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유Gяошїиg ραιηѕ웃 ╰☆╮ A WIMPy Kidd Production 11/26

<ul> <li>PROLOGUE</li>

APRIL 2011

Birds chirped outside the window annoyingly And the sun began adoring the side of my face a little too lovingly, letting me know that morning was here. My own personal alarm clock.
The arms that held me from behind squeezed tighter around me as their owner snuggled closer as I shifted to try and get the sun off my face.

<em>Get up, Ava..<em>

I thought to myself, squeezing my eyes tighter trying to get back to sleep. I knew it was a contradiction within itself, but it had been a long night.

All I wanted to do was lay there. Just... Lay there. Yet when I heard small feet pitter patter across the hard wood floor I knew it would never happen.

"Mommy!" A small voice squeaked close to my ear.

"Mom! Mommy! Mom!" <em>Ohhhhhh!!!! MY GOD! </em>

"Mommy, is you woked up yet?" My 5 year old son Aquarius bugged, tugging the pillow that I'd just snatched over my head in an attempt to ignore him.

It took everything in me not to beg him for the infamous <em> Five more minutes.</em>

"Why do kids always ask that when they know you're really not?" I muffled through the pillow, cracking open my eyes for the very first time this morning.

"No, Really!" Quarry pleaded. " I'm hungwry, and Aries ate the rest of my Coco Pups and she say I cant Have her Cap and Crwunch cuz i cant put on clothes." He tattled, Mispronouncing words that only <em> he </em> could figure out how to mess up.

I tried not to laugh at my baby as I removed the pillow from my face to see that his brownish orbs were welling with tears. He had on some courteroy pants (that I still hadn't forgiven Harley for buyin for my baby) that were unbuttoned and zipped, which was to be expected, but the hilarious part was that his head was through the left sleeve of his inside out Transformers shirt, while his arm hung out the neck hole like a tree limb.

"Baby, look at your son." I chuckled, nudging my backside against my husband to rouse him from his sleep.

If I had to get up, then he had to as well. Especially for this.. It was classic.

"Aaaavaaaaa!!" He whined through his slumber, releasing me from his grasp so that he could sit up

"Im tryna sleep, you know last night you..... Nigga wtf you got on?? How??" He questioned, makin the <a href="">stink face</a> at our baby.

"Dont be lookin at my son like that foo!" I chastised, removing the thin covers from myself and slipping on my glasses and slippers as I got out of the bed.

"Come on son." I smiled, tugging the shirt over his head and picking him up.

"Let's go see what yo sister talkin bout." I cooed to him

As I made my way down the stairs thinking of what I was going to say to Aries about being mean to her brother <em>this</em> morning I thought of how far i'd come. Each morning it was something else with these too. Which had oddly enough become the most exciting excitement of my life.

It was strange... Strange how we got here. Me and Shad I mean.

I wasn't exactly the "type" he usually went for, and he wasn't.... well, he was <em>Shad</em> the kind of guy that I shouldn't have gone for. And <strong>we</strong> were Far from the kind of people to be settled down in a not so modest home with 2 kids and a mut.

Don't get me wrong, It was <em> never </em> easy and we fought it as much as we could in the beginning.. Had to go through a lot of things, loose a lot of people and grow up in a lot of ways before we realized that the pains that we were going through separately, we were meant to go through together...

I'll tell you the story... Of our lives.. Of our Loves, Our friends. Our Enemies...

I'll tell you the story of our <strong> GROWING PAINS......</strong>
RUN IT?! PLEASE BE CRITICAL! There's no such thing as a mean comment.. as long as you comment! No runs = <strong> NO ADD</strong> =/

It starts off slow but after a few runs i'll post chapter 1.


<strong>NEW READER<strong>

I am very intrigued by this story and I can't wait to see what happens.
RUN IT!!!!!!!!!!!

Wish she would add *sighs*

tomorrow was last night -___-

WHERE is my add girl?!



so i swear to jesus imma add to this tomarro.. i dnt feel like it now...

OMG i'm his sis!! lol :D
well this is going to be an awesome start!


How would she...... upper cut...?? My ankle??

Sounds interesting!! lets try that one out!


Excuse me whore!

Please run this beautiful piece of creative writing!

Or, I`ll upper-cut you in the ankle .. I ain`t playing!



::does cabbage patch::

New Reader!! hey hey! New reader Hey hey!

waitin on lissa for the add...

luvin lisa and harlem
run it

Dang wifey can write I like lemme catch up

o.O <--------------------------------


I can't even . . .


Cuz this got me wriled up and I'm already wriled up because I'm doin a paper on domestic violence.

I woulda str8 whooped his ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



lol.. u suck yana... =)

I don't feel like leaving a long comment as usual

Run IT

run it

Just so you KNOW!

I`m only reading it of my OWN FREE WILL!!

Not because YOU TOLD ME TO!



There will be SEVERE consequences...

Yeah baby! that`s wassup!!

Why males gotta be strong then thur sisters come and fxck up thur routine LMAOOOO!! I love sisterz!! BEST ROLE EVAA!! to a man in power.. unless they some crackheads LMAOOO..

So I just wanna check, am I one of Shads sisters or Lissa`s friend? LMAOOO I`m confizzled, I think I`m his sister!!

And Ava, you needa tell us about Bree and Summer.. && tell Shad what yo popz did cos that shxt can`t go silently!!

OMG! I`m too gangsta for my own good LMAOOO NYC SON!


-- P.S Now Trali, if you make me wait again .. I`ma go Sucker Punch on yo ass!! HOE! .. But I gotchu MWAHZ!!!

--P.S.S I love how she was laughing then the realization of her pissing a man off sunk in and she was like OH SHXT!

thanks doll...



Whew!!! had to get that damned part out the way....

Jan 1999

"What the f*** is wrong with you?"

I was <em> laughing </em> now. The left side of my face tensing in slight pain as his hand swung to the scar to hold it. He was now pacing back and forth in front of me stopping occasionally to look at me accusingly, letting me know that he didn't see s*** funny about the situation.

Which quickly brought me back down to earth.

This man was dangerous, to say the very least. The whole city knew that, and I had just made him <em> angry...</em> Me of all people knew what happened when you made a man mad. If the night before and the previous 9 years of my life had taught me anything... it was <em> that</em>

I had forgotten my place, I was in <em> his</em> house, in what was probably <em> his</em> bed, laughing at him.

"S.. Sor.. Sorry. Im Sorry, Deniro, Mr. Deniro. Sir." I struggled. Trying to blurt out an apology and consider any escape options at the same time.
So far there was nothing. He was directly in front of me, and with me hurting like I was, there was no way in hell that I'd be able to get to the door and out of his house before he would catch up to me.
And aside from that, <em> someone</em> ws downstairs. A female some one. I'd heard the voice vaguely before poking that scratch on Deniro's forehead, but now, even through the closed door they were evident, and I found my self thinking that up here, in this room, was the lesser of two evils.
Girls weren't really my thing. I dont know if it was because of the way that I talked, or because of the way that I dressed. Or just <em> me </em> in general, that rubbed them the wrong way, but they didn't like me. And it was easier for me just to steer clear of them all together.

Feet fumbled up the stairs loudly and the voices got closer and closer to the door until it finally swung open with a soft <em> woosh!</em> and crashed into the wall on the opposite side.

"WHAT IS ALL THE DAMN NOISE?!" The woman asked, looking from me to Deneiro, and then rushing to the side of the bed that wasn't presently occupied. "What the f*** is you yelling at the b*tch for?! You already 1800-slapped that hoe. s***."

She was edgy in a strange kind of way, but really <em> really </em> pretty. Had she not stormed in the way she did, you wouldn't think words like those those would spout of of her mouth.

As she berated Deniro for the way he was treating me, she took a seat on the bed and lightly laid her hand on my shoulder. Nothing about her touch said dangerous in any way, but my body flinched all the while. I wasn't used to people willingly touching me without malicious intent. Therefore my first instinct was to withdraw before the advance.

"Chill," Her voice was sweet like the sugar cane that grew in my grandmother's backyard in Texas also <em> not New York</em>, a complete defiance of the foul things she'd just said to Deniro.

" I really do apologize about my stupid assed brother. He just get like that sometimes. Trippin' and s***." She rolled her eyes and looked towards him graphically as she she spoke to me.

"<a href="http://http://cdn.necoleb****">Ju'Lissa</a>." She introduced, taking my hand in hers and rubbing the other softly on top. "You okay?"

I'd decided that <em> she was weird. In a non- conventional way. </em> I liked her.

Shad had finally stopped his silent rant other side of the room to recover his face with that stare.

"See here, I told ya ass she hit me <strong> first.</strong> and I got Ice up her and s***, I didn't even do like... <em>f***!</em> Give her... <strong> s***!</strong> s***, or somethin'.

He was hardly making any since now. Before he stormed out the door and slammed it shut, he'd looked at me one last time. A look that I couldnt begin to explain any other way than <em> as if i were a chicken walking backwards.</em>

"Move!" I heard him shout through the door.

"f***in weirdo." She stated, shaking her head and looking at the door he'd just slammed shut.

Not even seconds later, the door creaked open and entered another girl. She was about 5'4 with medium length black hair, "bangin", boys would probably call her, in the sexy kind of way.

She didn't say anything upon entrance. She took a seat in the chair that was previously occupied by the </em>night time watcher</em> and looked at me in what looked to be... Speculation?

Lissa paid no attention to the girl. As if she were used to such silent interruptions, and continued on speaking.

"Like I was sayin... You okay? Well, I know you aint okay, ya face swollen like a pregnant b****es. Only yours is bluhburple." She smiled

It was my turn to make a face now. One she quickly caught on to and explained.

"Yes b****... Bluhburple. Blue black and purple."

The girl in the chair laughed slightly and mumbled what sounded like <em> stupid b****.</em>

b**** was a common phrase in that house. I could already tell. It wasn't normal. Not then at least, for the word to be thrown around so lightly. And admittedly, when she'd directed the word at me I didn't know how to take it, but I could see now that the "B" word was used as a term of endearment with these girls.
They really had a twisted sense of humor.

But I would take it.

It had been a while since I'd had a semi-normal conversation with anyone close to my age. At 17 years old, most people didn't want to be seen around the dusty chick with glasses. The one who wore her clothes too baggy, the geeky chick that sat in front of class and spoke proper "pronouncin' her er's, and ing's, n s***...", the girl that sometimes had roaches the size of house cats crawl out of her salvation army backpack at school.

I wasn't the type to befriend.

"I'm fine." I answered, attempting to send a soft smile her way. " I'll go. He doesn't have to do this.. " I told her, lifting the heavy blankets off my body to reveal to myself and Lissa, and.... the other girl, my cotton bra, and ace loosely ace bandaged abdomen. When I straightened m legs to stand, a zip locked bag filled with half melted ice fell from beneath the cloth and burst open onto the floor and into the carpet.

"Oooohhhhhhh........" The chair chick instigated from across the room. "Not his carpet." She said with a snicker.

"Be quiet <a href="">Harley</a>!" Lissa laughed, officially giving a name to the quite observer. " That nigga <strong>is</strong> gonna be <em>piiissed.</em>"

My eyes had to have bulged out of my head. Every move I seemed to make was something to piss this man off! And I hadnt even actually <em> said</em> anything to him yet.

"I need... Do you know where's my shirt, i gotta go." I explained.

Lissa reached onto the floor and held up what looked to be the large white tee i'd worn the night before, stood up, and threw it into the hamper across the room.

"I should really play basketball." She commented, plopping back down onto the bed. " You might as well sit yo ass down G. Your face is f***ed up, and you aint even walkin right. What the hell happened to you?"

The girl, Harley, stood from the chair and walked calmly over to me and began to pull the ace bandage from around me.

"Daaaaammmmnnnnnnn!!!!" Harley had revealed a slew of what Lissa had called Bluhburple Bruises and even a few deep wounds were Bre and Summers high heels and struck.

It was the first time I myself had seen them, and had I been them, my reaction would have been the same. From the top of my ribcage, going to the waistline of my sweats and lower, purple scarring marred what was supposed to be my olive colored skin.

"It's nothing." I told them, stepping waveringly towards that basket, intent on getting that shirt. Before I got very close to the basket, Harley took hold of my upper arm and led me firmly back to the bed and sitting down onto it her self.

"Clearly it's not nuthin ma." Now this chick was a new Yorker. Born and bread. Her accent and mannerisms gave her away from the very first word. "What's ya name?"

"Ava." I answered

"Well Ava, im Harlem... But you can call me Gangsta B*itch Harley." She smiled big and put out her hand for me to shake. which I did very cautiously.

Okay Ava, What the f*** happened to you?" Lissa asked again.

I could feel the tears begin to stig my eyes before i even began talking. I didnt wan to talk about this. I didnt want to, but I felt that, they were being nice enough to let me be here... Wherever <em> here</em> was, So I could at least give them something.

So I told them that some girls at school jumped me, and that I'd gotten into a fight with my mother and her boyfriend put me out. I didnt give any names or go into any further details than that. When they went on to ask me more questions, about it all simply told them that I wans't really sue why any of it had happened.

Partly true.

"But I'll be fine." I assured them, "I'll find somewhere to go."

"Girl shut up. Like Lissa said, get real comfy, 'cause you aint gettin up outta here no time soon. 1, You are f***ed up. 2, for whatever reason, Shad wants you here. Lis can get you some s*** to wear.. some tampons to plug the leaky faucet if need be. But leave? No." She told me, standing from the bed and walking back towards the door.

Lissa got up after and stood behind Harley, nodding her head in agreement as they made their exit together.

"If you need that ice bag over there refilled, we can make that happen." Lissa said.

After the door closed behind them, I laid back down in the bed and re-covered myself with the heavy blankets, smiling softly to myself at the people I would soon call my friends.

<em> Damn.... </em>

I guess they told me.

*continues to wait*

*taps feet*

Waiiit what?

*Slooww moment!*

Mee Rachel :D

OH! meee!! :D lol

scuze me guys.... so sorry about no adding.. but uhhmmm.. who's in this except Bree,Summer, Ash Bash, Kiani and Asia of course...

I need name's... So that I can freakin finish getting everyone introduced so's i's can's get's on's wit's it's.... I had this together I swear, (not the add... the name's)..but uhhmmm.... the people that signed up aren't reading at the moment so... idk..

I Need 2 people...


BTW... dont say run it.. cuz i only go a little so far... and if i posted it.. yall would be angry... lol.. im tryna make this long. and i need to get past this part..


*sniffles* wheres my add

I thought I was bout to see a damn add -___-



Run it !

Lol DON'T play Nazzy !