS. NO U DIDN'T TREY SAYS. YEAH HE DID AND REALLY QUICK TOO I TELL THEM. I THOUGHT U WERE GONNA GIVE IN FIRST TAMARAH DRAKE SAYS. U DIDN'T MAKE HIM SUFFER THAT BAD MY SISTER SAYS TO ME. I THINK HE GOT THE MESSAGE I TELL HER.

I WILL BE RIGHT BACK I TELL CHRIS. ALRIGHT BABY HE SAYS. MY GIRLS AND I HEADED TO THE BATHROOM TO FRESHEN UP. I DON'T THINK I AM GONNA MAKE IT TONIGHT CHRIS SAYS TO THE GUYS. NIGGA U WILL BE FINE TREY SAYS. U NEED TO KEEP MAKING HER WEAK FOR U HE SAYS. SHE DIDN'T MAKE U SUFFER BECAUSE I THINK SHE WAS BEGINNING TO BREAK DRAKE SAYS. U NEED TO JUST CALM DOWN AND LET HER THINK SHE HAS WON DERRICK SAYS. U GUYS R RIGHT CHRIS SAYS. MEANWHILE I AM STARTING TO FREAK OUT RIGHT NOW. I DON'T THINK I CAN MAKE IT TONIGHT I TELL THE GIRLS. JUST THINKING BOUT WHAT WE HE CAN DO TO ME..... TAMARAH JUST CALM DOWN SHALAMEKE SAYS. WE COULD TELL U WERE BREAKING. U HELD YOUR OWN THOUGH MY SISTER SAYS. U WILL BE FINE GIRL TASHA SAYS. IT IS JUST SEX SHE SAYS. WE ALL JUST LOOK AT HER SHOCKED BY WHAT SHE JUST SAID. DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT SHE SAYS. I AM JUST SAYING U GUYS HAVE GONE WITHOUT IT BEFORE WHEN U GUYS WERE APART FOR THAT SHORT AMOUNT TIME. I AM JUST SAYING THAT U CAN DO THIS GIRL SHE SAYS. U R RIGHT TASHA I TELL HER. WHEN DID U BECOME SO CALM ABOUT SEX JUST BEING SEX MIKA ASKED. I DON'T KNOW SHE SAYS LOOKING AT US. I KNOW WHY MIKA SAYS. OMARION HAS BEEN FIRM WITH U ABOUT IT. NO. I JUST THINK THAT SEX IS NOT EVERYTHING SHE SAYS. OK WHERE IS TH REAL TASHA I ASKED HER. U HAVE NEVER SPOKE LIKE THIS BEFORE I TELL HER. U LOVE HIM DON'T U I ASKED HER. I MEAN I KNOW U GUYS SAYS IT TO EACH OTHER, BUT U REALLY LOVE HIM. I DO AND HE HAS BEEN SO GOOD TO ME AND I HAVE NEVER FELT LIKE THIS ABOUT SOMEONE SHE SAYS. WELL I AM HAPPY FOR U I TELL HER.

I THINK THAT IT IS GREAT THAT U LOVE HIM LIKE U DO MIKA SAYS. COME ON AND LET GET BACK TO THE GUYS SHALAMEKE SAYS. AS WE R LEAVING OUT, WE SEE SHAWN AND HIS FRIENDS STANDING THE HALLWAY AREA OF THE BATHROOMS. HEY GIRLS HE SAYS. THEY SPOKE TO HIM AND I DIDN'T. I JUST STOOD THERE. U GUYS LOOK AMAZING IN THOSE DRESSES HE SAYS. DID U DESIGN THEM? HE ASKED ME. YES I DID SHAWN. CAN WE PLEASE GO NOW? I TELL THE GIRLS. Y R U IN A RUSH HE SAYS. BECAUSE I AM TRYING TO GET BACK TO MY MAN AND AWAY FROM U. THERE U GUYS R AS LOOKED AND SEE CHRIS COMING TOWARD US. WE R ABOUT TO HEAD OUT HE SAYS. ALRIGHT GO I TELL HIM. BYE LADIES SHAWN SAYS TO US. CAN U GUYS GIVE US A MINUTE? CHRIS SAYS. CHRIS U HAVE NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT I TELL HIM. I KNOW HE SAYS. I JUST WANTED TO KNOW IF U WERE ALRIGHT HE SAYS. I AM FINE. I AM JUST READY TO GO HOME. BESIDE I AM HUNGRY TOO. ALRIGHT THEN HE SAYS. U WANNA STOP AND GET SOMETHING HE ASKED ME. NO. I WILL EAT WHEN WE GET HOME I TELL HIM. HOW ABOUT U SPEND THE NIGHT AT MY HOUSE TONIGHT CHRIS SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT CHRIS. I WILL STAY AT YOUR PLACE TONIGHT THEN. I STILL WANNA STOP B MY PLACE AND GET A FEW THINGS HE SAYS. ON SECOND THOUGHT, I DO WANT TO STOP AND GET ME SOMETHING TO EAT.

IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT U TOO TYGA ASKED ME. EVERYTHING IS FINE GUY I TELL THEM. I WILL BE SPENDING THE NIGHT AT CHRIS TONIGHT I TELL ANGIE AND BUN. SO U GIRLS CAN HAVE THE HOUSE TO YOURSELVES TONIGHT. I SAW WHO U GUYS WERE DANCING ON TONIGHT I TELL THEM. WE WERE JUST DANCING BUN SAYS. LIKE HELL THAT WAS JUST DANCING MIKA SAYS TO THEM. I KNOW KEVIN AND ACE HOOD FOR AWHILE NOW. THEY R GOOD GUYS. LIKE I SAID BEFORE, JUST CLEAN UP AFTER YOURSELVES AND STAY OUT OF MY KITCHEN. THAT WILL NOT BE A PROBLEM KEVIN SAYS. WE R NOT LIKE U TOO HE SAYS REFERRING TO ME AND CHRIS. WHATEVER NIGGA CHRIS SAYS. WE CAN LEAVE NOW I TELL THEM. AS WE R LEAVING, I SEE SHAWN STARING AT ME AND CHRIS AS WE LEFT THE CLUB. I AM GETTING SICK OF HIM RIGHT NOW I TELL CHRIS. JUST BE COOL AND LET GO GET U AND THE BABY SOMETHING TO EAT HE SAYS.

Oh OH Get him T lol. Thats my song in the club lols.

DAMN MY SISTER SAYS. CAN THEY BE ANY MORE CLOSER TREY SAYS. CHRIS BETTER KNOW WHAT HE DOING TASHA SAYS. TAMARAH KNOWS HOW TO TURN THE TABLES REALLY QUICK ON A PERSON DRAKE SAYS. CHRIS I KNOW WHAT U R TRYING TO DO. OH REALLY HE SAYS. AND IT IS NOT WORKING AS I TURNED TO FACE HIM. WHERE R U GOING? HE ASKED ME. I AM GOING TO SIT BACK BACK DOWN AS I SMILED AT HIM. OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME I SAY TO MYSELF. U GUYS R NASTY DERRICK SAYS. SO R U GIVING IN TASHA SAYS. NO I AM NOT GIVING IN TO HIM. THEN Y R U SHAKING LIKE THAT OMARION ASKED ME. U ONLY DO THAT WHEN U R FEELING NERVOUS ABOUT SOMETHING HE SAYS. I AM FINE U GUYS REALLY I TELL THEM. I THINK CHRIS IS GETTING TO U RIGHT NOW MY SISTER SAYS. U HAVE NOT HAD A GUY CHALLENGE U AT YOUR OWN GAME LIKE THIS SHE SAYS SMILING AT ME. SHE DID HAVE A POINT ABOUT THAT. BUT I WILL NOT BE BEAT AT MY OWN GAME. WOULD U GUYS LIKE TO PERFORM WITH ME RIGHT NOW NICKI SAYS. U R ABOUT TO PERFORM I ASKED HER. YEAH I AM ABOUT TO PERFORM SUPER BASS RIGHT NOW. SURE WE WOULD LOVE TO PERFORM WITH U TASHA SAYS. U GUYS CAN GO AHEAD. I AM GONNA SIT THIS ONE OUT I TELL THEM. ALRIGHT COME ON GIRLS NICKI SAYS. U R UP TO SOMETHING MY SISTER SAYS. I AM NOT UP TO ANYTHING I TELL HER. I JUST HAVE SOMETHING TO SHOW CHRIS WHEN U GUYS R DONE THAT IS ALL. UN HUH I TOLD U CHRIS TREY SAYS. SHUT UP TREY I SAY LAUGHING. I WAS THINKING THAT HE WORKED HIS MAGIC, NOW IT IS TIME FOR ME TO WORK MINE. CHRIS WAS JUST STARING AT ME. U THINK U CAN OUT PLAY ME HE SAYS. I THOUGHT U WERE NOT DOING ANYTHING CHRIS. HE JUST SMILED AT ME. YEAH U KEEP RIGHT ON SMILING LIKE THAT I TELL HIM. I HAVE SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL FOR U WHEN THEY R DONE CHRIS.

I CAN'T WAIT HE SAYS. NICKI AND THE GIRLS WERE DOING A GOOD JOB PERFORMING. U GUYS KNOW THAT BASKETBALL IS ABOUT TO START DERRICK SAYS. YEAH I KNOW I TELL HIM. I CAN'T WAIT TO THE SEASON STARTS. I KNOW THIS LOCK OUT HAS BEEN MAKING ME CRAZY ABOUT SEEING THE GAMES AGAIN. AS THE GIRLS FINISHED, THERE WAS CLAPPING AND CHEERING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE CLUB. U GUYS WERE AMAZING I TELL THEM. LOOKS LIKES IT IS MY TURN NOW AS I LOOK AT CHRIS. COME ON CHRIS. GET YO ASS UP RIGHT NOW AND COME SIT RIGHT HERE I TELL HIM. I TOLD YA'LL SHE WAS PLANNING SOMETHING MY SISTER SAYS. DON'T HURT HIM ANGIE SAYS. OH I WON'T I TELL THEM. SHE IS GONNA HURT HIM BUN SAYS. I HAD THE DJ PUT ON MY FAVORITE SONG BY BIG SEAN CALL DANCE (ASS) REMIX FT. NICKI. HE THINKS I AM PLAYING WITH HIM RIGHT NOW. I HAVE SOMETHING FOR HIS ASS RIGHT NOW. OH MY GOD NOT THIS SONG MIKA SAYS. CHRIS IS IN TROUBLE RIGHT NOW SHE SAYS. U THOUGHT I WAS PLAYING CHRIS I TELL HIM. TIME TO SEE WHO THE WEAK ONE REALLY IS I WHISPERED TO HIM IN HIS EAR.

Aww Tamarah dont cave in girl. Make Chris be the weak one lol.

COME ON TAMARAH LET GO I HERE CHRIS YELL UP TO ME. I AM COMING AS I WALKED OUT THE ROOM. WOW U LOOK AMAZING CHRIS SAYS TO ME. THANKS BABY I SAID BACK TO HIM. I LOOKED UP AND SAW ANGIE AND BUN COME DOWN IN THERE DRESSES AS WELL. OH MY GOD. U GIRLS LOOK AMAZING I TELL THEM. THEY FIT U GUYS PERFECTLY. TAMARAH U HAVE OUTDONE YOURSELF WITH THESE DRESSES CHRIS SAYS. I WANT TO GET A PICTURE OF US TOGETHER I TELL EVERYONE. YA'LL KNOW I HAVE TO HAVE MY PICTURES WHEN WE GO OUT. STOP PLAYING AROUND YA'LL SO I CAN GET THIS PICTURE I TELL THE GUYS. YA'LL R ALWAYS PLAYING AROUND I TELL THEM. CHRIS CAN U MOVE PLEASE I ASKED HIM. U LOOKS SO SEXY IN THIS DRESS HE WHISPERS IN MY EAR AS HE STANDS BEHIND ME. HE STARTS TO RUN HIS HAND DOWN MY BACK. THE BACK TO MY DRESS IS OPENED. U FEEL THAT HE ASKED ME. CHRIS DON'T DO THAT I TELL HIM. HE THEN PUTS HIS HAND ON MY ASS. U NOT WEARING ANY PANTIES HE ASKED ME. I AM WEARING SOME AND CAN U PLEASE STOP I ASKED HIM. WE NEED LEAVE RIGHT NOW I TELL THEM. CHRIS IS DOING THIS ON PURPOSE TRYING TO GET ME TO CAVE IN TO HIM. R U OK TAMARAH DRAKE ASKED ME. I AM FINE. I THINK WE JUST NEED TO LEAVE NOW. CHRIS I KNOW WHAT U R TRYING TO DO I TELL HIM. WHAT DO U MEAN HE SAYS GETTING INTO THE CAR. DON'T PLAY WITH I SAYS TO HIM. I WAS NOT TRYING TO DO ANYTHING HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. U THINK U R SLICK I TELL HIM. I WAS NOT TRYING TO DO ANYTHING HE SAYS. YEAH WHATEVER CHRIS. I TOLD U BEFORE THAT WE R NOT HAVING SEX TONIGHT. ALRIGHT TAMARAH HE SAYS. BUT I AM TELLING U THAT U WON'T DO THAT HE SAYS. I CAN TELL U WERE BEGINNING TO BREAK A LITTLE BIT HE SAYS. THAT IS Y R TOLD EVERYONE WE NEEDED TO LEAVE HE SAYS. I JUST STARTED UP THE CAR AND PULLED OUT THE DRIVE WAY. HE THINKS THAT HE IS GONNA GET SOME TONIGHT, HE CAN THINK AGAIN. HE IS TRYING TO TURNS THIS AROUND TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE I CAN'T GO WITHOUT DOING IT WITH HIM. HE WANT TO PLAY THIS GAME WITH ME, THEN WE CAN PLAY THIS GAME THEN.

HE MAY HAVE WON THAT BET BEFORE. BUT I KNOW HE CAN'T RESIST ME. HE MAY HAVE DONE IT BEFORE AND THINKS HE CAN, BUT I KNOW HE CAN'T. WHAT R THINKING ABOUT OVER THERE CHRIS ASKED ME. U PLANNING TO GET BACK AT ME HE SAY SMILING AT ME AS I LOOKED OVER AT HIM. NOW Y WOULD I DO THAT CHRIS. DON'T TRY AND ACT ALL INNOCENT ABOUT THIS HE SAYS. I KNOW U R OVER THERE THINKING OF SOME WAY TO GET BACK AT ME. I TRIED SO HARD NOT TO SMILE ABOUT IT. LIKE I SAID BEFORE, Y WOULD I DO THAT CHRIS. WE R HERE I TELL HIM. I AM PLANNING TO DO ANYTHING TO U I TELL HIM. I AM GONNA KEEP MY EYE ON U TONIGHT HE SAYS. U DO THAT CHRIS. BECAUSE I WILL BE DOING THE SAME. WE GET OUT OUR CARS AND THE PAPARAZZI WERE EVERY WHERE OUTSIDE OF THE CLUB. WE WALKED INTO THE CLUB, AND WAS GREETED BY LIL WAYNE. GLAD U GUYS COULD MAKE IT HE SAYS. DAMN HE SAYS. U GIRLS LOOK AMAZING HE SAYS. COME ON AND LET ME SHOW U GUYS TO YOUR SECTION HE SAYS. U KNOW U CAN'T BEAT ME HE SAYS TO ME. CHRIS I AM NOT TRYING TO BEAT U AT ANYTHING. U CAN KEEP PLAYING WITH ME BUT I KNOW WHAT U R DOING HE SAYS. I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING CHRIS AS WE SAT DOWN. WHAT R U GUYS TALKING ABOUT MONIQUE ASKED US. I TOLD CHRIS HE WAS NOT GETTING ANY TONIGHT. SO NOW HE IS TRYING TO BREAK ME AND HE THINKS I DON'T KNOW THAT. HE SAYS HE IS NOT BUT I KNOW WHAT HE IS DOING I TELL THEM. NOW HE THINKS I AM PLOTTING SOMETHING TO GET BACK AT HIM. I COULD TELL SOMETHING WAS UP WHEN U JUST SAID TO LETS LEAVE DERRICK SAYS. I AM NOT PLANNING TO DO ANYTHING I TELL THEM. I DON'T KNOW TAMARAH TREY SAYS. U HAVE ALWAYS DONE THIS HE SAYS. U KNOW HOW TO PLAY MIND GAMES WITH PEOPLE TREY SAYS. I AM REALLY NOT PLANNING TO DO ANYTHING TO U CHRIS.

EVERYONE JUST LOOKED AT ME. WHATEVER U SAY TAMARAH MY SISTER SAYS. OH MY GOD. U GUYS R WRONG ABOUT THIS I TELL THEM. ALRIGHT U GUYS DON'T HAVE TO BELIEVE ME THEN I TELL THEM. COME DANCE WITH CHRIS SAYS. OK LET GO DANCE. CHRIS U BETTER WATCH HER TREY SAYS. WHAT I TELL HIM. I AM NOT PLANNING TO DO ANYTHING. I KNOW CHRIS SAYS. U HAVE A WAY WHEN U DANCE DRAKE SAYS. IT IS VERY SEDUCTIVE TASHA SAYS. I AM NOT HEARING THIS FORM U GUYS. LETS JUST GO DANCE CHRIS. U KNOW U CAN'T RESIST ME ME SAYS. I CAN FEEL YOUR BODY BECOMING WEAK FOR ME HE SAYS. I DID NOT SAYS A WORD AS WE KEPT ON DANCING. IN A WAY, THEY WERE RIGHT ABOUT ME. THEY KNOW ME AND I CAN BE THAT WAY SOMETIMES. OK MAYBE ALL THE TIME. CHRIS JUST THINKS THAT HE CAN OUT PLAY ME. HE STARTS TO KISS MR NECK AS HIS HANDS R ON ON MY HIPS AS HE PULLS ME DEEPER INTO HIM. I JUST WENT ALONG WITH WHAT HE WAS DOING. CAN U FEEL THAT HE ASKED ME. I COULD FEEL HIM GETTING HARD. I JUST NODDED MY HEAD TO HIM. I COULD MYSELF BECOMING WEAK FOR HIM AS WERE STILL DANCING ON THE FLOOR.

Sounds like an interesting night out. Cant wait to see how many heads turn with the girls in these dresses. Lol @ Chris just stirring in amazement at her. Run It!

R U ALRIGHT MY SISTER ASKED ME. YEAH I AM FEELING A LITTLE BETTER. I AM JUST TIRED OF TRYING TO REACH OUT TO MY DAD. MAYBE HE WILL COME AROUND MIKA SAYS. I DON'T IF HE WILL I TELL THEM. HE IS JUST SO STUBBORN AT TIMES. CHRIS AT U TRIED MAN TREY SAYS TO HIM. IT JUST SEEM LIKE THE RIGHT THING TO DO CHRIS SAYS. SO U GUYS WANT TO GO OUT TONIGHT DRAKE SAYS. IT IS STILL KINDA EARLY I SAY TO EVERYONE. WHERE DO YA'LL WANNA GO? SHALEMEKE ASKED. WELL WAYNE IS HAVING A PARTY AT HIS CLUB TONIGHT TO CELEBRATE HIS NEW ALBUM NICKI SAYS. HE WANTED US TO ASKED U GUYS IF YA'LL WOULD COME DRAKE SAYS. WE ALL AGREED ON GOING TO THE CLUB THEN. HAVE U GUYS TALKED ABOUT WHEN U GUYS WANT TO HAVE THE WEDDING? CHRIS MOM ASKED US. NO WE HAVE NOT TALKED ABOUT IT YET I TELL HER. I HAVE BEEN THINKING ABOUT WHAT I MIGHT WANT MY DRESS TO LOOK LIKE AND HOW I WOULD WANT TO SET UP THE WEDDING. WITH EVERYTHING GOING BETTER NOW, I THINK I WILL HAVE A CLEARER MIND ABOUT PLANNING IT. U KNOW WE WILL HELP U JOYCE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW AND I WILL NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET WHEN I DECIDE TO START TO PLAN IT. DO U HAVE SOMEONE IN MIND TO DESIGN YOUR DRESS MIKA ASKED ME. I DON'T KNOW YET I TELL THEM. HOW IS MY GRAND BABY DOING? JOYCE ASKED ME. FINE I TELL HER. CHRIS SAYS I AM TWINS I TELL THEM. WOULD U GUYS WANT TWINS? JOYCE ASKED. CHRIS SAYS HE WANT TO HAVE TWINS AND I WOULD LOVE TO HAVE TWINS AS WELL. U KNOW THAT IS GONNA BE A LOT OF WORK JOYCE SAYS. I KNOW IT IS BUT I WILL BE READY WHEN THE TIME COMES. IF WE R GONNA GO OUT TONIGHT, WE NEED TO START GETTING READY MY SISTER SAYS. U KNOW WHAT U R RIGHT I TELL HER. WE WILL TAKE THESE DISHES INTO THE KITCHEN FOR U ANGIE SAYS. JUST CLEAR THE PLATES OFF AND PUT THEM IN THE DISHWASHER FOR ME I TELL THEM. PUT THE LEFTOVER IN THE FRIDGE FRO ME MIKA I TELL HER. WE R GONNA HEAD HOME TO GO GET READY TASHA SAYS. ALRIGHT GUYS I WILL SEE U GUYS BACK HERE IN A FEW THEN I TELL THEM. I WILL FINISH UP HER AND THEN I WILL HEAD OUT JOYCE SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN I TELL HER. U GUYS GO ON AHEAD SHE SAYS.

SO WHAT R U GONNA WHERE OUT TONIGHT NICKI ASKED EVERYONE. I DON'T KNOW PROBABLY MY BLUE DRESS I TELL HER. OH THE ONE U MADE BUT DIDN'T WANT TO WEAR JUST YET MIKA ASKED ME. YEAH THAT IS THE ONE. ALL OF US JUST LOOK AT EACH OTHER AND SMILED. U GUYS R GONNA WEAR THE ONES I MADE FOR YA'LL I ASKED THEM. YEAH THEY ALL SAY. NO ONE HAS SEEN THESE DRESSES BEFORE I TELL THE GUYS. I THINK THIS WOULD BE A PERFECT TIME TO SHOW OFF THESE NEW DRESSES I TEL THEM. I THINK I MIGHT HAVE TWO EXTRA UPSTAIRS THAT TWO CAN WHERE I TELL ANGIE AND BUN. U GUYS R GONNA LOVE THESE DRESSES I MADE I THEN. SO WE HEAD UPSTAIRS AND EVERYONE ELSE LEFT TO GO GET READY. I WILL SEE U GUYS LATER CHRIS MOM SAYS. U GUYS HAVE FUN TONIGHT SHE SAYS. WE WILL I TELL HER. ALRIGHT BYE GUYS SHE SAYS. COME ON LET ME GET U GUYS THESE DRESSES I TELL THEM. I WILL HEAD TO THE ROOM AND START GETTING READY CHRIS SAYS. ALRIGHT I WILL BE THERE IN A MINUTE I TELL HIM. HERE LET ME SHOW U GUYS HOW THEY LOOK I TELL THEM. I OPENED THEM THE BAG AND THERE EYES JUST LIT UP. TAMARAH U HAVE OUT DONE YOURSELF WITH THESE DRESSES. SO NO ONES ABOUT THESE DRESSES BUN SAYS. NO. I HAVE NOT SHOWN THESE YET TO ANYONE. I THINK THIS IS THE PERFECT WAY TO GET THESE OUT THERE SO PEOPLE CAN SEE WHAT ELSE I CAN DO. I MADE EACH DRESS SPECIFICALLY FOR EACH ONE OF OUR STYLES I TELL THEM. WHEN U GUYS SEE EACH ONE, U WILL SEE WHAT I MEAN WHEN IT COME TO OUR PERSONAL STYLES I TELL. SO U GUYS CAN TAKE THESE AND GO GET READY. THANKS TAMARAH THEY SAYS. WE OWN U BIG TIME ANGIE SAYS. NO U GUYS DON'T I TELL HER. I AM HAPPY TO GIVE U GUYS THESE DRESSES. WE CAN KEEP THEM BUN SAYS. YES U GUYS CAN KEEP THEM. THAT IS WHY I AM GIVING THEM TO U. ALRIGHT THEN BUN SAYS. WE WILL GO GET READY. ALRIGHT SEE U GUYS IN A BIT AS I GO INTO MY BEDROOM.

I SEE CHRIS WAS JUST ABOUT DONE GETTING READY. GOOD U R ALMOST DONE I TELL HIM. YEAH BECAUSE I KNOW HOW LONG U CAN BE HE SAY SMILING AT ME. I DO NOT TAKE THAT LONG TO GET READY CHRIS. I AM SHOCK THAT U R ALMOST READY THIS TIME. I DON'T TAKE LONG THAT LONG HE SAYS. YEAH U DO CHRIS. U JUST READY NOW BECAUSE WE R TRYING TO RUSH AND GET OUT OF HERE. YEAH U RIGHT HE SAYS. I NEED TO MAKE SURE I LOOK WHEN WE R TOGETHER HE SAY LOOKING IN THE MIRROR. WELL I AM DONE HE SAYS. U LOOK GOOD CHRIS. I KNOW I DO HE SAYS. I AM GONNA HEAD DOWN STAIRS AND LEAVE U TO GETTING READY HE SAYS. ALRIGHT CHRIS I TELL HIM. DO U WANT ME TO DRIVE TONIGHT HE ASKED ME. NO I AM DRIVING TONIGHT I TELL HIM. I JUST FEEL LIKE I AM IN A DRIVING MOOD TO NIGHT. GOOD BECAUSE I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE IT HE SAY LAUGHING. U KNOW U WANTED TO DRIVE TONIGHT CHRIS. BE SIDE, I WANNA DRIVE U AROUND THIS TIME AND GIVE U A BREAK FROM DRIVING. THAT NOT WHY U WANNA DRIVE TONIGHT HE SAYS TO ME. CHRIS THAT IS WHY. WHATEVER TAMARAH HE SAYS. I AM WILLING TO BET THAT ALL U GIRLS R WANNA DRIVE TONIGHT CHRIS SAYS. SO WHAT IF WE WANNA DRIVE UP DOING WHAT WE DO BEST I TELL HIM. ALRIGHT THEN CHRIS SAYS. I AM GONNA GO GET THE DOOR HE SAYS. WELL GO AHEAD AND GET THE DOOR. CHRIS GO GET THE DOOR. HE WAS JUST STARING AT ME WHILE I WAS GETTING DRESS. CHRIS......... THE DOOR I TELL HIM. OH RIGHT THE DOOR HE SAYS LAUGHING. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM GONNA TO WITH HIM .

Aww I love Chris's freaky butt. Aww I hope her dad comes around Chris is a good guy, or at least he's trying to be.

I SEE U DECIDED TO COME BACK MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH I DID CHRIS SAYS BACK TO HER. I FINALLY REALIZED THAT WHAT I DID WAS WRONG HE SAYS TO EVERYONE. SEEING HOW U FELT WHEN I LEFT, I HAD TO COME BACK TO U HE SAYS TO ME. I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL U HE SAYS TO ME. WHAT IS IT CHRIS. THE WAY HE WAS LOOKING I THOUGHT WHAT HE WAS ABOUT TO SAY WAS GONNA BE BAD. I WENT TO SEE YOUR FATHER HE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW WE SAID WE WOULD GO TOGETHER, BUT I JUST HAD TO GO SEE HIM HE SAYS. I HOPE U R NOT MAD HE SAYS TO ME. NO I AM NOT MAD AT U CHRIS. I FELT LIKE I NEEDED TO GO ALONE AND SEE HIM BY MY SELF HE SAYS. SO WAIT A MINUTE AS I PAUSED. WAS MY MOM THERE WITH U AND MY FATHER? I ASKED HIM. YEAH SHE WAS HE SAID. HOW DID U KNOW THAT? HE ASKED ME. SHE SAID SHE HAD AN EMERGENCY TO TEND TO WHEN SHE FOUND OUT ABOUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED. EVERYTHING WAS GOING ALRIGHT UNTIL WE STARTED TALKING ABOUT WHAT I HAD DONE CHRIS SAYS. THE CONVERSATION GOT REALLY HEATED BETWEEN US. YOUR MOM CAME AS SOON AS SHE COULD HE SAYS. YOUR BROTHER WAS THERE AS WELL. HE TRIED TO KEEP US SEPARATED FROM EACH OTHER. CHRIS U GUYS DID NOT GET PHYSICAL DID U? HIS MOM ASKED. NO WE JUST EXCHANGED WORDS WITH EACH OTHER. I JUST TOLD HIM HOW I FELT ABOUT U AND THAT I LOVED U VERY MUCH. I TOLD HIM HOW WE R GETTING MARRIED AND U WERE PREGNANT. HE REALLY FLIPPED OUT OUT ABOUT THE MARRIAGE PART. HE STARTED CALLING ME ALL KINDS OF NAMES BUT I JUST THOUGHT...... AS HE PAUSED. I KNOW CHRIS I TELL HIM. I FELT LIKE THIS WAS SOMETHING I NEEDED TO DO HE SAYS. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT U STRESSING OUT AND GETTING UPSET BY WHAT HE WAS GOING TO SAYS TO US.

I JUST TOLD HIM HOW U REALLY WANTED HIM TO COME TO THE WEDDING AND THAT WE LOVE EACH OTHER. YOUR MOM TOLD ME SHE WAS GLAD I CAME AND TRIED TO TALK TO HIM. SHE ALSO TOLD ME COME BACK HERE AND BE WITH U. SHE KNEW I WAS ONLY TRYING TO HELP U THE TWO OF U HE SAYS. R U OK CHRIS ASKED ME. I AM FINE CHRIS. I AM GLAD U DID THAT FOR ME AND I AM SORRY FOR WHAT HE DID AND SAID TO U. LIKE U TOLD ME, ALL WE COULD DO IS TRY AND THAT IS WHAT U DID. CHRIS THAT WAS NICE AND BRAVE OF U TO DO THAT MY SISTER SAYS TO HIM. WE KNOW HOW HE CAN GET AND HOW HE CAN BE SOMETIMES TOWARD PEOPLE. ANYBODY WANT SOME MORE TO DRINK I ASKED. YEAH THEY ALL SAY. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK THEN. I WILL HELP U CHRIS SAYS TO ME. CAN U GET ME THAT PITCHER RIGHT THERE I ASKED HIM. THANK U. TAMARAH WHAT R FEELING RIGHT NOW. I AM FINE CHRIS. OK COME HERE HE SAYS TO ME. CHRIS I REALLY NEED TO GET THIS. NO. U R GONNA TALK TO ME RIGHT NOW HE SAYS. THERE IS NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT I TELL HIM. CAN U JUST STOP FOR A MINUTE PLEASE HE SAYS. WHAT DO U WANT ME TO SAY CHRIS. I KNOW U R HURTING RIGHT NOW. I KNOW HOW MUCH U WANTED HIM TO BE HERE AND TO UNDERSTAND THAT U R WITH ME NOW. CAN WE JUST DROP THIS CHRIS. NO. WE R GONNA TALK ABOUT THIS HE SAYS. I THINK U NEED TO TAKE THE SAME ADVICE AND STOP RUNNING FROM THIS SITUATION. I AM NOT RUNNING FROM ANYTHING CHRIS. OK THEN HE SAYS. THEN TALK TO ME TAMARAH. ALRIGHT FINE THEN CHRIS U WANNA TALK LET TALK THEN.

I AM ANGRY RIGHT NOW AT HIM. I SICK AND TIRED OF TRYING TO BE SOMETHING HE WANT ME TO BE. I AM TIRED OF HIM TRYING TO TELL ME WHO I CAN AND CAN'T BE WITH. ALL MY LIFE I HAVE TRIED TO MAKE HIM HAPPY. I AM STARTING TO CRY NOW. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND HE CAN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE FOUND SOMEONE WHO LOVES ME AND WHO CARES FOR ME SO MUCH. I AM TIRED OF TRYING TO LIVE UP TO HIS EXPECTATIONS BECAUSE I AM NOT WITH SOMEONE HE APPROVES OF. I AM JUST SICK OF IT RIGHT NOW. IF HE WANT TO BE THIS WAY TOWARD ME AND U, THEN THAT IS FINE. I AM DONE TRYING TO REACH OUT TO HIM. DON'T SAY THAT CHRIS SAYS. MAYBE HE MIGHT CHANGE HIS MIND ABOUT US BEING TOGETHER. CHRIS IS HOLDING ME WHILE I AM STILL CRYING. I DON'T THINK HE WILL AND I AM DONE. I AM GONNA KEEP LIVING MY LIFE THE WAY I HAVE BEEN DOING. UM IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT IN HERE JOYCE CAME IN THE KITCHEN. WE HEARD YELLING COMING FROM HERE SHE SAYS. EVERYTHING IS FINE I TELL HER. R U SURE SHE ASKED US. YEAH MOM. EVERYTHING IS FINE NOW. DO U FEEL BETTER CHRIS ASKED ME. NO I DON'T I TELL HIM. I AM STILL ANGRY RIGHT NOW. I WILL LEAVE U TOO TO FINISH TALKING HIS MOM SAYS. I KNOW SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE U FEEL BETTER AS HE LOOKS AT ME AND SMILES. THERE'S A SMILE FROM MY BABY HE SAYS.

I AM SERIOUS THOUGH HE SAYS. I ALREADY TOLD U BEFORE NO NOT TONIGHT. ALRIGHT FINE THEN. CAN'T BLAME A NIGGA FOR TRYING AS HE SMILES AT ME. U R CRAZY AND I LOVE U SO MUCH CHRIS. I LOVE U TOO HE SAYS. I CAN FEEL U R CALM NOW HE SAYS. YEAH I AM FEELING A LITTLE BETTER RIGHT NOW. THANK U CHRIS. FOR WHAT. FOR JUST BEING U AND COMING BACK AND FOR MAKING ME TALK ABOUT THIS WHOLE SITUATION WITH MY FATHER. AND FOR MAKING ME HAPPY AGAIN. WELL I AM HAPPY I THAT I MAKE U HAPPY HE SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING AT HIM BECAUSE HE WAS ACTING SILLY WITH ME. COME ON HE SAYS TO ME. LETS GOT FINISH EATING BECAUSE I WON'T BE EATING ANYTHING ELSE TONIGHT AS HE LOOKS AT ME. U R SO NASTY AS I HIT HIM ON THE BACK. I AM JUST SAYING HE SAYS. BOY GONE IN THE DINING ROOM I TELL HIM.

Iblove miss Joyce tell it like it is mama, she was gone go and get Chris's ass lol. AWWWWW Im so glad he came back home, Tamarah was a wreck w/out him. And yeah im glad he realized that things need to be talked out before just leaving all the time. HAHA Tamarah better stick to her guns and not give him none tonight while hr having her ass in a daze and ish lol. RUN IT!

OK LIKE WHAT JUST HAPPENED HERE NICKI SAYS. THIS IS NOT HAPPENING AGAIN SHE SAYS. THERE WAS A KNOCK AT MY DOOR. R U OK AS I LOOKED UP AND SAW CHRIS'S MOM STANDING THERE. I JUST HEARD WHAT HAPPENED FROM CHRIS. I AM FINE I TELL HER. NO U R NOT SHE SAYS. DID U GUYS HAVE ANOTHER ARGUMENT? SHE ASKED ME. NO. I SAW AN OLD BOYFRIEND OF MINE TODAY AND HE SAID HE WANTED ME BACK. I SEE SHE SAYS. U KNOW I LOVE HIM AND I WOULD NOT DO ANYTHING TO HURT HIM I TELL HER. I KNOW U WOULDN'T DO THAT TO HIM TAMARAH. I AM JUST ANGRY THAT HE JUST LEAVES AND NOT TRY TO TALK ABOUT IT WITH U. DID HE SAY WHERE HE WAD GOING SHE ASKED ME. NO HE JUST SAID HE NEEDED SOME TIME TO HIMSELF AND THAT HE WOULD BE BACK. HE DIDN'T SAYS WHEN HE WOULD THOUGH. I AM GOING TO CALL HIM RIGHT NOW AND TELL HIM TO BRING HIS ASS BACK HERE RIGHT SHE SAYS. NO I TELL HER. YES I AM GOING TO CALL HIM SHE SAYS. NO DON'T CALL HIM I TELL HER. U DIDN'T SEE HIS EYES WHEN HE LEFT HERE. I COULD TELL HE WAS HURTING AND THAT HE WAS REALLY ANGRY RIGHT NOW. IT WAS LIKE HE WAS NOT THERE. I KNOW THAT U WANT HIM HERE BUT I COULD TELL THIS WAS SOMETHING HE NEEDED TO DO. HE NEEDS TO LEARN TO NOT TO GET UPSET OVER THINGS SHE SAYS. HE HAS TO LEARN TO TALK THEM OUT AND TRUST WHEN U SAY THAT U WANT TO BE WITH HIM. I KNOW BUT I REALLY TRUST HIM WHEN HE SAYS HE NEEDED TO THIS FOR HIM I TELL HER. HE DOESN'T WANT ME STRESSING OUT OVER THIS, SO I WILL LET HIM DO THIS. HE CAN ALL THE TIME HE NEEDS TO GET HIS MIND RIGHT. I WILL BE WAITING WHEN HE DECIDES TO COME BACK HOME TO ME.

ALRIGHT THEN SHE SAYS. I WILL LET U GUYS DO THIS YOUR WAY SHE SAYS. BUT WHEN HE COME BACK, I AM GOING TO HAVE A LONG TALK WITH HIM SHE SAYS. I WANT U TO BE THERE WHEN I DO. I LOVE MY SON VERY MUCH AND I THINK WE NEED TO HAVE A LONG TALK ABOUT WHAT COME WITH RELATIONSHIP AND MARRIAGE. HE THINKS IT HARD NOW SHE SAYS. WAIT TO U GUYS GET MARRIED SHE SAYS. U GUYS MIGHT HAVE THINGS LIKE THIS HAPPEN AND U GUYS WILL NEED TO TALK AND NOT RUN AWAY ALL THE TIME. NOW GIVE ME HUG SWEETIE SHE SAYS. I LOVE U U KNOW RIGHT SHE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW U DO AND I AM GLAD U CAME TO SEE ME. YOUR MOM SAID SHE WOULD HAVE CAME BUT SHE HAD AND EMERGENCY TO TAKE CARE OF. I KNOW SHE CALLED ME I TELL HER. NOW COME AND LETS GO GET U AND MY GRAND BABY SOMETHING TO EAT SHE SAYS. I SEE U GUYS R DONE WITH EVERYTHING AS I WALKED INTO THE KITCHEN. YEAH WE JUST FIX EVERYTHING FOR U ANGIE SAYS. SO U CAN JUST RELAX AND EAT NOW MY SISTER SAYS. HOW R U HOLDING UP MIKA ASKED ME. I AM FEELING A LITTLE BETTER I TELL THEM. I JUST WANT SOMETHING TO EAT RIGHT NOW.

I HEAR MY PHONE RING AS WE R HEADING INTO THE DINING ROOM. I LOOKED DOWN AND IT WAS CHRIS CALLING ME. IS THAT CHRIS? JOYCE ASKED ME. YEAH IT IS I TELL THEM. U GUYS CAN GO RIGHT AHEAD AND EAT. I WILL BE THERE IN A MINUTE. HELLO. HEY TAMARAH HE SAYS. R U OK CHRIS. I AM FINE HE SAYS. I AM SORRY I LEFT LIKE THAT HE SAYS. CAN U PLEASE JUST COME BACK HOME TO ME CHRIS. WE CAN TALK ABOUT THIS I TELL HIM. I KNOW HE SAYS. WHERE R U I ASKED HIM. HOLD ON CHRIS LET ME GET THE DOOR. R U GOING TO TELL ME WHERE U.......... I OPENED THE DOOR AND THERE HE WAS STANDING THERE. I JUMP RIGHT INTO HIS ARMS. DON'T EVER DO THAT AGAIN I TELL HIM. I WON'T HE SAYS. AS I WAS DRIVING, I REALIZED THAT LEAVING WAS NOT THE RIGHT THING TO DO. I HAD FINALLY CALM DOWN TO SEE THAT I NEEDED TO JUST TALK TO U ABOUT THIS AND NOT RUN AWAY. I KNOW THAT WE R GONNA HAVE THINGS LIKE THIS HAPPEN TO US. I KNOW NOW THAT I HAVE TO LEARN TO TALK IT OUT WITH U. FINALLY U UNDERSTAND I HERE HIS MOM SAY. I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA HAVE TO FIND U MYSELF AND DRAG YOUR BEHIND BACK HERE SHE SAYS TO HIM. COME ON IN HERE SO U GUYS CAN EAT SHE SAYS.

HE PULLS ME BACK TOWARD HIM AND GIVES ME A LONG KISS. U KNOW I LOVE U RIGHT. I KNOW U DO CHRIS. JUST SO U KNOW U BETTER ENJOYS THIS RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THIS IS ALL U R GETTING FROM ME I TELL HIM. HE LOOKS AT ME AND STARTS LAUGHING. I AM NOT PLAYING I TELL HIM. U WILL NOT BE GETTING ANY TONIGHT I TELL HIM. U R JOKING RIGHT HE ASKED ME. NO I AM NOT JOKING. SO U R PUNISHING ME HE SAYS. U CAN CALL IT WHAT EVER U WANT TO CALL IT CHRIS. JUST KNOW THAT I AM SERIOUS RIGHT NOW. THERE WILL BE KNOW TOUCHING OR TASTING THIS TONIGHT AS I WALKED TOWARD THE DINING ROOM. BESIDE U CAN NEED A BREAK ANYWAY AND IT IS ONLY FOR ONE NIGHT. ALRIGHT I DESERVE THAT HE SAYS. BUT ME AND U BOTH KNOW THAT U R DOING THIS BECAUSE U NEED A BREAK FROM ME HE SAYS. DON'T TRY AND ACT LIKE U CAN GO A WITHOUT ME KISSING HERE AS HE KISSES MY NECK, AND RUBS HIS HANDS DOWN MY BACK AND THEN GRABS MY ASS KISSING ME DEEPLY. HE WALKS AWAY SMILING AS I JUST STOOD THERE. R U COMING HE ASKED ME. HUH I SAYS TO HIM. R U COMING HE ASKED ME AGAIN. YEAH I AM RIGHT BEHIND U. HE ACTUALLY HAD A POINT THERE. BUT I AM STICKING TO WHAT I SAID THOUGH I THINK.

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