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Unexplainable Feelings

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Main character, Shamari is experiencing her own set of unexplainable feeling when she finally gets to meet her celebrity crush Tyra B. The thing is Shamari is not a lesbian, but she has had her heart stolen by the very attractive Virginia native, RnB singer Tyra B, who is a lesbian. Unlike other girls, her fantasy becomes a quick reality for her. Fortunately, her best friend Jassiel has been in a very long on again, off again relationship with Virginia RnB singer Trey Song. Trey and Tyra are good friends with each other and have come home to Virginia to do some promotions for their new song they have together. While they are there, Tyra and Shamari link up with each other, despite the fact that Tyra has a girlfriend named Lex. As for Jassiel and Trey's situation, Trey tries to win back the heart of the one women who really loved him, even though she is fed up with his past actions that left her heartbroken and bitter. Although the plan seems simple for everyone, all four will experience their trial and tribulations and...... Unexplainable feelings

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Jassiel

Finally I got home from my first day of work and I was beat down. Luckily I only had to work 3 times a week and I was off tomorrow. I walked through the door and immediately fell out on the couch. I turned on my phone to look and see if I had missed any text messages. Jermaine, just like I had expected. "What happened to you last night?" "I fell asleep." I replied back to him. "Yeah right, You was too busy messing around with Trey. You forgot all about me last night, but it's ok, I can fix that." "How?" I asked him. "Oh you know how." he replied back with a winking emoji and the index finger going into the fist emoji." I just laughed to myself. This dude thought he could turn me out with some d***. I never told anybody but Trey was the best in bed out of all the guys I had been with, he was just so creative and passionate. No one so far has even come close to him, but I wasn't going to tell Jermaine that. "You think I'm bout that?" I responded back. "Idk you might be. You gotta be a freak, Lets be honest, you did used to mess with Trey Songz." I hated when people said that to me," You used to .... with Trey Songz.." Correction I never did anything with "Trey Songz" nor do I know "Trey Songz." I only know Tremaine Neverson. If I wasn't so tired I probably would have corrected his ass. "That doesn't mean anything." I replied back with the laughing emoji. He responded with the disdain face emoji and said,"That tells me all I need to know and plus you still messing with him. You a
freak. No that that even matters right now cause I do want to get to know you on a deeper level than that." I couldn't believe this fool. "You seem pretty confident acting like you know me so well. If you knew anything you would know that we're just friends, Also, I'm not humping him." I text him back. "Good don't hump that nigga. He probably got something anyways. He f***ed about every woman in the damn industry and some. I really would hate for something to happen to you." It was things like that that made me not want to be with Tremaine. It was already embarrassing how I let him continually play me, but to know that the person who wants to build with you has been with the most top notch in the industry is a little discouraging.

I thought about what Jermaine had said but I didn't let it fester in my mind for too long. I did remember that Trey said that he was a snake. At this point I wasn't sure whether Jermaine was trying to open my eyes to something better or to contaminate my thoughts of Trey, and was Trey really right about him or was he just jealous. "Speak of the devil." I said aloud as my phone rang because Trey was calling me. "Hello?" I answered. "Hey beautiful how was work?" "It's was crazy, but I managed." I replied back thinking of all the craziness that took place "I told you you would be alright. You still got some energy left?" He asked. "Why what's up?" "Come chill with me." "What right now? I'm not bout to just ride to Petersburg. It's too late." He laughed at my reaction. "Chill ma, I got a hotel down by the ocean front tonight. Spend some time with a nigga." He said. "Why you at the ocean front doe?" "So I can see you." "Why not just come over?" "Cause I just wanted to do something different. You coming or not?" "Yeah I'll come." "Aight I'll come get you and don't be tryna take all long getting dressed you aint gotta get dressed all fancy, just come ready to chill." "I got you bye."

20 mintes later.

Trey was at the door and I wasn't even ready yet. I know he said don't come all dressed fancy but I just liked to look nice.I opened the door. "Really Trey 20 minutes? I aint even put on no makeup." i said to him. "Jassiel I don't care nothing about you wearing any makeup. I know the way you look without all that stuff. You never use to wear it before. Trust me, you look fine." He walked in the house and I closed the door behind him. He headed straight to my room. "What are you doing?" I asked him. He said nothing to me and then went straight into my closet and started looking through my close. "Wear <a href="http://www.glamour.com/fashion/blogs/dressed/0805-long-beach-dress_fa.jpg">this</a>." He said pulling out one of my dresses. "What?" I said reacting to how pain and bland the dress was. I forgot I had even bought it. "Trey I definitely have better things to wear than that." He smiled and laughed at me. "Why you tryna get all dressed up for? Who do you think I am, Trey Songz?" He said smiling. His joke made me laugh."Look," he said,"I know you have better things to wear, but we're not really doing anything that requires you to be dressed up. We just chillin." He handed me the dress. I waited until he left so I could put it on.I looked in the mirror and I didn't think the dress looked as bad as I thought it did. I walked downstairs and he was already waiting for me at the bottoms of the steps. "I love it" He said with a huge smile. As I got to the bottom of the stairs he took my hand in his and then got in his car.

~Trey~

At the oceanfront

The whole time me and Jassiel were walking from the car to get to the ocean front, I just couldn't help but to look at her. She looked flawless. From time to time there was a little breeze that would blow her dress up against her body showing a silhouette of her figure. I didn't realize how much I missed her body against mine until last night. If i didn't have to go I would have stayed there until she woke up. Jassiel had me so hooked to her and she aint even know it. She didn't even have to try and quite frankly, she doesn't. The fact that she doesn't try to get my attention made me want her more. All day I'm around women who want my attention and none of them have my attention like Jassiel. They all throw themselves at me, but I'm not interested. The whole situation is very ironic. Even though we had that intimate moment last night, I could tell that I wanted her more than she wanted me. I wasn't sweating it though I liked a challenge. I didn't care how long it would take for her feeling to be on the same pace as mine, I was willing to wait.

We walked until we were at a good spot in front of the water. We both sat down in the sand. "Aren't you worried that someone might see you.?" Jassiel asked. "Naw, it's night time. Who's gonna see me? I get tired of staying in one place all the time just cause I'm a celebrity. I just missing doing normal stuff in life. I like that color on you by the way." She blushed and looked down at her dress. "Thanks." she said. The wind blew and ended up blowing her hair in every which direction. I helped her to get it out of her face but the wind blew it again. I could tell she was getting frustrated. I laughed a little at her. "Trey it's not funny." "Here," I said giving her a rubberband I had around my wrist, "put your hair up." "Ummm no I used to wear ponytails all the time and I vowed to myself that I was never gonna wear my hair in a ponytail again." I laughed. "Yeah I remember those days. I miss that ponytail you used to wear. I don't know why don't wear it like that anymore, your hair sure was long enough. Matter of fact I don't even know why you even weave." She c**ked her head back and replied," Wow you must really want me to look busted. First you told me not to wear makeup, then you picked out this plain ass dress in my closet that i don't even wear, then you tell me I should wear ponytails, and now you saying I shouldn't wear weave?" I looked at her and I couldn't tell if she was offended or not, but I wanted her to listen really listen to what I was about to say to her. "Yeah, I did say all that stuff to you, but I didn't say it cause I want you to look 'busted' it's because that's the way I'm used to you looking. All my best memories of you were when you were when you had a ponytail and didn't have all that extra stuff going on. Every once in a while I like seeing a girl dress simple; It's almost refreshing to me. I barely see that being in the entertainment industry. Everyone's so uptight about how they look." I paused for a second and had a deep thought. "I just feel like when I'm at home in VA i just want everything to be how it used to be. When I'm here I just want to be Tremaine, not Trey Songz. I don't regret my decision to ever be in the industry, but I don't always feel like playing Trey Songz. When I'm around my family and friends I feel happy cause I feel like my old self, especially when I'm around you." She looked at me and I knew right then that I had thrown her off a little. "Why especially me?" She asked. "Because I feel real emotions when I'm around you. Rejection, pain, passion, regret, jealousy, happiness...desire...love. You make me realize my imperfections. You just make me feel like a regular man." She was quiet and then said." Trey that was some deep stuff you just said. I had no idea you felt like that." "Yeah I never told anybody that. I just feel like I can just tell you everything. I know deep down that you may be the only person I can trust. We have our problems and stuff, but I still consider you a close friend cause I know you know the real Tremaine, and that's who you see me as. Sorry I kind of went on a tangent." I apologized to her. "Its fine," she responded back," I'll always be here if you need me. She gave me a kiss on my cheek and then starred at me. "Are you ok? You seem like your really thinking about something." She said. I would have told her but I felt like the night was starting to become all about me, which is not what I had planned. I wanted it to be about us. I had to switch things up. " Naw, I'm good. but I see you not." I said. "What?" she asked. I slashed some water in her face in then ran. She screamed a little bit and then laughed.

We stood at the end of the water and continued to splash each other. We kept going til she asked to stop. "Trey I'm soaked!" She shrieked. "Come on lets go to my suite, so you can get dry." I said. "Um.. Your suite? I thought was going home." "Yeah you're right I meant our suite. You can stay with me tonight since I stayed with you last night. Is that a problem Nurse Dixion?" "Don't call me that Aldon." I laughed at her. "Uhh I cant believe you just called me by my middle name. I'mma get you." I grabbed her and carried her in my arms. "Where's the hotel at?" She asked. "Right in front of us." She jumped out my arms and ran towards the hotel and I ran after her. Eventually I caught up to her and we both went up to my suite. Everything was right and the night ended with Jassiel in my arms again.

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<strong>Tyra's pov</strong>

I woke up the next morning holding Shamari. I smiled to myself, and slid my arms from around her, grabbed my bag, and went to the bathroom. I was in the shower, when I heard Shamari come in the bathroom peeing. I peeked my head out the shower. "Uhh, privacy please! I mean I know I act like a dude but I'm not one." She went to the sink washing her hands. "Whatever Tyra." I just laughed and closed the shower door back. "And hurry up! I gotta take a shower too." She said finishing up brushing her teeth and stuff. "Whatever Shamari!" I came in the room with a towel wrapped around me and Shamari bust out laughing. "The hell is so funny!" "You look so girlie!" She said laughing and holding her stomach tryna catch her breath. I wanted to be mad but I couldn't her laugh was so adorable. "f*** you dawg!" She gasped and flicked me off then started laughing again. “Okay I’m done laughing, I’m gonna go shower.” “Yeah, I smell you over here.” I said holding my nose. “f*** you Tyra!” She said throwing a pair of socks at me. I blocked them with one of my hands, “Ay now, you better chill! You lucky I got this towel wrapped around me.” “And if you didn’t?” This girl really be testing me, but I think that’s another reason I’m so attracted to her. I just shook my head and laughed.

“That’s what I thought!" and she walked in the bathroom. I got dressed and headed downstairs to raid her kitchen. A nigga was hungry. I got in there and didn’t know where to start. “If I were pancake mix, where would I be?” I said to myself. I looked in the cabinets and finally got to the ones with all the food. “Oh f*** yes!” I said out loud. “Umm excuse me?” I heard a voice say, but it wasn’t Shamari’s. I shut the cabinet and found <a href=http://bossip.files.wordpress.com/lisa-raye-at-club-lq-in-nyc2.jpg?w=435>her</a> standing there. “Um hi. I’m Tyra.” I said clearing my throat and extended my hand. “Hello Tyra, I’m Shannon, Are you a friend of my daughters?” She said shaking my hand. “Yes mam.” “Okay, you look familiar. Have we met before?” “Um no mam, but-“ She cut me off. “Holy f***! Are you that Tyra B. girl that my daughter is like in love with?” She said with big eyes. I nodded my head yes and laughed. “I never thought I would see this day! But okay sweetie make yourself comfortable. Where is Shamari? She’s not being a bad hostess is she? Lord I hope that girl at least had some manners. Shamari! Shamari!” Shannon yelled while leaving the kitchen. All I could do was laugh she was like a clone of Shamari, just older. They even cussed the same.

I sat down waiting for Shamari because I knew in about 10 seconds she would be busting in the kitchen. “Imma kill you Tyra!” Shamari said busting in the kitchen. “What? Why?!” “You told my mom I was being a bad hostess!” “No she didn’t, I just figured you didn’t have manners!” Shannon said coming back in laughing. “Oh whatever Shannon!” Shamari said laughing, “What do you want to eat?” Shamari turned to me asking. “You!” I said in my head making me smirk. I think Shamari caught on because she started blushing. “Umm, it doesn’t matter.” “Okay, cereal it is haha, I’m kidding. I got you don’t worry.” “I’m not.” I said winking at her. “Well, whatever she cooks you’re gonna love Tyra. Shamari can throw down.” “Oh I know.” Shannon’s face became confused. “I made breakfast for her and trey once mom.” “Trey! He’s back?” Shannon asked. “Yup, that’s how I met Tyra!” Shamari said getting all excited again. I laughed, “Yeah me and trey have a new song together and we’re performing next week.” “Like in concert?” “Yup, at the Lounge.” “Damn, that club is like the f***ing s***!” “Mom!” Shamari said hitting her on the arm. “What?!” “You’re letting the hood side come out, haha, Tyra hasn’t seen that side yet!”

I looked at her tryna to see if she was serious. “I haven’t? So what do you call that little fight you and-“ Shamari cut me off, “Uhh let’s not bring that up!” “Shamari, you got into a fight? With who?” Shannon asked. “Umm, somebody I don’t like too much.” “Do I know them?” Shamari shook her head yes and then looked at me. Her mom thought for a moment then started laughing, “Shamari, I know you ain’t fight Tyra’s girlfriend, what’s her name, T-rex, I mean umm..” Shannon covered her mouth and started laughing. I just sat there with big eyes and shook my head. This was definitely Shamari’s mother. “Yeah mom, but where’s <a href=http://worldofblackheroes.files.wordpress.com/2012/01/boris-kodjoe-19.jpg>daddy</a>?” “That’s what I need to talk to you about!” Shannon said getting a little serious. Shamari eyes got big and she sat the bowl down she was mixing the pancake mix in. “What happened ma?!” “Oh nothing bad baby, it’s just the company is doing so well, and they wanna expand to out of this country.” “Okay, and?” “And they want your dad to be the CEO over there too, which means-“ “We have to move.” Shamari said finishing her sentencing and becoming really sad.

“Well, that’s just half of it. Your father and I were talking and we think you are responsible enough to stay here by yourself. You won’t have to pay anything, the house is paid for, you just gotta keep it up, and Jassiel can move in if you want.” Shamari’s eyes lit up like a kid on Christmas and she jumped on her mom hugging her. “Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, Mommy!” Shannon hugged Shamari back laughing. “You’re one spoiled girl, but you deserve it baby and you’re welcome.” I was so happy for Shamari, I mean I know I haven’t known her for long, but like her mom said I felt like she deserved it. She was a beautiful person inside and out, and the fact that she tried to hide her lifestyle shows she just as humble as ever. I found myself smiling harder than expected. My thoughts were interrupted by my phone going off. It was my manager. “Y’all I’ll be back, it’s my manager.” I stepped outside and started discussing stuff for the show.

<strong>A few hours later</strong>

It was almost 2:00 and I hadn’t heard from Lex yet, which was strange, but I won’t complaining. I was having too much fun with Shamari and her mom. We had just left out of the Michael Kors outlet, and I thought for sure Shamari had maxed out at least 3 credit cards, but nope. At the outlets a bunch of people recognized me and Shamari and her mom just waited patiently and laughed. Especially when I was asked if me and Shamari were together. One time I said yes and her mom damn near had a heart attack. Needless to say I didn’t do it anymore. Anyways, I was getting hungry and my arms felt like they were gonna fall off because of all of Mari’s bags. “Tyra, I told you, you don’t have to carry them. I’m not helpless and you’re not my flunky!” She said reaching for them, I snatched away. “I know I don’t have too, I want too. And it’s cool you know I’m not weak.” I said smirking referring to the way she looked when I took my shirt off last night. She started blushing. “I do know one thing though.” “What’s that?” She asked. “A nigga hungry as hell!” I said laughing.

“Tyra you’re always hungry, but let me find my mom.” She said pulling her phone out. “What’s up shawty? Where you at?” Shamari said into the phone laughing. “Okay, we’re coming!” and she hung up, “She’s leaving out of the coach outlet.” “Damn how many bags does your mom need?!” I said laughing. “I know right, she has a serious problem! She’s got bags with price tags on them!” “Uhh, I know you not talking, I saw your closet, you don’t need half of the shoes nor clothes you got either, haha.” She hit me lightly, “Whatever, Ty!” We found her mom and got something to eat and then headed back to their house. “So Tyra, you don’t spend money like this child of mine, do you?” Shannon asked me. “No mam, but um Lex does! I’m glad I got the money for it.” I said laughing, but I saw Shamari roll her eyes. “But she’s in the music industry too, so it’s not that bad right?” Shannon asked. “Yeah a fugazi ass, non-talented no name group!” Shamari said under her breath, but loud enough to be heard. “Shamari!” Shannon said, hitting her arm.

“What mom?! Dang!” Shannon just looked at her. “Fine, sorry Ty for talking about your un-talented girlfriend and group mates.” Shamari said then giving me a fake smile. “You crazy girl.” Was all I could say. “Crazy about you!” Shannon said then laughing. “Mom!” Shamari said getting embarrassed. “Okay, my bad, but I gotta get going, your dad and I will be back sometime next week. I love you! Nice meeting you Tyra, take care of my baby.” She hugged us both and then left. Shamari just looked at me and walked off into the living room. She was on the phone telling Jassiel about the news when I walked in. “To be an a**hole or not to be an a**hole!” I thought to myself. I walked up to her and just stared at her. She mouthed <em>”What?”</em> I shook my head. <em>”Well move then!</em> she mouthed again and smiling. <em>”Okay.”</em> I mouth back, and I grabbed her by her legs pulling her off the couch, making her scream. “Tyraaa!!” I was laughing my ass off. “Jassiel imma call you back!” She put her phone down, and put her hair up in a ponytail. “What you doing?” “I’m getting ready to f*** you up!” I started running up the steps and ran into her room shutting the door. “Open the door!” “Nope!” “Tyra!” “Shamari!” “Fine!”

I listened for a minute then opened the door a little bit. I didn’t see her so I opened it all the way and she came out of nowhere jumping on me making us fall on the floor. I started tickling her to get her off of me. She started giggling telling me to stop. I finally let her go and got up while she was tryna catch her breath. “You’re so mean!” She said pouting. “How?” “Because tickling is cheating!” She said laughing. “Whatever, I gotta go though, Trey and I gotta meet up about some stuff.” I said helping her up. “Okay,but imma get your ass later!” I laughed, kissed her on her cheek, and left.

<em>Shamari’s pov</em>

After Tyra left I was tired as hell and sleepy so I took a nap. No sooner then I fell asleep did my phone start buzzing letting me know I had a message. “Uggh, who the f*** is bothering me?” I looked at my phone and it was a number I didn’t recognize. So I texted back “Who is this?” It was Chris. I smiled and texted him back, asking how he got my number. “I got my ways.” He replied. I texted back “A little stalkerish, don’t you think?” with the worried face emoji. “Haha, no just curious, but what are you doing tomorrow?” he replied. I had to think, Tyra B. or Chris Brown, what the f***!? I never thought I would be in this predicament. I looked at my phone and then replied, “Nothing, what’s up?” "Imma be down there and I ain't know if you wanted to hang out and stuff." He sent back. "Hell yeah! A day with breezy! That's every girl’s dream lol!" I sent back. "Lol, aight cool. I'll see you tomorrow gorgeous." "Okay !" I jumped up and immediately started twerking. That ended quickly when my phone rang, it was Ryan.

I debated on whether I should answer or not. Right when I was reaching for the phone he hung up and Tyra called. "What the f***?" I picked up, "Hey Ty, what's up?" "s***, nothing, just getting stuff ready for the show, what you doing?" She asked. “Nothing, but speaking of the show, the s*** better be good!” She laughed, “It’s gonna be the <em>greatest</em>!” She sung that last part and I just died on the inside. Her voice seriously made me melt on the inside and out. “Shamari?” “Yeah I’m uh here, but um are y’all going back tomorrow?” I asked. “I am, Lex is b****ing, so uh yeah.” My whole mood shifted when she said her name. “Oh right…Lex.” I said very coldly. “But um, I gotta go, they’re ready to start again. I’ll talk to you later?” “Mhmm.” “Bye beautiful!” and she hung up. I covered my face with my pillow and screamed in frustration. “Something’s gotta give!” I said out loud. I looked at the time and it was almost 9:00. It was too early for me to go to bed, so I took a shower and watched mean girls until my eyes closed.

I was sleeping so good, but then my doorbell started going off constantly and someone banging on my front door woke me up. I sat up mad as hell, got out of bed, and went to the front door. I peeped out the peep hole and saw Tyra. I opened the door slowly, “Tyra what the-“ I was cut off by her taking my mouth in hers and backing me into the house and shutting the door. She picked me up carrying me up the stairs still kissing me. We got to my room she dropped me on the bed, took her shirt off, and got on top of me ripping my clothes off vigorously until I was left in nothing but my draws. Tyra sat up on her knees and just stared at my body licking her lips. I blushed and bit my lip. She smirked and her lips met mine once again. She trailed a finger down between my breast, down my stomach and into my draws pressing on my c***. I moaned a little in her mouth. She broke away and moved her head down towards my nipples sucking and licking them switching back and forth, while squeezing them. Still rubbing my nipples she kissed down my stomach towards my vagina. My legs opened without hesitation, I felt her smirk and she licked the insides of my thighs and then blowing cool air in those same spots making goosebumps rise all over my skin.

She continued licking and rubbing the insides of my thighs getting within an inch of my now soaked area, but never touching it. She was teasing me and I was getting more anxious. “Stop playing, and f*** me already Ty.” I let slip out. She laughed, “You sure?” “Yess!” I said pleadingly. She resumed teasing me brushing her fingers along my swollen lips. She gently parted my lips with her fingers and slid the tip of her finger in me and then sticking another in me twirling them around. I let out a built up moan, and felt her mouth take over my swollen c***. “f***…” I whispered out. I felt her fingers go deeper. I grabbed the back of the headboard with one hand and her curly ponytail with the other. She grazed her teeth along my clit and then bit down gently sending my body into a frenzy. Tyra continued pleasuring me and giving me what my body needed and wanted. My orgasm was building and it was reaching its peak. I felt my back arch and I was about to release when I woke up gasping for air and started looking around. It was all a dream. I looked at the clock and it was 4 in the morning just like in my dream. “As long as the doorbell doesn’t ring!” I said to myself laughing <strong>Ding Dong</strong>. “No f***ing way!”

I got up fixed my hair and brushed my teeth just in case. The doorbell rang again and the person banged on my door impatiently. “I’m coming!” I took a deep breath and opened the door, and found Ryan standing there, looking mad as hell. “Ryan, what are you doing here?” I asked disappointed. “Dang, hello to you too, but I just came to see if you were okay, you ain’t been hitting me up. What’s up?” He said walking in the door. “Nothing, I just been busy.” “Busy huh? Living out your little lesbian fantasy I’m guessing?” He said sarcastically. “Really Ryan?” “Yes, really, Shamari.” “Is that why you came over here? Because if so, you don’t think this could’ve waited and not being done at 4 in the f***ing morning!” I said getting a little upset. “So how was she?” He asked not looking at me. “Ryan, what the hell are you talking about?” “I’m talking about y’all getting it in!” I looked him like he was crazy. “Me and Tyra didn’t get s*** in, we’re f***ing friends Ryan, and even if we did, it wouldn’t be none of your f***ing business! Now get the f*** out my house with this bulls***!” I said walking to the door and opening it.

He didn’t move just sat there staring at me. “Uh nigga, are you deaf? I said get the hell out!” “No.” He replied going through his phone. “No?” “Yeah, no.” “Look Ryan, I’m gonna ask you nicely to please leave, I have a lot to do tomorrow.” I said tryna stay calm. “Awe, you gotta little date with your little girlfriend?” He said standing up and smirking and walking over to me. I shrugged, “Nope, I have one with Christopher Maurice Brown, now get the f*** out!” His eyes got big, “Oh so you an industry hoe now?” That did it! I snapped I punched him clean in his jaw. He stumbled backed and looked shocked for a minute and then came at me like he was gonna hit me, until someone stopped him. “Nigga have you lost your mind!” I heard a familiar voice say, it was Tyra. Ryan laughed, “Nah, but this b**** has! And I see you’ve lost yours.” He said getting in Tyra’s face. “Nigga back up out my face!” Tyra said pushing him back and just like that they were rumbling and I was left tryna break them up. “Stop it!” I yelled tryna pull Tyra off of Ryan. I managed to get Tyra off of Ryan and pushed her back towards the living room and Ryan out the door shutting it and locking it.

I found Tyra sitting on the couch, with clenched jaws and red cheeks. “Well what happened to that fighting s*** not being cute?” I asked sitting down beside her. She just looked at me and then back down at her balled up fist. “So you gon give me the silent treatment? Okay.” I got up and was headed to the kitchen. “You going out with Chris tomorrow huh?” She said making me stop and turn around. I looked at her confused wondering how she knew. She must’ve known because she said, “I heard the whole argument you and ol’ dude was having,” She got up looking at me. “Shamari how you gon do some grimy s*** like that huh?” She said yelling at me. “Whoa there Tyra, pump ya breaks! But grimy? How the hell am I being grimy?" I said crossing my arms. “You know exactly how! One minute you all laid up with me and s***, then I turn around and you going out with another nigga.” I just started laughing.

“Shamari, ain’t s*** funny!” “The hell it ain’t Tyra! Your ass is really up here getting mad and tryna make me look like the bad person when you’re the one in the relationship! You’re the one sneaking around your girlfriend’s back to be with me! And you get mad at me because I’m hanging out with somebody because we’re friends? So you right, the s*** ain’t funny, it’s f***ing hilarious!” “Oh so being a hoe is hilarious?” “I don’t know Tyra! You tell me, since you’re so good at it!” She just looked at me and I just looked at her. Inside I didn’t wanna be mad at her, but my pride was getting the best of me. She finally spoke, “You’re right Shamari. I’m tripping boo, but the way I feel about you, words can’t explain it! Look imma go, I’ll be back in a couple of days.” She pecked my lips and disappeared out of the living room. I went upstairs and got in bed and fell asleep thinking about everything.

is jermaine really who trey says he is?? Even though trey messed up pretty bad i think he is showing that he has some what changed.. hopefully he and jassiel can work it out with time..RUNIT

Run it

<em>Jassiel</em>

My mind had so many thoughts running through it while we were in the car. I kept replaying the talk me and Trey had had earlier. I was not expecting to say what I had said to him. It just happen to come out from all the build up of emotion. I wondered whether that was the right thing to say or not. I could tell that my comment had set Trey at ease, but I still felt like things were awkward. I didn't really know what to say to him while we were in the car, but I wanted to know what he was thinking in his head though. "Talk to me." I heard Trey say and he was looking right at me. "You look like you got a lot on your mind." He said. I just starred at him. I knew exactly what I wanted to say but I didn't know how to say it. "You go first. If you start it will make it easier for me to say what I need to say." I said to him. "Ok, what will it take for you to trust me again?" I didnt even know the answer for that, so I simply said,"Time." "But are you willing to give the time that I need to do that? I'm not really sure where your mind is at with all of this. You're young and I know that I'm a couple years older than you, but I'm just at a point in my life where I feel like I'm ready to commit. How do you feel about that? Are you tryna be dating niggas and stuff or you wanna be serious?" I knew what he was trying to say by "dating niggas and stuff." I'm pretty sure he was referring to Jermaine.

I barely even knew him and he really isn't someone I would consider a person of importance yet. I did want to commit and I always wanted to commit myself to one person, but I was just afraid of committing to Trey. "I always wanted to commit Trey, just because you're just now feeling that you want to commit doesn't mean that I changed my mind." "So what about committing to me?" "If you're serious about it." It got quite for a moment and i saw Trey nodding his head in agreement. "I am, I just want to prove it to you, give me a chance." He said. "I wasn't going to ask but what's up with you and ole dude?" Trey was so cute sometimes. He was really concerned about me and Jermaine. I laughed a little. "Nothing up with him." "Thats's not what I saw." "What you see then?" I was quiet I knew I had him stuck. He must have been watching me all night. "I saw some touching and flirting." He said shrugging his shoulders. I smiled at how concerned he sounded. "That was all on his part, Nothing was reciprocated." "You looked like you enjoyed it." he said. He had a point. I think the only reason I came off that way was because I had been drinking. I do tend to be a little flirty when I drink. "Trey you're so funny, I'm not about to jump into something with someone I just met. Are there any other concerns that you would like to voice?" He laughed at my question. "I'm good."

A couple of minutes afterwards I get a text from Jermaine. I felt some type of way on the inside. I read his text and he wanted to know when would be the next time he would see me would be. I told him probably the night Trey and Tyra preform. "Why so long before I can see you again?" He asked me. I reassured him that the time between now and then was not long at all and he was just over exaggerating. Now I was in a situation with two aggressive men that both had feelings for me."Tremaine or Jermaine. Which one will I choose." I thought jokingly to myself. I felt like it was way too early for me to even have established anything with J, but I thought he was a cool guy. He was very persistent and set on building something from what little we had. I found myself getting lost in this text convo with J. He was just so funny and flirty. I enjoyed the entertainment. I tried to talk to Trey and him at the same time, but I guess Trey noticed I had been texting a lot more while he was talking to me. "Who you keep texting over there?" He asked. I had completely snapped out of the conversation I was having with Jermaine. "Uh one of my friends. You don't know her." "Yall must be talking about something good." He said. "Uh Yeah."
I was terrible at lying, but I didn't want to tell him I was talking to J. I felt that would have crushed his pride, and I knew we were in a very delicate state right now. I just didn't text Jermaine back right then. I figured I would wait for a while to text him back. The whole rest of the ride was not as bad as I thought. Me and Trey laughed and joked around the whole time and until we got to Shamari's house.

After dropping off Shamari and Tyra, Trey had finally arrived at my apartment. The awkward silence had set in again. I had to admit that I did have a good time with him during the ride and I didn't want it to end. My stomach turned thinking about my big day tomorrow at the hospital, I got so nervous every time I thought about it. I knew that his company would make me relax a little.
"Do you want to come in?" I asked him."Naw I'm good, I don't want to disturb you from preparing yourself for tomorrow." "Actually I could use the distraction to ease my mind some. I'b be lying to you if I said I wasn't nervous and besides it's getting late. You can crash here for the night." He looked at the time and then looked back at me."Yeah." We went inside and we sat in the dining area and had one more drink. By that time I definitely had a buzz and was even letting my guards down. Me and Trey were talking for a while until he had to step out to use the bathroom and then Shamari called me.

I was still texting J, but I was very discreet. I texted him and told him I was with Trey. He text me back and asked me about me and Trey's relationship. I just didn't answer his text. I didn't want to get into that right now with him and that was none of his business. I was tipsy and I liked the way I felt. I didn't want anybody to kill my moment. All of a sudden Trey snatches my phone out of my hand and start looking through it. "Who you texting?" He keeps looking. "Jermaine huh? That nigga is a f***ing snake." He said turning off my phone off. "Why you do that Trey?" I asked. "Cause it's Jassiel and Tremaine time. I'm not tryna be your dad and stuff, but really Jassiel don't f*** with that nigga." Trey was such a block sometimes. He just didn't want me to be with anyone. "You're selfish Trey. You don't want me to be with anyone but you." I said. "You the one that's selfish. You wanna share yourself with niggas that don't want nothing from you instead of me." "Now you see how I used to feel." I said to him.

We just stared at each other and things got quiet between us. "Just Me 4 U." He said. "What?" I asked. "Me 4 U," he said repeating himself,"another song I wrote about me and you and Infidelity." I sat and looked at his face. He was thinking hard. I started to think about the lyrics to both songs and I just felt some type of way.<em>"She deserves something better and she knows she does, but I'm never gonna let her cause she knows my love- You could never find another man, cause I aint never gonna understand if it aint me for you."You kept me on this pedestal no matter how much I let you down. With all my infidelity you loved me so incredibly. Inside I'll fall apart if you ever love someone instead of me."</em> It all clicked in my head. Those lyrics described perfectly how he felt and perfectly explained why he always acted the way he did. He had the nerve to call me selfish. He could go around and mingle with all the women in the world, but I couldn't do the same because he simply wouldn't understand. I just walked past him and started going up the stairs. "Goodnight Trey." I said.

I went upstairs to my room and closed the door. I just changed my clothes and laid down in my bed. I really didn't even want to think about all the things we had been through because of his immaturity. I just wanted to be by myself right now. The words "just me for you" kept running through my head. The thought that he was speaking directly to me on a song that millions of people heard sent a chill down my spine. The song was dark but the interlude on Chapter V was darker than the song itself. "This cant be real." I thought to myself. I couldn't help myself I had to listen to all three, <a href=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-NOVDzI5xg>Infidelity</a>, <a href=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfKbS5RMMAk>Me 4 U</a>,and <a href=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDPgQPhD0Xk>Interlude 4 U</a>. I listened to the first two and slowly drifted into a dark place. I played the interlude and almost died. "This is for you." "I love you so much forever and ever." "If I can't have you no one can." I fought tears back the whole time, but I was through when he whispered, "I got you." I closed my eyes and felt the tears running. His words were tearing me up inside. All I could do was cry.

I cried and cried until I had a knock on my door. I just didn't say anything. I already knew it was Trey. He just came in anyways and sat next to me. "Here's your phone back." He said. "Just put it on the nightstand." I said to him. I couldn't even look him in the face right now. "Jassiel you know I love you more than anything in this world." He said touching my face. "Trey I cant with you right now." I said turning my face the other way. "Jassiel." He said. I sat up in the bed at that point, I had some s*** to say. "Trey what the f***? Your disturbed ass is taunting me through songs? What you mean I cant be with anyone else? You think you can just control me or some s***?" I was a little heated, but more disappointed than anything. "Why would you think I would try to control you? I'm just saying that I cant see you being with someone else other than me cause I know it would kill me knowing that I had you and I f***ed up and now some other man is treating you better than what I treated you." "So what am I suppose to do, be a fool over you? Let you keep breaking my heart and stepping on the s***?" I said to him. "No I don't want to be with anyone else except for you. I want you to feel the same. I want for you to be with me and let me make this right. That's what I'm saying. Jassiel look at me." He said gently cupping my face.

"It was never my intention to make you feel like I was taunting you. Those songs were just a result of catharsis. All that s*** I've done always comes back to my mind and haunts me. It's just a piece of my past that wont go away. It wont leave me alone. You have my heart Jassiel. No other woman has ever made me feel the way you've made me feel." He let go of my face, hunched over and put his face to his palm. "I need you." He said softly. I got closer to him and hugged him from behind and rested my face against his back. "Just give me some time to adjust to this. Trey I'm scared." I said almost in a whisper. He turned around and embraced me from the front. "Don't be. Just trust me." He kissed me on my forehead and then started walking out of my room. "Stay with me....please." I said pulling back towards me. He got closer as we looked into each others eyes and began kissing. "I'll stay." He said with his lips still touching mine. We had started kissing again and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He laid me down on the bed and then came and laid beside me. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said back to him. Emotions were running high right now. I couldn't resist his lips. It seemed like we were kissing for an eternity before we stopped. We both said our goodnights and shared one last kiss before cuddling and going to sleep.

<strong>Trey</strong>

For some reason I had awaken before Jassiel had waken up. I looked at the time and figured I should leave. I couldn't help but look at Jassiel while she was sleeping. There was never a time when she wasn't beautiful. I looked at the time on my phone and saw Jassiel would be waking up in an hour. I turned her phone on to set her alarm because I was unsure if she had done so or not. While setting her alarm she got a notification of a missed text message. It was from Jermaine. I just ignored it but then two more had come in, both from Jermaine. They read: " You not gon text me back?" "I understand if you don't want to talk about it but let me know something cause I'm feeling you." "I know it's none of my business but everybody knows what he did to you and everybody knows how he is. Why waste time with an unfaithful ass nigga that's just gonna cheat on you again. You're playing yourself love." I had to delete them s***s. There was no way in hell I was gonna let this dude talk Jassiel out of being with me. I had already confused her enough and he would just confuse her more. I knew I couldn't prevent Jassiel and him from talking him, but all I could do was hope that she would follow my warning. I knew what this dude was about and he was a snake in the grass ready to attack.
I needed to leave soon. I knew my manager was gonna be on my ass again. I didn't want Jassiel to think I would leave without saying anything so I left her a note.

Jassiel,

I know you're nervous about today, but don't let your nerves get the best of you baby. I know you got this. I had to leave early so I could be back in time to meet with my manager about some stuff. I hate that I can't be here when you wake up and comfort you on your way out the door, but hopefully this note will help to put a smile on your beautiful face. I know you'll probably be tired when you get off tonight, but if you aint doing nothing hit me up, so we can talk.

-Tremaine

I left the note by her phone on the nightstand. I sat on the bed and stroked her face a couple of times and kissed her on the cheek and left.

<em>Jassiel</em>

My mind had so many thoughts running through it while we were in the car. I kept replaying the talk me and Trey had had earlier. I was not expecting to say what I had said to him. It just happen to come out from all the build up of emotion. I wondered whether that was the right thing to say or not. I could tell that my comment had set Trey at ease, but I still felt like things were awkward. I didn't really know what to say to him while we were in the car, but I wanted to know what he was thinking in his head though. "Talk to me." I heard Trey say and he was looking right at me. "You look like you got a lot on your mind." He said. I just starred at him. I knew exactly what I wanted to say but I didn't know how to say it. "You go first. If you start it will make it easier for me to say what I need to say." I said to him. "Ok, what will it take for you to trust me again?" I didnt even know the answer for that, so I simply said,"Time." "But are you willing to give the time that I need to do that? I'm not really sure where your mind is at with all of this. You're young and I know that I'm a couple years older than you, but I'm just at a point in my life where I feel like I'm ready to commit. How do you feel about that? Are you tryna be dating niggas and stuff or you wanna be serious?" I knew what he was trying to say by "dating niggas and stuff." I'm pretty sure he was referring to Jermaine.

I barely even knew him and he really isn't someone I would consider a person of importance yet. I did want to commit and I always wanted to commit myself to one person, but I was just afraid of committing to Trey. "I always wanted to commit Trey, just because you're just now feeling that you want to commit doesn't mean that I changed my mind." "So what about committing to me?" "If you're serious about it." It got quite for a moment and i saw Trey nodding his head in agreement. "I am, I just want to prove it to you, give me a chance." He said. "I wasn't going to ask but what's up with you and ole dude?" Trey was so cute sometimes. He was really concerned about me and Jermaine. I laughed a little. "Nothing up with him." "Thats's not what I saw." "What you see then?" I was quiet I knew I had him stuck. He must have been watching me all night. "I saw some touching and flirting." He said shrugging his shoulders. I smiled at how concerned he sounded. "That was all on his part, Nothing was reciprocated." "You looked like you enjoyed it." he said. He had a point. I think the only reason I came off that way was because I had been drinking. I do tend to be a little flirty when I drink. "Trey you're so funny, I'm not about to jump into something with someone I just met. Are there any other concerns that you would like to voice?" He laughed at my question. "I'm good."

A couple of minutes afterwards I get a text from Jermaine. I felt some type of way on the inside. I read his text and he wanted to know when would be the next time he would see me would be. I told him probably the night Trey and Tyra preform. "Why so long before I can see you again?" He asked me. I reassured him that the time between now and then was not long at all and he was just over exaggerating. Now I was in a situation with two aggressive men that both had feelings for me."Tremaine or Jermaine. Which one will I choose." I thought jokingly to myself. I felt like it was way too early for me to even have established anything with J, but I thought he was a cool guy. He was very persistent and set on building something from what little we had. I found myself getting lost in this text convo with J. He was just so funny and flirty. I enjoyed the entertainment. I tried to talk to Trey and him at the same time, but I guess Trey noticed I had been texting a lot more while he was talking to me. "Who you keep texting over there?" He asked. I had completely snapped out of the conversation I was having with Jermaine. "Uh one of my friends. You don't know her." "Yall must be talking about something good." He said. "Uh Yeah."
I was terrible at lying, but I didn't want to tell him I was talking to J. I felt that would have crushed his pride, and I knew we were in a very delicate state right now. I just didn't text Jermaine back right then. I figured I would wait for a while to text him back. The whole rest of the ride was not as bad as I thought. Me and Trey laughed and joked around the whole time and until we got to Shamari's house.

After dropping off Shamari and Tyra, Trey had finally arrived at my apartment. The awkward silence had set in again. I had to admit that I did have a good time with him during the ride and I didn't want it to end. My stomach turned thinking about my big day tomorrow at the hospital, I got so nervous every time I thought about it. I knew that his company would make me relax a little.
"Do you want to come in?" I asked him."Naw I'm good, I don't want to disturb you from preparing yourself for tomorrow." "Actually I could use the distraction to ease my mind some. I'b be lying to you if I said I wasn't nervous and besides it's getting late. You can crash here for the night." He looked at the time and then looked back at me."Yeah." We went inside and we sat in the dining area and had one more drink. By that time I definitely had a buzz and was even letting my guards down. Me and Trey were talking for a while until he had to step out to use the bathroom and then Shamari called me.

I was still texting J, but I was very discreet. I texted him and told him I was with Trey. He text me back and asked me about me and Trey's relationship. I just didn't answer his text. I didn't want to get into that right now with him and that was none of his business. I was tipsy and I liked the way I felt. I didn't want anybody to kill my moment. All of a sudden Trey snatches my phone out of my hand and start looking through it. "Who you texting?" He keeps looking. "Jermaine huh? That nigga is a f***ing snake." He said turning off my phone off. "Why you do that Trey?" I asked. "Cause it's Jassiel and Tremaine time. I'm not tryna be your dad and stuff, but really Jassiel don't f*** with that nigga." Trey was such a block sometimes. He just didn't want me to be with anyone. "You're selfish Trey. You don't want me to be with anyone but you." I said. "You the one that's selfish. You wanna share yourself with niggas that don't want nothing from you instead of me." "Now you see how I used to feel." I said to him.

We just stared at each other and things got quiet between us. "Just Me 4 U." He said. "What?" I asked. "Me 4 U," he said repeating himself,"another song I wrote about me and you and Infidelity." I sat and looked at his face. He was thinking hard. I started to think about the lyrics to both songs and I just felt some type of way.<em>"She deserves something better and she knows she does, but I'm never gonna let her cause she knows my love- You could never find another man, cause I aint never gonna understand if it aint me for you."You kept me on this pedestal no matter how much I let you down. With all my infidelity you loved me so incredibly. Inside I'll fall apart if you ever love someone instead of me."</em> It all clicked in my head. Those lyrics described perfectly how he felt and perfectly explained why he always acted the way he did. He had the nerve to call me selfish. He could go around and mingle with all the women in the world, but I couldn't do the same because he simply wouldn't understand. I just walked past him and started going up the stairs. "Goodnight Trey." I said.

I went upstairs to my room and closed the door. I just changed my clothes and laid down in my bed. I really didn't even want to think about all the things we had been through because of his immaturity. I just wanted to be by myself right now. The words "just me for you" kept running through my head. The thought that he was speaking directly to me on a song that millions of people heard sent a chill down my spine. The song was dark but the interlude on Chapter V was darker than the song itself. "This cant be real." I thought to myself. I couldn't help myself I had to listen to all three, <a href=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-NOVDzI5xg>Infidelity</a>, <a href=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfKbS5RMMAk>Me 4 U</a>,and <a href=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iDPgQPhD0Xk>Interlude 4 U</a>. I listened to the first two and slowly drifted into a dark place. I played the interlude and almost died. "This is for you." "I love you so much forever and ever." "If I can't have you no one can." I fought tears back the whole time, but I was through when he whispered, "I got you." I closed my eyes and felt the tears running. His words were tearing me up inside. All I could do was cry.

I cried and cried until I had a knock on my door. I just didn't say anything. I already knew it was Trey. He just came in anyways and sat next to me. "Here's your phone back." He said. "Just put it on the nightstand." I said to him. I couldn't even look him in the face right now. "Jassiel you know I love you more than anything in this world." He said touching my face. "Trey I cant with you right now." I said turning my face the other way. "Jassiel." He said. I sat up in the bed at that point, I had some s*** to say. "Trey what the f***? Your disturbed ass is taunting me through songs? What you mean I cant be with anyone else? You think you can just control me or some s***?" I was a little heated, but more disappointed than anything. "Why would you think I would try to control you? I'm just saying that I cant see you being with someone else other than me cause I know it would kill me knowing that I had you and I f***ed up and now some other man is treating you better than what I treated you." "So what am I suppose to do, be a fool over you? Let you keep breaking my heart and stepping on the s***?" I said to him. "No I don't want to be with anyone else except for you. I want you to feel the same. I want for you to be with me and let me make this right. That's what I'm saying. Jassiel look at me." He said gently cupping my face.

"It was never my intention to make you feel like I was taunting you. Those songs were just a result of catharsis. All that s*** I've done always comes back to my mind and haunts me. It's just a piece of my past that wont go away. It wont leave me alone. You have my heart Jassiel. No other woman has ever made me feel the way you've made me feel." He let go of my face, hunched over and put his face to his palm. "I need you." He said softly. I got closer to him and hugged him from behind and rested my face against his back. "Just give me some time to adjust to this. Trey I'm scared." I said almost in a whisper. He turned around and embraced me from the front. "Don't be. Just trust me." He kissed me on my forehead and then started walking out of my room. "Stay with me....please." I said pulling back towards me. He got closer as we looked into each others eyes and began kissing. "I'll stay." He said with his lips still touching mine. We had started kissing again and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He laid me down on the bed and then came and laid beside me. "I love you." He said. "I love you too." I said back to him. Emotions were running high right now. I couldn't resist his lips. It seemed like we were kissing for an eternity before we stopped. We both said our goodnights and shared one last kiss before cuddling and going to sleep.

<strong>Trey</strong>

For some reason I had awaken before Jassiel had waken up. I looked at the time and figured I should leave. I couldn't help but look at Jassiel while she was sleeping. There was never a time when she wasn't beautiful. I looked at the time on my phone and saw Jassiel would be waking up in an hour. I turned her phone on to set her alarm because I was unsure if she had done so or not. While setting her alarm she got a notification of a missed text message. It was from Jermaine. I just ignored it but then two more had come in, both from Jermaine. They read: " You not gon text me back?" "I understand if you don't want to talk about it but let me know something cause I'm feeling you." "I know it's none of my business but everybody knows what he did to you and everybody knows how he is. Why waste time with an unfaithful ass nigga that's just gonna cheat on you again. You're playing yourself love." I had to delete them s***s. There was no way in hell I was gonna let this dude talk Jassiel out of being with me. I had already confused her enough and he would just confuse her more. I knew I couldn't prevent Jassiel and him from talking him, but all I could do was hope that she would follow my warning. I knew what this dude was about and he was a snake in the grass ready to attack.
I needed to leave soon. I knew my manager was gonna be on my ass again. I didn't want Jassiel to think I would leave without saying anything so I left her a note.

Jassiel,

I know you're nervous about today, but don't let your nerves get the best of you baby. I know you got this. I had to leave early so I could be back in time to meet with my manager about some stuff. I hate that I can't be here when you wake up and comfort you on your way out the door, but hopefully this note will help to put a smile on your beautiful face. I know you'll probably be tired when you get off tonight, but if you aint doing nothing hit me up, so we can talk.

-Tremaine

I left the note by her phone on the nightstand. I sat on the bed and stroked her face a couple of times and kissed her on the cheek and left.

lol its gon happen soon..run it!

Wow run it

<em>Shamari's pov</em>

Me, Jay, Trey, and Tyra were in Trey's car on our way back to VA beach. I was surprised that Tyra even came with all that had happened. I was also surprised about what she said to me earlier, I hope she ain't think I forgot either, but I would deal with that later! I heard trey and jay talking in the front and Tyra had fallen asleep so I put my beats on and got lost in my music. I was dozing off until Tyra pulled me over to her and wrapped her arms around me and fell back asleep. I nuzzled my face into her chest and fell asleep thinking about all of tonight's events. About an hour later Tyra was shaking me awake "Shamari, wake up, we at your house." I sat up and stretched. "Damn girl, you was knocked out! You slobbered on me everything!" My eyes got big and I was wiping my mouth but I didn't feel anything. That's when tyra started chuckling "What?" I asked confused "I was just playing." She said laughing. I gave her the look and she stop.

I got out and hugged trey and jay goodbye. "So I don't get any love?" Tyra asked pouting. "I thought you were staying with me?" "You want me too?" I was getting ready to answer when jay interrupted. "Now tyra you know damn well she wants you to stay!" She said smirking with trey laughing and nodding his head agreeing. "f*** both of y'all! But yes I do." I said smiling. Tyra smiled, "Then of course I will! I'll holla at y'all later then." She dapped up trey and hugged jay and grabbed our bags. I hugged jay one more time and then walked up to my door unlocking it. "So when were you gonna tell me you were rich?" Tyra said walking in my <a href=http://www.interiordesigncool.com/ceiling-design/diy-false-ceiling-design-pictures-remodel-decor-and-ideas-diy-false/>room</a> behind me. "First of all I'm not rich, my parents are. And I didn't wanna tell you because I didn't wanna give the impression I always give to people!" I said taking off my shoes and walking into my closet. "And what impression is that? That you're a spoiled brat?" Tyra said laying across my bed.

Damn she don't sugar coat s***. "Uhh, yeah, and that I think I'm better than everybody else!" I said walking back out totally changed. Tyra sat up, "Well I don't get that impression, and I probably wouldn't have." I smiled, "Thanks Ty." "Ty?" "Yeah, that's my little nickname for you. What's wrong ? You don't like it?" I asked. "Naw, it's cool boo, I like it." She said taking her shirt off. Damn, she had cuts in her muscles like a dude! I tried not to stare but I couldn't help it. "Something wrong?" She asked snapping me out of my trance. "Nope!" And I walked into my bathroom, and began washing the make-up off my face. Tyra stood in the doorway watching me and smirking. "What's funny?" "Oh nothing, just the fact that you try to act like I don't phase you." I turned and looked at her. "You don't." I shrugged and turned around and put the washcloth to my face.

When I took it down Tyra was right behind me. "Oh I don't?" She said whispering in my ear. I felt the little hairs on the back of my neck stick up and goosebumps form all over my body as I shook my head no. I saw a smile form across her lips and she wrapped her arms around my waist. "So you’re telling me that you weren’t turned on earlier today?” “Hell yes!” I said in my head. “Nope.” I said with as much of a straight face as I could. Tyra just smirked at me and got real close to my lips like she was going to kiss me. “Good.” She smiled, removed her arms from around my waist and walked out of the bathroom. I stood there with my mouth open for a minute. “Oh she thought that little s*** was cute huh, well two can play that game.” I said to myself. If Tyra wanted war then war is what she was gonna get.

<strong>Tyra’s pov</strong>

I laughed to myself while I was leaving the bathroom, I knew exactly what I had done to Shamari and I knew she was going to try and get me back. I wasn’t worried though I know how to control myself…I think. I was flipping through the channels on the TV when Shamari came out the bathroom and walked straight into her closet without looking at me. When she came back out she was in nothing but a T-shirt and boy shorts, and I could see her ass cheeks hanging out the bottom of them. I bit my lip and tried to turn my attention back to the TV but she kept prancing around the room. “Umm, Shamari you okay?” She turned to me, “Yes, why?” “Well you keep prancing around the room, like there was a problem.” “Tyra I know you see me doing stuff!” She said bending over and putting something in her drawer. Times like this I was glad I didn’t have a d***, because God knows I’m beyond horny right now.

I looked around the room trying not to stare, but I couldn’t help it so I closed my eyes and leaned my head back. “Tyra?” “Yes.” I replied with my eyes still closed and my head still leaned back. “Nothing, I just thought you had fallen asleep on me, but you wanna watch a movie, I just got The Last Exorcism 2 and I was scared to watch it by myself.” She giggled at the end. “Uh sure!” I said opening my eyes and realizing that she had a mirror on her ceiling. “Okay.” And she disappeared out the room. I took another glance at the mirror and immediately images of me and Shamari popped in my head. “Chill T, chill.” I said to myself. Shamari came back in with a bowl of popcorn and some drinks. She put the movie on, turned the lights off , and got on the bed next to me.

“So what’s up with the mirror?” I couldn’t help myself. She smiled, “I don’t know tyra, what do you think?” I knew exactly what is was for, but I didn’t wanna sound too freak like to her yet. “I mean I know what it’s for, but I didn’t know if that’s what you used it for.” I said shrugging then eating some popcorn. She laughed. “What’s funny?” I asked. “Nothing.” We were watching the movie and everything was all good until Shamari started getting scared. The more scared she got the closer she got to me, and the more the sexual tension began to rise. By the end of the movie Shamari was laying in between my legs with my arms wrapped around her. “Oh my f***ing gosh! I will never watch that s*** again!” She said getting up and turning it off. I laughed, “It wasn’t that bad girl.” “The hell it was! I’m not gonna be able to sleep.” She said picking up a remote and turning on her iPad dock. Ironically one of my songs started playing and we both looked at each other and laughed.

She hit next and one of my songs played again. “Umm, shuffle is not my friend right now.” She said laughing. She walked over to her iPad, “Well that explains a lot!” She said. “What is it?” “It was under your playlist.” She said blushing. I just laughed again. She was about to fix it when my song <a href=http://youtu.be/_oPDrCFzRU4>sex</a> started playing. “I can’t turn! I love this song! Sorry Ty, but you’re gonna have to listen to yourself.” She said coming to sit back down. “It’s cool, I hear myself everytime I open my mouth.” “Don’t be a smart ass, hoe!” She said mushing me lightly. I laughed and listened to her sing along. Then she got quiet and the awkwardness came.

The only noise was the sound of my voice coming through the speakers. I started singing along, <em>“It’s your body, on my body,”</em> I saw Shamari kinda shift so I kept singing. <em>“Your lips touching me like ooo!”</em> She bit her lip and I moved closer to her, and got right in her ear. <em>“and imma get as much as I can get.”</em> I pulled her face to mine and got really close to her lips. I stared into her eyes, and I could tell she wanted it just as bad as I did, but I knew this would change everything. Not for just her, but me too. I knew I was falling for her and falling hard. I stared deep into her eyes and then kissed her.

<em>Shamari’s pov</em>

I don’t know how we got here, but me and Tyra were in a full blown make-out session and I was loving it. She was on top of me and her hands began traveling from behind my head down to my shirt and just like that it was off. She moved her lips to my neck and planted soft kisses on it. I was fine until she hit my spot, well one of them and unfortunately my body reacted to it, making her smirk in my neck and pay extra attention to it. I bit my lip, hoping to control myself. I looked up and saw our reflection in the mirror and <a href=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m9tPq6G-BcI>“Mirrors”</a> by Jhene Aiko started playing at that moment. “Really?” I said to myself, I felt my bra unsnap. Tyra drug her tongue from my neck down to my chest around each nipple and then back up.

I was wet as f*** by now and ready for whatever Tyra was about to give me. When her phone started going off. “f***!” She yelled and got up to answer it. “Hello!” She answered with an attitude, but that quickly changed when she realized who was calling…Lex. I got up and found my t-shirt and put it back on and started cleaning up a little. “Lex, why you tripping babe? I told you me and Trey tryna get s*** ready for the show!” I heard Tyra say as I walked out the room and downstairs. I walked in the kitchen and called Jassiel, she had to hear this s***. “Hey girl! What’s up?” She said all giggly on the phone. “You’ll never believe what just happened, but why you all giggly and s***…Trey hit that?!” “b**** what?! Hell no!” “Then what’s up?” I asked. “Nothing I was talking to Jermaine that’s all.”

Honestly Jermaine seemed like a nice guy, but surprisingly I was on Trey’s side, but I could never tell Jassiel that. “Ohhh..” “Yeah, but what’s up? What you have to tell me?” “Well, so umm me and and Tyra right.” I said then stopped. “You and Tyra what?” “We were umm…we were uhhh..” “Spit it out hoe!” “We almost had sex!” I said really fast. “Y’ALL WHAT!?!?” She yelled in the phone. “We almost had um sex.” “Shamari, what is almost?” “Well, we watched a movie and like always there was a bunch of sexual tension between us, but I ignored it. So, the movie went off and I turned on my iPad and still in love started playing, and we looked at each other and laughed and then I turned and greatest sex started playing.” Jassiel started laughing, “Really?” “Yes, but that’s not the good part, so I realized that it was under her playlist and so I took it off and hit shuffle and sex started playing!” “By chris?” she asked.

“Uh I wish! But no by her and so you know I couldn’t turn girl! Well it got to the middle of the song and she started singing and then to me and then bam! Like that my shirt and bra was off and she was all over me and then her damn phone rang!” I said smacking the counter. “Who was it?” “Jassiel, who you think?” I asked sarcastically. “Damn, not the b****?!” “You know it!” “Girl you should’ve grabbed the phone and said she was busy!” She said laughing. “I should’ve! Matter fact I should’ve moaned out her name really loud!” I said laughing. “But I hadn’t done anything yet love.” My head whipped around and there was Tyra standing in the kitchen posted up against the fridge. “Jassiel, imma call you back.” I said then hung up the phone, “Umm how much of that did you hear?” I asked putting my phone down. “Enough!” She said shrugging. I just got quiet. Tyra laughed, “Don’t get quiet now! But come on let’s just go to bed we can talk about it later.” She said holding her hand out for me to take it. “Okay.” I grabbed her hand and we went upstairs and went to sleep.

Run it

trey too mad about his house! but shoot I would be too..i wander what is this thing forming between jassiel and Jermaine..RUN IT

<strong>Trey</strong>

Man I swear you can never do s*** involving black people. Always wanna be fighting and s***. Luckily from what I saw nothing looked like it was broken. I was serious about the way my house looked cause I let my mom decorate it, and that meant a hell of a lot to me. I had another house in Atlanta but this one here was my baby. I see Jassiel and I motion for her to come here. “Are you kidding me?” I asked her. “What you talking about Trey?” “You gone let Shamari f*** up my house and not even try to stop her?” “I’m sorry Trey but Lex needed that ass whooped.” “Jay you know how I am about my s***. I like for my s*** to be neat.” “I know, I’ll help you.” She said. “Thanks.” Things felt really awkward between us after our little moment upstairs. After hearing what she had said about me kissing her, I kept thinking whether or not it would be easier for us to get back together again. I wasn’t even going to try and have this conversation with her right now.

“Hey you need help?” Tyra asked me, looking uneasy. “Yeah I guess, what’s up with you.” “Nothing man I’m good.” She said. I knew she probably felt bad about the whole situation. As I was cleaning I saw Shamari coming over. “Trey I just want to apologize about throwing down in your house like that, next time we’ll just call animal control.” Out of nowhere Jassiel busted into a whole heap of laughter. “Time out on the jokes man. s*** aint funny right now.” I said. “Trey chill I said I was sorry.” She said back to me. I just didn’t say anything. I was still a little disappointed about the situation. Everybody had left by then and it was just the four of us left cleaning up. “I’ll be right back.” Jassiel said. “Aight.” She went outside and as soon as the door closed I looked out the window to see what she was doing. She was outside talking to that Jermaine. I didn’t know what they were saying to each other but judging by her body language he was saying something she liked.

They got closer and shared a hug and he kissed her on the cheek. They held hands for a second then let go. Now I was confused. She was actually feeling this nigga. I didn’t even let it get to my head. I knew I still had a chance. She was headed back inside so I went back to cleaning. She came in the house and came straight towards me."Trey I have to leave soon. I'm doing my first 12 hour shift tomorrow 7-7 ." She said. "I didnt forget. I'll get you home so you can get enough sleep Nurse Dixon." She smiled and laughed at me. "Thank you Mr. Neverson." She said. I was ecstatic on the inside. Jassiel had no idea how she made me feel. I just couldn't stand seeing her upset all the time her smile was what I loved to see. I was kind of looking forward to the ride down to the 757. I knew I would get some time to talk to her and plus I wanted to figure out the deal with her and Jermaine without being so obvious.

<strong>Tyra</strong>

I had finally caught up with Trey. He was in the process of telling me about what happened with him and Jassiel. I felt for him. I really just wanted him to get things together with her. “Wow bro that’s crazy.” I said. “Yeah man, but what’s up with you and Mari?” “Well me and Shamari-“ I started saying then I got interrupted by an uproar of “Ooo!” Me and Trey start looking around. “What the f*** is going on?” I asked. “They fighting!” someone said. “They what? Who the f*** is fighting in my house?” Trey said. “Wait, where is Shamari and Jassiel at? Matter of fact where the f*** is Lex at?” Me and Trey stopped and looked at each other. “Aw, s***!” We both said at the same time and made our way to the source of the commotion. We get there and all we see is Lex and Mari throwing blows at each other. Then we hear Jassiel cheering Shamari on. I couldn’t even believe this s***. I should have known Lex crazy ass was going to come back looking for Shamari. She had to be the one that started all of this s***.

“What the f*** man? Why all yall niggas just standing around and s***!” Trey said spazzing cause they was f***ing up his house. I jumped in and started pulling Shamari off of Lex. I finally got Shamari off and I pulled her off to the side to talk to her. “Yo what the f*** happened girl?” “That animal that you call a girlfriend, is what the f*** happened! She was poppin off at the mouth like usual and I had to set her straight!” “Okay but that fighting s*** aint cute.” “And neither is Lex, so don’t try to tell me the definition of cute when you don’t even know it yourself.” “Shamari what the f*** man? Whats the deal with you taking shots at Lex for?” “Oh so you defending the b**** now? I guess you really do like her then.” I sighed at her comment. “Yes, I like her, but nothing compares to the way I feel about you.” “Well how do you feel about me Tyra?” I couldn’t believe I just said that to her. Not that I didn’t mean to say that to her, but I wasn’t sure if I could tell her right now not with all the commotion going on about this fight. “I- I -just feel like I –uh…” I was f***ed. I could barely get any words to come out of my mouth. She had gotten annoyed with my speechlessness. “Girl bye. I aint got time for this. Get a leash for ya hoe.” She walked away from me and left me standing there looking dumb.

Next thing I know I feel someone push me. I snapped around fast as hell cause I was ready to swing. It was just Lex. “You go to her rescue but not mine?” She asked. I didn’t know what to say, her appearance had thrown me off. That b**** was hella f***ed. I didn’t think Shamari was the type to be fighting and stuff but she did some damage to Lex. “What?” I said to her. “You heard me! I saw you over here talking to her. Where was you at for me huh?” Again I was speechless. “Oh so you aint got s*** to say to me but you over here talking it up to Shamari. Tyra I can’t believe you would do this to me after everything I did for you. You’re f***ing dead to me.” I watched as she walked away. I honestly didn’t know what to do at this point. I really didn’t want for any of this to happen, and it was all my fault. I had to make two ladies happy at the same time. I have no idea how I can be able to do that. I know the smart thing to do was to just break things off with Lex, but deep inside I knew Lex was crazy as hell. I was somewhat afraid of how she would react if I did do that. I was stuck. I was headed out to leave and I didn’t even know what way to go. I look to my left and see Shamari and I look to my right and see Lex. I didn’t know who’s back to have in the situation, so I just went to go help Trey get his s*** together since this was my fault.

lol Lex Is so stupid she need to get beat up.. her mouth is getting her in trouble! RUN IT

Lex is a dumb ass she bout to beat yo ass lex she aint plyn n u aint even no it lol dats wat u gt for tryn to be tuf lol run it its gtn to good now lol

<em>Shamari’s pov</em>

I broke away from Tyra and took a deep breath. She just smiled, “You good?” No I said in my head. “Yeah I’m fine.” I said smiling and twiddling my thumbs, but I was nowhere near fine, I was horny as hell and I wanted Tyra bad and she knew that. She smirked at me and then whispered in my ear, “I told you I can hold my own, now imagine that lower.” She kissed me right below my ear along my jaw line making me tingle even more, and then walked downstairs. I stood there dazed for a minute and then went down behind Tyra but when I got near the end I could see her and Lex arguing about something, so I did what any other black person would do I listened.

It was kind of hard to hear past all the noise. I tried to get as close as I could without being seen by Lex. From what I heard it sounded like Lex was questioning Tyra's whereabouts. I'm not sure if I heard her correctly but im sure I heard my name being thrown around a couple of times. I continued to listen and then this time I was sure that I heard my name followed by a b****. I felt myself starting to get mad but i decided to let it go. I can admit I was still on a high after what Tyra had did to me and I was not about to blow it over Lex. Before I knew it Lex had left Tyra standing there looking dumb. Tyra looked around trying to follow Lex but her eyes ended up finding their way to me. I smiled at her and she nodded at me and bit her bottom lip and went after Lex. I knew by her gesture that she was about as turned on as I was.

I felt great at that very moment as I watched Tyra's ponytail move through the crowd of people. All of a sudden I had snapped out of my little day dream I was having. I had totally forgotten about Chris. I started wandering trying to find him. "Looking for me?" A voice said from behind my head. I quickly turned around and saw it was Chris. "Yeah, I was looking for you." "Is Tyra okay?" "Yes she's fine. We good, but don't worry about that. How bout me and you talk and try to get to know each other more?" "Yeah, I'm down with that." Chris said. He took my hand and guided me. I was so excited that I was hanging with Chris,and everyone that knows me knows that I love this man, but all I could think about was Tyra. It seemed like Tyra had stole my heart. I wanted Tyra but more than just a sexual way. I wanted her to be mine. I think its safe to say that I was falling in love with her.

No sooner than I could get a moment to talk to Chris, I see Jassiel walking really fast headed towards the stairs. She looked mad and I knew it had to be something about Trey. I stopped her in her tracks before she could go any further. "b**** what's wrong with you?" I asked her. "I was just looking for you, girl let me tell you what the hell just happened to me. I just had a little run in with your little friend Lex. b**** is trippin, okay. I said Tyra's name one time out my mouth and here she comes out of nowhere tryna get all in my convo and then had the nerve to call me a b****. Jermaine broke it up though cause s*** was bout to go down." "What the f***!? I saw her dumb ass fussing at Tyra and yeah I heard my name being said but I stayed my ass out of that bulls***- speak of the devil, that b**** is on her way over here." I said rolling my eyes. This is definitely not what I had planned. "f***, that b**** is crazy as hell, well I guess it's time to turn up. I been drinking all night I'm ready for some s*** to pop off." I said pulling my hair up.

<em>Lex</em>

I was f***ing over this bulls***. It was bout to end tonight. I'm not sure who the hell this Shamari girl was, but she had it for my girlfriend and I do not play that s***. I was beyond mad at this point. Nobody was going to come between me and Tyra, and I meant that. I had left Tyra a while ago. I had said all I needed to say to her. Tyra always thinks that she can sweet talk me into believing anything that she says, but I don't be falling for that s***. If anything I had her ass on lock. I know exactly what to say to her to get her to do whatever the hell I wanted her to do. She may think that she's running the relationship but she doesn't even realize how much control I have over her. "That b****." I said to myself . I had seen Shamari and her friend talking. They had to be talking about me. I felt my anger starting to take over next thing I know, I go into tunnel vision.

All I'm focused on is Shamari and her friend, nothing else mattered at that point. I instantly head over there to see what the f*** was up. "What's up b****es I know y'all over here running your f***ing mouths and s*** about me." "How about you stop being a f***ing creep and chill. Why you getting worked up over some petty s***." Shamari said. "Oh okay, I'm getting worked up over some petty s*** but you was the one giving me an attitude for no reason. Oh yeah and what was that thing you said to me earlier? Something about shutting up my mouth for me? If that's how you feeling make a move b**** cause I'm ready!" “Oh wow, okay b**** I got you” She said as she was taking off all of her accessories. I honestly didn’t think this girl had it in her to try and get buck with me. I thought she was gonna be a b**** and back out, but this b**** was serious, and so was I. “Lets go b****!” She said and I made the first swing. “f***!” I said to myself. She ducked and I missed her ass.

Run it its about to go down

daaaamn they finna get caught!

<strong>Trey’s pov</strong>

Jassiel broke away from the kiss and just stared at me. I didn’t know what she was thinking and it was killing me. “Umm, I’m sorry I shouldn’t have done that.” I said apologizing to her. “No, it’s um, I don’t know Trey, I’m so confused.” She said shaking her head. That was the last I wanted to do was confuse her. “You know what’s crazy?” she asked me. “What?” “A part of me wanted you to kiss me.” She admitted honestly. I was smiling hard as hell on the inside but on the outside I kept a serious face. “You wanna smile so go ahead.” She said cutting her eyes at me and smirking. I just smiled, “So where are we exactly Jay?” “Idk trey, but I know I just don’t wanna go through another heartbreak.”

Everytime she says that word I cringe a little. “Jassiel , trust me when I say it kills me inside to know how bad I hurt you, but trust when I say I’ve changed. I love you!” I said as tears started to form in my eyes. “We’re made to be together, no pun intended, but what’s crazy is I wrote that song for you , about us baby, you were and still are my everything.” I said as tears started running down my cheeks. I saw the tears starting to form in her eyes, “Trey I get that you’re sorry, but that just isn’t gonna be enough anymore.” “Jassiel, please.” I never was a man to beg because of my pride but I loved this girl and she had to know it. She shook her head, “I’m sorry, I just can’t.” She kissed my cheek and left me sitting on the bed with tears burning my cheeks.

<em>Jassiel’s pov</em>

I went to the bathroom to fix my face up. I was so confused and I hated it. I so badly wanted to be with Trey, but I just couldn’t survive anymore heartache. A part of me always knew that he had written that about us, but another half was hoping it wasn’t. My head along with my heart was all over the place and I just needed something to calm me down. I fixed my make-up and went downstairs to get a drink. “There you are beautiful, I thought I was gonna have to come looking for you!” J said walking up to me. I smiled. “Haha, no need, I’m right here.” “So what was that about?” “What?” I said taking a sip. “The whole Trey needing to talk to you thing.” “Oh, nothing he just needed my opinion about something.” I shrugged and looked over at Trey who was coming down the steps.

“So are you going to the show next week?” “Of course, Shamari would kill me if we didn’t!” I laughed. “She like Trey like that?” “Oh no, that’s not why we’re going, Shamari is in love with Tyra!” I said a little louder than expected because I saw Lex’s head whip around. “Oh s***!” I said under my breath. I watched her prance her ugly ass up to me. “Um hi, what did you just say about Tyra?” I smiled and took another sip of my drink, “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” “Oh you know exactly what I’m talking about b****!” I think my expression must’ve hinted to J that s*** was about to get real, because before I could respond he did. “Okay, I think it’s time for you to go Lex, I was the one talking about Tyra, not Jay.” He said stepping between us. “Yeah yeah, whatever both of y’all keep her name out ya mouths!” She flipped her hair and started to walk away then paused, “Wait a minute, where the f*** is she?” I panicked a little bit knowing that Tyra was upstairs swapping spit with my best friend. I saw Lex look around a bit then at the stairs, and started headed towards them. Oh s*** was all I could say to myself.

trey just wants his boo back! but dang he really did do her wrong and she is still hurt by that so he cant just expect her to just jump right back in and give him another chance like that..hopefully trey can stick to the boundaries of FRIENDSHIP!.

trey just wants his boo back! but dang he really did do her wrong and she is still hurt by that so he cant just expect her to just jump right back in and give him another chance like that..hopefully trey can stick to the boundaries of FRIENDSHIP!.

Run it

<strong>Tyra's pov</strong>

“So when were you going to tell me that you were here with Lex?” Shamari asked. “Look, I’m the one that’s supposed to be doing all the talking. That’s why I bought you up here.” I said to her. “Ok I get that but let me get this off my chest, answer my question.” “Honestly, I was so busy that I wasn’t even thinking.” I said. “And clearly you wasn’t thinking when you made Lex yo girlfriend either. She dumb as f*** and she’s ugly and she looks old as hell! I know I look way better than her.” I definitely was not prepared for Shamari to say that s*** bout Lex. That s*** kind of pissed me off so I went back at her.”You got a lot of nerve to be talking about Lex but you over there booed up with f***ing <a href=https://i.chzbgr.com/maxW500/6824247296/h462ED5AB/>Dennis Rodman</a>, I mean Chris Brown.” I said firing shots back at her.

Her mouth dropped when I said that. “You are such a jealous b****!” She said to me. “Yeah I am, and I make it known, but you know what you are? You a jealous b**** and a f***ing hoe. You gon f*** Chris too?” I could tell I pissed her off real bad when I said that. “You know what Tyra? I don’t know why you tryna make me sound like a hoe for. And why are you mad you know that he can and why are you so worried about ryan? What you scared that I’mma forget about yo ass? Or is it you just acting insecure cause you see me with dudes and you know they have something you don’t.” “What the f*** I need to worry about what another nigga got? I aint worried about that s***. I told yo ass I know how to hold my own. I’m surprised yo hoe ass aint tried to f*** me yet.”

“Tyra f*** you and that old ass looking b**** you call your girlfriend.” She starts walking out the room but then pauses and turns around. “Oh and how am I the hoe, when everytime your ass come here, you laid up with me? That’s what I thought.” I started to say something but what could I? She was right. “Shamari, wait!” I knew I couldn’t be mad at her. She was just like me. I just looked at her. “What Tyra?” “Come here Mari.” I said reaching for her hand and giving her a grin. “Why do you make me feel this way?” I asked her. “What way?” “I just feel so stuck on you girl.”
She started blushing and I could see her cute dimples. “I don’t know, but I feel the same way about you too.” I smiled at her.

“I know you was trying to make me jealous down there by the way and it worked, but you better not try and pull that s*** again.” I said. “Or what?” She asked with a little attitude. She was so feisty sometimes, but I thought it was so cute. “You’ll find out.” I replied back. “Don’t play with me Ty. Oh and you need to control yo girl, get her in line.” She said. I just laughed at her and pulled her close to me. We stared at each other for a minute until she broke eye contact. “So are we done talking?” “Yeah I guess so, but when you get back downstairs, just know I’mma be watching yout.” I told her. “Haha, likewise.” She said as we walked out the room. She was headed towards the stairs when I grabbed her and started tonguing her down.

<strong>Trey’s pov</strong>

“So what’s up Trey?” Jassiel asked me looking out the window. “Jassiel, I can’t even begin to explain why I feel this way, but I love you, and I can’t stop thinking about you, I dream about you constantly, I found myself writing songs about you but it’s pointless because I know there is no getting you back.” I shook my head. “Trey, I don’t think you understand the pain, and hurt I felt when you left me! And then the baby, I said I would’ve never get rid of a child, but I also said I would never raise a child that didn’t have a father either. I forgave you so many times and took you back all you did was make me look like an ass” I saw the tears forming in Jassiel’s eyes and I couldn’t help it.

“Jassiel please stop crying. I just wasn’t ready for all of that at that point in my life. I mean I was but then I started experiencing what the fame felt like then girls started throwing themselves at me and I just felt like I wanted that more.” After confessing that out loud I think for the first time I realized truly how f***ed up I was. For choosing fame over her and our seed. “Stop doing this to me Trey. I honestly don’t think my heart can handle going through this anymore.” She said through tears. “Handle what?” “I am just emotionally drained right now because of you. You keep on throwing your feelings at me and confusing me and I don’t feel that I am capable of giving myself to you.” I felt like I didn’t know what to do.

I want so badly for her to just take me back again. I wasn’t going to give up on trying to get things right with her and I didn’t want her to give up on me. “I know you are, and I believe everything you saying to me, but I just want us together again. I really feel like you are the one I’m supposed to be with. Everyone feels that way. Everyone wants to see us pick up the pieces and get it right. A lot of people-“ “I don’t give a f*** about what everybody else wants! That’s easy for them to all say that because all they did was watch our relationship from the outside looking in. They wasn’t in it with us. Nobody will ever understand the emotional toll that all that s*** has taken on me, and how it has damaged our relationship. I really just want for you to stop getting in my head.

It’s not fair that I can’t do what I want to do and have fun cause I always have to consider how you feel. That’s so f***ing selfish the only person you have to blame is yourself.” I could tell she was trying to stop the tears from falling out of her eye but they just kept coming. “I know I blew my chances with you way too many times before. But you have no idea what it feels like when I see you with another guy. I just get upset cause I just feel like you still my girl.” “But I’m not! And that’s what you can’t get through your head! You know what I’m done with this conversation Trey, and I’m done with you!” She said wiping her eyes and heading for the door. I don’t know what came over me but I grabbed her and kissed her.

oh lord!! DRAMA!

<strong>Tyra’s pov</strong>

“ I don’t know who the f*** that b**** thinks she is but I’m gonna-“ “Lex shut the f*** up. If you would have listened to me none of this would have happened. I told you she was not Lauren London.” Her neck snapped around and looked at me. “Well you seem to know a lot about her and you sure do have a lot of your attention focused on her. Why is that? What does fake Lauren London have that I don’t have?” “Lex I know you still aint mad bout the Lauren London thing?” I asked her. “No Tyra I don’t really care about that now. I’m a little concerned about the way you was acting back there. Why you being so jittery for? You scared? You f***ing that b****?” I was at a loss for words. “Why would you automatically assume something like that? No im not f***ing her.” I seriously didn’t have time for this mess that Lex was talking about. I really wished she would just chill. “Lex lets not do this right now. I’m sorry if I offended you in any way, and I’m sorry that I have not been giving you the attention that you deserve. Let’s just go back to where we were and talk ok?” I said putting my arm around her. “Whatever Tyra I don’t believe s*** you have to say to me. You lucky I been drinking my ass off and I gotta use the bathroom right now.” She left and didn’t even look back at me. Shamari thinks she so funny too. The whole time me and Lex was talking all I see is her flirting with Chris, looking directly at me. I really didn’t want to do this at my bros party, but this girl was tripping and she needed an intervention.

I made sure Lex didn’t look back and then I walked up to Chris and Shamari. “Hey, What’s up Tyra?” Chris said dapping me up. “Nothing, I just came over to ask if I could speak to Shamari for a minute?” I looked over at Shamari and I saw her eyes piercing into me. “Sure as long as she don’t mind.” He said shrugging, “Just remember to bring this beauty back to me.” “Uh yeah, sure whatever.” I said while he was walking away. I looked back at Shamari and she just shook her head and walked off, and I walked down behind her following her closely. "Shamari!" I called her but she kept walking. "Shamari,stop being a b****!" She stop dead in her tracks and turned around slowly, "What did you just call me?" she said crossing her arms. "I didn't call you anything, I said stop acting like a b****," I said walking up to her and uncrossing her arms, "Now if you would please stop being mad for like 5 minutes so we can talk I would greatly appreciate it." I said smiling that smile I knew she couldn't resist. She tried to keep mean-mugging me but it failed because she started laughing and shaking her head. "Uggh,you make me sick Tyra! but fine I give, what's up?" "Not here, come on let's go upstairs." I said grabbing her hand and taking her upstairs.

<strong>Trey’s pov</strong>

I was walking around enjoying the party when I saw Jassiel and my homeboy J getting a little too close. At first I was gon let it slide, but the jealous part of me took over. I calmly walked up to them. “What’s good Trey?” J said dapping me up. “Sup, look I need to borrow Jassiel for a minute.” I said a little sternly. “For what?” She asked. “It’s something important.” “Well, I’m sure it can wait until after I finish my conversation with J.” “Oh naw, it’s cool we can finish this up later gorgeous.” He said stroking and her chin and then smiling before walking away. “Crooked tooth b****” I said to myself. I looked back over at Jay and I could tell she was pissed. “What?” I asked innocently. “The f*** you mean what? Trey we are not together, you can’t be getting all jealous and s***, when I’m talking to other people!” “Yeah, but J is my homeboy and he-“ “And he nothing! You were jealous, so just admit it!” She said cutting me off and kind of yelling. I sighed, “Okay, maybe I was a little jealous, but-“ “Ain’t no buts trey!” she said then walked off.

I started not to follow her but I had to tell her how I felt, and I know maybe now during the party wasn’t the time but it had to happen. I caught up with her grabbing her arm, “Jassiel wait!” “What Trey?!” she said removing her arm from my grip. “Can we please talk?” “About?” “You know what about.” She sighed, “You really wanna do this now? I mean there is a party going on.” “I know, and it’ll still be going on when we get back.” I said grabbing her hand. She looked around for a second, sighed, and finally shook her head yes. I smiled then led her upstairs to my room so we could talk.