She slipped on her shorts and bra then turned to tha body length mirror on tha side of her bathroom door , staring at her form. There, was everything she need to see......good and bad. Sucking in her gut, she struck a model-like pose, hoping it would set off tha illusion of her being thinner. And thats what she saw, a thin girl.........that is until she turned to a side view and two rolls of fat came into her visions view. Located right underneath her breasts, it only took those two rolls to make her ‘thin fantasy’ come crashing down. She was once again fat.
She ran her fingers slowly down tha mirror in tha shape of her body. Tha body that kept her confided in herself. Kept her from being as out going as she should, from feeling as comfortable as she should. And tha body that also kept her away from tha clothes she would love to wear...... halter tops, tube tops, sun dresses......even things as simple as a spaghetti- strapped tank tops. She brung her hands to her body, letting her finger tips run over her shoulders and tha back of her arms. A shudder erupted inside her as she felt tha ripple of stretch marks along them. Sigh of disgust slipped out her lips as she leaned in towards tha mirror, touching her face. Her eyebrows furrowed, a frown etched on her mouth as her fingers ran over a new set of pimples on tha right side of her forehead. She despised tha girl staring back at her. Tha big lips, nose, small eyes, her undone eyebrows. Tha rectangular- thick-lensed eyes glasses ....she hated everything about her. Tha hairy legs and arms, tha bitten down nails.....tha uneven skin tone....everything. She just wanted to kill her. She derseves to drop dead.............she hated tha girl that stars back at her........her ugly reflection......
Her name is Gianna Aniyah Alexis, she is 16 years old, Haitian......and she has a problem. An emotional, physical and mental problem. When she looks into a mirror she doesn’t see a person but a ugly beast that really needed to lose a couple pounds. She cant stand tha person she is......so she secretly does things to herself that in her mind are helping, but in reality, are making things worst. She goes around with a smile on her face.....but has a negative attitude towards everything...see she is .....depressed......that is until a new boy moves into tha house across from her.....will he be tha one to build her up and show her that she is beautiful inside and out and tha image she sees isn’t anything but her low self esteem? Or will he be tha one to break her and send her into a endless amount of pain........this is Gianna Story.....