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CHICAGO'S FINEST GOES TO NEW YORK

I CAME DOWNSTAIRS TO YELLING AND SCREAMING. SOMEBODY HAD BETTER DIED DOWN HERE. I WAS SLEEPING U KNOW. SORRY TAMARAH BUT I JUST GOT A CALL FROM SAVANNAH JUST NOW. I AM GOING BACK UPSTAIRS. DON'T U WANNA HEAR WHAT SHE JUST TOLD ME. I KINDA DON'T. I THINK U R GONNA LIKE THIS SHE SAYS. TAMEKAH JUST TELL US WHAT SHE SAID MIKA SAYS. SHE HAS INVITED US TO COME TO NEW YORK FOR TWO WEEKS. SHE SAID WE WILL BE HANGING OUT WITH SOME OF HER CELEBRITY FRIENDS SHE KNOW. AND SHE SAID THEY HAVE SEEN OUR DANCE VIDEOS ON YOU TUBE AND THEY WANT TO MEET US. WHEN SHE SAID US, SHE MEANT ONLY U GUYS RIGHT I ASKED HER. U KNOW SHE MEANS U TOO. YEAH I DOUBT THAT VERY MUCH. SO U R NOT GONNA GO? MIKA ASKED ME. NO I AM NOT AND I THINK THAT SHE ONLY MEANT FOR U GUYS ANYWAY. BUT U WERE IN THE VIDEOS TOO. I KNOW BUT YA'LL KNOW SHE IS YA'LL FRIEND AND NOT MINE. WHEN R U GONNA LET WHAT HAPPEN TO U GUYS GO? MY SISTER SAYS. I HAVE LET IT GO BUT I KNOW SHE HAS NOT. LOOK ALL I AM SAYING THAT THIS COULD BE OUR BIG BREAK TO DANCE IN MUSIC VIDEOS LIKE WE ALWAYS WANTED. U GUYS CAN GO IF U LIKE. I AM NOT GOING AND I REALLY DOUBT SAVANNAH WAS TALKING ABOUT ME COMING EITHER. U HAVE TO COME WITH US ANGIE SAYS. U KNOW MOST OF THE VIDEOS R ABOUT YOUR LOVE FOR THE ARTIST WE LISTEN TO. IF IS WASN'T FOR U, WE PROBABLY WOULD NOT BE WHERE WE R TODAY MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH I KNOW BUT I KNOW HOW THESE GIRLS GET WHEN IT COMES TO BEING IN THESE VIDEOS AND GETTING NOTICE. YEAH BUT WE ALL PROMISE IF WE MADE IT, THAT WE WOULD NOT DO ANYTHING THAT MADE US UNCOMFORTABLE TO GET A SPOT IN A MUSIC VIDEO. BESIDE SHE SAID ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO SAW OUR VIDEOS IS CHRIS BROWN. IS THAT SUPPOSE TO CHANGE MY MIND? AS I WALKED BACK TO MY ROOM. U KNOW U LOVE THAT BOY AND YOUR ROOM IS FULL OF PICTURES OF HIM. COME ON TAMARAH? MIKA SAYS. U HAVE TO COME WITH US. IT WILL BE FUN AND IT IS A TRIP WE CAN ALL USE MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT IF U DON'T WANT TO DO THE VIDEOS, U DON'T HAVE TO. BUT PLEASE COME WITH US AND JUST GO TO HAVE SOME FUN. WE R NOT TAKING NO FOR AN ANSWER SHALAMEKE SAYS. COME ON MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT I WILL GO WITH U GUYS. BUT IF SAVANNAH STARTS OR SAYS ANYTHING TO ME, I AM LEAVING BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE TIME FOR HER PETTY GAMES. SO WHEN DO WE LEAVE? I ASKED HER. TODAY. THIS AFTERNOON. SHE SAID A LIMO WOULD PICK US UP AND WE WOULD FLY ON A PRIVATE JET TO GET THERE. ALRIGHT THEN WE NEED TO START PACKING THEN. I KNOW SAVANNAH WANTS U TO COME MY SISTER SAYS. U GUYS KEEP SAYING THAT AND I KNOW SHE DOES NOT WANT ME THERE. TRUST ME TAMEKAH. LIKE I SAID BEFORE, SHE IS U GUYS FRIENDS NOT MINE. SHE HAS NEVER LIKED ME AND I NEVER LIKED HER. ALRIGHT WE WILL SEE THEN. YES TAMEKAH WE WILL SEE.

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WE GOT ACROSS THE STREET AND MY MOM WAS JUST GOING AT IT WITH DONNA. MY BROTHER WAS TRYING TO HOLD HER BACK. MAMA U NEED TO CALM DOWN I SAY TO HER. NO I DON'T SHE SAYS TO ME. I CAME OVER HERE TO HAVE A NICE CALM CONVERSATION WITH JEFF AND SHE BRINGS HER ASS OUT HERE BEING DISRESPECTFUL TO ME MY MOM SAYS. WELL YOUR MOM NEEDS TO MIND HER OWN DAMN BUSINESS DONNA SAYS. WHEN IT COMES TO MY DAUGHTER, THIS IS MY BUSINESS SHE SAYS TO HER. MOM LETS JUST GO BACK TO THE HOUSE AND JUST LET THIS GO I TELL HER. JEFF HAS ALREADY MADE UP HIS MIND ABOUT NOT BEING FRIENDS WITH ME I TELL HER. BUT U HAD YOUR REASON Y U DID WHAT U DID MY MOM SAYS TO ME. I KNOW I DID BUT JEFF DOES NOT SEE IT THAT WAY I TELL HER. WHAT'S DONE IS DONE MAMA. NOW JUST LET THIS GO I TELL HER. NO SHE SAYS TO ME. LOOK I AM SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN JEFF SAYS TO MY MOM. BUT I JUST CAN NOT FORGIVE HER WHAT SHE DID TO ME HE SAYS. I UNDERSTAND THAT MY MOM SAYS TO HIM. BUT U KNOW DAMN WELL TAMARAH HAS A POINT ABOUT HOW THAT CHILD LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN RIGHT NOW MY MOM SAYS TO HIM. I DON'T CARE HE SAYS TO HER. YEAH DONNA SAYS TO MY MOM. SHE KNEW THIS WAS GONNA JEFF BUT SHE DID IT ANYWAY. U KNOW WHAT DONNA AS I TRIED TO GO TOWARD HER. CHRIS PULLED ME BACK TOWARD HIM. I AM SO SICK OF U ALWAYS THROWING IN MY FACE THAT U TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME. AN U KNOW THAT WHAT I WAS SAYING WAS TRUE JEFF. LOOK AROUND U RIGHT NOW. U REALLY THINK THAT THIS WAS THE RIGHT ENVIRONMENT TO BRING A CHILD INTO. I WAS NOT ABOUT TO THAT TO OUR BABY. U KNOW HOW MUCH I AM AGAINST ABORTION JEFF. I DO BUT U DID IT ANYWAY HE SAYS TO ME. I DID AN I CRIED EVERY SINGLE NIGHT FOR DOING THAT TO SOMEONE WHO DID NOT ASKED TO BE BROUGHT INTO THIS WORLD.

IT HURT ME SO BADLY TO DO WHAT I DID AS I STARTED TO CRY. U KNOW DONNA WOULD HAVE CONTROLLED THAT WHOLE SITUATION WITH U COMING TO SEE YOUR OWN CHILD JEFF. LOOK AT THIS RIGHT NOW. ALL THIS ARGUING AND JUST STRAIGHT DRAMA BETWEEN US RIGHT NOW. AN U WANTED TO BRING ANOTHER BABY INTO THIS. IT WAS BAD ENOUGH THAT U HAD TO GO THROUGH WHAT HAPPENED WITH YOUR SON AND WHAT DONNA TRIED TO DO TO HIM. LEAVE MY SON OUT OF THIS HE SAYS TO ME. I AM ONLY SAYING JEFF. U KNOW YOUR LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN HELL RIGHT NOW IF I HAD KEPT THAT BABY. MAYBE IT WOULD HAVE, BUT I WOULD HAVE DEALT WITH IT HE SAYS TO ME. WHAT? DONNA SAYS TO HIM. SEE I SAY TO HIM. SHE IS GETTING MAD AND MY CHILD IS NOT EVEN HERE. OK LET ME ASK CHRIS THEN JEFF SAYS. THIS IS NOT ABOUT ME HE SAYS TO HIM. BUT IF IT WAS U JEFF SAYS TO HIM. SHE WANTED TO START A FAMILY WITH U AN THEN SHE GOES AND TAKE THAT ONE THING THAT U GUYS AGREED ON CAUSE SHE DID NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH THE DRAMA THAT WAS GOING ON? CHRIS LOOKED AT ME. I WOULD HAVE BEEN PISSED LIKE U R RIGHT NOW CHRIS SAYS TO HIM. EXACTLY JEFF SAYS. BUT I WOULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD Y SHE DID WHAT SHE DID JEFF. IF I WERE IN YOUR SHOES RIGHT NOW, I DON'T THINK I COULD DEAL WITH THIS. I KNOW U R PISSED ABOUT WHAT SHE DID BUT SHE HAD HER REASON TO WHAT SHE DID. IT WAS WRONG FOR HER TO JUST HAVE THE ABORTION AND THEN NOT TELL U. BUT I WOULD HAVE UNDERSTOOD HER AND HER DECISION. BEING HERE FOR JUST THESE FEW DAYS AN I SEE WHAT SHE HAS BEEN TALKING ABOUT WHEN IT COMES TO DONNA HATING HER. THIS WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN A GOOD ENVIRONMENT FOR EITHER CHILD RIGHT NOW CHRIS SAYS TO JEFF.

I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO HANDLE NOT BEING ABLE TO MY CHILD CAUSE MY BABY MAMA DID NOT WANT ME TOO. THAT CHILD WOULD HAVE SUFFERED OVER SOMETHING THAT HE OR SHE DID NOT EVEN SIGN UP FOR. BUT THIS IS JUST ME AND U ASKED ME MY OPINION JEFF. U CAN STAY MAD AT FOR HOW EVER LONG. BUT U KNOW SHE SHE IS RIGHT ABOUT WHAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED. WELL I AM NEVER GONNA FORGIVE HER FOR SHE DID JEFF SAYS. I TOLD U I WAS SORRY JEFF I TELL HIM. HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. U R SO WRONG JEFF MY MOM SAYS TO HIM. NO HE IS NOT WRONG DONNA SAYS. SO U CAN TAKE YO ASS AN YOUR B**CH OF A MOTHER BACK ACROSS THE STREET DONNA SAYS. EXCUSE U MY MOM SAYS TO HER. LETS GO MAMA JESSE SAYS TO HER. CHRIS LET ME GO RIGHT NOW I SAYS TO HIM. DONNA GO IN THE HOUSE NOW JEFF SAYS TO HER. I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE SHE SAYS TO HIM. GET IN THE HOUSE NOW HE YELLS TO HER. SHE WALKED INTO THE HOUSE ALL MAD. I AM SORRY BUT I HAVE MADE UP MY MIND JEFF SAYS TO US GOING IN THE HOUSE. THAT IS NOT RIGHT MY MOM SAYS TO ME. I KNOW IT IS NOT BUT U CAN'T MAKE HIM SEE SOMETHING THAT HE DOES NOT WANT TO SEE MA. HE ACTING LIKE U JUST WOKE UP AND DECIDED THAT U WERE GONNA KILL THAT BABY JUST TO KILL IT BACK THEN. I KNOW U WERE JUST TRYING TO HELP BUT JEFF SAID HE WILL NEVER FORGIVE ME AN I CAN'T CHANGE THAT. I SHOULD HAVE TOLD HIM BUT I DIDN'T. I KNOW BUT U HAD YOUR REASON AND....... AND JEFF KNOWS THAT AND DID NOT CARE WHAT I SAID TO HIM MA. U HAVE TO JUST LET THIS GO.

I JUST HATE TO SEE U GUYS LOSE A FRIENDSHIP OVER SOMETHING THAT HAPPEN A LONG TIME AGO AND U FELT LIKE U WERE PROTECTING NOT ONLY THAT BABY BUT U AND JEFF TOO. I KNOW MAMA. U HAVE TO PROMISE ME U R GONNA LEAVE THIS ALONE AND LET JEFF LIVE HIS LIFE. MAMA PLEASE? I ASK HER. OK SHE SAYS TO ME. I JUST WANTED TO HELP THAT'S ALL. I KNOW U DID MAMA. MAN JOSIE U WAS ABOUT U BEAT DONNA'S ASS OVER THERE QUINCY SAYS TO HER. SHE STARTED LAUGHING. R U ALRIGHT? SAVANNAH ASKED ME. I WILL BE FINE I TELL HER. LETS JUST GO BACK INSIDE I TELL THEM. HOLD ON CHRIS SAYS TO ME. R U SURE U R ALRIGHT? THIS WHOLE THING IS JUST A MESS CHRIS. I AM SAYING I AM FINE WHEN I FEEL LIKE CRAP RIGHT NOW AS I STARTED TO CRY AGAIN. I NEVER WANTED TO HURT JEFF LIKE THIS. HE MEANT EVERYTHING TO ME BACK THEN WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER AN AS FRIENDS. IT JUST HURTS THAT THINGS HAD TO END LIKE THIS OVER SOMETHING HE KNOWS I AM RIGHT ABOUT CHRIS. I KNOW HE SAYS TO ME. I THINK HE DOES KNOW THE TRUTH. HE JUST HATES THAT U TOOK YOUR CHILD AWAY FROM HIM KNOWING THAT HE WANTED TO HAVE ONE WITH U. I JUST BROKE DOWN CRYING EVEN MORE. CHRIS JUST GRABBED AND HUGGED ME. I HATED DOING WHAT I DID CHRIS. I WISH I COULD TAKE IT ALL BACK BUT I CAN'T. I WANTED THAT CHILD AS MUCH AS JEFF DID CHRIS AN I STILL THINK ABOUT THAT DAY I TOOK AWAY MY CHILD. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO TO GET TO SEE MY SIDE OF WHAT I DID. U HAVE TO STOP BEATING YOURSELF UP ABOUT THIS CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I KNOW THIS HURTS BUT U DID SOMETHING U THOUGHT WAS RIGHT FOR THE THREE OF U. ESPECIALLY THAT CHILD CHRIS SAYS TO ME. U SAID U WERE AGAINST ABORTION BUT DID WHAT U HAD TO DO THINKING ABOUT THAT CHILD'S FUTURE. I AM SORRY ABOUT JEFF PUTTING U ON THE SPOT LIKE THAT. IT IS FINE.

I JUST TOLD HIM WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE IF U WERE IN THIS SITUATION. I WOULD HAVE BEEN MAD TOO. BUT I GET Y U DID WHAT U DID HE SAYS TO ME. I HATE TO INTERRUPT U TOO. DEBRA I SAY TO HER. IT WAS JEFF'S MOM. WHAT R U DOING HERE? I THINK U ALREADY KNOW THAT SHE SAYS TO ME. JEFF CALLED U AND TOLD U WHAT I DID? YEAH HE DID SHE SAYS TO ME. I BROKE DOWN CRYING EVEN MORE. I AM SO SORRY DEBRA I SAY TO HER. IT IS OK SHE SAYS HUGGING ME. I DID NOT COME OVER HERE TO JUDGE U. I JUST WANTED TO KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON AND TO SEE IF U WERE OK. AND BY THE LOOKS OF THINGS, U R NOT SHE SAYS TO ME. HOW ABOUT WE GO INSIDE AND TALK SHE SAYS TO ME. WE ALL WENT BACK IN THE HOUSE. TAMARAH MY MOM SAYS TO ME. I AM FINE I TELL HER. U R NOT FINE SHE SAYS TO ME AS I SIT ONE THE COUCH. DEBRA MY MOM SAYS. YES IT IS ME SHE SAYS TO HER. I CAME TO SEE WHAT WAS GOING ON AND TO CHECK ON TAMARAH SHE SAYS TO US. U SEEMED REALLY CALM ABOUT THIS MY SISTER SAYS. I DID NOT COME OVER HERE TO JUDGE TAMARAH FOR WHAT SHE DID TO HER CHILD SHE SAYS TO US. I KNOW WHAT SHE DID WAS HARD TO DO KNOWING WHAT JEFF AND HER TALKED ABOUT. I AM AGAINST ABORTION TOO BUT THAT CHILD WOULD HAVE SUFFERED SO MUCH THROUGH THIS SHE SAYS. DONNA HATES THE HELL OF U TIL THIS DAY AND THINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN A LOT WORSE IF U WOULD HAVE HAD THAT BABY WITH JEFF. THOSE KIDS WOULD HAVE HAD HELL RIGHT NOW SHE SAYS. THERE SON NOW IS STILL GOING THROUGH HELL CAUSE SHE FEEL LIKES SHE SHOULD NOT BE A MOM RIGHT NOW. SO I UNDERSTAND THAT PAIN U R GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW. DONNA WANTED TO KILL HER BABY WHEN U WANTED TO KEEP YOURS DEBRA SAYS. I UNDERSTAND MY SON IS HURTING RIGHT NOW BUT HE WILL SEE THAT U R RIGHT ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING.

I AM ANGRY TOO CAUSE I WISH U WOULD HAVE JUST CAME TO US AND JUST TOLD US. BUT U DID WHAT U HAD TO DO FOR THAT CHILD AN I AM NOT MAD ABOUT THAT. U DID WHAT WAS BEST FOR U TOO. I KNOW DONNA AND HOW SHE WOULD HAVE MADE SURE JEFF SPENT AS LITTLE TIME WITH YOUR CHILD AS POSSIBLE TO KEEP JEFF TO HERSELF. HE IS STILL GOING THROUGH HELL WITH HER NOW. I KNOW HE WANTED TO STAY WITH HER BECAUSE OF THE BABY. BUT HE HAD TO THINK ABOUT HIMSELF TOO. JEFF HAD BEEN UNDER SO MUCH STRESS BUT COVERS IT UP SO HIS SON WILL NOT SEE IT. AN I JUST MADE THINGS EVEN WORSE FOR HIM I SAY TO HER. DON'T DO THAT SHE SAYS TO ME. JEFF HAD BEEN DEALING WITH DRAMA EVER SINCE HE STAYED WITH DONNA. THIS MAY HAVE MADE THINGS WORSE BUT JEFF KNOWS U HAD GOOD REASON FOR WHAT U DID. I REALLY THOUGHT U WOULD BE SO ANGRY LIKE JEFF IS RIGHT NOW. U KNOW I CAN'T BE MAD AT U FOR WHAT U DID. I LOVE U SO MUCH AN I UNDERSTAND SHE SAYS TO ME. THANK U SO MUCH DEBRA. U R WELCOME SHE SAYS HUGGING ME. WHERE IS YOUR HUSBAND? MY SISTER ASKED HER. HE IS AT JEFF'S HOUSE NOW TALKING TO HIM ABOUT THIS. IS HE MAD AT ME? NO HE IS NOT DEBRA SAYS TO ME. HE UNDERSTANDS TOO. HE WAS A LITTLE MAD BUT HE UNDERSTANDS TOO SHE SAY TO ME. SO U CAN STOP ALL THIS CRYING SHE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW IT HURTS STILL BUT U DID WHAT U HAD TO DO SHE SAYS HOLDING ME. I SEE U FINALLY GOT MEET YOUR FAVORITE SINGER AND IS NOW DATING HIM SHE SAYS TO ME. WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. DON'T U START DEBRA I SAY TO HER. SO U KNEW TOO? YES I DID CHRIS SHE SAYS TO HIM. U KNOW MY HUSBAND IS REALLY GONNA MESS WITH U WHEN HE SEES CHRIS HERE SHE SAYS TO ME. JEFF USE TO TELL US ALL THE TIME HOW U JUST CHRIS BROWN SHE SAYS. OK I AM FEELING SO MUCH BETTER NOW AN WE CAN'T STOP TALKING ABOUT ME LIKING CHRIS I TELL HER. I AM JUST TRYING TO MAKE U SMILE AGAIN AND BREAK AWAY FROM ALL THIS HURT AND PAIN RIGHT NOW SHE SAYS TO ME. I AM GLAD U R HERE DEBRA. I AM GLAD TO HERE TOO SHE SAYS TO ME. NOW CAN WE GET BACK TO TAMARAH LIKING ME CHRIS SAYS. NO I SAY TO HIM. I THINK WE SHOULD DEBRA SAYS TO ME. UM NO I SAY TO HER. U CAN LEAVE I SAY TO HER AS WE STARTED LAUGHING. ALRIGHT I WILL LEAVE U ALONE SHE SAYS TO ME. THANK U I SAY TO HER AS SHE HUGS ME AGAIN.

Man f*** Jeff, he acting like a big b**** right now. I know what Tamarah did was wirng but she was only doing what she felt was right to protect him and there unborn child, she'd knew her baby would get the short end of the stick when it came to Donna and she didnt wanna have to deal with that and I dont blame her. Im against abortions but I dont hate her for making the decision she made.
Chris is a wondeful man and her girl having her bavk throught all this. I hope they get Danielles ass tho and beat the hell outta her.
106 is gone be on a poppin and they gone sen d Terrence and Roxie off with a bang.

Aww snap Tamarah mammas arguing with Donna I hope she smacks at hoe lol. Mettling heffa. And Jeff wonders why Tamamrah didnt want to bring a baby into the pic.
RUN IT!!!

TAMARAH. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I WAS JUST SITTING THERE CRYING. COME HERE HE SAYS HUGGING ME. EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE FINE HE SAYS TO ME. WHAT HAPPENED? WE WERE TALKING ABOUT THE 106 SHOW AND HE CAME OVER LOOKING REALLY MAD ABOUT SOMETHING. HE WANTED TO KNOW Y I KILLED OUR CHILD. I JUST FROZE WHEN HE ASKED ME THAT. WE GOT INTO THIS WHOLE ARGUMENT ABOUT IT CAUSE I DID NOT TELL HIM AND HE SAID I ONLY DID IT FOR ME. I ASKED HIM IF HE REALLY THOUGHT OUR CHILD WAS GONNA HAVE A LIFE THE WAY THINGS WERE BACK THEN AND NOW? HE SAID WE COULD HAVE SAT DOWN AND TALK IT OUT. I TOLD HIM HE KNEW THAT WAS NOT GONNA WORK WITH DONNA. U SEE HOW SHE KEEPS HIM ON SHORT LEASH CHRIS. I WAS NOT GONNA HAVE MY CHILD IN THAT SITUATION WHERE JEFF COULD COME ONLY IF DONNA SAYS IT WAS OK FOR HIM TO COME. HE KNOWS I WAS TELLING THE TRUTH ABOUT BRINGING THAT CHILD INTO THIS WORLD WOULD HAVE BEEN HELL FOR HIM OR HER. HE FEELS I BETRAYED HIM BY TAKING AWAY SOMETHING THAT WE HAD PLANNED ON DOING AT THAT TIME. HE SAID I REALLY DIDN'T LOVE HIM AND THAT I TOOK THE EASY WAY OUT. HE CALLED ME A HYPOCRITE CAUSE WHEN DONNA WAS TRYING TO KILL THERE SON, I TOLD HIM HE HAD A RIGHT TO SAY SHE COULD NOT DO THAT. THEN I WENT I DID WHAT I DID TO OUR CHILD. MAYBE I DID DO IT FOR ME CAUSE I WAS NOT ABOUT TO PUT MY CHILD THROUGH THAT. I WA NOT ABOUT TO HAVE HIM OR HER HAVING A PART TIME FATHER OR WE HAD TO SNEAK AROUND FOR HIM TO SEE HIS OWN CHILD. HE TOLD ME THAT DONNA WAS RIGHT ABOUT ME. THAT I WAS LIKE ALL THE GIRLS OUT HERE. HE SAID HE THOUGHT HE COULD TRUST ME AND NOW HE COULDN'T. HE SAID DONNA WOULD NOT HAVE A PROBLEM ANYMORE ABOUT HIM COMING TO SEE ME.

HE SAID OUR FRIENDSHIP WAS OVER AN HE WAS NEVER GONNA FORGIVE ME FOR DOING THIS TO HIM. I SWEAR I NEVER MEANT FOR THIS TO HAPPEN. WERE U EVER GONNA TELL JEFF ABOUT THIS? HONESTLY I WAS NOT GONNA TELL HIM ABOUT THIS. I DID NOT SEE THE POINT. AT ONE POINT, I WAS GONNA TELL HIM WHAT I DID BUT I JUST COULD NOT DO IT. NOW HE KNOWS AND HE IS NOT MY FRIEND ANYMORE. I TOLD HIM I WAS SORRY ABOUT DOING WHAT I DID. BUT I WAS THINKING ABOUT WHAT WAS BEST FOR ALL OD US. HE JUST COULD NOT SEE IT THAT WAY. HE REALLY WANTED A CHILD WITH ME AN I TOOK THAT AWAY FROM HIM. NOW I HAVE LOST THE ONLY PERSON WHO WAS REALLY MY BEST FRIEND. JUST GIVE HIM SOME TIME CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I KNEW HE WAS GONNA BE MAD BUT I THOUGHT MAYBE HE WOULD HAVE SEEN THINGS HOW I SAW THEM. BUT I GUESS NOT. HE WILL CHRIS SAYS TO ME. JUST GIVE HIM TIME TO COOL OFF. MAYBE HE WILL REALIZE HOW U FELT AND Y U DID WHAT U DID. I DON'T THINK SO CHRIS. U DID NOT SEE HOW HE LOOKED AND THE WAY HE LOOKED AT WHEN HE FOUND OUT WHAT I HAD DONE. I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. R U GONNA BE OK? I DON'T KNOW CHRIS. I HAVE TO MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE LIKE I ALWAYS DO. WHAT IS IN THAT BOX? STUFF THAT JEFF GAVE ME WHEN WERE TOGETHER AND THE THINGS HE GAVE ME SINCE WE STAYED FRIENDS. SO U ABOUT TO JUST THROW ALL THIS AWAY OVER THIS ONE FIGHT U GUYS HAD? I DON'T SEE THE POINT OF KEEPING THIS STUFF ANYMORE. I CAN TELL THIS STUFF MEANS A WHOLE LOT TO U.

DON'T JUST THROW IT AWAY LIKE THIS. I KNOW JEFF IS MAD RIGHT NOW BUT HE WILL BE FINE AND REALIZE HE MADE A MISTAKE ENDING U GUYS FRIENDSHIP LIKE THIS. I CAN SEE HIS FRIENDSHIP MEANS A LOT TO U. SO I AM NOT GONNA LET U GET RID OF THIS STUFF LIKE THIS HE SAYS TO ME. I THINK U SHOULD GIVE HIM SOME TIME TO THINK ABOUT WHAT JUST HAPPENED. U R TAKING THIS A LITTLE TO WELL CHRIS. I KNOW U AND JEFF HAVE A PAST AND THAT HE WAS YOUR BEST FRIEND. I CAN'T GET MAD OVER THAT. U GUYS R NOT GETTING BACK TOGETHER AN U HAVE ME NOW. I JUST WANT U TO KNOW I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE. I AM HERE FOR U NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. I THINK HE SHOULD NOT ENDED SO QUICKLY WITH U. I COULD TELL HE DID NOT WANT TO DO THAT. SO JUST PUT THESE THINGS HE GAVE IN YOUR CLOSET FOR SAFE KEEPING. THANK U SO MUCH CHRIS. UR WELCOME HE SAYS KISSING ME. I KNOW U R HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. I AM CHRIS. WELL I KNOW WHAT CAN TAKE THAT AWAY HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. I STARTED LAUGHING. THERE IS MY GIRL SMILE AGAIN. BUT U KNOW I AM SERIOUS RIGHT HE SAYS KISSING ON MY NECK. I UM KNOW U R SERIOUS BUT I AM REALLY AM HUNGRY FOR FOOD CHRIS. ALRIGHT HE SAYS TO ME. LETS GO EAT HE SAYS AS WE GO DOWNSTAIRS. I WAS JUST ABOUT TO COME CHECK ON U TWO MY SISTER SAYS. I AM FINE TAMEKAH. R U REALLY? NO BUT I WILL BE. WE ORDER OUT FOR LUNCH SHE SAYS TO ME. OK. HOW R U DOING? I AM FINE EVERYBODY. CAN WE NOT TALK ABOUT THIS ANYMORE?

I HAVE A REALLY BAD HEADACHE FROM ALL THAT CRYING. THAT IS FINE ANGIE SAYS. I JUST WANNA KNOW Y HE WOULD END THINGS SO QUICKLY WHEN HE KNOW WHAT U WERE SAYING WAS TRUE SAVANNAH SAYS. YEAH I KNOW BUT HE MADE UP HIS MIND ABOUT THINGS I TELL THEM. I SHOULD HAVE TOLD HIM BACK THEN BUT I DIDN'T AND NOW I AM PAYING FOR IT. WE KNOW U DID NOT WANT TO DO THAT TO YOUR CHILD. BUT U WERE ONLY THINKING ABOUT THE WELFARE OF THAT CHILD AND WHAT KIND OF A LIFE HE OR SHE WAS GONNA HAVE AT THAT TIME AND NOW. DONNA STILL HATES U AND SHE STILL KEEPS JEFF ON A SHORT LEASH AS IT IS MY SISTER SAYS. I WOULD NOT BEAT MYSELF UP OVER THIS. U MADE A DECISION U THOUGHT WAS RIGHT FOR U AND YOUR CHILD. NOT TO MENTION JEFF. JEFF KNOWS HE WOULD HAVE LOST HIS MIND TRYING TO KEEP U TWO FROM BEING AT EACH OTHERS THROAT ALL THE TIME. GIVE JEFF SOME TIME TO THINK ABOUT THIS. THIS ALL JUST CAME FROM OUT OF KNOW WHERE FOR HIM. I TOLD HER THE SAME THING CHRIS SAYS. GOD I JUST WANTED TO TO BEAT THE S**T OUT OF DANIELLE'S ASS FOR TELLING ABOUT THIS LATASHA SAYS. WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE EVEN DOING OVER HERE ANYWAY?

I DON'T KNOW BUT WHAT IS DONE IS DONE NOW. I AM SORRY ABOUT CALLING U BY YOUR MIDDLE NAME TOO LATASHA. IT IS FINE SHE SAYS. I DON'T Y MY MOM NAMED ME LATASHA LAKEISHA SHE SAYS. WELL SINCE U R APART OF THIS GROUP NOW, I AM GONNA CALL U LA LA FOR SHORT. I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT THAT SHE SAYS. SO WHAT DID U GUYS THINK ABOUT WHAT 106 WANTS TO DO WITH U GUYS? TREY ASKED ME. IT IS A LONG SHOW I SEE CAUSE TERRENCE AND ROXIE R LEAVING. YEAH IT IS SAVANNAH CHRIS SAYS. BUT WE LIKED HOW THEY HAVE THE SHOW PLANNED OUT FOR US I TELL THEM. WE NEED TO START GETTING READY WHAT CLOSE WE R GONNA WEAR AND PRACTICING OUR ROUTINES TOO I TELL THEM. R U GUYS GONNA TELL US WHAT GUESTS THEY HAVE FOR US ON THE SHOW? MIKA ASKED. NO WE R NOT BIG SEAN SAYS. U GUYS WILL JUST HAVE TO SEE. WE SEE U GUYS HAVE WROTE DOWN NOTES ON HERE CHRIS SAYS. YES WE DID CHRIS. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THIS GAME BETWEEN U AND TERRENCE CHRIS SAYS. I HOPE U DO NOT HURT HIM HE SAYS TO ME. I WOULD NOT DO THAT TO HIM. YEAH U WOULD QUINCY SAYS. U TAKE NO PRISONER HE SAYS LAUGHING. SHUT UP I SAY TO HIM. I WILL GO EASY ON HIM FOR THE SHOW UNLESS HE TELLS ME NOT TOO. I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE U GUYS TEACH ROXIE ONE OF YA'LL DANCES BOW WOW SAYS. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT EITHER. I WANNA SEE WHAT SHE CAN DO I TELL THEM. R U FEELING BETTER NOW? SHAVON ASKED ME. YES I AM I TELL HER. THIS DAY HAS NOT BEEN ALL THE PLEASANT AFTER WHAT HAS JUST HAPPENED. I KNOW I WILL GET THROUGH THIS THOUGH I TELL THEM. THANK U GUYS FOR BEING HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOW. WHERE ELSE WOULD WE BE? ANGIE SAYS TO ME.

U KNOW WE GOT YO BACK GIRL SAVANNAH SAYS TO ME. I KNOW U GUYS DO. I SWEAR I BETTER NOT SEE DANIELLE'S ASS MY SISTER SAYS. CAUSE I AM LIKE LA LA. I AM GONNA KILL HER. SHE IS FOREVER TRYING TO RUIN YOUR LIFE TO MAKE HER LOOK BETTER. U GUYS REALLY NEED TO LEAVE THIS ALONE. Y? MIKA SAYS. SHE THIS WAS GONNA RUIN THINGS WITH U AND JEFF AND SHE HATES U SO MUCH THAT SHE WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HURT U. I KNOW THAT I TELL THEM. BUT THIS WAS GONNA COME OUT EVENTUALLY. I WOULD NOT HAVE WANTED TO BE LIKE THIS THOUGH. NOW I AM GONNA HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS. ESPECIALLY IF THIS GETS OUT ON THE STREET OUT HERE. WHICH I KNOW IT HAS I SAY TO THEM. I JUST HOPE JEFF DOES NOT TELL HIS PARENTS ABOUT THIS. I KNOW THEY R GONNA REALLY BE UPSET WITH ME. DID U CALL MAMA ABOUT THIS TAMEKAH? I HAD TOO SHE SAYS TO ME. SHE TOLD ME TO TELL U THAT EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE FINE AND THAT SHE IS GONNA HAVE A WORD WITH JEFF ABOUT THIS. WHAT? I SAY TO HER. I TOLD HER NOT TO DO THAT BUT SHE WANTS TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT THIS. SHE DON'T TRY AND STOP HER EITHER. SHE ALSO SAID SHE WAS GONNA HAVE A FEW WORDS WITH DANIELLE TOO. I TOLD HER TO LEAVE THAT ALONE. I KNOW SHE MEANS WELL BUT I TOLD HER U WOULD HANDLE DANIELLE. SHE SAID OK ON THAT BUT SHE WAS GOING TO TALK TO JEFF ABOUT THIS. I REALLY HATE FOR HER TO GO OVER THERE WHILE DONNA IS THERE. MY MOM CAN NOT STAND HER I TELL THEM. WELL U KNOW HOW MAMA IS WHEN IT COME TO U. WHO IS THAT BANGING TO THE DOOR RIGHT NOW I SAY TO THEM. I WENT TO GO GET THE DOOR. DON WHAT THE HELL? I AM SORRY TAMARAH BUT LOOK HE SAYS. OH NO I SAY. MY MOM WAS OVER AT JEFF'S HOUSE ARGUING WITH DONNA. LET ME GO GET HER. I WILL COME WITH U CHRIS SAYS TO ME. U GUYS STAY HERE AND WATCH THE HOUSE. OK ANGIE SAYS TO ME.

Really Jeff those were some harsh things to say and then to end you and Tamarahs long friendship was even worse. she did what she thought was right and he know damn well everything Tamarah said was true. And her reasonings were valid points. I dont agree with abortions but I agree that Tamarah did what was best for Tamarah.
Danielles a hater for telling him and Donna's a jealous b**** mad cause her dude was gone off Tamarah.
I feel for Tamarah but oh well least she aint gotta deal with the Donna drama anymore since he wants nothing to do with her now. I just hope he and Tamarah can mend there friendship sometime in the future. Hopefully Chris can console her. RUN IT!!!

SO U HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO ME NOW? JEFF I AM SO SORRY. SO U DID HAVE AN ABORTION? YEAH I DID JEFF. HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. HOW COULD U DO THAT? I DID NOT WANT TO DO WHAT I DID JEFF. BUT THAT DAY U CAME AND TOLD ME DONNA WAS PREGNANT AND U WANTED TO BE WITH HER, I JUST COULD NOT TELL U. U WERE SO HAPPY WHEN U FOUND OUT SHE WAS PREGNANT JEFF. YEAH I WAS HAPPY. BUT I WOULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY TO KNOW U WERE PREGNANT TOO. I KNOW U WOULD HAVE BEEN JEFF. BUT U HAVE TO UNDERSTAND I DID NOT WANT MY CHILD TO GO THROUGH ALL THAT DRAMA WHEN IT COMES TO U AND DONNA. I DID NOT WANT THAT PRESSURE ON U TO HAVE TO CHOOSE BETWEEN ME OR HER. U HAD ALREADY MADE UP YOUR MIND ABOUT WHAT U WANTED TO DO. SO I JUST LET IT GO. I WOULD HAVE DEALT WITH DONNA AND THIS WHOLE THAT WHOLE THING HE SAYS TO ME. WOULD U WOULD HAVE STAYED WITH ME OR WENT TO HER JEFF? HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE HE SAYS TO ME. THAT IS EXACTLY MY POINT JEFF. I DID NOT WANT TO HAVE TO PUT U THROUGH ALL THAT PRESSURE OF CHOOSING WHO U WANTED TO BE WITH. I COULD NOT PUT MY CHILD THROUGH WHETHER OR NOT U WERE GONNA BE ABLE TO SEE HIM OR HER CAUSE DONNA HAD A PROBLEM WITH IT. I WAS NOT GONNA PUT MYSELF THROUGH HAVING TO ASK THE FATHER OF MY CHILD TO COME AND SEE HIS CHILD ALL THE TIME. NOW U KNOW I WOULD HAVE CAME NO MATTER WHAT. I KNOW THAT JEFF. BUT U KNOW HOW DONNA HATES ME. I WAS NOT GONNA BE FIGHT WITH HER ALL THE TIME OVER U. IT IS BAD ENOUGH SHE STILL HATES ME NOW AND STILL THINKS WE R DOING SOMETHING. NOW IMAGINE IF I HAD THAT CHILD RIGHT NOW. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN HELL AND I COULD NOT THAT TO ME OR MY CHILD.

BUT IT WAS MY CHILD TOO HE SAYS TO ME. ALL THAT STUFF U TOLD ME ABOUT HOW I A RIGHT IN THE DECISION WHETHER OR NOT I WANTED DONNA TO HAVE MY CHILD. THEN U GO AND DO IT. U R SUCH A HYPOCRITE HE SAYS TO ME. I WAS ONLY LOOKING OUT U AND THAT CHILD JEFF. NO U WERE NOT HE YELLS TO ME. U KNEW HOW MUCH I WANTED TO HAVE A CHILD WITH U AND U WENT AND KILLED HIM OR HER CAUSE U DID NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH ALL THE DRAMA. U WERE ONLY LOOKING OUT FOR YOURSELF. NO I WAS NOT JEFF. U SAID U LOVE ME AND THEN U DID THAT. I DID LOVE U JEFF. NO U DIDN'T. CAUSE U WOULD HAVE BEEN HONEST WITH ME NO MATTER WHAT WAS GOING ON. WELL I AM SORRY JEFF THAT I DID WHAT I DID. BUT R U REALLY GONNA STAND THERE AND SAYS THAT THAT CHILD WOULD HAVE HAD A GREAT LIFE KNOWING WHAT WAS GOING ON? I KNOW THINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN CRAZY AND FULL OF DRAMA, BUT WE COULD HAVE SAT DOWN AND WORK SOMETHING OUT. WORK WHAT OUT JEFF? U CAN COME AND SEE YOUR CHILD ONLY IF DONNA SAY U CAN. OR HOW ABOUT THE FACT DONNA WOULD HAVE TRIED TO BRING HER ASS OVER HERE JUST SO SHE COULD BE WITH U TOO SEE YOUR CHILD. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN AN ARGUMENT EVERY SINGLE TIME JEFF AND U KNOW IT. I WAS NOT ABOUT TO BE SNEAKING AROUND WITH U SO U COULD SEE YOUR CHILD JEFF. I WAS NOT GONNA DO THAT TO MY CHILD. U KEEP SAYING YOUR CHILD WHEN IT WAS MINE TOO HE YELLS TO ME.

YEAH IT WAS YOUR CHILD TOO JEFF I YELL BACK TO HIM. BUT WE BOTH KNOW I WOULD HAVE BEEN RAISING THAT CHILD BY MYSELF ANYWAY. U DON'T KNOW THAT JEFF SAYS TO ME. YEAH I DO. DONNA STILL KEEPS U ON SHORT LEASH RIGHT NOW WHEN IT COMES TO ME. THAT CHILD WAS NOT GONNA NEED A FATHER WHO JUST COME WHEN CAN CAUSE HIS BABY MAMA SAYS HE CAN. SO I AM SORRY FOR DOING WHAT I DID JEFF. BUT I HAD NO CHOICE. U DID HAVE A CHOICE HE SAYS TO ME. BUT U CHOOSE TO TAKE THE EASY WAY OUT AND JUST LET THAT BABY GO CAUSE OF WHAT WAS GOING ON. U THINK I LIKE SEEING U WITH HER AFTER WE SAT DOWN AND AGREED ON HAVING KIDS AN ONE DAY GETTING MARRIED. I CRIED EVERY SINGLE NIGHT AFTER U CAME TO ME AND SAID U WANTED TO BE WITH DONNA AND NOT ME CAUSE OF THE CHILD. I GOT THAT PART. IT HURT THE HELL OUT OF ME TO SEE U GO WITH HER. THEN SHE DECIDES THAT SHE DOES NOT WANT THE BABY WHEN I DID WANT MINE. U KNOW HOW MUCH PAIN I WAS IN FOR MAKING THAT DECISION AND THEN SEEING DONNA TRYING TO KILL YOUR SON CAUSE SHE WAS NOT READY. SO DON'T TRY AND SAYS I TOOK THE EASY WAY OR THAT I DID NOT CARE ABOUT THAT OUR CHILD. CAUSE I REALLY DID. I HAD TO THINK ABOUT FUTURE AND THAR CHILD'S FUTURE JEFF. I JUST COULD NOT PUT MYSELF OR OUR CHILD THROUGH THAT BACK THEN. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN TOO MUCH ON ME AN U FOR THAT MATTER. IT WOULD JUST HAVE ADDED MORE STRESS ON U AN I DID NOT WANT THAT FOR U AS I STARTED TO CRY. U DID NOT DO THIS FOR ME JEFF SAYS. YEAH I DID JEFF. U KNOW I AM RIGHT ABOUT WHAT WOULD HAVE HAPPEN IF THAT CHILD WAS BORN. I AM NEVER GONNA FORGIVE U FOR THIS HE SAYS TO ME. I NEVER THOUGHT U WOULD DO THIS TO ME. MAYBE I DID MAKE THE RIGHT DECISION IN CHOOSING DONNA OVER U. SHE WAS RIGHT ABOUT ME TRUSTING U. THAT IS NOT FAIR JEFF.

WAS IS NOT FAIR IS THAT U KEPT THIS FROM ME AND THAN DID NOT TELL ME ABOUT IT. WELL DONNA WILL NOT HAVE ANYTHING ELSE TO WORRY ABOUT WHEN IT COME TO U. WHAT R TALKING ABOUT JEFF? I AM DONE WITH U. HOLD ON JEFF MY SISTER SAYS TO HIM. SHE WAS WRONG FOR NOT TELLING U ABOUT THIS. BUT DON'T JUST END U GUYS FRIENDSHIP CAUSE SHE FELT LIKE SHE WAS DOING WHAT WAS BEST FOR ALL OF U. SHE NEVER MEANT TO HURT U OR LIE TO U. WELL SHE DID AND I AM DONE WITH HER. I AM NEVER GONNA FORGIVE U FOR DOING THIS TO ME. I STARTED CRYING EVEN HARDER. WE R NO LONGER FRIENDS. JEFF PLEASE DON'T DO THIS I SAYS TO HIM. I AM SO SORRY I SAY TO HIM. WELL I AM SORRY TOO. I LOOKED TO SEE CHRIS AN EM WALK BACK IN THE DOOR. I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE U AGAIN. WE HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO SAY TO EACH OTHER HE SAYS TO ME. OUR FRIENDSHIP IS OVER HE SAYS TO ME. WHAT IS GOING ON? CHRIS SAYS WALKING TOWARD ME. I JUST LOOKED AT HIM CRYING. U SHOULD ALREADY KNOW WHAT THIS IS ABOUT CHRIS JEFF SAYS TO HIM. WELL LOOK AT THIS PICTURE AS WE SEE DONNA AND DANIELLE COME TO MY DOOR. AW DID U JUST LOSE YOUR BEST FRIEND? DONNA SAYS. I TOLD JEFF U WERE JUST LIKE ALL THE REST OF THESE GIRL OUT HERE. U THINK U R SO SWEET AND DON'T DO ANYTHING WRONG. BUT THIS IS THE WORSE THING U HAVE DONE TO JEFF. HE TRUSTED U AND TOOK THE ONE THING HE WANTED WITH U AWAY FROM HIM AND THEN U LIED TO HIM. NOW U CAN'T HAVE HIM ANYMORE. HE IS ALL MINE NOW. DONNA THAT IS ENOUGH AND WE CAN GO NOW JEFF SAYS TO HER. U I SAY TO DANIELLE. ME SHE SAYS. I AM SO SORRY TAMARAH. WAS I NOT SUPPOSE TO TELL JEFF ABOUT THAT? I THOUGHT HE HAD A RIGHT TO KNOW ABOUT THIS.

I MEAN I WAS ONLY BEING A GOOD FRIEND TO HIM. U WERE ONLY THINKING ABOUT YOURSELF MY SISTER SAYS TO HER. U KNEW THIS WAS GONNA HAPPEN AN WE ALL KNOW HOW MUCH U HATE TAMARAH. SO WHAT BETTER WAY TO GET BACK HER THAN TO TELL JEFF ABOUT THIS. U R ABSOLUTELY RIGHT DANIELLE SAYS TO HER. SHE DESERVED THIS. I JUST COULD NOT KEEP THIS IN KNOWING THIS WAS GONNA HURT HER SO MUCH. I WENT FOR DANIELLE AND CHRIS GRABBED ME. LET ME GO I AM YELLING OUT. TAMARAH STOP NOW CHRIS SAYS TO ME. LETS GO NOW JEFF SAYS LOOKING AT ME. GOOD BYE TAMARAH JEFF SAYS TO ME. CHRIS LET ME GO AS I WENT TO SIT ON THE COUCH CRYING. WHAT JUST HAPPENED? TREY ASKED. JEFF FOUND OUT ABOUT TAMARAH HAVING THE ABORTION CHRIS SAYS SITTING NEXT TO ME. WHAT? THEY ALL SAYS. DANIELLE WAS LISTENING IN ON US WHEN WE WERE TALKING ABOUT IT MY SISTER SAYS. TAMARAH I AM SO SORRY CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I JUST GOT UP AND WENT UPSTAIRS TO MY ROOM. TAMARAH WAIT CHRIS SAYS TO ME. THIS IS NOT GONNA BE GOOD FOR HER MY SISTER SAYS. HE WAS HER BEST FRIEND AND JEFF FEELS BETRAYED BY HER NOW. BUT AT THE SAME TIME JEFF KNOW SHE WAS RIGHT ABOUT HOW THING WOULD HAVE BEEN IF THAT BABY WAS HERE TODAY. THAT CHILD WOULD HAVE BEEN PUT THROUGH HELL AND HE KNOWS IT. DONNA WOULD NOT HAVE SAT DOWN AND CAME TO AN AGREEMENT ABOUT HOW HE WOULD GET TO SPEND TIME WITH HIS KIDS MY SISTER SAYS. DONNA WOULD HAVE CONTROLLED THAT WHOLE SITUATION AND JEFF KNOWS THAT TOO. U CAN PRETTY MUCH SAY THAT DONNA GOT WHAT SHE WANTED.

JEFF AND TAMARAH R NO LONGER FRIENDS AND SHE HAS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT ANYMORE. I UNDERSTAND JEFF IS HURT BY THIS BUT HE WAS WRONG FOR SAYING SHE DID NOT CARE AND THEN TOOK THE EASY WAY OUT MY SISTER SAYS. I JUST HATE THAT THERE FRIENDSHIP HAD TO END LIKE THIS. I HOPE TAMARAH CAN GET PASSED THIS. CAUSE JEFF AND HER HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH BUT MANAGED TO STAY FRIENDS THROUGH ALL EVERYTHING. I HOPE CHRIS WILL BE ABLE TO TALK TO HER ABOUT THIS WITH HER USHER SAYS. U GUYS R BACK EARLY SAVANNAH SAYS. WELL WE COULD SEE ALL THE PLACES WE WANTED TODAY TYGA SAYS. SO WE CAN BACK HERE. THEY MIGHT BE UP THERE FOR AWHILE SO HOW ABOUT WE ORDER SOME FOOD SO WE CAN EAT MY SISTER SAYS. THAT SOUND GOOD RIGHT NOW MIKA SAYS. U GUYS REALLY THINK THIS IS THE END OF THERE FRIENDSHIP? SHAVON ASKED. LOOKS LIKE IT MY SISTER SAYS. I THINK TAMARAH KNOWS THAT TOO. THE WAY HE LOOKED AT HER FOR LYING ABOUT THIS, HE MIGHT NOT TAKE HER BACK AS A FRIEND. NOW LETS GO SEE WHAT WE R GONNA EAT CAUSE I KNOW U GUYS R HUNGRY.

Aww makeup sex is the best sex lol. Chris and Tamarah some freaks, lmao at everybody getting impatient and knocking on the door lol. Chris's going house hunting, would've been nice if Tamarah went with him. So theyre getting ready to do 106 it was nice of them to include Candace and LaKeisha ti esp, after Candace was such a byotch. The show sounds like its gonna be a good one. But uh oh cannot belive Danielle was metling and overheard Tamarah talk about the abortion she had with Jeffs kid. And man is Jeff pissed, oh wow. Where Chris when you need him.... RUN IT!!!

TAMARAH. HUH. I AM ABOUT TO HEAD OUT TO GO LOOK AT SOME HOUSES. ALRIGHT CHRIS AS I OPENED MY EYES. U WERE SLEEPIN GOOD ON ME. THAT I WAS CHRIS. I DIDN'T EVEN FEEL U GET UP. I MOVED U JUST ENOUGH SO I COULD GET UP. HAVING ME HERE AN U HAVE BEEN SLEEPIN LIKE A BABY. I JUST SMILED AT HIM. I SLEPT LIKE A BABY TOO AS HE SMILED AT ME. I GOT UP OUT THE BED TO SIT NEXT TO HIM. HOW R U FEELING THIS MORNING? I AM FINE NOW AFTER OUR TALK LAST NIGHT. I AM GLAD WE HAD THAT TALK TOO. I AM GLAD TOO CHRIS. U JUST HAVE TO KNOW U CAN TELL ME HOW U R FEELING. JUST LIKE I CAN TELL U TOO. I KNOW HE SAYS. I THOUGHT MAYBE U WOULD HAVE GOT MAD. MAD ABOUT WHAT CHRIS? I DON'T KNOW NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT. THERE WAS NOTHING TO BE MAD OVER. I WOULD HAVE NEVER GOT MAD CAUSE U FELT LIKE U WERE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME. NOW I WAS GETTING MAD CAUSE U DIDN'T WANT TO TELL ME WHAT WAS WRONG WITH U LAST NIGHT. I COULD SEE THAT LITTLE BIT FROM U BUT U WERE ALSO LOOKING SAD TOO. I THOUGHT U WERE GONNA SAY SOMETHING BAD LIKE THAT WE SHOULD END THINGS OR MAYBE U NEEDED SOME MORE TIME TO THINK ABOUT US BEING TOGETHER. HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. SEE I HAVE MY MOMENTS TOO WHERE I HAVE THING RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND TOO CHRIS. I KNOW I HAD TOLD U THAT IF THIS WAS NOT RIGHT FOR U, THAN I WOULD UNDERSTAND. BUT WE HAVE BEEN SO GOOD WITH EACH OTHER THAT I THOUGHT U WERE GONNA SAY THAT TO ME LAST NIGHT. THAT THOUGHT DID CROSS MY MIND HE SAYS TO ME. BUT I REALIZED THAT I WAS JUST BEING JEALOUS AND THAT I COULD WORK THROUGH THIS WITH U. U R RIGHT ABOUT US BEING GOOD SO FAR. I AM STILL GETTING USE TO ALL THIS RIGHT NOW CAUSE I NEVER REALLY HAD A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP LIKE THIS BEFORE. I AM FEELING A LITTLE SCARED RIGHT NOW.

I UNDERSTAND CHRIS. I HAD THOSE FEELING BEFORE TOO. THIS IS ALL FOR U AND NOT SOT NEW FOR ME. SO I GET IT. BUT U DON'T HAVE TO BE SCARED AS LONG AS U BELIEVE U CAN DO THIS WITH ME. I AM SCARED RIGHT ALONG WITH U. NO U R NOT SHE SAYS SMILING AT ME. YEAH I AM CHRIS. IT HAS BEEN LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE HAD A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP. DON'T THINK CAUSE I HAVE EXPERIENCE THIS, DOESN'T MEAN THAT I WOULD NOT BE SCARED AGAIN. THIS IS LIKE NEW FOR ME TOO CAUSE I HAVE BEEN GONE FROM BEING LIKE THIS FOR SO LONG. BUT I KNOW THAT WE CAN DO THIS IF WE JUST BELIEVE WE CAN CHRIS. I BELIEVE WE CAN DO THIS HE SAYS TO ME. GOOD. CAUSE I REALLY LIKE BEING WITH U. I LIKE BEING WITH U TOO HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. U R SO CUTE. I KNOW HE SAYS TO ME. HELLO IN THERE WE HERE MY SISTER. I WILL GET THE DOOR. GOOD MORNING CHRIS. GOOD MORNING TAMEKAH. WHERE IS TAMARAH? I AM RIGHT HERE AS I WAS BRUSHING MY TEETH. I CAME TO TELL U THAT LAKEISHA, CANDACE, KELLY AND CANDACE R HERE SHE SAYS TO ME. WAIT TWO OF THEM R NAME CANDACE? YEAH IT IS I SAY TO HIM. THEY ALL JUST CAME RIGHT OVER SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT SIS. I AM GONNA SHOWER AN I WILL BE DOWN A LITTLE BIT. TREY TOLD ME TO TELL U THAT THEY R GETTING READY NOW. THEY R ALWAYS LATE CHRIS SAYS. WE R ABOUT TO MAKE BREAKFAST SO WHEN YA'LL R DONE HERE, YA'LL CAN COME DOWN AND EAT SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT SIS. U CAN STOP SMILING LIKE THAT TOO I SAY TO HER AS CHRIS IS CLOSING THE DOOR. I AM GONNA GO GET IN THE SHOWER REALLY QUICK AND THEN I WILL BE BACK OUT. OK CHRIS SAYS TO ME. NO NEED TO RUSH HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME.

SO I WENT TO TAKE A SHOWER SO I COULD START MY DAY. I LOOKED OUT TO SEE CHRIS WATCHING ME. HE JUST STARED AT ME AS I WAS WASHING MY BODY. AFTER I WAS DONE, HE WRAPPED MY TOWEL AROUND ME. HE JUST LOOKED AT ME AN I KNEW WHAT HE WANTED TO DO. HE PUT ME ON THE COUNTER PART OF THE SINK. I JUST LOOKED AT HIM AS HE STARTED TO UNDO HIS PANTS. U WANT SOMETHING TO HOLD U OVER UNTIL U GET BACK HOME? YES HE SAYS TO ME. HE WENT RIGHT INSIDE ME. HE PICKED UP AND MOVE US TO THE BACK OF THE DOOR. I WAS HOLDING ON TO HIM SO TIGHTLY AS HE WAS JUST GOING ALL THE WAY IN ME. WE WERE AT IT FOR A GOOD 45 MINUTES BEFORE WE HEARD KNOCKING ON MY DOOR. CHRIS WAS STARTING TO SLOW DOWN. DON'T U STOP CHRIS I SAY LOOKING AT HIM. I WAS NOT PLANNING TO HE SAYS AS HE STARTED TO SPEED UP WHILE KISSING ME. HE WENT IN ONE LAST TIME BEFORE WE BOTH CAM. THE KNOCKING GOT LOUDER AS CHRIS AN I STARTED LAUGHING. HE OPENED THE DOOR STILL LAUGHING. ALRIGHT DAMN HE YELLS OUT TRYING TO FIX HIS CLOTHES. I PUT ON MY ROBE SO I COULD FIND OUT WHAT I WAS WEARING. U KNOW U REALLY NEED TO HOL THAT S**T DOWN RIGHT NOW TREY SAYS TO HIM. I WAS COMING TO TELL U WE WERE READY. AIGHT CHRIS SAYS TO HIM. GOOD MORNING TAMARAH. GOOD MORNING TREY. HAD TO HAVE HER BEFORE WE LEFT? TREY ASKED HIM. OF COURSE HE DID TREY I SAY COMING OUT THE BATHROOM. HE NEEDED SOMETHING TO HOLD HIM TIL U GUYS GOT BACK I SAY SMILING AT CHRIS. OK TREY SAYS.

WE WILL BE RIGHT DOWN CHRIS SAYS TO HIM. TREY WAS JUST SMILING AT US. U MIGHT WANNA FINISH FIXING YOURSELF CHRIS. YEAH I KNOW HE SAYS TO ME. DAMN GIRL HE SAYS TO ME. WHICH HAT DO U WANT? THEY ALL R BULLS I SEE. OF COURSE THEY R CHRIS. I WILL TAKE THIS BLACK ONE. ALRIGHT. THAT ONE IS YOURS TO KEEP TOO. U BOUGHT THIS FOR ME? YES. I LIKED THEM ALL AN I DID NOT KNOW WHICH ONE U WOULD WANT. WELL THANK U BAE HE SAYS PUTTING IT ON. U LOOK SO GOOD CHRIS AS I KISSED HIM. SO DO U AS HE TURNS ME AROUND. HERE R THE PAPER FOR GUYS TO LOOK OVER. THANK U. LETS GO EAT NOW I SAY OPENING THE DOOR. I AM ACTUALLY NOT THAT HUNGRY HE SAYS TO ME. I WONDER Y TYGA SAYS. U NEED TO EAT SOMETHING CHRIS? HE ALREADY ATE WHAT HE WANTED THIS MORNING SAVANNAH SAYS. U KNOW YA'LL NEED TO MIND YA BUSINESS. U HAVE TO EAT SOMETHING CHRIS. OK HE SAYS COMING TOWARD ME. I MEAN FOOD CHRIS AS HE STARTED KISSING ON ME. SEE U R ALL THE FOOD HE NEEDS MIKA SAYS. I WILL HAVE A LITTLE SOMETHING TO EAT HE SAYS TO ME. U BETTER GRAB IT AND COME ON CAUSE WE R SUPPOSED TO BE GONE ALREADY BIG SEAN SAYS. JUST MAKE A QUICK BISCUIT SANDWICH CHRIS. I AM HE SAYS MAKING IT FAST. WE WILL SEE U GUYS LATER CHRIS SAYS TO US. ALRIGHT I SAY TO HIM AS HE KISSED ME. JUST GO CHRIS SAVANNAH SAYS. SHUT UP SAVANNAH. LOOKS LIKE THINGS R GREAT BETWEEN U TOO. IT IS MIKA. CHRIS AN I TALKED LAST NIGHT AND HE TOLD ME WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HIM. WE KNOW ANGIE SAYS. WHAT? I SAY WITH MY MOUTH FULL. U GUYS WERE EASE DROPPING? WE WANTED TO KNOW WHAT WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN. WE THOUGHT CHRIS HAVE CHANGED HIS MIND ABOUT U TOO MY SISTER SAYS. SO U GUYS KNOW ALREADY? JUST A LITTLE BIT SAVANNAH SAYS. THE GUYS MADE US GO TO BED SO WE WOULD NOT BE NOSY SHAVON SAYS. SO WHAT DID HAPPEN? KELLY ASKED.

HE JUST FELT LIKE HE WAS NOT GONNA BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME LIKE JEFF WAS TO ME. WOW MY SISTER SAYS. I TOLD HIM WHAT JEFF AN I HAD IS LONG GONE. AND YES, I WAS HAPPY WITH HIM. BUT THAT WAS MY PAST AN I TOLD HE WAS MY FIRST LOVE. BUT NOW I HAVE A NEW LOVE IN MY LIFE. I TOLD HIM I WOULD NEVER COMPARE HIM TO JEFF. THEY R DIFFERENT BUT EACH OF THEM HAD QUALITIES THAT I LIKE ABOUT THEM. HE WAS FEELING JEALOUS AN I HAD TO TELL HIM HE DID NOT HAVE TO BE. I EVEN TOLD HIM I HAD THOSE FEELING TOO ABOUT WAS I GONNA BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR HIM. ESPECIALLY IF HIS MOM FOUND OUT US AND THAT I WAS MUCH OLDER THAN HIM. BUT I JUST TOLD HIM IT WAS OK FOR HIM TO HAVE THOSE FEELINGS. WE JUST HAVE TO TALK TO EACH OTHER ABOUT THEM. I THINK WE BOTH PUT EACH OTHER AT EASE ABOUT THE WHOLE THING. HE SAID HE WAS MUCH BETTER AN I WAS TOO. BUT LIKE U GUYS TOO, I THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA TELL ME THINGS WERE OVER TOO OR THAT HE NEEDED TO TAKE MORE TIME. WE TALKED AGAIN THIS MORNING WHEN I TOLD HIM THAT. HE SAID HE IS SCARED. I TOLD HIM I AM SCARED TOO CAUSE IT HAS REALLY BEEN A WHILE SINCE I HAVE REALLY BEEN IN LOVE WITH A PERSON AN IN A RELATIONSHIP AGAIN. HE SAID I WAS NOT SCARED. I TOLD HIM I KNOW I HAVE DONE THIS BEFORE BUT IT NEW FOR ME TOO AGAIN LIKE IT IS FOR HIM. SO EVERYTHING IS FINE NOW AND WE CAN NOW MOVE ON FROM THIS. I WAS REALLY HAPPY HE TOLD ME HOW HE WAS FEELING. HE THOUGHT I WAS GONNA GET MAD HE TOLD ME. I TOLD HIM I WOULD NOT HAVE GOTTEN MAD. I WOULD HAVE GOT MAD IF HE HAD NOT TOLD ME. SO U GUYS DECIDED TO A LITTLE MAKEUP SESSION THIS MORNING? LAKEISHA SISTER CANDACE SAYS TO ME. DON'T U START WITH ME I SAY TO HER.

WE R GONNA NEED TO CALL U TOO DIFFERENT NAMES. I FORGOT YA'LL HAVE THE SAME NAME. WELL WE WOULD SOMETIMES CALL HER CANDY LAKEISHA SAYS. THAT SOUNDS GOOD TO ME I SAY TO THEM. PLUS, I LIKE CANDY ANYWAY LAKEISHA SISTER CANDACE SAYS TO US. I ALREADY KNEW THAT I TELL HER. CHRIS LEFT ME THE PAPERS FOR US TO GO OVER FOR THE 106 SHOW. AS I AM LOOKING AT THIS, THIS IS THE LAST SHOW FOR TERRANCE AND ROXIE. THEY DECIDED TO HAVE US ON AS THERE LAST GUEST TO INTERVIEW. WOW SAVANNAH SAYS. IT IS NOT GONNA BE THE SAME WITHOUT THE ANGIE SAYS. LETS SEE MY SISTER SAYS. THEY WANT US TO DO A PERFORMANCE FIRST. THEY WANT OUR VERY FIRST PERFORMANCE. THE VERY FIRST VIDEO WE DID SHE SAYS. THAT MEANS WE DO ROCK DA BOAT DANCE FOR THEM. U WANT ME TO WRITE THAT IN? YES I DO. THEN THEY R GONNA GO TO COMMERCIAL AND COME BACK TO INTRODUCE US. I WANT U TOO TO BE THERE TOO. REALLY? LAKEISHA SAYS. YES REALLY. I DON'T KNOW CANDY SAYS. R U SCARED TO BE ON TV? NO SHE SAYS. I JUST DON'T KNOW IF I WOULD FIT IN WITH U GUYS. I HAVE NOT BEEN ALL THE KIND TO U GUYS. ESPECIALLY U TAMARAH. BUT YET U WANT ME TO BE THERE WITH U GUYS. YEAH U HAVE NOT BEEN ALL THAT NICE. BUT I CAN SEE U WANT TO CHANGE AN I KNOW U R NOT A BAD PERSON. WE WERE ONCE FRIENDS BEFORE. U JUST STARTED HANGIN WITH THE WRONG GIRLS. BUT I REALLY THINK U AND LAKEISHA WOULD DO GOOD WITH US. I KNOW U STILL WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE LAKEISHA. SO U CAN DO THIS WHEN U CAN LIKE KELLY AND CANDACE DOES. BUT I DO WANT U GUYS THERE WITH US. ALRIGHT CANDACE SAYS. THEY INTERVIEW US AND WE DO SOME OF THE COUNTDOWN WITH THEM. THEN IT HAS HERE THAT TERRANCE WANTS TO HAVE A ONE ON ONE GAME WITH U. HOPEFULLY MY HAND WILL BE HEALED BY THEN. HOW IS YOUR HAND DOING ANYWAY? IT BETTER BUT IT STILL HURTS. PLEASE DON'T HURT TERRANCE SAVANNAH SAYS.

I AM NOT MAKING NO PROMISES I SAY LAUGHING. THEN A COMMERCIAL AND WE COME BACK AND THEY WILL HAVE SPECIALS GUEST THERE THAT THEY WILL WANT US TO HELP INTERVIEW. WE PERFORM AGAIN. THEY WANT US TO TEACH ROXIE SOME OF OUR DANCE MOVES SO SHE CAN DANCE WITH US. NOW THAT IS GONNA BE GOOD I SAYS TO THEM. THEY WANT TAMARAH TO INTRODUCE A NEW VIDEO THAT IS BEING PREMIERED THAT DAY TOO MY SISTERS SAYS. AND NO IT DOES NOT SAY WHO VIDEO. THEY R JUST KEEPING SOME OF THIS STUFF A SURPRISE. I WILL GET THE DOOR MIKA SAYS. THIS SHOW IS GONNA BE REALLY GOOD KELLY SAYS. HEY JEFF MIKA SAYS. HEY EVERYBODY HE SAYS. WASSUP JEFF I SAYS TO HIM. HE LOOKED ANGRY, MAD, SAD, AND CONFUSED. WHAT IS GOING ON? WE NEED TO TALK RIGHT NOW HE SAYS TO ME. TALK ABOUT WHAT JEFF. CAN WE DO THIS IN PRIVATE? HE SAYS. WE WILL LEAVE U GUYS MY SISTER SAYS TO ME. WHAT IS WRONG? U WANNA TELL ME Y THE HELL I FIND OUT THAT U KILL OUR CHILD WHEN U WERE PREGNANT? WHAT R U TALKING ABOUT JEFF? DON'T TRY AN DENY IT EITHER. DANIELLE CAME AND TOLD ME SHE OVERHEARD U TALKING ABOUT IT. I JUST LOOKED AT HIM. I COULD NOT MOVE OR SAY ANYTHING AT THIS POINT.

AWWW Chris Bear was a little jelly, hearing that story bout Tamarah and Jeff but like she said. It was there past and she was younger and theyve moved on Jeff married Donna, and shes with Chris fyne ass now. Im just glad the revealed there insequrities to one another. Time to move forward. Not in the past. RUN IT!!!

JEFF JUST REALLY WANTED U? U KNOW U R JUST BEING A LITTLE TO JEALOUS ABOUT THIS CHRIS. THIS HAPPENED A LONG TIME AGO. AND YES, HE REALLY WANTED ME. I WILL SEE U GUYS TOMORROW MY MOM SAYS. ALRIGHT MAMA AS I GIVE HER A HUG. I WANNA HERE MORE ABOUT THIS STORY SHE SAYS TO ME. NO U DON'T MAMA I SAYS TO HER. U R RIGHT SHE SAYS LAUGHING. I THINK I WAS BETTER NOT KNOWING ABOUT ANY OF THAT SHE SAYS TO US. SO GOOD NIGHT. I AM GONNA GET OUT OF HERE TOO KEVIN SAYS. I WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPENED TOO HE SAYS. CAUSE U WERE JUST A LITTLE FAST ASS GIRL. EXCUSE U I SAY AS KEVIN IS LAUGHING. I WAS NEVER FAST. THAT SHE WAS NOT MY SISTER SAYS TO HIM. THANK U. I HIGHLY DOUBT THAT KEVIN SAYS. GET OUT KEVIN AS I WAS GOING UPSTAIRS. WHERE IS CHRIS? HE WENT UPSTAIRS ALREADY. U MADE HIM MAD KEVIN SAYS. HE WILL BE FINE I TELL THEM. GOOD NIGHT TO ALL OF U. CANDACE AND LATASHA I WILL HAVE MY IDEA FOR THE VIDEO TOMORROW. ALRIGHT CANDACE SAYS TO ME. SEE U GUYS TOMORROW. WHAT TIME? JUST CALL ME IN THE MORNING LATASHA. ALRIGHT TAMARAH. U BETTER HOPE CHRIS WON'T GET IN YO ASS FOR TELLING HIM THAT STORY SAVANNAH SAYS. SHUT UP I SAY TO HER. CHRIS I SAY OPENING THE DOOR. HE WAS SITTING IN THE BED LOOKING AT TV. R U OK? I AM COOL HE SAYS CUTTING OFF THE TV. I AM GOING TO BED HE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW U R NOT MAD ABOUT THAT STORY RIGHT NOW? I AM NOT MAD HE SAYS TO ME. I AM JUST TIRED HE SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT CHRIS. U CAN GET YOUR REST NOW. I CAN NOT BELIEVE HE IS JEALOUS RIGHT NOW. CHRIS....... I SAID I AM FINE HE SAYS TURNING TOWARD ME. I AM REALLY TIRED HE SAYS TO ME. AND STOP LOOKING LIKE THAT.

LOOKING LIKE WHAT CHRIS? ALL SAD LIKE THAT. I THINK U R JEALOUS RIGHT NOW AND WON'T TELL ME. OK I AM JEALOUS RIGHT NOW HE SAYS. OF WHAT? THAT HAPPEN A LONG TIME AGO. JEFF AN I WILL NEVER GET BACK TOGETHER. HE WAS REALLY GOOD TO ME BACK THEN. BUT I HAVE U NOW DO THAT. I JUST FEEL LIKE I WON'T BE ABLE TO BE LIKE HE WAS TO U GIVEN WHAT I HAVE DONE IN MY PAST. NOW I GET IT. U THINK U R NOT GONNA BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR LIKE JEFF WAS TO ME. YEAH HE SAYS TO ME. U REALLY THINK I WOULD COMPARE U TO JEFF? HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. CHRIS I AM WITH U CAUSE U MAKE ME HAPPY. U MAKE ME LAUGH, SMILE, AND I JUST LOVE BEING WITH U. I HAVE NOT BEEN THIS HAPPY IN A LONG TIME CHRIS. AND YES JEFF DID THOSE SAME THINGS FOR ME TOO. BUT THAT WAS WHEN I WAS YOUNG AND BECOMING AN ADULT. OF COURSE U GUYS R DIFFERENT FROM EACH OTHER. HE HAD THINGS THAT ATTRACTED ME TO HIM AN U HAVE THINGS THAT ATTRACTED ME TO U TOO. JEFF REALLY WAS MY ONLY TRUE LOVE AT THAT TIME. BUT NOW I HAVE FOUND A NEW LOVE IN MY LIFE NOW. AND THAT PERSON IS U CHRIS AS I TOUCHED HIS FACE. AND U KNOW I HAVE NOT BEEN THAT LUCKY IN FINDING LOVE. BUT U MANAGE TO CHANGE THAT IN JUST A WEEK FOR ME. I REALLY WANNA BE WITH U RIGHT NOW. WE ALL HAVE OUR FLAWS THAT WE CARRY WITH US. BUT I STILL WANNA BE WITH U NO MATTER WHAT I KNOW ABOUT YOUR PAST. JUST LIKE U STILL R WITH ME AN I HAVE TOLD U ALL ABOUT ME PAST. I WOULD NEVER COMPARE U TO JEFF. I WILL NEVER JUDGE U EITHER JUST LIKE U NEVER JUDGE ME. U HAVE NOTHING TO BE JEALOUS OF WHEN IT COME TO JEFF. HE IS A GREAT GUYS BUT U MAKE ME FEEL SO MUCH DIFFERENT.

I JUST LOVE EVERYTHING U DO FOR ME AND THE FACT THAT U WANTED TO MAKE THIS WORK KNOWING THAT I AM MUCH OLDER THAN U AN U COULD BE OUT HAVING FUN AND PARTYING LIKE U HAVE BEEN DOING. BUT U WANTED TO CHANGE THAT WHEN WE GOT TOGETHER. I AM GONNA TELL U SOMETHING TOO. I WAS FEELING JEALOUS TOO WHEN I HEARD ALL THOSE STORIES ABOUT THE GIRLS U WERE WITH TOO. REALLY? YES REALLY CHRIS. U HAVE THESE BEAUTIFUL YOUNG GIRLS THROWING THEMSELVES AT U ALL THE TIME. I WONDER Y DID HE CHOOSE ME. U COULD HAVE ANY ONE U WANTED BUT U WANTED TO HAVE ME. U DON'T THINK I HAD THE SAME THOUGHT RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND TOO. WAS I GONNA BE GOOD ENOUGH TO BE WITH SOMEONE LIKE U? CAN I REALLY CHANGE U AND MAKE U HAPPY? Y DIDN'T U SAY ANYTHING TO ME ABOUT THIS? CAUSE I STARTED TO SEE THAT I WAS CAPABLE OF BEING THAT WOMAN FOR U. U HAVE ALREADY BEGIN TO CHANGE IN JUST A SHORT TIME. I JUST REALLY WANTED TO BE ABSOLUTELY SURE THAT I WAS THE ONE U WANTED TO BE WITH. I HAD KNOW IDEA U FELT LIKE THAT. WELL I DID CHRIS. I KNOW IT IS HARD TO HAVE THOSE FEELING RUNNING THROUGH YOUR MIND. BUT IT IS OK. WE R ALLOWED TO HAVE THOSE FEELING AND WE JUST NEED TO LET EACH OTHER KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON LIKE U JUST DID. I REALLY THOUGHT U WERE JUST GONNA NOT TELL ME Y U WERE FEELING JEALOUS RIGHT NOW. I AM GLAD I TOLD ME HOW U WERE FEELING.

CAUSE U KNOW I DON'T WANT U TO FEEL LIKE U R NOT MAKING ME HAPPY RIGHT NOW. I DON'T WANT U TO THINK EITHER THAT I AM JUST WITH U CAUSE U R THIS FAMOUS PERSON THAT EVERY GIRLS WANTS TO BE WITH. I KNOW U R NOT THAT KINDA GIRL HE SAYS TO ME. I COULD SEE THAT THE FIRST TIME WE MET EACH OTHER. WOW CHRIS SAYS. I KNOW CHRIS. BUT THIS IS WHAT RELATIONSHIPS R ABOUT. WE HAVE TO TALK TO EACH OTHER TO KNOW HOW WE R FEELING. MY MOST SCARED FEELING WAS WAS I GONNA MAKE YOUR MOM HAPPY CAUSE U WANTED TO DATE ME. OH THAT DEFINITELY WAS NOT GONNA BE A PROBLEM HE SAYS TO ME. MY MOM WAS JUST WAITING ON US TO FINALLY MEET JUST SO I COULD LEAVE ALL THOSE OTHER GIRLS ALONE. I FOUND OUT SHE WAS GONNA LIKE ME WHEN WE MET AT THE HOTEL. HER FACE JUST LITE UP WHEN SHE SAW ME. SO I WAS REALLY GLAD THAT SHE LIKE ME. SO DO U FEEL BETTER NOW CHRIS? I DO HE SAYS TO ME. GOOD AS I KISSED HIM. ALRIGHT NOW HE SAYS TO ME. I REALLY DO NEED TO GET SOME REST HE SAYS. THE GUYS AN I DECIDED TO GO LOOK AT SOME HOUSES TOMORROW. OK CHRIS. U WANT ME TO COME WITH U? NO HE SAYS TO ME. I JUST WANT TO SURPRISE U WHEN WE FIND A PLACE. R U GUYS GONNA BE LIVING TOGETHER AGAIN OR R YA'LL FINDING SOMETHING SEPARATE? I DON'T KNOW HE SAYS TO ME. WE WILL JUST HAVE TO SEE. PLUS, U HAVE WORK TO DO TOMORROW. AN I WAS GONNA LEAVE THE MEMOS ABOUT WHAT U GUYS R GONNA BE DOING FOR THE 106 SHOW. YA'LL CAN LOOK OVER IT AND SEE HOW THE SHOW WILL GO. ALRIGHT CHRIS AS HE WAS LOOKING AT ME. DO U HAVE TO SLEEP IN THAT? WHAT? AM I TEMPTING U RIGHT NOW? NO HE SAYS TO ME. WELL U WILL BE FINE AS I GOT INTO BED. U DON'T WANNA SLEEP ON YOUR PILLOW? HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. COME HERE HE SAY TO ME. I LAID ON HIS CHEST AND CLOSED MY EYES LISTENING TO HIM BREATHE AND HIS HEART BEAT. GOOD NIGHT CHRIS. GOOD NIGHT BAE AS HE CUTS THE LIGHTS OFF.

Least his parents liked Tamarah, seems they werent big fans of Donnas lol. His mamma found out they had sex in there lol. Id be so embarrased. But they still left them alone together hmm. Donna a hater ats why she had to leave and he Tamarah got to stay. LOL Chris got jealous smh.Well damn Jeffs a lil freak lol. Kept tryna get back in Tamarah panties lol. RUN IT!!!

SO WHAT HAPPENED WHEN U FINALLY GOT OUT THE CAR? TYGA ASKED ME. WE WENT TO THE DOOR AN I COULD NOT GO INSIDE TO MEET HIS PARENTS. HE HAD TO PULL ME IN TO MEET THEM. I WAS IN THE HOUSE AN I KEPT TRYING TO LEAVE BUT HE WOULD NOT LET ME. WE HEARD HIS PARENTS CALLING OUT TO HIM AS HE WAS HOLDING MY ARM SO I WOULD NOT LEAVE. HE TOLD THEM WERE IN THE LIVING ROOM. WE WERE SITTING THERE TALKIN AN I KEPT TRYING TO LEAVE. HIS PARENTS FINALLY CAME IN AND JEFF INTRODUCED ME TO THEM. HIS MOM WAS SO NICE AND SO WAS HIS DAD. THEY TOLD ME THAT JEFF HAD TOLD THEM SO MUCH ABOUT ME AND THAT THEY SEEN ME PLAY BASKETBALL TOO. THEY THING WAS TOO THAT JEFF PARENTS WERE REALLY WEALTHY. I HAD NO IDEA AT THE TIME WHEN WE FIRST MET. WE SAT DOWN AND THEY GOT TO KNOW ME BETTER AN I GOT TO KNOW HIS PARENTS BETTER TOO. HIS MOM ASKED ME ABOUT WHAT MY MOM DOES FOR WORK? I TOLD THEM SHE WORKED AT DEPARTMENT STORE AS A CASHIER. I TOLD THEM SHE HAS BEEN WORKING THERE FOR A LONG TIME. IT WAS NOT THE BEST JOB BUT IT PAID THE BILLS AND OUT FOOD ON THE TABLE FOR US I TOLD THEM. THEY TOLD ME I HAD NOTHING TO ASHAMED OF ABOUT WHERE MY MOM WORKED AT. I TOLD THEM I WAS PROUD OF MY MOM AND HOW SHE RAISED ME, MY SISTER, AND MY BROTHER ON HER OWN. SHE HAS STRUGGLED HER WHOLE LIFE BUT SHE ALWAYS MANAGED TO KEEP OUR FAMILY TOGETHER. HIS MOM ASKED ME WAS I NERVOUS? I TOLD THEM I WAS. SHE TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY ABOUT BEING NERVOUS. THEY HAD BEEN WANTING TO MEET ME FOR A WHILE HIS DAD SAYS. I WAS LIKE REALLY? HIS MOM SAID THAT I WAS ALL HE TALKED ABOUT TO THEM.

HE WAS LIKE WE WERE DONE TALKING. I STARTED LAUGHING. SHE SAID SHE THOUGHT HE WAS TAKING ABOUT DONNA UNTIL HE TOLD HER HE WAS TALKING ABOUT A DIFFERENT GIRL. HE STARTED TO BLUSH WHEN HIS MOM SAID THAT. HIS MOM ASKED ME IF SHE COULD TALK TO ME ALONE? I TOLD HER OK AN I WAS SCARED AS HELL AT THAT POINT. SHE WANTED ME TO HELP HER WITH SOME SNACKS FOR US TO EAT. THEN SHE ASK ME WAS I REALLY A SOPHMORE? I TOLD HER I WAS AND THAT I KNOW I DID NOT LOOK LIKE I WAS. SHE SAID I REALLY DIDN'T. SHE ASKED ME DID I KNOW ABOUT DONNA? I TOLD HER I DID AND THAT THEY R TOGETHER. THEN SHE SAID SHE HEARD ABOUT THE FIGHT WE HAD AT SCHOOL OVER HER SON. I JUST GOT SILENT. SHE SAID JEFF HAD TOLD HER ABOUT THE FIGHT AND THAT IT WAS OVER HIM KISSING ME. I TOLD HER THAT THAT SHOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED BETWEEN US. WE SHOULD HAVE NEVER CROSSED THAT LINE I TELL HER. SHE ASKED ME DID I LIKE HIM? I TOLD HER AS A FRIEND I LIKED HIM. SHE TOLD ME THAT I LIKED HIM MORE THAN THAT. SHE SAID SHE ALREADY KNEW HE LIKE ME TOO. SHE SAID SHE SEE HOW HE LOOKS AT ME AND THE WAY HE JUST GETS SO HAPPY WHEN HE TALKS ABOUT ME. SHE SAID SHE HAD NEVER SEEN HER SON SO HAPPY LIKE THIS. I TOLD HER WE WERE JUST FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE. SHE TOLD ME TO STOP LYING TO HER AND THAT SHE COULD SEE THAT I LIKED HIM MORE THAN I WANTED TO ADMIT. I TOLD HER HE WAS WITH DONNA AND THAT WE COULD NEVER HAPPEN. SHE SAID WE COULD BE TOGETHER IF WE WANTED TOO. SHE SAID DONNA WAS NOT RIGHT FOR HIM. HER PARENTS WERE ALSO WEALTHY. SHE TOLD ME DONNA JUST WANTS JEFF BECAUSE THEY COME FROM THE SAME BACKGROUND OF HAVING WEALTHY PARENTS.

SHE TOLD ME THEY WERE HAPPY AT ONE POINT BUT NOT NOW. SHE ALSO SHOWED ME SOMETHING THAT I LEFT AT THERE HOUSE FROM WHEN JEFF AN I SLEPT WITH EACH OTHER. SHE HAD FOUND MY EARRING THAT I HAD LOST IN HIS ROOM. SHE KNEW IT WAS NOT DONNA'S. SHE SAID SHE ASKED JEFF ABOUT IT AND HE TOLD HER HE DID NOT KNOW WHERE IT CAME FROM. THEN HE FINALLY CAME CLEAN TO HIM FATHER AND MOM ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED SHE TELL ME. SHE SAID JEFF TOLD THEM THAT HE HAD ME OVER TO THE HOUSE WHILE THEY WERE GONE. SHE SAID THAT HE TOLD HER ALL WE DID WAS HOMEWORK. SHE SAID SHE KNEW SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENED IN THAT ROOM. I JUST LOOKED AT HER LIKE SHE KNEW ABOUT US HAVING SEX IN HIS ROOM THAT DAY. SHE SAID SHE WAS NOT MAD ABOUT WHAT WE DID. I WAS FREAKING OUT AT THIS POINT NOW. SHE TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY AND THAT SHE AND JEFF NEVER REALLY DISCUSS IT. SHE TOLD ME TOO THAT SHE SAW THE CONDOM WRAPPER IN HIS GARBAGE CAN TOO. I SPIT MY WATER OUT WHEN SHE SAID THAT. SHE SAID SHE KNEW IT WAS NOT FROM HIM AN DONNA CAUSE THEY NEVER WENT TO HIS ROOM THAT DAY. HE SAID HE DIDN'T WANT THEM TO GO UP THERE CAUSE IT WAS A MESS. SHE TOLD ME IT WAS FINE AS WE BOTH WERE LAUGHING. I TOLD HER I WAS SORRY ABOUT THAT. I TOLD HER I DID NOT MEAN TO DISRESPECT THERE HOME BY DOING THAT THERE. SHE SAID IS WAS OK. SHE KNEW HER SON WAS HAVING SEX IN HIS ROOM. SHE SAID SHE THOUGHT IT WAS WITH DONNA THOUGH. SHE TOLD ME SHE WISHED HE WOULD JUST DUMP HER.

I WAS SHOCKED TO HEAR HER EVEN SAY THAT. SHE SAID SHE LIKED DONNA BUT SHE WAS JUST TOO CONTROLLING OF JEFF. SHE NEVER WANTED HIM TO HAVE FRIENDS THAT WERE GIRLS UNTIL NOW. SHE SAID SHE GUESS JEFF HAD HAD ENOUGH WITH HER TELLING HIM WHO HE COULD BE FRIENDS WITH. SHE SAID SHE KNEW I WAS TOO YOUNG FOR JEFF BUT SHE COULD SEE THAT HE REALLY LIKE ME NO MATTER HOW YOUNG I WAS. I TOLD HER I COULD TELL HE LIKED ME BUT I DID NOT THINK HE WAS JUST GONNA LEAVE DONNA FOR ME. SHE SAID SHE KNEW THAT BUT WAS GLAD THAT WE WERE "FRIENDS" SHE SAYS TO ME. WE WENT BACK INTO THE LIVING ROOM WITH THE SNACKS FOR US. SHE SAID THEY WOULD LEAVES US ALONE TO WORK AND THAT THEY HAD SOME BUSINESS TO TAKE CARE OF. THEY WOULD BE GONE FOR ABOUT 4 HOURS. I TOLD THEM IT WAS NICE TO MEET THEM. JEFF'S MOM SAID SHE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE MY FAMILY OVER FOR DINNER. I TOLD HER TO JUST LET ME KNOW WHEN AN WE WOULD BE THERE. JEFF CLOSED THE DOOR AND STARTED SMILING AT ME. HE CAME AND JUMPED ON ME AS I WAS SITTING ON THE COUCH. HE SAID THAT MEETING HIS PARENTS WAS NOT SO BAD. I TOLD HIM IT WAS NOT THAT BAD. I TOLD HIM THAT HIS MOM KNEW ABOUT US IN HIS BEDROOM THAT DAY. HE SAID HE FIGURED THAT OUT WHEN HIS DAD CAME TO HIM WANTING TO TALK TO HIM. I STARTED LAUGHING. I TOLD HIM HIS PARENTS R REALLY NICE. HE SAID HE COULD THAT HIS MOM REALLY LIKE ME A LOT. I TOLD HIM I LIKE HER A LOT TOO. HE DID NOT WANT TO GET OFF OF ME EITHER.

I TOLD HIM WE HAD WORK TO DO WITH THIS PARTY AN I NEEDED TO GET MY HOMEWORK DONE AS WELL. SO WE CAME UP WITH SOME IDEAS AN I GOT MY HOMEWORK DONE WHICH I THINK IS Y HE HELPED ME SO WE COULD HAVE MORE TIME WITH EACH OTHER. BUT THAT DID NOT WORK OUT CAUSE DONNA CAME TO HIS HOUSE. HE TRIED TO KISS ME WHEN THE DOOR BELL RANG. I ALREADY KNEW WHO IT WAS. WHEN HE OPENED THE DOOR, HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. I STARTED LAUGHING. SHE WAS SO PISSED. JEFF TOLD HER WE WERE JUST COMING UP WITH IDEAS FOR THE HOMECOMING DANCE. HE TOLD HER THE PRINCIPAL ASKED US TO DO IT. SHE TOLD HIM TO STOP LYING TO HER. I TOLD HER HE WAS NOT LYING AN I SHOWED HER THE PAPERS WE HAD FROM THE PRINCIPAL. SHE WAS LIKE AW AND ROLLED HER EYES AT ME. I TOLD JEFF I NEEDED TO GET HOME ANYWAY FOR DINNER. HE TOLD ME TO STAY AND HAVE DINNER WITH HIM SO WE COULD FINISH DISCUSSING THE PARTY. I TOLD HIM NO AN THAT DONNA WAS HERE. HE TOLD ME NO AND TOLD DONNA WE HAD WORK TO DO AND HE DID NOT NEED HER DISTRACTING US. HE TOLD HER HE WOULD SEE HER TOMORROW. I TOLD JEFF IT WAS FINE AND THAT WE CAN JUST FINISH THIS TOMORROW. HE LOOKED AT ME LIKE I BETTER STAY WITH HIM FOR THE NEXT FOUR HOURS. HE TOLD DONNA HE WOULD TALK TO HER TOMORROW AND THAT WE REALLY HAD WORK TO DO. OF COURSE U GUYS DID CHRIS SAYS SMILING AT ME. I TOLD HIM I WOULD CALL MY MOM AND LET HER KNOW THAT I WOULD BE STAYING WITH HIM FOR A FEW HOURS. I CALLED MY MOM LOOKING FOR HER TO TELL ME I NEEDED TO COME HOME BUT SHE TOLD ME TO STAY AND THAT SHE WOULD SEE ME WHEN I GOT HOME. I KEPT ASKING HER WAS SHE SURE AND SHE SAID YES, TOLD ME BYE AND HUNG THE PHONE UP. MY MOM STARTED LAUGHING. I EVEN TOLD HER THAT JEFF'S PARENTS WERE NOT GONNA BE THERE TOO.

SHE SAID SHE TRUSTED ME AND TO BE HOME BY 10 AGAIN. I TRUSTED U SHE SAYS TO ME. WOW KEVIN SAYS. I WAS STILL IN THE KITCHEN WHEN I FELT JEFF COME BEHIND ME. I TOLD HIM MY MOM SAID IT WOULD BE FINE FOR ME TO STAY WITH HIM FOR A FEW HOURS UNTIL HIS PARENTS CAME BACK HOME. HE JUST STARED AT ME. I ALREADY KNEW WHAT HE WAS GONNA DO. I STOP HIM REAL QUICK AND HE STARTED LAUGHING. I TOLD HIM WE HAD WORK TO DO AND WE NEEDED TO DO THAT. HE TOLD ME WE WERE ABOUT TO DO SOME WORK AS HE STARTED TO KISS ON ME. MY MOM EYES JUST GOT BIG. I CAN'T BELIEVE U TOO SHE SAYS TO ME. I STARTED LAUGHING. I AM SORRY MAMA I SAYS TO HER. I HAD NO IDEA HE WAS SAYING STUFF LIKE THAT TO U. THEN U KNEW WHAT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT AT A YOUNG AGE. WE KNEW A LOT OF STUFF AT OUR AGES MAMA MY SISTER TELLS HER. HE KEPT TRYING TO GET ME TO GO TO HIS ROOM. I TOLD HIM NO. HE WAS BEGGIN ME REAL HARD. I DID NOT WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH HIM AGAIN. THEN HE TOLD ME SOMETHING THAT I JUST COULD NOT EVEN SAY ANYTHING TOO. WHAT DID HE SAY TO U? CHRIS ASKED ME. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO SAY THIS. JUST TELL US MY SISTER SAYS. HE TOLD ME I COULD RIDE HIM LIKE I WANTED TO DO THE FIRST TIME WE HAD SEX. WOW MY MOM SAYS TO ME. HE SAID HE WANTED TO SEE WHAT I COULD REALLY DO TO HIM THIS TIME AROUND. WELL DAMN KEVIN SAYS LAUGHING. CHRIS WAS JUST STARING AT ME. LET ME JUST FINISH THIS STORY SO I CAN BE DONE WITH IT. CHRIS STOP LOOKING LIKE THAT AT ME AS HE JUST KEPT STARING AT ME. I THINK I HAVE HEARD ENOUGH OF THIS STORY CHRIS SAYS. AW STOP CHRIS I SAY TO HIM. I STILL TOLD JEFF NO ABOUT GOING TO HIS ROOM AS I LOOKED AT CHRIS.

WE HAD DINNER AND WATCHED SOME TV UNTIL IT WAS TIME FOR HIM TO TAKE ME HOME. WE HAD DOSED OFF ON THE COUCH WHEN HE PARENTS CAME BACK A LITTLE EARLY. THEY WOKE US UP AND MY PHONE STARTED RINGING CAUSE IT WAS 10. I TOLD MY MOM I WAS ON MY WAY AND THAT WE HAD FALLEN ASLEEP. JEFF'S MOM TOLD HER WE WERE SLEEP AND THAT JEFF WAS BRINGING ME HOME. SHE TOLD ME OK AND THAT SHE THOUGHT SOMETHING WAS WRONG. I TOLD I AM FINE. JEFF TOOK ME HOME AND BEFORE HE LEFT HE TOLD ME HE WAS GLAD I STAYED WITH HIM. HE REALLY DID NOT WANT TO STAY WITH DONNA ALL THAT TIME. I TOLD HIM I WAS GLAD I STAYED WITH HIM TOO. HE LEND IN AND KISS ME. WHEN WE BROKE FROM EACH OTHER, WE SAW MY MOM LOOKING AT US THROUGH THE WINDOW. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING AND HE GOT BACK IN HIS CAR AND WENT BACK HOME. I HAD FORGOT ABOUT THE HICKEY HE HAD LEFT ON MY NECK. SO I WAS TRYING TO COVER IT UP WITH MY HAND. BUT MY MOM ALREADY KNEW ABOUT IT. I TOLD MY MOM I WAS SORRY ABOUT BEING LATE. SHE JUST SMILED AT ME AND TOLD ME IT WAS FINE AND THAT I WAS ONLY 10 MINUTES LATE. SHE SAID IT SOUNDED LIKE I WAS SLEEP TOO. I WENT TO MY ROOM THINKING ABOUT WHAT HE WAS GONNA TRY AND DO THE NEXT DAY. SO NOW I AM DONE WITH THIS STORY AND WE CAN PUT THIS FOOD UP AND HEAD TO BED OURSELVES I TELL THEM. SOUNDS LIKE A PLAN TO ME MY MOM SAYS.

Oh my Jeff was a persistant little thing huh. And Donna was such a hater still, she seen how into Tamarah Jeff was and couldnt stand it, and the fact that he left a hickey on her neck and always wanted to be with her should have said it all lol. Donna a dumb hoe. LMAO at Tamarah mamma hearing the story aftr all this time too lol. Sad Tamarah had to get an abortion, but least she made it through the ordeal. Ugh I cant stand Donna hating asz. RUN IT!!!

HOW R U FEELING? I AM FINE CHRIS. I JUST REALLY DON'T LIKE TALKING ABOUT WHAT I DID BACK THEN TO MY CHILD. IT WAS SO HARD TO DO THAT TO SOMETHING THAT WAS SO INNOCENT EVEN THOUGH IT WAS NOT FULLY FORMED YET. LETS GO AND GET SOMETHING TO EAT. ALRIGHT CHRIS. WELL LOOK WHO DECIDED TO COME BACK DOWN KEVIN SAYS. SHUT UP I SAY TO HIM. HOW R U DOING? I AM BETTER KEVIN. THAT IS GOOD HE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW I JOKE WITH U A LOT BUT I AM SO SORRY ABOUT WHAT U HAD TO DO. I KNOW THAT WAS REALLY HARD FOR U. IT WAS KEVIN AND THANK U. I HOPE U GUYS R READY TO EAT MY MOM SAYS. THAT WE R CHRIS SAYS TO HER. R U SURE U R ALRIGHT? I AM FINE MAMA. THANKS FOR COOKING U GUYS. IT WAS NOT A PROBLEM AS MY MOM KISSED ME. HOW FAR ALONG WERE U? TAMEKAH. IT IS OK MA. I WAS ONLY A WEEK. AND DONNA WAITED 2 MONTHS BEFORE SHE TOLD JEFF SHE WAS PREGNANT. YEAH I KNOW SIS. I WAS SURPRISED I HAD GOT PREGNANT SO FAST THOUGH. IT TOOK JUST THAT ONE TIME WE HAD. CAUSE WE WERE STILL USING PROTECTION AT THE TIME. WE PROMISE WE THAT THIS STAYS BETWEEN US MY MOM SAYS. I EVEN TOLD CANDACE SHE BETTER NOT SAY A WORD ABOUT THIS TO KNOW ONE TOO. I WON'T SHE SAYS TO ME. I WILL MAKE SURE SHE DOES NOT TELL TOO LATASHA SAYS TO ME. I WANNA KNOW ABOUT YOUR SECOND YEAR IN HIGH SCHOOL CHRIS SAYS TO ME. OF COURSE U DO CHRIS. WELL MY SECOND YEAR WAS NOT THAT GOOD EITHER. MY SISTER AND EM WERE FINALLY HAPPY TO STARTING AT THAT SCHOOL. I GOT TO SCHOOL AND SAW ALL MY OLD FRIENDS AND I MADE SOME NEW ONES TOO. WE SHOWED MY SISTER AN EM AROUND THE SCHOOL. THEY PRETTY MUCH HUNG OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AN I THE WHOLE TIME.

I DID NOT MIND THEM HANGING OUT WITH ME AND MY FRIENDS. BUT I WAS NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING DONNA OR FACING JEFF AFTER WHAT WE HAD DONE. I WAS HAPPY THAT I HAD NOT SEEN HIM MOST OF THE DAY. UNTIL I WAS IN THE HALL GETTING SOMETHING FROM MY LOCKER, WHEN HE CAME UP BEHIND ME TOUCHING MY ASS. I TURNED AROUND AND HE HAD A BIG SMILE ON HIS FACE. HE ASKED ME WAS I AVOIDING HIM? I TOLD HIM YEAH I WAS. HE ASKED ME Y? I TOLD HIM HE ALREADY KNEW Y I WAS AVOIDING HIM. LUCKILY NO ONE WAS IN THE HALL WITH US. SHOULDN'T U GUYS HAVE BEEN IN CLASS? CHRIS ASKED. WELL I HAD A FREE PERIOD. AND SO DID JEFF. WE WERE JUST STANDING THERE TALKING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US. HE KEPT TRYING TO KISS ME. BUT I KEPT STOPPING HIM. I TOLD HIM THAT WE NEEDED TO STOP DOING THIS. HE TOLD ME NO AND THAT HE WAS HAVING SO MUCH FUN WITH ME. THEN THE PRINCIPAL CAME OUT AND CAUGHT US IN THE HALL. SHE TOLD US TO COME INTO HER OFFICE. JEFF TOOK MY HAND AS WE WENT INTO HER OFFICE. I WAS NOT LIKING THIS AT ALL. SHE JUST LOOKED AT US FOR A MOMENT. THEN SHE SAID WE WERE NOT IN TROUBLE. I WAS SO RELIEVE AT THAT POINT. SHE WAS JUST CONCERNED ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN GOING ON BETWEEN THE THREE OF US. I TOLD HER SHE HAD NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT. BUT SHE SAID THAT WHAT SHE SAW OUT IN THE HALL WAS NOT NOTHING. SHE SAID SHE WAS NOT GONNA GET INVOLVED IN THAT WITH US. JUST THAT SHE BETTER NOT SEE DONNA OR I FIGHTING AGAIN.

SHE WANTED US TO PLAN OUR HOMECOMING DANCE. JEFF SAID HE WOULD LOVE TO DO THAT. I TOLD HER I DON'T THINK THAT IS A GOOD IDEA US WORKING TOGETHER. SHE SAID THAT SHE RATHER FOR US TO DO THAN ANYBODY ELSE. SHE SAID SHE KNOWS THAT WE WILL GET THINGS DONE. WE WILL JEFF TELLS HER. DON'T I GET A SAY IN THIS? NO JEFF SAYS TO ME. IT WILL BE FINE HE SAYS TO ME. U GUYS CAN PICK WHO U WANT TO WORK WITH U GUYS TO HELP SHE SAYS. IF WE NEEDED ANYTHING TO JUST LET HER KNOW. JEFF SAID WE WOULD AND WE LEFT HER OFFICE. I COULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT JUST HAPPEN. I TOLD JEFF Y DID HER DO THAT. HE TOLD ME IT WAS GONNA BE FUN AND THAT NOW I COULD NOT HIDE FROM HIM IF I WANTED TO. I TOLD HIM I COULD IF I WANTED TO. BUT I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO HELP HIM WITH THIS PARTY. I WENT BACK TO MY LOCKER SO I COULD GET MY BOOKS FOR MY NEXT CLASS. HE JUST KEPT STARING ME AS I WAS GETTING MY STUFF. HE CAME BEHIND ME HOLDING ME REAL CLOSE TO HIM. HE STARTED KISSING ON MY NECK. HE DID DID HE? MY MOM SAYS. HE STARTED TO SUCK ON MY NECK AS I WAS TELLING HIM TO STOP. THE BELL HAD RUNG AS HE LET ME GO. HE TOLD ME HE WOULD SEE ME AFTER SCHOOL SO WE COULD TALK ABOUT THE PARTY AS HE KISSED ME. I SAW MY FRIENDS COMING TOWARD ME AS I WAS STILL AT MY LOCKER. WE SAW JEFF MY SISTER SAYS TO ME. I TOLD THEM I KNOW. THEY JUST KEPT STARING AT ME. THEN MY FRIEND MARQUITA TOOK OUT HER CAMERA AND TOOK A PICTURE OF ME. MY SISTER SAID THE IT LOOKS LIKE JEFF LEFT ME A LITTLE GIFT ON MY NECK. MARQUITA SHOWED ME THE PICTURE.

I COULD NOT BELIEVE HE DID THAT. NOW I HAD TO WALK AROUND WITH THIS ON MY NECK ALL OUT IN THE OPEN. THEN JUST SO HAPPENED WE HAD THE SAME CLASS TOGETHER FOR MY NEXT PERIOD. I WANTED TO SIT BY ONE OF MY FRIENDS BUT THEY PRETTY MUCH DID NOT WANT ME TO SIT WITH THEM. I WENT TO SIT DOWN AND JEFF CAME AND SAT RIGHT NEXT TO ME. THEN I SAW DONNA COME IN THE CLASS TOO. THIS WAS NOT ABOUT TO BE A GREAT CLASS. SHE WALKED RIGHT BY JEFF AND TOLD HIM TO COME SIT BY HER. HE TOLD HER HE COULD NOT CAUSE THERE WAS ONLY SEAT LEFT BY ANOTHER GIRL WHICH WAS HER FRIEND. SHE WAS PISSED LOOKING AT ME. JEFF LOOKED AT ME SMILING. WE HAD AN ART CLASS TOGETHER. I WAS SITTING THERE WORKING ON MY DRAWING WHEN I FELT JEFF PUTTING HIS HAND ON MY LEG. I KEPT TELLING HIM TO STOP AS HE WAS LAUGHING. I TOLD HIM IT WAS NOT FUNNY. I TOLD HIM TO STOP BEFORE HE GOT US IN TROUBLE. HE STARTED WHISPERING STUFF IN MY EAR AS I WAS STARTING TO COLOR MY PICTURE. I HAD NO IDEA JEFF WAS DOING THIS TO U MY SISTER SAYS TO ME. I DID NOT KNOW THIS TOO MY MOM SAYS. THE TEACHER STARTED TO WALK AROUND TO SEE HOW WE WERE DOING. THE TEACHER WALKED RIGHT BY JEFF AN I WAS AMAZED BY WHAT WE HAD DONE SO FAR. I SAW DONNA LOOKING AT US AS JEFF KEPT TALKING TO ME IN MY EAR. I TOLD HIM I WAS GONNA KILL HIM FOR PUTTING THAT HICKEY ON MY NECK. HE LOOKED AT MY NECK AND SAID HE DID NOT DO THAT SMILING AT ME. I TOLD HIM HE DID DO IT AS HE STARTED LAUGHING. HE TOLD ME WAS SORRY ABOUT DOING THAT. I TOLD HIM HE WAS NOT SORRY OTHERWISE HE WOULD NOT HAVE DONE THAT TO ME.

WHEN CLASS WAS OVER, I HURRIED UP TO LEAVE HIM IN THE CLASSROOM BUT HE GRABBED ME TO SIT BACK DOWN. DONNA TOLD HIM TO COME ON BUT HE TOLD HER HE WOULD CATCH UP TO HER. SHE TOLD HIM NO AN TO COME ON NOW. I TOLD HIM I WAS JUST SEE HIM AFTER SCHOOL FOR THE MEETING. HE TOLD ME NO AND TO SIT BACK DOWN. I TOLD HIM NO AND THAT I HAD TO GET TO MY NEXT CLASS. HE SAID HE WOULD WALK ME THERE. BUT JUST SO HAPPEN, WE HAD THE SAME CLASSES TOGETHER ALL THE WAY UP TIL THE LAST ONE. WOW CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I FOUND THAT REALLY STRANGE TOO. BUT NOT SO MUCH. JEFF WAS A SMART GUY AND DID NOT NEED TO TAKE THAT MANY CLASSES. BUT HE DID ANYWAY. HE WAS TRYING TO BE NEXT TO U I SEE CHRIS SAYS. I HAD FINALLY REALIZED THAT WHEN I START SEEING HIM IN MY OTHER CLASSES. IT WAS JUST A MESS. AFTER OUR LAST CLASS, THE COACH CAME UP TO ME ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO BE ON THE TEAM AGAIN. JEFF TOLD HER YES BEFORE I COULD SAY ANYTHING. I TOLD HER I DID NOT KNOW. SHE TOLD ME I DID NOT HAVE TO TRY OUT AND THAT THEY COULD REALLY USE ME ON THE TEAM. I TOLD HER I WOULD JOIN THE TEAM. SHE TOLD ME GOOD AND THAT PRACTICES WERE IN A FEW DAYS. JEFF WAS SO HAPPY I TOLD HER YES. MY SISTER AN EM CAME TO ME ASKING ME DID I KNOW IF THE SCHOOL HAD A CHEERLEADER TEAM OR POM POM SQUAD? I TOLD HER WE HAD A CHEERLEADER TEAM BUT NOT A POM POM SQUAD.

JEFF TOLD US THAT DONNA WAS CAPTAIN OF THE CHEERLEADER TEAM. THEY SAID THEY WOULD PASS ON THAT ONE. BUT I CAME UP WITH THE IDEA THAT WE SHOULD GET A POM POM SQUAD IN THE SCHOOL. WE REALLY LIKE DANCING INSTEAD OF THE CHEERING WITH ALL THAT MOVEMENT AND TALKING. SO I TOLD MY SISTER AN EM TO GO THE PRINCIPAL AND SEE IF WE COULD START THAT HERE. I TOLD THEM I WOULD WAIT ON THEM BUT THEY TOLD ME QUINCY WAS GONNA TAKE THEM HOME AND THAT JEFF WAS TAKING ME HOME. I WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL AS THEY WALKED OFF SMILING AT ME. I TOLD JEFF I WOULD WALK HOME AN THAT HE ALREADY HAD A PASSENGER TO TAKE HOME. THAT IS WHEN HE TOLD ME THAT DONNA HAD HER OWN CAR NOW. SO HE COULD GIVE ME A RIDE HOME ANY TIME HE WANTED TOO. I WENT TO MY LOCKER AND TOLD HIM NO THANKS. HE GRABBED MY HAND AS WAS PULLING ME TO HIS CAR. DONNA STOPPED US BEFORE WE GOT TO HIS CAR. SHE ASKED HIM WHAT WAS HE DOING? HE TOLD HER HE WAS ABOUT TO TAKE ME HOME. SHE TOLD HIM NO AN FOR ME TO WALK MY ASS HOME. SO THEY STARTED ARGUING AND I WALKED OFF TO WALK HOME. I HEARD JEFF CALLING OUT TO ME BUT I KEPT WALKING. I WAS HALF WAY DOWN THE BLOCK WHEN PULLED UP BESIDE ME AND GOT OUT THE CAR. HE OPENED THE DOOR AND TOLD ME GET IN. I TOLD HIM NO AND THAT I WOULD RATHER WALK HOME. AND IT WAS ABOUT TO RAIN TOO. I HAD AN UMBRELLA BUT HE DID NOT WANT ME OUT IN THE RAIN LIKE THAT. SO U WENT WITH HIM? YEAH I DID TREY. I TOLD HIM TO TAKE ME HOME BUT WE ENDED UP AT HIS HIS HOUSE. WOW CHRIS SAYS TO ME. HE WANTED ME TO MEET HIS PARENTS. WHAT? THEY ALL SAYS TO ME. DON'T ASK Y. I TOLD HIM NO. HE TOLD ME HE HAD ALREADY TOLD THEM ABOUT ME. I WAS LIKE WHAT? AT THAT POINT. HE SAID HE TOLD THEM WE WERE JUST FRIENDS. I WAS LIKE THIS CAN NOT BE HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. WE SAT IN HIS CAR FOR AT LEAST 20 MINUTES BEFORE WE WENT IN. AND I NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THIS TALKING I TELL THEM. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK AS I GO TO THE KITCHEN. HURRY BACK MY MOM SAYS TO ME. I STARTED LAUGHING CAUSE MOST OF THIS STUFF I HAD NOT TOLD HER ABOUT.

OMG she and Jeff planned on having kids, and she actually got pregnant but didnt tell him wow. And even sadder she got an abortion and never told Jeff. I really do hope nobody tell him about it. Now I cant belive Chris said he wants to have a baby with her. Man has he changed. He wants a baby whoa. Well alright then Chris make that happen lol. RUN IT!!!

WE SAW JEFF RUN OVER HERE MY SISTER SAYS. HE WAS CONCERNED ABOUT MY HAND. I TOLD HIM I WAS FINE AND HE WAS SAYING CHRIS HAD ME OUR THE GAME. HE DID TREY SAYS TO ME. YEAH BUT HE RAN LIKE IT U WERE DYING. WELL U GUYS SAW MY HAND ANGIE. U GUYS KNOW HOW MUCH HE STILLS CARES ABOUT ME AS A FRIEND. AND THAT IS ALL IT IS. HE TOLD CHRIS TO TAKE CARE OF ME BEFORE HE LEFT. HE LEFT QUICKLY CAUSE HE DID NOT WANT DONNA TO CAUSE ANY TROUBLE. WHAT WERE U GUYS TALKING ABOUT? MIKA ASKED. I WAS TELLING CHRIS ABOUT WHEN JEFF'S SON WAS BORN. I ASKED JEFF HOW HE WAS DOING AND HE SAYS HIS SON HAS BEEN ASKING ABOUT ME. THAT REALLY LOVES U MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH I KNOW. U WERE SO ANGRY ABOUT WHAT DONNA WAS DOING TO THAT BABY MY MOM SAYS. I WAS CAUSE U KNOW HOW MUCH JEFF WANTED THAT BABY. AN I UNDERSTOOD WHERE DONNA WAS COMING FROM TOO. BUT AT THE SAME TIME, SHE KNEW SHE COULD GET PREGNANT BY HIM. JEFF EVEN TOLD ME HE ASK HER TO GET ON THE PILL SO THAT WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPEN THAT QUICKLY. THEN WHEN IT DID, SHE WANTED TO GET RID OF IT. WHEN SHE HAD NO RIGHT TO JUST DO WITHOUT HIM KNOWING. U KNOW SHE WAS LOOKING FOR U TO COME TO SEE THE BABY THAT DAY THEY CAME HOME MY SISTER SAYS. SEE I SAY LOOKING AT CHRIS. SHE WAS JUST ALL IN OUR FACES SAYING HOW SHE FINALLY HAD SOMETHING TO KEEP JEFF AWAY FROM ME. SHE JUST WANTED TO RUB IT IN YOUR FACE THAT HE CHOSE TO BE WITH HER AND U MY SISTER SAYS. THAT IS Y I STAYED HOME. CAUSE I KNEW SHE WAS GONNA MAKE THAT DAY ABOUT HERSELF AND NOT THAT BABY. IF I HAD A WENT OVER THERE, SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN PISSED IF I HAD TOLD HER WHAT JEFF REALLY WANTED BEFORE HE CAME TO ME AND SAID HE HAD TO DO THE RIGHT THING AND BE WITH HIS SON.

WAIT CHRIS SAYS. WHAT DID HE TELL U? I AM NOT TELLING U GUYS THAT. WHATEVER IT WAS, U WERE IN YOUR ROOM CRYING YOUR EYES OUT MY MOM SAYS. I WAS BUT WHAT HE TOLD ME IS NOW LONG GONE. HE MADE HIS DECISION TO BE WITH HER AN I HAD TO LIVE WITH THAT. OH MY GOD MY SISTER SAYS AS I TURN AROUND ON THE STAIRS. I KNOW WHAT HE TOLD U SHE SAYS TO ME. WHAT? SIS. HE WANTED TO HAVE A BABY WITH U DIDN'T HE? SHE ASKED ME. I JUST STOOD THERE LOOKING AT HER. IS THAT TRUE? CHRIS ASKED ME. YES I SAY LOOKING AT HIM AS I WALKED INTO THE HOUSE. U GUYS WERE THINKING ABOUT PLANNING A FAMILY? MY MOM ASKED ME. YES WE WERE I SAY TO HER. NO WONDER U WERE CRYING SO BADLY. YEAH WELL THINGS DON'T ALWAYS GO AS U PLANNED THEM. AT THAT TIME, THEY DIDN'T. Y DIDN'T U TELL US? MY MOM ASKED ME. CAUSE THERE WAS NO POINT. JUST THINK ABOUT IT HURT SO MUCH THAT I JUST LET IT GO. I DID NOT SEE ANY REASON TO KEEP DWELLING ON IT. SO I JUST LET THINGS BE AND PUT ALL MY ENERGY INTO MY WORK. U REALLY DID WORK YOUR ASS OFF AFTER U GUYS BROKE UP MIKA SAYS. I NEEDED SOMETHING TO KEEP ME FOCUS. DID U GUYS EVER TRY TO GET PREGNANT? MY MOM ASKED ME. NOT AT FIRST BUT.................. BUT WHAT MAMA. U R NOT TELLING US EVERYTHING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED SHE SAYS TO ME. I JUST REALLY DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS OK. THAT STUFF HAPPENED IN THE PAST AN IT GONE. I HAVE MOVED ON AND HE HAS MOVED ON. BUT SOMETHING IS STILL HURTING U THOUGH SHE SAYS TO ME. MA PLEASE JUST LEAVE IT ALONE OK. I LEFT A TEAR RUN DOWN MY FACE. U GUYS HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THAT I DID NOT WANT TO DO WHAT I DID. BUT I HAD TO. WERE U PREGNANT BY HIM? CHRIS ASKED ME. I COVERED MY FACE AND JUST STARTED CRYING. OH MY GOD MY MOM SAYS LOOKING AT ME. I WAS PREGNANT BY HIM I TELL THEM. I WAS GONNA TELL HIM THAT DAY HE CAME AND TOLD ME HE HAD TO LEAVE ME TO BE WITH HER. WHEN HE SAID THAT, I JUST COULD NOT TELL HIM. I JUST FROZE.

I HATED MYSELF FOR NOT TELLING HIM I WAS AT THAT TIME. BUT I HAD TO THINK ABOUT MY LIFE AND MY CHILD'S LIFE. I DON'T THINK I WOULD HAVE BEEN ABLE TO DEAL WITH ALL THAT DRAMA THAT WAS GOING ON WITH THE THREE OF US. I COULD NOT PUT MY CHILD THROUGH ALL OF THAT. DONNA AN I GOING BACK FORTH WITH EACH OTHER. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN TOO MUCH ON ME AS A PERSON. I DID NOT WANT MY CHILD GROWING IN THAT KIND OF LIFE. I AM STILL DEALING WITH DONNA NOW. AND JUST THINK IF I HAD HAD THAT BABY ALONG WITH HERS. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN PURE HELL. AN I COULD NOT DO THAT TO MY CHILD OR TO MYSELF. THE LAST THING I WANTED TO DO WAS HAVE AN ABORTION. I KNOW I COULD HAVE I TOLD JEFF BUT I DID NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH ALL THAT DRAMA OF HIM COMING TO SEE HIS OWN SON OR DAUGHTER. DONNA TELLING HIM HE COULD NOT SEE THE BABY OR THAT HE DID NOT NEED TO BE WITH HIS OWN CHILD BECAUSE HE ALREADY HAD ONE WITH HER. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN TOO MUCH. I AM SORRY I DID NOT TELL U GUYS BUT I JUST HAD TO IT. I KNOW I HAD A CHOICE BUT I DID NOT WANT TO TAKE THAT CHANCE. SO PLEASE DON'T BE ANGRY WITH AS I STARTED CRYING. CHRIS JUST HELD ME. I WAS SO PISSED AT HER CAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE THE BABY AN I ENDED UP GIVING UP MINE. WE R NOT ANGRY WITH U MY MOM SAYS TO ME. I DO WISH U WOULD HAVE COME TO ME ABOUT THIS SHE SAYS. I KNOW THAT WAS SO HARD FOR U. BUT I DO UNDERSTAND Y U FELT LIKE U HAD TO DO WHAT U DID. U R RIGHT ABOUT THINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN HELL IF U HAD THAT CHILD RIGHT ALONG WITH DONNA MY MOM SAYS. I AM NOT ANGRY WITH U SHE SAYS. I AM GLAD U TOLD US THIS CAUSE WE KNEW SOMETHING WAS WRONG BACK THEN BUT U WOULD NOT TELL US SHE SAYS. I AM SO SORRY MAMA AS I STARTED TO CRY AGAIN. IT IS OK SHE SAYS HUGGING ME. IT IS OK SHE SAYS TO ME. I NEED TO GO UPSTAIRS I SAYS TO THEM. GO AHEAD MY MOM SAYS TO ME. I AM GONNA GO WITH HER CHRIS SAYS. WE WILL BE RIGHT DOWN HERE MY SISTER SAYS TO ME.

WOW TREY SAYS TO EVERYONE. I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE WHAT SHE WAS GOING THROUGH MY SISTER SAYS. I KNOW THAT WAS REALLY HARD ON HER TO DO THAT. BUT SHE NEVER SEEMED LIKE SOMETHING WAS WRONG. SHE WENT ABOUT HER DAY AS SHE ALWAYS DOES. ALL THIS TIME SHE COULD HAVE HAD THAT LIFE SHE WANTED BUT SHE LEFT JEFF BE WITH DONNA INSTEAD OF HER. WOW MY SISTER SAYS. HOW ABOUT WE GO AND FIX DINNER? MY MOM SAYS. I KNOW TAMARAH IS NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO WITH HER HAND AN ALL SHE SAYS TO THEM. AN ANOTHER THING, THIS DOES NOT LEAVE THIS HOUSE MY MOM SAYS TO THEM. CANDACE I AM ESPECIALLY TALKING TO U MY MOM SAYS TO HER. I KNOW U DON'T LIKE MY DAUGHTER BUT THIS CAN NOT GET BACK TO JEFF SHE SAYS TO THEM. I WON'T TELL CANDACE SAYS TO HER. I AM NOT PLAYING WITH U MY MOM SAYS. I PROMISE SHE SAYS LOOKING SCARED. ALRIGHT MY MOM SAYS. NOW LETS GO GET STARTED ON DINNER MY MOM SAYS. WE R JUST GONNA STAY IN HERE AND LET U GUYS HANDLE THE COOKING KEVIN SAYS. MY LOOKED AT HIM. SEE THAT IS NOT HOW THINGS WORK AROUND HERE MY MOM SAYS. EVERYBODY HAD TO HELP SHE SAYS. SO ALL OF YA'LL GET YA'LL ASSES UP AND COME HELPS US IN THIS KITCHEN SHE SAYS TO THEM. DON'T MAKE ME REPEAT MYSELF AS ALL OF THEM GOT UP AND THEY STARTED LAUGHING. I HOPE TAMARAH IT ALRIGHT UP THERE MY SISTER SAYS. SHE WILL BE FINE DRAKE SAYS TO HER. CHRIS IS WITH HER NOW AND HE WILL HELP HER GET THROUGH THIS. CHRIS CAME BEHIND AND WRAPPED HIS ARMS AROUND ME. I AM SO SORRY CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I KNOW THAT WAS SO HARD FOR U TO DO. IT WAS CHRIS. I HATED MYSELF FOR DOING THAT TO MY OWN CHILD.

I JUST COULD NOT PUT MY CHILD THROUGH ALL THAT DRAMA. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN REALLY HARD ON HIM OR HER. BUT U KNOW JEFF WOULD HAVE DID THE RIGHT THING. I KNOW CHRIS BUT THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN MORE PRESSURE ON HIM TOO. IT WAS BAD ENOUGH WATCHING HIM GO THROUGH THE THINGS HE WAS GOING THROUGH WITH DONNA. I JUST COULD NOT ADD TO THAT. I WANTED TO TELL JEFF SO BADLY THAT I WAS PREGNANT. I JUST COULDN'T BRING MYSELF TO DO IT. I LOVED HIM SO MUCH BUT HE HAD ALREADY MADE UP HIS MIND WHAT HE WANTED. I FELT LIKE IF I HAD TOLD HIM, THEN THINGS WOULD HAVE BEEN SO CONFUSING FOR HIM. I JUST DONNA WOULD HAVE REALLY BEEN PISSED IF DECIDED TO STAY WITH ME AND NOT HER. TOO MUCH PRESSURE CHRIS AS I TURNED TO FACE HIM. AS MUCH AS I LOVED JEFF, I HAD TO LET HIM GO. IT WAS SO HARD BUT I HAD TO DO IT. I REGRETTED NOT TELLING HIM BEFORE. BUT I DON'T KNOW. MY LIFE IS RIGHT WHERE I WANT IT TO BE. I KNOW I HAVE HAD SOME SET BACKS AND HAVE DONE SOMETHINGS I AM NOT PROUD OF, BUT I AM HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW. I HAVE A SUCCESSFUL BUSINESS WITH MY SISTER AND THE REST OF OUR FRIENDS. I FINALLY GOT TO MEET MY FAVORITE SINGER AND WHO I AM WITH NOW AS I SMILED AT HIM. I COULD NOT BE MORE HAPPIER RIGHT NOW. I LOVE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW. I THOUGHT I WAS NEVER GONNA FIND THAT PERSON TO LOVE ME AGAIN LIKE JEFF DID. BUT I DID CHRIS. U HAVE JUST BEEN SO AMAZING TO ME. U HAVE MADE ME HAPPY AGAIN AFTER A LONG TIME OF DATING AND TRYING TO FIND THAT LOVE AGAIN. I AM HAPPY TO HAVE U IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

WELL I AM TO BE IN YOUR LIFE TOO. U HAVE DONE SO MUCH FOR ME TOO IN A SHORT TIME WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER. I COULD NOT HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER LIFE TOO HE SAYS TO ME. WE BOTH HAVE A LOT OF BAGGAGE BETWEEN US. BUT WE HAVE MANAGE TO PASS ALL OF THAT AND FOUND EACH OTHER. I AM SO GLAD U R HERE RIGHT NOW CHRIS. I AM HAPPY I AM HERE TOO AS HE KISSED ME. ALRIGHT NOW CHRIS AS I BROKE FROM OUR KISS. HE JUST SMILED AT ME. DO U STILL WANT TO HAVE KIDS? I DO CHRIS. BUT MY LIFE HAS JUST BEEN SO BUSY THAT I HAVE NOT GIVEN IT MUCH THOUGHT. TIL YOUR MOM BROUGHT IT UP WHEN WE WANTED TO TALK TO HER ABOUT U MOVING HERE TO BE WITH ME. I COULD SEE THE LOOK ON YOUR FACE WHEN SHE SAID THAT CHRIS SAYS LAUGHING. IT KINDA SHOCKED ME THAT THAT WOULD BE THE FIRST THING THAT SHE SAYS TO US. WELL MY MOM WANT ME TO HAVE KIDS SO BADLY HE SAYS. BUT I HAD TO TELL HER THE TIME WILL COME. PLUS, THE WAY I WAS LIVING, I DID NOT NEED A CHILD AROUND THAT HE SAYS TO ME. I THINK MAYBE WE SHOULD HAVE THAT TALK THEN CHRIS SAYS SMILING AT ME. U REALLY THINK U R READY TO HAVE A BABY WITH ME? CAUSE U KNOW WE REALLY DON'T HAVE TO RUSH INTO ANYTHING CHRIS. I KNOW WE DON'T HE SAYS HOLDING ME. BUT NOW THAT I HAVE U, I KNOW I AM READY TO BE A FATHER HE SAYS. I ALSO KNOW I AM STILL YOUNG BUT I JUST THINK I WOULD BE READY NOW SINCE I HAVE U IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

MY LIFE HAS REALLY CALMED DOWN BEING WITH U. SO I THINK WE HAVE SOME TALKING TO DO HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. I GUESS WE DO CHRIS. I JUST THOUGHT U MIGHT NOW WANT TO HAVE KIDS SO SOON THOUGH. AT FIRST, YEAH. BUT I CAN SEE HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO U. U KNOW I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR U. EVEN HAVING A BABY WITH U AS HE TOUCHES MY STOMACH. I KNOW THAT I AM GONNA MAKE A GREAT FATHER AN U R GONNA BE A GREAT MOTHER. I AM NOT GONNA LIE BUT I MIGHT BE SCARED HE SAYS. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING. BUT I KNOW I HAVE U TO HELP ME THROUGH IT. WE HAVE EACH OTHER CHRIS. YES WE DO HE SAYS TO ME. U KNOW I LOVE RIGHT? I KNOW U DO CHRIS. I LOVE U TOO AS I KISSED HIM. HE PICKED ME UP AND CARRIED ME TO THE BED AS WE CONTINUED TO KISS EACH OTHER. HE GOT UP AND TOOK HIS SHIRT OFF. U JUST CAN NOT WAIT? NO I CAN'T HE SAYS TO ME. I THINK WE SHOULD GET STARTED ON MAKING THAT BABY RIGHT NOW HE SAYS TO ME. WE BARELY EVEN TALKED ABOUT THAT CHRIS. I THINK WE DID HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. WE BOTH AGREE WE WANT TO HAVE KIDS. SO Y NOT GET STARTED NOW. I STARTED LAUGHING AT HIM AS HE CLIMBED BACK ON TOP OF ME. R U SURE ABOUT THIS CHRIS? YEAH I AM HE SAYS LOOKING INTO MY EYES. BACK THEN I WOULD HAVE SAID THIS WAS NOT FOR ME. BUT I AM READY TO MAKE THIS MOVE. AS LONG AS I AM WITH U, I KNOW I AM READY. ALRIGHT CHRIS I SAY TO HIM. NOW LET DADDY HELP MAMA OUT OF THESE CLOTHES. I HELPED HIM TAKE MY CLOTHES AS HE CLIMB BACK ON TOP ME KISSING ME.

UPDATE TOMORROW. I HAVE A LONG 3 DAYS. MY DAD CAME HOME FROM THE HOSPITAL FROM HAVING A STROKE AND MY BROTHER, ME, AND MY OTHER 2 SISTERS HAVE BEEN CARING FOR HIM FOR THESE PAST THREE DAYS. SO I AM STILL TIRING CAUSE HE WAS NEEDING TO BE WATCHED 24 HOURS A DAY CAUSE HE WAS GETTING OUT OF BED IN THE HOSPITAL AND HERE AT HOME. SO IT HAS BEEN TIRING FOR ME. I BARELY GOT ANY SLEEP LAST NIGHT. BUT HOPEFULLY I WILL BE REFRESHED FOR TOMORROW.

Donna's a bytch, her moms a bytch. And that poor baby had to suffer because his moms a selfish bytch. Donnas jealousy toward Tamarah is rediculos. Im glad there child survived and Im glad Tamarah seen him a bit. Chris is so sweet kept making sure Tamarahs hand was okay awwww. Loved the add. RUN IT!!!

CAN U PLEASE STOP LOOKING AT MY HAND CHRIS? I AM SORRY HE SAYS. IT JUST LOOKED SO BAD. I KNOW IT DID CHRIS. BUT I AM FINE. STOP CHEATING TREY I YELLED OUT. I AM NOT CHEATING HE SAYS BACK TO ME. I GUESS NO MORE BALL FOR U. U R RIGHT CHRIS. I AM GONNA TAKE A BREAK FROM BALL FOR AWHILE. GOOD HE SAY TO ME. R U ALRIGHT? I AM FINE JEFF. DID U RUN ALL THE WAY OVER HERE. YEAH I DID AS HE IS TRYING TO CATCH HIS BREATH. U DIDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT. I KNOW BUT I SAW THE VIDEO AND YOUR HAND. I JUST HAD TO SEE IF U WERE ALRIGHT. WELL I AM FINE JEFF. THAT WAS QUITE A GAME U GUYS PLAYED. CHRIS HAD YO ASS THE WHOLE GAME. NO HE DID NOT. YEAH HE DID JEFF SAYS LAUGHING. U CAN GO BACK HOME IF U CAME OVER HERE TO MAKE FUN OF ME. NO HE CAN STAY CHRIS SAYS LAUGHING. WHATEVER I SAY TO THEM. SO HOW IS DONNA DOING? I REALLY DON'T KNOW ABOUT HER SOMETIMES. I MEAN WHAT WE HAD IS LONG GONE AND SHE STILLS THINKS THAT WE R DOING SOMETHING. SHE LET U COME OVER HERE TO CHECK ON ME? NO SHE DID NOT. BUT I DID NOT CARE WHAT SHE THOUGHT. U GOT HURT AN AS I FRIEND I WANTED TO MAKE SURE U WERE ALRIGHT. NOW THAT I SEE U R IN GOOD HANDS, I NEED TO GET BACK HOME BEFORE SHE BRINGS HER ASS OVER STARTED UP MORE S**T WITH U. ALRIGHT JEFF. HOW IS YOUR SON DOING? HE IS DOING GREAT HE SAYS TO ME. HE IS DOING REALLY WELL IN SCHOOL TOO. WHAT GRADE IS HE IN NOW? HE IS IN SECOND GRADE NOW. HE REALLY LIKE SCHOOL TOO. WELL THAT IS GOOD. U KNOW HE ASKS ABOUT U ALL THE TIME. BUT IT IS HARD TO EXPLAIN TO HIM Y U CAN'T SEE HIM OR Y HE CAN'T COME SEE U. BUT HE KNOW U R DOING FINE.

WELL TELL HIM I SAID HI OK. I WILL AND U TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER CHRIS. I WILL JEFF HE SAY TO HIM. SO U USE TO GO AND SEE HIS SON? WHATEVER U R THINKING CHRIS, IT WAS NOT LIKE THAT. I WOULD SEE HIM WITH HIS SON IF THEY WERE OUT HERE OR AT THE PLAYGROUND. I ALSO SAW HIS SON WHEN HE WAS A BABY TOO. JEFF WOULD COME BY TO VISIT ME AND HE WOULD BRING HIM BY. I USE TO ALWAYS TELL HIM I NEVER THOUGHT IT WAS A GOOD IDEA FOR HIM TO BRINGING HIS SON AROUND ME KNOWING HOW DONNA FELT. BUT HE WOULD TELL ME THAT THAT WAS HIS SON TOO. HE COULD TAKE HIM TO SEE ANYBODY HE LIKED. I WOULD WATCH HIM WITH HIS SON PLAYING SEEING HOW HAPPY JEFF WAS TO BE A FATHER. I REMEMBER SAYING HE WAS NOT READY BUT HE HAD TO DO THE RIGHT THING FOR HIS BABY. HE TOLD ME DONNA DIDN'T EVEN WANT TO HAVE THE BABY. HE CAME TO ME CRYING ONE DAY SAYING SHE WANTED TO HAVE AN ABORTION CAUSE SHE DIDN'T SEE THE POINT IN KEEPING IT. THAT WAS THE SAME DAY HE FOUND OUT SHE WAS PREGNANT. HE WENT TO TALK TO HER SAYING HE WANTED TO BE WITH HER AND THERE CHILD. BUT SHE THOUGHT OTHERWISE. I MEAN HE WAS CRYING HARD TOO. THIS WAS HIS FIRST CHILD AND HE DID NOT WANT HER TO GET RID OF IT. I TOLD HIM THAT HE JUST NEEDED TO TELL HE NOT TO DO IT. HE TOLD ME SHE SAID SHE WAS NOT READY. BUT HE SAID HE TOLD HER SHE WAS NOT HAVING AN ABORTION. THIS WAS HIS CHILD TOO. AN U KNOW SHE HATED THAT CAUSE HE WAS THE FATHER AND HE HAD A RIGHT TO SAY THAT SHE WAS NOT GONNA KILL THERE CHILD. EVEN IF SHE HAD TO CARRY IT AND SHE WAS NOT READY. HE WAS THE FATHER AND HE HAS HIS RIGHTS IN THAT SITUATION. I HAD NEVER SEEN HIM SO UPSET ABOUT THAT. HE HAD FINALLY CONVINCED HER TO KEEP THE BABY BUT WHEN I USE TO SEE THEM, SHE JUST REALLY DIDN'T SEEM LIKE SHE WANTED TO BE INVOLVED IN ANYTHING. JEFF HAD TO WATCH HER ALL THE TIME CAUSE SHE TRYING TO DRINK WITH THE BABY. WHAT? YEAH CHRIS. ONE DAY WE WERE SITTING OUT ON THE PORCH, WHEN JEFF AND DONNA CAME OUT THE HOUSE ARGUING. SHE HAD A BOTTLE OF SOME KIND OF LIQUOR IN HER HAND. JEFF WAS TRYING TO GET IT AWAY FROM HER. BUT SHE WOULD NOT GIVE IT TO HIM.

THE BOTTLE FELL TO THE GROUND AND JEFF WAS TELLING HER SHE WAS GONNA KILL THE BABY DOING THAT. SHE DID NOT CARE ONE BIT. IF SHE COULD NOT DRINK, THEN SHE WAS GONNA SMOKE. I MEAN SHE SMOKING WEED CHRIS. I WOULD SEE HER ALL THE TIME SMOKING IT WHILE JEFF WOULD BE AT WORK. I EVEN WENT TO HER AND TOLD HER TO STOP SMOKING OR SHE WAS GONNA MESS THE BABY UP. SHE TOLD ME TO MIND MY OWN BUSINESS. I TOLD HER THAT SHE KNOWS HOW MUCH JEFF WANTS THIS BABY. SHE SAID SHE DID NOT CARE. SO JEFF CAME TO ME ONE DAY TO VISIT. HE WAS SHOWING ALL THE THINGS HE HAD GOT FOR THE BABY. IT JUST LOOKED SO HAPPY. AND DONNA WAS MESSING THAT UP BY SMOKING. I STARTED TO CRY CAUSE IT WAS HURTING TO KNOW WHAT DONNA WAS DOING AN I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO TELL HIM CAUSE HE MIGHT HAVE THOUGHT I WAS LYING AN IT WOULD HAVE RUINED OUT FRIENDSHIP. I KNOW I DID NOT LIKE DONNA BUT I WAS NOT TRYING TO RUIN ANYTHING THEY HAD TOGETHER. HE WAS LIKE HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN THE ON CRYING. HE ASKED ME WHAT WAS WRONG? I TOLD HIM THAT IF I HAD TOLD HIM, HE MIGHT THINK I WAS LYING TO HIM AN I DID NOT WANT TO LOSE HIS FRIENDSHIP OVER IT. HE TOLD ME TO JUST TELL HIM. SO I TOLD HIM DONNA WAS SMOKING WEED ON THE PORCH OF THERE HOUSE. HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. HE DID NOT SAY A WORD TO ME. HE ASKED ME WAS I SURE ABOUT WHAT I SAW? I TOLD HIM YEAH. HE WAS SO PISSED CHRIS. HE JUST STORMED OUT OF MY HOUSE AND WENT TO HIS. I TRIED TO STOP HIM CAUSE HE WAS JUST SO ANGRY. I DID NOT WANT HIM TO DO ANYTHING STUPID. AS HE WAS LEAVING MY HOUSE, SHE WAS SITTING ON THE PORCH STILL SMOKING. THEY GOT INTO A HUGE ARGUMENT THAT DAY. SHE EVEN CAME AFTER ME CAUSE I HAD TOLD ON HER. EVEN THOUGH SHE HAD GOT CAUGHT IN THE ACT STILL. THEN THAT IS WHEN EVERYTHING WENT WRONG. DONNA STARTED HOLDING HER STOMACH. HER WATER HAD BROKE BUT SHE WAS ONLY 6 MONTHS INTO THE PREGNANCY. I CALLED 911 CAUSE SHE WAS JUST IN SO MUCH PAIN.

I HAD NEVER SEEN JEFF SO SCARED THAT DAY. THEY RUSHED HER TO THE HOSPITAL CAUSE SHE WAS NOT LOOKING TO GOOD. I TOLD JEFF I WOULD MEET HIM UP THERE. WHEN WE GOT TO THE HOSPITAL, JEFF WAS SO SCARED. HE HAD TOLD US THEY NEEDED TO DO A C-SECTION RIGHT AWAY. HE WAS SO SCARED OF LOSING THAT BABY. I WAS SCARED FOR HIM. JEFF SAID THEY HAD TO DO THAT TO DONNA IF THEY WANTED HER TO SURVIVE TOO. THEN MORE DRAMA CAME WHEN DONNA'S PARENTS SHOWED AND WAS FURIOUS I WAS EVEN THERE. I TOLD JEFF I WAS GONNA LEAVE BUT HE SAID NO. THAT I COULD STAY. I TOLD HIM IT WAS FINE AND THAT HE COULD JUST CALL ME TO LET ME KNOW HOW EVERYTHING GOES. DONNA'S MOM GOT IN MY FACE SAYING SHE HATED ME FOR WHAT I DID TO HER DAUGHTER. THEN JEFF GOT INTO HER FACE TELLING HER TO LEAVE ME ALONE AND THAT THIS WAS NOT ABOUT HER. I TOLD THEM TO STOP CAUSE EVERYONE WAS LOOKING AND THAT WE WERE STILL IN THE HOSPITAL. I TOLD THEM THIS WAS NOT ABOUT ANY OF US RIGHT NOW. I SAID DONNA IS IN THERE FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE AND SO IS THAT BABY. THEN DONNA'S MOM SAID SHE WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN IN THIS MESS IF SHE WOULD HAVE JUST GOT RID OF THE BABY IN THE FIRST PLACE. SHE TOLD JEFF THAT HE KNEW SHE WAS NOT READY FOR THIS. JEFF JUST GOT PISSED OFF AN MY BROTHER HAD TO GRABBED HIM TO TAKE HIM OUTSIDE TO COOL OFF.

I TOLD DONNA'S MAMA THAT JEFF HAD A RIGHT TO SAY THAT HE DID NOT WANT HER TO KILL HIS CHILD. SHE SAID SHE DID NOT CARE. HE WAS NOT THE ONE CARRYING THE BABY SHE SAYS TO ME. I TOLD HER BUT HE DID HELP MAKE THAT CHILD TOO. I TOLD HER AT LEAST HE STEPPED UP AND SAID HE WANTED TO HAVE THIS CHILD WITH DONNA. SOMEBODY ELSE WOULD HAVE TOLD HER TO HAVE THE ABORTION. BUT NOT JEFF I SAY TO HER. WE SAW JEFF WALK BACK IN AND DONNA'S CAME TO SEE HIM AS WELL. THE DOCTOR SAID DONNA WAS GONNA BE FINE. BUT THE BABY HAD SOME HEALTH COMPLICATION. HE WAS NOT BREATHING ON HIS OWN AND HE WAS UNDERWEIGHT CAUSE IT WAS TOO EARLY. BUT THE DOCTOR SAID HE SHOULD HAVE BEEN HEALTHY STILL. THAT IS WHEN THE DOCTOR SAID HE SMELLED WEED ON HER. JEFF TOLD THE DOCTOR THAT HE DIDN'T KNOW TIL EARLIER THAT SHE WAS DOING THAT. THE DOCTOR SAID THAT THE BABY WAS STABLE FOR NOW BUT WAS NOT LOOKING TOO GOOD. HE ALSO SAID THAT CHILD SERVICES WOULD BE COMING TO TALK TO HIM. THAT MAD HIM EVEN MORE MAD. I WAS SITTING THERE CRYING CAUSE I HATED THAT HE WAS GOING THROUGH THAT. I AM SORRY CHRIS. I STARTED TO TEAR UP A BIT. TALKING ABOUT IT STILL HURTS I TELL HIM. IT IS OK HE SAYS TO ME. THE DOCTOR SAID THAT THE FAMILY COULD GO SEE DONNA IF THEY LIKED BUT SHE REALLY NEEDED HER REST. JEFF SAID HE WANTED TO SEE THE BABY. HE DIDN'T WANT TO SEE DONNA. HE WAS JUST SO PISSED THAT HIS ONLY CHILD MIGHT BE TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM CAUSE SHE DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE THE BABY. JEFF ASKED ME TO GO WITH HIM TO SEE THE BABY. I COULD NOT SAY NO TO HIM. WHEN WE WENT TO SEE THE BABY, HE WAS JUST SO LITTLE AND PRECIOUS. JEFF JUST BROKE DOWN CRYING.

I TOLD HIM HE HAD TO STAY STRONG AND THAT HIS SON WAS GONNA BE FINE. I JUST FELT SO BAD AT THAT POINT. CHILD SERVICES CAME TO SEE JEFF AT THE HOSPITAL AND ASKING HIM ALL KINDS OF QUESTION ABOUT HIM AND DONNA. THEY EVEN ASK ME QUESTION TOO. JEFF HAD TO BE TRUTHFUL ABOUT THINGS WHICH HE HATED. BUT CHILD SERVICES DECIDED NO TO TAKE THE BABY AWAY FROM HIM. THEY COULD SEE THAT HE REALLY WANTED THAT CHILD AND THEY BELIEVED HIM WHEN HE SAID HE HAD NO IDEA SHE WAS SMOKING WITH THE BABY. THE BABY WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR THE NEXT 2 MONTHS. THERE WERE TIMES WHEN JEFF THOUGHT HE WAS GONNA LOSE HIS SON. BUT THAT BABY JUST GOT STRONGER AND STRONGER IN THOSE TWO MONTHS. DONNA HAD TO GET COUNSELING BEFORE JEFF WOULD LET HER NEAR THE BABY. I PRAYED EVERY NIGHT FOR HIS SON TO PULLED THROUGH THAT. AND HE DID. DONNA GOT BETTER BUT WAS STILL BITTER TOWARD ME. THE DAY JEFF AND DONNA BROUGHT THE BABY HOME, I DID NOT GO TO SEE THE BABY. IT JUST DID NOT FEEL RIGHT AN I DID NOT WANT TO CAUSE ANY DRAMA. MY SISTER AN EM ON THE OTHER HAND WENT TO SEE THE BABY. EVEN THOUGH THAT DAY WAS ABOUT THE BABY, I KNEW DONNA WOULD TRY AND MAKE A SCENE IF I WAS THERE. SO I STAYED HOME. THE NEXT DAY I GOT TO START WORKING WHEN, I SAW JEFF COMING TOWARD MY HOUSE. I WENT TO MEET HIM AT THE DOOR.

AT FIRST I DID NOT EVEN WANT TO ANSWER THE DOOR. BUT HE HAD ALREADY SEEN THAT I WAS WOKE. I OPENED THE DOOR AND HE SAID HE WAS MAD AT ME. I ALREADY KNEW Y HE WAS MAD. I TOLD HIM I WAS SORRY FOR NOT COMING. I TOLD HIM I THOUGHT IT WAS FOR THE BEST. HE SHOWED ME THE BABY AND HE WAS SO CUTE. HE LOOKED JUST LIKE JEFF TOO. HE TOLD ME THE DOCTORS SAID HER WAS GONNA BE JUST FINE. I TOLD HIM THAT WAS GREAT NEWS. HE LET ME HOLD HIM TOO. HE WAS JUST SO ADORABLE. HE TOLD ME DONNA WAS DOING BETTER TOO. I TOLD HIM THAT WAS GOOD. HE SAID HE CAME BY TO THANK ME FOR BEING SUCH A GOOD FRIEND TO HIM. I TOLD HIM IT WAS NOT PROBLEM. HE SAID HE DID NOT THINK HE WOULD HAVE GOT THROUGH ANY OF THAT IF IT WAS NOT FOR ME. HE SAT WITH ME FOR ABOUT AN HOUR BEFORE HE HAD TO LEAVE BEFORE DONNA CAME LOOKING FOR HIM. HE THOUGHT THAT I WOULD WANT TO SEE THE BABY TOO. I WAS GLAD TO SEE THAT BABY. JEFF WAS SO HAPPY AND READY TO A FATHER. HE EVEN ASKED ME TO WATCH THE BABY FOR HIM. I REALLY DID NOT WANT TO DO THAT. IF DONNA HAD FOUND OUT, IT WOULD HAVE BEEN HELL. BUT JEFF HAD NO CHOICE CAUSE HE WAS WORKING AND SHE WAS STILL NO READY TO WATCH THE BABY. BUT SHE WOULD NOT RATHER HER OWN MOM TO WATCH THE BABY THAN ME. BUT JEFF DID NOT TRUST HER MOM.

SO I HELPED HIM OUT WHEN HE NEEDED IT. BUT DONNA DID NOT LIKE THAT ONE BIT. SO JEFF DECIDED TO WORK FROM HOME SO HE COULD WATCH THE BABY. I LOOK BACK NOW WHEN HE WAS BORN AND SEE HOW MUCH HE HAS GROWN UP. JEFF REALLY IS A GOOD FATHER. DONNA PRETTY MUCH WANTED ME TO STAY AWAY FROM HER SON. SO JEFF STOP BRINGING HIM BY TO SAY HI, I WOULD NOT SPEAK TO THEM WHEN THEY WERE HERE AT THE COURT OR ANYWHERE. BUT THAT IS HOW THINGS R SOMETIMES CHRIS. Y DOES HE STAY WITH HER? HE LOVES HER. BUT I THINK SHE JUST STAYED CAUSE SHE DID NOT WANT ME TO HAVE HIM. U DON'T THINK SHE LOVES HIM? MAYBE. I DON'T KNOW. SHE SAYS SHE DOES BUT I REALLY DON'T THINK SO. I AM READY TO GO HOME AND EAT NOW AS I GET UP. R U OK? I AM HURTING A LITTLE BIT FROM THAT FALL. YA'LL READY TO GO? YEAH WE R I SAY TO THEM. WELL LETS GO HOME THEN MY SISTER SAYS.

Finally Candace isnt being too much of a bytch, bout time. Aww Tamarah was giving Chris a run for his money till she fell down. Chris is so sweet kept apologizing and asking her was she okay. Danielles a hating ass bytch. Jealous ass heffa. Awe theyre gonna go home and share a bath too sweet. Loved the add. RUN IT!!!

R U DONE UP THERE YET? I AM COMING NOW U GUYS. ABOUT TIME MY SISTER SAYS TO ME. OK WHAT R U WEARING? CHRIS ASKED ME. WHAT? U DON'T PLAY BALL IN THAT DO U? SOMETIMES I DO. BUT I THOUGHT SINCE I AM PLAYING U, I THOUGHT THIS WAS THE PERFECT OUTFIT. SO I HOPE U WILL BE ABLE TO KEEP YOUR FOCUS CHRIS. SO THIS IS WHAT U CALL PLAYING BALL? NO BUT WHEN PLAYING U, U DO BECOME DISTRACTED WITH ME AS I KISSED HIM. HAS SHE PLAYED BALL IN THIS OUTFIT? YEAH SHE HAS ALL MY GIRLS SAYS. THAT IS MOST OF THE TIME GUYS WERE COMING TO SEE HER PLAY. BUT EVEN IF SHE WAS DRESS DOWN, THEY STILL WANTED TO SEE HER PLAY MY SISTER SAYS. SHE REALLY ONLY DOES THIS AS TREAT FOR THE GUYS. REALLY? CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I STARTED LAUGHING. I THINK SHE DID THIS CAUSE SHE KNOWS GUYS R GONNA BE LOOKING AT HER AN U R NOT GONNA LIKE THAT ANGIE SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING AS WE WALKED OUT THE DOOR. DON'T U GUYS EVER GO HOME? NO WE DO NOT DON SAYS. AND DAMN HE SAYS TO ME. IT SEEMS THAT U R THE TALK AROUND HERE THIS MORNING AN IT IS NOT BECAUSE OF WHAT U HAVE ON RIGHT NOW. LET ME GUESS, DONNA? YUP DON SAYS. SHE IS REALLY PISSED AT U ABOUT TALKING TO JEFF. I THOUGHT U CALLED THE GAME OFF WITH JEFF? I DID BUT CHRIS WANTS TO BE MY VICTIM AGAIN I TELL HIM. HE JUST SMILED AT ME. NOW CHRIS CAN PLAY DON SAYS. I KNOW HE CAN PLAY. BUT HE IS GONNA HAVE TO BRING EVERYTHING FOR THIS GAME THOUGH. THAT FIRST TWO GAMES WE PLAYED WERE JUST FOR FUN. THIS ONE RIGHT HERE IS FOR REAL. OK CHRIS SAYS TO ME. SO EVERYTHING GOES IN THIS GAME? YEAH IT DOES. WOW HE SAYS TO ME.

HEY YA'LL. HEY LATASHA. TAMARAH U LOOK GREAT. THANK U. WHERE IS YO SISTER? SHE IS ON HER WAY HERE. SHE IS STILL ANGRY ABOUT SHE HAS TO HELP U. WELL RIGHT NOW U CAN HELP ME OUT BY HOLD THIS STUFF FOR ME WHILE I PLAY THE GAME. WELL HELLO TO U. HEY CANDACE SAYS WITH AN ATTITUDE. U KNOW THAT ATTITUDE IS NOT GONNA MAKE THIS GO ANY FASTER. I KNOW I TOLD YA'LL I NEEDED HELP ON A NEW VIDEO. BUT TODAY I WILL NEED U GUYS TO HELP ME OUT WITH THIS GAME. U DIDN'T SAY WE HAD TO THIS TOO. WELL NOW U DO. U REALLY THOUGHT THAT HELPING ME OUT WITH A VIDEO WAS GONNA BE IT? UM YEAH. WELL U WERE WRONG. CAUSE SEE HELPING ME COME UP WITH THE IDEA WOULD HAVE BEEN JUST THE BEGINNING. YA'LL R GONNA HELP ME DIRECT THE VIDEO TOO. I AM NOT DOING THAT. YES U R. AN I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANOTHER WORD ABOUT IT. U SHOULD HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT THAT BEFORE U BROKE MY EARRINGS. IT IS GONNA TAKE MORE THAN JUST HELPING ME WITH IDEAS TO PAY BACK WHAT U OWN ME. SO U CAN SIT DOWN AND HELP YOUR SISTER OUT WITH MY THINGS. AND DON'T THINK ABOUT TRYING TO LEAVE EITHER. WHATEVER. WHAT WAS THAT? I SAID OK SHE SAYS SMILING AT ME. U READY FOR THIS GAME CHRIS. OF COURSE I AM HE SAYS GETTING IN MY FACE. OK DO U GUYS NEED A ROOM? WE HERE KEVIN SAY TO US. NO WE DON'T CHRIS SAYS TO HIM STILL LOOKING AT ME. U GUYS R GONNA PLAY 2 10 MINUTE GAMES MY SISTER SAYS. WHOEVER HAS THE MOST POINTS WIN SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT I SAY TO HER. LET PLAY CHRIS.

LETS GO HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. I WILL BE U GUYS REFEREE DON SAYS TO US. THIS IS GONNA BE AN INTERESTING GAME HE SAYS TO US. YEAH IT IS CHRIS SAYS LOOKING AT ME. U GUYS CAN CALL YOUR OWN TIMES OUTS. WHO WANTS TO START? SHE CAN START CHRIS SAYS TO ME. HERE IS THE BALL TAMARAH. WHEN I BLOW THE WHISTLE U GUYS CAN START. READY GO DON SAYS. I MOVED BACK TO THE 3 POINT LINE AND SHOT A THREE. I HEARD EVERYONE CHEERING FOR ME. NICE SHOT CHRIS SAYS TO ME. THANKS. CHRIS STARTED DRIBBLING THE BALL TOWARD ME. HE TRIED TO DRIVE IN BUT I DIDN'T LET HIM. SO HE BACK AWAY AND HIT A JUMP SHOT FOR 2. WE KEPT PLAYING UNTIL WE I HAD 30 POINTS TO HIS 32. WE PLAYED THE WHOLE TEN MINUTES WITHOUT ANY TIME OUTS. THAT WAS A NICE FIRST QUARTER CHRIS SAYS TO ME AS WE R RESTING BEFORE WE START THE NEXT GAME. I AM UP BY 2 NOW. NOT FOR LONG CHRIS I SAY TO HIM. U R LOOKING KINDA TIRED CHRIS. I AM FINE HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. DON'T WORRY ABOUT HIM CANDACE SAYS TO ME. U KNOW U R REALLY GETTING INTO THIS GAMES CANDACE. I DID NOT KNOW HOW MUCH FUN IT CAN ACTUALLY BE. THEN AGAIN U GUYS R PLAYING EACH OTHER LIKE U HAVE NEVER MET. BOTH OF U R SO COMPETITIVE SHE SAYS. THEY R JUST LETTING OFF SEXUAL TENSION LATASHA SAYS TO HER. WHATEVER I SAY TO HER. U KNOW THAT IS WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE MY SISTER SAYS. I AM DONE WITH MY TIME OUT NOW. BRING YO ASS ON CHRIS I SAYS TO HIM. U GOT THIS CHRIS KEVIN SAYS TO HIM. YEAH I SAID THAT TAMARAH. I AM ROOTING FOR MY BOY RIGHT NOW. DON HANDED ME THE BALL AS HE BLEW THE WHISTLE. I SHOT UP ANOTHER THREE AND HIT IT. MY GIRLS STARTED CHEERING AS THE GUYS WERE BOOING ME.

CHRIS DROVE TOWARD ME AS I STOLE THE BALL FROM HIM AND MADE A JUMP SHOT FOR A TWO. THE SCORE IS NOT 35 TO 32 CHRIS. THAT IS FINE HE SAYS TO ME. HE DRIBBLE THE BALL BACK AND SHOT A THREE TO TIE THE GAME. THE GUYS WERE CHEERING. I STARTED LAUGHING AS THE GIRLS WERE BOOING. WE PLAYED DOWN TO THE GAME WAS TIED AT 52. IT WAS ONLY A MINUTE LEFT IN THE GAME. LAST MINUTE TAMARAH. JUST GIVE ME THE BALL CHRIS. COME ON TAMARAH I HEAR MY GIRLS YELL OUT TO ME. U GOT THIS CHRIS I HEAR THE GUYS YELLING OUT TO HIM. I STARTED TO DRIBBLE THE BALL IN AS I WENT AROUND FOR A LAYUP FOR TWO POINTS. I HEAR MY GIRLS SCREAMING AND YELLING. IT WAS NOW 54 TO 52. CHRIS TRIED FOR A THREE AND MISS AS I WENT TO GET THE BALL. I WENT TO SHOT FOR TWO AND MISS AS CHRIS HAD THE BALL. AS CHRIS WAS GOING IN FOR A SHOT, HE COULD NOT GET IT OFF. HE STARTED TO BACK ME DOWN SO HE COULD TIE THE GAME. HE BACK ME DOWN TO HARD AND I FELL REALLY HARD AS HE SCORED 2 POINTS AND THE GAME WAS OVER. AW DAMN I HEAR MY SISTER SAYS AS I WENT DOWN HARD. I WAS LAYING THERE WITH MY HEAD TO THE GROUND. TAMARAH R U ALRIGHT I HEAR CHRIS ASKED ME. I AM FINE CHRIS AS I LOOKED AT MY HAND AS IT WAS BLEEDING PRETTY BADLY. OH MY GOD TAMARAH AS MY SISTER GRABBED MY HAND. I SAID I AM FINE U GUYS. LET ME HELP U UP CHRIS SAYS. THIS IS Y I DON'T LIKE WHEN U PLAY LIKE THIS MY MOM SAYS TO ME. I AM ALRIGHT MAMA. LET ME SEE YOUR HAND CHRIS SAYS TO ME.

I WAS CRYING A LITTLE TOO. U R NOT FINE MY MOM SAYS. I AM FINE. IT JUST HURTS THAT IS ALL. I WENT AND GOT MY FATHER DON SAYS. U KNOW THIS IS A HABIT WITH U TAMARAH. HELLO TO U TOO DR. ROBERTS. LET ME SEE YOUR HAND HE SAYS. CAN U MOVE YOUR FINGERS? I STARTED TO MOVE THEM. THAT IS GOOD. NOW CAN U MAKE A FIST. IT HURT SO MUCH TO MAKE A FIST. WELL NOTHING IS BROKEN SO U R GONNA BE FINE. I KNOW IT HURTS TO MAKE A FIST CAUSE U SCRAPE THE SKIN BADLY. THIS MIGHT BURN HE SAYS TO ME. SOMEONE MIGHT WANNA HOLD HER DR. ROBERTS SAYS. I WILL HOLD HER CHRIS SAYS TO HIM. U REALLY DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT CHRIS. I THINK HE DOES THE DR. SAYS TO ME. GO AHEAD DR. CHRIS SAYS. AAAAHHHHHH I SCREAMED OUT AS HE POUR A CLEANSER OVER MY HAND. IT WAS HURTING SO BAD. I STARTED CRYING AS HE WAS POURING IT ON MY HAND. HE STARTED TO WIPE MY HAND. CHRIS WAS HOLDING ME SO TIGHTLY. I AM DONE TAMARAH HE SAYS TO ME. R U OK? I AM FINE DR. AS WRAPPED MY HAND FOR ME. I AM GONNA LEAVE THESE EXTRA BANDAGES AND THIS CLEANSER FOR U. ALRIGHT DR I SAYS TO HIM. I HOPE I WILL NOT SEE U AGAIN FOR ANOTHER BASKETBALL INJURY HE SAYS TO ME. I HOPE NOT EITHER I SAY TO HIM. R U OK? MY SISTER ASKED ME. I AM FINE I TELL HER. CHRIS U CAN LET ME DO NOW. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO HE SAYS TO ME. I AM FINE AS I LOOKED AT HIM. U GUYS GAME ENDED N A TIE TREY SAYS. LOOKS LIKE IT IS A DRAW. THAT IS FINE CHRIS SAYS. I AM JUST GLAD U R OK. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT KNOCKING U DOWN LIKE THAT. IT IS ALRIGHT CHRIS.

HOW ABOUT WE LEAVE THESE TWO ALONE AND WE GO PLAY SOME BALL ANGIE SAYS. U TOO CANDACE MY SISTER SAYS. U CAN JUST LEAVE MY STUFF RIGHT THERE CANDACE. UM MAMA MY SISTER SAYS. THAT MEANS U TOO. I DON'T HAVE TO PLAY BALL SHE SAYS. YEAH U DO MAMA. BUT I WANNA SIT DOWN SHE SAYS. U JUST WANNA EASE DROP ON THEM. R U REALLY ALRIGHT? CHRIS I AM FINE. DON'T DO THIS TO YOURSELF AGAIN. IT WAS GAME AN I FELL. THIS STUFFS HAPPENS I TELL HIM. SO DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP ABOUT THIS. HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. U REALLY NEED TO STOP LOOKING SAD LIKE THIS. U R NOT THE ONLY PERSON THAT HAS HURT ME WHILE PLAYING A GAME LIKE THIS ONE. THAT GAME I HAD WITH JEFF, I GOT BANGED UP PRETTY BADLY TOO. BUT THEY WERE JUST ACCIDENTS CHRIS. JUST LIKE THIS ON WAS. IS THAT WHERE THAT SCAR ON YOUR BACK AND LEGS CAME FROM? YEAH THEY DID. I DID NOT KNOW U EVEN NOTICE THEM. THEN AGAIN U DID KISS ON THOSE AREAS TOO AS I LOOKED AT HIM. I JUST DIDN'T REALIZE IT UNTIL NOW. DID THOSE HURT TOO? THEY DID BUT IT WAS NOT THAT BAD. BUT U JUST PLAY SO HARD WITH GUYS. I KNOW I DO CHRIS. THIS IS WHO I AM. BUT U R STILL A WOMAN TOO. I KNOW THAT TOO CHRIS. SOME TIMES I JUST HAVE TO SEE IF I CAN PUSH MYSELF TO BE JUST AS GUYS R. I NEVER WANT WHOEVER I PLAY TO TAKE IT EASY ON ME CAUSE I AM A WOMAN. I PLAY JUST AS GOOD AS ANYBODY OUT HERE. BUT I COULD HAVE REALLY HURT MY BABY HE SAYS HOLDING ME. NO U COULDN'T CHRIS. NOW CAN U PLEASE JUST LET THIS GO AS I KISSED HIM. ALRIGHT I WILL LET THIS GO HE SAYS. GOOD.

BUT U KNOW IF I HAD NOT FELL, U WOULD NOT HAVE MADE THAT SHOT CHRIS. YEAH I WOULD HAVE HE SAYS TO ME. OK CHRIS I SAYS TO HIM. STOP CHRIS AS HE TICKLING ME. EVEN WHEN U R HURT, U STILL TALK S**T. I KNOW I DO. GREAT GAME U TWO. IT WAS SO FUNNY WATCHING U FALL ON YOUR ASS TOO DANIELLE SAYS TO ME. THAT WAS NOT FUNNY SEAN SAYS TO HER. IT WAS TOO ME. HOW IS YOUR HAND? IT IS FINE SEAN. THERE IS A GOOD AMOUNT OF BLOOD OUT HERE. I AM GONNA BE FINE. THANKS FOR ASKING. WE R GONNA LEAVE U GUYS ALONE SEAN SAYS. COME ON DANIELLE SEAN SAYS TO HER. WOW CHRIS SAYS. HE ACTUALLY WAS SINCERE AND CARE WHEN U FELL. HE IS REALLY NOT A BAD GUY. HE CAN BE NICE SOMETIMES CHRIS. BUT I REALLY WANTED TO RING DANIELLE BY HER DAMN NECK THOUGH. I GET HOME, I AM TAKING A NICE LONG BATH. THAT SOUNDS LIKE A GOOD IDEA HE SAYS TO ME. I DID NOT MEAN US CHRIS AS I WAS TRYING NOT TO LAUGH. WHAT? HE SAYS TO ME. I STARTED LAUGHING. I WAS ONLY KIDDING CHRIS. U KNOW I WANT U THERE WITH ME. U BETTER HE SAYS TO ME. WE SAT THERE WATCHING OUR FRIENDS PLAY BALL TOGETHER.

Well Im glad Tamarah mom wasn't super upset about her sleeping with Jeff. Now this heffa Donna needs to grow up. Tamarah ain't looking at Jeff like that no more. She has Chris fyne ass now. She don't want him. Plus he's made a family with Donna Tamarah ain't no home wrecker. Jeff needs to get his girl together. Now I can't wait for this bball game with she and Chris it's going down. Lmao at Chris gettin mad cause Donna interrupted his freak session with Tamarah. RUN IT!!!

I WOKE UP THE NEXT THE MORNING THINKING ABOUT THAT STORY I HAD TOLD THEM LAST NIGHT. IT WAS CRAZY CAUSE I HAD NOT TALK ABOUT THAT EVER. I SAW CHRIS SITTING UP ON THE BED LOOKING AT ME. GOOD MORNING BAE. GOOD MORNING CHRIS. WHAT R U DOING UP SO EARLY? I GOT I CALL FROM MY MOM SAYING SHE MADE BACK HOME SAFELY. THAT IS GOOD. WERE U THINKING ABOUT THAT STORY I TOLD U LAST NIGHT? NO HE SAYS TO ME. STOP LYING CHRIS. OK MAYBE I WAS HE SAYS. I AM JUST SURPRISE THAT U HAD SEX WITH HIM AT YOUR AGE. I WAS SHOCKED TOO AFTER I HAD WOKE UP THE NEST MORNING AND REALIZED WHAT I HAD DONE. I WOKE UP THINKING THAT IT WA DREAM UNTIL JEFF TEXT ME SAYING HE ENJOY WHAT WE DID LAST NIGHT. THEN I KNEW IT WAS REAL. HOW DID U FEEL? I FELT SOAR STILL AS I STARTED LAUGHING. CHRIS JUST LOOKED AT ME. U KNOW U WANNA LAUGH CHRIS. NO I DON'T HE SAYS TO ME. YEAH U DO. I WAS REALLY WAS SCARED THOUGH WHAT MY MOM WAS GONNA SAYS WHEN SHE FOUND OUT ABOUT WHAT I DID. I GOT UP AND TOOK MY SHOWER GETTING READY FOR THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL. MY MOM CAME IN AND SAD SHE WANTED TO TALK TO ME BEFORE I LEFT. I WAS SO SCARED AND MY HEART WAS BEATING SO FAST. I DID NOT WANT TO TELL HER WHAT I DID. SHE SAT DOWN ON MY BED ND JUST LOOKED AT ME FOR A MOMENT. SHE ASKED ME WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY? I JUST COULD NOT SAY ANYTHING. I TOLD HER I WENT FOR A WALK TO DO SOME THINKING. SHE SAID AND? I TOLD HER THAT WAS IT. SHE ASKED ME SO U DIDN'T SEE JEFF YESTERDAY? I TOLD HER I DID BUT WE REALLY DIDN'T TALK MUCH. I JUST REALLY WANTED TO GET OUT THERE CAUSE I JUST DID NOT WANT HER TO KNOW.

SHE TOLD ME TO SIT BACK DOWN AND THAT SHE ALREADY KNEW WHAT I HAD DONE. U KNOW MOTHER'S KNOW THOSE KINDS OF THINGS. SHE SAID SHE KNEW THE DAY WOULD COME BUT SHE DIDN'T THINK I WOULD LOSE MINE SO FAST. I TOLD HER I WAS SORRY. BUT SHE SAID SHE WAS NOT MAD AT ME. SHE SAID SHE WISH I WOULD HAVE WAITED AND THAT SHE THOUGHT MY SISTER WOULD LOSE HERS WAY BEFORE I DID. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING AT THAT. SHE SAID I HAD A GLOW TO ME WHEN I CAME IN THE HOUSE LAST NIGHT. SHE ASKED ME DID WE USE PROTECTION? I TOLD HER NO AT FIRST. SHE COMPLETELY FLIPPED OUT. I HURRIED UP ND TOLD HER WE DID USE PROTECTION. I STARTED LAUGHING. SHE TOLD ME NOT TO DO THAT AGAIN TO HER. I TOLD HER I WAS SORRY. I WOULD NOT FORGET THAT I TELL HER. SHE ASKED HOW DID I FEEL? I TOLD HER I DON'T FEEL DIFFERENT OR ANYTHING. I TOLD HER A LITTLE SOAR STILL BUT I WAS GONNA BE FINE. SHE STARTED LAUGHING AT ME. I TOLD HER IT WAS NOT FUNNY. SHE TOLD ME TO BE CAREFUL AND HOPEFULLY I WOULD NOT WANT TO HAVE SEX AGAIN FOR AWHILE. SHE WAS ACTUALLY RIGHT ABOUT THAT. THAT DAY IT JUST HAPPENED. BUT I NEVER REGRET LOSING MY VIRGINITY SO YOUNG. I WISH I COULD HAVE WAITED BUT I WAS FINE WITH WHAT HAD HAPPENED. SO U CAN STOP BEING JEALOUS. I AM NOT JEALOUS HE SAYS TO ME. YEAH U R CHRIS. BUT LIKE I SAID, U HAVE NOTHING TO SORRY ABOUT. I KNOW I DON'T HE SAYS TO ME. I AM ABOUT TO GET IN THE SHOWER SO I CAN GET READY FOR THIS GAME TODAY. U HOPE UP PRETTY FAST THERE CHRIS. HE JUST SMILES AT ME. WERE U WAITING ON ME THIS MORNING? I WAS AS HE PULLS ME TO HIM. LAST NIGHT WAS AMAZING HE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW IT WAS CHRIS. IT IS ALWAYS AMAZING I TELL HIM. SO U WANNA GO RIGHT NOW IN THE SHOWER I AM GUESSING? WELL YOUR GUESS IS RIGHT HE SAYS KISSING MY NECK. ALRIGHT NOW CHRIS. STOP NOW AS I AM LAUGHING. U GONE STOP PUTTING THESE HICKEYS ON MY NECK NOW CHRIS. I AM SORRY HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. COME ON CHRIS AS I GOT INTO THE SHOWER. WHILE WE WERE IN THE SHOWER, I HEARD SOMEONE KNOCKING AT MY DOOR.

I GUESS OUR LITTLE SESSION IS GONNA HAVE TO WAIT CHRIS. I GUESS SO HE SAYS AS WE HURRIED UP TO WASH UP AND GET OUT THE SHOWER. I GOT OUT AND MY SISTER WAS AT MY DOOR. CAN I HELP U? DONNA IS AT THE DOOR FOR U. HUH? YEAH SHE SAYS TO ME. SHE SAYS SHE NEEDS TO TALK TO U ABOUT JEFF AND THIS GAME. I WILL BE DOWN IN A MINUTE. I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE TOLD HIM NO TO THIS GAME. SHE STILL HATE U? OF COURSE SHE DOES. EVEN THOUGH JEFF STAYED WITH HER, SHE STILL WANTS HIM TO STAY AWAY FROM ME. BOTH JEFF AN I TOLD HER THAT WE DID NOT HAVE FEELINGS FOR EACH OTHER ANYMORE. BUT SHE STILL THINKS THAT WE DO. DON'T GET ME WRONG BUT I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM CAUSE HE WAS MY FIRST. BUT WE R JUST FRIENDS. HE CHOSE TO BE WITH HER AFTER HE FOUND OUT DONNA WAS PREGNANT. WE HAD STARTED DATING BUT HE WANTED TO BE WITH HER AN HIS SON. I WAS MAD AT FIRST BUT I UNDERSTOOD WHAT HE WANTED TO DO. BUT SHE IS STILL GONNA BE BITTER CAUSE OF WHAT I DID TO HER. I WILL MEET U DOWNSTAIRS CHRIS. ALRIGHT BAE. THIS IS REALLY A SURPRISE DONNA. WHAT CAN I DO FOR U? I JUST CAME BUT TO LET U KNOW THAT THIS GAME IS NOT HAPPENING TODAY. I TOLD U TO STAY AWAY FROM JEFF BUT U R NOT LISTENING. ALRIGHT DONNA I SAY TO HER. IF THAT IS ALL, U CAN LEAVE. I AM NOT DONE SHE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW U STILL WANT JEFF. I DON'T WANT HIM DONNA. HE CHOSE TO BE WITH U AND WE R ONLY FRIENDS. U KEEP SAYING THAT BUT YET I KEEP FINDING ABOUT U HAVE BEEN TALKING TO HIM. AND THAT IS ALL IT IS DONNA. HE JUST WANTED HIS REMATCH FROM WHEN I BEAT HIM BEFORE. IT IS JUST A FRIENDLY GAME OF BASKETBALL DONNA.

U HAVE BEEN DOING THIS SINCE HIGH SCHOOL. U ALWAYS CAME TO ME INSTEAD OF TALKING TO HIM. DOES HE EVEN KNOW U R HERE? NO HE DOES NOT. I AM GONNA TELL HIM HE WILL NOT BE HAVING THIS GAME WITH U. I AM NOT GONNA ARGUE DONNA. IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT DOWN HERE? EVERYTHING IS FINE CHRIS. I HEARD YELLING. DONNA WAS JUST LEAVING I TELL CHRIS. U R RIGHT. I AM LEAVING. AN I AM NOT PLAYING WITH U TAMARAH. STAY AWAY FROM JEFF. FINE DONNA. WHAT R U DOING HERE DONNA? I CAME TO TELL HER THAT THIS GAME IS OFF BETWEEN U TOO. WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM? I DON'T HAVE A PROBLEM JEFF. I TOLD U WE R JUST FRIENDS NOW. SHE HAS SOMEONE IN HER LIFE NOW DONNA AS HE POINTS TO CHRIS. I STILL DON'T TRUST HER DONNA SAYS TO HIM. WE NEED TO GO TALK RIGHT NOW DONNA JEFF SAYS TO HER. I GUESS WE WILL HAVE TO TAKE A RAIN CHECK ON OUT GAME TAMARAH. I GUESS SO JEFF. I AM SORRY ABOUT THIS. IT IS FINE JEFF. LETS GO DONNA HE SAYS TO HER AS SHE ROLLS HER EYES AT ME. WOW CHRIS SAYS TO ME. SHE REALLY DOES HATE U. I DON'T BLAME HER I SAY TO CHRIS.

HOW ABOUT WE GO GET SOME BREAKFAST? I ALMOST HAD MY BREAKFAST BUT WE GOT INTERRUPTED THIS MORNING. BUT I GUESS THIS WILL HAVE TO DO HE SAYS WALKING PASS ME. R U OK? I AM FINE SIS. DONNA IS STILL MAD AT U? YEAH SHE IS MIKA. SHE SAYS THAT THE GAME IS OFF TODAY. NO SHE DIDN'T TAMEKAH SAYS. YEAH SHE DID SIS. I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS GAME TREY SAYS. WELL MAYBE NEXT TIME U GUYS. SHE WAS SO PISSED TOO I TELL THEM. I JUST TOLD HER FINE AND THAT THE GAME WAS OFF. JEFF WAS MAD TOO. BUT HE WAS MAD TOO THAT SHE CAME OVER HERE TO DO THAT. BUT LIKE I SAID, IT IS WHAT IT IS. SHE STILL THINK U WANT HIM BACK? YEAH SHE DOES SAVANNAH. BUT I DON'T. I HAVE WHAT I WANT AS I SEE CHRIS SMILING AT ME. JEFF MADE HIS CHOICE TO BE WITH HER INSTEAD OF ME. AN I AM NOT MAD ABOUT THAT. I HAD TO LIVE WITH IT AND MOVED ON. SHE JUST REALLY HATED THE FACT THAT HE LEFT HER FOR ME FOR THAT SHORT TIME. SHE IS STILL HURTING AFTER ALL THESE YEARS AND ACTUALLY JEFF AN I BARELY TALK OR SEE EACH OTHER. THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HAVE SEEN HIM WHEN HE CAME TO THE COURT. SHE WILL ALWAYS HATE ME AN I JUST WILL HAVE TO LIVE WITH THAT. I WANNA KNOW ABOUT HOW U FELT AFTER THAT NIGHT WITH JEFF? SAVANNAH ASKED ME. CAUSE U NEVER TOLD US ABOUT THAT NIGHT AFTER. SHE SAID SHE WAS SOAR BUT FINE CHRIS SAYS. DID IT HURT BAD? SHAVON ASKED ME. NOT REALLY I TELL HER. U KNOW MAMA KNEW ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. I KNOW SIS. BUT MY THING WAS THAT SHE WAS NOT UPSET WITH ME. BUT SHE FREAKED OUT WHEN SHE ASKED IF WE USE PROTECTION AN I TOLD HER THAT WE DIDN'T. U GUYS DIDN'T? ANGIE ASKED ME.

WE DID I TELL THEM. I WAS ONLY KIDDING AN I WANTED TO MESS WITH HER. I WAS NOT STUPID I TELL THEM. BUT MOM DID SAY SHE THOUGHT U WOULD BE THE FIRST TO LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY TAMEKAH I TELL HER LAUGHING. WHAT? SHE SURE DID SISTER. THAT IS NOT RIGHT SHE SAYS. THIS BREAKFAST SMELLS SO GOOD I TELL THEM. SO WHAT DO U GUYS WANNA DO? I HAVE NO IDEA NOW I TELL THEM. U KNOW U CAN STILL HAVE YOUR GAME CHRIS SAYS. FIRST KEVIN, THEN JEFF, NOW U CHRIS. YES HE SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT FINE CHRIS. I WILL BE MORE THAN HAPPY TO WHOOP YO ASS TOO I SAYS SMILING AT HIM. WELL U HAVE YOUR HANDS FULL WITH ME. I KNOW I AM CHRIS. BUT I AM STILL GONNA BEAT YO ASS. U CAN TRY. YA'LL R CRAZY ANGIE SAYS. CHRIS JUST THINKS HE WILL HAVE THE UPPER HAND IN THIS GAME WHEN REALLY IT IS GONNA BE ME. SO YOUR MOM REALLY DIDN'T GET MAD? TYGA ASKED ME. NO SHE DIDN'T. MY HEART WAS BEATING AND RACING SO FAST WHEN SHE ASKED ME WHAT HAPPENED THAT DAY. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO TELL HER BUT I JUST WAS HONEST WITH MY MOM THAT DAY. I KNOW JEFF COULDN'T WAIT TO SEE YO ASS AGAIN DRAKE SAYS. U GUYS HAVE NO IDEA I TELL THEM. BUT THAT STORY IS GONNA HAVE TO WAIT. I NEED TO FINISH GETTING READY TO GO TO THIS COURT. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK DOWN I TELL THEM. WE WILL BE WAITING ON U MY SISTER YELLS OUT.

At dude Jeff had it bad for Tamarah like fo'real. He tried hid best to get her huh, and he was still with Donna trying to get at Tamarah. He gave her a nice gift and constantly came around her wow. and Donna spreading nasty rumors bout Tamarah cause she was jealous her man was feeling her. Hata.
OMG so Jeff ended up being Tamarahs first.... Whaaaaaa. Wow cant believe she gave it up to him. And they were doing it while his parents and Donna were there haha. Nastys. Wonder how Tamarah felt afterwards. Chris got a lil jealous hmm, done made a vow to be the best sex shes ever had from now on get it Breezy lol. RUN IT!!!

WE KNOW SOMETHING HAPPENED IN THAT ROOM KEVIN SAYS TO ME. WE KNOW U HE SAYS TO ME. WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN KEVIN? I AM JUST SAYING HER SAYS TO ME. U KNOW U CAN GET THE HELL OUT KEVIN. DON'T GET MAD AT ME CAUSE I AM TELLING THE TRUTH ABOUT HOW U R HE SAYS TO ME. SO WHAT NEXT MS. TAMARAH? CHRIS SAYS TO ME. WE WENT UP TO MY ROOM AN I WAS DOING MY HOMEWORK. HE TOLD ME TO TAKE A BREAK SO WE COULD TALK. I DID NOT WANT TO TALK TO HIM. BUT I DECIDED TO HEAR WHAT HE HAD TO SAY TO ME. HE APOLOGIZED TO ME ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED. HE SAID HE NEVER MEANT DO THIS TO ME. I ASKED HIM IF HE HAD TALK TO DONNA? HE SAID HE DID AND THAT SHE WAS STILL MAD AT HIM. HE ALSO SAID HIS MOM WAS PISSED TOO. HE TOLD ME THAT DONNA'S MOM CALLED ME A HOE TOO. HE SAID SHE HAD NO RIGHT TO CALL ME THAT. HE TOLD THEM HE WAS TO BLAME FOR WHAT HAPPENED THAT DAY. HE SAID DONNA WAS NOT BUYING THAT IT WAS HIS FAULT. SHE FELT LIKE JEFF WAS LYING TO COVER UP FOR ME. I DID NOT EVEN SAY ANYTHING TO THAT. SHE WAS JUST IN LOVE WITH JEFF, THAT SHE JUST SAW WHAT SHE WANTED. SHE ACTUALLY BLAMED U FOR WHAT HAPPENED? YEAH SHE DID CHRIS. SHE WAS SPRUNG ON HIM BIG TIME TREY SAYS. SHE REALLY WAS. I STARTED BACK DOING MY HOMEWORK WHEN HE STARTED KISSING ON ME. I KNEW IT CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I KEPT TELLING HIM TO STOP BUT HE WOULD NOT. HE CAME AND SAT BEHIND ME AS I WAS DOING MY HOMEWORK. HE TOLD ME MY MOM ASKED HIM TO STAY FOR DINNER THAT DAY. I DID NOT SAY ANYTHING TO HIM ABOUT IT. HE ASKED ME DID I WANT HIM TO STAY? I JUST KEPT DOING MY HOMEWORK.

HE SAID HE WAS GONNA STAY ANYWAY. I STARTED LAUGHING. HE TOLD ME TO STOP DOING MY HOMEWORK AND HAVE SOME FUN WITH HIM. HE SAID HE COULD NOT BELIEVE THE PRINCIPAL DID WHAT SHE DID TO US. I TOLD HIM I WAS SHOCKED TOO. SO I GOT UP TO PUT MY WORK UP WHEN HE CAME AND WRAPPED HIS ARMS AROUND ME. I TOLD HIM HE NEEDED TO STOP DOING THIS. HE SAID HE COULD NOT DO THAT AS HE STARTED KISSING ON ME AGAIN. UN HUH CHRIS SAYS SMILING AT ME. I TRIED TO MOVE BUT HE WOULD NOT LET ME. I TOLD HIM THAT WE COULD NOT DO THIS. I SAID HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND ALREADY. IT JUST DIDN'T FEEL RIGHT DOING THIS SINCE HE WAS STILL WITH DONNA. HE SAID HE DID NOT CARE AND WE STARTED KISSING. WOW CHRIS SAYS TO ME. SHE DIDN'T STOP HIM EITHER MY SISTER SAYS TO THEM. U DIDN'T FEEL TO BAD KEVIN SAYS. I FINALLY TOLD HIM TO STOP AS I WAS TRYING TO CATCH MY BREATH. MY HEART WAS RACING AN I HAD NOT FELT LIKE THAT BEFORE. I HAVE ONE QUESTION? CHRIS ASKED ME. YES I WAS STILL A VIRGIN CHRIS. OK DAMN HE SAYS TO ME. I KNEW U WERE GONNA ASKED ME THAT. I TOLD HIM WE HAD TO STOP. BUT HE REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO. I TOLD HIM WE HAD TOO. AND LUCKILY MY MOM CALLED US DOWN TO COME EAT. I HURRIED UP OUT THE ROOM WHEN SHE CALLED US DOWN. HE TOLD ME TO HOLD ON BEFORE WE WENT DOWNSTAIRS. HE SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR DOING WHAT HE DID. I TOLD HIM IT WAS OK. HE THEN LEND IN TO ME AND SAID HE WAS NOT DONE WITH ME. I ASKED HIM WHAT DID HE MEAN BY THAT. HE TOLD ME I KNEW WHAT HE MEANT AS HE KISSED ME AGAIN. THEN MY SISTER AN EM CAME OUT THE ROOM SMILING AT ME. I ASKED HER DID HE JUST SAY HE WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH HER? SHE JUST LOOKED AT US AND WENT DOWNSTAIRS. I WAS PRETTY MUCH QUIET THE WHOLE TIME DURING DINNER. AFTER DINNER WAS OVER, I WALKED HIM TO HIS CAR CAUSE IT WAS GETTING LATE. HE SAID HE WOULD SEE ME BACK IN SCHOOL CAUSE HE WAS VISITING RELATIVES THAT WEEKEND. BEFORE HE LEFT, HE GAVE ME A PRESENT.

HE BOUGHT YO ASS SOMETHING? YEAH HE DID DRAKE. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO ACCEPT IT BUT HE TOLD ME TO TAKE IT. HE REALLY WANTED ME TO HAVE IT. HE SAID THAT IT REMINDED IT OF ME. I TOLD HIM THANK U AND HE KISSED ME ON MY CHEEK AND LEFT. WHAT DID HE GET U? CHRIS ASKED ME. HE GOT ME A CHARM BRACELET THAT I STILL HAVE RIGHT HERE. U STILL HAVE IT? YES I DO KEVIN. I DIDN'T WANT TO GET RID OF IT. IT WAS MY FIRST GIFT I EVER GOT FROM A GUYS BEFORE. I DID THINK ABOUT NOT KEEPING IT THOUGH. BUT I JUST COULD NOT DO IT. SO IF I ASKED U TO GET RID OF THAT BRACELET............. I WOULD TELL YO ASS NO CHRIS. WOW HE SAYS TO ME. ME AND JEFF HAVE BEEN OVER FOR A LONG TIME NOW. THIS BRACELET WAS VERY SPECIAL TO ME. IT STILL IS SPECIAL TO ME. IT IS ONLY A BRACELET CHRIS. I KNOW HE SAYS TO ME. DON'T THINK ABOUT TRYING TO TAKE IT EITHER CHRIS. Y WOULD I DO THAT? CAUSE I GET THE FEELING U WOULD TRY TO TAKE IT AND HIDE IT FROM ME. HE JUST STARTED LAUGHING. WHAT HAPPENED WHEN U GOT BACK TO SCHOOL? BIG SEAN ASKED ME. MY FRIENDS WERE TO HAPPY TO SEE ME. THEY WERE VISITING ME AS WELL. I WAS HAPPY TO BE BACK IN SCHOOL TOO. BUT U KNOW HOW TEENAGER R. I WAS GETTING STARED AT AND SOME OF THEM WERE EVEN TALKING ABOUT ME. EVEN WHEN I GOT TO SCHOOL, THE HOE WAS WROTE ON THE FRONT OF MY LOCKER ON A PIECE OF PAPER. ONE OD MY FRIENDS TOLD ME NOT TO EVEN WORRIED ABOUT IT. I TOOK IT DOWN AND THREW IT IN THE GARBAGE. MY FRIENDS TOLD ME THAT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN SAYING THAT I STOLE JEFF AWAY FROM DONNA AND THAT I WAS EASY TO SLEEP WITH TOO. I WANTED TO CRY SO BADLY WHEN THEY TOLD ME THOSE THINGS. BUT I KEPT IT IN AND DID NOT LET IT BOTHER ME. I SAW DONNA AND HER FRIENDS LOOKING AT ME AND LAUGHING. I HAD ALSO SAW JEFF WITH HER TOO. MY FRIENDS TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY ABOUT HIM.

I REALLY WASN'T WORRIED I TOLD THEM. I JUST WENT TO MY CLASSES AN DIDN'T EVEN THINK ABOUT JEFF. MY FRIENDS ASKED ME ABOUT THE BRACELET I HAD ON. I TOLD THEM JEFF HAD GIVEN IT TO ME. THEN MY FRIEND MARQUITA SAID HE BUYS ME THIS GIFT AND WAS ALWAYS IN FACE BUT YET HE WAS STAYING WITH DONNA. I TOLD THEM YES AND JUST TO DROP IT. THEY WERE PISSED ABOUT WHAT HE WAS DOING TO ME. I TOLD THEM THAT IT WAS FINE. HE WAS NOT MY BOYFRIEND. HE WAS DONNA'S. IF HE WANTED TO STAY WITH HER HE COULD. I WAS NOT GONNA STOP HIM. I WAS ALREADY BEING TALKED ABOUT FOR WHAT I DID BEFORE SO I REALLY DIDN'T NEED ANYTHING ELSE ON MY MIND. THEN DURING LUNCH, DONNA AND HER FRIENDS CAME TALKING STUFF TO ME. SHE WAS ALL HAPPY AND SAYING HOW I WAS WAY OUT OF MY LEAGUE WITH TRYING TO GET JEFF. I TOLD HER SHE WAS RIGHT AND THAT I WAS SORRY. SHE TOLD ME I COULD KEEP MY SAD APOLOGY CAUSE I WAS STILL A B**CH AN A HOE. I TOLD HER OK AND KEPT EATING MY LUNCH. THEN I HAD THIS GUY COME OVER TO ME THAT WAS A JUNIOR AND HE ASKED ME TO GO OUT WITH HIM. I TOLD HIM NO. HE KEPT ASKING ME AN I TOLD HIM NO. THEN HE STARTED FEELING ON ME WHILE I WAS SITTING THERE. I SLAPPED HIM IN HIS FACE AND TOLD HIM TO STOP. HE GOT PISSED AND CALLED ME A B**CH. HE SAID I WAS WILLING TO GIVE UP TO JEFF BUT NOT TO HIM. I HAD NO IDEA THAT PEOPLE THOUGHT I SLEPT WITH HIM. HE LOOKED AT ME A CALLED ME HOE. I COULD NOT EVEN DO ANYTHING BUT LEAVE AN I WAS JUST STARTED CRYING MY EYES OUT. I WALKED PASSED DONNA TABLE AS THEY WERE LAUGHING. SHE STOP ME AND SAID NEXT TIME I WILL STAY AWAY FROM HER MAN AND THAT I COULD THANK HER FOR TELLING EVERYBODY THAT I HAD SLEPT WITH JEFF. SHE SAID EVERYBODY KNOWS JEFF WOULD NOT WANT TO SLEEP WITH SOMEONE LIKE ME. JEFF TOLD HER TO STOP IT. I JUST PUSHED HER ASS DOWN AN LEFT THE LUNCH ROOM. MY FRIENDS AND JEFF CAME RUNNING AFTER ME. JEFF CALLED OUT TO ME AS I WAS TRYING TO GET TO THE BATHROOM. I TOLD JEFF TO STAY AWAY FROM ME.

I JUST WANTED HIM TO LEAVE ME ALONE. HE SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR WHAT DONNA DID. I TOLD HIM TO NOT SAY ANYTHING ELSE TO ME. WE NEEDED TO STAY AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD EVER BE PUT IN THAT KIND OF SITUATION. THE PRINCIPAL SAW US IN THE HALL AND ASKED WHAT WAS WRONG? I TOLD HER EVERYTHING WAS FINE AND THAT I WAS GOING TO THE BATHROOM. SHE TOLD ME TO COME INTO HER OFFICE. I TOLD HER I WAS FINE. SHE KNEW I WAS NOT. I TOLD HER I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. I TOLD HER AGAIN I WAS GONNA BE FINE. I SAW DONNA COMING DOWN THE HALL TOWARD US. I TOLD JEFF NOT TO TALK TO ME ANYMORE. HE SAID HE WAS SORRY. I TOLD HIM I KNOW BUT WE CAN'T BE AROUND EACH OTHER. THAT WHOLE DAY MY MIND WAS JUST GONE. I COULD NOT FOCUS ON ANYTHING. AFTER SCHOOL WAS OVER, I HAD TO GO TO THE GYM TO DO MY DETENTION. WHICH WAS HELPING CLEAN IT UP. DONNA AN I NEVER HAD THE SAME PUNISHMENT AT THE SAME TIME. I WOULD HAVE THE GYM ONE DAY. THEN SHE WOULD HAVE IT THE NEXT DAY AS I HAD TO HELP ONE OF THE TEACHER WITH WORK IN THE CLASSROOM. THE PRINCIPAL KEPT YA'LL AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. YEAH SHE DID CHRIS. BUT MY WHOLE FRESHMAN YEAR WAS COMPLETELY SCREWED UP. BUT I WAS GLAD I MADE IT THROUGH THAT YEAR. CAUSE I WAS STILL GONNA HAVE TO DEAL WITH JEFF AND DONNA DURING MY NEXT YEAR OF SCHOOL. THEY WERE GONNA SENIORS AND I WAS STILL GONNA HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THEM.

I WAS ALSO MAD TOO THAT I MISSED THOSE FOUR GAMES. WE ENDED UP LOSING THEM AND WERE OUT OF THE PLAYOFFS. BUT I WAS LOOKING FORWARD TO MY NEXT YEAR. SO OVER THE SUMMER, I MOSTLY STAYED IN THE HOUSE. I REALLY DIDN'T GO ANYWHERE CAUSE I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO SEE JEFF. BUT I REALLY WANTED TO GO AND HAVE SOME KIND OF FUN. I SPENT MOST OF MY TIME AT THE COURT. MY SISTER AN I PRETTY MUCH HUNG OUT THERE EVERYDAY. SO U AND JEFF NEVER TALKED THE REST OF YOUR FRESHMAN YEAR? NO WE DIDN'T TREY. HE TRIED TO BUT HE KNEW I WAS NOT GONNA TALK TO HIM. EVEN DURING THE SUMMER, HE TRIED TO TALK TO ME. ONE DAY I WENT FOR A WALK BY MYSELF TO THE COURT TO DO SOME THINKING. AS I WAS SITTING THERE, I SAW JEFF COMING TOWARD ME. I HURRIED UP AND TRIED TO LEAVE BUT HE GRABBED ME BEFORE I COULD. HE SAID HE WANTED TO TALK TO ME. I TOLD HIM I REALLY NEEDED TO GET HOME. HE SAID IT WAS NOT GONNA TAKE LONG. I TOLD HIM ALRIGHT. HE SAID HE MISSED ME. HE SAID HE REALLY WANTED US TO START BACK HANGING OUT AGAIN. I TOLD HIM THAT WAS NOT GONNA WORK. I TOLD HIM I REALLY NEEDED TO GO BEFORE DONNA OR ANYBODY SAW US. HE ASKED ME TO GO BACK TO HOUSE WITH HIM. THAT WAY NO ONE WOULD KNOW THAT WE WERE TOGETHER. HE SAID NO ONE WAS GONNA KNOW ANYWAY CAUSE OF THE PARTY AT THE SCHOOL THEY HAVE FOR INCOMING STUDENTS. SO U WENT TO HIS HOUSE? YES I DID KEVIN. I ALREADY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED AT HIS HOUSE CHRIS SAYS TO ME. BUT I WANNA HEAR U TELL ME. I CAN'T TELL THIS PART I SAYS TO THEM.

YEAH U CAN QUINCY SAYS. ALRIGHT FINE I SAY TO THEM. WE WENT BACK TO HIS HOUSE AND HIS PARENTS WERE NOT THERE. WE WENT UP TO HIS ROOM TO HANG OUT. HE LOCKED THE DOOR BEHIND HIM. I TOLD HIM HE HAS A NICE ROOM. HE JUST STARED AT ME. HE ASKED ME DID I REMEMBER WHAT HE SAID TO ME WHEN HE WAS IN MY ROOM. I TOLD HIM NO. HE TOLD ME I DID NO AND THAT HE WANT TO DO THAT RIGHT NOW. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO DO IT. IT JUST DIDN'T FEEL RIGHT. HE CAME TOWARD ME AND TOOK HIS SHIRT OFF. WE STARTED KISSING EACH OTHER AND WE LAID ON THE BED. NEXT THING I KNOW, WE WERE HAVING SEX IN HIS BEDROOM. DAMN KEVIN SAYS LAUGHING. U SHUT UP KEVIN I SAYS TO HIM. MAKE THINGS WORSE, HIS PARENTS CAME HOME AND WE WERE STILL UPSTAIRS IN HIS ROOM. YA'LL WERE STILL HAVING SEX? YEAH WE WERE CHRIS. HIS PARENTS WAS CALLING OUT TO HIM BUT HE DIDN'T STOP. I THINK THEY THOUGHT HE WAS NOT THERE OR MAYBE HE WAS SLEEPING. AFTER WE WERE DONE, I COULD NOT BELIEVE WHAT HAD JUST HAPPEN. I PUT MY CLOTHES BACK ON AND HE WALKED ME OUT MAKING SURE HIS PARENTS DIDN'T SEE US. WE HAD ALSO HEARD DONNA THERE TOO WITH HIS PARENTS. HE TOLD ME HE WOULD SEE ME LATER AND HE GAVE ME A KISS. WE HEARD HIS PARENTS COMING AND I HURRIED UP AND WALK OFF. I NEEDED TO GET HOME TO TAKE A BATH. I WAS HURTING I SAY TO THEM.

I BET U WERE CHRIS SAYS TO ME. WHEN I GOT HOME, MY MOM AND THEM ASKED ME WHERE I WAS? I TOLD THEM I WENT FOR A WALK. I HURRIED UP AND WENT UPSTAIRS. MY MOM CAME UP TO MY ROOM TO SEE IF I WAS ALRIGHT. I TOLD HER I WAS FINE. I JUST KNEW SHE WANTED TO ASKED ME WHAT HAPPENED, BUT SHE JUST TOLD ME TO GET SOME REST AND WE WERE GONNA TALK IN THE MORNING. SO I ALREADY KNEW SHE KNEW WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. NOW I AM GOING TO BED NOW. U GUYS R GONNA HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW. I WANNA GET AN EARLY START ON MY GAME TOMORROW. SO I WILL SEE U GUYS IN THE MORNING. I CAN'T BELIEVE U SLEPT WITH HIM IN HIS HOUSE WHILE HIS PARENTS AND DONNA WAS THERE. THEN HE DIDN'T EVEN STOP CHRIS SAYS. I HOPE U R NOT GETTING JEALOUS CHRIS. NO I AM NOT HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. CAUSE I KNOW THAT WAS YOUR PAST. AND NOW U HAVE ME TO GIVE U THE BEST SEX U EVER HAD HE SAYS KISSING ME. YEAH U DO CHRIS. HOW ABOUT WE GET STARTED NOW? ALRIGHT CHRIS. I CLOSED AND LOCKED MY DOOR. I PUSHED HIM ON THE BED. HE STARTED SMILING AT ME AS I CLIMB ON TOP OF HIM AS WE STARTED KISSING.

Aww snap so Jeff was Tamarahs first kiss, and to top it off, he had a girlfriend. Know Donna was pissed when she seen someone she was so jealous of kissing her so called man. I blame Jeff though, he knew he had a b**** when he was kissed her. And of course she finds out and wants to fight the female instead of blaming her dude. Then she gets suspended and dude still comes around. Yeah Jeff wanted her ass. What happend in her room? cant wait to find out.

SO WHAT HAPPENED NEXT? TREY SAYS TO ME. I BARELY GOT ANY SLEEP THAT NIGHT CAUSE I WAS THINKING ABOUT US KISSING. IT WAS MY FIRST KISS AN IT WAS LIKE I NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE. THAT IS CAUSE HE FRENCH KISS U ANGIE SAYS. I MEAN TONGUE ALL DOWN HER THROAT MY SISTER SAYS. YA'LL NEED TO SHUT UP. WOW KEVIN SAYS LOOKING AT ME. THEY WERE OUT THERE FOR ABOUT A GOOD 7 MINUTES BEFORE THEY FINALLY BROKE FROM EACH OTHER MY SISTER SAYS. IT WAS NOT THAT LONG. YEAH IT WAS SHAVON SAYS TO ME. SO U GUYS WERE COUNTING? NO MY SISTER SAYS. OUR MOM WAS SHE SAY LAUGHING. SHE CAME TO THE WINDOW AND SAW U GUYS BUT SHE DIDN'T WANT TO INTERRUPT YA'LL. U MEAN SHE KNEW I WAS OUT THERE KISSING HIM AND SHE WAS NOT GONNA COME AND STOP ME? NO MIKA SAYS. I WAS PRETTY SURE SHE WAS GONNA COME OUT AND TELL ME TO COME IN THE HOUSE NOW. SHE DIDN'T CAUSE SHE TRUSTED U WAY MORE THAN SHE TRUSTED ME TAMEKAH SAYS TO ME. SHE KNEW U WERE BEING RESPONSIBLE. SHE NEVER TOLD ME THAT. SHE HAS A LOT OF TRUST IN U CAUSE U WERE A SMART GIRL. THAT IS Y SHE TOLD U U COULD GO WITH JEFF WITHOUT U EVEN ASKING HER. SHE KNEW U WERE GONNA BE BACK BY 10. WELL YA'LL WERE BACK BY 9:30. BUT U WERE HOME SO SHE DIDN'T SEE THE POINT IN INTERRUPTING U GUYS. U WERE TECHNICALLY HOME JUST NOT INSIDE MY SISTER SAYS. I WAS SHOCKED SHE TOLD ME 10 ON A SCHOOL NIGHT TOO. PLUS, SHE TOLD US SHE KNEW JEFF AND HIS MOM TOO. SHE NEVER TOLD ME THAT. YEAH MY SISTER SAYS TO ME. SO WHAT ELSE HAPPENED GIRL? TYGA SAYS. ALRIGHT DAMN. I GOT UP KNOWING THAT THIS DAY WAS GONNA BE HELL.

I KNEW I WAS GONNA HAVE TO DEAL WITH DONNA AND HER FRIENDS. BUT I WAS NOT WORRIED ONE BIT ABOUT THEM. AS I WAS LEAVING OUT THE DOOR, I WAS WAITING WITH MY SISTER AN EM FOR QUINCY TO COME AND GET ME. AS I WAS TALKING TO MY SISTER AN EM, I SAW JEFF PULL UP TO MY HOUSE. I STARTED LAUGHING. MY SISTER TELLS ME BEFORE THEY LEAVE TO WALK TO SCHOOL THAT HE CAME BACK FOR SECONDS. I TOLD HE TO HAVE FUN THAT DAY MY SISTER SAYS. I ASKED HIM WHAT HE WAS DOING BACK? HE TOLD ME QUINCY WAS RUNNING LATE AND HE COULD NOT PICK ME UP. SO HE ASKED JEFF TO DO IT. I TOLD HIM I WOULD WALK. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO ARRIVE AT SCHOOL WITH HIM. I HAD ALREADY KISSED HIM WHEN I SHOULD NOT HAVE. I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO ADD MORE STUFF TO THE FIRE. I TOLD HIM QUINCY DIDN'T CALL ME AND TELL ME ANYTHING. THAT IS WHEN I GOT A TEXT FROM HIM SAYING HE TOLD JEFF TO TAKE ME TO SCHOOL. HE HAD A BIG SMILE ON HIS FACE WHEN I LOOKED BACK UP AT HIM. HE TOLD ME TO JUST GET IN THE CAR AND THAT IT WAS FINE. I TOLD HIM I WAS FINE AND THAT I COULD USE THE EXERCISE ANYWAY. THAT IS WHEN HE COMES TO ME AND SAYS MY FIGURE LOOKS JUST FINE TO HIM AS HE WAS STANDING BEHIND ME. OK CHRIS SAYS. I SEE HE WAS RUNNING HIS GAME ON U. SHUT UP CHRIS AS I HIT HIM. SO HE STARTED BEGGING ME. I STARTED LAUGHING. THEN HE SAID STANDING BEHIND HIM, DON'T MAKE ME HAVE TO DRAG YO SEXY ASS TO MY CAR. HE SAID IT WAS FINE AND THAT HE WAS HELPING OUT A FRIEND. I TOLD QUINCY I WOULD DO THIS FAVOR FOR HIM HE SAYS TO ME. SO I GOT IN THE CAR.

I TOLD HIM HE SAW IT AS A FAVOR BUT EVERYBODY AT THE SCHOOL WAS GONNA SEE OTHER WISE ONCE WE GOT THERE. ESPECIALLY DONNA I TOLD HIM. HE SAID HE DID NOT CARE. SO I ASKED HIM TO LET ME OUT RIGHT ON THE SIDE OF THE SCHOOL AN I COULD WALK THE REST OF THE WAY. HE STOP THE CAR BUT DID NOT LET ME OUT. HE ASKED ME Y WAS I SO SCARED? I TOLD HIM I HAVE BEEN DEALING WITH PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT ME AND CALLING ME NAME SINCE I STARTED SCHOOL. AN IT WAS STARTING TO HAPPEN ALREADY NOW THAT I WAS IN HIGH SCHOOL. HE SO WHAT AND LET THEM TALK. HE TOLD ME HE HAD A GREAT TIME WITH ME LAST NIGHT. EVEN THOUGH WE HAD JUST ATE AND WENT TO THE COURT TO TALK, HE STILL HAD FUN JUST HANGIN OUT WITH ME. AND HE SAID HE ENJOYED THAT KISS WE HAD. I TOLD HIM THAT WE COULD NEVER DO THAT AGAIN. HE SAID HE KNEW BUT HE REALLY WANTED TO KISS ME AGAIN. I ASKED HIM TO UNLOCK THE DOOR SO I COULD GET OUT. HE DROVE OFF INTO THE PARKING LOT OF THE SCHOOL. HE SAYS TIME FOR SCHOOL AS HE GOT OUT THE CAR AN OPENED MY DOOR FOR ME. I REALLY DID NOT WANT TO GET OUT THE CAR. HE TOLD ME TO GET OUT OR HE WAS GONNA DRAG ME OUT. ONCE I GOT OUT THE CAR, EVERYBODY WAS LOOKING AT US. SO WE STARTED WALKING TOWARD THE SCHOOL AND THAT IS WHEN WE SEE DONNA AND HER FRIENDS STANDING OUTSIDE THE DOOR. SHE LOOKED SO PISSED. SHE WAS LIKE WHAT THE HELL WAS THIS? JEFF TOLD HER HE WAS ONLY DOING A FAVOR FOR QUINCY. HOW COME SHE COULD NOT WALK HER ASS TO SCHOOL? DONNA SAYS TO HIM. SHE WAS LIKE SHE COULD USE THE EXERCISE ANYWAY. I DON'T KNOW WHAT CAME OVER ME BUT I TOLD JEFF THANK U FOR DRIVING ME TO SCHOOL AND FOR LAST NIGHT. I TOLD HIM I HAD FUN TOO AS I WAS GOING INTO THE BUILDING. HE JUST SMILED AT ME. I KNEW I SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE THAT BUT SHE PISSED ME OFF AGAIN. DAMN KEVIN SAYS.

I WALKED INTO THE SCHOOL AND RAN INTO SOME OF MY TEAMMATES FROM THE JUNIOR VARSITY TEAM. MY FRIEND MARQUITA ASKED ME WHAT WAS I THINKING? I STARTED LAUGHING. I TOLD THEM HE JUST GAVE ME A RIDE CAUSE QUINCY COULD NOT AND THAT WAS IT. THAT IS WHEN MARQUITA TOLD ME I BETTER BE CAREFUL CAUSE THERE WERE RUMORS GOING AROUND THAT WE WENT OUT OUT LAST NIGHT AND SHE SHOWED ME SOME PICTURES. I TOLD THEM WE WERE JUST HANGIN OUT AS FRIENDS. THEY WERE NOT BUYING THAT ONE BIT. SO THAT IS ALL THAT HAPPENED? MY FRIEND ASKED ME. I TOLD THEM YES AND THAT WE NEEDED TO GET TO CLASS. WELL HELLO LADIES JEFF SAYS TO US AS WE WERE BY MY LOCKER. I TOLD THEM I WOULD MEET THEM IN CLASS. I TOLD HIM I WAS SORRY ABOUT SAYING WHAT I SAID BEFORE. HE SAID IT WAS FINE. I ASKED HIM WAS HE IN TROUBLE? HE JUST SMILED AT ME. HE SAID HE WOULD DEAL WITH HER. WE WAS STANDING THERE TALKING WHEN DONNA CAME UP TO US PISSED AS HELL. SHE ASKED US WHAT THE HELL WAS THIS? AS SHE SHOWED US PHOTOS FROM THE NIGHT WE HUNG OUT TOGETHER. SHE WAS LIKE THIS IS WHERE U WERE WHEN SHE WAS TRYING TO CALL HIM. HE WAS PISSED TO CAUSE SHE HAS SOMEONE SPYING ON HIM. THEN SHE SHOWED US A PICTURED OF US KISSING. I COULD NOT SAY ANYTHING. HE TOLD HER HE WAS SORRY BUT HE HAD NOT BEEN HAPPY FOR QUITE SOMETIME NOW. THEN HE SAID HE WAS NOT SORRY FOR KISSING ME. I SAID I THINK I BETTER LEAVE AS I WAS TRYING TO GET TO CLASS. SHE GRABBED ME AND SAID I WAS NOT GOING ANYWHERE. SHE CALLED ME A HOE AND A B**CH. SHE SAID THAT I THOUGHT I WAS GONNA TAKE HIM AWAY FROM HER AND NOT FIND OUT ABOUT IT. I TOLD HER I DID NOT THINK THAT AT ALL. THEN SOMETHING CAME OVER ME AGAIN CAUSE I TOLD HER THAT SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN A BETTER GIRLFRIEND AND MAYBE HE WOULD NOT HAVE HAD TO COME TO ME. U JUST HAD A SMART ASS MOUTH CHRIS SAYS LAUGHING. THE HALLWAY WAS STILL FULL OF THE STUDENTS WATCHING US ARGUE. NEXT THING I KNOW SHE SLAPPED ME AND I FELL TO THE GROUND. JEFF HELPED ME BACK UP AND I JUST CHARGED AT AS WE FELL TO THE GROUND FIGHTING. SHE WAS BEATING THE HELL OUT OF DONNA QUINCY SAYS. I WALKED IN AND SAW THEM FIGHTING. JEFF WAS TRYING TO GET DONNA AS I WAS TRYING TO GET TAMARAH OFF OF HER. SHE WOULD NOT LET DONNA ASS GO FOR NOTHING. SHE HAD HER BY HER HAIR.

WE FINALLY BROKE THEM APART AND THE PRINCIPAL CAME OUT HER OFFICE TO BREAK THINGS UP. SHE ASKED JEFF AND QUINCY TO BRING US INTO HER OFFICE. DONNA KEPT TRYING TO GET TO ME. THE PRINCIPAL TOLD US TO SIT AND STOP FIGHTING. SHE TOLD JEFF AND QUINCY TO LEAVE. SHE ASKED US Y WE WERE FIGHTING? WE DID NOT ANSWER HER. THEN DONNA SHOWED HER HER PHONE ABOUT Y WE WERE FIGHTING. THE PRINCIPAL ASKED US WE WERE DOING THIS OVER A BOY? I TOLD HER I WAS FIGHTING CAUSE SHE SLAPPED ME IN FACE. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO GOT MADE CAUSE I SAID SOMETHING SHE DID NOT LIKE AND BECAUSE OF THAT PICTURE. SO WHO STARTED THE FIGHT? I TOLD HER I DID. DONNA JUST LOOKED AT ME. SHE THOUGHT DONNA STARTED IT. I TOLD HER SHE DID NOT START THE FIGHT. BUT SHE DID START IT CHRIS SAYS. I KNOW BUT IN REALITY, I DID START UP ALL OF THAT. I WAS THINKING THAT THIS WAS MY FAULT. SHE SAID IT REALLY DIDN'T MATTER WHO STARTED THE FIGHT ANYWAY. SHE SAID SHE WAS VERY DISAPPOINTED IN BOTH OF US. I TOLD HER I WAS SORRY AND THAT IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN. DONNA SAID THE SAME THING TO HER. SHE SAID SHE HAD TO CALL OUR PARENTS TO TELL THEM WHAT HAPPEN. SHE ALSO TOLD US WE WERE SUSPENDED FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK, WE HAD TO SIT OUT THE NEXT 4 BASKETBALL GAMES AND WHEN WE GOT BACK FROM OUR SUSPENSION, WE HAD DETENTION FOR A WEEK. DAMN TYGA SAYS. YA'LL PRINCIPAL DID NOT PLAY. NO SHE DID NOT.

I WAS SITTING THERE THINKING THAT MY MOM WAS GONNA BE MAD AT ME FOR DOING THIS AND THE FACT THAT I HAD NEVER BEEN CALLED INTO THE PRINCIPAL OFFICE FOR FIGHTING LET ALONE BEING SUSPENDED AND HAVING DETENTION. SHE TOLD ME TO STAY IN HER OFFICE FOR A MINUTE TO TALK TO ME. SHE TOLD ME TO TELL THE TRUTH TO WHAT HAPPENED REALLY. I THINK SHE KNEW I WAS LYING ABOUT STARTING THE FIGHT. SHE WAS EVEN MORE SHOCKED THAT I WAS FIGHTING DONNA CAUSE SHE TOLD ME NO ONE HAS EVER STOOD UP TO HER LIKE I DID. SHE TOLD ME DONNA HAS BEEN TROUBLE SINCE SHE GOT THERE BUT WAS A VERY GOOD STUDENT. I TOLD HER I DID START THAT WHOLE THING. I MAY NOT HAVE STARTED THAT FIGHT BUT THE WHOLE SITUATION WAS MY FAULT. I TOLD THE PRINCIPAL I SHOULD NOT HAVE KISSED HER BOYFRIEND LIKE THAT. SO I TOLD HER I ACCEPT MY PUNISHMENT AN I PROMISE SHE WOULD NEVER SEE ME IN HER OFFICE AGAIN UNLESS IT WAS FOR SOMETHING GOOD. I SAW MY MOM WALK IN THE DOOR AN I COULD SEE THE LOOK ON HER FACE LIKE WOW. CAUSE NEVER HAD TO COME UP TO MY SCHOOL FOR ME FIGHTING. THE PRINCIPAL TOLD MY MOM WHAT HAPPENED AND WHAT MY PUNISHMENT WAS. SHE JUST KEPT LOOKING AT ME JUST IN SHOCKED. I LEFT HER OFFICE TO GRABBED MY THINGS TO GO HOME. I SAW QUINCY WAITING OUTSIDE THE OFFICE FOR ME. HE ASKED WAS I ALRIGHT? I TOLD HIM YEAH. I ASKED HIM ID HE COULD BRING MY HOMEWORK HOME TO ME FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK FROM ALL MY CLASSES. THE PRINCIPAL SAID SHE WOULD TELL ALL OUT TEACHER TO HAVE OUR WORK READY FOR US. DONNA'S MOM WAS WAS GIVING ME NASTY LOOKS AS WE LEFT THE OFFICE. AS I WAS LEAVING, JEFF WAS WAITING IN THE HALL. HE ASKED WAS I ALRIGHT? I TOLD HIM YEAH AND THAT WE JUST NEEDED TO STAY AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. I COULD SEE THAT HE DID NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. I TOLD MY MOM THAT I WAS SORRY FOR WHAT I DID. I THOUGHT SHE WAS GONNA BE MAD AT ME. BUT SHE WASN'T. I EVEN STARTED CRYING A LITTLE CAUSE I WAS DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF FOR EVEN BEING IN THAT KIND OF SITUATION. MY MOM HAD TO TELL ME THAT SHE WAS NOT MAD AND THAT EVERYTHING WAS FINE.

SHE WAS REALLY SHOCKED WHEN SHE SAW WHAT I HAD DID TO DONNA. IT FELT SO WEIRD BEING HOME FROM SCHOOL LIKE THAT. JEFF DID NOT STAY AWAY DID HE? NO HE DID NOT CHRIS. QUINCY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE BRINGING ME MY HOMEWORK FOR THAT WHOLE WEEK BUT JEFF ENDED UP BRINGING IT TO ME. I TOLD U I HAD SOMETHING TO THAT DAY. OF COURSE U DID QUINCY. HE CAME TO MY HOUSE EVERYDAY AFTER SCHOOL TO SEE ME. I EVEN TOLD MY MOM NOT TO LET HIM IN BUT SHE DID IT ANYWAY. SEEMS LIKE YOUR MAMA WANTED U TO TALK TO HIM. SHE DID BUT I REALLY DID NOT WANT TO TALK TO HIM. I JUST REALLY WANTED HIM TO STAY AWAY. BUT HE DIDN'T WANT TO DO THAT. ONE DAY HE CAME OVER AND MY MOM YELLED UP TO TELL ME I HAD COMPANY. I THOUGHT IT WAS QUINCY OR MY FRIENDS FROM SCHOOL. BUT IT WAS JEFF. I TOLD MY MOM I HAD A LOT OF HOMEWORK TO DO STILL. SHE TOLD ME I COULD USE A BREAK AND THAT HE COULD GO UPSTAIRS AND HANG OUT WITH ME. HOLD UP KEVIN SAYS. U MEAN YOUR MOM ACTUALLY LET JEFF GO UPSTAIRS TO YOUR ROOM WHEN SHE KNOWS U GUYS R GONNA BE ALONE? SHOCKED ME TOO. I EVEN TOLD HER SHE NEVER LET ME DO THIS BEFORE. SHE SAID IT WAS FINE AND SHE TRUSTED BOTH OF US. SHE TOLD ME TO TALK TO HIM. I WAS LIKE FINE WITH AN ATTITUDE. U KNOW U WANTED TO SEE HIM MY SISTER SAYS. I KNOW SOMETHING HAPPENED IN THAT ROOM CHRIS SAYS. NOTHING HAPPENED IN MY ROOM. WE TALKED AN I DID MY HOMEWORK. AN I NEED ANOTHER BREAK FROM THIS STORY. SOMETHING DID HAPPEN IN THAT ROOM CHRIS SAYS. IT DID MIKA SAYS. U KNOW YA'LL WERE FOREVER SPYING ON ME. THEN TELL THEM WHAT HAPPENED IN THE ROOM SAVANNAH SAYS. I AM TAKING BREAK I TELL THEM. AFTER I TELL THE REST OF THIS, I AM GOING TO BED. THAT IS FINE MY SISTER SAYS SMILING AT ME

Damn even as a freshman in high school Tamarah was a pimp lol. Sandra and her friends were just jealous cause Tamarah was bad on the court and the dudes including there men were diffin them. Sandra was a hata. Chris is a mess actiing so amazed and goofy hearing the storie. RUN IT!!! RUN IT!!

SO R U NOT GONNA FINISH THE STORY? NO I AM NOT CHRIS. I THINK U GUYS HAVE HEARD ENOUGH. AW COME ON BAE CHRIS SAYS TO ME. WE WANNA KNOW WHAT HAPPEN HE SAYS TO ME. WELL I AM NOT GONNA TELL YA'LL. U KNOW U CAN FINISH THE STORY OR I WILL QUINCY SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT FINE I TELL THEM. I WILL FINISH THE STORY. SO I TOLD HIM MY NAME AND WE STARTED TALKING WHEN HIS GIRLFRIEND CAME OVER AN INTERRUPTED US REAL FAST. SHE DIDN'T LIKE THE FACT I WAS TALKING TO HER MAN LIKE I WAS. HE SAID HE HAS HEARD I WAS ON THE TEAM WITH HIS GIRLFRIENDS. DONNA JUMPED IN REAL QUICK SAYING I WAS NOT ON THERE TEAM. I TOLD HIM I HAD DECIDED THAT IT WAS NOT THE PLACE FOR ME. I TOLD HIM I THOUGHT IT WAS BEST IF I JUST PLAYED ON THE JUNIOR VARSITY TEAM. BUT HE JUST HAD TO SAY I DID NOT DESERVE TO BE ON THAT TEAM. I PLAYED SO MUCH BETTER THAN NOT TO BE ON THE VARSITY TEAM. DONNA WAS NOT LIKING THAT ONE BIT. I TOLD HIM IT WAS ALRIGHT AND THAT MAYBE ONE DAY I WOULD BE ABLE TO PLAY FOR THE VARSITY TEAM. HE EVEN OFFERED TO TALK TO THE COACH FOR ME TOO. I WANTED TO END THE CONVERSATION FAST CAUSE DONNA WAS GETTING REALLY ANGRY WITH HIM. SHE TOLD JEFF THAT I DID NOT NEED HIS HELP. I TOLD HIM SHE WAS RIGHT AND THAT I HAD ALREADY TALKED TO THE COACH. SO IT WOULD NOT BE NECESSARY FOR HIM TO DO THAT FOR ME. HE JUST HAD TO SAY HE THOUGHT IT WAS NOT FAIR THAT I WAS NOT ON THE TEAM. I TOLD HIM IT WAS FINE AND THAT I NEEDED TO GET BACK TO MY TEAM. HE LOOKED OVER AT DONNA AND THEN BACK AT ME. IT SAID IT WAS NICE TO MEET ME AND I WENT BACK TO PLAYING BALL WITH THE OTHER GIRLS ON MY TEAM. AS I WAS WALKING OFF, I HEARD THEM ARGUING ABOUT HIM TALKING TO ME. I EVEN HEARD HER TELL HIM TO STAY AWAY FROM ME.

HE WAS NOT HAPPY ABOUT THAT. CAUSE THEN ALL WE HEARD WAS HIM TELLING HER THAT SHE COULD GO TO HELL. I LOOKED OVER MY TEAM AS WE ALL JUST LOOKED AT EACH OTHER AND FINISH OUR PRACTICE. I KNOW MY TEAM MATES TOLD ME TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM IF I WANTED TO NOT GET INTO IT WITH DONNA AND THE OTHER GIRLS. SO DID U? YEAH I DID CHRIS. BUT FOR SOME REASON, HE COULD NOT STAY AWAY. HE WOULD PURPOSELY RUN INTO ME AT SCHOOL WHEN HE WAS HANGING OUT WITH QUINCY AND HIS OTHER FRIENDS. I WAS TRYING MY BEST TO AVOID HIM BUT IT NEVER SEEMED TO WORK OUT. ONE DAY I DECIDED TO STAY AFTER SCHOOL AND JUST PLAY AROUND IN THE GYM FOR A WHILE. AS I WAS SHOOTING THE BALL AROUND WHEN I SAW JEFF WALK IN. HE CAME IN AND ASKED IF HE COULD PLAY WITH ME. I TOLD HIM THAT WAS NOT SUCH A GOOD IDEA AND THAT HIS GIRLFRIEND WAS NOT GONNA LIKE THAT ONE BIT. HE SAID HE DID NOT CARE AND WE WERE JUST PLAYING A FRIENDLY GAME. THAT GAME WAS FAR FROM FRIENDLY QUINCY SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING. IT WAS A FRIENDLY GAME. U JUST SAW WHAT U WANTED TO SEE. NO I DID NOT QUINCY SAYS TO ME. JEFF JUST WANTED TO PLAY U SO HE COULD BE ALL UP ON U. NO HE DID NOT.

YEAH HE DID HE SAYS TO ME LAUGHING. U DIDN'T LOOK LIKE A FRESHMAN WHEN U CAME TO HIGH SCHOOL. U WERE ALREADY FILLED OUT IN THE RIGHT PLACES AND U HAD MOST OF THE GUYS LOOKING AT U TOO. U KNOW U REALLY NEED TO SHUT UP QUINCY. I AM JUST TELLING THE TRUTH. U LOOKED OLDER THAN U REALLY WERE HE SAYS TO ME. JEFF KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING QUINCY SAYS TO ME. HIM AND DONNA HAD BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS FOR AWHILE. ANYWAY EVERYBODY. IT WAS HARMLESS GAME. BUT DONNA DID NOT SEE IT THAT WAY WHEN SHE FOUND US PLAYING AND HAVING FUN. ONE OF HER FRIENDS HAD TOLD HER WHERE HE WAS AND SHE WAS PISSED OFF WHEN SHE FOUND US. SHE WAS LIKE SHE TOLD SHE TOLD HIM TO STAY AWAY FROM ME. HE TOLD HER AGAIN TO GO TO HELL. THAT IS I KNEW IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO GO YET AND THAT I HAD FUN. HE TOLD ME I DID NOT HAVE TO LEAVE. BUT I NEEDED TO GET HOME CAUSE I HAD HOMEWORK TO DO STILL. HE EVEN OFFERED ME A RIDE HOME RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER FACE. I TOLD HIM THAT HE DID NOT HAVE TO DO THAT. QUINCY WAS GONNA TAKE ME HOME. SHE WAS LIKE I HAD A RIDE NOW LET HER LEAVE SHE TOLD JEFF. JEFF TOLD HER TO SHUT UP. SHE TURNED HE ATTENTION TOWARD ME AS SHE JUST LOOKED EVEN MORE PISSED. SHE CAME IN MY FACE SAYING HOW I BETTER WATCH MY BACK. SHE TOLD ME TO STAY AWAY FROM HER MAN AND THAT HE WAS ALL HER.

I TOLD HER FINE BUT SHE NEEDED TO TELL HIM THAT. CAUSE I WAS STAYING AWAY FROM HIM. SHE TOLD ME DON'T THINK FOR SECOND THAT I COULD JUST COME IN HER SCHOOL AND TAKE WHATEVER WAS HERS. SHE DIDN'T CARE HOW GOOD OF A BASKETBALL PLAYER I WAS. SHE SAID HATED B**CHES LIKE ME THAT THINK THEY CAN HAVE WHATEVER THEY WANTED WHEN THEY WANTED. I JUST STOOD THERE LETTING HER TALK TO SAY WHAT SHE HAD TO SAY TO ME. JEFF TOLD HER SHE WAS OUT OF LINE FOR CALLING ME A B**CH. SHE THOUGHT OTHERWISE. QUINCY BROUGHT ME MY THINGS AND I DECIDED TO LEAVE. JEFF ASKED ME IF HE COULD SEE ME TOMORROW? I TURNED AROUND AND TOLD HIM YEAH LOOKING RIGHT AT DONNA WHEN I SAID IT. DAMN TREY SAYS TO ME LAUGHING. U WERE JUST LOOKING TROUBLE CHRIS SAYS TO ME. SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE CALLED ME B**CH. SO NOW I WAS ABOUT TO BE A B**CH AND HAVE FUN WITH HER MAN. WOW CHRIS SAYS LOOKING AT ME. THAT IS JUST WRONG TYGA SAYS. SHE DID NOT HAVE A CARE IN THE WORLD AT THIS POINT QUINCY SAYS. QUINCY TOLD ME I WAS CRAZY FOR DOING THAT. I DID NOT CARE. I WENT HOME AND DID MY HOMEWORK READY TO SEE WHAT SHE WAS GONNA DO TOMORROW. AFTER I WAS DONE WITH MY WORK, I WAS HANGING OUT WITH MY SISTER AND EM, WHEN JEFF CAME DRIVING UP TO MY HOUSE. I WAS TELLING THEM ABOUT WHAT HAD BEEN HAPPENING TO ME SO FAR SINCE I WAS AT THE SCHOOL.

U KNOW THESE GIRLS COULD NOT WAIT TO GET TO THE SCHOOL SO THEY COULD HAVE MY BACK. IMAGINE THEY WERE STILL IN 8TH GRADE ABOUT TO START HIGH SCHOOL WHERE I WAS. I STARTED LAUGHING WHEN HE PULLED UP. HE GOT OUT THE CAR AND CAME AROUND TO THE OTHER SIDE AND WAS JUST STARING AT ME. I SAT THERE FOR A SECOND BEFORE I GOT UP TO GO TOWARD HIM. I ASKED HIM WHAT HE WAS DOING AT MY HOUSE? HE SAID HE CAME TO CHECK ON ME AFTER WHAT DONNA HAD SAID TO ME. I TOLD HIM I WAS FINE AND THAT HE SHOULD LEAVE BEFORE WE GOT CAUGHT TALKING TO EACH OTHER. HE SAID HE DID NOT CARE. HE ASKED ME TO GO FOR DRIVE WITH HIM CAUSE HE WANTED TO TALK TO ME SOME MORE. I REALLY DIDN'T THINK THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA AS I TOLD HIM. IT WILL BE FINE HE SAID SMILING AT ME. I TOLD HIM I WOULD HAVE TO ASK MY MOM FIRST. BEFORE I COULD EVEN ASK HER, SHE TOLD ME TO BE BACK BY 10. I WAS STILL SKEPTICAL ABOUT GOING WITH HIM. BUT U WENT ANYWAY? YEAH I DID CHRIS. I FIGURED IT WAS NOT GONNA BE BAD. BUT ONCE DONNA FOUND OUT ABOUT THIS, I KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE HELL. WHERE DID U GUYS GO? CHRIS ASKED ME SMILING. WE WENT OUT TO EAT AND HUNG OUT AT THE COURT FOR AWHILE. WE WENT BY BURGER KING AND THEN HEADED TO THE COURT. BURGER KING CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I REALLY DIDN'T MIND EATING THERE. IT WAS FINE WITH ME. SO U CAN SAY U GUYS HAD A DATE? NO WE DID NOT HAVE A DATE CHRIS. I AM ABOUT TO STOP THIS STORY TOO. NO U R NOT CHRIS SAYS SMILING AT ME. U R ENJOYING THIS? YEAH I AM. I LIKE HEARING ABOUT WHAT WENT ON IN YOUR LIFE. ESPECIALLY HOW U WAS JUST PIMPING AS A FRESHMAN IN HIGH SCHOOL. SHUT UP CHRIS AS I HIT HIM. WELL U WAS CHRIS SAYS TO ME. NO I WAS NOT CHRIS.

WHAT DID U GUYS TALK ABOUT? TREY ASKED ME. HE WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT Y I WAS NOT ON THE VARSITY TEAM. I LIED AND TOLD HIM I DIDN'T FEEL COMFORTABLE BEING THERE. I SAID IT WAS NOT RIGHT FOR ME. HE JUST LOOKED AT ME LIKE STOP LYING. I THINK HE KNEW I WAS LYING TOO. HE TOLD ME TO JUST TELL HIM WHAT HAPPEN. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO CAUSE BEING OUT WITH HIM LIKE THIS WAS ALREADY BAD. I DID NOT WANT HIM TO TELL HIM WHAT THE TEAM DID. ESPECIALLY DONNA. CAUSE I KNOW HE WOULD HAVE CONFRONTED HER ABOUT IT AND THEN THAT WOULD HAVE BEEN IT FOR ME. I JUST TOLD HIM I WAS NOT LYING AND THAT I REALLY THOUGHT BEING ON THAT TEAM WAS TOO MUCH FOR ME. THAT IS WHEN HE TOLD ME HE HAD BEEN WATCHING ME PLAY FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW. SO HE KNEW THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE MYSELF ON THAT TEAM. I JUST TOLD HIM TO JUST DROP IT AND THAT I WAS FINE WHERE I WAS. THAT IS WHEN HE ASKED ME DID DONNA AND HER FRIENDS DO SOMETHING TO MAKE ME NOT WANT TO BE THERE? I TOLD HIM NO REAL FAST. I JUST TOLD HIM THAT NONE OF THEM DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO MAKE ME NOT WANT TO BE THERE. I TOLD HIM I HAD MADE THE TEAM BUT THE FIRST GAME WAS TOO MUCH FOR ME. SO I DECIDED TO LEAVE. HE FINALLY JUST SAID ALRIGHT AND DROPPED THE WHOLE THING. WE GOT BACK IN HIS CAR AND HE DROVE ME BACK HOME. WE SAT OUT IN HIS CAR FOR ABOUT THE LAST 30 MINUTES BEFORE I HAD TO GO INTO THE HOUSE.

HE ASKED ME WAS I COVERING FOR DONNA. I TOLD HIM NO AND THAT TO JUST LEAVE ALONE. HE TOLD ME IF HE FOUND OUT I WAS LYING THAT HE WAS GONNA FIND ME AND I WAS GONNA BE IN TROUBLE. SO I ASKED WAS HE GONNA GIVE ME A WHOOPING FOR MY PUNISHMENT? HE TOLD ME YEAH AND STARTED SMILING AT ME. I WAS THINKING IN MY HEAD THIS BOY WAS THINKING LIKE AN ADULT RIGHT NOW. I KNOW WAS ONLY 14 BUT I KNEW WHAT HE MEANT BY THAT. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING. HE ASKED IF HE COULD SEE ME AGAIN TOMORROW AS HE WALKED ME TO THE DOOR. I TOLD HIM WE WOULD HAVE TO SEE. HE SAID HE HAD A GOOD TIME HANGIN OUT WITH ME. AN I CAME IN THE HOUSE AND THAT WAS IT. THAT WAS NOT IT MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH IT WAS I SAYS TO HER. SO HE DID NOT KISS U? MIKA ASKED ME. I JUST LOOKED AT HER AS SHE WAS SMILING AT ME. SO HE KISSED U? CHRIS ASKED ME. YEAH HE DID I SAY LOOKING AT CHRIS. DAMN HE SAYS LAUGHING. SHUT UP I SAY TO THEM. THANK U FOR SAYING THAT MIKA. HEY NOW. IF U R GONNA TELL THE STORY, THEN TELL IT RIGHT TAMARAH SHE SAYS LAUGHING. SO HE WAS YOUR FIRST KISS? TYGA ASKED ME. YEAH HE WAS. IT WAS NOT ANY KISS EITHER ANGIE SAYS TO THEM. I MEAN HE KISSED HER LIKE THEY WERE GROWN ADULTS. IT DID NOT SEEM LIKE HER FIRST KISS TAMEKAH SAYS. IT LOOK LIKE SHE HAD BEEN DOING IT FOR A LONG TIME. I AM DONE WITH THIS STORY NOW. HOLD ON CHRIS SAYS. I KNOW THIS STORY IS NOT OVER WITH HE SAYS TO ME. WELL I NEED A BREAK I TELL THEM. SO HE KISSED U? YES HE DID CHRIS. U DIDN'T STOP HIM? NO I DID NOT AT FIRST.

I HATED THAT HAPPEN CAUSE MY MOM HAD TO HAVE THAT TALK WITH ME ABOUT BOYS. AND PLUS HE WAS OLDER AND PROBABLY ALREADY HAD SEX TOO. BUT I NEED NOT MIND THE "TALK" WITH MY MOM. MOST OF WHAT SHE WAS TELLING ME I ALREADY KNEW. BUT I JUST LIKED TALKING MY MOM ANYWAY. I CAN'T BELIEVE U KISSED HIM CHRIS SAYS TO ME. WILL U JUST STOP CHRIS? I AM SORRY BAE HE SAYS TO ME. BUT U HAVE TO ADMIT THAT EVEN A YOUR AGE, U HAD GUYS FALLEN FOR U HARD HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. I AM NOT ADMITTING ANYTHING CHRIS. I COULD NOT HELP THAT MY BODY GREW UP SO FAST AND THAT BOYS CAN'T CONTROL THERE HORMONES EITHER. COME ON TAMARAH AND FINISH TELLING US THIS STORY ANGIE SAYS TO ME. I WILL BE RIGHT THERE. SO U WENT FROM LIKING OLDER GUYS TO YOUNGER ONES? UGH I SAY WALKING OFF BACK TO THE DINING ROOM. I WAS ONLY ASKING HE SAYS TO ME LAUGHING. I AM GONNA GET THROUGH THIS STORY SO I CAN BE DONE AND THROUGH WITH IT. GO AHEAD AND FINISH CHRIS SAYS SMILING AT ME.

Tamarahs a beast on that court I see. Takes no mercy on no of her opponents. Ugh those bytches on the team were some straight hatas ugh. Poor Tamarah and she almost let them win ugh. Glad she decided to come back and damn Jeff was tryna holls at her when she was a freshman and he a junior alright Tamarah. Pimp ish ma lol. LOL at Chris saying he gone make her finish the story. He a trip. RUN IT!!!!

CHRIS LET ME UP NOW. NO HE SAYS TO ME LAUGHING AT ME. Y R U SO MAD RIGHT NOW? I AM NOT MAD CHRIS. I JUST WISH EVERYBODY WOULD STOP TELLING MY BUSINESS. WELL U SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN SO OBVIOUS ABOUT LIKING CHRIS QUINCY SAYS. DON'T ROLL YOUR EYES AT ME HE SAYS TO ME. THAT WAS A VERY INTENSE GAME BETWEEN U TOO TYGA SAYS. HE TOLD ME NOT TO GO EASY ON HIM. SO I DID WHAT I HAD TO DO. YEAH BUT U DIDN'T HAVE TO GO HARD AT HIM TREY SAYS. Y NOT? MY SISTER SAYS. HE TOLD HER TO PLAY LIKE SHE WOULD ANYBODY MY SISTER SAYS. BUT I GUESS U GUYS FIGURE CAUSE SHE IS A GIRL THAT SHE WAS JUST GONNA LET JEFF GET EASY BASKETS? NO ONE SAID ANYTHING. THAT IS JUST SO TYPICAL ANGIE SAYS. I AM JUST SAYING SHE COULD EASED UP A LITTLE BIT TREY SAYS. I DID NOT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING I TELL TREY. I DON'T CARE WHO U R WHEN IT COMES TO PLAYING BALL AGAINST ME. I DON'T ASK ANYBODY I PLAY TO TAKE IT EASY ONE ME WHEN I PLAY BALL. I WANT THEM TO BRING ALL THEY HAVE WHEN WE PLAY. THAT WAS A GOOD ASS GAME TOO CHRIS SAYS. U MUST HAVE REALLY ENJOYED WATCHING THAT GAME MY SISTER SAYS TO HIM. HE DID DRAKE SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING. WE WERE ALL ENJOYING THAT GAME THOUGH BIG SEAN SAYS. I BET U WERE GOOD IN HIGH SCHOOL THEN. SHE REALLY WAS QUINCY SAYS. WE HAD THE BEST TEAM IN CHICAGO. THEY WERE CONSTANTLY WINNING EVERY SINGLE GAME. THEY BROUGHT OUR SCHOOL SO MANY CHAMPIONSHIPS. IT WAS SO CRAZY QUINCY SAYS. WHEN SHE FIRST STARTED, THEY PUT HER RIGHT ON THE VARSITY TEAM. I WAS ONLY A FRESHMAN TOO.

SHE WAS REALLY THAT GOOD WHEN SHE TRIED OUT TOO QUINCY SAYS. I ASKED QUINCY TO COME WITH ME TO TRY OUT. I DIDN'T KNOW IF I WAS GONNA EVEN MAKE IT. I WAS SO NERVOUS AND SCARED. BUT ONCE I HAD THAT BALL IN MY HAND, ALL THAT NERVOUSNESS JUST WENT AWAY. I WAS PLAYING AGAINST THERE BEST PLAYER THEY HAD ON THE TEAM. SHE DID NOT LIKE U EITHER QUINCY SAYS. I MEAN THAT GIRL WAS JUST COMING AT TAMARAH REAL HARD. SHE WAS PUSHING TAMARAH TO HER LIMITS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BUT TAMARAH JUST SWITCH ON ANOTHER GEAR AND I GUESS SHE SAID SHE HAD ENOUGH PLAYING AROUND WITH HER. SHE KNOCKING DOWN 3, TAKE JUMP SHOTS, MAKING LAYUPS, AN I MEAN SHE PROVED Y SHE WAS SHOULD BE ON THAT TEAM. THE COACH'S FACE WAS PRICELESS TOO. SHE HAD NOT SEEN SOMEONE PLAY LIKE THAT BEFORE WHO WAS ONLY A FRESHMAN. THE GIRL SHE WAS PLAYING WAS THE CAPTAIN OF THE TEAM. SHE DID NOT LIKE TAMARAH ONE BIT THAT DAY. TAMARAH HAD SHOWED HER UP BIG TIME. TAMARAH EVEN STARTED THE VERY FIRST GAME SHE PLAYED WITH THE VARSITY TEAM. THE COACH HAD GOOD FAITH IN HER THAT SHE WOULD DO JUST FINE WITH THE OTHER GIRLS. BUT THE OTHER GIRLS DID NOT SEE IT THAT WAY. MY FIRST GAME THEY WOULD NOT EVEN PASS ME BALL. I WOULD BE OPENED BUT NO ONE WOULD GIVE ME THAT CHANCE. I GUESS THEY WANTED ME TO KNOW THAT THIS WAS THERE TEAM AN I SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN THERE.

WE WON THAT GAME BUT THE COACH WAS MAD CAUSE NO ONE WAS PASSING ME THE BALL. I TOLD THE COACH IT WAS FINE AN I UNDERSTAND HOW THEY FELT ABOUT ME BEING THERE. I JUST WANTED TO QUIT SO BADLY CAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED THAT GAME. I EVEN WENT TO THE COACH AND TOLD HER I DIDN'T THINK I SHOULD BE ON TEAM. SHE KNEW Y I WAS FEELING LIKE I WAS. BUT SHE TOLD ME TO GIVE THEM SOME TIME TO WARM UP TO ME. I ALREADY KNEW THAT WAS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. SO I TOLD HER OK AND WENT WITH IT. SO THE NEXT DAY AT PRACTICE I WENT IN AND DID THE DRILLS LIKE I WAS SUPPOSE TOO. WE PLAYED A FEW GAMES TO TIGHTEN UP OUR GAME. EVEN DURING THE PRACTICE, NO ONE WANTED TO HAND ME THE BALL. SO I JUST SAID FORGET IT AN I GRABBED MY THINGS AND LEFT. I JUST COULD NOT DEAL WITH THAT. I DID NOT SEE THE POINT OF BEING THERE DOING NOTHING BUT JUST BE ON THE TEAM. IT WAS A GOOD 2 WEEKS BEFORE THE COACH CAME TO ME AND ASK Y DID I JUST LEAVE. I JUST TOLD HER THERE WAS NO POINT AND THAT I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE BETTER FOR ME TO JUST BE ON THE JUNIOR VARSITY TEAM AND THAT WAS THAT. THOSE GIRLS HATED ME AN I JUST DIDN'T SEE THE POINT OF TRYING WITH THEM. I TOLD HER THIS WAS SOMETHING I WANTED AND THAT IT WAS FOR THE BEST. THE VARSITY TEAM CAME UP TO ME ONE DAY AND SAID I HAD DID THE RIGHT THING BY LEAVING CAUSE I WAS NOT ABOUT TO TAKE THERE CAPTAIN'S PLACE ON THE TEAM. I TOLD THEM I WAS NOT COMING TO DO THAT. I JUST WANTED TO PLAY. THEY HAD HEARD ABOUT ME FROM THE OTHER KIDS AT THE SCHOOL ON HOW WELL I PLAYED. I GUESS THEY DID NOT THINK I WAS ALL THAT LIKE PEOPLE WERE SAYING I WAS. THEY WERE GIVING ME HELL ALL THE TIME. I JUST LET THEM DO WHAT THEY HAD TO DO. UNTIL ONE DAY SOME OF THE GIRLS FROM THE VARSITY TEAM DECIDED TO GET SOME PRACTICE IN BEFORE OUR NEXT GAME.

WHEN WE WALKED IN, WE SAW SOME OF THE GUYS FROM THE BOYS TEAM PLAYING WHILE WE IN THERE TOO. WE PRACTICE ON ONE END WHILE THEY WERE ON THE OTHER. BUT WE SAW SOME OF THE GIRLS FROM VARSITY SITTING ON THE END NEXT TO THEM WATCHING THEM PLAY. AS WE WERE PLAYING, WE NOTICE THE GUYS WERE WATCHING US PLAY. I REMEMBER THAT DAY MY SISTER SAYS TO ME. THE CAPTAIN OF THE VARSITY TEAM DIDN'T LIKE HOW HER BOYFRIEND WAS LOOKING AT US PLAY. ESPECIALLY ME. OUR BALL ROLLED TOWARD THE OTHER END WHERE THEY WERE AND I WENT TO GET THE BALL. SO THE GUYS GAME ME THE BALL BACK AN ASKED ME WHAT MY NAME WAS AND THAT I COULD REALLY PLAY BALL. I SAW HER LOOKING AT US REAL HARD. SHE GOT UP AND BROKE UP OUR LITTLE CONVERSATION REAL QUICK. I STARTED TO WALK OFF WHEN SHE CAME TOWARD US. HE TOLD ME HOLD ON A SEC. I TOLD HIM I THINK I BETTER JUST GO CAUSE I DID NOT WANT TO START ANY TROUBLE. WHO WAS THE GUY? IT WAS JEFF. HE WAS TWO YEARS AHEAD OF ME. SO HE WAS A JUNIOR? YEAH HE WAS CHRIS. DAMN HE SAYS. SHUT UP CHRIS. ALL I DID WAS TELL HIM MY NAME AND THANK HIM FOR HIS COMPLIMENT ON MY BALL PLAYING. WHO WAS HIS GIRLFRIEND? TREY ASKED. DONNA WE ALL SAY TO HIM. SHE IS SITTING RIGHT OVER THERE AS I POINTED ACROSS THE STREET. SO U WERE TRYING TO HOOK UP WITH JEFF? I WAS NOT TRYING TO DO THAT CHRIS AS I HIT HIM. I AM JUST PLAYING HE SAY LAUGHING. EVEN AT A YOUNG AGE GUYS WERE TRYING TO HOOK UP WITH U TYGA SAYS. WHATEVER. I AM DONE TELLING THIS STORY NOW AS I GET OFF CHRIS. NO U R NOT CHRIS SAYS TO ME. LETS GO EAT SO SHE CAN FINISH HER STORY BIG SEAN SAYS. I AM DONE TELLING THAT STORY I TELL THEM. U KNOW U CAN FINISH THE STORY CHRIS SAYS TO ME. NO I DON'T I TELL HIM. U R GONNA FINISH THAT STORY HE SAYS TO ME. I DON'T HAVE TO DO ANYTHING CHRIS. I AM GOING TO SIT DOWN AND EAT NOW. SO LEAVE ME ALONE AS I SMILED AT HIM.