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Chapter 1: There's a New Beginning...

"So that's it. You're leaving me."

Those were the words my boyfriend, Jerome, uttered to me with a pained look on his face. I stared back him distraught and heartbroken unsure of what I should do or what I should say next. My world was shattering by the second.

"Jerome..." I said lowly.

"No, I get it. It's your dream. Who am I to stop you?" he said.

I didn't say anything. Just continued to stare at the man that brought me so much joy over the year and listened to what he had to say.

"I don't want to hold you back. You've been talking about this from the moment I met you. I knew it was coming."

"Bae,just come with me. We can go to LA together and have everything we ever wanted just over there instead of here in North Carolina."

"LA isn't in my dream anymore. It's yours."

"So that's it?"

"Yeah...I'm not gonna sit around, watch you get sucked into that world, only to leave me behind. I'm saving you...us...the trouble now." He said as he walked closer to me and placed both of his hands on my face. "Promise me, that when you get out there you kill it. You show them everything you got...no holding back."

I stared into his eyes and nodded my head. He began to lean down towards me and kissed my lips passionately. I began to cry because I knew this was our goodbye. He rested his forehead against mine and I whispered, "I promise," with my eyes still closed.

He sighed, acknowledging that he heard me and headed for the door. He looked at me one last time and disappeared behind it and out of my life. It felt like my legs were going to give out on me but I had to be strong. I slowly walked over to the coffee table in my apartment and picked up the letter.

To: Y/N
From: Dance LA,

Congratulations! You have been selected to be a part of our summer intensive dance program at Dance LA. We are looking forward to working with you. Please be sure to register for your classes in the coming week so that you are ready for your first day on August 13th. If you need any housing assistance, please sure to contact our offices. Once again, congratulations and see you soon.

All my life, I worked hard for this. For that acceptance letter and I got it. I might've lost the love of my life but I was gaining a new life. In the end all I wanted to do - was dance!

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Chapter 29: TOUR LIFE!!!

My alarm went off at 4am...today was the day...my life as a background dancer was about to begin. I looked up to see Chris sleeping peacefully and giggled at him. I gave him a peck on the cheek and slowly got out of bed. I took my bag with me into the bathroom and started getting ready for my flight. I was meeting Nicki and the rest of the dancers at the airport. After I finished showering and getting myself together, I put <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/going_to_leave_justin_at/set?id=86365387">this outfit</a> on. After I finished doing my hair, I saw that it was 5:15...I had to be at the airport by 600. I walked into the room to wake Chris.

I leaned down and gave him a peck on the lips. He stirred.

"What time is it?" he asked in his raspy voice.

"5:15...have to be there by 6."

He nodded sitting up rubbing his eyes to get ready.

I put the rest of my things back in my bag and took them downstairs.

I walked into the kitchen to grab something to eat when I bumped into Hood.

"You look good boo," he said smiling.

I laughed, "Thanks Hood."

"So when you gonna leave light bright and get with me?"

I shook my head. "Not today, I have a flight to catch."

"Hood, leave my girl alone," <a href=http://yazmar.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/brownhouse10.jpg">Chris</a> said walking into the kitchen.

"Man you always tryna block my game."

"You cant spit game when she aint interested nigga now back up."

"When you ready for a real man, I'll be there," he said looking at me while walking out the kitchen.

"You ready?" Chris said.

I nodded my head and grabbed my purse as we headed to LAX.

"So what's on your agenda for the month?"

"Gonna finish the album and start helping my artists with theirs. Considering taking a break for real just to get my head right."

I nodded my head. "Do whatever it is you need to heal yourself. Remember your happiness comes first dont push that to the side."

He grabbed my hand and squeezed it. "So you excited about your first tour?"

"Yes," I said excited. "But nervous as s***! I hope I dont mess up."

"You got this babe," he reassured me. "Just kill it like you did on set with me."

I nodded my head. "You gonna be at the last show? You know LA is the last stop."

"Wouldn't miss it," he said kissing my hand still focused on the road.

We sat in silence listening to the radio and Special Delivery by Bridget Kelly came on. I started humming the song.

"So when we gon do a duet?"

I laughed, "What?"

"For real. You sound good. We can do a cover for fun."

I shrugged. "Just wasn't something I considered but I guess we can do that when I get back."

As I said that, Chris pulled up to LAX. We got out the car and he got my bags. He walked with me inside and spotted <a href="http://cdn.static.telepixtv.com/photos/essencegallery2/system/images/gallery/001/098/243/full/nicki_minaj_nyc_rain.jpg">Nicki</a>.

"Hey sis," he said hugging her after we approached her.

"Hey Chris" she said hugging him back and came over to hug me. "I'm sooo happy that you are here girlie. It's gonna be fun. I sent the crew ahead. You ready?"

"Yeah," I said grabbing my luggage from Chris's hands.

"Alright lets go," she said as her bodyguards started leading the way to her private jet.

I turned around, "Alright babe, I will see you later."

He nodded, "Make sure you call me when you touch down."

"I will,"

He leaned down and kissed me. "Remember to kill it."

I smiled and nodded.

"COME ON LOVER GIRL WE GOTTA GO!" Nicki yelled at me.

I stole another kiss and walked off with Nicki. We checked in and I looked over to see Chris still standing there making sure I was ok. I waved and disappeared with Nicki and her bodyguard ready to embark on a new journey.

We got to her plane and the workers took our bags as we boarded the plane.

"How you feeling," Nicki asked me.

"I'm nervous of course but super excited about this."

"You'll be alright, just move the way you did on Chris's set and you'll be good."

I nodded. I went through my purse looking for my ipod when I heard someone call my name.

"Y/N,"

I looked up and saw <a href="http://guestofaguest.com/wp-content/uploads/wppa/Adrienne_Bailon9.jpg">her</a>.

"OMG Abby!!!" I said getting up to hug her. "I didn't know you dance for Nicki too."

She nodded. "Yeah girl, she chose me to join the tour not too long after the video as well."

"Well Im glad she did...gives me someone else to talk to."

"Same,"

The flight attendant approached us. "Ladies can you please take your seats we are ready to take off."

We nodded and sat down in our seats. Soon we took off to our first destination, Atlanta..and I put on my ipod and went to sleep.

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Chapter 28: That Deep,

It was minutes to 11 when we got to Chris's house. He finally decided to leave after I threw up 4x on the teacups...Jerk smh. I laid down on the couch as he dropped my bags in his room and came back with a ginger ale in hand.

"Here," he said handing me the cup.

I grabbed the cup while sitting myself up and slowly drank it. He sat down next to me and starred at me.

I looked over at him and made a silly face. He laughed.

"I'm sorry babe," he started as he put his arm around me. "I didn't mean it."

I gave him a blank stare.

"You made me throw up 4x Chris. I can understand 2 but 4...you were out to get my ass."

He laughed and nodded his head. "I was."

I hit him playfully and sat my cup on the table and laid back down with my head in his lap. He grabbed the remote and instantly put the channel on Nickelodeon for us to watch Spongebob..our favorite show.

As we watched the show, he was rubbing my hair. I looked at him and he was in deep thought.

"What's on your mind," I asked still looking up at him.

He looked down at me and pecked my lips. "Just sucks that you leave in a matter of hours...I feel some type of way."

"Bad or good?" I said focusing back on the screen.

He shrugged his shoulders. "I dont know...just a feeling..maybe I should go with you."

I laughed, "Chris you need to finish your album. We will be fine," I said trying to convince myself as well.

"What are you afraid of," I asked.

He stopped rubbing his hands through my hair and gave me a confused look. I sat up looking at him.

"What are you afraid of," I repeated myself.

"Failure...Not with us...but with music, my career...I feel like everyone is out to make me this bad guy and I'm not. I understand I do some stupid stuff with my friends but we are young adults trying to figure out life. I feel like sometimes they forget that."

I grabbed his right hand and gave it a kiss. "They do forget that Chris. You're human like the rest of us and going to make mistakes. But what you must do is learn from your mistakes and move on. Some you have learned from and some you haven't. They're gonna talk regardless...you just have to tune em out."

"It gets hard though," he said with frustration in his voice as he stood up from the couch holding his head. "It gets hard to go outside and pretend like the things they don't say hurt me. IT f***ING HURTS Y/N."

He was finally beginning to open up standing there looking at me.

"Sometimes, I wish I never signed my deal." he huffed sitting back down; my eyes never left him. "Sometimes I wish I can go back to the life I had in VA. It was a struggle but it would've been better than this."

"But what's done is done," I said. "You have to deal with what's now and make a better tomorrow. You can do it. Don't count yourself out. You can do it. I believe in you."

He looked at me and saw how sincere I was and leaned over to give me a passionate kiss. He broke it and stared at me lovingly.

"It feels good to hear someone cares."

"There's many more just check Twitter."

He logged on and saw all the love from his fans coming in. It was making him feel better. I saw how happy it was making him. He began following some and favoriting others.

I got up and went to wash my cup out and get ready for bed it was getting late. I showered and got my clothes on and was getting into bed when he came into the room. He didn't say anytihng just went to shower and get his clothes on. He came back into the room and got into bed with me after turning off the lights.

He pulled me close to him.

"Thank you," he mumbled into my neck.

"For what?"

"Being the light when I need it and showing me others do care. I just stopped looking and reading into the bad."

I turned over to face him.

"Not everyone is out to get you Chris. Remember that. Focus on those that continue to love and support you. The others will soon fade to the background."

He nodded, "I will...starting with you."

I laughed and gave him a sweet kiss. "It's late. I need a bit of rest," I said snuggling into his chest. He pulled me tight almost like he didn't want to let go and fell asleep.

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Chapter 28: Outing Pt. 2,

Chris and I ended up doing some shopping, well mostly him than me. Boy had the whole back of the car filled with stuff and they say girls are bad. We were at the fair now sitting down enjoying some pizza and funnel cakes.

I was laughing, "are you for real? You punched your cousin in the mouth."

He was telling about the night he got scared when he was sleeping over his cousin's house.

"Yeah," he said swallowing his pizza. "That nigga play too much. He deserved that s***."

I shook my head, "No you just a scaredy cat."

He waved me off.

"Girl miss me with that mess."

I laughed. As I was taking another bite of my funnel cake a couple of fans recognized him and asked for pictures and autographs. He did so with a smile.

"Sorry about that," he said sitting down.

I smiled, "It's cool."

"So Spinning tops next?" He asked finishing his pizza.

I gave him the stank face. "Not after eating all this s***." I looked around. "Let's go on the ferris wheel."

"Naw man! Spinning tops."

As we continued arguing, <a href="http://www.x17online.com/images/photo-sets/conv/KarruecheTran102612_X17/KarruecheTran102612_06-full.jpg">she</a> walked up.

"Chris," she said, "I thought that was you. How you been you haven't been returning my calls?"

She said sitting down touching his hand like I wasn't sitting there. I was about to handle the situation but decided to see how he would.

He moved his hand (good sign) and cleared his throat.

"Sup Kae and you know just busy."

"Too busy cuz of work or just too busy cuz of something else." she said looking in my direction.

"I mean however you wanna take it..just been busy."

"Well I hope you aren't too busy to call me back. I want to talk about the line. Someone is interested in launching it."

I stared at her as she stared at me sizing me up trying to figure out what he saw in me that he dropped her the way he did.

"I'll call you."

She nodded as she got up. "Oh, I'm Kae by the way," she said holding her hand out for me to shake. I wanted nothing more than to punch in the face for being so damn disrespectful but just left it alone.

"Y/N"

"Yeah Chris's new play thing...Call me later Chris."

As soon as I was about to say something she turned and walked off. Who the f*** this b**** think she is calling me his play thing. Chris saw my face and sat next to me on the bench.

"Ignore her babe. She's trying to get to you like Rihanna."

"Yeah well she almost got her ass whooped."

He smiled pecking me on the lips.

"Ewwwww," I said wiping the grease off my cheek. "You're sooo nasty."

He laughed. "Sharing is caring and since I care about you I thought I'd share."

We stood up from the bench and went to throw away our trash.

"Well next time please ask before you share."

"Naw takes the fun out of things," he said quickly grabbing my hand and running in the direction of the spinning tops.

"No Chris, we're gonna get sick"

"That's the beauty of it," he said stopping in his tracks to admire me.

I stared back at him smiling when I felt a pair of eyes on me. I looked over and saw Kae and her crew staring at us. I decided to put on a show. I got on my tippy toes to kiss Chris. We gave me a sweet kiss as I stuck up my middle finger at her. When we were done I gave him a quick peck and saw a pissed off Karrueche.

I laughed to myself, play thing my ass.

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Sorry it's so short but I gots ta finish packing. More to come. I might end this story though because something else came to mind and I am feeling kinda stuck....we will see.

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f***ing papz man.... -_-
Hate those guys they are heartless AF
Why would they ask a question like that?
I hope it doesn't ruin their day

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Sorry for the delay guys...working nights this week and it's been draining especially since Im still not 100% healthy :(. Anyway wanted to get this add to you before my shift tonight...Enjoy :)

Chapter 27: Outing pt. 1

Y/N:

My sleep was disturbed by my phone vibrating near my head. I wanted to chuck the thing at the wall but quickly grabbed it to see who was waking me up.

<em>Hey babe...hope you aren't still sleeping...coming to grab you at 9 to start our day together.</em>

I smiled to myself and looked at the time...it was 830...

"s***!" I said under my breath wide awake now trying not to wake up the girls.

I quickly got up and grabbed my stuff quietly and headed for the door.

"Why you leaving so early," I heard Eden ask groggily.

"Chris will be here soon for our outing,"

She nodded and got up to see me to the door. I opened the door and hugged her.

"Tell them Im sorry for bailing,"

"Will do...Be careful and kill it on tour."

I smiled. Everyone's positive comments were what I needed to prepare for this journey.

"Thanks love," I said as I practically ran to my apartment to get ready before Chris got there.

I ran up the stairs to the 5th floor (Eden lived on the second) and ran to my door. I hurried to open the door and once it was open, I quickly got inside, dropped everything on the floor letting the door close behind me and ran into the shower.

No matter how hard I try, I was in the shower for 15 minutes and had 10 minutes left to get ready before Chris was here. I put my ipod on the dock to listen to some music to help me move along and started blasting <a href="http://youtu.be/erupLYiR4h8">Ciara's Overdose</a>.

I danced in front of my closet singing along to the lyrics,

<em>I took your love, think I took too much
Somebody call the doctor
Somebody call the doctor doctor (doctor)
Before I overdose</em>

As I laid out an outfit, I felt a pair of arms wrap around me.

"Nice moves and glad to know I got you sprung,"

I damn near jumped out of skin ready to scream when I realized it was Chris and saw <a href="http://cdn.popdust.com//wp-content/uploads/2012/09/Chris-Brown-Tattoo-03.jpg">him</a> laughing at me. I hit him in the arm.

"That wasn't funny," I said walking to turn down the music.

He stopped laughing. "I'm sorry boo. But you really need to stop leaving the door open when you're in a rush," he said as he threw the keys to my apartment on the bed. This is the third time I've done that this month.

I sucked my teeth at him embarrassed about the situation. "Anyway, what's the dress like for today?" I asked as I went back to my closet.

"Right now," he said sitting on my bed, "something chill but later get dolled up."

I nodded my head and began looking for an outfit for tonight and decided to change my outfit from the one I laid out. It was going to be nice day in LA so I decided to put <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=94867628">this on</a>.

I stepped out of my closet and Chris looked up at me from his phone. He glanced up fast again and got up from the bed.

"Awwww s*** you look cute boo."

"Thanks babe,"

"I like those shorts," he said admiring Bart Simpson and how my legs looked in it. "But where's the rest of it?" He asked as I stood in front of the mirror in my bathroom fixing my hair and putting on a bit of makeup.

I laughed, "What you mean?" I said as I walked out of the bathroom to put my clothes to change into later in my Pink duffle bag.

"You showing a little too much skin...I aint tryna fight dudes off you all day."

"Boy please, ain't nobody worried about me." I shook my head as I zipped up the bag.

"Are you all pack for the trip?" he asked as I walked into my bathroom to make sure I had everything I needed.

"Yeah, finished the other day."

"Well then stay at my place with me tonight and I'll take you to the airport tomorrow morning."

"Nicki already has the car service coming to get me from here," I said walking back into the room.

"So? Tell her to cancel it. I want to take you." He said sternly and looking at me with pleading eyes. I couldn't say no to that face.

"Ok, I will call her,"

He smiled giving me a quick peck and sat back down on the bed.

I finished looking around my room to make sure I had everything before grabbed my luggage from my closet and grabbing my duffle bag. I turned off the music and grabbed my ipod from the dock and put it in my purse. Chris stood up from the bed and took my luggage and headed for the door with me right behind him.

"You good?" he said.

I nodded as we made our way to the door. I grabbed the tickets for my flight from the kitchen counter and made my way to the door where Chris was patiently waiting. We made our way out of the door and on our way for our outing together. We got to his car and he put my things in the back then walked around to get in the driver's side.

I buckled up as he did and he started up the car and we were on our way. "Where we going?"

"Do some shopping and to the fair,"

I remember telling him a couple of weeks ago I wanted to go the fair when it came. I thought he forgot because today was the last day.

"Awwww babe for real?"

"Yeah," he said smiling but keeping his eyes on the road.

"How's the album coming along?"

"It's good it's done for the most part...when you get back you have to come back to the studio. Tyga has been asking about you."

I laughed, "How's my boo doing?"

Chris gave me the stank face...He hated when I called his friend's my boo. It was jealousy. It was cute. "He's good. Working on his material."

I nodded when we arrived in Beverly Hills to do some shopping. Chris parked the car and got out. He came over to my side and opened the door and held my hand to help me out.

It wasn't even 10 minutes before Paparazzi was swarmed around us asking questions.

"Chris, Chris, is this it? Are you officially done with Rihanna and Karrueche?"

"Does he hit you?"

"What's your name sweetie? We like your outfit."

We finally walked into Ralph Lauren so Chris could do some shopping. I looked around not really interested. I was too caught up in one of the guys asking if Chris put his hands on me. It was bad what he did but the fact that people continue to crucify him for it was unbelievable but then to ask a question like that was disgusting.

"Hey which one you like," he said holding up two shirts. I pointed to the one in his right hand.

He put the shirts down and pulled me into a hug sensing my mood change. "Im sorry,"

"I just don't understand why he or anyone would ask that?"

"Some people are heartless. Just have to ignore it. it's easier said than done but don't worry about it."

I nodded my head falling into his embrace. He kissed my temple and picked up the shirt I pointed out a bit earlier and went back to shopping.

I pulled out my phone when I saw the papz still outside waiting for us to leave. Low lives I thought.

"You ready," Chris said breaking me from my thoughts. I smiled as we headed for the door. Chris grabbed my hand and held on tightly as he led us through the guys with their questions and flashing cameras. He walked back to the car.

"I thought you wanted to shop," I asked as he got into the car.

"Yeah, but we can go somewhere else or just head to the fair now. I don't want to deal with all the bs today."

"We can go somewhere else. I saw a pair of shoes I want to get."

He nodded his head as he carefully moved out of the parking spot to drive to another shopping center.

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Wow.....that's the exact age that happened in real life.....are you sure I don't know you?? Lol, I kid. Kayla you's sprung and that's the truth!! You know you're sprung. Kendrick must've d***ed you down good! Awwww I miss yout too David boo!!! Imma need for the girls to shut up and let this b**** get laid! I'm with Kayla.....and Eden. In the end I just want a sex scene. A good one....KMSL.
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Love these girls together
their all funny ass characters
i agree with the other girls though its to soon for them to be doing the nasty.
But my motto is "you can't put a time limit on sex, when it happens it happens"
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Thanks for the love guys...sorry for the delay...I was sick over the weekend...still under the weather but here's a new add for ya just for being patient.

Chapter 26: GNI (Girls Night In),

<a href="http://img.poptower.com/pic-97482/taylour-paige.jpg?d=1024">Eden</a>, <a href="http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/img-thing?.out=jpg&size=l&tid=53366401">Rissa, <a href="http://cdn.madamenoire.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/pretty-woman-hair.png">Kayla</a>, <a href="http://ia.media-imdb.com/images/M/MV5BOTAyNzkxMjUyOF5BMl5BanBnXkFtZTcwNjg0MTU0NA@@._V1._SX640_SY427_.jpg">Autumn</a>, and I were all over Eden's place having a sleep over. It was our last night together. I was heading on tour in 2 days and Chris wanted to spend my last day with me.

We were sitting around watching Clueless playing games.

"I was 15 when a guy ate me out," said Autumn answering Kayla's question.

"Same," said Eden.

"I was 16," Rissa said. Kayla nodded.

Everyone looked at me. "It was a couple of months ago for me with Jerome."

"Giiiiirrrrllllllaaaaa, we need you to experience life," said Rissa.

"Right like you Ms. Goody Too Shoes and s***," said Autumn.

"Im just particular that's all," I responded.

"Well, I say there's nothing wrong with it," said Eden.

"Thanks E."

"Yeah, I mean if you wanna be inexperience all your life, then you know that's your prerogative."

The girls laughed as I hit Eden with a pillow in the face.

"ANYWAY," I said, "How was tour Autumn? I feel like you barely told us anything."

"It was good. Tiring which is why I barely got to talk to you guys. Kinda glad to be on a break but now after this showcase who knows what other jobs may come through," she said.

"Anything I should know?"

"Just watch your back...all the dancers aren't cool."

I took her words in.

"How's our boo David," said Rissa.

"Yeah, he like went on tour and we never heard from him," said Eden.

Autumn smiled brightly. "He's great loving it. Said he should be coming back soon and says how much he misses us especially Rissa's crazy ass."

"Oh he aint seen crazy yet," I interjected looking at Kayla who was too busy to respond because she was texting Kenderick. At least that's what I thought because she flicked me off.

"You guys still ok?"

"We are exclusive...taking it a step at a time because he's far away."

"But what happened to Mario's fine ass?" said Kayla locking and putting her phone down.

"I told him we could be friends. I really like David and want things to work. Before, I would've played both of them and wouldn't care. But David's different. I owe it to him to be faithful."

"Hmmmmm sounds like someone got the d*** before he left out,"said Rissa.

Autumn blushed not saying anything.

We all squealed and started asking her a 1000 and one questions.

"I am not going to talk about that," she said. "But what about you Ms. Rissa? What's up with Bow?"

"Him and his dwindling career ass...he gets me on my nerves."

We laughed.

"What happened now?" said Eden coming from the kitchen with a bowl of popcorn for us.

"He just pissed me off. Says I've been too busy for him when I made it clear that my work comes first. I WILL NOT stop my dreams for no man...especially if there aint a ring on my finger," she said holding up her left hand pointing to her ring finger.

"Relationships are give and take you have to compromise," said Kayla.

"Oooop, that was the first time I heard Kayla say something and not be a smart ass," said E.

Kayla threw popcorn in her face.

"But she's right," I said, "if you like him enough you gotta make it work."

"Yeah I know. I just want this tour Sam is promising to come through. I need more on my resume to get more gigs you know."

We nodded understanding. Being in this program was great and all but it was still stressful. We were 4 girls out of thousands who move to Sunny LA chasing the same dream. All wanting to be in someone's video or background dancer. Well for them more than me but now that I was a working dancer I didn't want to lose that. We knew it was going to work out, we just had to struggle for a moment.

"How's Tristan E?"

She smiled, "he's good on his promotional tour. We talk when he has time."

"Well we all know Kayla sprung ass ok with Kenderick," said Rissa.

"I am not sprung," she said and then her phone rang. She quickly grabbed it to find a text from Kenderick.

Rissa pointed at her, "Like I said sprung..but what's up with you and Breezy missy? Papz got you all in the magazines and s*** now."

I shook my head, "Its embarrassing to be quite honest. These people don't understand privacy. But Chris and I are good. We made it official."

They all gasped instead of Kayla. "Why you aint tell us?" asked Autumn.

I shrugged "I dont know really just want us to have our relationship without other people interfering. It's bad enough the media and his fans are having an input."

They nodded understanding.

"So where are Kae and Rih in his life?"

"As far as I know, they aren't threats when it comes to our relationship. I let him know that up front. Trust me I dont want him to be cool with either of them but they were here before me so I am going to respect that once they keep it classy because I can get messy real quick."

"Light bright dont want it," Kayla said interjecting.

"Well he respects you," said E."Yeah," agreed Autumn. "I didn't know him when he was with Kae or Rih but based on the pictures and how he handles you when he's with you it's completely different."

"Yeah I aint worried about it."

"Sooooo about the sex," Kayla started.

I sucked my teeth, "We aren't having sex,"

"Ok just wanted to know. Still saying you should drop a little something before you leave."

"OMG NO! Don't listen to her," E started as Kayla gave her the evil eye. "I love you Kayla, I do but too soon. They just made it official. He can wait. And if he can't, you know what his true intentions were and don't have to regret going that far with him."

"True," said Autumn. "Let his behind wait. He knows he has precious cargo but this is the puppy stage...let that s*** ride out and see what happens."

I nodded sticking my tongue out at Kayla as the other girls agreed with me about the situation.

"Whatever I just want you to get laid b****."

We all busted out laughing and decided to do each other's hair and nails while we watched Mean Girls. I enjoyed being around my girls. Some crazy characters.

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Alright yall there ya go!!! Hopefully I feel better tomorrow to give you another one.

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update i know im right i just want the best for my friend and im glad me and Kendrick is good

Hood is a straight up fool!!! I knew she was going to kill the showcase, she always kills it. I'm so proud of her. Her ass better Face Time me too, f*** Chris' ass!!! I'm just kidding. Awwwwwwwwwww, he didn't want her to go.... that's so sweet. Shiiiiitttt I would've tapped that the moment he said I was his girl! Dammit! Her Virgin Mary ass just gonna stop it! Really?? I'm soooo mad at her now. Aww man, I hope Chris doesn't feel some type of way. I keep saying she ain't got s*** to worry about. I'm keeping my eyes on Chris, me and Kayla are.
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