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...* Yellow Roses-n-Material Things <3 {2/7/12} FINISHED HALLELUJAH

- - this is gonna go a lil different then planned before. I don't remember everybody in it before so ima just write! then everything might flow then.



I walked into the house and saw my mom and dad fckin on the couch. I walked on the other side of the couch and watched my mom and dad fck. They didn't seem to mind so I continued to watch. I wanted to know why my mom was yelling so much...I didn't understand. My dad looked at me every now and would smile. "look chris" my dad said. I did exactly what he said and looked."this is how you get in that pussy". I got up and walked over to my parents and watched my dad. "you wanna try?" my dad asked me. I didn't understand what he mean't so I didn't answer. "boy I asked you a question" he said sternly. I cleared my throat and played dumb."sir?" I said scared. "I said do you wanna try...matter of fact, come on" my dad said. I didn't want to but I could tell disobeying my dad wasn't gonna turn out nice. My mom started crying and screaming because she didn't want me near her. I looked up at my dad because I didn't know what to do. "boy get in there". I started to walk away and I could hear my father footsteps coming right behind me. I started running and got caught by my dad. He started ruffing me up and beating me. I could hear my mom crying downstairs. It was probably because she knew she was next. Once my dad was done he brought me some toys and my mom some roses and nice jewelry. I didn't understand why my dad would beat me and then by my everything I want. It was crazy because I wouldn't get what I want on a regular but after getting my ass whooped that's when I got what I always wanted. I didn't complain because I love ...* Yellow Roses-n-Material Things, they were the only things that made me happy..



running tomorrow...well later today hopefully guys!

thanks u guys, ima be running this really soon, been busy with school work on this break, hope everyone thanksgiving has been good
i also been sick :(

i have 2 more weeks and then out for christmas break and thats a whole month
so hopefully i will be able to add way more then!!

running soon guys

run it wow thats jus wow chris is horrible i am actually mad hes everythng hios father is or was or watever hes no better

I think she's ungrateful because...
Chris saved her from the men that raped her.
He rescued her from their terrible parents that let that s*** go on.
And this is how she feels?
She doesnt appreciate what he did?
She doesnt even believe him.
She still wants to see those horrible people she calls her parents.
She's stupid for that.
It's ungrateful.

I bet it's their mom or Cali

im curious to know why u think she's ungrateful diamond

Some years?
That was a decade-that's over HALF my life. That's TWO THIRDS.
Man Chris is mom's age now.
And Lauren is older than me.
She used to be cute-now she's ungrateful.
I mean, what Chris does is wrong.
He must like seeing someone in pain.
After Bree he was hooked. (Take it as a compliment...a f***ed up compliment. But a compliment nonetheless.)
Lauren is really ungrateful.
She doesnt believe him???
Run it.

thanks !

Lol , you didn't skip a few years, you skipped <em> ten</em> , but it's cool though.

Chris has got worst over the years smh.

Man, he still raping girls and giving them gifts like it's going to take away the pain.

See, look what I then started lol.

I'm the reason he think giving gifts is cool.

And his dad is too!

His sperm donor is the main cause of this shid.

And Lauren is right. She DOES deserve a damn life.

He can't deprive her from education AND a social life.

And Shaniece stayed with his ass?


This is crazy.

When he broke down, it did sort of touched me though.

I still have faith in your Chris :)

And whose the mystery b*tch? lol


lmao there go yo famous line lol

That's deep! lmao
but naw I feel everything Lauren said
Like he ain't doin sh*t better than they parents
but I wonder who the woman is...Bree? Cali? They momma?
Hmmmmmmmmm, RUN IT!!

10.) Years went by and everything has changed. Lauren was now 16 and i was 28. Me and lauren were moving place to place. I guess my parents finally gave up with trying find us. Lauren was blossoming to become a very intelligent young lady, when she was still 6 I would read to her, I also started teaching her myself what she needed to know. Just because I didnt finish school doesnt mean she wasnt. I was smart, real smart to where hell I figured I really didnt really need school, but I was determined for lauren to be better then me. She was now suppose to be in the 11th grade and I was determined to get her into a school but the problem was where were we gonna live?

I woke up in shaniece's bed with lauren on the floor. I looked at my naked body which reminded me of what happened last night. I got up and put my clothes on quietly. I could still see the bruises and blood stains on shaniece's face to the blood on the sheets. For some reason I had no remorse in my heart. To me it just felt like another btch I fc.... well raped. What was wrong with me? it had turned from 1 to 10 and every single time i would send gifts and shower them with material things that were worth a lot... thats what always kept there mouth's shut so why not? As i drifted off into memory lane I remember some nights I would just go out looking for some fresh bait. I didnt understand...I was hopin that sex was starting to become an obsession of mine. Thats all i wanted, everything i thought about and cared about. At times i would have to control myself from playin with myself in front of lauren because she was at the curious age. She wanted to know about any and everything. Til this day she still cried and wanted to go home but I kept telling her no. Although i hated seeing her like this I felt like she was too old to be crying anymore. Once she woke up, we were gonna have a long talk and the first talk to let her know everything thats been going on.

I lightly kicked lauren to get her attention. She looked at me with the crust in her eyes and started to whipped them. She started to get dressed quietly and didnt say a word to me. I looked at shaniece on and placed a nice diamond ring on her finger and wrote a note telling her not to tell anyone and that I was sorry. Sorry was my middle name now. I grabbed lauren's hand and we walked out. I walked to the car and got in and started it. Lauren got and slammed the door. I pulled off and turned the music up. I could hear her hugging and puffin and didnt know what her issue was. I turned the music down just a lil and looked at her and focused back on the road. Thats when I took the opportunity to speak. "whats ur issue lauren?" I looked at her and she rolled her eyes. "nothing" she spoke with an attitude. I stopped the car which made both of our heads jerk and put the car in park.

" what the issue lauren im not gonna ask u again" i said sternly. Lauren sighed and began to speak with a raise in her voice, "ever since i was 6 i been running up behind you and I want to go home chris, im sick and tired of so sick of it, I see u when u beat those girls chris." Tears started to roll down her face. "old old are u again??? u need to be getting married to someone who you can actually love but NO UR AROUND HER FCKING EVERYTHING U SEE, CHRIS DO U NOT KNOW THAT IF ONE OF THOSE GIRLS SAY SOMETHING THEN UR DONE....AND IF UR DONE THEN IM DONE CAUSE I WOULDNT HAVE NO WHERE ELSE TO GO, DO U NOT CARE ABOUT ME! DO U EVEN GIVE A FCK CAUSE NOT ONCE HAVE U ASK ME WHAT I WANTED OUT OF ALL OF THIS, U DONT DO SHT BUT BE ON THE STREETS AND USE THE MONEY TO BUY SHT FOR THEM HOES U BE AROUND, DO YOU THINK I WANNA BE AROUND THAT, I WANNA BE A NORMAL KID, I WANT TO KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO GO TO SCHOOL, WHAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE FRIENDS CHRIS...." At this point I had tears streaming down my face as I heard lauren speak up for pretty much the first time for herself. "I WANT A LIFE AND ME BEING YOUR SHADOW IS NOT GONNA GET IT CHRIS, IM SICK OF IT I WANT TO GO HOME, I WANT PARENTS..." lauren said. Lauren shook her head crying.

I tried to clear my throat but my tears kept running down no matter how many tears I tried to hold back. "lauren im here to protect u, im ur brother and i am the only person thats gonna be here for u, fck friends u dont need em, they gonna always turn on u, the only person u need is me lauren and what i do with these girls u have no idea about so u keep ur fckin mouth close and i dont ever wanna hear no more curse words out of ur mouth any more do u understand? I demanded.

" THATS BULLSHT CHRIS" she shouted. I damn near knoced lauren head off of her shoulders. "WHAT U WILL NOT DO IS YELL AT ME, WHAT U WILL DO IS RESPECT ME OK, NOW OUR PARENTS ARE NO GOOD LAUREN OK GET OVER IT THERE NO GOT DAMN GOOD, OUR PARENTS WATCHED U GET RAPED WHEN U WERE 6 OK, (tears started to develop again and voice cracked) I HAD TO PUT A STOP TO IT CAUSE IF NOT THEN OUR DEAD BEAT ASS PARENTS WERE GONNA CONTINUE TO LET U GET RAPED, I COULDNT TAKE HEARING U SCREAM and hurting and being mistreated anymore...i had to take us out of that lifestyle only trying to do whats best for u" I said now with my voice back to normal.

Lauren shook her head. "whateva chris, im lettin u know how i feel and i really wish u would of just lefted me there, i dont see my life better then or now so whateva ur saying doesnt meant nothing to me, the buttom line is i want a life and im gonna start one." she said with an attitude. I whipped my face and laughed. "lauren im only trynna help u but if u wanna go out here being a hoe like yo momma and nothing like ur dad then go right ahead, dont say i didnt warn u" I said starting not to give a fck. "chris if anything im gonna be better then u, when i said ima start a life i mean ima go to school make sure i graduate and im gonna go to college and ima be someone , stop talkin sht out of ur ass because ur mad, i have a right to feel how i wanna feel and thats just it chris gosh." lauren said. " sorry lauren... i just want the best for u thats it" I said.

I put the car back in drive and drove lauren and I to get something to eat. She wanted more questions about what I did to shaniece but I didnt answer. Shaniece was my on and off girlfriend. I met her when I was 18 so we've known each other for a while. She claimed she was in love with me but I couldnt tell. She would sleep around and fck other niggas and acted funny everytime I wanted some pussy so this time I took whats suppose to be mine. I couldnt lie I was a dog only because she was, she slept around so I did 2. I thought more about shaniece and speaking of the devil she was calling my phone. I ignored it and went into mcdonalds with lauren.

We got our food and sat down. We sat down next to someone who looked really familar but I just couldnt put my finger on who I thought it was. Thats when she spoke "hey lauren...." Me and lauren looked at each other and then back at the women.

RUN IT/ I tried my best to make it lengthy this time and i know i skipped some years but im ready for some excitement lol sorry!!! :)
run it u guys!

LMAO yall so funny im running this later today!

Lol. I'm changing my mofo'n name lol . . . .

'Cuz that bish is retarded ! lol . . . .

I am mad as hell :)


Bree so fckn dumb

Run it

Thank you Diamondz & Monroe .

Hell nah .

Girl nah .

He give you a necklace and you happy now ?

She CAN'T be <em>that</em> damn naive and gullible !

I have no words for this shid .

Nigga buy her a 'I'm sorry' necklace and now she cool ?

Bree need some therapy just like his ass do !

Hell nah mane . . .


Bred can't be that dumb to just accept a funky necklace and some weak a** apology

I hope she doesnt think a necklace made of a crystalline form of carbon is worth her body.
Run it.

Whaaat? Not a fckn necklace!
And she gon accept that sh*t too...smh

Run this sh*t man...

dang wow a necklace run it

9.) I didnt understand what was up with chris, all i did was try to be a good friend to him but he didnt want to hear sht that I had to tell em, I called bree to see what she was doing. "hello.." bree said with a low voice. "whats wrong?" tyga said. "(sighs) nothing ty im about to go to sleep" bree said. "not until u tell me whats wrong" tyga said. "nothing i just wanna go to sleep ok" bree said fighting back tears.

bree's p.o.v

I hung up the phone quickly as tears escaped my eyes. I hated feeling like this. I wanted to tell tyga so bad but I didnt want to disobey chris's orders. I didnt know what he was capable of and Im not gonna put nothin more past him because I was very much shocked from what just happened hours ago. I never been in this type of situation before. I just wanted to be locked in my room forever and never come out. I whipped my face but the tears kept falling. The question in my mind that kept flowing was why me? why me? why me? what did I do to deserve this? I know me and chris never really had that much of a friendship but I still didnt do anything to deserve this. I definitely couldnt tell my parents because I knew they'd go to the police and if I told tyga he would kill chris and they suppose to be friends. I walked into my room and locked my door.

I woke up in the morning with a headache and puffy eyes from all that crying I did. My mom entered my room with a package. I smiled believing it was from tyga until i saw "To Bree" and it wasnt his handwriting. My heart began to sink as I opened this mystery package. I opened it and there was a beautiful diamond necklace that said "Im sorry" engraved into it. There was a note in the box that said "im really sorry...please forgive me but please dont speak a word". I just dawned on me that this must of been from chris. I looked at the necklace and never seen nothing like this. It was absolutely beautiful. I bet the necklace was worth a lot. I always knew he had nice things but I didnt think that they were this nice. I put the necklace around my neck and looked in the mirror smiling.

thanks guys adding soon

I love the story, but hate this new person Chris have become! Lauren is so adorable though and I really think Cali would be the one to change Chris ways, but he doesn't deserve her

"Wow. That's bold."

@monroe im surprised u didnt drop yo famous line lol
@Diamontez lol your confused face made me laugh

@bree I just love your overall comment i think that was the longest comment you ever did for any of my stories lol

thanks guys running soon

Okay, first of all I don’t know where to start like . . . . WTF?
What Tyga was telling him was basically right.
It was what he needed to hear . . .
I do understand where he is coming from . . .
I’m trying to understand his struggles and why he acts the way he does….
Yes, his parents are the cause of it.
From seeing his father have sex with his mother, to making him watch the sh*t and try to make him participate, To the gruesome beatings provided by his sperm donor because that’s not a father, to his mother watch him do the same to her only son. Also to the gang raping being forced up on his little sister…. Now that made me cringe…
Yes, I understand that he has been through hell and back . . .
So, he decides that he’s going to protect his sister and run from his troubles…
The behavior is very expectant of a child…. When you see your parents’ do things that aren’t morally right... you soon will pick up those same behaviors.
It was only a matter of time before he transitioned into the man that has hurt him the most; his sperm donor.
Now, I am not agreeing with his decision to deprive his sister from education or even his own, but he knew that his egg donor and sperm donor would try to find him.
Tyga was only trying to inform him of how education is important, but then again Tyga is not in his shoes. He is on the outside looking in…. I’m sure Chris doesn’t discuss EVERYTHING about his life. So, it’s natural for Chris to react that way.
This big influence has influenced the way he treat females as well.
He uses sex as an outlet from the real-world.
Because when he is having sex, he is ultimately in control . . .
I DO feel for him because he is like many teenagers and children in the world.
The stories that don’t get told….
This boy has been scarred for life by the things he has witnessed.
I am not saying what he has done is right because it’s not at all right . . . He raped me for Christ sakes lol.
But as I think further about this story… I must say that it is very realistic.
When you’re growing up with egg and sperm donors like the one he has, then you’ll soon get accustomed to immoral behavior.
Chris needs professional therapy. And I hope he gets it.
This story makes me think because most rapists and molesters have a backstory….
So, maybe this or situations similar to Chris’ may be a big factor on why they prey on children and think it’s okay or rape women….
Either it has happen to them or they saw someone they admired or loved do the same things . . .
Most people like this never get help.
They just keep the cycle going . . . .
And what do we do as people?
We consider them the same and not even bother to look into their home life and how they were raised. We say give them 100 years or the electric chair . . . We don’t sit down and try to figure them out . . .
Chris is becoming a product of this same thing. . .
He loves his sister and right now he needs some help because he can’t take back what he did to Bree.
I’m with Nic though, on the dream thing. I HOPE it’s a damn dream—more like a damn nightmare lol, but I just don’t hope it is real . . .
Damn Chris…. Get help baby. Please.


Honestly, I can't believe he would do that. He left his sister, whom he cares so much about to do THAT? I wouldn't have expected that from him.
He's freaking crazy. He can get in some serious trouble.

Run it.



i agree nic!!
thanks for running!! :)

WTF is Chris problem he turnin into his dad that's what's wrong wot him n how he jus VPN do that to Cali it's so wrong and he jus raped Bree forreal n threatened to kill her I hope he was jus dreamin cuz he jus pissed me off made me wanna come through this got damn screen n slap the shxt outta him. He needs to get himself bac n school and Lauren too he doesn't hav to go bac to his parents but he need to do something wot his life n stop fckn all dese girls befor he catch somethng