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<a href="http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/sites/default/files/2011/03/chris-brown-buzz-2011-a-p.jpg">Tristan</a> is sitting at the bar like he does every Friday night. He doesn’t even know why he bothers anymore, the bar scene seems to get more boring every week. He looks around as he takes a sip of his Hennessey on the rocks; he swears he sees the same people every week; desperate men looking for woman and desperate woman looking for men. Tristan is not a desperate man and he is not looking for a woman. His motto is “never trust a b***h.” He has been this way for years and he does not think it will change anytime soon. All women are evil to Tristan and he doesn’t want anything to do with them. He continues looking around and notices <a href="http://dangerouslee.files.wordpress.com/2012/10/natural-hair-products-for-black-women.jpg?w=300&h=300">a woman</a> he has never seen before. He knows all the regulars and she is definitely not one of them. She is standing awkwardly against the wall with a drink that appears to be cranberry juice in her hand. Tristan looks her up and down and does his normal routine of rating her appearance. Her large, natural hair definitely catches his attention, pretty face, petite little shape squeezed into a fitted dress, and toned legs defined by 4 maybe 5 inch stilettos. Tristan thinks she is the perfect 10 looks wise. The woman catches Tristan staring at her and she looks away awkwardly. Tristan takes this to mean that is shy as well. She is looking around and Tristan just watches her. Tristan snaps out of his daze and looks away; he doesn’t even know why he was staring. Yes she is beautiful, but pretty faces are always deceiving. Tristan finishes his drink and asks the bartender for another one. Tristan only has two drinks for the night and he decides at 1 am, it’s time to head home. He pays and tips the bartender and then gets up from the stool and walks outside. As soon as he walks outside, he sees the woman arguing with this man. Tristan just shakes his head: wonder what the b***h did, is all Tristan is thinking. Tristan walks forward, but stops in his tracks when he hears what sounds like a slap and hears a woman’s gasp of pain. Tristan turns around and sees the woman holding her cheek and the man with his hand up. Now Tristan may hate woman, but he just doesn’t like when men ever put their hands on a woman. Tristan quickly walks over to the man and grabs his arm and spins him around and the man looks at him like he is crazy.

“Weren’t you ever taught never put your hands on a woman?,” Tristan said.

“N***a get off me. This is none of your business,” the man said while jerking Tristan’s hand off of his arm.

“When you hit a woman in the street it becomes anyone who is watching business,” Tristan said boldly.

“Man whatever. This is MY woman, you mind your own,” the man said.

“I’m not your woman,” the woman said softly.

“B***h what you say?,” the man said.

“I am not your woman Michael! You need to accept that!,” the woman yelled. Michael looks like he is about to hit the woman again, but Tristan gets in front of her and lifts up his shirt and Michael sees a 9 mm handgun. He just glares at Tristan and then looks at the woman.

“This isn’t over Malila. We have a lot to talk about,” Michael said. Michael just turns around and walks away and disappears around the corner. Tristan pulls his shirt down and then starts to walk away.

“Wait!,” Malila yelled. Tristan just shakes his head and Tristan hears Malila’s heels clicking as she tries to walk towards him. He hears her picking up speed and she gently touches his arm and then stands in front of him and Tristan just stares at her. He notices her left cheek is slightly red from the slap and her eyes are glassy from tears.

“I….I just want to say thanks for what you did. I really appreciate it,” Malila said shyly. Tristan just nods his head and walks past her.

“Wait…..what’s your name?,” Malila called out. Tristan just ignores her and keeps walking and Malila watched him disappear into the dark. She wanted to thank him personally, but guess she won’t get the chance. Tristan gets to his car and takes the keys from his pocket and unlocks the car doors and gets in the car and just sighs heavily. What he just did was so stupid. He doesn’t know this n***a Michael or what he is into to, Michael could come at Tristan for retaliation. And he did this stupid s**t over a woman?! Yes she got slapped by a man, but hell Tristan doesn’t know her. Why would he stand up for a woman, when he swears he hates every last one of them? Tristan just shakes his head and Malila pops into his mind. She has to be one of the most beautiful women Tristan has ever seen and her sweet smelling perfume is still lingering in his nostrils. Tristan just puts Malila into the back of his head and speeds off home; what is happening to him?

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So about two weeks pass and today is Malila’s 26th birthday!! She is very excited!! Malila didn’t want a party or anything because she is having her baby shower in a few weeks, but Tristan and TJ are going to do something special for her anyway. Malila is around 27 weeks pregnant at this point. Well it’s around 6:30 am and Malila’s alarm clock goes off. She sits up in the bed and yawns and stretches. She notices Tristan isn’t next to her and as she starts to get out of the bed, Tristan walks into the room with a tray in his hand.

“Happy birthday gorgeous!!,” Tristan exclaimed.

“Thank you baby,” Malila said while smiling big. TJ then comes into the room and jumps on the bed and hugs Malila tight.

“Happy birthday mommy!!,” TJ exclaimed.

“Thank you sweetheart,” Malila said while holding TJ tight. TJ pulls out of the embrace and kisses Malila all over her face and Malila just laughs.

“Mommy, me and daddy made you breakfast,” TJ said.

“Oh you did?,” Malila said.

“Yes baby, you’re favorite,” Tristan said. Tristan sets the tray in front of Malila and she looks down and sees apple French toast, sausage and eggs.

“Oh this looks great! Thank you two so much!,” Malila exclaimed. Malila kisses TJ’s cheek multiple times and then she looks at Tristan and puckers her lips. Tristan smiles and leans down and kisses Malila passionately. He then hugs her tight and kisses her forehead.

“Ok TJ go get ready for school,” Tristan said. TJ nods his head and he hugs Malila and then hops off the bed and goes to get ready. Malila starts eating her food and Tristan sits next to Malila and wraps an arm around her and kisses her cheek multiple times.

“Baby this is delicious thank you so much,” Malila said.

“Anything for my beautiful fiancée,” Tristan said while running his hands through Malila’s hair.

“You’re so sweet.”

“Thank you……I got you a present babe that I really want to give you now.”

“Baby I told you I didn’t want anything.”

“Malila I wanted to. I really hope you like it. I’ll be right back.” Tristan gets up from the bed and leaves the room and a few minutes later he comes back with a medium sized canvas in his hand with a drape over it. He faces it towards Malila and she looks at him and smiles. He uncovers it and Malila gasps in shock when she sees it. She puts her hand over her mouth as tears fill her eyes.

“Baby….what do you think?,” Tristan asked.

“Tristan….baby….it’s beautiful,” Malila said. Tristan smiles and sets the canvas on the bed and Malila just admires it. It’s a picture of the two of them, painted by Tristan. Tristan is holding Malila from behind with his hands resting on her stomach and they are both looking down at her stomach. The painting is just so beautiful to Malila; Tristan’s talents amaze her. She gently rubs the canvas and tears stream down her cheek.

“Tristan…..this is amazing. I…I’m speechless. When did you do this?,” Malila asked.

“I have been working on it in the basement when I knew you were sleeping. I wanted it to be a surprise,” Tristan said.

“Baby…..this is so beautiful….I want us to hang it in the house somewhere.”

“I would love that. I am just glad you like it.”

“Oh I love it baby…..your talents amaze me.”

“Thank you baby…..but this is only one of your gifts. I have a lot more in store for you.”

“Baby, I hope you didn’t go overboard.”

“Malila…..I want today to be special for you…..I have never really bought you any gifts, but today all that is going to change.”

“Baby, you know I don’t need material things.”

“I know baby, but they all have meaning I promise.” Malila just smiles and she grabs Tristan’s face and kisses him passionately. Afterward, they just smile at each other.

“Baby you want some birthday sex?,” Tristan asked bluntly.

“Ugh Tristan every time I show you some passion, you think I want the d**k, which isn’t always true,” Malila said while laughing a bit.

“I know I’m just messing with you gorgeous…..finish your breakfast,” Tristan said while wiping Malila’s tears. Malila pecks his lips and then continues eating. She just admires the painting of her and Tristan. It looks just like a photograph that is how professional it looks.

“Baby you’re taking off today right?,” Tristan said.

“Yes I am baby. I just want to chill on my birthday,” Malila said.

“Ok well do you want to go out for dinner tonight? Or I can cook us something here. Whatever you want.”

“Tristan you have done enough already.”

“No babe I am just getting started I told you. Today is going to be real special for you I promise.”

“You’re too sweet baby I love you.”

“I love you more.” Tristan leans in and kisses Malila’s nose and Malila giggles.

“Ok babe I have to get ready for work,” Tristan said while standing up in the bed.

“….Baby do you have to work today? I would love to spend the day with you,” Malila said sweetly.

“Aww babe I would love it too, but I have meetings all day gorgeous.” Malila frowns a bit and Tristan kisses her forehead.

“It’s ok baby, I will come home as soon as my meetings are over…..and you have the girls to keep you company,” Tristan said while rubbing Malila’s stomach. Tristan feels very distinct kicking and he smiles big and Malila smiles back.

“Are my girls saying hi to their daddy? Huh?,” Malila said in her baby voice to her stomach.

“Of course they are my girls love whenever daddy is around. Isn’t that right my pooka wookas,” Tristan said in his baby voice.

“Pooka wookas?,” Malila said while laughing.

“Yes pooka wookas is my nickname for the girls. It came to me in a dream,” Tristan said while laughing too.

“Aww boo! That’s so cute! I love it.” Tristan just smiles and kisses Malila’s cheek.

“Ok babe I am going to get in the shower,” Tristan said.

“Ok boo,” Malila said. Tristan goes into the bathroom and Malila finishes eating her food quickly. She wants some intimate time with Tristan today. She pushes her tray to the side and gets up from the bed and goes into the bathroom and sees Tristan is still in the shower. She quickly takes off her clothes and pulls back the curtain and gets in and Tristan turns to look at her and he smiles. Malila smiles and pulls the curtain closed. Tristan moves closer to her and wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her close to him. Tristan laughs a bit because Malila’s stomach is so huge, he can hardly get close to her, but he loves it anyway.

“My stomach huh?,” Malila said while laughing. Tristan smiles and nods his head.

“Babe did you finish your breakfast?,” Tristan said.

“Yes baby and it was delicious….I just wanted some intimate time with you….you’ve been working so much lately I feel like I never see you,” Malila said while rubbing Tristan’s cheek.

“I know baby and I’m sorry. I am just trying to get all the money we can for the girls. And I am at least taking off two weeks after the twins are born. I want to be around for a little bit.”

“Oh babe that’s so sweet. You’re so sweet.” Tristan just smiles and hugs Malila tight and kisses her cheek. He then switches places with Malila, so she is under the water. She closes her eyes and tilts her head back and lets the water fall is down her body and Tristan just admires her. She is stunning to him and seeing her pregnant with their twins makes him adore her that much hair. He smiles to himself and runs his hands down Malila’s long, natural hair. Malila tilts her head forward and opens her eyes and looks at Tristan. Tristan moves closer to Malila and he gently grabs her face and leans down and presses his lips against hers. Malila rests her hands on Tristan’s waist as he kisses her and then opens her mouth and Tristan darts his tongue inside. Malila uses her tongue to play with Tristan’s and they both moan in pleasure as they kiss. Malila runs her hands up and down Tristan’s chest and abs and Tristan runs his hands down Malila’s back and gently squeezes her a**. Malila moaned out loud when Tristan did that and then she bites on Tristan’s bottom lip and pulls out of the kiss. She then turns around so her and Tristan are facing the same way and she bends over and spreads out her legs.

“Malila what are you doing?!,” Tristan exclaimed.

“Baby please I need to feel you inside of me. Put it in,” Malila said. Tristan just looks at her and Malila takes his d**k into her left hand and strokes him gently and he instantly starts growing.

“Mmm baby. Please I want the d**k…..give me my birthday sex,” Malila said while grinning.

“Babe….I have to get to work,” Tristan said.

“So? When has that ever stopped you before?”

“Malila you know I want to, but I can’t.”

“No you don’t want to….you never do anymore,” Malila said while standing up.

“If I didn’t have a meeting at 8:30, then I would be deep inside you babe, you know that.”

“Fine.” Malila continues taking a shower and Tristan just sighs.

“Malila please don’t be mad at me. I want you to have the best birthday gorgeous,” Tristan said. Malila turns around to look at Tristan and Tristan can tell she has tears in her eyes.

“Tristan…..you make me feel so unattractive and I don’t even think you realize that,” Malila said.

“Malila how? I tell you you’re beautiful, gorgeous, sexy, and stunning all the time,” Tristan said slightly aggravated.

“But you don’t show me that Tristan, that’s the difference. You say it, but you don’t show it. Every time I try to get intimate with you, you just push me off and come up with an excuse.”

“Malila we have tried to have sex but as your stomach is getting bigger, it gets harder for you to comfortable. You are never comfortable anymore and I don’t want to have sex with you if you aren’t comfortable.”

“Whatever….you must not be comfortable or you must be getting it from somewhere else. Are you Tristan? Huh?” Tristan just stares at her in disbelief and he just shakes his head.

“I am going to act like you didn’t even say that dumb a** s**t,” Tristan said while laughing a bit.

“Oh it’s funny huh? Everything is a joke? Are my feelings a joke?”

“No just the bulls**t you say sometimes is a f**kin’ joke Malila. I don’t have time to tend to your insecurities right now, I have to be at work by 8:30 because I have meetings all day. Can you understand that?”

“If I’m so insecure why do you want to marry me then? Huh?”

“You know? I am wondering the same thing….I will not marry a woman that isn’t confident in herself or us…..if you ever have to question my fidelity to you, then maybe you aren’t the one made for me Malila.” Malila just stares at Tristan and her lip trembles and she puts her head down.

“Don’t you even dare try to make yourself look like the victim. This is bulls**t and you know it. Do you have any f**kin’ clue how many times I have resisted infidelity? Even when we weren’t together I didn’t have sex with any other woman because I just wanted you! All the times Shanelle and other b***hes tried to get me to have sex with them, I always turned them down for you! When we were apart when you moved here to Pittsburgh, Shanelle was still coming around and she tried so hard to get me to f**k her, but I didn’t! I would never disrespect you like that Malila! Never! You mean the f**kin’ world to me, why would I f**k up what we have? Huh? Huh?!,” Tristan yelled.

“….Don’t yell at me,” Malila said through tears.

“Maybe I need to yell in order to get through to you! Because you clearly are not hearing me! You know what….I don’t have time for this s**t. I need to take a shower so I can go to work. Now do you want to leave or should I? Because I really do not want to take a shower with you right now.”

“….I’ll leave,” Malila said softly. Malila wipes her face and she gets out of the shower and Tristan just watches her wrap a towel around her body and leave the bathroom closing the door behind her. Tristan sighs heavily and continues taking his shower. He feels like he was just so harsh towards Malila and he didn’t mean to be. The last thing he wanted was an argument between them on Malila’s birthday. Tristan finishes taking his shower and then he gets out and dries off and wraps a towel around his waist. He walks out to the bedroom and sees Malila lying down in the bed facing him crying. She has on a robe and her hair is still wet and is resting against her shoulder. Tristan gets a spare towel and goes over to her and takes the towel and starts to gently dry her hair. Malila looks at him and Tristan smiles a bit and sits next to her on the bed.

“….I’m sorry Malila. I was so rude to you and I didn’t mean that…I don’t want you to be upset on your birthday….but it makes me so angry that you question me. I have never cheated on you or even thought about it….I can’t hurt you like that. I refuse to do that. I know how it feels to be cheated on Malila and I would never want to bring that pain onto you….now tell me what is really bothering you because I know there’s something else to this,” Tristan said. Malila just looks at him and he looks back at her. She wipes her tears and she holds out her left hand and Tristan smiles a bit and takes it in his left hand and holds it tight.

“……I just feel that you don’t find me attractive anymore Tristan and I know we have been through this before and I’m sorry….but I have been so having dreams about countless women that take you from me. I hate it Tristan. I feel like the dreams are trying to tell me something…..like they’re a warning,” Malila said.

“Woman listen to me and listen good. No one and I mean no one could ever, ever take me away from you. There isn’t a single person in this world that I would rather be with than you. No other woman is made for me. No other woman is worthy enough to be the mother of my children. It’s you Malila. It always has been and it always will be you. Only you,” Tristan said.

“I know…..gosh I’m so sorry Tristan. You are such an amazing man and I don’t know why I question you. You’re so good to me.”

“That’s because you’re my queen.”

“And you’re my king baby. I love you so much.”

“I love you too baby…I have to get ready for work and get TJ to school…..but we will do something very special for you tonight.”

“Thank you baby, you’re so sweet.” Malila puts his left hand to her lips and kisses it multiple times and Tristan leans in and kisses Malila all over her face and Malila just laughs. Tristan stands up from the bed and takes off his towel and starts to get dressed and Malila just watches him while biting his lip.

“I know you’re biting your lip and staring at me. Nasty a**,” Tristan said.

“Whatever you’re sexy….and your butt is adorable,” Malila said while laughing. Tristan just laughs at her and he throws the towel over her face and Malila takes it off and just laughs. Malila watches Tristan get ready and she can’t help but smile. Her fiancé is so handsome to her. Once Tristan is all ready, he fixes TJ a quick breakfast and then fixes his lunch. Before they leave, they both say bye to Malila and then they head out.

>>>Fast forward to 6 pm tonight

Malila and Tristan decided to go out to dinner tonight, along with TJ. They are now sitting in a booth at an Italian restaurant downtown looking through their menus. As they are doing so, Natalie comes up to their table.

“Hi Malila, hi Tristan,” Natalie said nicely. Tristan and Malila look at her and smile and Tristan stands up and hugs her.

“Hi Natalie how are you doing?,” Tristan asked.

“I am doing great Tristan. How about you? What brings you two out tonight?,” Natalie asked.

“I am doing fine….we are out tonight because it’s Malila’s 26th birthday,” Tristan said.

“Oh really? Happy birthday Malila!,” Natalie said.

“Thank you Natalie,” Malila said while smiling a bit. Tristan and Natalie talk a bit more and Malila just looks Natalie up and down. She has on a fitted dress with stilettos. Malila looks down at her stomach and then sighs. She hopes she can get her figure back one day.

“Who is this handsome young man?,” Natalie said while pointing to TJ.

“Oh….this is TJ my son…..my son with Alicia actually,” Tristan said.

“Whoa what? Are you serious?! I thought Alicia….you know,” Natalie said.

“We all did…..but there he is our son TJ,” Tristan said.

“Wow…..he looks just like you Tristan….so handsome….and he definitely has Alicia’s eyes….hi TJ I’m Natalie I’m your mommy’s doctor,” Natalie said while extending her hand out.

“Hi I’m TJ….you have really pretty eyes too,” TJ said while shaking Natalie’s hand.

“Thank you….you’re such a sweetheart,” Natalie said.

“Thank you,” TJ said while smiling.

“Well….I didn’t mean to interrupt your birthday dinner Malila. I just saw you and wanted to say hello,” Natalie said. Malila nods her head and Natalie looks at Tristan and hugs him again and then she waves to TJ and she leaves. Tristan sits down at the table and looks at Malila and he can tell she is uncomfortable and her whole mood is changed. He gently touches her left hand and she looks at him and he smiles at her.

“You get anything you want Malila ok?,” Tristan said nicely. Malila nods her head and pulls her hand away from him and continues looking through the menu. Tristan sighs and just shakes his head. Tristan never would have guessed that Malila’s pregnancy would have been so unkind to the both of them. Malila, Tristan and TJ order their drinks and then their food and now there is an awkward silence amongst all of them.

“Baby, I have something for you,” Tristan said.

“Yeah mommy me and daddy picked it out for you,” TJ said. Malila smiles a bit and nods her head. Tristan picks up a gift bag from the floor and sets it on the table. Malila goes into the bag and pulls out a rectangular shaped box. Malila opens the box and is face to face with <a href-"http://cdn100.iofferphoto.com/img/item/145/197/131/aaa+-8-9mm-white-pearl-necklace-bracelet-earrings-set-49acd.jpg">this</a>. She gasps in shock and she looks at Tristan.

“Tristan…..these are beautiful…..wow,” Malila said.

“Beautiful pearls for you mommy….because you’re beautiful too,” TJ said. Malila looks at him and tears fill her eyes. Tristan just looks at her and smiles. He goes to the side of the booth where she is sitting and he wipes her tears.

“Malila you are beautiful….the most beautiful woman in the world inside and out. I hope you know that because that is what you are to me…..there is no one else in the world like you,” Tristan said.

“Mommy I want to say that I love you so much. You are the best mommy in the world to me. I know you didn’t give birth to me, but you treat me like you did. You take very good care of me and I know when you have my sisters, you will take very good care of them too. I love you mommy,” TJ said. Malila is in more tears at this point and TJ goes to Malila’s side of the booth and they all share a group hug.

“You are both so sweet and you both always know just what to say to make me feel better. I love my two men so much. And thank you so much for the gift….the pearl set is beautiful,” Malila said.

“Malila baby you’re welcome…..now stop crying you are ruining your makeup,” Tristan said while laughing a bit. Malila laughs a bit and she wipes her face and she hugs TJ and Tristan again and then they go back to their side of the booth. Tristan, Malila and TJ enjoy a nice dinner together and for dessert, the waitresses at the restaurant sang to Malila, while giving her an ice cream sundae. Once they are all done eating and pay, they all head home. Once they get home, TJ takes his bath and Tristan and Malila put him to bed. Malila and Tristan are now in their bedroom taking off their clothes and putting on their pajamas. Malila sits on the bed in her pajamas and looks at Tristan putting on his. Once Tristan is dressed in his pajamas he sits on the bed also.

“Tristan…I’m sorry…..I really hope you don’t think I’m vain because I am not completely happy with my body right now…but I know as soon as we see our girls…..I know they will be worth it. I am so sure that when I see their beautiful faces, I will forget about every bad thing that happened during my pregnancy. I know I won’t even care that I put on weight because I can lose the weight….but our girls are worth this. I know it’s been so rough for both of us….I say things to you and TJ that I don’t really mean. But especially with you Tristan…..I try and make you feel bad about the littlest things because I don’t feel as confident as I use to and I shouldn’t do that. It happened this morning and with Natalie tonight and I’m sorry….you truly always make me feel so special and beautiful and I thank you so much for that. I love you for that. You made my birthday so special and baby I thank you for that…..you mean everything to me and I don’t want to make you feel like you aren’t doing your job as my man because you are. You are that and so much more…..you’re my best friend Tristan. I love you,” Malila said as tears filled her eyes.

“It’s amazing how emotional you are, like how do you even have more tears to cry?,” Tristan joked. Malila just laughs and she wraps her arms around his neck and hugs him tight and Tristan smiles and hugs Malila back and gently rubs her back.

“Malila I love you too….and don’t feel bad. You may not like your body sometimes but I know it’s changing in ways you have never seen before. But Malila I love your body if that means anything. I keep telling you that you look SO beautiful carrying our girls. It’s a miracle to me….and I can’t stay mad at you anyway baby. I love you too much for that,” Tristan said.

“Thank you Tristan…..I’m so blessed to have you. You are truly a blessing baby,” Malila said.

“No Malila….you’re the real blessing.”

Wonder what they gone name them.

Thank god Malila agreed to go to a therapist. And I'm glad Tristan went with her. Oh wow those nightmares she was having were horrible, she dreamed she killed her children more then once including eating them, and she dreamed Tristan cheated on her with her doctor and killed her wow. Poor Malila, Im glad they did therapy it helped. TJ missed his mommy and now theyre back good. I hope they continue to be good. But damn Tristan gone head and knock Malila down one good time, she misses your sex lol. RUN IT!!1

About 4 days later, Malila and Tristan are sitting in a psychiatrist’s office. Malila has her appointment on 2 pm and they both took off work to be here. Malila’s parents are going to pick up TJ after school today. Malila and Tristan are waiting patiently in the waiting area. Tristan has his arm around Malila’s shoulder and Malila has her head resting on his shoulder and is holding one of his hands. Malila agreed to do this because if she didn’t, Tristan did not see any other solutions and basically threatened to leave Malila. Malila is scared right now because all of her terrible nightmares are going to come to light and she just hopes that Tristan won’t look at her any differently. At 2 pm, an older black lady calls Malila and Tristan in. Tristan and Malila stand up and walk hand in hand into the office. The woman closes the door behind them and she sits down in a chair and Tristan and Malila sit down across from them.

“Hello Malila and Tristan, my name is Dr. Moore,” Mrs. Moore said while extending her hand out. Tristan and Malila smile and shake her hand.

“Ok Malila can you tell me how pregnant you are at this point?,” Dr. Moore asked.

“I’m about 25 weeks,” Malila said.

“Ok and what are you expecting?,” Dr. Moore said.

“I am expecting two girls.”

“Oh how nice….now how was your first trimester of pregnancy?

“My first trimester wasn’t bad. Besides being tired all the time, I didn’t really notice any other differences.”

“And how is your second trimester going?”

“Well…..it has been awful. I am not tired, but my hormones are all over the place…..and….uh…..I have had nightmares almost every night.”

“Ok……now Malila I know this may be difficult, but I need to explain any nightmare that you can remember. And I will see if they have any themes that can explain why are you having the nightmares. Ok?”

“Um……does Tristan have to be here?”

“Yes it would be best…..do you not want him here?”

“It’s just…..I don’t want him to think I’m crazy…..or evil.”

“Why would you say that?”

“Because…..my nightmares are incredibly evil.”

“Malila baby I want to know,” Tristan said. Malila looks at him and he smiles and leans in and kisses her cheek. Malila takes a deep breath and then looks back at Dr. Moore.

“Well…..uh…..gosh this is so hard,” Malila trying to hold back tears.

“Baby I’m right here,” Tristan said. Tristan grabs both of Malila’s hands and holds them tight.

“Well…..one of the first ones I had…..I was taking the girls to the store with me….but I forgot to strap their car seats in….and I got into an accident and they both died….but I was ok. But that was only the beginning…..in another nightmare….I forgot them in the car during the summer…..I left them in the car all day and of course….they died. But I think the most disturbing……was one I had recently. When Tristan woke up to me screaming…..that nightmare scared the soul out of me……I…..I…..I……co-…..I cooked the girls…..and I ate them,” Malila said while shaking and balling at this point. Tristan cannot believe what he is hearing. These nightmares are a million times worse than he could ever imagine. Tristan just wraps his arms around Malila and holds her tight.

“Malila….baby……my god. I had no idea you were having such horrible nightmares,” Tristan said. He gently rubs Malila’s back and he tries to calm her down.

“Baby it’s ok….please calm down,” Tristan said in Malila’s ear. Malila wipes her tears and pulls out of the embrace and looks at Dr. Moore.

“Am I crazy Dr. Moore? Please tell me what is wrong with me,” Malila said.

“Malila…..there is nothing wrong with you. In fact, a lot of pregnant women have dreams or nightmares of some sort, especially during their first pregnancy. And most dreams or nightmares are not normal or very pleasant. I have heard about nightmares very similar to yours. And it’s normal,” Dr. Moore.

“Really?,” Malila said in surprise.

“Yes Malila…..if you are pregnant for the first time, your fears are showing yourselves in the nightmares. But you cannot take them literally. The nightmares you have described tell me that you have a fear of taking care of your girls. You think you may not be a good mother or you think you will forget about them in life threatening situations…..it is ok to be scared because taking care of newborns is different than taking care of a toddler or older. Newborns need care pretty much 24/7 and all mothers to be are aware of that and the situations you described do not happen on a regular basis. Mothers always look out for their babies and would never forget them like the way you described. You may have a fear of being able to take care of two newborns for the first time and that is understandable. There is nothing wrong with you at all Malila and just because you have evil dreams does not make you evil. Do you understand?”

“….Wow I never thought about it the way you are saying….but will my nightmares continue even with therapy?”

“Most likely yes. And they tend to get worse later in pregnancy especially shortly before giving birth…..now do any of your dreams include family or Tristan?”

“….They have included Tristan.”

“Please explain Malila.”

“Well……one night I came home from work late…..the girls and TJ were staying with my parents….but anyway, when I came home, I heard……I heard moaning and groaning…..I go up to me and Tristan’s bedroom…..and I see…..I see him on top of……on top of Natalie, my doctor, and they are having sex….and Natalie saw me come into the room and she gave me the most evil grin…..I am just in shock by what I am seeing and Tristan……once he came inside of her he pulled out of her he looked back at me. He said…..he wished Natalie would have had his children instead of me and that is why he did what he just did…..he then goes into the drawer…..and he pulls out a gun and…..he shoots me right in the head,” Malila said in tears all over again. Tristan just looks at Malila in utter shock; this is beyond shocking to him.

“Now Malila this nightmare is not out of the ordinary either…..pregnant women dream all the time that their partners will cheat on them or leave them because they are no longer confident in themselves. This should pass once you give birth to your twins,” Dr. Moore said.

“…..All of those nightmares I always thought Tristan would leave me…..if I ever hurt the girls I am so sure that Tristan would leave me without a doubt…..I even thought if he knew about the nightmares he would leave me because I thought he would think I was deranged or evil,” Malila said.

“Malila……I’m am in beyond shock right now…..everything you have described is so horrifying to me……but baby…..first of all I would never ever cheat on you. I can promise you that…..and I could definitely never kill you…..woman I love you with all of my heart. You are my heart Malila…..it kills me to hear you say the things you are saying…..I just can’t believe them,” Tristan said.

“Do you think Malila is evil Tristan?,” Dr. Moore asked.

“Absolutely not. I could never think that about her. This woman has a heart of gold I know that much….and I know she will be the best mother in the world to our twins. She is a great mother to TJ and I know that won’t change with the girls. She will take such good care of them. She has never put her own needs before me or TJ and she will do the same for the girls. She will cater to their every need…..Malila baby you are going to the ideal mother. You would never put the girls in harm’s way and you know that. And you have me for support,” Tristan said. Malila just looks at Tristan and she smiles through her tears and Tristan wipes her tears and then pulls Malila in a tight embrace. Malila takes a deep breath because it feels so good to get all of this off of her mind. She feels better now that she is talking to someone about it. And it’s even better that Tristan doesn’t think she is totally crazy and evil. Malila and Tristan talk to Dr. Moore for about 15 more minutes and then they leave and make another appointment in a few weeks. Once they leave the office, they head home. Sandra and David are going to take TJ out to dinner, and then they will bring him home. Malila and Tristan go into the kitchen and Malila sits down at the table and Tristan makes her a healthy snack. He sets it in front of her and she smiles.

“Thank you Tristan,” Malila said.

“Gosh your smile is so beautiful…..I have missed it so much,” Tristan said.

“…..You’re amazing Tristan. I love you so much….I was so scared to tell you what I was going through…because I honestly thought that you would think I lost my mind…and I thought you would think that I actually would hurt the girls,” Malila said.

“Malila I could never think that about you….but I guess I can understand why you would be scared to tell me….your nightmares are scary as h**l. They scared me just hearing you talk about them…..but the dream about me cheating on you and killing you…..I just couldn’t believe it. You have to know I would never do any of those things to you.”

“….I know Tristan….it’s just I have lost so much self-confidence in myself.”

“Malila baby you’re gorgeous…..and I will always think you look incredibly beautiful pregnant.”

“You’re so sweet…..Tristan I am so sorry about everything. I know I have been the worst person to deal with this past month or so….I have been an awful mother to TJ and an awful fiancée to you…..I hope you even still want to marry me.”

“Of course I do Malila, you’re the one for me.” Malila just smiles big and Tristan smiles back.

“I’ll be right back babe,” Tristan said. Malila nods her head and starts eating her snack and then a few minutes later, Tristan comes downstairs with the camcorder in his hand. Malila just smiles at him and Tristan starts recording.

“So baby girls, this is your beautiful and gorgeous mother….Malila baby say hi,” Tristan said.

“Hi Tristan,” Malila said while smiling and waving.

“Baby girls that smile will make you happy whenever you are sad. I promise you….this woman and me will take such good care of you….now let’s see your stomach Malila and tell me how far along you are.” Malila lifts up her shirt and gently rubs her stomach and looks in the camera.

“I am about 25 weeks pregnant with our twin girls,” Malila said.

“You see that daddy’s girls? You two are in mommy’s stomach! You two will be seeing the world in about 15 or less more weeks. I can’t wait to see you both….you two are going to be as beautiful as your mother. I love you both so much,” Tristan said.

“You’re so sweet.”

“Thank you….now Malila baby I want to ask you again……will you become my wife?,” Tristan said while taking Malila’s engagement ring out of his pocket.

“Of course I will Tristan. I cannot wait to become your wife.” Tristan smiles and Malila holds out her left hand and Tristan smiles and puts the ring on her ring finger and then he kisses it. Tristan stops recording and sets down the camera and opens his arms while looking at Malila.

“Give me a hug baby,” Tristan said. Malila smiles and stands up and she wraps her arms around his neck and Tristan wraps his arms around Malila’s waist and they hug each other tight.

“Malila I love you. Don’t ever forget that. You can talk to me about anything and I mean that. Don’t hide anything from me….you really scared me with the nightmares. I thought I was losing you and you know how deeply that scares me. To lose you would be to lose myself,” Tristan said.

“I love you too Tristan. I’m sorry because I should have told you what was going on. I know we don’t have secrets and I am sorry for keeping this from you…..and you could never lose me. I could never leave you and I will never take the girls from you. We are stuck with each other for life.”

“And that’s just the way I want it.” Tristan pulls out of the embrace and looks Malila in her eyes and they both smile at each other. Malila’s eyes no longer carry hurt and pain, they are starting to look happy again.

“Baby can I kiss you? I haven’t kissed you in so long,” Tristan said.

“Yes you can baby,” Malila said while smiling. Tristan smiles and leans down and gently presses his lips against Malila’s and they both felt sparks! Malila moaned a bit and Tristan pulls Malila closer and gently caresses her back while he slides his tongue inside her mouth. Malila gently caresses Tristan’s head as she slides her tongue inside of his mouth. Tristan grips Malila’s waist tight and picks her up with ease and sets her on the counter. He kisses down her chin and starts sucking on her neck.

“Mmm baby,” Malila said.

“D**n Malila I have missed you. I have missed you so much baby. I’ve missed your lips, your touch, just everything,” Tristan said in between kisses.

“I have missed you too baby…..so much. I have missed laying with you and talking with you. S**t I have missed f**king,” Malila said.

“Mmmm…..you ain’t getting no d**k,” Tristan said while pulling away.

“But it would make me feel better,” Malila said while frowning a bit.

“Oh really? Still the answer is no….this is your d**n punishment for keeping s**t from me.”

“Ok……you’re right. I deserve to be punished….daddy,” Malila said sexily.

“Aww h**l don’t talk like that,” Tristan said. Malila just giggles and Tristan narrows his eyes at her. Malila just laughs out loud and she hugs Tristan and Tristan hugs her back.

“Baby I want you to tell your parents about your nightmares,” Tristan said.

“….I know….and I will as soon as they come back with TJ….I need to do something to make things up to TJ. I have been so unkind to him….I still can’t believe that I lost my temper when he dropped his dinner plate. That was an accident and I know that,” Malila said.

“It’s ok…..that boy has such a big heart he has already forgiven you.”

“Yes he got his big heart from his daddy.” Tristan just smiles and leans in and kisses Malila’s nose. He then gently rubs Malila’s stomach.

“Hi daddy’s girls how are you two doing huh?,” Tristan said in his baby voice. He lifts up Malila’s shirt and kisses her all over her stomach.

“My girls are going to be so beautiful,” Tristan said.

“Why are you so sweet huh?,” Malila said.

“I can only thank you for that Malila…..I changed for you gorgeous,” Tristan said while rubbing Malila’s cheek. Malila smiles and rests her hand on top of his and they smile at each other and Tristan pecks her lips.

“I’m so glad you are coming back to being yourself Malila…..but I want to know about any other nightmares you have baby. Do not shut me out. And if we need to go back to Dr. Moore then we will. I will do whatever I can to help you ok?”

“Ok baby I will tell you about any nightmare that I have. Well we can start by sleeping in the same room.”

“That sounds like a great idea. I’ve missed sleeping with your fine a**.” Malila just laughs and Tristan hugs her again. He then grabs her waist and lifts her off the counter and sets her down. Malila and Tristan sit at the table and Malila finishes her snack and then Tristan and Malila cook dinner together. They talked the whole time and they truly enjoyed their time together. They have both missed each other so much. Once they eat their dinner, they clean up and then rest on the couch and wait for TJ to come home. At around 7 pm, they hear their doorbell ring. They both get up and walk to the door and Tristan opens it and they see Sandra, David, and TJ.

“Hey come in,” Tristan said. They all walk in and Tristan closes the door behind them. Malila smiles at TJ and goes over to him and picks him up and picks him up and kisses him all over his face and TJ laughs a bit.

“How was dinner with grandma and grandpa?,” Malila asked.

“It was great! I love them,” TJ said.

“And we love you TJ,” Sandra said. TJ smiles a bit and then rests his head against Malila’s shoulder and yawns.

“How was his blood sugar?,” Malila asked.

“It was right around normal before and after he ate so he should be fine,” David said.

“Well that’s good….looks like TJ is tired. Daddy will help you take your bath and then put you sleep,” Tristan said. TJ smiles and nods his head and reaches out to Tristan and Malila kisses his forehead and then hands him to Tristan and Tristan walks with him upstairs. Malila then looks at her parents.

“You and Tristan seem to be doing better,” Sandra said.

“We are doing much better….my therapy session really helped….and I need to tell you and dad about what has been going on with me. Please sit down,” Malila said. David and Sandra sit down on the couch and Malila sits in between them.

“Well mom and dad…..I have been having terrible nightmares since my second trimester has started….I mean plaguing nightmares…..they have scared the soul out of me and I didn’t want to tell anyone about them because I just think they are evil…..and I felt that you both and Tristan would think I was evil…..but the nightmares started out like I was going to the store and I forgot to strap the girls car seats in and I got into an accident…..and the girls….they died. Another one I had I left the girls in the car on a very hot summer day….and they died too…..but the most terrifying……was……I…..I cooked the girls…..and then I ate them…..also I had one where Tristan was cheating on me with Natalie, my doctor, and I caught them…..and he said he wanted her to be the mother of his children, not me….and he goes into the drawer and pulls out a gun and shoots me right in the head,” Malila said in tears at this point. Malila’s parents are just in shock right now; they never knew their baby girl was having such awful nightmares.

“Baby girl…..my god,” Sandra said. David and Sandra both wrap their arms around Malila and hold their baby girl tight.

“Malila, baby…..we would never have guessed anything like this….that’s awful,” David said.

“Baby girl we are so sorry you even had to see these things in your head…..it’s terrible,” Sandra said.

“In all of those dreams Tristan leaves me and that scared me so much and I never ever wanted to even tell him because I was so scared of how he would react…..but that man is so amazing. He doesn’t look at me any different now and he forgives me for how mean I was to him and TJ…..I love him so much,” Malila said.

“And he loves you baby girl….that man is the one for you. And he would never do anything to ever hurt you. You are his world anyone can see that,” Sandra said.

“Your mom’s right Malila….and you know we both love you too no matter what. You can tell us anything,” David said.

“I know that now….and I love you both too.” Malila shares an embrace with her parents and then they both pull out of the hug and wipe her tears.

“Malila baby you can talk to us, you should know that. We have always encouraged that….but I am glad you got help and talked to someone because if these nightmares got worse and you kept it bottled in….it could have led you to harm yourself or the girls and I don’t want that…..I want my grandbabies to be the healthiest babies in the world,” Sandra said while rubbing her stomach.

“Thanks mom I know. I love you and dad so much,” Malila said.

“We love you too,” David said. Malila and her parents hug again and then they leave. Malila closes and locks the door behind them and then she walks upstairs to TJ’s bathroom and she sees Tristan giving TJ his bath. Malila comes up behind Tristan and puts her hand on his shoulder.

“Baby….can I finish up and put TJ to bed?,” Malila asked.

“Are you sure baby?,” Tristan said while looking up at Malila.

“Yes baby I’m sure.”

“Ok baby.” Tristan stands up and Malila kneels down next to the tub and continues giving TJ his bath as Tristan leaves the room.

“Mommy…are you doing better?,” TJ asked.

“Yes baby boy I am doing so much better. Mommy talked to a special doctor today and she really helped me and so did daddy,” Malila said.

“Good mommy I am happy you are doing better.”

“Thanks TJ….I am really sorry about everything. I am sorry for being so mean to you and daddy. That wasn’t right at all since you two never did anything wrong. I was just hurting but I never should have taken it out on you or daddy. I love you both so much.”

“I love you too mommy and it’s ok I forgive you. I can’t stay mad at you.” Malila just smiles and kisses TJ’s forehead. Malila finishes giving TJ his bath and then she dries him off and takes him to his bedroom. TJ gets ready for bed, while Malila cleans out the tub. She then goes into his bedroom and sees him getting under the covers. Malila smiles and she walks over to the bed and gets under the covers with him and lies down next to him. She turns on her side to face him and TJ lies down and faces Malila. Malila gently caresses his head and TJ rubs her stomach.

“How are my sisters doing?,” TJ asked.

“I think they are doing just fine. TJ smiles a bit and then he gasps when he feels them kick!

“Mommy! They kicked! My sisters kicked!,” TJ exclaimed.

“Yes TJ they sure did. They kick and move all the time,” Malila said.

“That’s amazing!” Malila just laughs and kisses TJ’s forehead.

“Ok TJ it’s time for bed. Close your eyes. Mommy will wait until you fall asleep. I love you,” Malila said.

“Ok. I love you too,” TJ said. TJ kisses Malila’s cheek and then closes his eyes and Malila rubs her son’s back until he drifts off to sleep. Malila watches him sleep for a while, until she feels a tap on her shoulder. She turns her head and sees Tristan standing there and he smiles. Malila smiles back and Tristan leans down and kisses TJ’s cheek. Tristan then picks up Malila in her arms and kisses her face multiple times while he walks her to the bedroom. He gently lies her down on the bed and then looks at her.

“Maybe do you need anything? Some dessert maybe? We have your favorite ice cream,” Tristan offered.

“I would love that baby….can you please put some whip cream on it too?,” Malila asked.

“Anything for you gorgeous.” Tristan pecks Malila’s lips and then goes downstairs and then a few minutes later, Tristan comes back into the bedroom with a bowl in his hand. He closes the door behind him and walks over to the bed and hands Malila the bowl and then lies down next to her and turns on the tv.

“Baby can we share?,” Malila said.

“Sure we can babe,” Tristan said. Malila takes a spoonful and puts it to Tristan’s lips and Tristan eats it. Malila then sets down the bowl and climbs in top of Tristan and starts kissing him passionately. Tristan didn’t even get a chance to swallow his ice cream so it is getting all over his lips and Malila is licking every bit of it up. Once it’s all gone, Malila pulls out of the kiss and licks her lip and smiles.

“You f**kin’ freak,” Tristan said while laughing. Tristan sits up in the bed and rests his hands on Malila’s waist.

“You still love me even though I am freaky,” Malila said.

“Of course I do….I love you unconditionally,” Tristan said.

“That means so much to me Tristan…..I was so scared to tell you about my nightmares because I thought you wouldn’t understand and just assume the worst about me.”

“Malila I have never judged you like that. You can talk to me about anything…..I know the real you baby you know that.”

“I know you’re so right. I was so wrong for not talking to you. I should have talked to you.”

“Yes you should have but it’s ok. Those nightmares would not have been easy to talk about considering how terrifying they were. I’m just glad you talked about it because now we can move on…..Malila baby I cannot wait until you give birth. I am so ready to see my girls.”

“You’re so sweet and trust me I can’t wait to give birth too….I can’t wait to see them too.”

“I am going to love them to death….you know I have imagined what it will be like once they are here. I see myself spending every minute I can with them. I see them sleeping on my chest and me just watching them for hours…..I just never want them out of my sight. I want to see everything that they do. From day one I want to witness everything.”

“I know you want that considering you didn’t get to see any of that with TJ. You didn’t get to see him when he was birthed, you didn’t get to see him take his first steps or hear his first words or see his first smile. Unfortunately you missed out on all of that, but now you will be given two chances to see everything with our girls. I already know they are going to be daddy’s little girls.”

“They sure are. I am going to spoil them so much like I do TJ. They are going to be my little princesses. Most likely looking just like my queen….you.” Malila just frowns at Tristan because he says the sweetest things! Tristan pecks her lips and then pulls Malila into an embrace and gently rubs her back.

“I’m so blessed to have you Tristan…..I have needed you so much and you have stuck right by my side even when I didn’t want it and I am so thankful for you. I love you so much Tristan,” Malila said.

“I love you too Malila and I am always going to be here for you. Don’t ever forget that.” Malila just nods her head and Tristan smiles to himself. He is so happy that he and Malila are back to the happy couple they usually are.

Damn poor Malila what is she possibly dreaming about that she cant share with Tristan? Im glad she semi tried to be nice and loving to her family instead of a bytch. Im Sure TJ and Tristan miss there mommy and wife terribly. Damn these dreams, I really do hope Malila agrees to counseling or at least tells Tristan whats going on. Well see huh, Im just proud that Tristans not leaving and is gonna put firth effort to make things right. RUN IT!!!

Oh no :( old Tristan and new Tristan are two very different people with two very different views on love and relationships. But it will all work itself out girl :)

I'm basically the old Tristan and my current is the new Tristan...
So yeah...problem central

Lol girl that bad? Must be about a man or a boy in a man's body lol....

girl...smh if you had the time...

Lol girl everything good with you??

Girl why did you speak directly to my life in that add...omg i need more...like NOW!

Run it!

The next morning, Friday, Malila wakes up at around 6:30 am. She gets out of the bed and she uses the bathroom and then she does her hygiene routine and then takes a quick shower. She gets dressed, does her hair and makeup and then she goes downstairs to the kitchen and she sees TJ eating breakfast and Tristan packing TJ’s lunch. They both look at her and then look away quickly.

“Uh….good morning,” Malila said.

“Good morning,” TJ and Tristan said while not even looking at Malila. Malila sighs and she walks over to the table and she leans down and kisses TJ’s forehead. TJ looks up at her and she smiles a bit at him and TJ can’t help but smile back and he quickly hugs Malila’s waist. Malila picks him up and stands up with him in her arms and hugs him tight.

“Mommy….are you ok?,” TJ asked.

“Well…..I’m not ok, but I can’t let that stop me from being a good mother to you. I love you so much TJ,” Malila said.

“I love you mommy. I don’t really hate you like I said. I was just mad,” TJ said.

“I know baby I know. I’m so sorry,” Malila said. Malila kisses TJ’s cheek multiple times and then sets him down.

“Finish your breakfast sweetheart,” Malila said. TJ nods his head and continues eating. Malila then looks at Tristan. She walks over to him and stands right in front of him.

“Tristan can we talk?,” Malila asked.

“I have to get TJ to school,” Tristan said without making eye contact.

“….Can you at least look at me?,” Malila asked. Tristan sighs and looks at Malila.

“We need to talk Tristan,” Malila said.

“Not now Malila,” Tristan said. Malila sighs and nods her head.

“Well I’m going to get to work…..I love you,” Tristan said. Tristan just shakes his head and Malila leans in and kisses Tristan’s cheek. She puts on her shoes and jacket and then leaves the house. Once TJ is done eating breakfast, Tristan drops him off at school and then heads to work. He is having such a hard time focusing though. He can’t stop thinking Malila. He absolutely hates it when they are upset with each other. He tries to focus on his work, and at around 12 pm, he can’t wait to get lunch. As he is about to leave, he hears a knock on his office door.

“Come in,” Tristan said. The door opens and Tristan sees Malila with bags of food in her hand.

“Hey….I brought you lunch Tristan…I got your favorite general tso chicken and white rice,” Malila said. Tristan just stares at her and he motions for her to come in and Malila closes the door behind her and walks over to Tristan’s desk and sets down the food. She takes it out for him and hands him his fork and a bottle of water.

“….Thanks Malila,” Tristan said.

“You’re welcome baby,” Malila said. Tristan says his blessing and then starts eating and he looks at Malila.

“…Did you get anything to eat?,” Tristan asked.

“Yes a salad,” Malila said. She sits down in the chair across from Tristan’s desk and she starts eating her salad. There is an awkward silence while Malila and Tristan eat lunch and they both eat it.

“Tristan?,” Malila asked.

“Yeah?,” Tristan said.

“…..I would never take your kids away from you….I would never do what Alicia did with TJ. I promise you that.”

“…..I wish I could believe that…..but you are pulling away from me and I don’t know why….Malila I know when we got together I wasn’t how I was now. I was cold hearted we both know that…..but you changed me. You changed me for your sake and now…..it’s like that doesn’t even matter…..you act like you don’t care about anyone but yourself anymore…..you are hurting me, TJ and the girls by whatever you are going through….but you won’t talk about it and I can’t make you. I won’t make you….I thought we were close enough to where you could tell me how you are feeling no matter what.”

“Tristan….I love you, you have to know that.”

“Are you sure about that?,” Tristan said while looking Malila in her eyes.

“Tristan….how can you even question that?,” Malila said in shock.

“Well you sure as h**l haven’t shown it this past month or so.”

“Tristan….I came here to do something nice for you and say sorry…don’t ruin it please.”

“You don’t ruin it Malila. I’m good.” Malila just stares at him and starts to gather her things.

“Malila where are you going?,” Tristan asked.

“I’m leaving….you aren’t even trying to hear me out.”

“So you’re going to leave? Fine Malila. You have been so good at leaving your problems this past month, so go ahead. I don’t care.”

“….How can you say that? How can you not care?”

“Because you clearly don’t care either Malila!,” Tristan said while raising his voice.

“Yes I do Tristan,” Malila said softly.

“Whatever,” Tristan said while rolling his eyes.

“Tristan….what can I do? What can I do to make this better? What can we do to make this work?”

“….Maybe it’s not meant to work Malila.” Malila just looks at Tristan in shock; is he saying what she thinks he is saying?

“Wh-what? What are you saying to me Tristan? You would leave me? You would leave me to be a single mother? Huh?,” Malila said while raising her voice.

“Malila….I would NEVER abandon my girls…..but maybe you and me…..just won’t work. If you can’t even talk to me when you are hurting….I don’t know what else to think.”

“Tristan….I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. Please don’t do this to me.”

“You’re sorry for what? Hiding something from me? You are hurting Malila and I know that and I don’t know why and you won’t tell me…..that kills me. To see the woman you love with all of your heart hurting and knowing you can’t do a d**n thing about it…..that kills me Malila,” Tristan said sternly. Malila just stares at him and she walks over to him and she sits in his lap and she wraps his arms around his neck and holds him.

“Tristan I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. Please forgive me…..I will do anything. I want to marry you and live my life with you until the day that I die…..tell me what I can do,” Malila said while crying.

“Get the help you need Malila,” Tristan said. Malila pulls out of the embrace and looks at him.

“But nothing is wrong with me Tristan,” Malila said.

“Ok see you are clearly in denial and this is a problem Malila. D**n something is wrong but you won’t tell me what!” Malila just shakes her head and she stands up from Tristan’s lap and gathers her things.

“Enjoy your lunch Tristan…..I am going to go,” Malila said. Tristan just sighs and shakes his head while Malila leaves. He has no clue what is going on with Malila right now and he feels like he may never know.

>>>> Fast Forward

Tristan is sleeping in the guest room while Malila is sleeping in the master bedroom. At around 2 am, Tristan is awakened by screaming. He sits up in the bed and he hears Malila screaming at the top of her lungs. He quickly pulls the covers off of him and leaves the bedroom and sees TJ standing in his bedroom’s doorway wiping his eyes.

“Daddy what’s wrong? Why is mommy screaming?,” TJ asked.

“I’m not sure but I am about to find out….go back to sleep,” Tristan said. Tristan kisses TJ’s cheek and TJ goes back to bed and Tristan goes into the master bedroom. He sees Malila sitting up in the bed with her knees to her chest rocking back and forth, while shaking and crying. Tristan turns on the light and goes over to Malila and sits next to her. He sees sweat marks on the chest part of her shirt and sees sweat beads on her forehead.

“Malila what happened? What’s wrong?,” Tristan asked terrified. Malila is shaking and crying too much to even talk right now. Tristan just wraps his arms around her and he can feel how hard she is shaking.

“Malila….please talk to me. Please. You are scaring me,” Tristan said. Malila can’t even talk right now. Tristan looks at Malila and her eyes…..they show no emotion. It’s like something scared the soul out of her. Tristan lies down on his back and lays Malila’s head on his chest while still holding her close. Tristan gently rocks with Malila in his arms. Malila is just looking out into space as tears stream down her cheeks. Tristan has NEVER seen Malila like this and he is scared to death right now. He kisses Malila’s forehead multiple times and strokes his hand through her hair. Tristan gently hums and he watches as Malila slowly drifts off to sleep. Tristan wipes her tears away and kisses her cheek. He has decided that if Malila won’t talk to him, he will have to do his own research. He slowly gets out of bed, not disturbing Malila, and he walks downstairs to his office and opens his laptop. He logs on and searches “pregnant woman and nightmares” and starts reading and he is very disturbed. Pregnant women can experience some pretty f**ked up dreams, to say the least, especially new mothers that have never given birth before. Tristan is thoroughly disturbed right now. He reads about women that dream about having their children die by their hands or dying before birth. Also, just really weird things like when asked to see their children, the woman are disturbed when they see creatures, such as animals, not humans. Also about losing the baby, for example one woman had her baby in the bed, but then lost the baby in the sheets. Tristan never knew pregnant women would experience such horrors. This has to be what Malila is going through, but Tristan has never seen Malila so scared, so it must be something really bad/disturbing that she has had nightmares about. After an hour and a half of research, Tristan turns off his laptop and closes it and then goes back upstairs. He goes into the master bedroom and sees Malila sleeping on her side. He hasn’t slept next to this woman consistently in a little over a month and he has hated every night of it. He just can’t leave Malila alone right now. He closes the door behind him and quietly gets under the covers with Malila. He scoots closer to her and drapes his arm around her waist. Malila is facing towards Tristan and he gently rubs her cheek and admires how beautiful she is. He wishes he could understand what is going on in her head right now. He just wants to help. He wants her to be okay; he wants them to be ok. He wants Malila to put her engagement ring back on and he wants to marry her as soon as he can. Tristan watches Malila sleep for a while and after about 30 minutes, he notices her make a face of displeasure. She turns on her back and holds her stomach. Tristan just watches her and he sits up a bit. He puts his hands on Malila’s stomach and he feels his girls kicking!! Tristan just smiles so big to himself; this is so amazing to him!! Malila makes a face of pain and she squirms a bit before opening her eyes slowly. She feels Tristan’s hands on her stomach and she looks at him and Tristan looks at her and smiles.

“Hey beautiful,” Tristan said. Malila just looks at him and Tristan leans over and kisses her cheek.

“……Do you hate me Tristan?,” Malila asked.

“….I could never hate you Malila….but I am mad at you. You are shutting me out and I hate that….but I won’t force anything out of you…..but I do think I know what is going on with you,” Tristan said.

“….You do?,” Malila asked shakily.

“Well……considering how you woke up screaming like you had a nightmare….I think I have a clue. I did research on pregnant women and nightmares and Malila…..some of the things I read were horrifying.”

“……Probably not as horrifying as the nightmares I have had……they scare the life out of me Tristan,” Malila said on the verge of tears.

“Baby tell me about them,” Tristan said.

“I can’t…..you are going to think I am crazy.”

“No I won’t baby.”

“Please Malila. Talk to me.”

“I can’t….can you just hold me? Until I fall back asleep?” Tristan sighs and looks at Malila and nods his head. Malila scoots closer to Tristan and Tristan lies down on his back and Malila cuddles close to him while resting her head on his chest. Tristan wraps both of his arms around Malila and gently rocks as he sings her back to sleep. Once she is back to sleep, Tristan kisses her forehead. The only thing he can do for Malila right now is be patient and wait until she is ready to tell him the truth.

She is doing the most poor tj
Run it

i loveeeeee this story and the fact that your consistenly updating it.. i swear they are like the perfect couple .. but she been acting crazy..something aint right..she too sweet..did she find out something..is someone threatening her? i hope we find out soon..this is getting juicy . her being mean is pushing him away.. n thats not good..he changed for her..but please update my favorite story !!!!

Malila Bytch (yeah I said bytch) you better get it together. Your destroying your family all because you wont say whats on your mind that has you all moody and b****y. Tristan and her parents wanted to help her and all she could do was still be rude and mean still. she needs to own up that she needs help ol' bi-polar ass pregnant heffa( she done made me made lol). And Im glad her parents told her she couldnt run from her issues and stay with them. The fact that her Son is hurting through all this and the fact that her Fiancee is trying his damndest to help her should've been made her get it together dude. I hope she listened to what Tristan said at that door and lets him help her before she ruins the best thing shes had in a long time.

WTF IS WRONG WITH MAILA?! TRISTAN LEAVE HER?! WHATTTTTT SOMEONE PLEASE THUMP THAT NUT ON HER HEAD SO SHE CAN FIX HER SOON TO BE MARRIAGE AND POOR TJ! :'((((( IF SHE DON'T MAKE IT RIGHT FOR HIM IMA SMACK HER!

WTF IS WRONG WITH MAILA?! TRISTAN LEAVE HER?! WHATTTTTT SOMEONE PLEASE THUMP THAT NUT ON HER HEAD SO SHE CAN FIX HER SOON TO BE MARRIAGE AND POOR TJ! :'((((( IF SHE DON'T MAKE IT RIGHT FOR HIM IMA SMACK HER!

So another month passes and Malila has only gotten worse. She and Tristan hardly talk anymore and Tristan hates this so much. It’s like they hardly know each other that is how they act. They keep their distance at all times. All they say is good morning and good night to each other literally. Tristan thought Malila’s pregnancy would be a happy and joyous time for the both of them and it has been for Tristan, but it has not been for Malila. Tristan just doesn’t know what to do anymore, but he feels like he is slowly losing Malila and that scares him beyond measure. He loves her and their family too much to lose them. TJ hardly talks to Malila as well. He is too scared that she will get mad at him for some reason. About a week ago when TJ spilled his dinner plate all over the floor, Malila yelled at him and he was just so hurt. Tristan told her that it was not a big deal since they had plenty of food, but Malila just got mad for some reason. Tristan just doesn’t understand why Malila is so mad all the time, but he really wants to help her fix it. Anyway right now, it’s Thursday evening and Malila is coming home from work at around 7 pm. She had to stay late to get some things done, so Tristan left work early to get TJ from school. Malila is tired and just wants to crawl into bed and sleep right now. Once she parks her car, gets out and locks the door, she goes into the house. She closes and locks the door behind her and then she takes off her shoes and jacket. She walks towards the kitchen, but stops when she sees her mom, dad, TJ and Tristan all sitting on the couch. When they all see her they smile and wave.

“Hey baby girl,” Malila’s parents said.

“Hi mommy,” TJ said.

“Hey gorgeous,” Tristan said. Malila just looks at all of them, but looks at Tristan especially hard.

“What is going on?,” Malila asked bluntly.

“Baby why don’t you sit down,” Sandra said.

“I don’t want to sit down mom,” Malila said.

“Baby girl…..we are all very concerned about you….you’re not yourself and we just want to know why. We all just want to help you anyway we can,” David said.

“Malila….your doctor Natalie, gave us a number for a psychiatrist that specializes in pregnant woman. She will able to help you and figure out how to treat you,” Sandra said.

“Treat me? Nothing is wrong with me!,” Malila said.

“Malila….Natalie said that the way you are acting could have an effect on the girls….if you’re depressed or whatever, it could be bad for the girls,” Tristan said.

“….You planned this didn’t you? What is this like an intervention or something?,” Malila said.

“I just want to help you…..we hardly talk Malila and you are my fiancé. You hardly spend time with me or TJ anymore and we are your family,” Tristan said.

“So you went and did this? Behind my back? That’ just sneaky Tristan….and you know? I don’t want to marry a sneaky man,” Malila said rudely. Malila starts to take off her engagement ring and everyone just looks at her in shock.

“Malila….what are you doing?,” Tristan asked worried. Malila just looks at him and takes off the ring completely and throws it at him and it hits his chest and falls into his lap.

“What am I doing? I’m leaving,” Malila said.

“Malila stop. Think about what you are doing,” Sandra said.

“I am very aware of what I am doing mom,” Malila said.

“Malila this is not what you want and you know it,” David said.

“Dad please don’t tell me what I want,” Malila said.

“Malila don’t talk to your parents like that, that’s rude,” Tristan said.

“Go to hell Tristan,” Malila said on the verge of tears. Malila quickly goes up the stairs and Tristan hears the door slam and he hears rummaging as well. Tristan picks up the engagement ring he bought for Malila and just stares at it. He feels tears forming in his eyes, but he tries to hold them back.

“Tristan….I’m so sorry. I have never seen my baby girl act like this,” Sandra said.

“Yes….this is very scary to me. Malila is usually so sweet, but now she just is so mean,” David said.

“I know…..I am going to try and talk to her,” Tristan said. He takes a deep breath and then stands up from the couch and walks upstairs to the master bedroom. He opens the door and sees Malila packing a large suitcase.

“Malila…what are you doing?,” Tristan asked.

“I’m leaving, what does it look like?,” Malila said.

“Why?”

“Because I don’t want to be here with you!”

“Malila….so you’re just going to leave me? And TJ? That’s your son!,” Tristan yelled.

“Don’t yell at me Tristan!,” Malila yelled back.

“What is going on with you? Why can’t you just talk to me or someone? Please!”

“Tristan stop! Just stop! You don’t understand!”

“Malila then help me try and understand.” Tristan goes over to Malila and tries to stop her from packing, but Malila just backs away from him and puts her hands up.

“Tristan don’t…..I just need to get away for a while,” Malila said.

“Why? I don’t want to be apart from you….you’re carrying my twins and I want to be around,” Tristan said.

“Please! Just let me do this!” Tristan just stares at Malila and he feels himself becoming very angry.

“Malila…..I swear, if you walk out that door tonight, don’t you even think once about coming back. You will not be welcomed back do you understand me?,” Tristan said while pointing in Malila’s face. Malila just stares at him and she turns her back to him and closes up her suitcase and Tristan felt his heart break into a million pieces at that moment. It’s like Malila doesn’t even care and Tristan just can’t believe this. Malila grabs her suitcase and then looks at Tristan and she brushes past him and walks down the stairs. Tristan leaves the bedroom and walks downstairs as well.

“Mommy….where are you going?,” TJ asked.

“….I have to go away for a little while TJ,” Malila said softly.

“Mommy…..how can you do this? How can you do this to me and daddy? We love you and you are so mean to us! That’s not right! I hate you! I hate you so much!,” TJ said on the verge of tears. TJ quickly runs up the stairs and Malila hears his door slam. Everyone just looks at Malila with a look of hurt across their face.

“Mom, dad, can I please stay with you two for a little while?,” Malila asked.

“No,” her parents said in unison.

“What?,” Malila asked in shock.

“Your father and I will not support this foolishness. Tristan is your man, your fiancé, and the father of your girls. We will not allow you to stay with us because you know this is wrong. Your silly little hormones should not keep you away from the man you love or YOUR son,” Sandra said sternly.

“Mom please,” Malila said on the verge of tears.

“No Malila….and don’t you even think about calling us until you fix this situation. Don’t call us for anything,” David said.

“Come on baby let’s go,” Sandra said. Sandra and David both hug Malila and Tristan and then they leave. Malila looks at Tristan and he looks so hurt and angry. Malila doesn’t want to stay, but she has nowhere to go now.

“Malila…..I do not want you to go. I don’t want the woman that is expecting my girls to just leave me….but I promise you if you do, then that just proves everything to me. It proves you don’t care about anyone but yourself. And it proves that you are no better than that b***h Alicia. And I will make sure you know that you are no better than her,” Tristan said coldly. Malila just stares at him and then looks away.

“Now…for the last time…..do you want to go? Or do you want to stay?,” Tristan asked. Malila looks up at him and swallows hard.

“Tristan…..I have to go….before you do,” Malila said as tears ran down her cheeks. Tristan just stares at Malila in complete shock: what is she talking about?

“What? What are you talking about?,” Tristan asked. Malila starts to leave, but Tristan stands in front of the door to stop her. He takes the suitcase from her hand and sets it down and just stares at her.

“Malila I am begging you. Talk to me,” Tristan said. Malila just backs away from him and she quickly walks up the stairs and goes to the master bedroom closing the door behind her. Tristan goes up the stairs and tries to open the door, but finds it’s locked.

“Baby let me in,” Tristan said while knocking on the door. Tristan listens closely and he can hear Malila crying and he just sighs. He turns so his back is against the door and slides down the door and sits down and rests his head against the door.

“Baby…..I wish you could talk to me. If something is scaring you or bothering you, I can help. I promise you I can. I am just trying to understand….what did you mean you had to leave before I went? Woman I am not going anywhere. You are stuck with me until the day you die. I just wish you would tell me what you are thinking because I want to know. I want to help you anyway I can because you are the love of my life. You mean everything to me I promise you. You, TJ and our girls are my everything…..I didn’t mean what I said….you could never even come close to being like Alicia. I’m sorry for even saying that…..I love you Malila and I just hope and pray that’s enough to help you get through whatever it is you are going through,” Tristan said softly. Little did Tristan know that Malila was sitting with her back against the door as well, listening to every word he said to her.

Damn, I've seen hromonal pregnant women before, but Malila takes the cake. She so damn mean it's crazy. Even TJ's scared to be around her. What's going on with her. I know she's semi insecure cause she's preggo and maybe feels fat and unpretty, but Tristan tells her all the times shes beautiful, gorgeous, sexy etc. Why isnt she feeling that way. Maybe they need to go talk to her doctor and see of theres anything they can do about it. Awe I hope they make up SOON. RUN IT!!!

So about two weeks a two days pass and Malila and Tristan have not being doing so well. Malila is nowhere near herself and Tristan doesn’t know what to do anymore. Tristan honestly can’t stand to be in the same room with Malila, because it seems she is always starting an argument over something. Tristan is always walking on eggshells around Malila because it seems the littlest things set her off. She either gets angry or sad. Malila and Tristan aren’t even sleeping in the same room at this point. Tristan is sleeping in a guest room because Malila is so uncomfortable when she sleeps and she moves a lot and takes up the whole bed. It’s been really rough for everyone. TJ even keeps his distance from Malila. Well anyway, it’s around 7 pm on a Thursday night and Malila is craving a snack. She leaves the bedroom and goes down to the kitchen and sees TJ and Tristan sitting at the table eating brownies.

“Tristan, what are you doing? TJ can’t eat those brownies unless his blood sugar is low and I know it wasn’t before dinner,” Malila said.

“Malila these brownies are a special diabetic recipe. He is going to be fine,” Tristan said.

“Well excuse me then,” Malila said.

“You’re the one that started this Malila, not me. Don’t start with me right now.”

“Don’t start what Tristan?”

“This attitude…..just get whatever you came here for and then leave.” Malila just rolls her eyes and she goes into the cupboard and she gets a bowl of cheez-its. Once she is done, she leaves the kitchen and goes back upstairs to the bedroom. Tristan sighs and looks at TJ.

“Daddy what is going on with mommy? I don’t like her like this…..she is kind of mean,” TJ said.

“I know…..she is very mean. I have no idea why she is like this but sometimes pregnant woman have mood swings,” Tristan said.

“But mommy is always sad or mad, never happy,” TJ said.

“You’re right about that son….I don’t know what to do. But I don’t like seeing her like this.”

“Me neither daddy….it’s scary. I am scared to talk to her and she’s my mommy.”

“I know I am scared to talk to her too….tonight I will try to get to the bottom of this.” TJ just nods his head and once Tristan and TJ are done eating the brownies, Tristan puts the rest in the refrigerator. Tristan then gives TJ his bath and then puts him to sleep. Tristan then goes downstairs to his office and he puts together the camcorder he bought about a week ago. He really wants to document the rest of Malila’s pregnancy, the birth of their twin girls and just the life of the girls. Since Tristan didn’t get to see TJ’s first years, he refuses to miss any moments of his twin girls. Anyway, Tristan puts in a tape and turns on the camcorder and walks up the stairs. He goes into the bedroom and sees Malila lying down across the bed watching tv.

“Hey gorgeous,” Tristan said. Malila looks over at him and sits up and sighs.

“Tristan…what are you doing?,” Malila asked.

“Baby I want to document the rest of your pregnancy, the birth of the twins and just their life. I don’t want to miss out on anything…..how are you feeling beautiful?” Malila just narrows her eyes at him and Tristan just smiles at her.

“Baby come on say something,” Tristan asked.

“Tristan….I don’t want to be recorded,” Malila said.

“Why not sexy?”

“Tristan cut it out.”

“Cut what out lovely?”

“You know what…..stop complimenting me knowing d**n well I am none of the things you are saying.”

“Malila…you are the most stunning woman I have ever seen in my life. I mean that with all of my heart.”

“Yeah right Tristan….not as stunning as Natalie I know that much.” Tristan just sighs and sets down the camcorder and sits next to Malila and looks at her.

“Malila that was so unnecessary. I’m not even thinking about her why would you even bring her up?”

“Tristan she is stunning and lovely and beautiful and gorgeous not me. Look at me! I am none of those things.”

“…..I don’t know how you can say that….to me it’s a miracle that you are carrying the twin girls that our love created. Seeing you pregnant with our girls makes my heart smile Malila. I can’t help but smile whenever I see you because you are carrying my twin girls….our twin girls….why don’t you see it like that? Who cares if your body changes if it didn’t then maybe our twin girls wouldn’t be as healthy as they are now…..and Malila I love you. You are my d**n heart woman. I did not fall in love with you because of your looks, I feel in love with you because of your beautiful heart. But your looks are just as beautiful as your heart…..I just wish you could see what I see when I look at you and that’s an absolutely beautiful woman inside and out,” Tristan said while gently rubbing Malila’s stomach. Malila and Tristan then both gasp in shock when they both feel a distinct kick!

“Oh my goodness!! One of the babies kicked! Wow! Daddy’s girls don’t you kick mommy too hard ok?,” Tristan said in his baby voice. He lifts up Malila’s shirt and leans down and kisses it multiple times. He then pulls her shirt back down and looks at Malila and she is just looking away.

“Malila…..me and TJ are both really concerned about you….you are not yourself and we don’t like that. We just want you to be happy. We want to see that beautiful smile that will light up the room again. We miss it…..we miss you Malila…..now I feel like you’re slipping away from me and….that scares me Malila. It scares me so much….I refuse to lose you or my girls,” Tristan said.

“Tristan….just leave me alone ok?,” Malila said.

“No I won’t leave you alone…what is going on with you? You’re not yourself and I want to know why! Your own son doesn’t even want to be around you and I hardly do either,” Tristan said.

“Then don’t! I told you to leave me alone anyway!,” Malila yelled.

“Malila d**n calm down ok?”

“Don’t tell me what the f**k to do Tristan!”

“What the f**k is your problem?! You are blowing s**t way out of proportion, just stop!”

“Ugh you are just pissin’ me off….I don’t miss even sleeping in the same room as you, you just make me so mad all the time,” Malila said hatefully. Tristan just looks at her in shock and he just looks down and shakes his head. He picks up the camcorder and leaves the room without saying anything else to Malila. Tristan just doesn’t understand what is going on with Malila. He knows pregnant woman have serious hormonal issues, but he would never imagine it would get this bad. Malila is usually the sweetest person Tristan has ever met in his life, but now, she just seems plain hateful. Tristan doesn’t know what to do because Malila hardly talks to him anymore and that doesn’t sit well with Tristan at all, but the only thing he can do is stay patient, no matter how difficult that is. Tristan goes downstairs to his office and sets the camcorder aside and then sits down at his desk and gets some work done. At around 11 pm, he goes upstairs to the guest room he has been sleeping in and puts on his pajamas. He decides to check on Malila, so he goes into the master bedroom and he sees her crying while lying on her side. He quickly goes over to her and tries to grab her hand, but she pulls away from him.

“Malila what is going on? Just talk to me,” Tristan pleaded.

“Tristan….please just leave me alone,” Malila said.

“I am not going to just leave me pregnant fiancé alone when she is crying. Now please talk to me,” Tristan said. Malila just turns on her side away from Tristan and Tristan tries to turn her over, but Malila slaps his hand away.

“Tristan please!,” Malila yelled.

“I am not leaving you Malila,” Tristan said sternly. He lies down his side facing the same way as Malila and he scoots close to her and Malila tries to move away from her but Tristan holds her waist tight to stop her and once Malila stops resisting she turns to face him and she grabs him and holds him tight while crying on his chest. Tristan smiles to himself and wraps one arm around her and uses his other hand to gently stroke through her hair.

“Let it all out baby….I’m right here,” Tristan said. Tristan gently hums and he feels Malila calm down in his arms. Within minutes, Malila is peacefully sleeping in Tristan’s arms. Tristan leans down and kisses Malila’s forehead multiple times. Tristan turns to lie on his back and pulls Malila closer without waking her up and gently runs his hand up and down her arms.

“Malila….baby you are scaring me. Seeing you so sad and mean really scares me. You know you can talk to me and I’m not sure why you think you can’t all of a sudden you can’t. But I will do whatever I can to change it baby. We can work on whatever it is together, we are in this together Malila I promise you that. I love you beautiful,” Tristan said softly. Tristan rests his head on top of Malila’s and falls asleep himself.

Her damn hormones are hateful like hell, DAMN.

Awww Malila and Tristan are having twin girls ahhh. That so sweet. Damn poor Malila and her hormones. Feels fat and unattractive and now running into a beautiful old friend of Tristans isnt helping her self esteem. Ya know if Tristan wants to get her out of her funk he should give her some sex. That'll make her feel much better. And sexier... IJS Loved the add Nicole. RUN IT!!!!!

So about 2 weeks and a few days pass and today is Tuesday and Malila has her second ultrasound today! Tristan is going with her and they are both very excited because hopefully they will find out what they are having! Tristan’s can’t wait because this is the first ultrasound he will attend and he just can’t wait. Malila is a little past 18 weeks pregnant at this point and her second trimester has been good so far. She is not as low energy as she was during her first trimester, so that is good. Malila never experienced any morning sickness during her first trimester, so that was a plus for her. She swears her breasts are growing by the day, she uses the bathroom all the time, and she has put on about a pound a week so far. Also, Malila and Tristan told all of their friends and family about their engagement and everybody was just so happy for them! They all can’t wait to be a part of their wedding! Anyway, right now Malila and Tristan are waiting in the waiting room for the doctor to call them in. The time is 3 pm now and that is when Malila’s appointment is scheduled. Tristan and Malila left work early in order to make this appointment and Lauren is going to pick TJ up from school. Tristan and Malila are sitting right next to each other and Tristan has his arm around Malila’s shoulder. They patiently wait and ten minutes later, <a href="http://bossip.files.wordpress.com/2010/06/jasmine-sanders-e1275919093763.jpg?w=450">this woman</a> comes out and calls Malila’s name. Malila and Tristan look up and Tristan makes eye contact with the woman and the woman looks at him and gasps.

“Tristan? Tristan Williams is that you?!,” the woman questioned.

“Yes it’s me…..Natalie? Natalie Smith?,” Tristan questioned.

“Yes it’s me….wow it is so nice to see you!,” Natalie said. Natalie moves closer to Tristan and Tristan stands up and hugs Natalie.

“Wow…..I can’t believe it’s you…..Tristan you look amazing,” Natalie said.

“Thank you…you look good as well,” Tristan said.

“I haven’t seen you since high school. How have you been?,” Natalie asked.

“I have been really great lately……I’m sorry I don’t know where my manners went, Natalie, this is my fiancée Malila,” Tristan said.

“Malila it is so nice to meet you,” Natalie said while holding her hand out.

“Nice to meet you too,” Malila said while shaking Malila’s hand and smiling.

“Wow Tristan you’re engaged?! That’s great! After…..the Alicia ordeal, you deserve this,” Natalie said.

“Thank you Natalie,” Tristan said.

“Tristan we should definitely catch up,” Natalie said.

“Sure I would like that,” Tristan said.

“Great! I’m sorry Malila we should get started,” Natalie said. Tristan helps Malila stand up and they follow Natalie. Malila is weighed and then she and Tristan are lead to a room. Natalie closes the door and Malila sits on the hospital table and Tristan sits in a chair next to Malila.

“Ok Malila…..we can start by telling me how your pregnancy is so far…..you are a little past 18 weeks right?,” Doctor Smith.

“Yes I am…..my pregnancy is going great. My first trimester I was always tired, but I never experienced any morning sickness…..but my second trimester has been better. I have a lot more energy now….I guess the only things I have noticed are my weight gain, and the size of my breasts has increased as well,” Malila said.

“Well all of that sounds perfectly normal…..I see you are expecting twins huh?,” Doctor Smith said.

“Yes I am,” Malila said.

“Well congratulations…..your stomach seems to progressing just fine for twins. Now I am going to start out by taking your blood pressure and listening to your heart ok?,” Doctor Smith said.

“Ok,” Malila said. Doctor Smith stands up from her chair and takes her stethoscope and listens to Malila’s heart as she takes deep breaths. Doctor Smith then takes Malila’s blood pressure.

“Ok Malila your blood pressure is at a normal level and your heart sounds fine…..now I will measure your stomach.” Doctor Smith takes some measuring tape and lifts up Malila’s shirt and then measures her stomach. She writes that down and then turns on the ultrasound machine.

“Ok Malila…..now we will check the position of your babies. We will try to determine the sex of the babies as well,” Doctor Smith said. Malila smiles and nods her head and she lies down on the table and looks at Tristan. Tristan smiles at Malila and takes her left hand and kisses it multiple times and Malila just smiles at him. Doctor Smith puts the warm gel all over Malila’s stomach and then takes the ultrasound tool and places it on Malila’s stomach. Immediately, Malila and Tristan see their twins. Tristan just gasps in shock and smiles so big!

“Wow….Malila look at our babies!,” Tristan exclaimed.

“First time seeing the babies huh?,” Doctor Smith said.

“Yes it is…..wow….this is amazing to me,” Malila said. The twins are positioned right next to each other and their faces are presses against each other’s. Malila and Tristan just think this is so beautiful.

“Ok let me see here…..it looks like the baby on the left is a girl! And…..the one on the right is a girl as well! Congratulations you two are having twin girls!,” Doctor Smith exclaimed. Malila and Tristan just gasp in shock and look at each other and smile big!

“Wow! Two girls?! Oh Malila baby I am so excited!,” Tristan said.

“Me too baby! Wow…..two girls huh? I can’t wait,” Malila said.

“I am going to spoil those girls to death,” Tristan said. Malila just smiles at him and Tristan leans over and kisses her cheek.

“Malila and Tristan your twin girls look very healthy from what I can tell….would you like pictures?,” Doctor Smith said.

“Yes please,” Malila said. Doctor Smith smiles and nods her head and takes numerous pictures and prints them. The room then fills with sounds of the twins’ heartbeats! Tristan is just so amazed right now! He feels himself becoming very emotional. The heartbeat of he and Malila’s twins is the most beautiful sound in the world to him. Malila looks at him and sees he is becoming a bit teary eyed. Malila gently rubs his cheek and he looks at her and smiles.

“You alright baby?,” Malila asked.

“Yes baby I’m fine….this is all just so surreal to me….I’m just so happy,” Tristan said. Malila nods her head and smiles and she takes Tristan’s hand and kisses it a few times.

“Malila and Tristan your twins look absolutely healthy….now I will get you all cleaned up Malila and I just have a few more questions to ask ok?,” Doctor Smith.

“Ok,” Malila said. Doctor Smith turns off the ultrasound equipment and sets down the ultrasound tool and wipes Malila’s stomach clean.

“Ok Malila…..now I want to know how you are feeling about everything. Have you been having any feelings of depression or low self-confidence?,” Doctor Smith asked.

“Well…..when Tristan didn’t want to have sex with me during the first trimester, I felt very self-conscious. I thought he didn’t think I was attractive, but he was just scared to have sex with me because he thought he would harm the babies…..but as for depression…..I haven’t experienced any of that yet,” Malila said.

“Well that sounds perfectly normal….most men don’t understand the anatomy of a woman when she is pregnant, so they have fears but eventually they discover that their fears have no real basis,” Doctor Smith said while laughing a bit.

“Yes exactly,” Malila said while laughing too.

“Ok….now do either of you have questions for me?,” Doctor Smith asked.

“No I am good….baby do you have any questions?,” Malila asked.

“No I am good….thanks,” Tristan said.

“Ok well all I need from you Malila is a urine sample and then you will be free to go. I would like to see you in four weeks ok?,” Doctor Smith said.

“Ok thank you so much,” Malila said. Doctor Smith smiles and shakes Tristan and Malila’s hands and then gives Malila a cup, hands Tristan the ultrasound pictures and then leaves the room. Malila goes into the bathroom and gives her urine sample and then a nurse comes into the room and takes it from Malila. Malila and Tristan then leave the room and go to the receptionist and make an appointment for four weeks later. After that, they leave the office and get in the car and start the drive to Lauren and Damian’s house.

“How do you know Natalie?,” Malila asked.

“Oh we went to the same high school….she was one of Alicia’s close friends and she was a close friend of mine too,” Tristan said.

“….She is gorgeous Tristan.” Tristan just looks over at Malila and then shrugs his shoulders and looks forward on the road.

“And? What does that have to do with anything?,” Tristan questioned.

“Did you ever date her?”

“No she was just my friend Malila….what’s with all the questions?”

“Are you going to catch up with her like she suggested?”

“Not if you are going to have an issue with it. If it will bother you, then I won’t. I won’t disrespect you like that.” Malila just looks at him and sighs and then looks out the window.

“Malila…..what is it? Just talk to me,” Tristan said while resting his right hand on Malila’s left thigh.

“…..It’s nothing,” Malila said.

“I know nothing always means something so don’t lie to me,” Tristan said.

“It’s nothing….I’m fine.”

“Malila don’t do that.”

“How about you just leave me alone?”

“Fine…..you know if you don’t want Natalie as your doctor, we can find you another one. If it’s going to bother you, then we can fix this right now.”

“Should it bother me? Are you trying to tell me something Tristan?”

“Alright if you are going to take s**t out of context, then I just won’t say anything.” Malila just rolls her eyes and faces away from him. Tristan just sighs heavily and drives to Lauren and Damian’s house to get TJ. Tristan parks in their driveway and then turns off the car and looks at Malila.

“You want to go in with me?,” Tristan said.

“I’ll stay in the car,” Malila said while not even making eye contact. Tristan nods his head while sighing and he gets out of the car and goes up to the door and rings the doorbell. A minute later, Lauren and TJ come to the door.

“Hey son,” Tristan said.

“Hi daddy,” TJ said. Tristan picks TJ up and kisses his cheek and then hugs him.

“Where’s mommy?,” TJ asked.

“She’s in the car,” Tristan said.

“How was the appointment?,” Lauren asked.

“It was great…I got to hear our babies’ heartbeat and we found out the sex,” Tristan said while smiling.

“So? Tell us the good news!,” Lauren said,

“Well……we are having two girls!,” Tristan exclaimed. TJ and Lauren just gasp in excitement and they both smile so big!

“Daddy! I am going to have two sisters??,” TJ asked.

“Yes son you sure are,” Tristan said.

“Oh Tristan that’s amazing! I am so happy for you and Malila! I know you are both so excited!,” Lauren said.

“Yes we really are…..well I know I am….but Malila…..she going through something but she won’t tell me what it is,” Tristan said.

“What do you mean?,” Lauren questioned.

“Well….Malila’s doctor turned out to be one of my old high school friends….her name is Natalie and Malila asked me if we dated and all that but I told her we were only just friends, since she was friends with Alicia…..you know my ex,” Tristan said.

“Mmmm…..is Natalie attractive?,” Lauren said.

“….Yes,” Tristan said.

“Well I think I may have an idea…..she’s probably self-conscious….I know that when I was pregnant with Imani, I would ask Damian to tell me every day that I was beautiful because I didn’t believe it….I felt so unattractive because I put on weight and my body was changing in so many ways that I just didn’t like…..Malila is probably feeling the same way….and with twins it has to be worse….two babies are sharing a space and that will cause more changes than just one baby,” Lauren said.

“Wow….I never would expect Malila to feel like that…..but Lauren that woman is the most beautiful woman in the world to me. No one can compare to her,” Tristan said.

“Well then tell her that and tell her every chance that you get. Her hormones are all over the place and she will need all the compliments in the world at this point,” Lauren said while laughing a bit.

“Ok….thank you Lauren you helped a lot….thank you for picking up TJ,” Tristan said.

“No problem Tristan. Tell my cousin I love her,” Lauren said.

“I will,” Tristan said. Lauren smiles and she kisses Tristan’s cheek and then TJ’s cheek and then Tristan and TJ head to the car. Tristan straps TJ in the back seat and then gets in the driver’s seat and starts to drive home.

“Malila, baby Lauren said she loves you,” Tristan said. Malila just nods her head and Tristan gently rubs her thigh.

“Malila…..you’re gorgeous. Do you know that?,” Tristan said. Malila just turns her head to look at him and he smiles.

“….Tristan look at me. Take a good look….I’m not what you say,” Malila said.

“I don’t think there is anything more beautiful than the woman that’s carrying my twin girls,” Tristan said honestly. Malila just shakes her head and folds her arms while looking out the window. Tristan just sighs and looks forward and drives home. Once he is home, he parks in the garage and Malila quickly gets out of the car. Tristan gets TJ out and then closes the garage door and goes into the house. TJ goes into the kitchen and starts to do his homework and Tristan fixes him a snack. He then goes upstairs to the bedroom with a snack for Malila and as he opens the door he sees Malila standing in front of the full length mirror, with her shirt lifted, gently rubbing her stomach, while making a face of disgust.

“Baby I brought you a snack,” Tristan said.

“…I’m not really hungry,” Malila said.

“You? Not hungry? That’s a joke right?,” Tristan said while trying to lighten the mood. Malila just narrows her eyes at him and Tristan just sighs and sits on the bed.

“Baby what’s wrong? Just be honest with me please,” Tristan said.

“It’s nothing,” Malila said.

“Stop lying to me. Engaged people do not lie to each other.”

“Are you going to grill me all day? Because I will leave if you plan to do so.”

“I just want to know how you are feeling Malila.”

“And I just want you to leave me alone.” Malila quickly leaves the room and Tristan just sighs. Self-confidence has never been an issue with Malila and Tristan does not know how to handle this. Tristan just knows that he will do whatever he can to make sure Malila knows what Tristan knows; she is the most beautiful woman in the world to him.

I'm so glad that they finally got it in lol! Run it!

I hated that Tristan turned back to alcohol and smoking to cope with what was going on with T.J. Im glad Malila made him see the big picture and told him he needs to learn to talk his feelings not drink them away. Im so glad T. J.s doing better and managing his diabetes. Imani too cute still crazy about her Tristan. And that boy was making her miserable waiting for sex. Thinkin it would hurt the baby. Uh no. But I see his ass got it together after he found out about her using vibrators to pleasure herself when he's not there to please her. Broke all those shytz and finally gave her the business. Yea. Get em girl. Run IT!!!

If only love was that easy...this story gives me hope about the little love I have left in my heart to give.

Run it girl! Just run it!

Omg Tristan proposed!!!!!! AhHHHHH I'm so happy he did it!!! Yay they're engaged now!!! I can't believe he got so mad and freaky like that!!! WOW!!!! They got it in good!!! smh Get it Malia, damn. Mutiple orgasms is crazy.

Awwwwwww, that was beyond a cute add! That nice romantic outing they had, about time they got engaged! I mean they starting the family life, the ring makes it 10x better and cuter! I knew Tristian wouldn't be able to hold out too much longer, rofl! Malila got the D! WHEW! That chick had several vibrators, like damn; she made sure was equipped with the best of the best to use. Hahaha! He got mad, ah! That was silly but rough, I liked it! Awwwwwwwwwwl! A twin moved, how's the other one? :) they are about to be in for a bundle of joy! Two actually! They are too cute!

So a few days pass and Malila, Tristan and TJ are all doing fine. TJ is slowly learning how to live with diabetes, and he hasn’t had any major issues yet. He does everything he is supposed to do and Malila and Tristan help him anyway that they can. Anyway, it’s Saturday evening and Tristan has a very special evening planned for Malila tonight. He is taking her out to this beautiful Italian restaurant in Pittsburgh and he has a special table reserved just for them, away from everyone else. Lauren and Damian are going to keep TJ for the night. Right now, Tristan is sitting on the bed in nice black slacks, a button down to match, and a nice pair of leather dress up shoes. Malila is in the bathroom putting on her makeup and Tristan just admires her. She looks so beautiful pregnant to him. She has on this nice purple maternity dress that stops a little past her knees and she is wearing a pair of low heels. She has her hair completely out and she is putting on the finishing touches of her makeup. Once she is done, she leaves the bathroom and stands in front of Tristan.

“Baby how do I look?,” Malila asked.

“Malila you look gorgeous as always…..you are glowing. You look so beautiful pregnant,” Tristan said.

“Aww thank you baby….you look very handsome tonight,” Malila said while biting her lip.

“Alright now don’t bite your lip. Let’s leave baby, our reservation is at 7.” Malila smiles and nods her head and holds out her hand and Tristan smiles and grabs it tight and stands up and he and Malila head to the restaurant downtown. Once they get there, they walk hand in hand inside to the hostess disk.

“Hi I have a reservation for Tristan Williams,” Tristan said. The hostess looks at her list and then looks at Tristan and Malila and smiles.

“Yes party of two….your table is ready. Follow me please,” the hostess said. The hostess leads Malila and Tristan upstairs to a private room and Malila gaps when she sees this. She sees a two person table, with candles and dim lights. She thinks this is so beautiful. She looks at Tristan and smiles so big.

“Tristan….baby this is beautiful. You didn’t have to do all of this,” Malila said.

“It’s a special night Malila….let’s sit down,” Tristan said. Tristan leads Malila to the table and then pulls out her chair for her and Malila smiles and sits down and pulls her chair forward. Tristan sits down across from her. The hostess hands them their menus and leaves the room.

“Malila you get anything you want ok?,” Tristan said.

“Thank you baby…..thank you so much for this tonight. This is so beautiful,” Malila said.

“You’re welcome gorgeous.” A female waiter then comes to their table and fills two wine glasses with sparkling grape juice. Tristan wanted this dinner to be romantic and since Malila can’t drink alcohol, this is the best he could come up with.

“Can I start you two off with any other drinks tonight?,” the waiter asked.

“I will just have water please,” Malila said.

“I will have the same,” Tristan said.

“Ok I will bring those out while you two look over the menus.”

“Thank you. Can you bring our appetizer with the water please?”

“Yes sir.” The waiter leaves and Tristan and Malila look through their menus. A few minutes later the waiter comes with their drinks, and sets their glasses of water in front of each of them. She then sets down a small silver platter with a top on it and then leaves the room. Malila takes a sip of her sparking grape juice, then her water, then looks at Tristan.

“Baby what did you get as an appetizer?,” Tristan said.

“Open it and find out babe,” Tristan said. Malila smiles and opens the platter and sees a small jewelry box. She gasps and looks at Tristan and he just smiles. He stands up from his chair and goes to Malila. He grabs her waist and turns her to face him. He then grabs the box and opens it and Malila is face to face with <a href="http://www.moderndesigninc.com/jewelry-blog/wp-content/themes/mdi/images/a10.jpg">this ring</a>. Malila just puts her hand over her mouth as Tristan gets down on one knee in front of her. Tears instantly swell in Malila’s eyes and roll down her cheeks. Her heart is beating out of her chest!!!!

“Malila…..baby I don’t even know where to start. When I say I love you, I mean that with all of my being….before I met you, I was so misguided and I only thought women were good for one thing. But Malila…..that first night I met you, I just knew you would change my life forever, even though I didn’t want to admit that back then. At first I was so scared of you and I was scared of your love. But all of that has changed baby…..your love is what helps me get through each day. Your smile warms my whole heart and when you are happy I am happy. When I wake up to your beautiful face every morning, I just know that no matter what, everything is going to be fine. Malila…..you are my absolute everything. You, my son and our twins mean everything to me…..I never thought I could love again Malila. I was hurt so bad by Alicia, but your love has mended my heart from all of that. I never even thought I would deserve a woman as beautiful or amazing as you, but you love me just the way I am. You love me even when I make stupid mistakes and you always forgive me and I can’t even begin to explain how much that means to me…..you are absolutely perfect for me and the love I have for you runs so deep in my soul. My heart is you Malila….gosh I know my thoughts are all over the place but what I am trying to say is I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want to raise our kids and grow old with you. I don’t want to say you are my girlfriend anymore; I want to say you are my wife…..so Malila Alexis Morrison….will you become my wife? Baby will you marry me?,” Tristan said in tears as well at this point.

“Yes. Yes. Yes! Tristan I will marry you!!!,” Malila exclaimed through tears. Tristan just smiles big and he takes the engagement ring from the box and takes Malila left hand and kisses it and then slides the ring on her left ring finger. He sets the box on the table and Malila kneels right in front of Tristan and hugs him so tight.

“Tristan….baby I love you so much. I am so happy right now. You just made me the happiest person in the world…..I love you. I love you,” Malila said.

“I love you too gorgeous. I love you more than I could ever put into words.”

“Oh Tristan you mean so much to me….I can’t stop crying,” Malila said while laughing a bit. Tristan laughs too and he pulls out of the embrace and looks at Malila with tears streaming down her face. He gently wipes her tears away and then kisses her forehead. He then grabs her face and gives Malila the softest, but most passionate kiss he has ever given for. Malila can literally feel the love Tristan has for her in this kiss and it just turns her on so much!!! It also gave Malila chills. Tristan ends the kiss my biting on Malila’s bottom lip. They just look into each other’s eyes and they both have looks of pure lust. Tristan snaps out of his sexual daze before Malila does and he stands up and then holds out his hand. Malila grabs it and Tristan helps her stand up and sits her back in her chair. Tristan then sits in his chair and Malila and Tristan can’t stop smiling at each other. Malila holds out her left hand and Tristan smiles and holds out his right hand and they lock hands. Tristan puts Malila’s hand to his lips and kisses it multiple times and Malila just smiles at him. She is so unbelievably happy right now!!

“Malila I am so happy right now,” Tristan said.

“I am too…..I’m speechless actually. I wasn’t expecting all of this,” Malila said.

“I just felt it was time Malila.”

“I understand. I didn’t want to rush you at all, I wanted you to propose on your own time…can we talk about our wedding?”

“Of course we can baby….do you want to get married before you give birth or after? I will leave that up to you.”

“Mmm….I think after would be best….then maybe we can put our babies in the wedding somehow. And TJ should definitely be the ring bearer and Imani can be the flower girl.”

“That sounds great baby I had the exact same ideas.”

“I can’t wait to pick out my dress and plan our wedding together Tristan….I cannot wait to marry you Tristan….to become your wife will be an absolute honor.”

“You’re so sweet baby….but the real honor is me becoming your husband. You are such an amazing woman. You amaze me every single day.” Malila just smiles and Tristan leans over the table and pecks her lips. Malila and Tristan go back to looking at the menus, but they keep looking at each other and smiling. They are both so happy right now!! All of their dreams have come true through each other. Anyway, Malila and Tristan enjoy a beautiful dinner together that included salad, bread sticks and lasagna for Tristan, and chicken marsala for Malila. They talked about their wedding and Tristan held Malila’s left hand the entire dinner. At 9 pm, Tristan pays for everything and then he and Malila leave and head home. Once they get home, they walk hand in hand inside and they put their leftovers in the refrigerator. Malila and Tristan then walk upstairs to the master bedroom and Tristan closes the door behind them. Malila and Tristan both slip off their shoes and then Malila takes off her jewelry while Tristan takes off his button down, so he just has on a beater, along with his boxers and pants. He comes up behind Malila and wraps his arms around her waist and holds her close. Malila smiles at him through the mirror and Tristan smiles back. Malila is incredibly horny right now!! Her boyfriend just proposed to her and she is yearning to show him how much she truly loves him. Malila turns around in Tristan’s arms and wraps her arms around his neck and looks him in his eyes.

“Tristan…thank you so much for tonight. It was so nice to go out, just the two of us. And your proposal….it was so beautiful baby. I felt every word you were saying to me…the love I have for you Tristan….is unconditional. I will love you until the day that I die. You could never do anything to make me not love you anymore….you are the man of my dreams, the father of our children….you’re everything to me baby. I love you so much,” Malila said as tears ran down her cheeks.

“Don’t cry…but I know how emotional you have been lately,” Tristan said while laughing a bit. Malila laughs too and Tristan wipes her tears. Tristan then pulls her into a tight embrace. After a few minute embrace, Malila pulls out of the hug and looks up at Tristan. Tristan smiles at her and grabs her face and leans down and kisses her lips gently. Malila rests her hands on Tristan’s waist as she slides her tongue inside his mouth. Tristan slides his hands down Malila’s face and wraps his arms around her neck. Malila runs her hands up and down Tristan’s back and then walks forward so Tristan is moving back into the bed. Malila keeps moving forward until Tristan falls onto the bed on his back. Malila quickly straddles him and finds a sweep spot on his neck and starts sucking on it.

“Malila…ahh…what are you doing?,” Tristan asked.

“Tristan….I need to feel you inside of me. Please baby. I need you to show me how much I love you. I need to show you how much I love you,” Malila said in between kisses.

“Malila….I’m not sure.”

“Tristan baby please let’s try. Please,” Malila said while licking Tristan’s ear.

“Ahhh s**t….babe you know how I feel about this,” Tristan said through moans.

“Tristan….I can feel how hard you are and I know you are as horny as me….please baby,” Malila said while gently biting Tristan’s ear.

“Uhhh f**k…..Malila baby come on. Don’t.” Malila just sighs heavily and she stops what she is doing and sits up and looks at Tristan. She truly realizes that no matter what she does, Tristan will just not have sex with her while she is pregnant. She gets off of him and then looks at him.

“I’m going to take a bath,” Malila said.

“Let me join you babe,” Tristan said.

“No,” Malila said quickly.

“No?,” Tristan questioned while sitting up in the bed.

“Tristan I just want to f**k your brains out and there is no way you are getting into a tub full of water naked with me and you won’t even allow me to do anything to you,” Malila said while laughing a bit.

“Ok well let me run it for you at least.”

“Ok baby….thank you.” Tristan stands up from the bed and grabs Malila’s hand and walks her to the bathroom. He turns on the water and runs Malila a hot bubble bath. Malila takes off her engagement ring and sets it on the dresser in the bedroom, then comes back into the bathroom. Once her bath is ready, Tristan turns off the water. Malila takes off her dress and underwear and Tristan is staring at her so hard. Malila notices and just looks at him.

“What? Why are you staring at me like that?,” Malila questioned. Tristan just looks Malila up and down and he is just in a daze!

“Tristan….what is it?” Malila asked. Tristan snaps out of his daze and looks at her.

“Malila……your body…..your shape is out of this world…..your hips have grown…..and your breasts?! Wow! They look like d-cups now! D**n!!!,” Tristan exclaimed. Malila just busts out laughing at Tristan and shakes her head.

“Maybe you would have noticed if you actually touched me babe,” Malila said while lowering herself into the tub.

“….Maybe you’re right…..do you need anything?,” Tristan asked.

“Yes actually…..can you bring me my vibrator?”

“Excuse me?”

“Under the bed in the shoe box…..bring the blue one it’s waterproof.”

“What? H**l no I told you to throw those s**ts out Malila!”

“Well…..I had to buy something since you won’t f**k me.”

“Wait? Hold up….you have been using vibrators? How long?”

“Well…..ever since I moved to Pittsburgh….you weren’t here and I needed something. And now you are here and you still won’t put your d**k in me and I need release somehow.” Tristan laughs a bit and he goes out to the bedroom and looks under the bed and sees the shoebox. He picks it up and realizes it’s quite heavy. He stands up and opens the box and sees five different vibrators of different shapes. He just laughs to himself; his fiancée is a d**n freak. Not even pregnancy can stop her. He walks back into the bathroom with the box in his hand and then looks at Malila. Tristan takes out the blue one Malila wants and just looks at her. Malila holds out her hand and Tristan releases the vibrator and it falls to the floor and Malila hears it crack.

“Tristan! Why did you do that?!,” Malila exclaimed. Tristan just narrows his eyes at her and picks up another one and drops it as well and Malila just looks at him like he is crazy!

“Tristan! Stop!,” Malila yelled.

“Stop? Why? I told you I am the only one that gives you pleasure…..and now you are going to pay for not listening.” Tristan dumps the box and Malila just watches as all her vibrators fall to the floor and break. She just looks at Tristan and glares and Tristan glares back. Malila just watches as he takes off his beater, pants, boxers and socks. Tristan looks at her and she looks at him.

“Get out,” Tristan said sternly.

“Huh?,” Malila asked.

“Get out of the tub Malila.” Malila just looks at him and he has a look of pure lust/anger in his eyes and Malila has never been so turned on in her life!!! She swallows hard and stands up in the tub. Tristan holds out his hand and Malila grabs it and gets out of the tub. Tristan quickly turns her around and pushes her torso forward and spreads her legs apart, making sure they are both away from the cracked vibrators in the floor. He slaps her a** hard and Malila gasped in shock. The next thing Malila knows, Tristan is moving in and out of her p***y fast and deep; she can feel him in her gut!!

“AHHHHHH TRISTAN!!!!!,” Malila yelled at the top of her lungs. Malila grabs onto the rim of the tub for support and Tristan slaps her a** multiple times.

“Malila….don’t you ever disrespect me again by putting anything in MY P***Y! Do you hear me?! Huh?!,” Tristan said forcefully.

“UHHHHH!! Y-YE-YE,” Malila moaned in pleasure.

“What?! I did not hear you!,” Tristan said while rubbing Malila’s clit.

“MMMMM!!! YES! YESSSS! YESSSSSSS! I HEAR YOU!!!! AHHHH YOU’RE SO DEEP!!,” Malila cried in pain/pleasure.

“I am not going to tell you again…..if I don’t give you pleasure, then you don’t get any at all. Understood?”

“YESSS BABY YES!!! S**T!!!

“I love you Malila.”

“I LOVE YOU TRISTAN!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!! F**K! I’M GOING TO CUM!!

“You’re going to cum already? Huh?”

“YES!!” Malila is soaking wet and Tristan can hear this as he thrusts deeply in and out of her.

“D**n you ‘re so wet…uhh…..cum all over daddy’s d**k,” Tristan said through grunts. Malila just screams out in pleasure as she reaches her climax.

“AHHHH-OHHHHHH!!,” Malila screamed in pleasure. Tristan just watches as her juices flow down her leg and he sees her body convulse multiple times. She must be having multiple orgasms, because Tristan has never seen Malila climax like this before. Tristan pulls out and cums on Malila’s a** and by the time he is done, Malila is still shaking from her multiple orgasms! Once Malila’s body stops shaking, she breaths deeply and Tristan slowly lifts up her torso and turns her around to face him. Malila just attacks her lips with his and forces her tongue into his mouth. Tristan wraps his arms around her shoulders and holds her close as they kiss deeply. After a five minute make out session, Tristan pulls out of the kiss by biting on Malila’s bottom lip.

“Tristan……that sex was beyond amazing. I needed that so d**n bad……it was too good!,” Malila exclaimed.

“Baby…..I got way out of hand. I am so sorry,” Tristan said quickly.

“Baby you didn’t hurt me at all….and I know you didn’t hurt the babies. The rocking motion probably put them to sleep,” Malila said while smiling.

“Are you sure? I don’t know what came over me anyway….I have been wanting to have sex with you since I came to Pittsburgh….I just felt so weird about doing it while you are pregnant ….but something came over me. Probably anger because you were getting pleasure elsewhere and I don’t like that….that’s my job....and I know that I didn’t hurt the babies at all I understand that now.”

“Good. I have been trying to tell you, but I am glad you got to find out for yourself….and I enjoyed every second of it.”

“I can tell….did you have multiple orgasms?”

“Yes I did….that’s never happened to me before but I sure did love it. We can have sex all the time now.”

“Ok……we can do it as long as it is comfortable for you. I know as your stomach gets bigger and you go further into your pregnancy, you won’t have the urge to anymore.”

“Yes you are right…..with two babies my stomach is going to be huge and it will be hard to be able to enjoy sex…..but we have lots of time before that happens.”

“You’re right……now can we take a bath together?”

“Yes daddy.” Tristan just smiles at Malila and kisses her nose. He gets some toilet paper to wipe his cum off of Malila’s a** and then throws the tissue away. Tristan helps Malila into the tub and then gets in behind her and pulls her in between his legs. Tristan wraps his arms around Malila’s stomach and rubs it gently.

“Hi babies….you two better be sleeping in there it’s past your bedtime,” Tristan said cutely.

“You’re so sweet baby,” Malila said.

“Thank you beautiful.” Tristan moves Tristan hair to the side and kisses the left side of her neck gently. He then takes a washcloth, puts some soap on it, and then starts to wash Malila’s neck and shoulders. As he is doing this, Malila jerks forward while holding her stomach and gasps.

“Malila baby what is it??,” Tristan asked frightened. Malila just puts her hand over her mouth and turns her head to look at Tristan and Tristan sees tears roll down her cheeks.

“Malila what’s wrong? Are you in pain?,” Tristan asked with concern. Malila just shakes her head and she lowers her hand from her mouth and Tristan wipes her tears.

“Malila talk to me. Please. You are scaring me,” Tristan said.

“Tristan….I….I felt….I felt movement! One of our babies moved!! I’m sure!!,” Malila exclaimed.

“What?! Are you serious babe?!,” Tristan exclaimed.

“Yes baby! One of our twins moved, I felt it……it felt so surreal….wow.”

“That’s amazing Malila….it’s amazing to me how you can carry two new lives inside of you. Two new lives that we created together….our love created two brand new lives and that’s amazing to me. I love you so much baby. I cannot wait until you become my wife. For you to be mine forever, is all I need in this world and I mean that. I love you so d**n much,” Tristan said while resting his head against Malila’s. Malila just smiles and gently caresses his head.

“Baby I love you….and there is nothing that I would rather be then your wife and the mother of your children. You mean that much to me….you’re my heart Tristan. You are perfect for me and I don’t want you to ever forget that. I love you no matter what. You are the love of my life baby. I can’t wait until we say our “I do’s.” I love you Tristan.” Tristan just smiles and gently turns Malila’s head and kisses her gently. Tristan never thought he could be so happy, but Malila just keeps proving him wrong day after day and she will continue to do for the rest of his life.