This is a story. I don't know if I'm going to continue or not. I'm just bored. It's kind of like a story with parts of my life in it, hope you enjoy it. I didn't really get along with my mother, but this is just if she acted different towards me, this is how I would feel.
<a href="http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-thing?.out=jpg&size=l&tid=54421421">I</a> looked at the picture of my <a href="http://images.askmen.com/galleries/model/kimora-lee-simmons/pictures/kimora-lee-simmons-picture-1.jpg">mom</a> she was beautiful, key word was. She killed herself when I was 12, now every birthday i get high and take a stroll down memory lane.
Im Nicole, and I just turned 20 and I live with my sister <a href="http://www.crystalwestbrooks.com/crystal-westbrooks-pictures/crystal-westbrooks-style/images/crystal-westbrooks-style-2.jpg">Brooklyn</a> she goes by Brooke. "Hey sexy, i got a surprise for you!!" Brooke yelled from upstairs. I finished the last of my blunt and walked upstairs, "What is is?" I asked, actually curious about what it was. "We're going out tonight, with <a href="http://distilleryimage7.instagram.com/07412f3c537511e19e4a12313813ffc0_6.jpg">Tre."</a> I sighed she always had to get boo'd up for something. I mean I love Tre, he's like a big brother to me, but they always f***ing I see him almost everyday. "I just want to be alone." I said, falling back on her bed. " Yeah, you've been alone for 4 years." She acknowledged, "b**** don't kill my vibe." I warned. She grabbed my hand, "Come on siisy pooh, for me please!" She begged. "Okay, okay. I'll go, but I won't enjoy it." She smiled, "All I want is for you to be there. Now here!" She said, handing me an outfit. After <a href="http://www.crystalwestbrooks.com/crystal-westbrooks-family/westbrooks-girls/india-westbrooks/images/india3.jpg">we</a> got dressed, she got her <a href="http://www.blogcdn.com/www.autoblog.com/media/2011/02/lead14-2012-mclaren-mp4-12c.jpg">car</a> that Tre gave to her as a birthday present, and left. A little part of me was saying, "f*** this, why didn't I stay home," but majority of me was screaming,"f*** it have a f***ing blast, and let all the pain go." So naturally I was going with my majorty rule, hopefully i won't regret it.