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Famous Arranged Marriage

( Intro )

"Sweetie could you change your clothes into something more proper??"
"For what??"
"We're going out."
"I think I look cute and so did everyone else today."

I stood in the mirror looking at my tight shorts and my fitting top then at my sandals. My outfits always showed off my curves and my mom hated that. She said i was fat, but my grandmother always said I was thick and she loved it before she passed.

"Sweetie they only say that because they have to. You actually look very slutty."
"Just because I like my curves and I wanna show them off that makes me slutty!?"
"Well yes. Now go change so we can go out."
"No. You can go by your damn self and I’ll go out with my friends."

I went up to my room and locked the door. I changed into a cute short skirt, but not too short and and a half shirt with a "v" cut showing off my big boobs a little then I put on sandals. I did my hair up in curls and added a little body glitter then changed my accessories and walked downstairs.

"Channel could you come in here for a minute please??"

I rolled my eyes and walked into the living room. Sitting on my couch was Chris Brown, his mom, his manager, and Tyga. I had to pinch myself a little to make sure I wasn't dreaming. I kept my composure so I didn't look like a groupie even though I was madly in love with Chris.

"Hi everybody. Mom whats going on??"
"Have a seat sweetie."

My phone rang so i excused myself.

"Hello."
"girl I'm outside."
"Kk."

I let my best friend Bianca in and we walked into the living room. She nearly fainted when she saw them. Just like how I'm in love with Chris that's how she is with Tyga.

"Girl what is my husband doing here??"
"I don't know."

We both sat down and waited for my mom to continue.

"Well Chanell Chris' family and ours go way back to a line of arranged marriages.
"Sooooo..."
"You and Chris are arranged to be married."

I almost fainted.

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( 19 ) -

For the rest of the week I stayed in the house alone and I didn’t bother Chris. I let him do him and hoped he would come home soon. Mama and I were sitting with the wedding planner talking about colors when Chris came in. He kissed his mom and hugged the wedding planner then took his bag to his room and closed the door.

“Leslie lets call it a day. I’m sure Chris and Channel have things to talk about.”

Chris came out his room dressed in basketball clothes.

“Where you going??”

Mama asked Chris as Leslie left.

“To ball.”
“Don’t you wanna spend time with your girlfriend?? You’ve been gone for a whole week.”
“Nah I’m straight.”

He got his keys and left out again. I just sat there numb. Mama came and held me then wiped my tears.

“He hates me now.”
“No he doesn‘t.”
“Yes he does mama.”
“I‘ll talk to him.”
“No it‘s fine.”

She sighed and got up.

“I have to go for a doctors appointment, but call me tomorrow morning honey.”
“Ok mama.”

I walked with her to the door.

“Love you mama.”

She turned to face me.

“I love you too and you‘ll be fine.”
“I hope so.”

She left and I went to start dinner then Chris walked back in.

“I thought you were going to play ball.”

I said to him, but he didn’t respond he just went up to his room. Instead of cooking I got my keys and just left.

i dnt blame chris but he could soften up a lil. put sum trust in him!

Run it

damn he told her off

Run It!!

Damn Chris .. I don't even know what to say. Thats some hurtful s***.

Runnn It !

thas what tf she get, but i
hope chris hasn't gone back
to the old chris though....

RUN IT

Dmn he bold af run it I lov it

( 18 ) -

When I got home of course it was empty. I went into Chris’ room and noticed about a weeks worth of clothes were missing. I sat on his bed and somehow ended up falling asleep.

*morning*
I woke up and looked around hoping it was all a dream and he didn’t really leave me, but it wasn’t. I got up and showered then called my girls and we decided to go to the mall for a while.

“Girl you don’t know how lucky you are. You have a man, a famous man at that, who loves you and is faithful to you. Yet you treat him like s***.”

My friend Abby said as we walked towards the food court.

“I don’t need a lecture.”
“Obviously you do. s*** if you don’t want Chris I‘ll be GLAD to take him off your hands.”

Alyssa said. I looked at her and she was dead serious.

“Well you don’t have to worry about that because Chris is MINES and will remain that way.”
“Not if you keep acting the way you are.”

Abby said. When we got to the food court there was security and girls screaming. We walked over and I saw Chris, Tyga, Bow Wow, Omarion, and Trey Songz just sitting there goofing off. A line formed and they took pics with the girls and signed autographs for them. 1 girl got bold enough to kiss Chris on his lips. He stepped back and the security escorted her away from him. He shook his head and finished doing other things for other fans then they started eating. We walked over to their table and I spoke.

“Can I have an autograph and a picture Chris??”

He looked up at me and shook his head.

“What are you doing here Channel??”
“You know her??

Trey asked eyeing me.

“That’s my girl Channel.”
“Damn shorty looking right.”

Trey stood and kissed my hand then Chris looked at him. Trey shrugged his shoulders then Chris turned back to me.

“I told you I didn’t wanna talk to you for a few days.”
“Chris I’m sorry. I miss you.”

He laughed and shook his head.

“Nah you miss having a reason to accuse me. Did you see ol’ girl kiss me??”
“Yes.”
“So what do you have to say?? Did I lead her on?? Is it my fault?? What??”

I looked down not wanting anybody to see the tears and walked away. I heard Tyga tell Chris he was wrong for that, but Chris didn’t say anything.

SMGDH...run it mama!!

1-2 more runs

Dmn I understand why he's hurt run it inlov it but she betta stop ACCUSIN him n fix it

More runs

Damn Chris :(
but you know what? that's what she gets
She needs to stop before he's gone forever.

Run It!!!!!

( 17 ) -

I was walking around the dress shop with mama looking at different designs.

“Why are you so quiet sweet pea??”

She asked as we sat down in a secluded area.

“I don’t know what to do anymore.”
“About Chris??”
“Yes.”
“I honestly don’t know what to say, but the main thing is you need to stop accusing him. I know you have a very rough past, but Chris isn’t the 1 to blame for it. I‘ve never seen Chris more into someone than he is with you. He‘s changed for the better and you’re to thank for that, but if you keep accusing him then he‘s going to go back to the old Chris.”
“What’s the ‘Old Chris’??”
“Rude, selfish, arrogant, expressionless, keeps to himself.”
“What do you mean expressionless??”
“He wont open up to anybody especially not to you. When he‘s around he‘ll make you feel like you‘re better off without him.”
“Why??”
“I‘ll tell you a little secret. When Chris was 15 he met this girl and they were going strong for a while. When he became famous she began accusing him and he loved her so much he would do ANYTHING for her even if that meant not doing everything he should’ve been doing for his career. Well 1 day he went to the doctor and it turned out she gave him an STD so she was the 1 who was actually cheating.”

I gasped.

“Luckily it was curable. When he found out they got into an argument and she flipped it trying to make it seem like it was him. He let the whole thing go because he loved her so much. About a few days later he found out that she was pregnant and she had gotten an abortion. Then they got into it and he slightly pushed her, but not hard at all. She had 1 of her guy friends ruff her up then she went to the police and said he beat her. He was arrested and everything, but thank God there was 2 witnesses who just so happened to be Chris fans and told the cops what really happened. His record was cleared and he was let go. Ever since then up until he got with you he was an a**hole and a player.”
“So that’s why he gets so angry when I accuse him??”
“Yeah. He‘s still not over that, but please don’t bring it up. He wanted to tell you eventually, but I think you needed to know now. The more you accuse him the more you push him away and he‘ll turn into the old him then ya marriage will suffer.”

She got up to speak with my wedding planner, leaving me to have some time alone to think. I decided to text Chris.

Me - Hey.

It took him a while, but eventually he texted back.

Hubby - What you want??
Me - To talk. I miss you.

Once again it took him a while to text back.

Hubby - No you don’t. All you wanna do is argue with me and try to turn s*** onto me. I cant do this. I’m leaving for a few days. Don’t try to contact me.
Me - …I love you…

This time he didn’t text back at all. I sighed and put my head in my hands allowing myself to cry.

Trop, you aint lyin lol
she gettin on
my last nerve too!

how she gon' sit up there
and ask him that?! like he
still wouldn't like yo ass
if he ain't love you, smh
smDh lol

i don't think Chris should
marry her. btch got trust
issues mane.

Run It

More runs ??

damn girl put sum trust in him chris is tryin run it

( 16 ) -

After a while Mama Joyce called and said we needed to go dress shopping so I went back upstairs to get ready.

“Where you going??”

I asked Chris as I noticed him getting dressed also.

“Out with the guys. Where you going??”
“Dress shopping with mama.”
“Oh.”

He sat on the bed lacing up his sneakers. I sighed and walked over to him sitting on his lap.

“Do you love me Chris??”

He just looked at me.

“Do you think I love you??”
“I don’t know.”

He shook his head and lifted me off of him. He finished doing his shoes then started spraying cologne.

“If I didn’t love you then I would’ve been cheated on you. If I didn’t love you then I wouldn’t put up with all ya insecure issues. If I didn’t love you I wouldn’t make sure I talk to you every chance I get when I’m away. If I didn’t love you then I would’ve been found a way out of this marriage. If I didn’t love you then I wouldn’t keep it real with you. I know I love you. Question is do you really love me, but I get my answer every time you accuse me.”

He got his phone, keys, and wallet.

“I‘ll holla at you later.”

He chucked up the deuces and walked out the house as I heard 1 of friends tell him to hurry up.

Chanelle honey, you are getting on my LAST damn nerves.

Would you stop accusing his ass!

Damn!

Give him a chance, and IF he f***s up then off his ass.

Lol.

Run this.

AUUUGH! Chanelle be doing the most!
she needa stop assumin sht and trust
chris. she be pissing me off lmao,
but real sht ...idk if they gonna get
through this marriage with her flip-
floppin on trusting him mane...ugh
i hope she feels guilty for a long ass
time cause she just be...smh smdh
even if he do forgive in the shower...
and every other time they make up lol

Run It

1-2 more runs plz

i missed so much over the weekend...
catching up now

Run It In Advance Plz

She needs to stop cause if she keeps saying he's cheating when he's not he's gonna end cheater on her ass

Run It!!!

( 15 ) -
That night Chris and I went back to his home and relaxed talking about his tour and everything. I was helping him unpack and saw a red thong so I threw it at him.

“WHAT THE f*** IS THIS CHRIS?!”

He looked at it and sighed then took out his phone. He called someone and put it on speaker.

“Hello.”

A female answer.

“Why is there a red thong in my suitcase??”
“I put it there.”
“For what??”
“To remind you of what you’re missing. I cant believe you turned me down the whole tour.”
“I told you I’m faithful to my girl. Bye Rihanna.”

He hung up and looked at me, but I didn’t say anything. He went and got into the shower so as a way to make it up to him I got in with him. I put my arms around him and kissed his shoulder.

“I’m sorry baby I really am.”

He turned to face me and picked me up. I put my arms around him and he laid me down in the tub.

*morning*
I woke up feeling good after last night. Chris was still sleeping so I got up and made him breakfast then brought it to him in bed. He woke up as soon as he smelled it and started eating.

“Breakfast in bed??”

He said with a mouth full of pancakes, whipped cream, strawberries, and strawberry syrup.

“Yes. I still feel bad that I keep accusing you.”
“It‘s straight. If I was in ya position I would‘ve felt the same way, but damn every time something happens you accuse me and honestly I don’t know if I can be married to someone who’s like that.”

I sighed and walked downstairs thinking. I hope he doesn’t try to find a way out of our marriage. I really do love him.

I hope you get better.

&& I might not be updating as often . I sprained my shoulder nd part of my back which causes A LOT of pain when I move my right arm . Plus Im SUPPOSED to be on bed rest .

Sorry ya Im still not feelin up to it that much && A lot more has been adding on to it .
I'll try tomorrow though for my fans .

Sorry guys I had a bad , long day and my mood is really low .

I'll update tomorrow if Im feelin better .

run it!

Lol.

Run this.

Night.