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Don't Judge Me

( INTRO )
The girls and I began to get ready for the Chris Brown concert. It was my 18th birthday and I've always been a die hard Chris Brown fan even through all the bad stuff he went through and all the changes. I did the finishing touches on my hair and make up then put on my sexy baby blue dress and the silver heels. I did the accessories and checked out the ending results in my full length mirror. Just looking at myself all I could say was DAMN!! I confidently walked downstairs and all eyes landed on me. I heard my step brother's friends whispering about how sexy I looked. He snapped himself out of the lil trance he was in and hit them.

"Well damn girl just make us look like some Goodwill swap meat rejects!"

Sasha yelled out and we all laughed. I hugged my mom and step dad then my step brother and we left.

{ CONCERT }
The girls and I sat front row as Chris Brown performed 'Dont Judge Me', 'Countdown', 'Biggest Fan', and a throwback 'Invented Head'. In between songs he would clown, dance, and bring on other artists. The show was coming to an end in about 15 minutes. I swear those 2 hours went by as I glanced at the time on my iPhone 5.

"Now for this last song I'm gunna need a special lady up here. Where's my special lady at?? Let me hear ya!"

The girls began screaming at the TOP of their lungs. Chris looked around the audience then his eyes landed 1 place I thought they never would. On me.

"Shawty right there. I wan you."

My girls screamed as he pointed at me. The security guards came and escorted me to the top of the stairs then Chris gently took my hand in his and brought me to a chair.

"What's ya name gorges??"
"Kiara."
"Well Ms. Kiara I hope you don't mind this."

He said as he pulled my body close to his and wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"Can I hold you like this??"

I nodded my head and bit my lip.

"What about if I do this??"

He began kissing on my neck and lightly sucking on it. I moaned a little and he smirked.

"Do you mind that??"

I shook my head no unable to speak fearing that another moan would escape. The beat to '2012' dropped and the crowd went wild. He sat me in the chair and gave me a sexy ass lapdance sneaking kisses in and sucking on my neck. After that song came on they came and took the chair then the 'Sweet Love' beat dropped and the crowd really went wild. He serenaded me as we grinded and he was shocked that I could keep up and move like this. After a lil while he laid me on the stage floor and humped me. I bit my lip and flopped him over so I was humping me. I rubbed my hand on his abs and I could feel him hardening. We stood up and he kissed me as the song ended and we disappeared under the stage.

"Damn. How old are you??"

He asked examining my body closely and biting his lip. Damn that man does things to me!

"As of today 18."

He nodded his head.

"You here alone??"
"I came with my girls."
"Well do me a favor. Let them know you're not leaving with them tonight."

I smirked and did just as he said then found him again and we left to his hotel room after he took pics with fans and signed autographs. From the time we hit the limo to the bedroom neither of us could take it anymore. Let's just said we definitely did it like it was the end of the world. ;-}

As much as I look back on that night and think about it I was not expecting the events that were to come ..

Comments

I'm happy that the divorce is final. I hope she takes up Chris' offer.She needs it. Diamond is too funny. I am glad Chris is acting mature now.
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She bouta take all Trey money! Lol that's what his bastard ass get! f***in wit the wrong one! I'm glad Chris is finally being a man :)

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Keep it coming
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Keep it coming
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Its good that Chris matured.
Poor diamond with her chest problems
Trey is getting what he deserves.
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good damn bout time they like together an happy now chris finaly came to his sences bout the whole situation it sucks that it had to get that far were as though the girls had been beat on but hey things happen for a reason now look at them they are all happily with their daddy chris..
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oh trey gets wat ever is coming i didnt exspect that from him but hey i mean damn chris yhu a good man in my books

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{ CHAPTER 38 }
Chris called his lawyer that he had on his Rihanna case and we headed there.

"How's it going Chris?? Staying out of trouble I hope."
"Yeah man I'm doing pretty good."
"So what brings you by??"
"My baby mother needs to get a divorce ASAP."

He leaned back in his chair.

"Why??"
"Trey has been abusing me and .. and .. raping me for 2 years. He has also put his hands on my daughter."

He sat up in a hurry and began typing on his computer.

"His full name??"
"Tremaine Neverson. Also known as Trey Songz."

He was shocked.

"Do you have any-"
"Proof??"

I pulled out 2 years worth of pictures, hospital visits, doctor statements, recorded conversations when Trey would threaten me or force himself on me, threatening texts, and everything else. I handed the thick stack of papers and photos to him.

"I was too weak to leave until it got so bad 1 day my daughter had to call her grandmother, her uncle, and he called Chris."

He turned to Chris.

"Off the record did you do damage to him??"
"Ya damn right I did."

Surprisingly the lawyer gave him a manly hug.

"I would've too. If he tries to comes at us with that whole Chris beat his behind crap I already have that covered. Mrs. Neverson soon to be Mrs. Brown we have a VERY solid case. You're divorce will be handled and he'll also be behind bars."

He shook Chris' hand and gave me a hug then we left.

( Later )

Diamond and Chris were playing the XBOX and I was making their snacks. Once I was done I brought the tray in there and they sat down.

"Mommy. Daddy sucks at this game."

Chris looked at her like she had 10 heads.

"What!? Nah it's cause you keep cheating."
"Face it daddy you're old now. You can't hang."

I laughed as did Diamond. Chris slowly sat his drink down then tackled her.

"MOMMY!! MOMMY!!"

I jumped on his back tryna choke him then he tossed me and started tickling me. Diamond jumped on his neck. We went on back & forth like that for a little while until Diamond started having chest problems.

"I'll go get her medicine."

Chris said. She sat on my lap then he came down with the stuff and her asthma machine. She took here medicine then got on her machine. Chris put her to bed then came back downstairs to me. Tania was sucking on her hand.

"I swear it's like she's getting worse."

I said.

"We're taking her to a specialist 1st thing in the morning."

Chris said rocking Tania gently.

"I've been thinking."

He looked at me.

"About??"
"A well needed vacation."
"How about you go away with your girls, Mama, and Tootie for a couple of days. My treat."
"I can't leave you with Tania and Diamond alone."
"Baby I'll be fine. You deserve it. You need it. We'll live."
"I'll think about it."

We brought a sleeping Tania up to her room then walked into mines. I told him to lay with me.

"You've really matured Chris."

I said snuggling up to him as he put his arms around me.

"I couldn't live that life forever. I have a family. A beautiful wife and 2 beautiful daughters. Even if Tania isn't physically mines she's still my daughter. Not my step daughter, but my actual daughter like Diamond."

I looked up at him as he looked down at me. We both leaned in and our lips connected. Fire and electricity shot through our bodies as if this was a long waited kiss from Heaven.

Ats' what Im talking bout, damn Chris and Game beat Trey's ass. Can't say he didnt deserve it tho. And Im so proud of Chris for making them leave with him and bringing them home with him. It's nice to see he finally grew up, and when he helps Kiara with Tania even though she's not his is so sweet. I wish this Chris existed three tears ago, but that's okay. He's here now and he's trying to be the man he wasnt for Kiara now. Damn what Diamond said to him was heartbreaking but yeah he had to hear it,and I hope it makes him become a better man. RUN IT!!!

Dats wats up Chris maned up run it

glad diamond and chris made up and that he had the chance to explain himelf..it wasnt right but at least he there now.. some ppl jus need to get away and grow up..that divorce is over due they need to take care of that ASAP..RUN IT

I agree with Sunnye, but better late than never. I'm glad Chris is on his big boy status now. Kiara and Chris have been through a lot with and without each other. I just hope they end up with one another. Oooh, I wrote a two sentence poem, go me!! Oh, wait.
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Good she need a divorce like two years ago smh...

{ CHAPTER 37 }
( Kiara's POV )

After I got dressed I went down to the movie room and chose Love & Basketball.

"What we watching??"

I turned to face Chris. He only had on boxers and was still kinda wet from his shower. I looked away knowing if I looked any longer I would end up jumping on him.

"Love & Basketball."
"Aiight. I'll go get the sna-"
"Did you forget you have a snack area in here already??"

I said gesturing to the area behind the big fluffy movie chairs.

"Yeah."

He shook his head and I giggled. We sat down in 1 of the joined movie chairs and got comfortable.

"Chris??"
"Yeah??"
"When you left where did you go??"
"Florida. I needed to really grow up and rethink my life. I was already coming back when Game called me after Diamond called him. I was maybe 10 minutes from my old house. I did a u-turn."
"I thought you stopped loving us."
"Never could even if I tried. Ya are my world. Always should've been. But I was young and dumb. I'm 28 now. In 2 years I'll be 30. Crazy thing is I gave up my player card the same day I left."
"Then why didn't you come back for us?? We needed you."
"I needed ya too. I just didn't wanna mess up your life since you had Trey."

I looked up at him. He took my hands into his and stared into my eyes.

"I was selfish, inconsiderate, and a punk. I allowed myself to let another man take what's mine. Ya were MY family. MY woman and MY daughter. Tania would be ours and you would be MY wife not his. I'm sorry it took me so long to realize what treasure I had. I'm sorry I put ya thru all this pain. If only I had been here it wouldn't have resulted in this. I promise ya that from here on out it's all of us against everyone else."

I cried on his shoulder and he held me. We didn't even watch the movie. We held each other and talked everything out. Tomorrow morning I was going to file for divorce.

Damn, I guess we're back at the start. I hope Chris doesn't mess this up. I really hope Kiara slows down a bit. Other than that, I good.
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YESSSSSSSSSSS CHRIS YESSSSSSSS!!!!

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Damn I missed a lot! Trey is a b**** for all the shyt he put Kiara and the girls thru. It's like once Chris was out the picture, he knew he had her and could kill the front he wad putting up smh. I hate abuse/abusers wit a passion!! I'm glad Chris came and saved the day. Just hope he not still on his bull shyt...

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{ CHAPTER 36 }
I had a very long talk with Diamond about how disrespectful she was to Chris. I explained to her that I understand why she's angry with him, but that's still her father and he's trying his best. I brought her downstairs and heated up her food and Chris' then sat them both at the table.

"Ya need to talk. I'm going to wash Tania up and put her to bed. Remember what I said Diamond."
"Yes mommy."

I walked upstairs.

( Chris' POV ]

It was silent for a while as we ate our food.

"Daddy why did you leave me and mommy?? Didn't you love us??"

She quietly asked.

"Very much. I knew I kept disappointing you guys and I didn't want to hurt ya anymore. I figured if I left then ya would be happy without me."
"I missed you and I know mommy missed you. Trey told us that you didn't love us anymore and when mommy went to her room he told me you didn't want to be my daddy anymore."

She broke down crying. I picked her up placing her in my lap and crying with her. I kissed her forehead over and over again.

"Princess Trey lied to you. I told him the same thing I told you. I never wanted to stop being your daddy and I never wanted you guys to end up hurt. I told him to protect ya with his life. That's the past now. I have a lot of making up to do not just with you, but with your mom too. I'm not going anywhere ever again. You guys are my world and that'll never change."
"I love you daddy."
"I love you more Princess. Come on let's finish dinner so we can get you ready for bed."
"Ok."

She stayed on my lap eating. We laughed, told jokes, and had our father daughter time. After we were done I gave her an ice cream sandwich then she went to brush her teeth and shower. I did the dishes and cleaned the kitchen then went upstairs. I tucked her in after praying with her and sang her to sleep. By 9 she was knocked out. I turned on her nightlight and closed her door.

"She sleep??"

Kiara asked coming into the hall. She had a towel around her and was dripping wet.

"Uh yeah. We made up and got things sorted out then joked around."

She smiled that breathtaking smile of hers.

"I'm glad."
"Tania sleep??"
"Yeah she's sleeping."

I looked her up and down biting my lip. I had to resist the urge to reach out and grab her.

"I'm uh gunna go take a shower."
"Ok. I'll be in the movie room after I get dressed if you wanna join me."
"I would like that."

She smiled and kissed my cheek then walked away from me. I watched her ass cheeks wink at me under her towel each time she took a step. I felt myself rising and groaned. I quickly walked downstairs to my room and shower.

so glad Chris and Game got them out of there..hope they never have to see trey ever again..and its also good to see chris stepping up and taking them in but Dang wat lil diamond said was enough to bring tears to anyones eyes..but it was indeed the truth..smh at least he is trying now..RUNIT!

poor diamond... I feel for her, she so young, so confused i hope her and chris can work on/repair that bond a father- daughter should have... run it

Wow!!!!!!!!!! RUB IT!

Aww damn. Now Diamond didn't have to say all that. She probably hurt his feelings. But then again he did leave without saying anything. I feel bad for the both of them.
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Im glad Chris is back
I got hype reading this chapter lol
Chris bout to beat Trey's a**
Putting his hands on Diamond smh
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{ CHAPTER 35 }
I didn't even hear any talking just a big ass boom and Diamond yelling for Chris to stop. Mama brought Tania into the room with me then went downstairs and came back up with a crying Diamond. She told Diamond to lock the door then went back downstairs. Diamond did as she was told and got in bed with me.

"What happened??"
"Daddy just ran down the stairs and slammed Trey into the wall then started punching him hard. Uncle Game just joined in then grandma got me."

I turned the tv up louder to block out the noise as they watched cartoons. After about 20 minutes I heard someone knock.

"It's Mama baby open up."

Diamond went and opened the door. Mama walked in and took Tania and Diamond. I sat there then Chris walked in and went to my closet packing all of my things saying nothing. Game started packing my jewelry and all the pictures without Trey. After a good hour Game began taking my things downstairs. Chris walked over and took off his hoodie placing it over me and put some sweatpants and Addidas on me. He picked me up and we were gone.

( Weeks Later )

I'm now living with Chris. His house is similar to Trey's only Chris has more room. Diamond and Tania got another connected room. We basically have everything we had before, but 20x better. I didn't know how Chris would feel about Tania, but he took her in as his own.

"Hey."

I said to Chris as he walked in at 6. He kissed Diamond's forehead then picked up Tania and kissed her cheeks making her giggle. He gave me a hug then washed his hands. I sat the plates down and we all ate.

"How was work??"

I asked as I juggled feeding Tania and eating. Chris moved his seat next to mines and took my fork feeding me. I looked at him and smiled.

"Focus on babygirl."
"Ok."

I lifted up the light blanket that was covering my boob as Tania sucked on it. I turned my head and he fed me.

"Work was fine, but I missed home."
"Daddy can I have dessert now??"

She had only taken 2 bites of her chicken and a spoon of mashed potatoes.

"No. Finish your food then you get dessert."
"No."

We looked at her.

"Excuse me??"
"I haven't seen you since I was 5 daddy. You can't tell me what to do."
"It doesn't matter the last time you saw me. I'm still your father Diamond."
"A real daddy would protect me and mommy. You let Trey hurt us!!"

She ran from the kitchen crying. I looked over at Chris who also had tears.

"She's right."

He whispered as he stood up walking down to the basement gently closing the door. I burped Tania then walked to her nursery and laid her in her crib. I walked through the joined door into Diamond's room where she was laying on her bed face down crying her little eyes out.

chris get his ass!!!!!!!

BEAT HIS ASS CHRIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Damn what the hell I ain't think this would happen trey fool to hard ci hope Chris beat his ass u not only pt yo had on a woman u pt yo hands on a child yo mothaf***n hands need to be broke or chopped the f*** off what the hell she ain't did nun to u u was pose to look out for them trey then u start this s*** smh Chris u ain't good bt u betta then him u may have walked away bt yo ass came back for them n dats wats up run it

Damn what the hell I ain't think this would happen trey fool to hard ci hope Chris beat his ass u not only pt yo had on a woman u pt yo hands on a child yo mothaf***n hands need to be broke or chopped the f*** off what the hell she ain't did nun to u u was pose to look out for them trey then u start this s*** smh Chris u ain't good bt u betta then him u may have walked away bt yo ass came back for them n days wants up run it