Stuck On Stupid
I just put Tristan down for his daily nap. I figure I would just catch up on some ESPN highlights. I went to the kitchen and grabbed me a platinum and sat down and watched the t.v. I'm a man so you know how I was chilling....hands in my pants . I heard the door open "Hey babe"
She looked over with disgust "Lawrence" Why she giving me that look? "I really hope you wash yo stank ass hands"
I started laughing my ass off. She hates when I do that. Its a habit "how was work?"
She ignored the question and took her shoes off and went into the kitchen. I heard the frig door slam and she stormed back in the living room "Tf you slamming doors for?"
"I thought I told you to go grocery shopping" she said staring me down
"I did go grocery shopping" I said turning the t.v. off.
"You can't ever do anything right" She rolled her eyes and went upstairs and went into Tristan's room
"Come on bae, I just put him down" I said following her upstairs
She shot her eyes to me ," and you can just put him down again" she said about to pick the baby up
"Please babe. He is really tired" She glared at me
"Whatever." She said brushing past me. "I'm going to take a bath" I smirked at her
"Can I join you?" I asked. She burst into a continuous stream of laughter. My smirk quickly faded.
"Why are you acting like you don't wanna be around me?"I asked as her laughter finally stopped. Her face turned into a stone. She had the coldest stare.
"Because I don't" she spat as she turned to her already ran bath water "Oh look you can do something right." She undressed and got into the tub.
My face read pure hurt, "I've been nothing but a good and loving husband to you"
Her laughing spell returned. A tear escaped my eye. She stopped laughing and smiled, "look at you , you're pathetic. Now can you leave so I can bathe in peace" She closed her eyes and hummed.
I walked out and sat on our king size bed. The one she rarely sleeps in. I try so hard to be the man she wants me to be. I give her all of me. I changed for her. Since day one I have tried. I don't know why I'm so in love with this woman....am i stupid?