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Don't Judge Me

( INTRO )
The girls and I began to get ready for the Chris Brown concert. It was my 18th birthday and I've always been a die hard Chris Brown fan even through all the bad stuff he went through and all the changes. I did the finishing touches on my hair and make up then put on my sexy baby blue dress and the silver heels. I did the accessories and checked out the ending results in my full length mirror. Just looking at myself all I could say was DAMN!! I confidently walked downstairs and all eyes landed on me. I heard my step brother's friends whispering about how sexy I looked. He snapped himself out of the lil trance he was in and hit them.

"Well damn girl just make us look like some Goodwill swap meat rejects!"

Sasha yelled out and we all laughed. I hugged my mom and step dad then my step brother and we left.

{ CONCERT }
The girls and I sat front row as Chris Brown performed 'Dont Judge Me', 'Countdown', 'Biggest Fan', and a throwback 'Invented Head'. In between songs he would clown, dance, and bring on other artists. The show was coming to an end in about 15 minutes. I swear those 2 hours went by as I glanced at the time on my iPhone 5.

"Now for this last song I'm gunna need a special lady up here. Where's my special lady at?? Let me hear ya!"

The girls began screaming at the TOP of their lungs. Chris looked around the audience then his eyes landed 1 place I thought they never would. On me.

"Shawty right there. I wan you."

My girls screamed as he pointed at me. The security guards came and escorted me to the top of the stairs then Chris gently took my hand in his and brought me to a chair.

"What's ya name gorges??"
"Kiara."
"Well Ms. Kiara I hope you don't mind this."

He said as he pulled my body close to his and wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"Can I hold you like this??"

I nodded my head and bit my lip.

"What about if I do this??"

He began kissing on my neck and lightly sucking on it. I moaned a little and he smirked.

"Do you mind that??"

I shook my head no unable to speak fearing that another moan would escape. The beat to '2012' dropped and the crowd went wild. He sat me in the chair and gave me a sexy ass lapdance sneaking kisses in and sucking on my neck. After that song came on they came and took the chair then the 'Sweet Love' beat dropped and the crowd really went wild. He serenaded me as we grinded and he was shocked that I could keep up and move like this. After a lil while he laid me on the stage floor and humped me. I bit my lip and flopped him over so I was humping me. I rubbed my hand on his abs and I could feel him hardening. We stood up and he kissed me as the song ended and we disappeared under the stage.

"Damn. How old are you??"

He asked examining my body closely and biting his lip. Damn that man does things to me!

"As of today 18."

He nodded his head.

"You here alone??"
"I came with my girls."
"Well do me a favor. Let them know you're not leaving with them tonight."

I smirked and did just as he said then found him again and we left to his hotel room after he took pics with fans and signed autographs. From the time we hit the limo to the bedroom neither of us could take it anymore. Let's just said we definitely did it like it was the end of the world. ;-}

As much as I look back on that night and think about it I was not expecting the events that were to come ..

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{ CHAPTER 14 }
Chris returned to the hotel room around 1 in the morning. Diamond was sleeping and I was laying in bed naked watching tv. The room was dark so the only light that was coming through was the glow from my tv. He walked in and stopped mid yawn to stare at me.

"Damn."
"I like to sleep naked. Sorry if it bothers you."
"Uh nah it's cool."

He undressed then showered and got in bed next to me.

"Chris??"
"Hmm??"
"Do you find me attractive??"
"Very. You could be a model. That's how gorges you are and I'm not just talking about ya body. You're beautiful inside and out."
"Then why don't you wanna be with me??"
"As an artist, an attractive one at that, girls constantly throw themselves at me. I catch it. I'm a player I can't deny that. I don't wanna be with you and end up hurting you. I know that if I don't allow myself to get rid of those habits it'll fall into our relationship."
"I think that's an excuse. I think that you wanna keep me around as ya trophy while you continue to do you."
"What??"
"You heard me."
"Believe what you want yo. I'm sleeping on the couch."
"Why?? You can't handle this conversation??"
"I can handle anything."
"Then handle being a real man & being in a relationship without cheating."
"Why are you putting so much pressure on me??"
"I'm not. Nevermind Chris. I don't want you to feel like you're tied down to being with me because we have a daughter together."

I stood up and put my robe on then went and slept in the room with Diamond. Forget a relationship my daughter is all I need.

run this story is amazingly interesting..so yea again run it...

I hope they get together
Run it

More runs?????

Like i said b4, they bouta f*** lol

Keep the runs coming & I'll update as soon as I get home!

Add after i add
See he foolin
That shoulda let her kno then he playin games
Nobody got time for that
And it sucks more cuz she put herself out there n got shut down
Skip me

{ CHAPTER 13 }
After the shower I walked back into the room with my towel on. His jaw dropped and he groaned as he put a pillow over his piece.

"Damn yo why you playing with me??"
"How am I playing with you??"
"Teasing me. You come out here dripping wet, long hair all wavy, smelling good enough to eat, and that towel barely covers you. You making me hard and you know it."

I giggled.

"Sorry Chris I wasn't trying to tease you. Honestly I forgot my clothes."
"Whatever. Can you hurry up??"
"I prefer to air dry."

I dropped my towel and put it in the hamper then went over to my suitcase. I heard the bed move as I bent over. He came behind me, but I didn't feel any clothing. I turned around and he was naked from head to toe with his piece poking me.

"Chris .. Damn .."

He smirked then went to the bathroom and I heard the shower. I walked in and began blow drying my hair. When I finished he stepped out and I instantly became wet. I bit my lip and rubbed my hand up his chest, around his neck, then pulled him down to my level to kiss me. He pulled away before we were able to have our 1st kiss since the concert 3 years ago.

"I have a show to do."

He walked out the bathroom and went over to his suitcase. I stood there then walked out and pressed my body against his. He bit his lip and shook his head.

"Stop teasing me."
"I'm not. I want you."

I whispered seductively in his ear and nibbled on it a little. He groaned and turned around gripping my hips.

"We can't."
"Why not??"

I said planting kisses on his neck softly. His breathing began to get harder and he squeezed my ass.

"I .. I .. I .. I gotta go."

He pulled away and went back to his suitcase. I rolled my eyes and put my robe on then went to take care of Diamond.

O no no no no
I think she not playin hard enough
I wouldnt give him no type of play
And the fact he wants her to wait till hes done doin him
Hell no!
Absolutely skip me!

Run it run it I'm glad she given him a chance

I mean now she flip flopping on him. First she says "Ok...for Diamond." Now she says, "I don't know if I can." I'm going to need for her to make up her mind and give Chris a chance, even though I don't like him.
Run it

Keep the runs coming and I'll update after my doctors visit!!!!!

they bouta f*** lol

run it!

like the fact that she's playing hard to get!
run it, run it.

{ CHAPTER 12 }
It's been a few months since Thanksgiving and things have only gotten better. Chris spends all the time he can with her and spoils her rotten. We established a friendship and we're catching feelings. Well at least I know I am. We're on the road with him for 2 weeks. We just checked into a hotel and Diamond was knocked out in her room. Chris and I share a room ( his choice ).

"What do you think??"

He said as I stood out on the balcony.

"It's a beautiful sight."
"I've been thinking."

He said as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"What??"

I said as I leaned back putting my head on his chest.

"Ya should move in with me."
"Why??"
"Well you can't stay with mama forever. We spend a lot of time together. Why not just stay with me?? It'll be good for Diamond."
"Good for Diamond or good for you??"

He got quiet.

"Good for us."

He whispered in my ear.

"Chris-"

He turned me around to face him.

"Let's give it a try. Please."
".. Ok .. For Diamond."
"You know you wanna live with me."
"What makes you think that??"
"Cause you feeling me."

I rolled my eyes.

"Boy please nobody feeling you."

He smirked and stared into my eyes.

"Give me some time. I wanna be the right man for you."
"I'm not asking you to be with me."
"You didn't have to. I wanna be with you. I still have some growing up to do and old bad habits to get rid of."
"Oh like calling me out my name??"

He sighed as I moved his arms from around me and walked into the room. He followed closing the door behind him.

"Kiara I thought we already had this convo. I thought you were over it. It's been 6 months."
"That doesn't change the fact that you were disrespectful to me."
"Baby I'm sorry. Please just forgive me."

I looked at him.

"I don't know if I can."

I walked out the room to shower.

He needs to gon head n beat the block he cant even b serious
I woulda spit in his face if he tried to say something to me like that
Jus the nerve of him
N im glad she playin it cool n keeping her distance cuz after all the comments he made hed have some serious serious making up

run it, please.

Like...does he seriously not remember what they used to had? Im glad Kiara acting like that cause he played her s***t.

{ CHAPTER 11 }
Once we got back to V.A. the next day Chris took Diamond out and I redid our rooms at Joyce house. She didn't change anything so all I had to do was put our clothes, shoes, and everything else away. It's Thanksgiving so Joyce and I cooked a feast. Around 4:00 people began pouring into the house then Chris walked in with Diamond and cleared his throat.

"Everybody this is my daughter Diamond."

There was a mixture of 'she's gorges', 'who's her mama??', 'she looks like you', 'awww', and of course the haters who questioned if she's really his.

"Yes she's really mines. She just has her mama's hair and eyes."
"Where's her mom??"

I heard a male ask.

"Cooking with mama. Ay Kiara!"
"What??"

I heard females comment on how I have an attitude. I rolled my eyes then Chris told me to come here so I walked in.

"Damn Chris who knew you could pull a dime piece like that! Shawty off the charts!"

The guys laughed and agreed as some females rolled their eyes talking bout my hair fake, my eyes fake, and my body fake.

"This my baby mama Kiara."

A guy stood up and walked over.

"My name is Mijo, but you can call me daddy."

We all laughed as he shook my hand and kissed it. Chris looked like he had an attitude.

"Ay man that's baby moms."
"Man you ain't with her doe."
"Like I said that's baby moms. Chill."
"Whatever."

Mijo walked off and Diamond tugged on my leg.

"Mommy I'm hungry."
"Come on let's get you a snack while the food finishes."

Chris, Diamond, and I walked into the kitchen.

"Did you feed her while ya was out??"

He didn't answer me. I turned around to find him eyeing my body and licking his lips.

"You got thicker. Not in a bad way either."
"Uh thanks. What did you feed her??"
"I took her to Pacific."
"Did she eat a lot??"
"2 plates."

I got her a Pineapple Danish then she went to play with the other kids.

"Come here."

He said pulling me over to him by my waist.

"What??"
"You smell good."

He said putting his lips and nose to my neck.

"Chris stop. You're only acting like this because now you see me as a prize since other guys want me."

He sucked his teeth.

"Not even. I wanna start over. Get to really know you. I want us to have a family. I want Diamond to have a mommy and daddy happily together."
"Where's this coming from??"
"Honestly I don't even know."

He looked into my eyes then loosened his grip around me.

"I'm tripping. I'm not tryna be tied down to anyone. s*** I'm only 23."
"Fine by me. I'm only 21."

Joyce said the food was done so everybody washed their hands and began getting their food. Diamond sat at the kids table with the other kids in the kitchen while the grown folk sat at the dining room table. I made her plate then mines. I kept catching Chris looking at me. I just smiled.

Chris is forever an a**hole. I knew something wasnt right with those results how could diamond look like Chris and not be his... So Tina's bytch ass paid the doc to fix the test smh. I knew she was his, I knew it. Now its time t step up daddy.
At was messed up how she had to move back with Sasha and James managed to come weezle his way back and still was physically hurting her.
And Chris ass aint have to keep calling her a hoe tho, thats so mean, shes not a hoe. I hope Kiara gives him hell lol and doesnt easily forgive him either. Jerk.
RUN IT!!!

Wow Tina is something else smh run it I'm glad he wants to be there

Wow Tina is something else smh run it I'm glad he wants to be there

I knew it! Damn that doctor is twisted in the head.
Run it

More runs and I'll update!!!

ok now!!
he dun crossed waaay too many lines
its time for kiki to step up n get reallllll on that ass
please jus let him have it jus one good time
he callin her all types of hoes n s*** n dont kno her pussy from the next bitc*
he would have to def skip me with that bull to the s***
whew im pissed...
runs

Tina a stupid b****! Lying ass hoe...
Chris is still an a**hole y am I not surprised smh...wonder what's next?

Run it!

{ CHAPTER 10 }

{ 1 YEAR LATER }
I left school and went to work then after that I went and picked up Diamond from daycare. Let me fill you in. I moved back with Sasha after she said her boyfriend was gone, but after I moved in he came back a week later. He went right back to sexually harassing me and he even beat me a few times. When he wanted his way with me Sasha would take Diamond out the house and let him do whatever. I'm trying so hard to get us out of this house, but it's so hard. James broke my phone so I had no contact with anybody. One day while I was at work I got a phonecall at the job.

"Hello."
"Is .. Is uh Kiara there??"
"This is she. Who's this??"
"Chris."
"Chris who??"
"Chris Brown."

My heart dropped.

"What do you want??"
"We need to talk. Face to face. I'm in ya city."
"Chris-"
"Just meet me at Ruby Tuesdays at 8."
"Whatever."

I hung up and sat there for a while. What on earth did he want??

{ LATER }
I picked Diamond up from daycare then headed to the restaurant. Once we arrived we were directed to a secluded spot and there sat Chris, 2 big buff guys, and Ms. Joyce.

"MIIMAA!!!!!!!"

Diamond said running over to her as Ms. Joyce picked her up showering her with hugs and kisses. I sat down across from Chris and he just stared at me.

"Well??"

I said looking at him.

"Sweetie how about we go to the little carnival up the street."

Ms. Joyce said to Diamond.

"Mommy can I go??"
"Of course."

They got up and left leaving us alone.

"Chris-"
"She's mine."

I just looked at him.

"Duh. What made you realize that??"
"A couple months ago we all went out for drinks. Tina got so drunk she let her secret slip."
"What secret??"
"She paid the doctor $5 million to fake the papers. She gave us a false paper saying Diamond wasn't mines."
"Wow."
"Yeah. I tried to get in contact with you, but-"
"My phone is broken."
"Oh."
"So what does this mean??"
"Come with me."
"Where??"
"V.A."
"Chris-"
"I have A LOT of making up to do. I don't want to miss anything else. Besides I know what's been going on."
"How??"
"Ya coworker Tammy. That's my sister's best friend."
"What did she say??"
"Everything that you've been telling her and I'll be damned if ya stay there any longer."
"Our things-"
"Are being packed and shipped. Tammy had movers hired. Just come."
"Chris don't try to play Save-A-Hoe now. Remember all that s*** you said to me??"
"Kiara-"

I put my hand up.

"I'll go for Diamond's safety."
"Thank you. I really want to work things out-"
"With her. We have nothing and we never will."
"Who said I wanted anything with you?? I don't want you around as much as you don't wanna be aroumd. I'm doing this for my daughter."
"Glad we're on the same page a**hole."
"Me too hoe."

I laughed him off and walked out. Little did he know that really did hurt me.

pleases run this...!!!

please tel me chhris aint pay them to change the results smh run it fast

omg, it's getting good.
RUN IT, RUN IT, RUN IT !!!