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Pain

She was very quiet remained to herself never feeling the need to fit in because she felt like she could never belong in this world. No one could get close to her and even if they tried they would get pushed away if they did. No one knew her pain and she damn for sure was not going to tell them her story. A lot has happened to her and still she survived it all.

Slowly she rose off the bed as she grabbed her trash bag with her belongs as she left out of the homeless shelter. She began to walk down the street on a hot summer day not even remembering the last time she actually had a real bath.

She entered the gas station going into the restroom and locking the door behind her as she undressed her self. Turning on the facet she let the water run first splashing it over her face. She looked into the mirror in front of her seeing her reflection that <a href="http://images.askmen.com/celebs/interview_250/293_christina_milian_interview.jpg">she</a> hated so much.

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i love this. i think he got a dark past though.run it please

Run it

RUN IT

They are making progress. I wanna know why he's doing all this for her too??? They are too cute!!!
Run It!!!

They are so freaking cute!!! Aww, Chris is too damn nice. First he took her off the streets, then he bought her all these clothes, now he's putting her in college. He's such a mean ass gentle man. Lol, I think he'll let Pain call him Christopher at some point. I love them two together.
Run it!!!!!

Run it!!!

Chris was on the phone outback as he handled business before hanging up as he made his way upstairs to Pain's room. As he entered without knocking and looked at her.

"You don't know how to knock" she said as she continued to look at the computer

Chris walked in sitting on the bed as he glanced over at her as she was looking at colleges. "You want to go"" he said ignoring what she asked him

Pain looked at him confused "Go where" he pointed towards the computer as the USC website

She closed the computer and looked at him "Just was looking that's all"

Chris raised an eyebrow at her and smirked as he got up to leave the room "Sure you were" he said as he closed the door behind him

Pain rolled her eyes and soon opened up her laptop again

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(Week Later)

Chris went into Pain's room and once again entered without knocking as he saw she was sleeping. Admiring her beauty as she slept so peacefully he thought that this was the only time her ass wasn't so f***ing sarcastic.

Making his way over to her bed side he nudge her "Pain" she still didn't move

"Pain" still she didn't get up Chris looked around the room as his eyes fell on the IHome stand. He smirked thinking this was the perfect thing to get her ass back for all the smart s*** she been saying as he let it pass.

Walking over he stuck his phone on as he scrolled to a song and turning the volume up as he pressed play causing her to jump up and fall out the bed. He stopped playing it and laughed at her as she glared at him.

"Be ready in a hour" he said leaving her room as she still was on the floor.

"a**hole" she whispered

"Smart ass" he yelled back as he heard her

A hour later Pain was <a href="http://www.closetcravings.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/05/christinamilian5612.jpg">dressed</a> as she saw <a href="http://www.thisispaulgalvin.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/03/Chris-Brown-Los-Angeles-Raiders-Jacket-Black-Pyramid-hoodie-Camo-Pants-Reebok-es22-Sneakers-Rihanna-Porsche.jpg">Chris</a> sitting on the couch texting on his phone. Clearing her throat she let him know she was here but he still sat there. She did it again as he looked over at her

"You might want to get some water for your throat" he said as he got up walking to the door as she rolled her eyes behind him "Roll your eyes again and I'll knock them motherf***ers out your head next time" he said coldly as he walked out the door as she followed close behind locking it.

She opened the car door and soon slammed it hard as she could and looked over towards him as he clenched his jaw "Don't be slamming my s***" he said

Pain didn't dare roll her eyes so she stayed silent looking straight ahead as they pulled out of the driveway and were now on the road as he stopped at a McDonalds's drive through as the continued on.

Looking out the window she wondered where he was taking her so she asked "Where we going?"

Chris never taking his eyes off the road replied with a smirk "Wonderland"

She looked at him and sucked her teeth and continued looking out the window as she put her headphones in her ear. Finally they arrived to their destination as Pain had fallen asleep as Chris simply nudge her as she woke up.

"We here" he said as he got out the car

Rubbing her eyes she looked up and saw <a href="http://w1.campusexplorer.com/media/560x420/University-of-Southern-California-493D9735.jpg">where</a> they were as she smiled and got out.

Chris looked over at her "You're welcome" he simply said as someone soon walked over to them

"C what's up man" the <a href="http://img2.timeinc.net/people/i/2013/news/130506/channing-tatum-240.jpg">person</a> said dapping him up

"Nothing much man, how's your moms"

"She good but you know she been asking about you lately"

"Ima go visit her this week I missed her too"

He nodded and then the person looked over towards Pain "Hi I'm Kelly" he said with his hand out as he smiled at her

"Pain" she said with a smile as she shook his hand

"I heard you were interested in coming here"

"Yeah I am" she said excitedly as Chris looked at her and smirked

"Alright let me show you two around" He said as they began to walk side by side as he began to tell her all about the school as she looked around amazed at all the buildings and students passing.

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Once they were done with the tour Chris and Pain said their goodbyes to Kelly as they got into the car and drove off as silence filled the car.

"You hungry? he asked not taking his eyes off the road

"Yeah"

They continued on the road until they reached a restaurant and got out as he opened the door for her and walking in behind her also. Walking straight to their sits since Chris had connections they got comfortable while looking over their menus. he waiter came back as he took their orders and left.

Pain looked over at Chris and studied him "Thank you"

Looking up and setting his phone down he looked over at her "No problem" he said as he sipped on his water.

"Why are you doing all this for me?" she asked curiously

Their food was sat in front of them as the conversation stopped and the waiter left as they resumed the conversation. They began to eat as Pain looked over waiting for him to answer but he never did.

Pain just gave up and decided to ask him another question "What's your first name" she asked taking a bite out of her steak

Chris smirked at her as he chewed on his lobster and swallowed "Chris" she nodded "But Im sure you already knew that though"

Pain knew she was caught "Maybe I did" she said as she sipped her tea

"Teyana and my mom only calls me that but I'll make an exception for you" he replied simply

"What an honor my king" she said smartly

Chris just chuckled at her comment "Smart ass as always"

"I guess" she replied "So is Chris short for Christopher"

He nodded "So can I call you Christopher"

"No"

"Why"

"I said so"

"Alright Christp-"

"Don't push it Pain" he said as he continued to eat as Pain looked over at him with a smile

love it
run it

run it!!!

Aww mane he must know her and she dont remember him. Its beautiful from what I've read I like it keep it comin!!!
Run It!!!

What??!! How you just gonna stop the dream right there? I was so into it.....cliffhanger I see. I like it. Damn, she's a straight OG! She ain't even give a damn this nigga was about to kill her. Lmfao!! She said Wonderland, I have to use that one.
Run it!!!

Run it

I wanted to give you guys a little something because you have been asking me.

I will be adding a little later on not feeling inspired right now.

<em>Pain ran up the stairs to her room as she soon locked the door behind her and crawled under the bed as the banging became louder.</em>

<em>"OPEN THIS DOOR PAIN" they said as the banged on it more "PAIN!"</em>

<em>She stayed under the bed not making a sound as her door was kicked in. Seeing the footsteps walk around as the looked for her, she closed her eyes as she prayed that they would leave.
Soon they walked over by the bed as the looked around but seen no one but her window was open.</em>

<em>Suddenly Pain was pulled from under the bed as she screamed out.</em>

She shot up in bed as she looked around to see that it was only a dream. Drenched in sweat she looked at the clock on the side of her bed that said 2:05 am. Running her hand down her face she pulled back the covers as she went into the bathroom to take a shower and changed her clothes.

Returning she knew she couldn't sleep so she made her way downstairs to the kitchen turning on the light. Going straight to the refrigerator she decided to make a sandwich. Sitting down on the stool she began to eat.

As she ate she heard a clicking noise and turned around to see Chris a he walked over to her putting the gun down. "I could have blown your f***ing had off why are you up so late"

"Couldn't sleep" she answered as she continued to eat unfazed by his threat and the gun

Pain could feel him staring a whole into her face as she was looking down. "Something you want to ask me?"

"Where you from"

"Wonderland" she simply said

"Such a smart ass aren't we"

"I guess"

Chris kept looking until finally he walked out of the kitchen leaving Pain there as she continued to eat.

Pain ran up the stairs to her room as she soon locked the door behind her and crawled under the bed as the banging became louder.

"OPEN THIS DOOR PAIN" they said as the banged on it more "PAIN!"

She stayed under the bed not making a sound as her door was kicked in. Seeing the footsteps walk around as the looked for her, she closed her eyes as she prayed that they would leave.
Soon they walked over by the bed as the looked around but seen no one but her window was open.

Suddenly Pain was pulled from under the bed as she screamed out.

She shot up in bed as she looked around to see that it was only a dream. Drenched in sweat she looked at the clock on the side of her bed that said 2:05 am. Running her hand down her face she pulled back the covers as she went into the bathroom to take a shower and changed her clothes.

Returning she knew she couldn't sleep so she made her way downstairs to the kitchen turning on the light. Going straight to the refrigerator she decided to make a sandwich. Sitting down on the stool she began to eat.

As she ate she heard a clicking noise and turned around to see Chris a he walked over to her putting the gun down. "I could have blown your f***ing had off why are you up so late"

"Couldn't sleep" she answered as she continued to eat unfazed by his threat and the gun

Pain could feel him staring a whole into her face as she was looking down. "Something you want to ask me?"

"Where you from"

"Wonderland" she simply said

"Such a smart ass aren't we"

"I guess"

Chris kept looking until finally he walked out of the kitchen leaving Pain there as she continued to eat.

Please run it

I think it's so nice of Chris to do all of that for Pain. I like her she seems totally badass. I want to know her story though, how'd she end up on the streets and all of that. Teyana seems cool a'f. I like her too. I actually really like the name Pain, it's different, but it also carries a meaning, something a lot of names don't these days.
Run it!!!

Why is Chris doing all of this for pain? I feel like he's a pimp or something lol
Run it!!!
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RUN IT PLEASE

ruuuunnnnnn itttt!!!

I wonder wat chris meant and wats pain real name and i fill as tho chris gone fall for her run it

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Pain woke up hearing the tv from downstairs in the living room as it ranged loudly and hearing voices throughout the house knowing they were males. She sat up rubbing her eyes and looking at the clock to see it was noon and got a text message from Teyanna asking her did she want to have lunch.

She texted her back saying yes and soon got up to get ready as she headed for the bathroom. Once she got out the shower she decided on what she wanted to wear. By the time she was dressed and ready she received a text message from Teyana saying she was outside already.

While walking down the stairs there was nothing but a couple of dudes sitting down on the couch, some on the others and she spotted Breezy since he had a controller in his hand. Soon all the guys sitting down looked up at <a href="http://realitytvfashion.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/04/Christina-Milians-Pink-Jeans-Forever-21-Shirt.jpg">her</a> and soon Breezy followed there stare.

<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-4sp4CxwCVPs/UC5Uf01ogNI/AAAAAAAAPQM/v_8sUeDcNwY/s400/chris-brown-new-york-city.jpg">He</a> paused the game and looked over at her as he eyed her up and down."What's up" he asked

"Im finna go have lunch with Teyana, you want me to bring you something back?"

"Naw Im good" he said as he stood up digging in his pocket handing her his black card and some money "Just in case you want to buy something or whatever"

"Okay thanks, bye" she said as she closed the door behind her

As soon as the door closed all the guys looked at him and said"DDDAAAMMMMNNNN"

Breezy unpaused the game and continued playing

"That's you Breezy" one of his best friends, <a href="http://www.contactmusic.com/pics/lf/nba2k13_sports_3_270912/bow-wow-aka-shad-gregory-moss-nba_5921704.jpg">Shad</a> asked

"Naw" he said focusing his eyes still on the game

"I know my mama told me to respect a woman and her body but that ass man" his other friend, <a href="http://www.vibevixen.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/trey-songz.png">Trey</a> said

"I know right" <a href="http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbuwdaTIRI1rypjcj.jpg">Mijo</a> said as he came out the kitchen eating a sandwich"She wifey material Breezy"

"Hell yeah" <a href="http://www.xxlmag.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/02/wiz_khalifa_lead.jpg">Wiz</a> said as he agreed with Mijo

"So she live here with you?" <a href="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/7/73/Big_Sean_Jean_Jacket.PNG/220px-Big_Sean_Jean_Jacket.PNG">Sean</a> asked him

"Yep" Breezy simply replied

"So is she related to you"

"Nope"

"So how do you know her" Trey asked

"An old friend" Breezy said as they all just left it alone

(Teyana and Pain)

They were sitting down in the restaurant as they ate laughing and talking as <a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_rPlFoctQuwo/TTC7DdwPZmI/AAAAAAAAAIE/rss5_ZepdlI/s320/teyana-taylor-halloween-ii-premiere.jpg">Teyana</a> and Pain each were trying to get to know each other more.

Teyana looked over at Pain "You know Chris doesn't just help out anyone like that, actually you're the first person he has ever did something like this for.

"Who's Chris" Pain asked confused

"Breezy is Chris that's his first name" Teyana explained as she ate her steak

"Aw" Pain said surprised "Why does everyone call him Breezy"

"That's his street name but he doesn't let anyone besides me and my mom call him by his first name"

"I understand" Pain said as she looked down at her plate and continued eating

Teyana studied her eyes" He's very guarded towards people but when he is with you I see him letting it down"

Pain nodded "Yeah that's how I am, I've been through a lot and seen a lot of stuff." she said as she looked off into the distance the hurt evident in her eyes.

Teyanna nodded as she could see the hurt too"So why were you named pain" she asked taking a sip form her cup

Pain took a sip of her cranberry juice pausing as she looked over at Teyana "It's all I ever known" she continued eating in silence as Teyana did the same.

More pleas!!! Keep going!! RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT!!

<a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m52syxNdBq1qcjwzyo1_500.jpg">Teyana</a>

(Morning)

Pain woke up looking around thinking that what happened yesterday was all a dream. She realize it wasn't because she was still in the room as she laid in the soft bed not wanting to get up knowing she had to. Making her way into the bathroom as she showered and soon lotion up her body. Leaving her hair curly as it air dried she put on a pair of basketball shorts, a white beater and converse since she would be going shopping for new clothes.

She went to knock on Breezy door as he opened it and walking out already dressed as they made their way downstairs. There was a knock on the door as he went to answer it. Standing there was a girl as he hugged her smiling. Pain was surprised that he even smiled and thought that maybe she was his girlfriend.

The girl walked over smiling at Pain "Hey I'm Breezy's sister, Teyana" she answered

"Hi nice to meet you, I'm Pain" Pain replied

"I love your name it's different and I will be going with you to go shop because he doesn't know s*** about it" Teyana said whispering the last part

"I can hear you" He said behind the two as they stepped out the house going to the car

"Good" she replied

Pain chuckled as Breezy looked over at her for minute they got in the car and drove off towards the mall.

(The Mall)

Teyana and Pain had been shopping for a least two hours and were covered in bags as they headed to the food court. Breezy was in foot locker buying a new pair of shoes as he headed over to meet the two at the food court.

He was looking down at his phone and soon put it away as he looked around for his sister and Pain. He stopped and took in her beauty as she smiled and laughed at whatever Teyana was telling her. One thing he knew was that his sister could make the saddest person in the world smile just by her energy of being around her she was so sweet and real.

Breezy sat down next to Pain as he took a fry from his sister's food.

"Hey nigga get your own" She said mugging him

"Naw I like your fries better" he replied "You got everything you need" he said avoiding her eyes because once he looked he would be pulled in automatically.

"Yeah thanks Breezy" she replied

He nodded and soon they got up dumping their tray's and headed out to the car as they took off towards his house. Once there Pain went to put her bags down laying down on the bed. Soon Teyana entered the room and Pain sat up.

"We have to got get your hair and nails done so come on"

Pain groaned "Right now"

Teyana nodded "Have to have you looking good girly now come on P"

Teyana and Pain left out as they went to get their nails and hair done. Once Pain was dropped off by Teyana she went to go straight to her bed. Seeing there was a bag she opened it to see it was a IPhone 5. Putting it on the charger Pain laid down falling straight to sleep.

I already love this.!! Please run it!!

Pain was woken by the sunlight beaming on her face. She put her head over it to block it the sun shine from blinding her view as she looked around the park. Slowly she rose up and sat looking around seeing no one was in there except her self.

Slowly she rose grabbing her bag and making her way out of the park and begin to walk down the street. Once again she looked for the nearest gas station around and went into the restroom to wash up.

As she begin to undress she quickly glanced running her hand on the scars that were now healed on her body. They were not as visible but they still held memories from her past that were a constant reminder.Looking away she washed herself as best she could and changed into more clothes since she only had like four outfits and the same shoes that were now dirty and beat up.

Exiting the gas station she bumped into someone as they kept going and not even apologizing as she rolled her eyes and exited the gas station.

As she was walking her stomach began to growl. Fighting the urge to eat she knew she had to find something. Turning down a block she saw guys posted up on the corners and some hanging by their cars on the hood. Walking past she did not look anyone in the eye and kept her head straight ahead.

Soon she was at a corner and saw a <a href="http://img.gawkerassets.com/img/18lnpcazhs3pvjpg/k-bigpic.jpg">car</a> that looked familiar and soon her eyes looked up to see him once again as he was talking to some girl. Continuing to walk across as she felt someone staring at her.

(Later on that night)

Once again she was on the streets and had to find herself something to eat. As she was walking down the block she felt like someone was following her. Since it was dark and the person headlights shined brightly blocking her from seeing what type of car they were driving.

Pain turned around slowly and looked over her shoulder again to see they were still behind her as she quicken her pace. They car speed up and soon she took off running but was blocked in at the end of the street by the car as they rolled down their windows and she saw it was <a href="http://fashionbombdaily.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/chris-brown-jeans.jpg">him again</a>.

She rolled her eyes and stood there waiting for him to speak first.

"Get in "he said

She folded her arms" I'm good right here"

"Okay you got two choices get in or sleep in a the streets"

Soon there was gun shots heard and Pain hurried up into the car putting on a seatbelt as he drove off speeding.

"Why were you following me, stalker?" Pain said harshly

He looked over at her with a cold stare still on his face and replied calmly "Because I can" soon he turned forward looking at the road

Pain soon turned facing out the window as they continued to drive out of the hood and into a nicer neighborhood.

"You gonna kill me" Pain asked calmly like it was nothing as she looked out the window

He looked her a little taken back by the way she said it without fear or shedding a tear "No but believe me if I wanted you dead you would have been"

Slowly they pulled into a gated community and Pain eyes got big once he pulled into the drive way of the <a href="http://www.hauteliving.com/wp-content/uploads/marlow_hadid22-city-print-f.jpg">house</a> as they got out the car. She walked behind him as he opened the door stepping in.

She was in awe of how beautiful the house was and never saw anything like it in her life. Even though she liked it she would never tell him that.

He looked over at her as he caught the way she looked around "What do you think"

"Its fine"

He nodded"You hungry?"

Suddenly her stomach began to growl again" Yeah" she replied honestly

The made their way into the kitchen as he had leftover food from when his mom had cooked for him and heated it up in the microwave for her.

He sat the plate down in front of her and looked her straight in the eye before walking out" Ill be right back don't try s*** understand"

She nodded and soon he left the kitchen as she begin to eat like it was her last meal. Once finished eating she sat down on the couch with her bag in her lap as he soon came back down the stairs.

Standing in front of her as she looked up "Come on" as he lead the way upstairs to a room next to his opening the door.

Pain sat her bag down and looking around the <a href="http://data.whicdn.com/images/44378302/7810999324624294_hwf7IvQS_c_large.jpg">room</a> as he stood there watching her "Your bathroom is right there and I got all that girly s*** you may use and stuff. There are clothes in the draw for you and tomorrow we going shopping."

Pain nodded as she took everything in he was saying "Thanks-"

"Breezy" he finshed

"Brezzy" she repeated as he left out closing the door behind him

Pain began to smile for the first time in years as she fall back on the bed.

im loving it so far!!! keep it going!! run it!!

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