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<a href=http://www.jenesismagazine.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/mara.gif>Channing</a> stood at the top of the bleachers and watched as her <a href=http://hellobeautiful.com/files/2012/01/Screen-shot-2012-01-28-at-3.17.21-PM.png>brother</a> took his last shot in the gym. She looked down at her watch.

"Hey!" She called. He looked up at his sister and then down at the ball in his hands. "We've gotta go. C'mon."

He dropped the ball and walked slowly towards the bench where he'd sat his backpack. Channing walked down the bleachers and they met halfway. She rubbed his head and kissed his forehead.

"Did you turn in all of your books?" She asked.

He nodded, "Yeah. I officially don't go here anymore." He said, looking up at her.

She smiled, trying to save face. "Let's hit the road. The movers should be on their way to the house now. It's beautiful, I promise."

He shrugged, "It'll never be home." He mumbled, walking ahead of her.

Channing sighed and followed after her brother. She turned on the radio as they drove out of the school parking lot. Aaron stared lifelessly out of the side view mirror as they drove away from the school. Channing rolled down the windows and got on the highway. Their destination was 400 miles away. 400 miles away from memories. 400 miles away from <em>home</em>.

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Aaron's gone... =(

Hope Channing's parents aren't splitting up. She can't go through the stress right now... Devin, seriously??.. No words for him right now...

I am #teamDevin. No he didn't 'express' his feelings the way he should have. He's hurt, and just doesn't know how show it or 'express' it Yes he said some hurtful things with out thinking, and no it's no excuses but still...he showed her love.

Again Ryan hasn't done anything for her! He hasn't proven himself! He ain't s***! Although I am happy for her, the baby, and the engament!

I fell like she should kind of let Aaron go, she's starting a family of her own, she doesn't really have time for him. She has, Jasmine *who is the cutest* and new baby on the way and a douche! I also do kind of understand him not wanting to let him go, he doesn't visit his grandma too often!
RUN IT!!!

Thank you readers!

Channing finally has a wonderful family of her own. <3 I'm so proud of her, all she has overcome! Her future is gonna be brighter with the new baby & Ryan included into the mixing. She'll be just fine, and happy. Whatever is going on with her parents should not stress her out; we can't afford to lose this baby.

Morgan just a back up plan she better recognize man

She definitely got attached to Devin and Nick wayy too fast. They had their chance and it got messed up. I know Chan will miss Aaron but it will be good for him to have his dad in his life. They need to develop a relationship. Ryan is soo adorable with Jasmine. Lol And I'm happy they are engaged again. I hope her parents are ok. Run it!!

fck his feelings he had his chancee

awwwee Aaron's gonee poor Channing
she got so attatched :(

yaaayy wedding bells
for chan && ryyan
but i hopee her parents aree
okayy

runs

I agree.. Devin had his chance but f***ed it up when she had the miscarriage and waited too late to say something.

Well i cant really say poor devin
because he had a chance but he fcked up!
Anyway RUN IT:)

enjoy (:

Channing pulled into the driveway and looked at Jasmine in the rearview mirror. Jasmine tried to unbuckle her seatbelt. Channing got out of the car and opened the back door. As she unbuckled Jasmine, Devin pulled into his driveway next door. <a href=http://musicjustice.net/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/Trey-Songz-Chart-Facts_musicjustice-288x246.jpg>Devin</a> crossed the grass and stood in the driveway, as Channing pulled Jasmine out of her car seat. Channing shut the door and turned to look at Devin.

"Oh, hi." Channing said, smiling a little.

Jasmine wiggled out of her arms and stood in front of her, looking up at Devin.

"She's getting so big." He said, kneeling down and smiling at Jasmine. "Hey beautiful."

Jasmine waved and he stood back up and looked Channing in the face.

"Long time no see." He said.

"I know. Crazy, right?" She said, smiling a little.

Jasmine turned around and put her hands on Channing's stomach, "Baby!" She shrieked.

Channing nodded and smiled at Jasmine, "Yes, baby!" She said.

Devin looked at Channing's stomach and noticed the small bump.

"...are you pregnant?" He asked, looking her in the face.

She nodded and smiled, putting her hair behind her ear and picking Jasmine up once more.

"Finally." She said softly. "It's going okay so far. No complications."

"Wow..." Devin said, getting lost in Channing's eyes. "Congrats, I'm happy for you."

"Thank you, Devin. Tell Morgan that I said hello. I hope that I get to see you soon." She said, smiling.

He swallowed hard and bit his lip, "Yeah...for sure. Bye Jasmine." He said, smiling and walking quickly next door.

Channing kissed Jasmine's lips and headed towards the door. Devin stood up against his car and watched as Channing pulled out her keys and entered the house, yelling, "Hey Babe! We're back!" before she shut the door. He dropped his head and searched the ground. Morgan walked outside and smiled.

"Hey love." She said, hugging him.

He hugged her limply and pulled back, glancing at Channing's house once more before he walked inside with Morgan.

Channing moped around the house the day that Aaron left. She kept his door shut, and didn't intend to open it until he came back in the fall. She was in her room when Ryan came home from work. Jasmine was helping fold the laundry - well...she kind of balled everything up. Ryan came into the room and looked at the two of them.

"Think you can get vacation time at work?" He asked, as he walked to the closet.

Channing nodded, "Sure." She said, looking at him. "Why?"

"I wanna take Jas to Disney World." He said.

"You don't think she's too young?" Channing asked.

"No kid is ever too young for Disney World. Jasmine will have a ball." He said.

Jasmine took out her pacifier and handed it to Channing. Channing raised her eyebrows.

"Oh you're done? You cried for an hour earlier because you wanted it." Channing said, putting it on the nightstand.

Jasmine stood up and started to jump on the bed. Ryan grabbed her and threw her over his shoulder, as he walked out of the room. Channing sat down on the bed and dialed Aaron's number. He was on his way to Damon's and she had to make sure that he was safe.

"Channing, you don't have to call every 30 minutes." He responded. "I'm 15 miles away."

"You're on your bluetooth right? Both hands on the wheel?" Channing asked.

"Yes dude." Aaron responded. "I'll call you in 30, when I make it to Damon's." He said.

"Okay. I love you." She said.

"Mmhm, you too." He said, hanging up the phone.

Channing sighed and ended the phone call. She lied back on the bed and twiddled her thumbs, unsure of what to do now. She rolled over and dialed Shelby's number.

"Mom." She said softly.

"Aaron's gone, I take it." Shelby said.

"Yeah." Channing said. "He's on the road now."

"He'll get there safely, then you can breathe easy." Shelby said. "We need to talk wedding plans very soon missy!"

"I know. I'm thinking we should do it before my stomach gets too big, you know?" Channing responded.

"Well you're looking at September then, because I'm sure you want Aaron here." She said.

Channing nodded, "How big will my stomach be at 5 months?" Channing asked.

"Big enough. But we'll find a beautiful dress for you. I've already been looking at some things online. We'll discuss a color palette and hopefully flowers before the week is over, yes?" Shelby said.

"Yes." Channing said, looking up at the ceiling. "Refer me to your baker. Ryan and I will go taste some things."

"Will do. Putting it on my calendar now." Shelby said.

"Where's daddy? He hasn't called me this week." Channing said.

"...Wish I knew." Shelby mumbled. "Call me when Aaron gets to his father's."

"I will. Tell dad to call me, okay?" Channing responded.

"Bye love." Shelby said before she hung up the phone.

Channing put her phone down and stared out in front of her. Something was going on with her parents. She was afraid of what it was.

Channing sat on the floor of Aaron's room, and watched as he packed up his clothes. She and Damon had decided that Aaron would live with him for the summer, then come back in the fall for school. Damon wanted more time, but Channing wasn't ready to commit to letting Aaron go just yet. She stood up and handed him his stack of t-shirts. He smiled.

"Thanks for helping, Chan." He said.

She nodded and sat down on his bed, "Oh here, let me give you this before I forget." She said, pulling out an envelope and handing it to him. He took it from her and opened it. There was $1000 there. He looked at Channing.

"No, keep this for the baby." He said, handing it back to her.

"I don't want you asking Damon for money. That's my job." She said, looking him in the eye. "You'll need gas money and if you wanna shop and eat out. Take it."

Aaron put it in his wallet and smiled at her, "I'm gonna miss you...for real."

She nodded, "Don't make me cry." She said softly.

He kissed her forehead and continued to pack. Channing stood up and walked down the hall to see Ryan in Jasmine's room, rocking with her and reading a book. She stood at the door and smiled, admiring them. Ryan kissed her forehead and looked down to see that she'd fallen asleep. He shut the book and put her in her crib. He walked towards Channing and looked down at her.

"How's the packing goin?" He asked.

"He's about done." Channing said, looking up at him. "Can we talk?"

Ryan nodded and Channing walked with him down the hall. She shut the door and Ryan sat down on the bed, looking over at her. Channing went into her nightstand and grabbed something. She held it behind her back as she walked over to the side of the bed where Ryan was sitting.

"What are you doing, girl?" He asked, smiling up at her.

Channing smiled and got down on one knee.

"Oh hell no." He said, laughing.

She revealed her old engagement ring and put it on her finger.

"If you'll have me, again." She said softly, looking up at him.

"Get up." He said, smiling and grabbing her hands.

She straddled him and he hugged her tightly and pecked her lips, looking her in the eye.

"If you'll have <em>me</em> again." He said. "I love you, so much, Channing. I seek to please you, with everyday that I have left." He said, smiling.

She pecked his lips and nodded, "I intend to do the same." She said softly.

Channing read over the chapter in breast feeding, as Ryan came downstairs and headed into the kitchen to start lunch. Aaron came in, with his gym bag and dropped it on the floor. Jasmine was on the floor, eating some cheerios. She smiled when Aaron came in and lifted her arms. Aaron walked towards her and picked her up. She smiled over at Channing.

"Ma!" She said.

Channing nodded, highlighting one of the paragraphs. Aaron sat down on the couch next to Channing and Jasmine wiggled out of his lap and went back to her cheerios. Channing sat back and smiled.

"How was the gym?" She asked, looking over at him.

"It was a good release. I talked to Damon yesterday." Aaron said, looking at her.

"How'd that go?" She asked, pulling her feet up onto the couch.

"It was cool...he wants me to come stay with him for a while." Aaron said, looking away from her.

Channing's heart sank, "...you're not gonna go, are you?" She asked softly, searching his face.

"I think I should." He said, nodding. "You've done so much for me...but I think I owe it to him, to get to know him. I've never had a dad, Channing." He said.

Tiny walked into the room and walked into Jasmine's lap. Jasmine continued to stuff her mouth with cheerios as Tiny lied there. Channing looked at Aaron.

"You sure it isn't because of me? You feel comfortable here, right?" She asked.

"Yeah, Chan. This is always gonna be home. I just wanna be with my dad for a while." He said.

She nodded and kissed his temple, "Okay." She whispered.

He stood up and grabbed his gym bag, before he jogged up the steps. Ryan walked into the living room and looked at Channing. She ran her fingers through her hair, and a tear fell from her eye.

"He's gonna go stay with Damon." She said, looking over at him.

Ryan walked to the couch and sat down, "He needs that." He said. "Don't take it personally, but Aaron needs his father in his life."

She nodded, "I know, I know. I'm just gonna miss him..." She said.

Ryan pulled her towards him and kissed her forehead.

"I'm here. Jasmine's here. Aaron will always be here. Just not physically." He said.

She nodded and looked down at Jasmine, who was looking up at her. She smiled, which caused Channing to smile too.

Adding today.

There will be an add this weekend (:

awwww poor Aaron feels neglected ! lol

RUN IT !

Awww Aaron. I understand where's he coming from, but I guess he has to reach out to her too. Let her know how you feel. I'm glad they spent some time together and talked. I wonder how things are going with his father. Ryan and Chan seem to be doing fine. That's great. Of course Nick had to go there!! But they both kinda screwed that one up, not just Nick. I'm glad they are still friends tho. I know Chan's pregnancy will go just fine. I hope they have a boy. Run it!!

(Sigh) Oh Nick... How I love thee.. LOL

I'm overjoyed that Channing and Ryan are expecting. Channing deserves it! I've noticed that she hasn't been paying much attention to her brother, and I hope they're able to patch things up.

RUN IT!

RUN IT!!!!

thank you readers (: RUN!

This is my ulitmate favorite story!!!
I can relate to Channing and Aaron.
Channing has a heart of gold, i kind of feel Ryan used that to his advantage!

Awe, i am so happy for her! She don't be needing to go to work, that is stress x5.

Gotta love her as a sister doing her job, asking about his sex life, Lol
I know Devin is going to be heart broken!
Really Nick, "comfortable?" Ugh *eye roll* @Nick!
I wonder how Nathan's doing, I loved him.
RUN IT!!!

Those adds we're fab! I liked it , (:

Love this story as well!

Channing: I love her sensitivity and open warmheartedness. I'm happy she's pregnant again, and I'm hoping she's able to give birth.If she isn't I won't be too sad because she already has a load of responsibilities. On top of that this will technically be her second child with Ryan, and umm....shes STILL acting like she doesn't want to marry him. Girl you can't claim you love a man, be willing to be the mother of his kids, but not want to be his wife. If you trust him enough to be a father, you can trust him enough to be your husband. I lowkey can't wait until Devin find out. lol.

Nick: WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS IS THE PERSON DRAKE IS IN REAL LIFE??? LOL. Everything about his character mimics Drake's music. I love it because it seems so real. LOL. He annoys me, but I love him at the same time. Like the comment about "better is off the market," really made me want to hit him. We get it, you liked her...MOVE ON! LOL. But that's just me. LOL.

Aaron: Well he's sexually active now... that's not surprising.I saw that one coming. I love that he loves his sister. I'm sad that he wants things back to the way they used to be. It seems since Mariah is little busier than she used to be, he wanted to turn to his sister but she wasn't there. They relationship is adorable though. I love this big sis, little bro vibe they have.

Ryan:I'm just waiting for him to pop the question....again. LOL. I love him because he is truly in love with Channing. He's so hopeful and optimistic about their future together, and their baby. I love that about his character.

Channings preggo yay, I'm so happy for her and Ryan. Ha can't wait till Devin finds out hmph. I hope this pregnancy doesn't give her any complications and she can carry it full term. Jas and Ryan are too cute together. Aaron feels left out of Channings life awww poor baby. It was good Channing took time out and they got to talk. So Aaron and Mariah are intimatw with each other, lmao at Channing questioning him, especially when she asked him to to tell her if something ever goes wrong and "if it hurts when he pees" lmao, she a mess. It's good to see she and Nick able to talk and be friends. Aww Nick thinks Channings the one that got away awww, hopefully he'll find someone that gives him that feeling Channing once did. So Channings scared of dying during childbirth, I hope none of those things happen and she has a safe delivery and pregnancy. So lil Ms. Nique isnt as bad as she comes off to be, its all a facade. So she's really a scared little girl who plays the tough role so people will respect her and follow her, but she needs to know that aint the life to lead. Hopefully channing can get her together like she did Nathan and attempted with Tristan before he was killed. Loved the add Carmen. great job as always. RUN IT!!!

thanks!

Mann I Pray That When She Delivers The Baby Nothing Goes Wrong!!! I LOVE CHANNING WILL TO CONTINUE TO TRY && HELP NIQUE BUT DON'T STRESS YOURSELF ABOUT IT!:) RUN IT!!!

***EDITED****

awwwwee shes pregnant thts sooo
cutee! yayy i hopee she can stayy stress free
&& carryy the babyy
full term or he/she is at least healthyy

Nique . / / aewee shes weak && scared
she should reallyy takee Channings
advice. . .

damn im glad her && Aaron aree okayy
now
he just felt all left out && what not thts cutee

shes afraid of dyying . . wow . .
thts deep i hopee everyything goes well
but i dnt think she'll makee it i hopee
she will though theyy need her!

RUNS

THERE. Enjoy (:

The first face that Channing saw when she entered the hotel belonged to <a href=http://cdn02.cdn.justjared.com/wp-content/uploads/headlines/2012/05/drake-bbq-for-dinner.jpg>Nick</a>. He looked up from his phone and smiled a little at Channing. She smiled and walked behind Aaron as he headed towards Nick. He dapped him up.

"Who am I bunking with, coach?" Aaron asked.

"Najee and Dj. Here's your room key." He said, handing the key to Aaron.

Aaron turned to leave when he looked at Channing, "I'll see you at dinner?" He asked.

She nodded, "I'll be there."

He turned and headed toward the elevator. Nick looked at Channing.

"So clearly this is the only way that we'll spend time together." He said.

"Looks to be that way." She said, frowning a little. "I'm sorry. There's so much going on."

"Wanna talk about it? Let's get a drink." He said, heading towards the bar.

"Sure," she said, starting to follow him, when she stopped. "Oh I forgot. I can't drink for a while."

Nick stopped and looked at her, "Why not? You on medication or..." He read her face, then searched her body for other answers, "Or are you pregnant?"

"The second one." She said, smiling a little.

"Wow..." He said, "Congrats, Channing. If anyone deserves it, it's you. But we can still talk. You can have soda."

Channing smiled and nodded, "Okay." She said, following him into the bar.

The both of them just ended up ordering sodas and talking. Channing told him a lot about Nique and her struggles, as well as her fears of having a baby.

"What are you afraid of? It'll be fine." He said.

Channing nodded, "...I'm afraid of dying." She said softly.

"What?! Channing you're worrying yourself for nothing. You're in great health. It'll go fine." He said.

"I've never been in great health, Nick." She said, shaking her head. "I try to eat right and exercise, yeah, but...my body and I have a love-hate relationship. I'm afraid that childbirth will be too much for me to handle."

"Have you talked to your doctor?" He asked.

"Yeah. I had a check-up recently and he said that it's a risk in every delivery room, but that in my case, I'm more at risk." She said, looking over at him.

Nick put his hand over her's, "I think you're stronger than you think. My hope for you is that, in the next 7 months or so, you find strength in your body, and believe that it's there. That'll take you through."

Channing smiled and grabbed his hand, "I really miss talking to you, Nick."

"Me too. We'll have to remain friends." He said, letting go of her hand and grabbing his phone.

He read the text message and responded swiftly.

"How are things with your girlfriend?" Channing asked, sipping her soda.

"I'm comfortable." He responded, "Nothing more to say about that."

"...I want better for you." She said, searching his face.

"Better, is off the market." He said, looking over at her.