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Don't Judge Me

( INTRO )
The girls and I began to get ready for the Chris Brown concert. It was my 18th birthday and I've always been a die hard Chris Brown fan even through all the bad stuff he went through and all the changes. I did the finishing touches on my hair and make up then put on my sexy baby blue dress and the silver heels. I did the accessories and checked out the ending results in my full length mirror. Just looking at myself all I could say was DAMN!! I confidently walked downstairs and all eyes landed on me. I heard my step brother's friends whispering about how sexy I looked. He snapped himself out of the lil trance he was in and hit them.

"Well damn girl just make us look like some Goodwill swap meat rejects!"

Sasha yelled out and we all laughed. I hugged my mom and step dad then my step brother and we left.

{ CONCERT }
The girls and I sat front row as Chris Brown performed 'Dont Judge Me', 'Countdown', 'Biggest Fan', and a throwback 'Invented Head'. In between songs he would clown, dance, and bring on other artists. The show was coming to an end in about 15 minutes. I swear those 2 hours went by as I glanced at the time on my iPhone 5.

"Now for this last song I'm gunna need a special lady up here. Where's my special lady at?? Let me hear ya!"

The girls began screaming at the TOP of their lungs. Chris looked around the audience then his eyes landed 1 place I thought they never would. On me.

"Shawty right there. I wan you."

My girls screamed as he pointed at me. The security guards came and escorted me to the top of the stairs then Chris gently took my hand in his and brought me to a chair.

"What's ya name gorges??"
"Kiara."
"Well Ms. Kiara I hope you don't mind this."

He said as he pulled my body close to his and wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"Can I hold you like this??"

I nodded my head and bit my lip.

"What about if I do this??"

He began kissing on my neck and lightly sucking on it. I moaned a little and he smirked.

"Do you mind that??"

I shook my head no unable to speak fearing that another moan would escape. The beat to '2012' dropped and the crowd went wild. He sat me in the chair and gave me a sexy ass lapdance sneaking kisses in and sucking on my neck. After that song came on they came and took the chair then the 'Sweet Love' beat dropped and the crowd really went wild. He serenaded me as we grinded and he was shocked that I could keep up and move like this. After a lil while he laid me on the stage floor and humped me. I bit my lip and flopped him over so I was humping me. I rubbed my hand on his abs and I could feel him hardening. We stood up and he kissed me as the song ended and we disappeared under the stage.

"Damn. How old are you??"

He asked examining my body closely and biting his lip. Damn that man does things to me!

"As of today 18."

He nodded his head.

"You here alone??"
"I came with my girls."
"Well do me a favor. Let them know you're not leaving with them tonight."

I smirked and did just as he said then found him again and we left to his hotel room after he took pics with fans and signed autographs. From the time we hit the limo to the bedroom neither of us could take it anymore. Let's just said we definitely did it like it was the end of the world. ;-}

As much as I look back on that night and think about it I was not expecting the events that were to come ..

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Aww poor Kiara, Im just glad she didnt take him back. His excuses were bull and he was dead wrong. It just sucks that she gotta mend a broken heart again. Time for her to be single for awhile. RUN IT!!!

Keep the runs coming and I'll update when I wake up =]

Good for her, for a minute I thought she was gonna take Tyga back. Glad she didn't, but I can't pretend like I saw this coming. Guess its Chris' turn.
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Aww poor kiara she just want somebody to love her run it

{ CHAPTER 21 }
I fell asleep around 12 from all the crying, but I was woken up by someone banging on my front door at 3 a.m.

"Who the f*** could that be??"

I went downstairs turning on the porch light and looked through the peep hole. I sighed as I opened the door.

"Kiara .. Baby .. I .. I .. I'm .. Sorryyyyy."

Tyga slurred as he leaned his drunken body against my door. I sighed and looked at his car sitting sideways in the middle of the street still running. I brought him inside sitting him on the couch then went out there. I parked it in my driveway taking out the keys and locking it as I walked in. I locked my door and turned off the porch light then helped him up to my room. I guess he didn't go home since he still had on his clothes from earlier and there was bottles everywhere in the car. I put the trash can on his side of the bed then got him under the covers. I tried to move, but he pulled me on top of him.

"Tyga stop you're drunk."
"I may .. I may .. I may be drunk, but my heart is .. Is .. Isn't."

I sighed and waited till he cried himself to sleep in my arms then I rolled off him and fell asleep besides him.

### { MORNING }
Tyga was throwing up in the trash can when I opened my eyes. I just rolled my eyes and went into the bathroom taking my morning pee and brushing my teeth. After I washed my face I walked downstairs and made me some breakfast. 10 minutes later Tyga came down holding the bottle of asprin in his hands. He went and got a glass of orange juice then sat down. I wet a hot cloth after he took the medicine and put it on his head. He held my hand in his and pulled me onto his lap.

"Im sorry-"
"Just tell me wtf been going on."

He sighed as I got up and sat back in my seat.

"We didn't have sex she just gave me head. She's been coming on to me and for some reason I gave in-"
"Because you still love her."

I said flatly.

"Nah I guess I was just horny at the time. She lied to me about being on crutches. After I left ya crib I went and got the baby stuff, but when I got there he wasn't there and she was naked. I swear I tried to resist, but-"
"Your 'love' for me isn't strong. She won you over."
"I kept saying I got a girl all she kept saying was f*** that b****. She showed me why I kept her around."
"How can you even sit at MY table in MY house and let that s*** fly out ya mouth!? I'm not 1 of ya friends Ty I don't give a f*** what she did or how she did it!!"
"I-"
"I don't wanna hear it. You want the b**** that much was clear and still is. I can't make you love me like you love her or more. Go ahead and play house. Here's your keys."

I took his house key off my key ring then took mines off of his.

"This is how we're gunna end it??"
"You hurt me. You cheated on me. You disrespected me and our relationship. I'm done with you."
"Baby-"
"I'm not Chyna. Be out."

He looked down then looked up and I seen the tears falling. My own tears blurred my vision and my heart broke, but I stood my ground. He slowly got his things and walked out.

"I lo-"

I closed the door in his face then slid down it with my head in my hands crying.

she shouldnt even wanna still b n a relationship wit tyga...he obviously still got something going on wit chyna...she def shouldve popped off at him instead of her tho...

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run it.

Kiara was def wrong for poppin off at the b.m you never kno wat he had been telling her
She shoulda popped all the way off on ty tho
He was nowhere near innocent or the victim in this yea he may b stuck in a sticky situation but he could b real about it
I do however understand her frustration especially with these ratchet ass men

Kiara was def wrong for poppin off at the b.m you never kno wat he had been telling her
She shoulda popped all the way off on ty tho
He was nowhere near innocent or the victim in this yea he may b stuck in a sticky situation but he could b real about it
I do however understand her frustration especially with these ratchet ass men

rin it..!!

Tyga aint innocent in none of this and I hope Kiara continues to notice that. Now that hoe Chyna needs to quit running and calling him for nothing using that damn baby to get him. But Ty dumbass shouldn'tve been in no mall with her no crimpled, no baby in sight ass. Id be mad and upset too, if I was Kiara, Not lifetime movies, crying and ice cream upset, but fairly pissed. Maybe she needs to be single for awhile..... RUN IT!!!

Why do majority of women watch lifetime when they have relationship issues, it only gives you crazy ideas about why the relationship didn't really work out. As for Chyna, her hoe ass need to go somewhere. I still like Tyga a little bit but not as much as I liked him before.
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{ CHAPTER 20 }
We shopped all day then we went out for a family dinner. As we were eating I just so happened to look up and there was Tyga with Chyna, without King, and the b**** WASN'T on crutches. He had his arm around her waist as they laughed like they were a couple and she kissed his cheek then she noticed me. She smirked then kissed him and that was all I needed to see. I excused myself and walked past them. Tyga noticed me.

"Kiara!!"

I ignored him as I heard them arguing. I walked into the bathroom and locked the door. When I finally get over Chris and I'm truly in love with someone I ended up hurt. I cried for a few minutes then cleaned my face. Thank God I had on water proof mascara. I made sure I looked fine then unlocked the door. Chyna was standing there.

"b**** don't even speak. Why can't you just let Tyga move on?? You're such a f***ing homewrecker. Yes he has a child with you, but that's ALL. You need to fall the f*** back and get some new d***. With your reputation I'm pretty sure that's all you live for anyway. Oh yeah give King kisses for me. He smiles all the time when I give him kisses or hold him. Toodles hoe."

I walked past her bumping her in the process, but turned back around.

"Oh yeah Chyna??"

I got in her face.

"The next f***ing time I catch you all over MY man. Oh b**** trust and believe King won't have a mother."

I scoweled at her and jumped at her. The scatter b**** jumped. I laughed and continued walking. She didn't do s*** she knows better or at least she better act like she does. Chris got all of our food wrapped up by time I came to the table. Tyga was standing there looking like a depressed puppy.

"Baby please-"
"Not right now Tyga. Not right now."

I grabbed the food as Chris picked up Diamond and we left. Knowing how hurt I was he decided to keep Diamond until I'm stable. He gave me my food, they gave me kisses and hugs, said they loved me then left. I went up to my room and stripped taking a long bubble bath and crying. After that I put on a pair of his boxers (CLEAN) and his shirt. I went downstairs and grabbed a tub of Cookies and Cream ice cream, a spoon, and sat on the couch. I cried, watched lifetime, and studded my face with ice cream.

** I don't feel much love on my other story Sweet Love. If you've read it please let me know if I should run or dump ( on that page of course) & if you haven't read it please check it out and let me know what you think!!**

Lol I'm up from my nap now & writing as we speak =]

Aww she and Ty said they loved each other. They made love together and she moved outta Chris house, Im glad she only moved a couple houses away tho. Diamond can see her dad more often.
Dammnit and soon as she and Tyga were in a good spot s*** just had to get complicated ugh. Good to see her and Chris on a friendship level, but damn did he have to tell her he loves her and wants a relationship type thing with her. Man Kiara dont fall for it, that boys never clear what he wants lol. RUN IT!!!

omg, run it.

i hope yhu had a good nap but its time to wake up an run this...lol

run it!!

Not feeling too well. Taking a lil nap then updating when I wake up. Keep the runs coming!!!!!

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Keep the runs coming & I'll update after school !

ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun it.

I totally understand where Kiara is coming from, but I also understand Tyga its a natural love thing.
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* I got up

Sorry about the typo

Hmm tyga and kiara might workkkk...hmm runnnn

{ CHAPTER 19 }
We spent the next 3 days just enjoying each other and then he drove me home since Diamond comes home tonight. He stayed with me and helped me clean then we showered and made love again. We were cuddled up on my couch watching a movie when his phone rang.

"Hello..Wassup??..Why can't you get it??..Why didn't you tell me??..(sigh) I'll be there in a little Chyna."

He hung up and I got off of him.

"Baby-"
"Chyna needs you. I know. It's fine."
"Do you want me to come back??"
"It's fine Tyga just go."

He sighed and stood up grabbing his things. He kissed me.

"I love you Kiara."
"Mhm."
"Please don't do this."
"This is getting old Tyga."
"She's on crutches she can't do anything. My son needs things. I'm a father Kiara if anyone should understand parenting it should be you."
"Tyga she calls you for every little thing and you always go running!! Do you still love her!?"
"She's the mother of my son Kiara!!"
"DO YOU STILL LOVE HER!?"
"Yes ok the answer is YES I STILL LOVE HER!!"

I just looked down. I knew it. I let the tears fall as I gorbip and ran to my room. I told him to let himself out then went up to my room and locked the door.

{ NEXT DAY }
I took Diamond out shopping. She's 4 now and growing everyday I swear. She picked out a few things then went into the dressing room.

"Where's she at??"

Chris said coming in. He was parking the car.

"Dressing room."
"Oh ok. How's uh everything with Tyga??"
"Could be better."

Since I moved out Chris and I have gotten a stronger friendship and we talk about everything now.

"Chyna??"
"Yeah."
"Robyn and I get into the same thing all the time. I understand how he feels. You need to be more considerate."
"He still loves her Chris. I can't compete. She has his son. His 1st child.I'm just the temporary girlfriend."
"Look yes he loves her, but he's IN LOVE with you. He loves her like I love you."
"Meaning??"
"Ya both have our child which makes us have a natural love for ya. If ya needed us we would be there in the drop of a dime no matter what."
"I just feel like I'm in a competiton."
"Just like Robyn."
"Difference is she still wants him and I don't want you."
"I want you though."

He said looking at me. We stared at each other then Diamond came out.

"Helloooo mommy daddy."

We looked at her.

"You look adorable."
"Nope."

Chris said mugging the outfit. The day went on like that. Chris didn't like the outfits unless every single little inch of her body was covered. She wanted t-shirts he said no, but we still got them. She wanted cute jeans and cute skirts he definitely said no, but we still got them.

Ok!
Im gon start here im mad at kiara for still putting her feelings out there for chris n he b petty af
chris triflin af for messing with kandi right in front of kiara and getting mad when she movin on along
Ratcheteer
And she shoulda smacked the dog s*** outta him for puttin her out in front of all his friends and thats his baby moms give her some respect PLEASE
Thank God for Ty hes so awesome and he fine
Now lets see what bull to the s*** chris boutta pull

forget about the runs, and update! This is the best story I have ever read. RUN IT x80, enough runs yet?

Baby lets get naked, just so we can make sweet love!! Ahhh! # TeamTiara!! Lol
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