I NEVER CLOSED MY EYES WHEN MY LIPS WERE PRESSED SO TIGHT ON YOURS. EVEN THOUGH I KISSED YOU AS THE FIREWORKS WERE GOING OFF I NEVER FELT THE MAGIC. MY STOMACH HELD SO TIGHT WONDERING IF YOU WOULD HOLD ME THE SAME BUT NEVER DID. YET A FEELING INSIDE OF ME STILL TO THIS DAY WANTS YOU TO BE NEAR. TELL YOU WHY, I DON'T KNOW. I CAN TELL YOU ONE THING AND YES ONE THING ONLY. "YOU WERE NEVER SOMETHING GOOD IN MY LIFE". WE WAKE UP EVERY MORNING WONDERING IF WE ARE GOING TO MEET ARE TRUE LOVE. WHAT DOES HE OR SHE LOOK LIKE. THE GOOD THINGS IN LIFE ARE NEVER SEEN.

Maintaining matruity about how i feel tward a boy i love. My emotions are so strong i feel as though i will burst at any moment.It being that i onced loved him and still do till this day makes it way harder to get over him.
It's hard for me to understand why i love him so. He was suppose to be a boy i flirt with and talk to at night. It seemed to turn into something more passionate then that. I want to let him go for the simple fact of the distance between us. Something inside me wonte let him go. Is this suppose to be a sign of some sort, letting me know know he is the one for me.